For a moment he knelt motionless above the thing he saw, weakened by a

wave of physical inability; it was not the Mine Banks alone that had

claimed a Westmore.... Then he made certain that the body below was

without pulse or heartbeat, and that his utmost strength could not move

the mass that rested on it. The end must have come as instantaneously

to one brother as it had to the other.

It was of Judith, Baird was thinking as he prepared to go back. He must

take the word to Westmore.... And by some means, he must prevent

travelers on the Post-Road from plunging into this death-trap. He felt a

little dizzy and sick.

Baird held the light up, trying to see the bank above. He kept it

upheld, staring at what it revealed--a woman's crumpled body flung

against the soft loamy earth, a white blot against a black background.

Even before he reached her, Baird knew who she was, and the thought was

quicker than his forward plunge: "It was Garvin she loved, and Edward

knew it. It was that had 'preyed' on his mind."

Baird's first terror, when his hands discovered warmth in her body, was

that it was deceptive--life might be gone ... or it might be passing

fast, was his fear when he found that her heart was beating; it beat so

faintly against his hand. He brushed the hair from her face and brought

the light close, but Ann's eyes remained closed, her lips colorless, her

skin bluey-white; life was merely flickering.

Something infinitely painful rose up in Baird and choked him, a hurt

greater than anything he had ever known, a profounder sense of

desolation than he had had when his father lay dying. He wanted to hold

her against his breast.

When he lifted her, she sighed, and the unexpected assurance of life

galvanized him. He laid her down and stumbled to the creek. He brought

back a little water in his cupped hands and dropped it on her face, then

he rubbed her forehead with his wet hands.

It did not bring her back to consciousness, but hope had him now,

coupled with a definite purpose: to get her away as soon as possible,

back to her home. It would not be possible to carry her through that

network of briers, but if he made his way up the creek to where there

was less undergrowth he could reach the pasture. Then he could get his

horse.

It was no easy matter to carry her limp body and still keep a hand free

for the lantern. He made his slow way around rocks, half the time wading

in water, more than once almost falling. He was nearly exhausted by

combined anxiety and exertion when circumstance favored him; he came to

a wide path tracked by the cattle, an easy ascent. When he reached the

pasture, he laid his burden down, put the lantern where it would serve

as a guide for his return.

He skirted the undergrowth along the creek without much difficulty,

avoided the brier-patch, and came to the rail fence, shortly above where

his horse was tied. He took down a tier of rails that he might lead him

through, and his return was even more rapid than his going.

To mount his horse with Ann laid across his shoulder taxed every muscle

in his body, and to hold her inert weight half-seated before him and

dragging over one arm while he kept one hand free to guide his horse

took both strength and skill.

Baird found the Back Road by keeping, as nearly as he could judge,

parallel with the Post-Road. With his horse's head turned homeward, his

task was not so difficult, for the animal strode along the familiar way,

needing no guidance. In his relief, Baird kissed Ann's upturned face.

"It won't be long now," he whispered. In his stress he had forgotten the

hole in the bridge; forgotten Edward; forgotten Garvin; forgotten every

one but Ann; forgotten even himself.

Their entrance into the woods was like passing from a darkness in which

objects could be sensed into the thicker blackness of a tunnel. Baird

could tell where the road led off to the club only by the turn his horse

made. He forced him to back and then urged him straight ahead. Once on

the Penniman Road, the animal could be trusted to keep on. That he did

keep on and with the lessened speed of the horse walking away from his

stable was the only guarantee Baird had that they were going in the

right direction.

In time they emerged from the tunnel, into what seemed, by contrast, a

normality. Baird had loathed the palpable blackness that had shrouded

Ann's vague outline; he had seemed to be embracing an unreality. When

they neared the barn and a horse in the enclosure whinnied, it was like

hearing a friendly voice. Baird forced his horse to circle the barn,

started him on the road leading to the front of the house, which the

animal took gladly because again headed for the club, and checked him

before the vague black mass which was the house. There was no lighted

window, no sign of anxiety or of welcome.

Baird dismounted and laid Ann gently on the grass. If there was any one

in that apparently heartless house to whom he could entrust her, he

would ride for a doctor. He left her on the grass--better that two

should move her with the care two could give--and went to the

living-room door. He knocked, then pounded, then called, and was

answered by total silence.

A chill touched him; was the whole world dead? Where were they all at

this hour of the night? He lighted a match and, for the first time that

night, looked at his watch. It was only a few minutes after ten. Baird's

disbelief was so complete that he put the watch to his ear, and even

when he found it ticking steadily he could not credit what it had told

him. It seemed to Baird that he had spent hours under the bridge and

that he had agonized half the night over Ann. But there was one comfort,

if his watch was right, Ann had not been unconscious half the night. And

her family were probably simply out for the evening and would be back.

He tried the door, found it unlocked, and, going in, lighted the lamp.

Then he brought Ann to the couch. He could see her distinctly now, and

his heart contracted as he looked at her; the limpness of her body and

the waxen immobility of her face were terrifying, an inertia as complete

as death. She was slipping away, and he did not know how to call her

back.

As long as Baird had been fighting his way along through the night, he

had been hopeful. But that vacant house!... If he went for help, Ann

would die while he was gone; there was no doctor within four miles. If

his ignorance struggled with that persistent unconsciousness, he might

blunder fatally. He felt desperate.

XXXIII

FROM DESPAIR TO HOPE

Baird had sat for an hour with his fingers on Ann's wrist; from twelve

o'clock until the living-room clock struck one. He had made his

decision. As he had expressed it to himself, "I'll stand by my job."

Once, in South America, he and a companion had worked over a man who was

dying from exhaustion. They had administered stimulants and had wrapped

the man in hot blankets. Baird had ransacked the living-room and the

kitchen, had come upon the family supply of simple remedies, among them

a bottle of spirits of camphor, and, in the cedar chest beneath the

stairs, had found a feather-bed laid away for the summer. He had built a

fire in the kitchen stove and had heated water.

Baird had set to work then upon Ann's cold limp body, had taken off her

shoes and stockings and had chafed her icy feet with hot water and

camphor. He had opened her dress and had rubbed her chest and her arms

and her hands with it. Then he had wrapped her closely in the

feather-bed, and, lastly, he had tried to make her swallow a little of

the mixture.

Though he had worked quickly, it had taken time, a lifetime of effort

and of waiting, it had seemed to Baird, before even a slight warmth had

crept into her body. When his fingers discovered a throb in her wrists,

Baird was uplifted; he sprang from despair to hope. When her chest began

gently to lift and fall, he climbed to the height of gratitude.

For an hour he had sat almost motionless, feeling life grow beneath his

fingers, watching the ghastly white in Ann's face change to a more

life-like hue. It seemed to him that the life in her was trying to

answer to the life in him, that each throb of his heart transmitted a

little and still a little more of its bounding vitality to her, and,

gradually, a curious certainty had taken possession of Baird: that

through his finger-tips he was pouring his superabundant strength into

Ann's limp body, while with all his force he was willing her to live.

The conviction possessed him so completely that it blotted out the

disjointed thoughts that had obtruded while he had longed for other

assistance than his own: his anxiety over the absence of Ann's people;

the suggestion that they had traveled by the Post-Road and had fallen

into the death-trap he had left unguarded; his pangs of retrospective

jealousy; his hopes for the future.

He was so concentrated upon his idea that all extraneous thoughts and

impressions had faded from his brain. The collie had thrust himself in

through the partly-open door and had nosed Baird's absorption and Ann's

muffled form, and Baird had scarcely noticed him; the murky,

indeterminate night had resolved itself into a steady rain, and Baird

had not been aware of it; the clock had struck a single definite note,

and Baird had not heard it, for Ann had stirred at last, had moved her

head and sighed.

With the same curious certainty that his strength had led her back to

life, and that if he called to her now she would answer, Baird bent to

her ear: "Ann--?" he said softly. He called to her several times,

softly, insistently, waited, then called again. When, finally, her

eyelids lifted, he was so imbued with the certainty that speech would

follow that the sweep of relief did not unsteady him. She was looking at

him widely, fully, but without blankness. She knew him.

He waited, giving her time. It seemed to Baird that her half-awakened

thoughts crossed her eyes like slowly-moving shadows. Then her gaze

turned slowly from him to the room, to the half-open door and the

blackness beyond. And suddenly recollection appeared to leap up in her,

twitching the muscles in her face until it set in a mask of pain. She

turned strained eyes on him, and speech broke from her, a voice husky

but demanding:

"Is it true, what he told me--that Edward was dying?"

Baird had not thought it would be this way. He had not considered what

Ann would say when she spoke; all he had thought was that, if only she

could speak, he would know whether or not she was injured, whether she

was in pain. Baird's native quickness and coolness almost forsook him;

he retained only presence of mind enough to grasp the fact that it was

Edward she loved, and that he dared not thrust the truth upon her

suddenly and abnormally active brain.

He parleyed until he could think. "Who told you that, dear?"

Her speech came quickly and thickly: "Garvin. He came for me. He said

Edward's horse threw him an' he was dyin' an' wanted me."

Baird had done his thinking, and had hazarded a guess as well. "He

didn't tell you the truth," he said clearly and decidedly. "He simply

wanted you to come with him."

She said nothing, but she relaxed; the rigid muscles in her face

softened into relief and her eyes grew cloudy and slowly closed. The

spurt of abnormal animation passed.

With a new fear tugging at him, Baird watched the moisture gather on her

forehead and about her lips and noted the utter laxness of her hands and

the weighted heaviness of her eyelids. Was she slipping into

unconsciousness again? He bent over her.

"Ann, does your back hurt?" he begged.

She breathed rather than spoke the word, "No--"

"Do you feel any pain?"

She moved her head in denial.

"You're sleepy--that's all?"

She did not answer.

If she had fainted, it was a warm breathing unconsciousness like the

sleep of exhaustion. And she had said she was not in pain.... As he

listened to her regular breathing Baird gradually lost his fear; nature

was helping her now. He loosened the hot thing in which she was wrapped,

and sat with her hand in his; if she grew feverish he would know it.

There was nothing over which he could exert himself; he must simply

wait; sit there till morning, if no one came.

For the first time since the struggle had begun Baird thought of

himself. He was fearfully tired, sore and aching and wet; he was wet and

caked with mud almost to his waist. He was experiencing the reaction.

Depression settled upon him.... So it was Edward she loved. That sort of

love would hold for a long time; there was no hope for him.... That she

had not been crushed or broken was one of the wonders, but she was not

out of danger--her spine might be injured.... A wave of anger swept

Baird, arousing him a little from depression: where were her people

throughout all this tragedy? Why had they left her alone in the house

for Garvin to mislead? For that must have been the way of it--he had

told her a half-truth in order to get her away.... Then he sank back

into depression.

When the clock struck two, Baird looked up at the slowly-traveling

hands; the next would be the deadest hour of the night.

XXXIV

BEN BROKAW EXPLAINS

"Does she know about Edward?" Baird asked of Ben. He had followed Ben to

the barn, and that was his first anxious question.

"Yes. I tol' her. She had to be told--I couldn't keep it from her. I

tol' her before Sue come."

"God! How did she take it?"

Ben's eyes lighted. "Like a Penniman--or a Westmo' would take it!"

"You had courage," Baird breathed in relief. "I didn't dare tell her."

"I knowed who I talked to," Ben returned deeply. "Ann growed up under my

han'--I know the blood that's in Ann. She's got courage, Ann has--I

weren't afraid."

It was Ben Brokaw, not the Penniman family, who had come in out of the

darkness and the rain and had watched over Ann while Baird had gone for

the doctor. Between three and four o'clock, the sleeping collie had

roused and gone out, and a few minutes later Baird had heard the

approach of some one. When he sprang up, it was Ben who had confronted

him, dripping wet, splashed with mud, small eyes peering and amazed. He

had looked at Ann, prostrate, an instant of partial comprehension, then

he had looked, as redly as any enraged animal, at Baird.

Baird's explanation had been succinct, and, after a moment of

grief-stricken understanding, Ben had shown even a shrewder grasp of the

situation than Baird himself. Their consultation had been a hurried one,

but when Baird galloped off through the rain he had been supported by

the certainty that he had left both love and wisdom watching over Ann.

There was a capable brain and a father's tender heart in Bear Brokaw's

grotesque body--and a dog's faithfulness.

It was after sunrise when Baird had brought the doctor to the Pennimans'

door, and it was Sue Penniman, haggard but collected, not Ben, who had

opened to them.

"How is she?" had been Baird's instant question.

"We think she's better. She's awake an' able to talk."

Baird had held Sue's eye. "I've told the doctor Ben sent me for him. I

couldn't tell him anything about the accident, only that she must have

lain unconscious for a long time."

Sue met his look steadily. "We'll tell him about it," she said.

"Where is Ben?" Baird had asked.

"He just went out to the barn."

Baird had followed and had found Ben seated on a box in the wagon-shed,

whittling and swaying as he worked. Any one who knew Ben well could have

told Baird that Ben always whittled and swayed when thinking deeply or

when perturbed; that he always carried bits of pine in his pockets, and

that under his handling they usually became figure-fours. Ben had heard

Baird's hasty approach, but he had not looked up until Baird was upon

him with his anxious question.

Ben thought, as he watched Baird's partial relief, that the young fellow

looked pretty thoroughly "done." The rain had washed most of the mud

from his trousers, but he was still well smudged with it and soaking

wet, his face gray-white and his eyes red-rimmed.

"You better set down while you wait fo' what the doctor has to say," he

advised in a kindly growl. "Emergencies had oughter be met standin' and

suspense sittin'. You've stood up pretty good against the first, reckon

you can do the right thing by the second.... There's a box strong enough

to hol' you, over there."

Baird brought it and sat down opposite Ben.

"You're about as wet and all in as I am," he remarked, in answer to the

kindly note in Ben's voice. The big creature was just as Baird had seen

him last, wet and muddy and queerly mottled about his cheeks and nose,

red patches upon the nearest approach to pallor his tanned face could

attain.

"A wettin' ain't nothin' to me," Ben said, "but I done somethin' the

same things you done last night." Then, either to ease Baird's suspense

or for some other reason, he continued: "I was tellin' you last night it

was me foun' the hole in the bridge an' what was below, an' we agreed I

must have come on it a little after you'd took Ann away.... You see,

when I run to Westmo' to tell Judith about Edward, she says, 'Ben,

Garvin ain't here. You take the word to the Copeleys first, go quick,

then try to meet up with Garvin.' I done what she says. I had a hard

time findin' Garvin, though. I got the first word of him at the club.

Everybody were gone from there to tell everybody else what a Westmo' had

done to hisself, an' the cook were the only one left. He said a while

befo' he'd heard some one gettin' out Garvin's automobile from the

shed--seems he'd been keepin' it there, at the club. The cook reckoned

it was Garvin that some one must have tol' Garvin what had happened, an'

he'd took the automobile so's to get to Westmo' in a hurry. I started

down the Post-Road then, an' I come upon what had happened. My lord!"

Ben paused, then went on. "Well, I dragged some rails acrost the road

an' went fo' help, an' we got the las' man bearin' the name of Westmo'

back to his house."

In spite of his efforts, Ben's voice had grown unsteady, and he whittled

violently and in silence for a few moments, until speech escaped him:

"It begun to rain on us befo' we got to Westmo', like the sky were

weepin' over the sins of them that brung us into the world. That po'

thing we was carryin'--'tweren't none of his fault. An' we builds jails

an' madhouses fo' the like of him, an' jest goes right on fillin'

them.... Garvin weren't never jest right, Mr. Baird. Them two youngest

Westmo's--Sarah an' Garvin--'twere their pa should answer fo' them ...

an' yet, what right hev I talkin' like that! There didn't no one teach

sense to men like the ole colonel an' ole Mr. Penniman. I've jest got

one big pity fo' every one of them--particular fo' them that's left."

"He nearly did for Ann--I'm not thinking of his forebears," Baird said

bitterly.

Ben collected himself. "He was jest out of his mind--you can't judge him

like you would a sane man.... You know, of co's', that Edward cared a

lot for Ann and she fo' him, an' that Garvin were mad over her, like he

would be, an' that she wouldn't have him. If you don't know, I'm telling

you, an' fo' Ann's sake, it's a thing we ain't goin' to speak about to

others. I'll tell you, too, what Ann tol' me when her an' me were

talkin', befo' Sue come back. Ann tol' me she was sittin' in the dark on

the porch an' Garvin come up sudden an' tol' her Edward were hurt an'

dyin' an' askin' fo' her to come. He'd brought his automobile to the

cedar road, an' that's what he must have been doin' when the cook heard

him. I know his horse was at the club barn when I was there, because I

seen it there. Ann says she went off quick with him, she weren't

thinkin' of nobody but Edward, an' they started fo' the Post-Road. She

didn't suspicion at first that Garvin weren't in his right mind, but

when they began to tear down the Post-Road he spoke queer, an' jest

befo' they struck the bridge she was sure he was clean mad. She was so

scart she stood up, an' the next thing they was throwed. It was her

standin' up saved her, I reckon. Jest what drove Garvin mad we'll never

know. How much he knowed of what's happened, or jest what he intended to

do, it's beyond us to tell, but that he was clean beside hisself, that's

certain."

Baird had listened to Ben's explanation. It fitted in with much that he

knew and with much that he had suspected, and he guessed that Ben could

have told him a great deal more had he chosen to do so. Ben loved Ann,

as a father loves his daughter, so much Baird had discovered during the

night, and, also, that Ben was faithful to both the Pennimans and the

Westmores. In his weariness and anxiety, Baird refused to think of it.

What did it matter--if only Ann pulled through unshattered?

Baird was sick with fatigue, racked still by anxiety, and angered by

Coats Penniman's neglect of his daughter. "Where were Ann's people all

night--why did they leave Ann to fall into a trap like that?" he

demanded.

Ben worked away at his stick. "That were a mystery to me, till Sue come.

It was natural enough, though, how that happened. Coats, he had to go to

the city, an' Sue, she drove in with him, early in the evenin'. They'd

left word with Ann they'd be gone late. They knowed I'm always here in

the evenin'--I ain't moved off this place a single evenin', not in

weeks. They weren't worryin' about Ann's not bein' safe. But last

evenin' I weren't here, an' you know why. Sue tells me they were drivin'

Billy, an' you know what he is. Come time to get home, they had trouble

with him. He's a devil, that horse, a good traveler, but that's all. He

give Coats' shoulder a bad wrench. There weren't no trains they could

get till near mornin', an' Sue she took the first train out an' walked

up from the station, leavin' Coats to dispose of Billy and come out

later. Sue were worried to death over her father an' Ann, she looked

like a ghost when she come in, an' ready to drop, but she come to when

she seen what trouble she'd come back to.... That's Penniman fo' you,

jest like Miss Judith's stiff upper lip is Westmo'. These southern

ladies, Mr. Baird, whose mothers done stood fas' while their men was

bein' shot to pieces in the war--their mothers' blood's in them, all

right! They'll stand up to anything, they will, an' gamble on a chance

cooler nor any man!" Ben spoke with a profound admiration that dignified

even his language.

Baird thought of Judith and how he had bent to her hand. But he had

learned a surprising thing. "You don't tell me that old Mr. Penniman was

in the house all the time I was there?" he exclaimed. "Why, I pounded

the door and shouted."

"Sure he was there--up to his room in the front. He's fearful deaf an'

he were asleep. He never heared you. I forgot to tell you, when we were

plannin' quick of how to keep from everybody's knowin' that Ann was with

Garvin. All my mind was on gettin' the doctor to her an' keepin' Ann's

name from bein' mixed up in what's happened, an' so was yours."

"Will Miss Penniman be able to carry it through?" Baird asked anxiously.

"She _will_! I've done talked to her."

"And Ann?"

"Ann's too sick to talk--that's her answer," Ben returned with decision.

"I tol' you I'd find the right thing to say." He pointed: "You see that

there hole, where fodder is throwed down to the cows? Ann fell through

there--it's a consid'able fall--more'n fifteen feet an' it won't be the

first case of the kind the doctor has had to do with. _I_ say that _I_

foun' Ann down there, onconscious, an' any that doubts my word can come

to me! I ain't never judged a lie a lie if it were tol' to help a

woman--it's about the only chanst a man has to make up to his ma fo'

men's havin' fastened the story of Eve to her."

In spite of his anxiety, Baird smiled. He liked Ben, and for much the

same reasons as he had liked Edward Westmore; Ben Brokaw was every whit

as true a gentleman. Baird thought of Edward's gentleness and

consideration to women. "Ben?" he asked abruptly. "Why did Edward kill

himself? Ann loved him, and you say he loved her--why did he hurt her

like that? There appears to be no doubt about it, for the doctor told

me that the pistol was smoked and that the wound showed that it had been

fired at close range. The reason Mr. Copeley gave me--that Edward had

heart trouble--isn't sufficient reason to me. Why in the name of heaven

did he do such a thing!"

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