CHAPTER IX.

MOLL CHANGES HER ABODE.

LITTLE PHIL, as he trudged painfully behind his mother along the London

streets, looked back with an aching sense of regret to the days he had

passed in the hospital. Moll's voice angrily bidding him move faster

warned him that he need expect no kinder treatment from her than he had

been wont to receive.

His heart sank low indeed when they reached the miserable alley in

which Moll Dutton lived, for at the sight of him, coming along by the

aid of his crutch, the ragged children who were playing in the street

left their play to point at him and shout derisively. The neighbours,

too, showed not the least consideration for the child's feelings, as

they freely commented on his misfortune, and his mother led a laugh at

his crippled appearance.

Phil, shrinking sensitively from the looks and words bestowed on him,

was glad to find shelter in Moll's close, evil-smelling room, hung

with secondhand or perhaps third-hand garments in various stages of

shabbiness and dilapidation, for Moll was professedly a dealer in old

clothes, though she combined with this business other dealings of a

less bona fide character. The dim, dirty room, with its unhealthy

atmosphere, presented a sore contrast to the bright, airy ward in which

Phil had been for so long. He could not have expressed his sense of the

change, but he was keenly alive to it, and felt so unhappy on finding

himself again in this wretched home, that even his dread of his mother

had not power to hold back his tears. Throwing himself on a heap of

rags, he began to cry.

"Now stop that!" cried Moll, giving him a smart blow with her hand.

"I'll have none of that noise. I'm your mother, and you've got to stay

with me and to do as I tell you. And if you don't behave yourself, it

will be the worse for you."

Phil was not indifferent to this threat. He choked down his sobs and

rubbed away his tears with his knuckles.

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His mother offered him some food, but he felt too sick and miserable

to eat. She was not distressed by his want of appetite. Without paying

further heed to him, she took her own meal, and then set to work to

clear the room of the strangely-assorted clothes that hung around it.

Phil watched her in surprise as she took down one thing after another,

packing as many as it would hold into a box which she dragged from

under the bed, and making the rest into a huge bundle.

Phil wondered greatly to see her do this, and at last he ventured to

put a question. "What are you doing, mother? Are you going to take them

all away?"

"Yes, every rag of them, and you into the bargain," was Moll's reply.

"Me!" exclaimed Phil in alarm. "Where are you going to take me?"

"You'll see fast enough. I'm going to make a clean sweep out of this

place. It's not so nice that I should be sorry to leave it," said Moll,

with a grim laugh.

"Do you mean that you are going to leave the house?" asked Phil.

"That's it. We clear out the first thing to-morrow morning," returned

Moll, snapping her fingers with an air of triumph.

"But why?" asked Phil, looking puzzled and somewhat distressed.

"That's no business of yours," said his mother. "Are you sorry? I

didn't know you was so fond of this place."

"I am not fond of it," said Phil. "Where are you going, mother?"

"Never you mind," she replied to him.

And Phil was silent, pondering with a grave, anxious little face this

new aspect of affairs. He could certainly feel no attachment to that

dismal room, but he did not want to leave it now, for he was counting

on Sister Kathleen's promised visit, and the thought that she might

come there only to find him gone filled him with pain. But instinct

warned him to say nothing of this to his mother, though he did not

guess that she was changing her quarters in order that neither Sister

Kathleen nor any one who might be interested in him should be able to

follow him up.

When she had completed her preparations, Moll went out, leaving Phil to

put himself to bed when he felt so inclined.

Alone, Phil could no longer restrain his tears. The return to his

former life was even more hard and bitter than he had fancied it would

be. As he crouched crying on the floor, there was a tap on the door,

and the next moment, the familiar face of Fan the flower-girl was seen

peeping cautiously into the room.

"Are you there, Phil?" she asked, for at first she could not

distinguish him in the dim light.

"Yes, I'm here, Fan," he replied. "I'm glad you've come. You needn't be

afraid, mother's gone out."

Fan was several years older than Phil, but she was his friend, and the

boy loved her. He thought her one to be envied, for Fan, ragged and

untidy as she appeared, had a mother who looked after her in rough but

loving fashion. Phil had seen Mrs. Nankinell take off her shawl to

wrap it round Fan's shivering shoulders in bitter wintry weather. And

once, when times were hard, Fan had told him how her mother had given

her their last piece of bread, refusing to taste a morsel of it. These

things had made their impression on little Phil.

"It would be good to have a mother like that," he had said to himself.

"I thought Moll was out, or I should not have come," remarked Fan as

she approached the boy. "So you've lost your leg, Phil; that's a bad

job, ain't it?"

"Yes," said Phil, with a sigh, "but I can get along very well with

my crutch. I wouldn't have minded about the leg if only I could have

stayed at the hospital. I was so happy there, Fan. You can't think

what a nice place it is. The children's ward is just lovely. There are

pictures and flowers and toys, and oh! the Christmas tree! You 'should'

have seen that!"

"I know!" said Fan, with a sagacious nod. "It's fine times being in a

hospital. I was in one myself once, though only for a few days, but

I know I liked it. I wouldn't mind being taken there again, as long

as they didn't cut off my leg. I shouldn't like that." And Fan gave a

pitying glance at Phil's empty trouser. "But tell me about it, Phil."

Phil was quite ready to relate his experiences, and he talked almost

without a pause for the nest half-hour. He said nothing of the pain

he had suffered, for already he had forgotten it. But he described to

Fan the glories of the Christmas tree and the fun of the Christmas

merrymaking, and told her about Aunt Lizzie's visits, and the flowers

and nice things she had brought him, and spoke in glowing terms of

Sister Kathleen.

"And you say she is coming to see you?" said Fan.

"Yes," said Phil, and then his face clouded as he added, "But oh, Fan,

I'm afraid she won't find me, for mother's going away from here. We're

to be off the first thing to-morrow morning."

"Going away!" exclaimed Fan. "You don't mean it? Well, she's kept it

pretty dark. I don't believe that any one knows that she's about to

flit. Where are you going?"

"I don't know," said Phil sadly; "she won't tell me."

"Ah, then, she doesn't mean any one to know," said Fan shrewdly. "She

wants to get out of the ken of the folks in the alley. That's her

dodge. I say, Phil, I'm real sorry that you're going away."

"So am I," said Phil. "This isn't a nice place, I know, but I'd rather

stay here than go anywhere else. Oh, what shall I do if Sister Kathleen

comes and can't find me?"

"It would be a pity," said Fan, "but I'll watch for her coming, Phil,

and if I can, I'll tell her where you are. Ask your mother again when

she comes home to-night."

"It wouldn't be of no use," said Phil. "She wouldn't tell me. And

besides, I shall most likely be asleep. I never can keep awake when I

want to."

"Can't you?" said Fan. "But I tell you what, if the lady can't find

you, you might go to the hospital to see her. You could find the way to

the hospital again, couldn't you?"

"Why, yes, I believe I could from here," said Phil, looking pleased

with the suggestion. "And if I didn't know how to start from the other

place, I could ask the way. Anyhow I'll try. And I'll pray to God about

it. Do you ever pray, Fan?"

Fan smiled and shook her head.

"I know what you mean," she said; "I've heard a man pray—the man who

used to come last summer and preach at the end of the alley. But mother

says that it's of no good to pray. It's only talking to the air, she

says, and can't make any difference."

"But it does make a difference!" exclaimed little Phil. "Jesus hears us

when we pray, and He'll do what we ask Him. Sister Kathleen says so.

I'm going to pray to Him every day."

"So she's taught you to pray, has she, Phil?" said Fan, looking at him

curiously. "What are you going to pray for?"

"Oh, lots of things," said Phil; "I'm going to ask Him to take mother

away, and give me a new mother—a good one, Fan."

Fan burst into a shrill laugh.

"Well, I never! That's a fine idea!" she exclaimed. "How could you have

a new mother, Phil? Moll's your mother, and you'll never have another."

"I daresay it may be difficult to manage," said Phil calmly, "but Jesus

will know how to do it."

"Really, Phil!" said Fan, and she laughed again.

But Phil was not to be laughed out of his hope. The talk with Fan had

cheered him, and he shed no more tears after she left him, but went at

once to bed, where he was soon sleeping soundly.

It seemed to him the middle of the night when he was roused by a rough

shaking from Moll.

"Get up at once and put on your clothes," she said in a harsh whisper;

"and make no noise about it, mind!"

Moll was already dressed, even to her bonnet and shawl. As he

tremblingly obeyed her, Phil saw that his mother had packed up all

her small possessions. Outside the house, a man was waiting with a

hand-barrow. One by one Moll carried out her few articles of furniture,

and with his help put them on the barrow. This was done as quietly as

possible, and what noise there was failed to rouse any of the dwellers

in the house, who were apparently heavy sleepers. Then Moll bade Phil

take his crutch and come along.

With a sore heart, he followed her from the house. It was hardly yet

light, and no one was astir in the alley.

An old woman, hearing the cart passing, leaned out of an attic window

and shouted to know what was up.

Moll vouchsafed no reply, and, grumbling angrily at having her slumbers

disturbed, the beldame retreated.

Phil's slow progress soon roused his mother's impatience, and she began

to scold him for not making more haste. But the man took pity on the

little cripple, and, lifting him on to the cart, found a seat for him

on the top of the furniture. Thus Phil travelled to his new home ere

yet the day had fully dawned or the tide of busy life had begun to flow

through the London streets.

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