VIII

Jan and I soon left the hospital and set up housekeeping in an

apartment of our own. But with all that medical science could do, Doc

still had to stay in bed for a month. But he started directing the

forces of destiny, almost as soon as he could give orders.

I was in on the deal, of course, as were several doctors from the

hospital, and Bowhart, and Scharber when he arrived on Earth from

Ganymede.

"Gonna do it, Doc, aren't you?" Scharber said, when he first saw him

lying there, pale and wasted. "You lugs scared me plenty once. Now,

though, I feel foolish. Big words you need for this! It's the dawn of

the demigods!"

My blood thrilled with a mighty promise, too. At night, going to

sleep, I'd exert my will. Lodged inside my head was a micro-android.

I'd will myself into it again. And so, for a little while, I'd escape

from my own mountainous form, to float free in the air and consult the

notes and drawings on the parchment that I'd hidden on a molding in my

hospital room.

Doc and Jan would do the same. They, too, following the plan we had

made in space, had similarly cached their portions of his notes. But

now we had assembled the complete record of the android process in

Doc's house.

And so the beginning was made. When Doc was able to get around again,

things really got under way. He obtained a government grant. A whole

lab and a large staff of workers, was set aside for us. Retorts,

pressure-vats, and other apparatus to produce the basic materials, were

constructed and installed.

Ours was a major project, coinciding in time with another major

project. For the first real starship was finally under construction on

the Moon. Three more years it would take to be completed.

But our enterprise reached practical fruition in fourteen months. I was

among the men present when Dr. Lanvin lowered himself into a tank of

special gelatins.

He was nude and emaciated; yet he kept his humor, and a certain

dignity. A thin hand made a slight gesture. To Scharber and me and the

others, he said:

"This will be the easiest trick, learned among the micro-Xians. Simple

tissue-replacement, cell by cell. Improved protoplast in place of

protoplasm. That's all. Well, wish me luck."

The anesthetic that had been injected into his veins worked. He slumped

down gently. The gelatins closed in over his face, and the month of

slow gestation toward rebirth began. I saw his body at various stages

of the process; little changed in appearance except for much increased

robustness.

Other duties intervened, so I did not observe his actual removal from

the tank nor his reawakening. But Jan and I met him a few hours later,

as he left the small hospital of our lab. The old gray suit he wore,

hardly fitted him. He still had his ragged blond mustache. You could

tell that he was he--with many years subtracted. He looked about as old

as I was--twenty-three. But these were the only signs.

He grinned like a kid, jubilant, but a bit self-conscious. He said,

half joshing:

"Look me over--the miracle of the era, the successor to natural

man; and no casual observer could ever tell that I'm not as humans

have always been. I eat, I breathe oxygen; I need some foods with a

different mineral content, it is true. I sleep if I want to. Given a

mate of like substance, I can reproduce my own kind. But I won't age.

Cut a finger off me, and it would manage to live independently for

a long time. Wound me terribly, and I'd probably manage to heal up

someway. Deprive me of air, or common chemical foods, and my body would

try to seek out other sources of energy--sunlight, radioactivity, or

whatever is available. Even change my basic tissue fluid from water

to--"

It sounded a little like bragging, so Jan cut in with a feminine tease:

"Yes, Dr. Lanvin. But put on your overcoat. People will think it odd

that you're carrying it on such a sharp winter afternoon."

Doc laughed back, and obliged her almost with embarrassment, and we

were three old friends together.

"People get injured," I said, "or just grow old; and though limited

rejuvenation and repair is possible, this is a far better way. That's

how it should go, Doc; and you'd think that no one with sense would

want to stop it. In months there'll be thousands of androids. But here

we are again--unsure of how it'll all be taken. Like you say, this is

succession to natural man. It can be conceived of as the old Threat

of the Robot idea, with refinements. A force of staggering newness,

wonderful to the point of being terrifying. We're almost certain that

there'll be trouble."

The story of all we'd learned among the micro-Xians, and its

repercussions here at home, was mostly regarded as a fantastic rumor at

first. It was talked of lightly on the newscast, and wherever people

gathered:

"Little People that have been around all the time, watching us? Shucks,

even my Irish grandmother knew that! So we're gonna become wonderful,

artificial critters! Homo ex Machina! Well, well!... Okay--take me--I

was always one for improvements!"

Yes, it went something like that. And when people first truly knew,

their reactions were mild, curious, and friendly. One incident I

remember particularly.

* * * * *

Jan and I and Doc and a very pretty girl were walking in a quiet street

near the University. The girl was someone I had known from a picture.

She _looked_ like the picture, again, now. That is, she had become like

Doc. For the sake of youth and beauty, women can be more bold than

men. She was Irma Tandray Lanvin, Doc's former wife--returned. And

maybe she'd learned something about her man--that her rival, science,

was part of him, and that she'd better take him as he was. Maybe he'd

also learned the need of being attentive to a woman. Anyway, they both

looked devoted, now, and I hoped it was so.

But what I meant to tell about was our neighbors. First we met

Corbison, the mechanic, saying:

"Hi, Professor Lanvin. A fella'd hardly know you."

"It's still me," Doc answered.

Others gathered around as we paused to talk.

"How do you feel, Doctor?" asked an elderly woman. And when he replied,

"Fine!" she said, "Think of it! I'm glad!"

There was even a pooch, who began with a prolonged sniffing at Doc,

which progressed to a puzzled yelp, a wrinkling of brow above soulful

and humorous brown eyes, then a licking of his hand, and a caper. In my

mind the thought sprouted that a dog could become android, too.

"Wouldn't the word be 'canoid?'" Jan teased, knowing me well enough to

be sometimes almost clairvoyant.

"Ah, the language struggles to keep up with progress!" a bookish youth

commented lightly.

One of two small boys with their father fumbled with my fingers. "Aw,

it feels just like anybody's hand, Mister," he growled, disappointed.

"That's a case of mistaken identity, young fella," I pointed out. "I

_am_ anybody--yet."

Irma Tandray Lanvin took his grubby mitt, and laughed. "Is that the

same, Joey?" she questioned. "It shouldn't be, but I'll bet it is."

The kid looked as if his leg was being pulled.

There was just friendly interest and wonder among all those people,

then.

"What they reminded me of," Irma said later, "was some kind of

simple natives on a lost island, being shown a mirror for the first

time--before they think of black magic. Is that what we all are,

basically, at first? Simple? Trusting?"

"That's a good question," Jan commented.

And so it was for months more. But all the elements of catastrophe were

present. Earth was a crowded but beautiful place. Technology had done

much to give it an idyllic mood, and to shelter its inhabitants in

cotton-wool. But that same technology that could build so miraculously,

still held a devilish potential, if it served minds motivated by hate

and fear. Need one even remember, here, the asteroids that were the

fragments of Planet X, or the glassy, fused-down ruins of Mars, still

slightly tainted with radiations of nuclear fusion and fission?

The drives of intellect, of whatever origin, seem always to have a

sullen, combative streak, constructive in one sense, since it is the

force that brings peoples up from nothing. But the stubborn taking of

sides also harbors deadly danger.

Almost unobtrusively at first, the threatening clouds began to gather

throughout the world. At our busy and expanding lab, Bowhart, who, with

Scharber, had been crewman aboard the _Intruder_, came to represent one

phase of the opposition to the Great Change.

I remember what he said to me one day, his earnest face serious, his

brow crinkled with the effort to be reasonable:

"Charlie, I could be all wrong. But for some time I've been thinking.

Already there are twenty thousand once near-dead people who have been

changed over; not to mention five thousand others who were in good

health. Part of me admires the humanitarian angles here. But then

there's that feeling of a slow, creeping invasion, so far unopposed.

I can't exactly put my finger on just what makes it horrible; but at

night I wake up sweating cold all over. Maybe I've got a blind spot

in my head. All I know is that most everything about this remarkable

duplication of humanity goes against the instincts in my slow

Neanderthal guts. No, don't argue, Charlie. I've heard all of Dr.

Lanvin's counter-points, and I just can't feel right about the whole

thing. So I'd be a hypocrite if I worked in this lab any longer. I'll

leave today, with the best of wishes to you and yours, and Dr. Lanvin.

Tell him, will you?"

"All hail, Bow," I said, shaking his hand. "Thanks for the honesty. I

know what you mean. I've felt it all myself, even though I don't quite

agree."

Scharber, his former buddy, was also present in my office. They shook

hands almost formally, now. For Scharber had moved all the way to the

other side of the fence. He'd become the thrilled, eager kind.

"Poor Bow," he growled after Bowhart was gone. "A good guy, a

gentleman. But mixed up, like some tough kid, afraid to ride on a

merry-go-round. Feeling a black-rat-brown-rat difference. A primitive

terror of being crowded out by something far more vigorous, and

different from what he has always conceived of as human. Which brings

up the reason why I'm here to see you, Charlie. I've screwed up my

nerve to change the quality of my bones and meat. As far as I'm

concerned, the process might as well start tonight. Okay?"

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