CHAPTER XXIX.

I became a stranger to all the world after the departure of the Emperor

for the Island of Elba, and, filled with a deep sense of gratitude for

the kindness with which his Majesty had overwhelmed me during the

fourteen years I had passed in his service, thought incessantly of this

great man, and took pleasure in renewing in memory all the events, even

the most trivial, of my life with him. I thought it best suited my

former position to live in retirement, and passed my time most tranquilly

in the bosom of my family in the country-house belonging to me. At the

same time a fatal idea preoccupied my mind involuntarily; for I feared

that persons who were jealous of my former favor might succeed in

deceiving the Emperor as to my unalterable devotion to his person, and

strengthen in his mind the false opinion that they had for a time

succeeded in giving him of me. This opinion, although my conscience told

me that it was unjust, was not the less painful to me; but, as will soon

be seen, I was fortunate enough to obtain the certainty that my fears in

this respect were without foundation.

Although an entire stranger to politics, I had read with deep interest

the newspapers I received in my retreat, since the great political change

to which the name of the Restoration was given; and it seemed to me to

need only the simplest common-sense to see the marked difference which

existed between the government which had been overthrown and the new. In

all departments I saw a succession of titled men take the places of the

long list of distinguished men who had given under the Empire so many

proofs of merit and courage; but I was far from thinking, notwithstanding

the large number of discontented, that the fortunes of the Emperor and

the wishes of the army would ever restore him to that throne which he had

voluntarily abdicated in order that he might not be the cause of a civil

war in Dance. Therefore, it would be impossible to describe my

astonishment, and the multiplicity of varied feelings which agitated me,

when I received the first news of the landing of the Emperor on the coast

of Provence. I read with enthusiasm the admirable proclamation in which

he announced that his eagles would fly from steeple to steeple, and that

he himself would follow so closely in his triumphal march from the Bay of

Juan to Paris.

Here I must make a confession, which is, that only since I had left the

Emperor, had I fully comprehended the immensity of his greatness.

Attached to his service almost from the beginning of the Consulate, at a

time when I was still very young, he had grown, so to speak, without my

having perceived it, and I had above all seen in him, from the nature of

my duties, the excellent master rather than the great man; consequently,

in this instance the effects of distance were very different from what it

usually produces. It was with difficulty I could realize, and I am often

astonished to-day in recalling the frank candor with which I had dared to

defend to the Emperor what I knew to be the truth; his kindness, however,

seemed to encourage me in this, for often, instead of becoming irritated

by my vehemence, he said to me gently, with a benevolent smile, "Come,

come! M. Constant, don't excite yourself." Adorable kindness in a man

of such elevated rank! Ah, well I this was the only impression it made

on me in the privacy of his chamber, but since then I have learned to

estimate it at its true value.

On learning that the Emperor was to be restored to us, my first impulse

was to repair at once to the palace, that I might be there on his

arrival; but more mature reflection and the advice of my family made me

realize that it would be more suitable for me to await his orders, in

case he wished to recall me to my former service. I congratulated myself

on deciding to take the latter course, since I had the happiness to learn

that his Majesty had been kind enough to express his approval of my

former conduct. I learned from most reliable authority, that he had

hardly arrived at the Tuileries, when he condescended to inquire of M.

Eible, then concierge of the palace, "Well, what is Constant doing? How

is he succeeding? Where is he?"--"Sire, he is at his country-place,

which he has not left."--"Ah, very good. He is happy raising his

cabbages." I learned also that, during the first days of the Emperor's

return, his Majesty had been investigating the list of pensions, and had

been good enough to make a note that mine should be increased. Finally,

I experienced an intense satisfaction of another kind, no doubt, but none

the less sincere in the certainty of not being considered an ingrate.

I have stated that I had been fortunate enough to procure a position for

M. Marchand with the Emperor; and this is what was related to me by an

eye-witness. M. Marchand, in the beginning of the Hundred Days, happened

to be in one of the saloons of the palace of the Tuileries, where several

persons were assembled, and some of them were expressing themselves most

unkindly in regard to me. My successor with the Emperor interrupted them

brusquely, saying that there was not a word of truth in the calumnies

which were asserted of me; and added that, while I held the position, I

had uniformly been most obliging to all persons of the household who had

addressed themselves to me, and had done no injury to any one. In this

respect I can affirm that M. Marchand told only the truth; but I was none

the less deeply grateful to him for so honorably defending me, especially

in my absence.

Not being in Paris on the 20th of March, 1815, as we have just seen, I

could have nothing to say of the circumstances of this memorable epoch,

had I not collected from some of my friends particulars of what occurred

on the night following the re-entrance of the Emperor into the palace,

once again become Imperial; and it may be imagined how eager I was to

know everything relating to the great man whom we regarded at this moment

as the savior of France.

I will begin by repeating exactly the account which was given me by one

of my friends, a brave and excellent man, at that time sergeant in the

National Guard of Paris, who happened to be on duty at the Tuileries

exactly on the 20th of March. "At noon," he said, "three companies of

National Guards entered the court of the Tuileries, to occupy all the

interior and exterior posts of the palace. I belonged to one of these

companies, which formed a part of the fourth legion. My comrades and I

were struck with the inexpressible sadness produced by the sight of an

abandoned palace. Everything, in fact, was deserted. Only a few men

were seen here and there in the livery of the king, occupied in taking

down and removing portraits of the various members of the Bourbon family.

Outside could be heard the clamorous shouts of a frantic mob, who climbed

on the gates, tried to scale them, and pressed against them with such

force that at last they bent in several places so far that it was feared

they would be thrown down. This multitude of people presented a

frightful spectacle, and seemed as if determined to pillage the palace.

"Hardly a quarter of an hour after we entered the interior court an

accident occurred which, though not serious in itself, threw

consternation into our ranks, as well as among those who were pressing

against the grating of the Carrousel. We saw flames issuing from the

chimney of the King's apartments, which had been accidentally set on fire

by a quantity of papers which had just been burned therein. This

accident gave rise to most sinister conjectures, and soon the rumor

spread that the Tuileries had been undermined ready for an explosion

before the departure of Louis XVIII. A patrol was immediately formed of

fifteen men of the National Guard, commanded by a sergeant; they explored

the chateau most thoroughly, visited each apartment, descended into the

cellars, and assured themselves that there was nowhere the slightest

indication of danger.

"Reassured on this point, we were nevertheless not without anxiety. In

returning to our posts we had heard numerous groups shouting, 'Vive le

Roi! Vivent les Bourbons!' and we soon had proofs of the exasperation

and fury of a part of the people against Napoleon; for we witnessed the

arrival in our midst, in a most pitiable condition, of a superior officer

who had imprudently donned too soon the tricolored cockade, and

consequently had been pursued by the mob from the Rue Saint-Denis. We

took him under our protection, and made him enter the interior of the

palace, as he was almost exhausted. At this moment we received orders to

force the people to withdraw, as they had become still more determined to

scale the gates; and in order to accomplish this we were compelled to

have recourse to arms.

"We had occupied the post at the Tuileries an hour at most when General

Excelmans, who had received the chief command of the guard at the

chateau, gave orders to raise the tricolored banner over the middle

pavilion.

"The reappearance of the national colors excited among us all emotions of

the most intense satisfaction; and immediately the populace substituted

the cry of 'Vive l'Empereur' for that of 'Vive le Roi,' and nothing else

was heard the whole day. As for us, when we were ordered to don the

tricolored cockade it was a very easy performance, as a large number of

the guard had preserved their old ones, which they had simply covered

with a piece of white cambric. We were ordered to stack arms in front of

the arch of triumph, and nothing extraordinary occurred until six

o'clock; then lights began to shine on the expected route of the Emperor,

and a large number of officers on half pay collected near the pavilion of

Flora; and I learned from one of them, M. Saunier, a decorated officer,

that it was on that side the Emperor would re-enter the palace of the

Tuileries. I repaired there in all haste; and as I was hurrying to place

myself on his route, I was so fortunate as to meet a commanding officer,

who assigned me to duty at the very door of Napoleon's apartment, and to

this circumstance I owe the fact that I witnessed what now remains to be

related.

"I had for some time remained in expectation, and in almost perfect

solitude, when, at fifteen minutes before nine, an extraordinary noise

that I heard outside announced to me the Emperor's arrival; and a few

moments after I saw him appear, amidst cries of enthusiasm, borne on the

arms of the officers who had escorted him from the island of Elba. The

Emperor begged them earnestly to let him walk; but his entreaties were

useless, and they bore him thus to the very door of his apartment, where

they deposited him near me. I had not seen the Emperor since the day of

his farewell to the National Guard in the great court of the palace; and

in spite of the great agitation into which I was thrown by all this

commotion, I could not help noticing how much stouter he had become.

"The Emperor had hardly entered his apartments than I was assigned to

duty in the interior. Marshal Bertrand, who had just replaced General

Excelmans in the command of the Tuileries, gave me an order to allow no

one to enter without informing him, and to give him the names of all who

requested to see the Emperor. One of the first to present himself was

Cambaceres, who appeared to me even more pallid than usual. A short time

after came the father of General Bertrand; and as this venerable old man

attempted to pay his respects first to the Emperor, Napoleon said to him,

'No, monsieur! nature first;' and in saying this, with a movement as

quick as his words, the Emperor, so to speak, threw him into the arms of

his son. Next came Queen Hortense, accompanied by her two children;

then, Count Regnault de Saint-Jean d'Angely, and many other persons whose

names have escaped me. I did not see again those I announced to Marshal

Bertrand, as they all went out by another door. I continued this duty

till eleven o'clock in the evening, at which time I was relieved of my

duties, and was invited to supper at an immense table of about three

hundred covers. All the persons presented at the palace took their

places at this table, one after the other. I there saw the Duke of

Vicenza, and found myself placed opposite General Excelmans. The Emperor

supped alone in his room with Marshal Bertrand, and their supper was by

no means so splendid as ours, for it consisted only of a roast chicken

and a dish of lentils; and yet I learned from an officer who fad attended

him constantly since he left Fontainebleau, that his Majesty had eaten

nothing since morning. The Emperor was exceedingly fatigued; I had

opportunity to mark this each time his door was opened. He was seated on

a chair in front of the fire, with his feet on the mantelpiece.

"As we all remained at the Tuileries, word was sent us about one o'clock

that the Emperor had just retired, and that in case any soldiers should

arrive during the night who had accompanied him, he had given orders that

they should be on duty at the palace conjointly with the National Guard.

The poor creatures were hardly in a condition to obey such an order. At

two o'clock in the morning we saw two of them arrive in a most pitiable

condition; they were perfectly emaciated, and their feet blistered. All

that they could do was to throw themselves on their bags, on which they

fell sound asleep; and they did not even awake while the duty of

bandaging their feet was attended to in the room which they had reached

with so much difficulty. All were eager to lavish every attention on

them; and I admit that I have always regretted not having inquired the

names of these two brave grenadiers, who inspired in all of us an

interest I cannot describe.

"After retiring at one o'clock, the Emperor was on his feet at five

o'clock in the morning; and the order was immediately given to the

soldiers on half pay to hold themselves ready for a review, and at break

of day they were ranged in three ranks. At this moment I was deputed to

watch over an officer who was pointed out as suspicious, and who, it was

said, had come from Saint-Denis. This was M. de Saint-Chamans. At the

end of a quarter of an hour of arrest, which had nothing disagreeable in

it, he was simply asked to leave. Meanwhile, the Emperor had descended

from the palace, and passed through the ranks of the soldiers on half

pay, speaking to each one, taking many of them by the hand, and saying to

them, "My friends, I need your services; I rely on you as you may rely on

me." Magic words on the lips of Napoleon, and which drew tears of

emotion from all those brave soldiers whose services had been ignored for

a year.

"From the morning the crowd increased rapidly on all the approaches to

the Tuileries, and a mass of people asseriabled under the windows of the

chateau, demanding with loud shouts to see Napoleon. Marshal Bertrand

having informed him of this, the Emperor showed himself at the window,

where he was saluted by the shouts which his presence had so often

excited. After showing himself to the people, the Emperor himself

presented to them Marshal Bertrand, his arm resting on the marshal's

shoulder, whom he pressed to his heart with demonstrations of the

liveliest affection. During this scene, which deeply affected all the

witnesses, who cheered with all their might, officers, standing behind

the Emperor and his friend, held above their heads banners surmounted by

their eagles, of which they formed a kind of national canopy. At eleven

o'clock the Emperor mounted his horse, and reviewed the various regiments

which were arriving from every direction, and the heroes of the island of

Elba who had returned to the Tuileries during the night. All seemed

deeply impressed with the appearance of these brave men, whom the sun of

Italy had tanned, and who had traveled nearly two hundred leagues in

twenty days."

These are the curious details which were given to me by a friend; and I

can guarantee the truth of his recital the same as if I myself had been

an eye-witness of all that occurred during the memorable night of the

20th and 21st March, 1815. Continuing in my retreat during the hundred

days, and long after, I have nothing to say which all the world would not

know as well as I concerning this important epoch in the life of the

Emperor. I have shed many tears over his sufferings at the time of his

second abdication, and the tortures inflicted on him at St. Helena by the

miserable Hudson Lowe, whose infamy will go down through the ages side by

side with the glory of the Emperor. I will simply content myself by

adding to the preceding a certain document which was confided to me by

the former Queen of Westphalia, and saying a word in conclusion as to the

destination I thought best to give to the first cross of the Legion of

Honor which the First Consul had worn.

Princess Catharine of Wurtemberg, the wife of Prince Jerome, is, as is

well known, a woman of great beauty, gifted at the same time with more

solid qualities, which time increases instead of diminishing. She joins,

to much natural intelligence, a highly cultivated mind, a character truly

worthy of a sister-in-law of the Emperor, and carries even to enthusiasm

her love of duty. Events did not allow her to become a great queen, but

they have not prevented her remaining an accomplished wife. Her

sentiments are noble and elevated; but she shows haughtiness to none, and

all who surround her take pleasure in boasting of the charms of her

kindness towards her household, and she possesses the happiest gift of

nature, which consists in making herself beloved by every one. Prince

Jerome is not without a certain grandeur of manner and formal generosity,

which he learned while on the throne of Cassel, but he is generally very

haughty. Although in consequence of the great changes which have taken

place in Europe since the fall of the Emperor, Prince Jerome owes the

comfortable maintenance which he still enjoys to the love of the

princess, she does not any the less show a truly exemplary submission to

his will. Princess Catharine occupies herself almost exclusively with

her three children, two boys and one girl, all of whom are very

beautiful. The eldest was born in the month of August, 1814. Her

daughter, the Princess Mathilde, owes her superior education to the care

her mother exercised over it; she is pretty, but less so than her

brothers, who all have their mother's features.

After the description, which is not at all flattered, which I have just

given of Princess Catharine, it may seem surprising that, provided as she

is with so many solid qualities, she has never been able to conquer an

inexplicable weakness regarding petty superstitions. Thus, for instance,

she is extremely afraid to seat herself at a table where there are

thirteen guests. I will relate an anecdote of which I can guarantee the

authenticity, and which, perhaps, may foster the weakness of persons

subject to the same superstitions as the Princess of Wurtemberg. One day

at Florence, being present at a family dinner, she perceived that there

were exactly thirteen plates, suddenly grew pale, and obstinately refused

to take her seat. Princess Eliza Bacciochi ridiculed her sister-in-law,

shrugged her shoulders, and said to her, smiling, "There is no danger,

there are in truth fourteen, since I am enceinte." Princess Catharine

yielded, but with extreme repugnance. A short time after she had to put

on mourning for her sister-in-law; and the death of the Princess Eliza,

as may well be believed, contributed no little to render her more

superstitious than ever as to the number thirteen. Well! let strong

minds boast themselves as they may; but I can console the weak, as I dare

to affirm that, if the Emperor had witnessed such an occurrence in his

own family, an instinct stronger than any other consideration, stronger

even than his all-powerful reason, would have caused him some moments of

vague anxiety.

Now, it only remains for me to render an account of the bestowal I made

of the first cross of honor the First Consul wore. The reader need not

be alarmed; I did not make a bad use of it; it is on the breast of a

brave soldier of our old army. In 1817 I made the acquaintance of M.

Godeau, a former captain in the Imperial Guard. He had been severely

wounded at Leipzig by a cannon-ball, which broke his knee. I found in

him an admiration for the Emperor so intense and so sincere, he urged me

so earnestly to give him something, whatever it might be, which had

belonged to his Majesty, that I made him a present of the cross of honor

of which I have spoken, as he had long ago been decorated with that

order. This cross is, I might say, a historical memento, being the

first, as I have stated, which his Majesty wore. It is of silver, medium

size, and is not surmounted with the imperial crown. The Emperor wore it

a year; it decorated his breast for the last time the day of the battle

of Austerlitz. From that day, in fact, his Majesty wore an officer's

cross of gold with the crown, and no longer wore the cross of a simple

member of the legion.

Here my souvenirs would end if, in re-reading the first volumes of my

memoirs, the facts I have there related had not recalled to me some

others which may be of interest. With the impossibility of presenting

them in the proper order and connection, I have decided, in order that

the reader may not be deprived of them, to offer them as detached

anecdotes, which I have endeavored to class as far as possible, according

to the order of time.

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