CHAPTER II.

ON TRACKLESS SNOWS.

During six weary months I had been kept in solitary confinement in

a small, cold, ill-lit cell in the Fortress of Peter and Paul at

Petersburg, whither I had been transferred from Mstislavl. Dispirited by

solitude, weakened by lack of exercise, and ill through want of proper

medical attention, I began to fear that the confinement would cause my

reason to give way; therefore it was with a feeling of relief that one

day I greeted the announcement of my warder that we were to start for

Siberia on the morrow.

A detailed description of the frightful hardships of my long and terrible

journey would fill a volume, but it is only my intention to outline them

briefly.

With a hundred other men and women of all ages we left the grim fortress

at midnight, a sorry, smileless band, whose clanking chains formed an

ominous accompaniment to the loud shouts and cracking of whips of our

Cossack escorts. We were each attired in grey kaftan, strong knee-boots,

and sheepskin bonnet. Our breasts bore a metal plate with a number, while

strapped over our shoulders was the rug, the mess tin, and the wooden

spoon that comprised our travelling kit.

With ankles fettered by long heavy chains held to the waist by means

of a rope, we were fastened together in gangs and passed out upon the

Chudova road on the first stage of the weary tramp to that bourne whence

few exiles return. The rumbling of the springless carts in the rear,

for those who might fall ill on the way, awoke the echoes of the silent

thoroughfares, and following us were several Cossacks who with lanterns

carefully examined the road over which we had passed, in order that no

letter should be dropped clandestinely.

The night was wet and stormy as our weird, dismal procession passed

through the slumbering city and out upon the broad highway on its journey

eastward to the Ourals. Our wet clothes clung to us as we walked;

the icy wind that blew across the wide open plain chilled our bones.

Nevertheless, we plodded doggedly onward in silence, for conversation

had been forbidden, and those who had spoken had felt the heavy thongs

of the escort’s knout. The settled look of despair, and the sighs that

frequently escaped my fellow-exiles, plainly showed what were their

feelings at being banished from their native land.

Since the day I had seen Mascha in the prison-yard I had heard nothing of

her. A thousand times I had wondered what had been her fate; yet now,

in my despair, I had relinquished all hope of seeing her again. Indeed,

irreparable ruin had descended upon myself and my family so swiftly, that

already I had grown callous as to my ultimate fate.

Without trial, I had been sentenced by the Provincial Governor of

Moghilev, upon the report of General Martianoff, to hard labour for

life. Such, alas! was my punishment for endeavouring to rescue my poor

defenceless sister from the inhuman wrath of the dissolute representative

of the Tzar! I was well aware that for the Russian political convict

is reserved a death by slow torture to which any other means of ending

life is preferable. The silver mines in the terrible district beyond

Lake Baikal are the tombs of political suspects. The Government is

well aware that the conditions under which convicts work at Kara,

Nerchinsk, Pokrovski, and the other distant mining settlements to which

“politicals” are sent, are such as to cause death in from five to seven

years. With that refinement of cruelty for which the Government has

earned an unenviable notoriety, it has abolished the death sentence and

substituted one more torturing in that distant land where God is high

and the Tzar is far away. The prisons and _étapes_ of Siberia are foul,

insanitary, half-ruined wooden structures where human beings perish like

flies. Typhoid, diphtheria, and other epidemic diseases prevail there

constantly, and infect all who have the misfortune to be huddled into

the awful places. The grievously sick, for want of attendance, wallow on

the floor in the midst of filth, and their clothes rot on their bodies;

while so over-crowded are these pestilential _kameras_ by persons of all

ages and both sexes, that for those who are not fever-stricken there is

neither room to sit nor lie.

The exiles who are consigned underground are convicts of the worst type,

and political offenders of the best. The murderer for his villainy, the

intelligent honest Muscovite who expresses Liberal opinions—not a whit

more revolutionary than the ideas of English Radicals—are deemed equally

worthy of slow, agonising death.

Having reached Chudova, we were conveyed by train to Nijni Novgorod, and

there placed in a sort of cage on board a large barge, and taken down the

Volga and up the Kama to Perm, whence we took train to Ekaterinbourg, a

town of considerable proportions beyond the Ourals.

Here our weary journey on foot across Siberia commenced, and long before

the Asiatic frontier was reached, the paucity of human habitations, the

barrenness of the soil, and the increasing bleakness of the climate, had

had their effect upon even the hardiest among us. But we still pushed

onward, ill, hungry, footsore.

I well remember the day we crossed the frontier, and bade farewell to our

native land.

Already we had walked three hundred versts from Ekaterinbourg, along the

Great Post Road, at that season covered by a deep snow, and only marked

by the long straight line of black telegraph posts and wires. Away, as

far as the eye could reach, nothing was visible but the broad plain of

dazzling whiteness, and the grey, snow-laden sky, when suddenly we came

to a tall, square, brick-built obelisk, bearing on one side the arms of

the European province of Perm, and on the other those of the Asiatic

province of Tobolsk. It was the boundary-post of that great lonely

prison-land, Siberia.

No other boundary-mark in the world has witnessed so much human

suffering, or, according to Mr. George Kennan, has been passed by such

a multitude of heart-broken people. As it is situated about half-way

between the last European and the first Siberian _étape_, the captain

allowed our convoy to halt for rest, and for a last farewell to home and

country. The Russian peasant, even when a criminal, is patriotic, and

deeply attached to his native land; and there was a heart-rending scene

when our wearied band stopped before the crumbling obelisk. Some gave

way to wild hysterical grief; some comforted the weeping; others knelt

and pressed their faces to the loved soil of their native land, and

collected a little earth to take with them into exile, while a few of the

women, pale, tragic figures in their black-hooded cloaks, pressed their

thin, pale lips to the European side of the cold brick pillar, kissing

good-bye to all it symbolised.

The officer commanding our escort, who had been smoking a cigarette, and

looking with calm indifference upon this touching scene, suddenly shouted

the stern order, “_Stroisa!_” (“Form Ranks”), and at the word “March,” a

few moments later, we crossed ourselves, and with a confused jingling of

chains and leg-fetters, moved slowly away, past the boundary post, into

Siberia.

Day after day, week after week, hungry, cold, and fatigued, we trudged

across the bleak, snow-covered steppes, until life became so burdensome

that we longed for death.

Sometimes we passed the night in an insanitary _étape_ in one of the

wretched little villages along the road, but often we camped out in the

open, and, after our meagre ration of soup, wrapped our rugs around us,

and slept upon the ground around the fire we had lit. The hardships

of the long, monotonous marches were bad enough for men to bear, but

the women—who numbered about twenty, including several of noble birth,

condemned to the mines as Nihilist conspirators—fared worst of all.

One of them, Madame Marie Koutowzow, was a young widow I had met in

Petersburg society. She told me that she had incurred the special

animosity of a _tschinovnik_, or Government official, by refusing to

marry him, and he, anxious to avenge himself, had caused her arrest, and

had heaped up the hardships which might hurry her out of life. Death had

released three of these delicately nurtured ladies from their misery, and

we had buried them, without coffin or religious ceremony, ere we reached

Tobolsk.

When at length we arrived at the latter town, we were lodged in the great

convict prison, and allowed to rest for two days, after which we resumed

our journey eastward to Tomsk, arriving there three weeks later, with our

clothing in rags, and almost shoeless.

Although our experiences had been terrible enough during our forced

marches, the most horrible of all was our sojourn at the perisilni at

Tomsk—the prison where exiles remain until their fate is decided upon by

the authorities. The horrors of this den of vileness were indescribable.

The _kamera_, or public cell, into which we were driven like cattle, was

a long low room, ill-ventilated, and disgustingly dirty. Already there

were fully fifty convicts in it, and the smell of humanity that greeted

us as the great iron door was opened I shall never forget. When I looked

around and noted the dreadful groups, ragged, unkempt, unwashed, some

lying on the sloping wooden shelves which formed the common beds, others

crouching on the filthy floor, I shuddered with horror, and was appalled.

Amid this filth disease was rife. No fewer than four men and two women

were at that moment dying of typhoid, while the body of a girl who had

succumbed was lying unheeded in a corner. No notice whatever was taken

of invalids by the officials, and I afterwards learnt that this room,

originally intended as an infirmary, had been converted into a common

cell for the accommodation of the ever-increasing crowds of exiles,

12,000 of which pass through the prison annually.

Coarse brown bread and tschi were our two articles of diet. The former

was flung to us as to dogs, and owing to the rations never being

sufficient to satisfy all, a fierce fight for a morsel of food invariably

resulted. Ravenously hungry men struggled with one another to secure

bread for their wives and children who had voluntarily accompanied them

into exile, while friendless females, too ill to move, were left in

corners to die.

It was hardly surprising that Marie Koutowzow, a refined and delicate

woman, should become infected by the fever that was raging. Very soon she

grew too ill to participate in the daily fight for food, and I obtained

her rations for her. Lying upon one of the plank beds at the further end

of the _kamera_, she bore the ravages of the disease bravely, praying

that death might release her. Her desire was fulfilled, for six days

after she had been attacked the malady proved fatal.

For three whole days the body was allowed to remain in that crowded

den of filth. None dare complain. We knew too well that the reward

for pointing out the fact to the officials would be an unceremonious

knouting, for in Siberia the lash is used at the slightest provocation.

In the same ragged dress that I had worn during my three months’ tramp

from European Russia, and which was insufficient to protect me from the

intense cold, I was taken from this Dantean _kamera_ at dawn one day and

chained to a large gang of convicts. Then I learned that my sentence was

subterranean hard labour at Kara, the most terrible mines in the whole of

Siberia!

To the exiles who had been my companions from St. Petersburg I bade

farewell, and as one of a convoy of criminals of the most dangerous

class, I left the forwarding-prison and wearily dragged my chains across

the endless snow-covered steppes, _en route_ for the dreaded district

beyond Irkutsk. The thought that each step took me nearer to my living

tomb rendered me desperate. Why should I, innocent of crime, be tortured

to death in the same manner as murderers and hardened criminals?

I resolved to endeavour to escape. It was a mad project, I admit,

for there was but little chance of crossing the wastes of snow which

stretched away three thousand miles before civilisation could be reached.

Nevertheless I determined to risk all. If I died in the snow, or starved,

it would end my miserable existence, and prevent further tortures being

heaped upon me.

In this frame of mind hope returned, and I walked on day after day,

watching for a chance to carry my hazardous design into effect. After

leaving Krasnoyarsk the chains that bound us to one another were removed,

and we were allowed to walk in groups. One day while trudging along the

road leading to Irkutsk we halted at a post-station. The weather being

intensely cold, the captain commanding the Cossacks sometimes allowed

those of us who had money to purchase _vodka_. On this occasion, however,

when we knocked at the door, our summons remained unanswered. It was

evident that the two men placed in charge of the low log house had

gone to visit their neighbours, the nearest of whom were twenty versts

distant; so after a further endeavour to open the door, we were compelled

to resume our weary tramp. About ten versts farther on we encamped for

the night on the border of a gloomy pine forest. This was the first

occasion we had slept near anything that might act as cover, therefore

I resolved, when my comrades were asleep, to slip past the sentries,

and make a dash for liberty. Tying my leg chain tighter to my waist to

prevent it jingling, I threw myself down after eating my evening ration,

and waited with breathless impatience. The minutes seemed hours, until at

last the camp became hushed in slumber; then I carefully rose, while the

Cossack sentry’s back was turned, and plunged swiftly and silently into

the great, dismal forest.

It was an exciting moment. Every second I expected to hear the hue

and cry raised, but as I gradually increased the distance between my

captors and myself, it seemed as though my escape remained undiscovered.

For an hour I walked in a straight line through the trees, and at

length I doubled, in the hope of finding the post-road I had left. My

anticipations were realised, and during the remainder of the long, dark

Siberian night I sped along as fast as my tired legs would carry me over

the road we had travelled on the previous day.

The almost insurmountable obstacles to my escape never entered my head,

so elated was I at the prospect of freedom.

Dawn came, and the weak, yellow rays of the sun were struggling forth,

when by chance I turned and looked behind me.

What I saw caused me breathless terror and dismay. In the distance,

looking like three black ants on the snowy horizon, were a trio of

mounted Cossacks riding at full gallop.

It was evident they had seen me!

I looked round for some means of concealment, but there was none. In the

distance, about a verst away, I saw the deserted post-house we had passed

on the day previous. Without knowing what impelled me, I started running

as hard as I could in that direction; but as I glanced round from time

to time I saw the Cossacks were fast gaining upon me.

They shouted to me to stop, but I took no heed. Some superhuman strength

seemed to possess me, and I ran swiftly and lightly over the snow towards

the house. Gradually they drew nearer, and then I heard the report of a

rifle, but finding myself unhurt, I redoubled my pace.

As the triumphant yells of the galloping Cossacks broke upon my ears, I

gained the rear of the house and halted for a moment to discover some

safe retreat.

There was none. The doors were fastened as they had been on the day

before. Not a moment was to be lost, for already I heard the thud of the

horses’ hoofs upon the snow. I had to choose between a brief life of

horrible torture that would follow my recapture, and instant death! I

chose the latter.

Glancing round wildly, I sought means of suicide. As I did so the yelling

soldiers, with revolvers drawn, came tearing round the side of the house.

“Surrender! or we’ll fire!” they cried.

I looked determinedly into their faces. It was a case of life or death,

and they were driving me to the latter.

Before they could anticipate my intention or level their weapons at me, I

made a dash for a deep well, situate about twenty yards distant, shouting

in my despair—

“I’ll kill myself rather than go back!”

A moment later I had jumped headlong into it.

How long I remained in a state of semi-consciousness I had no idea. I

remember lying silent and motionless listening to the voices of the

soldiers above, and scarce daring to breathe.

“See!” cried one, “it’s useless to get him out. His neck is broken or he

could never be crushed into a heap like that.”

The second man suggested that I might be merely stunned, but the third

exclaimed—

“He’s dead enough, poor devil. Why should we trouble ourselves to take

him out? Leave that work for the post-house keeper when he returns.”

“He was no fool either,” observed the first man grimly. “I should kill

myself if I had the same choice.”

Although the second man did not persist in his demand for my extrication,

he fired his revolver down the well, afterwards remounting and riding

slowly back with his companions.

When I thought they had departed I rose, and to my intense delight found

myself uninjured. The well being frozen, the ice was covered with a thick

layer of snow, and this had considerably diminished the concussion of my

fall. The Cossack’s bullet had not struck me, and beyond a bruise on my

elbow I was none the worse for my reckless leap.

At this moment I discovered that the chain used to draw up water was

unwound from the windlass and suspended close to my hand. With an

exclamation of joy I grasped it, and after ascertaining that it was fast

at the top, quickly clambered to the surface and in a few moments again

stood before the post-house.

Then the thought suggested itself that if I could effect an entrance I

might discover food and clothing, for it was impossible for me to go far

in a convict’s dress with a yellow diamond upon the back, without being

rearrested. I tried both doors, but they were securely fastened. After a

search, however, I came across a long piece of iron in an outhouse, and

with it contrived to wrench off the latch of a window-shutter. Afterwards

I broke open the double windows and clambered in. The one large room

facing the road was a bare-boarded, dirty apartment, and, like all

Siberian post-houses, devoid of any furniture beyond a plain deal table,

a couple of rush-bottomed chairs, and a bench. In the centre stood a

large, round stove, while on the wall was a badly executed picture of the

Virgin. There was some food upon the table, and the room bore evidence of

recent occupation.

As I passed into the sleeping apartment beyond, I started and drew back

in alarm, for lying upon the unclean straw mattress, fully dressed, and

covered with a heavy fur overcoat, lay a man. His face was turned from

me, but after a moment’s hesitation I shook him gently by the shoulder.

He did not stir.

I placed my hand upon his face, but drew it back instantly, for its

contact thrilled me. It was icy cold! The man was dead!

As I realised the truth, my eyes fell upon a piece of paper lying upon

the chair beside him. Taking it up, I read the following words written in

pencil in a feeble, shaky hand—

“_I shall die before you can return with medical aid. I order you in the

name of the Tzar to send on the despatches by a trusty messenger. You

will be repaid.—IVAN DRUKOVITCH._”

On searching the body I found the dispatches referred to secreted in the

money-belt around his waist. There were three official letters, secured

by the Imperial seal, and addressed to General Sergius Okoulow, Governor

of the District of Kolymsk, the Arctic exile settlement in the Province

of Yakoutsk. With the letters I found about 500 roubles in notes, and a

passport which declared the bearer to be “Ivan Drukovitch, messenger in

the service of His Imperial Majesty the Tzar, on official business to the

Governor of Kolymsk.”

It did not take me long to decide what course to adopt. Divesting myself

of my rags—which I put in the stove and set fire to—I attired myself in

the dead man’s uniform, strapped the money-belt with its contents around

my waist, together with a revolver, and destroyed the note the dead man

had written. After a brief search I discovered a file among the tools

belonging to the post-house keeper, and in half an hour had succeeded in

freeing my ankles of the galling fetters. Getting out of the window, I

went to the stable, where I found the courier’s horse, and having saddled

it mounted and rode away in the direction the convoy had taken.

Fortunately, my head had not been shaved, as is usual with criminals

entering upon the life sentence. The transformation from convict to

Imperial messenger was complete. My official dress, with its brass

double-headed eagle on the cap, was an effectual disguise. The wide

collar of my riding-coat was turned up, and just as it was growing dusk I

overtook the convoy. As I saluted the officers they responded, and I rode

past, inwardly chuckling, and soon left the sorry band of malefactors far

behind.

Mine was a terribly lonely and monotonous journey. Instead of following

the road to Irkutsk, I rode due north until I came to the mighty Lena,

afterwards travelling along its bank a distance of 700 English miles,

until I reached Yakoutsk. Remaining there for a couple of days, I again

bade farewell to all human companionship, and set out for the terrible

regions within the Arctic circle.

From the first I had recognised that it would be useless to attempt to

return to Petersburg by recrossing the Ourals, for the passport was

endorsed with dates so recent that if I presented it at the European

frontier it would be at once discovered that I had not had time to

travel to Kolymsk. This, combined with various other reasons, caused me

to assume the _rôle_ of courier and deliver the Tzar’s dispatches to the

person to whom they were addressed.

It is needless to refer in detail to my journey of 2,500 versts from

Yakoutsk across the great uninhabited desert and over the moss-covered

_tundras_, or Arctic swamps, to the most northerly exile settlement.

Lonely and weary, I sometimes rode for three and four days without

reaching a post-house or seeing a single human being, and frequently I

was in a half-starved, half-frozen condition. Time passed, and I kept no

count of it. My thoughts were only of eventual freedom. Having destroyed

the note left by the dying man, together with my convict’s rags, I knew

the post-house keeper would be puzzled at finding the corpse had been

plundered, and as there was no telegraph to Yakoutsk, I was confident

that I should not be forestalled by the news of the courier’s death.

After an incessant journey, lasting two months, I arrived at Sredne

Kolmysk, a small town of log huts situate at a point far beyond the

Arctic circle, where the deep river Ankudine flows into the Kolyma.

The houses, scattered about in disorder, are inhabited by Cossacks,

Mieshchany, Yakouts, and exiles. The highest erection is a log church,

and the only curiosity a small wooden tower, crooked with age, which

stands within the church enclosure, and was built by the conquerors of

the country as a protection from raids of hostile tribes. The condition

of the unfortunate exiles there was terrible, even for Siberia. In that

land, where winter commences in August and lasts till May, and where the

temperature varies from nine degrees above freezing-point to thirteen

degrees below, man is utterly powerless. Only a handful of wretched

savages inhabit the fearful region, having been driven to outer darkness

by the tribes with more vitality and energy.

It takes about eighteen months to reach this extremity of the habitable

globe, and by introducing, as a part of the penal system, exile to

the Arctic zone, the Russian Government has overstepped even its

broad allowance of iniquity. This hamlet is a penitentiary colony for

political exiles, whose punishment is purposely aggravated by physical

suffering, and who are compelled to exist in a perpetual state of famine

in dwellings that are simply wretched huts built of upright beams, with

rafters laid across and covered with layers of earth. From the Government

store musty rye flour is eked out to them at intervals, and for the rest,

they subsist upon what fish they can catch in the river.

I was not long in discovering General Okoulow’s residence, and, acting as

Imperial messenger, delivered the dispatches in as ceremonious a manner

as I could. As I had anticipated, they contained several pardons, and

when this became known in the little colony I was _fêted_ and treated

with every courtesy and kindness. Although such a reception was pleasant

after the wearying monotony of the Verkho-yansk Desert, yet I was anxious

for an opportunity to shake the snow of Siberia from my feet. Having

waited several days while the Governor was preparing his reports for

Petersburg, I one morning made a request—not without trepidation, I

admit—that he should endorse my passport so as to enable me to go on a

brief visit to a brother in Petropaulovsk before returning to Russia. To

my joy, the accommodating Governor saw no objection to this course, and

with a light heart I set out at dawn on the following day towards the

Stanovoi mountains.

Crossing them, I rode onwards for four weeks through the wild grey

mountains until my jaded horse sank and died of sheer exhaustion. Being

compelled to perform the remainder of the terrible journey on foot, I

walked by slow, weary stages across the great lone land, where nothing

marked my route except the sun, and the country being totally uninhabited

I had to eat grass and willow-leaves for sustenance. Suddenly, however,

at the close of a dull, stormy day, I had the satisfaction of seeing, for

the first time, the broad, grey waters of the Pacific stretching away to

a limitless horizon.

Even when I had arrived at Petropaulovsk I had by no means eluded the

police. The journey to Kolymsk I had undertaken because I recognised

how extremely dangerous it would have been to travel to the coast with

a passport which distinctly stated my route and destination. The police

at Siberian ports are ever-watchful for escaping convicts, but in my

eagerness for freedom it never occurred to me that information would be

telegraphed to that extreme corner of the empire of the theft of the dead

man’s papers. This carelessness nearly resulted in disaster.

It was late one afternoon when I descended the hill at the entrance

to the town, and passed along the quay. In doing so I noticed a ship

anchored about a mile distant. Of a fisherman I casually inquired

what the vessel was, and when she would sail. He replied that it was

a Canadian sealer, and that it would sail on the morrow. During the

remainder of the day I wandered about the dirty, wretched town in search

of some means of escape. I had only twenty roubles left, but with these I

intended to bribe some foreign sailor to let me embark as a stowaway.

When it had grown dark and I was looking about for lodging for the

night, I discovered, to my dismay, that I was being closely watched by a

police spy. In order to allay suspicion, I sought the police bureau, and

entering boldly, presented my passport. The _ispravnik_ chanced to be

there, and when he glanced at it a curious smile passed over his features.

“The Imperial courier, Ivan Drukovitch, is dead,” he said, looking at me

searchingly. “Consider yourself arrested!”

I waited for no more. Ere he had uttered the last sentence I had dashed

out of the door and down the street. Half-a-dozen policemen were

instantly in full cry after me, but in desperation I was determined not

to be apprehended just as I was within an ace of securing my freedom.

Exerting every muscle, I ran up and down the narrow streets until I

suddenly found myself upon the quay. In the glimmering starlight my eyes

caught sight of a moored boat. Without a moment’s hesitation I jumped

into it and cut the cord that held it. Before my pursuers could gain the

water-side the swift current had taken the boat down beside some great

piles and I was effectually hidden in the darkness.

It was an intensely exciting moment.

I heard the hurrying footsteps pass close to where I was concealed, and

listened to them receding in the distance. Then I breathed again. Taking

the oars, and dreading lest I should be discovered, I pulled swiftly

across the bay to the moored ship I had noticed in the afternoon.

The captain, a genial, kind-hearted man, took compassion upon me when I

had related my story, and a few hours later I had the gratification of

watching the twinkling lights of Petropaulovsk disappear at the stern.

Three weeks later I landed at Victoria, Vancouver, and after a short

residence there was provided with funds by our Organisation, and left for

England.

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