CHAPTER IV.

Evening had come, but the sultriness of the day still remained, in the

west a great thunder cloud hung threateningly, and the harvest people

hurried homewards. Without any suspicion of the coming storm, since the

wood hid the lowering clouds as yet, Gertrud Walter walked slowly along

the footpath which led to the Schloss. She looked still graver and more

thoughtful than in the morning, for Eugen's whole being seemed so

strangely altered and disturbed. He had not been able to hide his

visible disquiet and agitation, had seemed unwilling to answer her

questions, and had hurried away, after barely a quarter of an hour's

conversation with her, under the pretext that his presence was

necessary at the Schloss. Gertrud was certainly embarrassed at this

behaviour, but had not the slightest suspicion of anything seriously

wrong, she had perfect faith in her _fiance's_ explanation, that an

unpleasant circumstance had occurred, which had greatly annoyed him,

and she waited impatiently for the night's meeting, in which he had

promised to explain all. She wished to have some share in his

unhappiness, wished to advise, comfort, help, so much as she could--she

little imagined what explanation awaited her.

It was the hour agreed upon; she had come to meet him, and now stood

waiting, having already accomplished her half of the way. She did not

dare to go further, for the Schloss could already be seen through an

opening in the wood, where, as Eugen said, some commission kept him,

with the completion of which he was now occupied. The young girl sat

down upon the trunk of a tree, and let her folded hands fall into her

lap. At this moment she looked childish enough, and in spite of the

shade of care, her face bore the aspect of full confidence, as she

gazed out into the distance. But this expression suddenly changed; she

had been looking towards the Schloss, which one could see to the left

through the tall fir trees, and with the sight of it some dark

remembrance seemed to come back to her. A shade passed over the

youthful features, and her lips pressed themselves together, her

clasped hands loosened, she passed her hand several times hastily over

her forehead, as if she would smooth away some tormenting thought, and

then looked anxiously towards the spot where she expected Eugen to

appear.

Steps were now really heard in the distance. Gertrud sprang up, but it

was the voices of two persons she heard. The young girl stood undecided

whether to hurry forwards or wait, then a clear sharp voice reached

her, and she no longer hesitated. But she turned pale; meet Eugen in

this company? No, indeed. The next minute she was safely hidden behind

a bush, which effectually shielded her from notice.

"I have been trying to get a minute alone with you all the afternoon,"

said Eugen's voice, "but you seemed to avoid it purposely, and Antonie

would not let me leave her side for an instant. You must really listen

now, Hermann, I need your advice, your assistance."

"What for?"

Meanwhile both the young men had reached the entrance of the wood, and

the Count stopped close by the bush where Gertrud was hidden.

"What for?" repeated he.

Eugen looked at him, somewhat surprised at the cool tone.

"You ask me? Why, you know, Gertrud is here, and surely can imagine my

painful, dreadful situation."

"Tell me first of all, how does your future bride happen to be here?"

"Through the most unlucky chance in the world! Her guardian is on the

way to visit some relations in A, and is taking her with him. They had

to pass this village, and Gertrud, who knew I was here, persuaded her

uncle to stay a day, to give me, as she imagined, a pleasant surprise!

I thought I should have, sunk into the earth when I heard she was here

to-day!"

"Indeed?" The peculiar coldness of the Count's tone formed a sharp

contrast to Eugen's passionate voice.

"A very painful chance, certainly! And what do you intend to do?"

The young man passed his hand over his brow--

"I don't know!" said he, in a constrained voice. "I was obliged to make

an excuse for appearing so disturbed to-day, and got away as quickly as

I could, so as to escape questions; but she expects me to-night, and

will persecute me with questions and entreaties. Do advise me, Hermann,

what am I to do?"

The Count sat down upon the trunk of a tree, with his back to the

before-named bush; he did not for a moment alter his cold, repellant

manner.

"Something which will be anything but easy, but nevertheless _must_

happen--tell her the truth."

"Impossible! I cannot!"

"Eugen!"

"I cannot!" repeated Eugen passionately. "To any one else I could, but

demean myself in her eyes by such a confession, I cannot!"

"You seem to fear those eyes very much. But if you dare not confess it,

what then?"

Eugen cast down his eyes.

"I thought," said he, hesitating after a pause, "I thought I would not

tell her anything at present. She is going away again this evening, and

next week I shall leave for Italy with you. From then I thought of

gradually loosening the tie--"

"Gradually loosening the tie--well, I'm waiting to hear the next."

The young painter seemed to be becoming more and more uncomfortable

under his friend's steadfast glance.

"I do not wish to wound Gertrud by allowing her to know of my relations

with Antonie," said he hastily. "She may think that reasons of another

kind, losses or unfortunate circumstances, oblige me to break off the

connection. I have already hinted at something of the sort. It will be

easier to explain by letter, and from a distance--you can understand

that I wish to spare her as much as possible."

"Spare her? Then why will you torment the girl for weeks, perhaps

months, with uncertainty as to her future, and anxiety about you? You

intend to _spare_ her by giving her the poison by drops, and, after you

have attracted to yourself all the womanly anxiety and tenderness she

is capable of, you will give her the boundless humiliation of hearing

that her _fiance_, whom she imagines in the depths of need and despair,

is the chosen spouse of the rich Countess Arnau, is about to make one

of the most brilliant matches in the country. Rather an odd way of

sparing her!"

Eugen looked at him in great astonishment.

"Why, Hermann, what has taken you today? You have quite altered your

views!"

"My views have nothing to do with it, the question is, whether you were

in earnest in what you said."

The young man was silent.

"You really mean it, then?" continued the Count, adding energetically.

"Well, I must say I should not have expected it of you!"

"I cannot understand," began Eugen, irritated at his friend's scornful

tone, "how you can judge my intentions so severely. Was it not you who

urged me against this match from the first, and continually drove me to

break it off, and almost forced me to make a declaration to Antonie? I,

at least, have suffered in the conflict, but you are one of those

ice-natures who stride on, indifferent to the joy or sorrow of others,

not troubling whether hearts are broken or not. You know you have

openly confessed to these unscrupulous principles, how is it, then,

that you have changed all at once, and argue just the opposite, and

condemn me because I follow your example?"

Hermann was silent a moment--did his conscience convict him? There was

truth enough in what he said, and this was proved, since, for once,

Count Arnau was in want of an answer, but in a moment he replied with

perfect calmness--

"You are mistaken! I _was_ averse to this match, and am still, because

I see no good for your future in it. That you must break off this match

I still think, but our opinions differ as to the way in which it is to

be done. I _am_ regardless, unscrupulous, when an important end to be

gained is at stake, there you are right, and I suppose in this case, I

should actually have broken the girl's heart; but to invent excuses in

order to hide what she must discover eventually, pretend I was the

victim of a cruel fate, and thus knit a tissue of falsehoods of all

kinds about the matter--that Eugen, I would not do, for to tell you the

truth, I think such a proceeding pretty cowardly."

"Hermann!" burst out Eugen.

"Don't be absurdly sensitive," said the Count, authoritatively, "it is

out of place here. I have told you my opinion frankly, now do what you

like. By-the-by, I think the storm is coming on, I must go back to the

Castle. I suppose you are on the way to the village, adieu!"

Eugen did not answer, he turned away and walked off angrily without any

word of greeting. Hermann shrugged his shoulders, he knew his friend's

temper, and also knew it would not last long. Such scenes were not of

unfrequent occurrence between them. Reinert, after such a one, usually

played the part of an injured person, but ended generally by leaning to

his friend's superior wisdom.

Meanwhile the sky had grown darker and darker, the wind rose and

whistled in the tops of the trees. Graf Arnau glanced at the clouds,

and turned towards the Schloss. Just then the wind, with a sudden gust,

blew aside the neighbouring bushes, and something glimmered amongst

them like a woman's dress. Struck with a sudden presentiment, Hermann

stopped and peered sharply through the bushes, nothing could be made

out distinctly, but he strode a few steps forward, and the next moment

stood before Gertrud Walter.

The girl had sunk on her knees, her head against the root of a great

tree, her face hidden in both hands. By no sound had she betrayed

herself, but she had broken down at the sudden news, which had come

upon her unexpectedly like a flash of lightning. Hermann only needed to

stand there an instant, in order to understand and feel how fearfully

humiliating his presence would be to her at this moment. For an instant

he looked down at her silently, then turned and walked away as quietly

and quickly as he had come.

But after walking a few steps, he stopped and looked back. She lay as

still and motionless as a statue--perhaps she had fainted--perhaps--the

Count had not decided within himself what common humanity and

compassion demanded in this case, before he again stood at her side.

"Fraeulein!"

No answer, nor the slightest movement.

Hermann bent down and lifted her up. She received his help silently,

and whilst she mechanically raised her head, her eyes gazed

unconsciously at his face.

"You are not well! May I offer you my assistance as far as the

village?"

He ought not to have spoken, for with the tone of his voice came back

at once strength and consciousness, and with it hostility against him.

There it was once more, that terrified shrinking, which she had shown

in the morning, the same strange hostile look returned to her eyes, it

seemed, as if in the one feeling of detestation against him, even the

remembrance of the last quarter of an hour was forgotten.

"I need no help--I am well--quite well--"

She walked a few steps, but tottered, and was obliged to lean against a

tree to keep herself from falling. The wind shook the branches and sent

a shower of leaves down upon her; the first flash of lightning quivered

through the air, and a distant growl of thunder followed it. Hermann,

who had again turned away, once more returned to the young girl, and

said, with a decision, through which some bitterness sounded--

"I am sorry to be troublesome to you by my presence, but you are _not_

well, _mein Fraeulein_. You are alone, and a stranger here, and the

village is half an hour's distance from this spot. You will therefore

accept my assistance, and the assurance that I will not be troublesome

to you a moment longer than is actually necessary."

Quietly, as if a refusal were unheard of, he took her arm, like that of

a child, to lead her, but this had a truly alarming effect upon

Gertrud. As if stung by a snake, she could not have started more

fearfully, nor shrunk back with greater horror. With almost a cry she

tore her hand out of his, and Hermann seemed suddenly to behold a

changed being before him. Nothing more of the "child" was to be seen;

her figure, as she stood before him, drawn up to her full height, had

something commanding and powerful about it. So mysterious was this

commanding glance, that any one else would have quailed before it, as

with a tone and expression which perfectly electrified the Count, she

cried, threateningly--

"Do not touch me, Count Arnau. I will not accept of your assistance!"

She turned away, took the road to the village and disappeared behind

the bushes. Hermann stood motionless, looking after her, but the next

minute anger had overcome his silent astonishment.

Never had the young Count been treated so, never so insulted, and

here--when, for the first time in his life he had approached any one

with warm sympathy, had for the first time diverged from his

indifferent character! How could this girl dare to behave so to him?

And wherefore?

He laughed aloud bitterly.

"H'm, well now, I can understand that Eugen would not care to demean

himself in her eyes! He is not the man to have much influence upon a

nature which can act in this way, just after it has experienced such

humiliation. She would have withered him with that look!"

The thunder, becoming ever louder, and the frequent flashes of

lightning, put an end to the Count's observations, and warned him to

make the best of his way back to the Castle, which he had scarcely

reached before heavy drops began to fall.

An hour later--the storm was over, but the rain still fell in torrents.

In the Castle the last preparations were being completed for the great

ball, which was to take place that night. Eugen came back from the

village, pale, excited, and wet through, and at once hastened to

Hermann's room. They had some conversation, and the servants, hurrying

backwards and forwards, heard their voices raised loudly in dispute,

and also noticed that Herr Reinert came out of the Count's room with a

remarkably grave and displeased air, so that they imagined some scene,

not of the pleasantest nature, had taken place between them.

The two avoided each other as much as possible the whole evening, but

their quarrel went no farther, at least, outwardly. The carriages of

the guests now rolled in from all sides, and so soon as night descended

the whole row of windows in the Castle streamed with light.

The centre point and crown of the brilliant company, was, of course,

the beautiful Countess Arnau. She appeared this evening more charming

and bewitching than ever before, and Eugen hardly left her side for an

instant. To-day, for the first time, he ventured publicly to offer her

his homage, which Antonie accepted in such a manner as left scarcely

room for a doubt as to the impending relations between them.

All eyes followed the pair, everywhere one heard whispered observations

and questions, as to whether it were possible that the proud, much

courted Countess Arnau could really seriously think of marrying a

young, unknown painter, who, _quelle horreur!_ instead of offering her

the coronet of a Count, could only give her a _buergerlich_ name. What

unpardonable extravagance! What a scandal for the family!

An old baroness, who was possessed of more curiosity, and more

indignation at such improprieties, than all the others, determined to

find out the truth at any price, and therefore to turn to the surest

source of information, namely, Count Hermann.

It was some time before she found him. The Count did not care for

dancing much at any time, and did not, as usual, take part in it

to-night. The clang of a post horn sounded below on the country road,

mixing itself strangely with the noisy dance music.

"My dear Count, what in the world are you doing here in this secluded

room, at the open window? All the guests have missed you already!"

Hermann turned round, with a face on which vexation at the interruption

was written plainly enough.

"It is oppressive in the ball-room," replied he, very coldly and

repellantly. "I found it necessary to get a few minutes' fresh air."

"You are right, it is terribly warm there, and the air after the storm

is so refreshing! But you are missing too much here--your cousin

waltzes so charmingly with your friend, the young artist--_apropos_, my

dear Count, is it true then--this report, that the Graefin returns the

passion of this Herr Reinert, which he takes no pains to conceal? Does

she actually intend to honour him with her hand?"

Hermann shut down the window hastily.

"I regret, my _gnaedigste Baronin_, that I cannot give you any

information upon the subject. I am as little instructed by my cousin as

to her intentions as you can be. And, by the way, I think it is

becoming too cool for you here, allow me to conduct you back to the

_saal_."

So saying, he offered his arm with cool politeness, and led her back to

the ball-room. The waltz was not yet finished as they entered; Graefin

Antonie floated past them in the full light of the wax tapers, moving

in time to the lively music, with Eugen as her partner--and in the

distance died away the last note of the post horn!

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