Royal Blondin presently came to pay his respects to Harriet in her
changed position. Nina had told her that he had been forbidden the
house, in December; they had seen him only two or three times since
their return from Bermuda, and then accidentally. Harriet was thankful
to believe the affair between him and Nina well over. The girl was
growing up now, there were other men in her world, and for the list for
her eighteenth birthday party she had merely mentioned his name among
others.
"You'll see that Royal gets a card, Harriet?" she had said.
"Well--yes, if you want him, but somehow one doesn't see the mysterious
and artistic Royal in so juvenile a party," Harriet had answered. Nina
might have disquieted her with her serene: "Oh, he'll come!" But
Harriet knew Nina was often over-sure of her own powers.
Three days before the garden party that was to mark the girl's
anniversary Royal drifted in with the assurance that was quite
characteristic of him. He rarely accepted an invitation, or waited for
one. Perhaps he was clever enough to know that half his acquaintances
detested him theoretically, but were glad to have him about. Nina and
Harriet came in from an afternoon at the club to find him playing with
languid hands at the piano, and he lazily rose to greet them. While
Nina was there, his attitude toward both was pleasantly impersonal, but
his suggestion, which was more like a command, that she run upstairs
and dress early, so that they might have a talk before dinner, sent the
girl flying, and he and Harriet could speak more freely.
"Well, Harriet, I congratulate you! How does it feel to be a married
woman? I was with Lenox, in his camp--we went up there to look it
over," Royal went on, in his musical voice. "It's a beautiful place, in
the Adirondacks. I saw your name in an evening paper; of course I was
delighted for you."
"Money and position don't really mean much to me," Harriet said,
unencouragingly.
"They don't?" he asked, with an upward glance.
"Not lately. Not as much as they always seemed to!" the girl added,
uncertainly.
"Perhaps because your dream is captured," Blondin suggested. "It's no
longer a myth! I wonder if it isn't always so?"
"I remember his taking that dreamy, silly tone years ago," Harriet
thought.
"My first sensation," Blondin said, "was one of satisfaction. I thought
to myself that my own cause, with Nina, was safe now. That you trusted
me, and I had every reason to trust you."
Harriet looked away for a brief silence, brought her eyes to his face.
She felt suddenly sick.
"Roy, you're not still serious about Nina?"
"I have never been anything else," he said, delicately.
"But--but why?" Harriet asked.
"I like the girl," he reminded her pleasantly. "I hope she is not
entirely indifferent to me--"
"Indifferent! She's at the age that marries anybody!" Harriet said,
indignantly.
"You give me hope," Royal said with a bow.
"Her father very violently opposes it," Harriet said, after a troubled
silence.
"I am well aware of that, my dear. Her father forbade me the house last
December. I submitted; the girl submitted. But we made our plans. I
fancy we will not have any difficulty now."
"You mean that you are engaged?"
"An understanding. We have corresponded, seen each other now and then
through Ida Tabor. It's," he smiled, dreamily, "extremely romantic, of
course," he said.
Harriet felt that she could have killed him.
"You understand that she won't have one penny, Roy. I know her father.
He won't yield. He'll forbid it; he'll not hesitate. If she does it
against his will, she will have to wait three years for her money.
Three years--! Roy, she wouldn't be happy three weeks! Mr. Carter spoke
to me about it the only time we've spoken of you. He said that he was
glad the affair had ended naturally; that you were not the man to make
Nina happy, and that he would rather have her suffer anything, and find
out her mistake at once, than have her heart broken, and her money
wasted, through several wretched years!"
Blondin had listened to this quietly, his eyes moving from her lips to
her own earnest eyes, and wandering over her animated face.
"I count on you to be my advocate, my dear Harriet," he said, after a
moment's silence. "Richard Carter believes in you; he has great faith
in your judgment. If you represent to him that you believe this to be a
wise step all round, we shall have no further trouble--'
"I can't honestly tell him so, Roy!" the girl interrupted.
"Can't you?" Blondin said. He looked across the open hallway to Nina,
descending in fresh ruffles and ribbons, and raised his voice. "Here
she is--looking like the very rose of girls! Come on now, Nina, you
aren't going to belong to anybody else but me for a while!" he said.
But as he turned to leave Harriet, he added again: "Can't you? Think it
over."
The girl thought it over with a maddening and feverish persistence that
presently caused her a sensation of actual sickness. How serious her
countenancing of Nina's love-affair might prove to be--how unimportant
it might prove to be--what Nina might do or might not do, these vague
speculations churned and seethed in the weary brain that could find no
beginning and no end to them. To have made a clean breast of the whole
matter months ago would have meant a delicious sense of freedom from
responsibility now, but then under those circumstances would she,
Harriet, have been here now? Certainly, even in the present purely
technical sense, she would not have been the second Mrs. Richard
Carter, nor would she have held her present position of trust and
responsibility.
While Nina and her lover murmured on the terrace Harriet brooded on
these things, and after dinner that evening she gave Richard so sharp a
warning that he sent at once for Nina, and with a clouded brow and
angry eyes briefly requested Harriet to be present while he spoke to
her.
Nina came at once, with an innocent expression on her rather heavy
young face. She seated herself near Harriet, and her father went to the
point at once.
"Nina," he said, seriously, "you saw Royal Blondin this afternoon,
didn't you?" And as Nina answered only with an ugly glance at Harriet,
the betrayer, he added, "Didn't I ask you not to see him any more,
several months ago?"
"Yes, you did," Nina said, in a low tone, and with a heaving breast.
She was sure of herself, but she felt a little frightened.
"I hope, and we all hope, that you will marry some day," Richard said.
"But you are too young now to make a wise choice. And until you are a
little older, you will have to take my word for it that such an affair
would only lead you to misery and regret."
Nina mumbled something bravely.
"I didn't hear you," her father said.
"I said, I didn't see what you could do about it!" the girl repeated,
desperately.
For a few moments of silence Richard merely looked gravely at his
daughter. Then he clasped his fine hands on the desk before him, and
cleared his throat.
"I cannot do as much as I should like, Nina," he conceded, "but I shall
do what I can. But first let me ask you: have you promised to marry Mr.
Blondin?"
Silence. Nina looked at the floor. Richard repeated his question.
"Yes, I have-and you can't kill me for it!" Nina said, and burst into
tears.
"Well," the father resumed, when Harriet had supplied a consolatory
murmur and a handkerchief, "I'm sorry, of course. Mrs. Tabor carried
letters between you, did she? You met him occasionally?"
"Two or three times," Nina said, sniffing and drying her eyes busily.
"You know my reasons for disliking him, Nina," her father said. "He is
a man more than twice your age; he has a certain sort of unsavory
reputation in his affairs with women. He has no income, no profession,
no home; all those things tell against him. But the most serious of
all, to me, is his mental attitude. The man has no wholesome, decent
code. He dabbles in the occult, in Oriental morality--or immorality.
With an older woman, that mightn't matter. She could guide him, perhaps
influence him. But you're only a child--"
"I shall be of age Tuesday!" Nina burst forth, resentfully.
"You will be of age Tuesday. True. But you will be my ward, as far as
your Uncle Edward's legacy is concerned, for another three years. Now,
Nina, if you persist in this folly, against my most earnest advice, I
can only forbid the man the house, and lock you in your room in the
good old-fashioned way. That I shall do. I shall then give out to the
world--that has already had a rare treat at the expense of the Carter
family!--the news of my utter disapproval of the match. If you manage
the marriage in spite of me, I shall forbid you and Blondin my house,
and as a matter of course use my right to withhold the payment of your
legacy for three years, and stop your present allowance, and your
credit with the shops. That's all I can do! And I do it, Nina," said
Richard in a softer tone, "I do it to hasten the inevitable, my dear! I
do it to bring you back to your father sooner instead of later; to give
you only one year of disillusionment and suffering, instead of seven or
eight!"
It must be a brave girl, thought Harriet, who could persist in any
course, after that. But Nina had the impregnable armour of ignorance
and pride, and she only sniffed pathetically again, and shrugged her
shoulders.
"You do everything in the world to MAKE my marriage a failure!" she
said with the irrepressible tears. "And I suppose you'll be delighted
if it is! Uncle Edward's money belongs to me; Ward has got his; and I
don't see why you just want to shame me before the world for your own
satisfaction! Royal is a perfect child about money; he says that I will
have to manage our business affairs, anyway. And I don't see--if a
woman can marry a rich man, why a man shouldn't sometimes be glad if a
girl has money! I'm PROUD to help him out, if he'll let me. He says he
won't--why, we had planned going--well, just everywhere, Honolulu and
southern California and just everywhere, only now he won't go! He says
he is going to stay right here, and take a position with an art
magazine that he just hates, and work it all off--before we go, if it
takes years--"
"Work what all off?" Harriet asked, simply and quietly.
"This money that a friend of his really lost, but he has taken it upon
himself," Nina answered, a little mollified. "It was eleven thousand
dollars, and he has PAID OFF about four, and anyway, I hate so much
talk about money!" she finished, angrily.
"My dear," Harriet said, as Richard, with a troubled face, remained
silent. "It isn't the money that we are worrying about. Why, ask your
father, Nina! Ask him if he wouldn't write Royal Blondin a check for
any sum to-day, ANY sum, if you and he would promise solemnly to wait
three years more. You will only be twenty-one then, Nina, still such a
child!"
Harriet paused, glancing at Richard for encouragement; he nodded
eagerly, and she went on:
"Marriage is a tremendous thing, Nina, and the only thing that makes it
right---"
"If you're going to say love," Nina broke in, scornfully, "you didn't
marry Father for love!"
"I was going to say mutual understanding and respect," Harriet said,
quietly, but the splendid colour flooded her face as she spoke, "and
you do not understand life, Nina, or men, or marriage. Royal Blondin is
a charming man, and a gifted man, but he is an adventurer, dear; he is
a man who has lived in all sorts of places, known all sorts of persons,
accepted all sorts of queer codes. There are coarse elements in him,
Nina, things that would utterly sicken and frighten you! Your father is
right; you would be back with us in a few months or years, perhaps with
a child, perhaps shattered in body as well as soul--not free to take up
your life again with Ward and Amy, but scarred and embittered and
changed--!"
"My God, how that woman loves the child!" Richard said to himself,
watching her. To him she seemed inspired. Her eyes were blurred with
tears, her voice shaking, and she had leaned over to clasp Nina's
hands, and so hold the girl's unwilling attention.
"Nina, can't you trust your father that far?" Harriet finished. "Can't
you realize that a man like Royal, embarrassed for money--no matter if
he truly admires you, and truly means to make you happy--can't think of
you without thinking also of what your generous checks are going to
mean to him? Write him a check for eleven thousand, Nina, as a
consolation for delaying the marriage a year. Try it!"
Nina rose to her feet. Her trembling mouth was desperately scornful,
and her eyes brimming, although she fought tears.
"I don't know why my own family is the first to think that nobody could
possibly love me for myself!" she said, in a breaking voice. "First
Harriet ruins my friendship with Ladybird--and then--then--!"
"Listen, Nina," her father said. He and Harriet had come around to
stand beside her, and he had encircled the shaking and protesting
shoulders with his arm. "I have just telephoned Fox to make
reservations for me on the next Brazilian steamer. I shall have to be a
month or six weeks in Rio de Janeiro every year now. Now I've just been
wondering why you and Harriet don't come with me this first trip? We
stop at the Barbadoes and Bahia; it's a magnificent steamer--swimming
tanks and gymnasium; you'll love it, and you'll love a touch of the
South American countries, too, a chance to try your Spanish. Why not
put off this marriage idea for a year, come along with me, you'll make
steamer acquaintances, you'll broaden out a little bit--"
"I won't go anywhere!" sobbed Nina, wildly, turning for flight,
"because I'm going to kill myself!"
Harriet only waited long enough after her dramatic exit to give Richard
a reassuring nod. Then she hurried after Nina.
The girl was sobbing on her bed, and for awhile she answered Harriet's
soothing touch of voice and hand only with angry jerks. Then they fell
to talking, and Nina confided for the first time fully in the older
woman. Royal's letters, his exquisite cards, sent with flowers, the
poems he had written her; here they all were. Harriet sympathized,
sighed, and consoled her affectionately. Presently she was able to
suggest a new thought to Nina, one that could not but be palatable to
the girl's hurt spirit.
"You see, you're only seventeen, Nina," Harriet said. "The age when
most girls are still in the schoolroom, long before they have affairs!
Well, you're not interested in college, so that ought to give you three
or four clear years of girlhood. You're bound to have other affairs,
you've proved that! You go to South America--perhaps there is some
interesting man on the steamer; you go to Canada--to California, the
world is yours. Now, Royal is different. He is an experienced man of
affairs; he will always have an attraction for women, and they for him.
You aren't his match, now, Nina. In a few years you may be--"
"I'm not jealous!" Nina said, proudly. But Harriet smiled.
"Yes, you are jealous. You wouldn't be a real true woman if you
weren't!" she accused. A reluctant dimple tugged at Nina's pouting
mouth. She did not dislike the idea of potential despotism, of the
travelled, experienced woman of the world, confident of her charm.
"If I offered a check to Royal, do you suppose he'd accept it!" she
remarked, after dark musing. She was sitting on the edge of her bed
now, and Harriet was brushing her hair.
"If you really are worried about his business affairs, Nina, why not
try it?" Harriet suggested, sensibly. To this Nina returned a pouting:
"I'm perfectly willing to try it!" And as a great concession she added
with a sigh, "And I'll tell him what Father thinks!"
"Now you're talking like a woman who has herself well in hand!" Harriet
said, approvingly. "When are you to see him?"
"He's coming over especially to see Father to-morrow," Nina said. "I
suppose I might as well go down," she added, eyeing herself gloomily in
her mirror, "for Ward and that boy seem absolutely at a loss for
amusement!"
"And I'll be down presently," Harriet said. But when Nina was gone she
walked slowly to her own dressing table, and sat down, and regarded
herself steadily, and with heavy eyes. Unexpectedly, here between the
family dinner and the early going to bed, on a June evening, a crisis
in her life was confronting her, and she knew that she must meet it.
Ward's guest was only the young Saunders boy, who had been with them
constantly last summer, and who was of absolutely no significance in
their lives. And yet Harriet had been introduced to him all over again
as "Mrs. Carter"--there was no halfway, in the eyes of the world at
least, in this relationship of hers with Richard, and she must begin to
take her place in the family.
"Mrs. Carter!" Bottomley and Pilgrim were beginning to call her so; she
must sign checks as "Harriet Carter" now, she must say "by Mrs. Carter"
in the shops, in a thousand little ways she must claim the dignity of
being his wife.
And Harriet loved that distinction as if the title, the signature, and
the dignity had never been vouchsafed to womankind before. She had
marvelled at her old self, that had taken "Miss" and "Mrs." with
cheerful indifference--why, there was a worldwide chasm between the
two! Just to have this silly Saunders boy call her Mrs. Carter, as a
matter of course, was to receive the accolade that gave her all her
longed-for dreams in one. It was the name of the man she loved, and,
even though in a shadowy and unloved way, she liked the title that made
her his.
But this dignity had its sting, too, and its responsibility. Harriet's
soul had been growing during this past year. She had thrown off the old
shell of bitterness and discouragement, she had become ambitious again,
even if only in the shallow, mercenary way that the life about her
encouraged. And then that had changed, too, and it had seemed to
Harriet only good to serve and to be busy, to work out the difficult
problem that was presented her with all the accumulated years of study
and dreams, philosophy and courage, to help her. Then love had come,
sweeping all her old life away before it--the flotsam and jetsam of
discouraged years; what was ignoble and sordid and outgrown had still
lined the river banks, it was true, but that was carried away now, the
man she loved needed her, and by some instinct deeper than any dull
male reasoning of his, had drawn her to him.
And now she owed him the truth, the whole, painful, humiliating story.
If she had told him months ago, so much the better and braver woman
she! She had not done so; she had been fighting Nina and his mother
then; she had been afraid. But she was not afraid now; he could forgive
that long-ago girl of seventeen because her advocate was the woman of
twenty-eight, the finished, cultivated, capable woman who had served
him and his house, who must win his respect back because she loved him
with every fibre of her being.
The words in which she would tell him came to her in a rush. Why--it
was nothing! It was less than nothing. In half an hour she would be
back here in her room again, with all the past clean and straight at
last, with the cloud gone, and with her whole soul singing with hope of
the glorious future. For a moment she knelt by her bed, her face in her
hands.
She rose to her feet. There was a tap at the door.
It was Bottomley. "If you please, 'm--Mr. Carter would be so much
obliged if she would step down to the library, 'm." Harriet gave
herself a parting glance, and followed the man downstairs.
"Courage!" she said to herself, with her hand on the library door.
"I've exaggerated and enlarged upon this thing too long! I've imagined
it into an importance that it really hasn't at all!"
Richard was back at his desk; he smiled and rose as she came in. There
was another man in the library, who rose and faced her, too.
And when Harriet saw him she knew that she was too late. It was Royal
Blondin.
A dizziness and sickness came over her as she went slowly to the chair
opposite Richard. She touched the desk for support as she sat down, and
felt that her fingers were cold and wet.
"Mr. Blondin has come to talk to me about Nina," Richard said. Harriet
somehow moved her dizzy eyes toward Blondin, and she smiled
mechanically. But she had to moisten her lips before she could speak.
"I see!" Her voice sounded horribly choked to her; she could find
nothing to add to the meaningless words.
"Mr. Blondin asks my consent to an immediate marriage," Richard said.
"You know my objections to that, Harriet, of course! We have just been
discussing them, as I explained to him. This is a painful matter to me,
and I regret it. But Mr. Blondin has given me no choice but to tell him
frankly why I think him an unsuitable husband for my daughter. I have
told him exactly what my procedure will be in such a case, and I think
we understand each other!"
Royal was smiling the serene, dreamy smile that was characteristic of
him.
"Nina," he said, tenderly, "is warm hearted. And a chance allusion to
my financial position, which I thought I owed her, has distressed her
unnecessarily. It will, truly, be out of the question for me to travel,
as we had planned. The unfortunate speculations of my friend--"
"Whose name you withhold," Richard interrupted the musical voice to
say, drily.
"Because of a promise!" Royal flashed promptly. "But," he resumed,
turning to Harriet, "I shall be able to negotiate this business, as I
assure Mr. Carter, without any assistance from him or his daughter,"
his lip curled scornfully, "and I do not propose to give her up for any
three years--or three weeks!"
Harriet could only look at him fixedly, with an ashen face.
"God help me," she breathed in her soul. "God help me!"
"Well," said Richard, with weary impatience, "we did not call you down
to bore you with this! I asked to see you, Harriet, because Mr. Blondin
has made the statement to me, just now, that you were heartily in
accord with his plans for Nina, and that you approved of the affair!"
The prayer in Harriet's heart did not stop as she moved her wretched
eyes to Blondin.
"I believed that you and she had not seen each other since December,"
she reminded him. "I lost no chance to advise her against the
engagement! I thought it was all over!"
"Well!" Richard said, with a breath of relief. He had been watching her
closely, now he settled back in his chair, and moved his contemptuous
scrutiny to Blondin.
"One moment!" Royal Blondin said, gently. But he was also pale. "You
believe that I would make Nina a good husband, don't you?" he asked
Harriet directly and quietly.
She was not looking at him. Her eyes were on Richard Carter.
"I believe you would ruin her life!" she said, deliberately.
"Thank you," Richard said. "I think that is all, Mr. Blondin. I was
aware that you had--misunderstood Mrs. Carter when you made that
statement!"
"Not quite all," Blondin persisted. "You believe that Nina would be
wiser not to marry me?" he asked Harriet.
"You--" She cleared her throat. "You know that I think so!" she said.
Blondin laughed.
"And now, Mr. Blondin, you will kindly leave my house!" said Richard.
The other man was watching Harriet, with a menace in his narrowed eyes.
White lines had drawn themselves about his tightly closed lips, yet he
was smiling. He had lost the game, truly, but she knew he would play
his last card, just the same. The suavity, the calm of years fell from
him, and his voice deepened into a sort of cold and quiet fury as he
said:
"One moment, Mr. Carter. Why don't you ask your wife what makes her
think I won't make Nina a good husband? Why don't you ask her if she
has been hiding something from you all this time? Why don't you ask her
if she herself wasn't madly in love--and with me!--when she was Nina's
age, and whether she was married in my studio, to me, ten years ago--!"
He had shot the phrases at her with a distinctness almost violent. Now
his dry voice stopped, but his swift, venomous look went from the
silent man at the desk to the silent woman who stood before him. Before
either moved or spoke he spoke again.
"Ask her--she'll tell you! Ask her!'
"Be quiet!" Richard said. "I don't believe one word of it!" And then as
the girl neither raised her eyes nor attempted to speak, he asked her,
encouragingly and quickly: "Harriet, will you tell him that not one
word of that is true?"
Harriet had risen, and was standing at the back of the carved black
chair with both her hands resting upon it. She had looked quietly at
Blondin, when he began to speak, and the beautiful white breast that
her black evening gown left bare had risen once or twice on a swift
impulse to interrupt him. But now she was looking down at her laced
fingers, with something despairing and helpless in the droop of her
bright head and lowered lashes.
It had had its times of seeming frightful to her, this secret, in the
troubled musings of the past year. But it had never loomed so horrible
and so momentous as now, in the silent library, with the eyes of the
man she loved fixed anxiously upon her. He had trusted, he was
beginning to admire her, and like his wife and his daughter and his
mother, she had failed him.
"Harriet?" he said in quick uneasiness. She raised her head now, and
looked at him with weary eyes devoid of any expression except
bewilderment and pain.
"Yes," she said, simply. "That is all--quite true. It sounds--" she
hesitated, and groped for words--"it sounds--as if--" she began, and
stopped again. "But it is all quite true!" she finished, in the
troubled tone of a child who is misunderstood.
Then for a long time there was silence in the library.