We didn't start until after "tea," as the Emporium is always open till

half past nine, and there was going to be an "ice cream festival" there

that night. I didn't know what an ice cream festival meant, but Mr.

Trowbridge said I should see for myself, and it would probably be

different from anything I had yet experienced.

Everybody from the farm went except Elisha, who didn't wish to, as he

is not quite happy yet, and is practising the flute of evenings. Mr.

Trowbridge and Mr. Brett and I all drove in the buggy. It was rather a

squeeze in one seat, but it was fun, and we were very merry. I like

buggies, though they do sound almost improper to an English ear, and it

makes it seem more amusing, somehow, because they talk about going for

"a ride" instead of a drive.

The rest all squashed into a big wagon, and sat on the hay. I would

have gone in that way too, but Mr. Trowbridge wanted me to try his

horse; and we could hear the others laughing every minute as they came

jolting on behind us.

It was about seven miles to Hermann's Corners, and after a lovely drive

through charming, peaceful country we arrived just as it was beginning

to be dusk.

I couldn't have imagined such a place as the Emporium, and when I was

in the thick of it I said to myself that it would be worth one's while

coming over to the States just to visit it, if nothing else. If I had

to choose between, I believe I'd rather see it than Niagara Falls; for

one knows Niagara Falls from biographs and things, and nothing short of

actually seeing could give one the slightest idea of Mr. Whit Walker

and his Emporium.

My first impression of the Emporium was a huge, rambling wooden

building rather like a vast barn with a dozen smaller barns tacked on

to it, and windows let in. It is painted pea-green, and has a rough

verandah running partly round it--a high verandah with no steps, or if

any, at such long intervals that you must search for them. But as

there's no pavement we just scrambled out of the buggy and cart onto

the verandah, and there we were landed among the most extraordinary

collection of things I ever dreamed of. The stock in the Emporium

having overflowed from the inside onto the verandah, we stumbled about

among boxes of eggs, sewing machines, crates of dishes, garden tools,

brooms, rocking chairs, perambulators, boots, "canned" fruit,

children's toys, luggage, green vegetables, ice cream freezers, bales

of calico, men's suits, piled-up books, clothes lines, and a thousand

other "goods."

A number of young men were sitting about on the biggest of the boxes,

and on chicken coops, wherever they could clear a space, and had the

air of being in a club. Our party knew them, almost all, and they

exchanged "how do you do's." Mr. Brett seemed the only stranger; but as

he told me, he hasn't often visited his cousins.

From the open doors and windows of the Emporium streamed out the

strangely mingled smells of all the things in the world which happened

to be missing on the verandah, and most of those that were there. As a

fragrance it was indescribable, but it was nice, and rather exciting, I

don't know why, unless there was a quantity of spice in it.

Just as we threaded our way through the groups of young men, who looked

at us a good deal, people were lighting the gas in the Emporium. It was

incandescent, and blazed up suddenly with a fierce light as if it were

a volcano having an eruption. All the women inside (there was quite a

crowd of them, bareheaded, or in perfectly fascinating frilled

sunbonnets), shrieked and then giggled. A man who was surrounded by

girls said something we couldn't hear, which made everybody laugh; and

Mr. Trowbridge exclaimed:

"That's Whit, sure, holding court. Couldn't be anybody else."

"And I guess that's the Honourable," said the voice we had heard--such

a nice voice; it was enough to make you laugh with pleasure just to

hear it--and the head we could see towering over the sunbonnets began

to move towards us. The girls edged away good-naturedly, and there was

a man almost as fine-looking as Mr. Brett, smiling at us, and holding

out his big hand.

Everything was big about him; his voice, his brown throat, his

shoulders, and his good white smile, shining with kindness and two rows

of perfect teeth; his nature, too, as you could see by his beaming,

humorous grey eyes, and the generous dimple in his square chin.

"Whit, this is the little English ladyship I've told you about, who's

staying over at our house," said Mr. Trowbridge. So we were introduced,

and the great Whit shook my hand with a vigorous magnetism which made

me feel I would like to clap, and give him three cheers.

He is the sort of man I should try to make President of the United

States, if I were an American; and I'm sure he would get lots of votes

from his part of the country if he were nominated.

"I'm real pleased to meet you," said he, "and I'm honoured to have you

visit my store. Say, I guess some of our American leading ladies will

have to get a hustle on if they want to save themselves now you're over

here. I didn't know they made 'em like that on your side. I tell you

what it is, Honourable, I won't have much use for some of our fellows

if they let her go back, eh? Now, ma'am, you just tell me what handle

I'm to put to your name, so I won't make any fool mistake, and then we

can get ahead like a house on fire."

"I'm usually called Lady Betty," I said, feeling an idiot, as everyone

was standing round in a ring.

"What, at the first go? No, ma'am, I couldn't do it. I haven't got the

cool, ingrowing nerve. Couldn't I make it Countess, to show my

respect?"

"But I'm not a Countess," I laughed.

"Well, I guess I'll just go one better and raise you to Princess, then.

It's the best I can do, having been reared with plain Misses and

Mississes. You look like a Princess, anyhow, and the Queen might be

proud to have you for a cousin. Now we've fixed that up, maybe you'll

let me show you around the premises, and you can tell me if the

Emporium bears any resemblance to your London stores."

"Very well, Prince, I shall be delighted," said I, and he laughed a

nice, mellow roar.

It was a great thing, I soon found, for a visitor to be escorted by the

proprietor of the Emporium. Never was such a popular and

much-sought-for man as he. He was wanted everywhere by everybody.

People felt aggrieved if they had to go away without at least a hearty

"How do you do?" from Whit. There were several attendants, quite

dashing young men, but they were mere ciphers compared to the "boss."

Accompanied by Mr. Walker and Patty, whom he chose as the companion of

our explorations, we went upstairs and downstairs, and left no corner

of the Emporium unvisited.

"Aren't you afraid to leave so many things outside on the verandah?" I

asked. "Suppose they should be stolen?"

The great man only laughed, but a lanky customer who overheard drawled

out:

"What, steal from Whit Walker of Hermann's Corners? Wa'al, I guess the

skunk mean enough to do that would get himself lynched by every decent

chap in this darned county."

"I've got one friend, you see, Princess," chuckled my king of the

Emporium.

"You've got two," said I.

"Well, now, that's mighty pretty of you. Say, do you mean it, honour

bright?"

"Honour bright," I repeated.

"Then I wonder if I might ask a little favour of you?"

"Of course. What is it?"

"I'll tell you before we part. But come on down now, girls. I want you

should both choose a present to take home."

We picked our way down the steep stairs, littered with the overflow

from shelves and counters. In the principal "show room," if one could

call it that, he pressed us to accept some jewellery--poor stuff, but

the best he had, and he ingenuously admired it. We steadfastly refused,

however, and Patty took a Japanese fan, while I selected several choice

specimens of chewing gum, as being novel and characteristic.

By this time the "ice cream festival" was beginning. It was held in a

vacant lot behind the Emporium, and a canvas awning had been put up

over two or three dozen bare tables on the grass. Several employees of

the "store"--extra hands, perhaps--were kept frantically busy ladling

out from huge freezers into earthenware saucers big slabs of frozen

custard. All the gallant young beaux of the neighbourhood "treated" the

girls they wished to favour, and spent ten cents a saucer for the "ice

cream," with a big sugared "cooky" thrown in. The great Whit himself

invited me to sit down with him, so Mr. Brett who had been coming up to

ask Patty and me both, perhaps, whisked Patty away, leaving me to Mr.

Walker.

"Now, I'll tell you that favour I want," said he. "I hope you won't

think I'm presuming too much on a short acquaintance, but it's a mighty

important thing for me. It's about that little gal over there."

"Patty?" I asked.

He nodded.

"Nobody else. There _ain't_ anybody else, so far as I'm concerned;

meaning no disrespect to you, Princess. My old friend the Honourable

says she just worships you, and would lie down and let you walk over

her if you wanted."

"I didn't know," I said.

"Well, it's gospel truth, I guess, and I don't blame her. If you----"

"She has been _sweet_ to me," I interrupted. "Why, what do you think

she did, when I mentioned that the huge bells on Mr. Jacobsen's cows

kept me awake nights? You know how that one field of Mr. Jacobsen's,

which he won't sell, comes into Mr. Trowbridge's farm, and he keeps his

cows there to be disagreeable? Well, Patty got up in the night, and

climbed on the fence and caught the cows by offering them salt. Then

she held on by their ears, and tied rags over their bells--horrid, loud

bells--so they could make no noise. Only fancy, and some of those cows

are awfully fierce. The rags have stopped on ever since; that was the

way I found out, for she didn't tell for days."

"It's just like that pretty, quiet little thing," said Mr. Walker. "I

wish she'd be that sweet to me. I want her mighty bad to have me,

Princess, but she's read novels, I guess, and anyhow, she doesn't think

I'm romantic enough. I was always kind of afraid there was somebody

else. Now I shouldn't wonder if it ain't that good-looking young cousin

of the Trowbridges. Couldn't you find out for me, as she thinks such a

lot of you? And if she hasn't got her heart too much set on anybody

else, could you try to use your influence for me? You see, you're a

travelled lady, though you're so young, and if you could say I was a

man, in your opinion, it might make all the difference."

"You can depend on me to do my best," I said. But I didn't feel amused

and full of fun any more, as I looked over at Patty and Mr. Brett. If

she admires him--and how could she help it?--there's no reason why he

shouldn't admire her, when one comes to think of it. She is pretty and

sweet, a perfect little lady, and an heiress.

I can't get used to the idea. The cowbells didn't ring at all last

night, but I couldn't sleep for thinking of it, and for telling myself

that perhaps this is why Mr. Brett looked queer when I spoke of Patty

marrying a farmer.

XIX

ABOUT GETTING ENGAGED

I felt when I got up this morning that I was in a dreadfully

embarrassing and uncomfortable position about Patty and my promise to

Mr. Walker. If I kept it, and tried to use my influence with her, it

might be that I would be working against Mr. Brett. It would be hateful

to do that, as we are such friends; but I was afraid there must be

something rather catty in my nature, (though I never thought so before)

because I could not approve of a marriage between him and Patty. My

private opinion was that Patty wasn't at all the sort of girl to make

him happy; but I didn't dare to depend too much on the wisdom of my

opinion, lest it should be biassed by prejudice. It is so hard when you

have a friend who has been all yours, to see that some other girl may

be more congenial to him than you are, and that the best thing for him

would be to fall in love with her.

Mr. Brett has known Patty for a long time, and though he hasn't been

here often, he has made flying visits sometimes, I know; and even Patty

and Ide both call him "Jim"; never Mr. Brett. I reminded myself as I

thought it all over, that probably one reason why he wanted to stay

with his cousins now was to see Patty again, not in the least because

of his friendship with me, which is quite a recent thing compared to

his acquaintance with Patty. I had to admit that though we have been

such friends, all he has done for me could easily be accounted for by

that American chivalry to women, on which the men over here are so keen

as a nation, rather than any particular liking for me as a girl. And I

must have a horrid, exacting disposition, because discovering this made

me feel absolutely ill. I was so jealous of Patty, because she could

perhaps take away my best friend and have him for her lover, that all

her pretty little ways and looks quite annoyed me, and I felt I could

have slapped her.

Such feelings made me hate myself, for it is so unpleasant finding out

suddenly that you are a brute; yet I would not indulge my wicked heart

by telling Patty that she ought to marry Mr. Walker. I could scarcely

eat any breakfast or dinner, and early in the afternoon I crept out of

doors, very miserable. I felt that Vivace was the only being on earth

who really cared for me, and even he was more interested at the time in

a rabbit hole he had found than in my society. He wouldn't come away

from it when I called, so I bundled him under my arm, and walked off

with him to the sugar camp, where I could be alone, and think things

over, without having people say I looked pale, and ask whether the ice

cream festival at Hermann's Corners had given me a headache.

Patty and Ide had decided to make maple candy and "chocolate fudge"

after dinner, so that we could have it to eat in the evening, and Mr.

Brett and I had promised to help. American girls always seem to make

candy if they have nothing else more interesting to do, and usually I

think it very entertaining. Carolyn Pitchley's often went wrong, and

she would keep several servants busy clearing away plates and spoons,

bringing fresh ones, and cleaning out the chafing dish which she had

burnt. But Patty and Ide are cleverer; they do everything for

themselves; and I should have enjoyed helping, if I had been in a

different mood. As it was, I would have realised that I was an

outsider, and that maybe they would be gayer without me, though they

are always so polite. I had slipped away without speaking to anyone,

and as I was pretty sure that no one would come to the sugar camp at

this time of day, I could let myself be as gloomy as I liked.

I sat there in the deep green shade of the maples, on the log where Mr.

Brett and I had talked the first day I came to the Valley Farm. All the

disagreeable things that ever happened to me since I was a child took

this opportunity to stir in their graves and come to life again. Then

they sat down in front of me in a dreary semicircle, staring me in the

face until I couldn't stand it any longer, and began to cry. Vivace was

very much surprised, and jumped up with his paws in my lap, as if he

were saying, "What _is_ the matter?" This was a comfort, and I put my

head down on his, with my arms round his neck, and cried more.

If you once let yourself go, like that, you can't stop. Hearing your

own little chokes and gasps makes you pity yourself so much that your

heart nearly breaks. I was sobbing out loud, presently, which made

Vivace whine, and I had almost begun to enjoy my utter forlornness and

the distinction of being the most miserable person in the whole world

when a distracted voice exclaimed:

"Why, Lady Betty, Lady Betty, for heaven's sake what's happened?"

I looked up all teary and flushed, and there was Mr. Brett, staring at

me with horrified eyes, and his face as desperate as if he had found me

struck by lightning or gored by the black and white bull.

I was so ashamed and confused that I couldn't speak, but just sat there

gazing up helplessly at him with tears running down my cheeks, and my

lips trembling. The most awful look came into his eyes, and he went as

pale as I was red.

"My precious one, my darling!" he stammered, and dropping down on one

knee by the big log, he put his arms round me.

"Oh!" I said. And then my head was nestling down into his neck, and

instead of being wretched I was perfectly happy.

"Who has dared to make you cry?" he asked, holding me close.

"You," I answered.

"I?"

"I thought you were only being kind to me because--because you're an

American and it's your duty to a foreigner."

He laughed at that--an excited, happy laugh, with a queer break in it.

"I've been half out of my mind with love for you, ever since the first

day I saw you looking down at me in the steerage. Am I _quite_ out of

it now, or can it be true that you care for me--just a little, little

bit?"

"I care for you, _dreadfully_," said I. "Why, this isn't friendship, is

it? It's being in love."

"I should think it was--with me," he said. "It's all of me, heart, soul

and body, drowning in love."

"Don't drown," I whispered to him. "I--can't spare you."

After that we didn't say a word, but I hadn't supposed it was possible

for any human creature to feel so seraphically happy as I did. I don't

know how long a time passed before we even spoke, but it seemed only a

minute--a minute stolen straight out of heaven. And he was so handsome

and dear that I would have kept that minute forever if I could, for it

was impossible to believe that another could be so perfect.

But by and by it did merge into sister minutes, just as good, and we

began to talk and tell each other things.

He told me again how he'd loved me from the very first instant, and I

told him that after the day on the dock, if not before, I'd never quite

had him out of my thoughts for a moment.

"There has always been a sort of _undertone_ of you," I went on, "no

matter what else I was thinking of, just as Sally says, when you are

near the sea you hear it through every other sound."

He liked having me say that, and his eyes _are_ too glorious when he

likes things that I say.

"I loved you so much," he answered, "that I felt my love _must_ have

some power over your heart; it couldn't go for nothing. I knew I wasn't

worthy of you, but the love was, for no man in your own world could

offer you a greater one. That's my justification for asking you to put

your hand in mine. But am I asking too much? Are you sure you won't

regret anything you may have to give up?"

"There's nothing I wouldn't give up to be with you always," I assured

him. "But I don't see that I shall have to give up much that I really

care for. We shall be poor, of course, but I shan't mind that a

bit--with you. We can live in a sweet little cottage somewhere, can't

we? Or if you have to be in a town, we shall have a wee, wee flat, and

it will be such fun looking after it, just like having a doll's house,

only a hundred times better. I've never been rich, you know; it's

always been rather a struggle, and ever so many of my dresses have been

made out of Mother's or Victoria's. I shall learn to cook and sew."

"If I were so poor as all that, darling, I shouldn't be asking you to

marry me," said Jim. "I'm better off than you think, for as I told you,

I've been doing fairly well lately, and I guess if one of us two ever

has to cook it will be I. We might have to do that sometimes, but it

will only be if we're camping somewhere."

"I do hope so. It would be glorious!" I exclaimed.

"We can have the cottage or the flat all right, or maybe even both if

things go on as well as they're going now," he said, "and there's

nothing on God's earth I won't do to make you happy. Heavens! I should

think so, after what you're doing for me--trusting me, without knowing

any more of me than you've seen in these few weeks----"

"I'd have trusted you to the world's end, after the day you jumped

overboard and saved the little boy. Besides, you were _you_; and I'd

have trusted you just the same if you hadn't."

"Bless you, my angel. But think of the marriages you might have made."

"I couldn't have made more than one, at least I hope not," said I,

flippantly. "I could _never_ have married anyone but you, so I should

have had to be an old maid if you hadn't asked me, and think how awful

that would have been. You _don't_ regret asking me, do you?"

"Regret? Well--it doesn't bear talking of. I suppose I ought to be able

to say that I'd meant to keep my love to myself, and it only sprang out

on an ungovernable impulse. But it wouldn't be true if I did. I always

meant to ask you, from the very first--though I had little enough hope,

even up to to-day, that it would be anything more than friendship on

your part. But oh, how hard I did mean to try for you. My one virtue

was to wait until you had seen enough of other men--men of a different

sort--for you to be sure you didn't prefer one of them. And when

accident had put you very near me, I did manage not to lose my head and

speak, while you were, in a way, under my protection, for that would

have been brutal. But Heaven knows--and Miss Woodburn knows--that I

came mighty near it once or twice. I'm thankful I didn't. Now you know

the best and worst of the other sort of man, and the best and worst of

me. You see the kind of people whose blood runs in my veins, and still

you are ready to say that my people shall be your people. I'm not

afraid of anything that can happen now."

"You needn't be," I said, slipping my other hand into his--for he had

one of them already. "Mother may be vexed with me for going against her

wishes, but she will have to forgive me--or even if she doesn't, I

shall have you."

"I think she will forgive you, darling," said Jim. "I will make her

forgive you."

"I believe you could make anybody do anything!" I cried. "Sally will be

glad about this, I know. I can see now that she must always have hoped

for it to happen, though I didn't realise what she meant at the time.

But we had _such_ a talk in the Park the day we met you, about marrying

for love. And she advised me that it was the only thing to do. Oh, I am

sorry for everybody who isn't in love, aren't you? And that reminds me,

I must try and make dear little Patty in love with Mr. Walker. You'll

help me, won't you?"

The rest of the day was perfectly divine, and it is almost as

delightful to live it over again as I am doing now, in writing the

story of it, after we have said good-night.

We forgot all about going back to the house, until some one came out

and rang the bell for tea in the field, where we couldn't help hearing.

Then we told the cousins our news, and they were immensely pleased.

They seemed to think that Jim and I were made for each other, and Mrs.

Trowbridge said she had seen that it was coming, all along.

After tea we walked over to call on Sally, and she was just as glad as

I thought she would be.

"You are going to marry one of the finest fellows on earth, I believe,"

said she, "and I congratulate you as well as him."

I do love Sally!

XX

ABOUT JIM AND THE DUKE

It was a very different waking up the next day. My first thought was:

"Can it be really true or is it only a dream that I'm engaged to Jim?"

And I almost cried for joy when I was quite sure it was true.

We both wrote letters to my mother, and so did Sally. I didn't see

theirs, but I could guess what they said, and I could trust Sally to

praise Jim. Still, all the praises in the world wouldn't reconcile

Mother to what I was going to do. I could hear her saying: "Who _is_

he?" And I was sure she would add, "How much has he got?" But whatever

happened, we were not going to give each other up.

Jim had promised Mr. Trowbridge to pronounce judgment on a horse which

he thought of buying, and the man who wanted to sell the creature

brought it to the farm about eleven o'clock. Sally had come, to tell

about the letter she had just posted to Mother, and Jim was in the

sitting room writing his. I think he had forgotten about the horse,

until Mr. Trowbridge appeared, looking rather excited.

"Say, Jim," he exclaimed, "Jake Jacobsen's here with the horse. He's

round by the barn now, and you might as well have a look at it; but

it's an awful brute, and I ain't going to take it, at any price."

"What's the matter with the horse?" asked Jim, sealing up his letter,

and looking interested.

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