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My great-grandfather became "a Friend by Convincement," as the Quakers

called the Friends not born in their Society; but I do not know whether

it was before or after his convincement that he sailed to Philadelphia

with a stock of his Welsh flannels, which he sold to such advantage

that a dramatic family tradition represents him wheeling the proceeds in

a barrel of silver down the street to the vessel which brought him and

which took him away. That was in the time of Washington's second

Presidency, and Washington strongly advised his staying in the country

and setting up his manufacture here; but he was prospering in Wales, and

why should he come to America even at the suggestion of Washington? It

is another family tradition that he complied so far as to purchase a

vast acreage of land on the Potomac, including the site of our present

capital, as some of his descendants in each generation have believed,

without the means of expropriating the nation from its unlawful

holdings. This would have been the more difficult as he never took a

deed of his land, and he certainly never came back to America; yet he

seems always to have been haunted by the allurement of it which my

grandfather felt so potently that after twice visiting the country he

came over a third time and cast his lot here.

He was already married, when with his young wife and my father a year

old he sailed from London in 1808. Perhaps because they were chased by a

French privateer, they speedily arrived in Boston after a voyage of only

twenty-one days. In the memoir which my father wrote for his family, and

which was published after his death, he tells that my grandmother formed

the highest opinion of Boston, mainly, he surmises, from the very

intelligent behavior of the young ladies in making a pet of her baby at

the boarding-house where she stayed while her husband began going about

wherever people wished his skill in setting up woolen-mills. The young

ladies taught her little one to walk; and many years afterward, say

fifty, when I saw her for the last time in a village of northwestern

Ohio, she said "the Bostonians were very nice people," so faithfully had

she cherished, through a thousand vicissitudes, the kind memory of that

first sojourn in America.

I do not think she quite realized the pitch of greatness at which I had

arrived in writing for the _Atlantic Monthly_, the renowned periodical

then recently founded in Boston, or the fame of the poets whom I had met

there the year before. I suspect that she was never of the literary

taste of my English great-grandmother; but her father had been a

school-teacher, and she had been carefully educated by the uncle and

aunt to whom she was left at her parents' early death. They were

Friends, but she never formally joined the Society, though worshiping

with them; she was, like her husband, middle-class Welsh, and as long as

they lived they both misplaced their aspirates. If I add that her maiden

name was Thomas, and that her father's name was John Thomas, I think I

have sufficiently attested her pure Cymric origin. So far as I know

there was no mixture of Saxon blood on her side; but her people, like

most of the border Welsh, spoke the languages of both races; and very

late in my father's life, he mentioned casually, as old people will

mention interesting things, that he remembered his father and mother

speaking Welsh together. Of the two she remained the fonder of their

native country, and in that last visit I paid her she said, after half a

century of exile, "We do so and so at home, and you do so and so here."

I can see her now, the gentlest of little Quaker ladies, with her white

fichu crossed on her breast; and I hesitate attributing to her my

immemorial knowledge that the Welsh were never conquered, but were

tricked into union with the English by having one of their princes born,

as it were surreptitiously, in Wales; it must have been my father who

told me this and amused himself with my childish race-pride in the fact.

She gave me an illustrated _Tour of Wales_, having among its steel

engravings the picture of a Norman castle where, by favor of a cousin

who was the housekeeper, she had slept one night when a girl; but in

America she had slept oftener in log cabins, which my grandfather

satisfied his devoted unworldliness in making his earthly tabernacles.

She herself was not, I think, a devout person; she had her spiritual

life in his, and followed his varying fortunes, from richer to poorer,

with a tacit adherence to what he believed, whether the mild doctrine of

Quakerism or the fervid Methodism for which he never quite relinquished

it.

He seems to have come to America with money enough to lose a good deal

in his removals from Boston to Poughkeepsie, from Poughkeepsie to New

York City, from New York to Virginia, and from Virginia to eastern Ohio,

where he ended in such adversity on his farm that he was glad to accept

the charge of a woolen-mill in Steubenville. He knew the business

thoroughly and he had set up mills for others in his various sojourns,

following the line of least resistance among the Quaker settlements

opened to him by the letters he had brought from Wales. He even went to

the new capital, Washington, in a hope of manufacturing in Virginia held

out to him by a nephew of President Madison, but it failed him to his

heavy cost; and in Ohio, his farming experiments, which he renewed in a

few years on giving up that mill at Steubenville, were alike disastrous.

After more than enough of them he rested for a while in Wheeling, West

Virginia, where my father met my mother, and they were married.

They then continued the family wanderings in his own search for the

chance of earning a living in what seems to have been a very grudging

country, even to industry so willing as his. He had now become a

printer, and not that only, but a publisher, for he had already begun

and ended the issue of a monthly magazine called _The Gleaner_, made up,

as its name implied, chiefly of selections; his sister helped him as

editor, and some old bound volumes of its few numbers show their joint

work to have been done with good taste in the preferences of their day.

He married upon the expectation of affluence from the publication of a

work on _The Rise, Progress and Downfall of Aristocracy_, which almost

immediately preceded the ruin of the enthusiastic author and of my

father with him, if he indeed could have experienced further loss in his

entire want of money. He did not lose heart, and he was presently living

contentedly on three hundred dollars a year as foreman of a newspaper

office in St. Clairville, Ohio. But his health gave way, and a little

later, for the sake of the outdoor employment, he took up the trade of

house-painter; and he was working at this in Wheeling when my

grandfather Dean suggested his buying a lot and building a house in

Martin's Ferry, just across the Ohio River. The lot must have been

bought on credit, and he built mainly with his own capable hands a small

brick house of one story and two rooms with a lean-to. In this house I

was born, and my father and mother were very happy there; they never

owned another house until their children helped them work and pay for it

a quarter of a century afterward, though throughout this long time they

made us a home inexpressibly dear to me still.

My father now began to read medicine, but during the course of a

winter's lectures at Cincinnati (where he worked as a printer

meanwhile), his health again gave way and he returned to Martin's Ferry.

When I was three years old, my grandmother Dean's eldest brother,

William Dock, came to visit her. He was the beloved patriarch of a

family which I am glad to claim my kindred and was a best type of his

Pennsylvania-German race. He had prospered on through a life of kindness

and good deeds; he was so rich that he had driven in his own

[Illustration: _The Ohio River at Wheeling, West Virginia. Mr. Howells's

father worked in Wheeling before he moved across the river to Martin's

Ferry_]

carriage from Harrisburg, over the mountains, and he now asked my father

to drive with him across the state of Ohio. When they arrived in Dayton,

my father went on by canal to Hamilton, where he found friends to help

him buy the Whig newspaper which he had only just paid for when he sold

it eight years later.

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