CHAPTER X.

It was still early the next morning when Joan appeared at her

grandmother’s. Mrs. Lennox was again startled. Why the child was almost

plain! What had become of the wonderful creature of the previous

night? No one, however partial, could now have called her beautiful.

“Are you feeling tired, darling?” Mrs. Lennox asked as she kissed her

granddaughter tenderly. The long separation that loomed ahead made her

feel even more attached than usual.

“Not a bit, thank you, Granny, though I didn’t sleep much.” Joan sat

down and stretched out her hands to the log fire. “I am not going to

Europe on Friday. I am not going at all.”

“Not going to Europe? But why? How?” The grandmother’s voice was shrill

with excitement. “Have the Dupuys given up their tour?”

“Oh no, their plans are not changed. But I am going on the stage

instead.”

“What?” Mrs. Lennox almost screamed.

“But surely, Granny, you always knew that I was going on the stage. I

only have not talked about it because of the undertaking you gave to

Father.”

With an effort Mrs. Lennox rallied her scattered wits. “But, my dear,

you cannot refuse to go with the Dupuys at the last minute like this.

Your passage is taken.”

“That is only a question of a few hundred dollars.” The girl’s tone

reminded her grandmother of John Vandeleur. “And I daresay the company

will refund it. Anyway my not going will save Father a lot of money.”

She paused and then began again in a more explanatory, and less

bomb-shell-like manner. “Don’t you see, Granny dear, it is partly

because the trip will cost so much that I feel I can’t take it. It is

like the pearl necklace. I can’t let Father spend all this money on

me, when I have made up my mind to take a step of which he desperately

disapproves.”

“But I am sure your father would sooner spend the money and have

you postpone taking the step,” Mrs. Lennox urged. She, on her side,

settled herself down to thresh out the subject with her granddaughter.

She strongly felt that the girl was too young to make the decision

she contemplated, and she pointed this out with all the force at her

command. But Joan was unshakeable. If her father had left her at

school, she would have waited until she was eighteen, she said. He had

forced her hand by this Europe scheme. Anyway she was seventeen and a

half; Granny had only been fourteen when she went on the stage.

Here her grandmother interrupted her. That was absolutely different,

Mrs. Lennox truly said. She had been obliged to act in order to earn

her living. Joan could not pretend that this was her case! Besides,

as the poor grandmother pointed out almost with tears, yesterday Joan

had surely meant to go to Europe. How had the situation changed since

yesterday?

“Do you see these?” The girl pointed, with apparent irrelevance to a

little bunch of Parma violets that she was wearing. “My maid brought me

in a most beautiful basket of them when she called me this morning. Mr.

Grierson had sent them. He had written ‘In anticipation of our meeting

in Venice.’ Oh, Granny, I simply daren’t wait a year! If I don’t break

off now, I’ll get sucked into that life. Before I know where I am, I’ll

be married and compromised.”

Despite Mrs. Lennox’s agitation, she could not help laughing.

“But my dear child, no one can force you to get married if you don’t

want to.”

“Oh, I don’t know. The trouble is I like Mr. Grierson. I like it all.

I feel as though I were in a play. Only this play would never end. No,

Granny, no marrying for me--at any rate not for years and years. When

I am a star, it will be time enough to think of indulging in luxuries

like matrimony!”

“But you may never be a star.” Mrs. Lennox now took up a new line of

argument and expatiated on the difficulties of a theatrical life, the

hardships, the chances against achieving success. Joan listened, but

with a stubborn look on her face that Mrs. Lennox knew only too well.

However, she went on valiantly. “So you may find that you have given up

your home, and all the luxury and prestige you now enjoy, without any

compensation.”

Joan laughed. “You know you are only talking like that, Granny, because

you think you ought to. Why, in any case, I should have the work.

It’s the work itself that is the thing that matters. But I know that

I shall make a success. At school I could make the girls laugh or cry

as I liked when I recited. They were in my power. And last night--”

She jumped up and looked at herself in the mirror. “You thought me

beautiful last night, didn’t you, Granny? Beautiful and brilliant?

So did everybody. But I’m not. You see I am quite plain. I was just

acting. Last night made me certain.”

It was not surprising that Mrs. Lennox felt bewildered, although she

had a certain comprehension of what her granddaughter meant. She turned

to another aspect of the question with a recollection in her mind of a

look she had surprised on John Vandeleur’s face the previous evening

as his eyes rested on his daughter. “Have you considered sufficiently

what a terrible blow this will be to your father, my dear? And to your

mother too.” The latter was a hasty afterthought.

“Of course, Father and Mother will have nothing more to do with

me--but will that make very much difference?” The girl’s voice was

hard. The relation of Joan to her parents had been the one subject

that the grandmother and granddaughter had never discussed, although

Mrs. Lennox had often wondered how the girl felt about it. Now this

extreme bitterness took her by surprise. “It isn’t as though either of

them cared about me,” Joan went on. “Father looks upon me as part of

his property, and Mother actually dislikes me. Look at Mrs. Dupuy and

Maude! It makes Mrs. Dupuy happy just to have Maude around. Imagine

Mother like that with me! The only happiness Mother has ever got out of

me is the feeling that I am not there--and now I am going to give her

that permanently. No, you are the only one that has ever cared for me,

Granny.” The girl brushed her hand across her eyes. Then she sat down

on the arm of her grandmother’s chair and began rubbing her firm young

cheek against the faded elderly one. “And you and I, Granny darling,

are going to see more of each other than we have ever done before.

We’ll be together all the time, whether we go on tour or act here in

New York.”

This time Mrs. Lennox had no reply. For an instant she was overwhelmed.

“But, my dear child,” she gasped at last, “my dear Joan, you surely are

not proposing that I should go on the stage too!”

“But of course.” Joan’s tone was equally surprised. “I wouldn’t be so

mean as to leave you out of it. Oh Granny, aren’t you just longing to

get back? When you told me once that my being born was what finally

made you give up the idea of the stage, I determined then that some day

we’d go back together. Why, I owe it to you, Granny darling.”

Mrs. Lennox gazed at her granddaughter in silence. Once, long ago, she

would have felt the same enthusiasm. How absolutely miserable she had

been when she had had to refuse the lead in that Carolina play! But

just because the step had seemed so irrevocable, the numbing effect

of time had come all the quicker. There had not been the irritation

of hope. And now that she had grown resigned, now that nearly twenty

years of luxury had wrapped her round in cushioned ease, making her

timid and disinclined for effort, her granddaughter suddenly demanded

that she should again take up that old life, that she should go back to

the old world with all its efforts, its anxieties----

“I’ve arranged it all beautifully,” Joan’s eager voice broke in.

“Father started off for Nevada this morning, so we’ve had our

good-byes. I’ve told Mother and Mrs. Dupuy that I am staying here for

the next two days. They thought it quite natural that I should want to

be with you before I sail. Mrs. Dupuy expects me to meet her at the

depot on Friday in time for the noon train to Boston, but, of course,

I’ll let her know I’m not coming before then. Anyway it leaves us two

days, and the very first thing we must do is to see Mr. Hobson. You

remember he told me after the Antigone that if I came to him any time

he’d give me a part, and, of course, he’ll be just crazy at the idea of

getting you back.”

“Yes, he’ll be that,” Mrs. Lennox murmured ambiguously, but Joan had

rushed out of the room. The poor grandmother began to feel as though

she were being abducted. A dismal prospect of cheap, uncomfortable

hotels, of tiring train journeys, of unending rehearsals in draughty

theatres, of badly cooked, hurried, uncertain meals, of noisy street

cars with wet, packed humanity, of stockings in holes, of factory

boots, of turned skirts--it all floated before her. She looked round

her charming, luxurious home----

“Oh Granny, you don’t know Mr. Hobson’s private ’phone number, do you?

I might catch him before he goes out.” Joan had burst in again like a

whirlwind. “What, he hasn’t got a private number? How extraordinary!

Never mind, I’ll ring up the office.” She was dashing off.

“Wait, wait. Joan, my dear child, you forget that I am nearly sixty. I

cannot go on the stage. I am too old.”

“Granny!” Joan came in and sat down quite sobered by surprise. “Why,

Granny, I thought you would be as glad as I am! Surely you must be!

What is sixty? You know the great Sarah, and Ellen Terry, and lots of

them are ever so much older--besides you are only fifty-eight. You must

be joking. I don’t see how you can want not to go back. Why I think it

is just dreadful your having wasted so many years and now you talk of

wasting all the rest! It seems to me criminal when a person can do a

thing really well not to do it.”

“But I don’t know that I can do it really well--after all these

years--with no practice,” Mrs. Lennox deprecated. She was feeling

almost overborne by the arrogant assurance of youth.

“Of course you can do it well, Granny--anyhow you can try. And as for

practice, I don’t suppose you have had much the last two years, but

before that, think of what a lot of plays we studied together. If you

had been on the stage, you couldn’t have done more--that was the one

thing that reconciled me. Anyway, whatever you decide, I am going to

tell Mr. Hobson that I must have a part.”

“My dear, you don’t realize the seriousness of this step.” Mrs. Lennox

was growing more and more alarmed. She made a great effort at severity

and decision. “The money question alone renders it almost impossible.

Your father, as you know, makes me an allowance--a very handsome

one--and you, too, are entirely dependent on him. If we act in defiance

to his wishes, naturally my income will cease.”

Joan flushed. “Of course, we couldn’t go on taking Father’s money, even

if he wanted to give it. I have thought of that, Granny. But we shall

be earning--or anyway, I shall. Of course, I mean to live on what I

earn, and, in a little while, I shall be able to support you too. If I

weren’t sure of that I would not suggest your coming.”

It ended as Mrs. Lennox had all the time apprehensively felt it would.

Her granddaughter telephoned to demand an immediate appointment with

Mr. Hobson. The only surprise was Mr. Hobson’s giving it. With the

passage of years, the great, little manager had swelled into more and

more importance and consequent inaccessibility. As Joan had already

discovered, he was the one man in New York whose telephone number was

not published. There was a legend that the Exchange had been offered

large sums by aspiring actresses to divulge the secret, but in vain!

Mr. Hobson remained secure behind this modern portcullis. However,

even a Napoleon of the stage appeared to be susceptible to the magic

of the Vandeleur name. Not that Joan gave it openly on the ’phone.

Her identity was concealed from managerial underlings as Miss Frances

West’s granddaughter!

Half an hour later Mrs. Lennox and Joan had reached the great man’s

offices. There was a comparatively small, outer room in which a

scornful young lady was writing at a desk, while people in all sorts

of attitudes of patient and impatient waiting sat on stiff chairs all

round the walls. Joan looked curiously at this motley dado--actors,

actresses, playwrights, agents and stage supernumeraries of all

kinds--they were of a type quite unknown to her. Nor did they present

an encouraging spectacle, for the careful eye could detect a certain

concealed shabbiness in all of them, while they had the unblessed

mien of receivers rather than givers. It was probably because no one

imagined Joan and her grandmother in their fur coats to be of the same

receptive class, that they were taken straight through into an inner

room.

This was a long, narrow chamber--so long, that though in actual fact

the width was quite considerable, one had the impression of being in a

passage. Along each side about half a dozen typewriters were ticking

furiously. Here again Mrs. Lennox and Joan experienced little delay.

“We have an appointment with Mr. Hobson,” the girl announced in her

assured young voice. “Please tell him that Miss Frances West is here.”

The young man to whom she addressed herself disappeared through a door

at the farther end. In a minute he was back again. “Come right in,

please,” he said with a shade of surprised awe, “Mr. Hobson will see

you at once.”

Mrs. Lennox had retained a sufficient sense of stage values to realize

the greatness of the condescension. Never in the old days had she

penetrated into a well-known manager’s private sanctum. But Joan took

it as a matter of course. It did not occur to her that the plain,

comfortable room, with its deep leather chairs, could be regarded as a

holy of holies, nor that the great manager was anything but a pleasant,

extremely stout, little man. Her ignorance was probably an asset, for

it prevented any shade of embarrassment in her frank greeting.

Mr. Hobson had been sitting down, but he rose with an effort as the

ladies came in, and rolled genially towards them. He was not unlike

a globular, india-rubber toy figure. “Well, well, Miss West, I’m

delighted to see you. And Miss Vandeleur--so you’re quite a grown up

young lady now?”

“Yes, and it is time I started work. You told me after the Antigone

that if ever I wanted to go on the stage to come to you. I’ve come.” No

one could accuse Joan of lack of directness.

“So I see. And what does Poppa say to it?” Mr. Hobson asked cheerily.

His face fell when he heard that Mr. Vandeleur had not given his

consent, and was, indeed, ignorant of the whole prospect. “Why see

here, Miss Vandeleur,” he suggested, after a perceptible pause,

“wouldn’t it be best for you to talk Poppa round first?”

“My father started for Nevada this morning; that’s why I am here. It

wouldn’t be the slightest use discussing it with him.”

Mr. Hobson looked distinctly uneasy. “What do you say to all this, Miss

West?” he asked with an obvious desire to share the responsibility.

He got little satisfaction. Mrs. Lennox was even more dubious than he

was himself. She corroborated her granddaughter’s statement that it

would be useless to consult Mr. Vandeleur. “He won’t have the word

theatre mentioned in his presence,” she explained.

“But I do not see why I should be bound by my father’s prejudices,”

Joan interpolated. “Of course, I shall not act under my own name. No

one must know it; then it won’t affect him.”

The information discouraged Mr. Hobson still further. When he had

spoken to Miss Vandeleur of the stage, he had taken it for granted that

she would appear under her own name, or, at least, that her relation to

the great Vandeleur would be generally known. This, in itself, would

be a tremendous draw. But now he found any such advertisement was

prohibited and he was asked to defy the copper king into the bargain.

John P. Vandeleur was an ugly man to run up against. Besides, that

Greek play show was a long time since. The girl might not prove up to

sample. Maybe, too, he had exaggerated her performance. Among that

crowd of schoolgirls, any little talent would strike one as genius.

He wished he had never told her to call. That was the worst of it;

if he didn’t keep a hand on himself all the time, his sentiment was

always running away with him. After all, it wasn’t as if he had to go

round fine-combing Broadway for actresses! The woods were full of ’em.

Indeed, his chief trouble in life was to dodge ’em. “My advice, young

lady, is that you go right home and wait a few years before setting

out on your adventures,” he said judicially. “I guess Mr. Vandeleur is

right in thinking you’re too young and attractive to leave lying about.”

“Yes, Joan darling, I am sure it would be wiser for you to wait,” Mrs.

Lennox echoed. “Anyway, have the year in Europe first.”

“I shall not wait.” The girl’s voice was vibrant with emotion. The

colour rushed to her cheeks and there was a light in her eyes. The

plainness, on which she had so frankly commented to her grandmother,

suddenly disappeared. Mr. Hobson, who was watching her, felt quite

startled. Although he had politely called Miss Vandeleur attractive,

he had really felt her rather surprisingly the reverse. It had puzzled

him, for his memory of Antigone had been quite different. This fact,

though not responsible for his negative decision, had certainly

strengthened him in it. Now he felt a need to review the case. “I will

not go home,” Joan burst out again with a curious, suppressed force. “I

mean to go on the stage. If you do not want me, Mr. Hobson, I will find

another manager. I think you have forgotten that I can act.”

The great manager went into a fit of laughter. Had this curious, magic

beauty not come to Joan’s aid, he might have been angry instead of

amused. Never in his experience had an unknown theatrical aspirant

taken up such a tone before. Why the brightest luminaries in his

stellar heaven did not address him like this. Well, it would soon

get knocked out of the little girl, he thought, almost pityingly,

especially if she weren’t going to let it be known that she was ‘old

John Van’s’ daughter. He hoped she wouldn’t go to that bully, Morton.

However, Miss West would look after her. How rattled the poor old thing

looked! The girl was a handful sure, though personally he liked her

ginger. And suppose she did make good, and the Schumanns had meantime

collared her. He’d feel all kinds at having let her slip. “Well, Miss

Vandeleur, if you think I’ve forgotten you can act, suppose you give

me a demonstration before we decide anything,” he suggested, still

chuckling.

Joan started forthwith. She recited a very simple and touching little

piece that had been a great favourite with the girls at school. Her

choice must have been due to luck or intuition, for she could not have

known that the great manager was one of the most sentimental creatures

on earth. He blew his nose at the end. “Hold on a minute,” he told her

and took up the telephone. “Ask Mr. Walker to step in, please.” The

door opened almost at once, and the young man appeared who had spoken

to them in the office. Mr. Hobson signed to him to sit down. “Now, go

on,” he told Joan.

The Lady Macbeth scene came next. At the end both men looked distinctly

interested. As for Mrs. Lennox she was quite carried away. “And it’s

all her own work. I’ve not heard her recite a thing for nearly three

years,” she told Mr. Hobson with tremulous triumph.

Another piece was demanded. Joan suggested one of Juliet’s best

known speeches. “I don’t set much truck by Shakespeare myself,” Mr.

Hobson demurred. “There’s altogether too much fuss over him. Who was

Shakespeare, anyway? Just a man like the rest of us. The great p’int to

his credit is that he don’t ask for royalties!” The manager gave his

hearty chuckle. “Well, no matter, if you know it. Ring up the curtain!”

By the end Mr. Hobson had quite taken the Bard of Avon into favour.

“Mighty pretty,” he conceded graciously. Joan and ‘Miss West’ were

asked to wait in the outer room for a few minutes.

“Well, Walker, what’s your opinion of her?” the manager observed almost

with excitement. Experience had given the great Mr. Hobson some respect

for his aide-de-camp’s judgment, although, as a matter of fact, he

never followed anyone’s advice but his own.

“I guess she can act circles round most of our Broadway actresses.

She’s got what get’s over,” the younger man answered.

“Yes, that’s my opinion too. There’s big talent in that little

girl, I’m thinking--personality and so forth. Of course she needs

experience--oceans of it. Now where are we going to put her?” A

discussion followed as to various proposed tours. Joan and Mrs.

West were presently sent for. The girl was definitely promised an

engagement, only the date was left uncertain. “We may be sending out

another company in ‘The Under Dog’ this season,” Mr. Hobson told her.

“That play’s earning all sorts of money. You’ve seen it, I presoom?

It’s a sure-enough thriller.”

Joan smiled. Mr. Hobson had forgotten the theatrical ban under which

she had lived. “No, I am the one person in the United States who has

not seen it, but, of course, I’ve heard of it.” Even her father’s

rigidity had not been able to prevent this, for the play was advertised

on every hoarding; written about in every newspaper; discussed in

every assembly. ‘Under Dog’ hats, ties, dolls, drinks appeared in all

the shop windows. The girls at school had caught the infection, until

Joan, with a consciousness of her deprivation, had grown quite maddened

by the reiterated name. And now, perhaps, she was not only going to

see it, but to act in it! “When will your new ‘Under Dog’ Company be

floated?” she asked.

“Oh, well, I can’t tell you that.” Mr. Hobson smiled at the Wall Street

turn of phrase, that the girl had doubtless picked up from her father.

She probably thought it sounded professional! “It’s only an off chance

there’ll be one. We’ve got two ‘Under Dog’ road companies out already

and the season’s getting on. Why, to-day’s the first of February, ain’t

it? No, all I can bind myself to is to find you something for the fall.”

“But that won’t do at all! I must have work at once. How could I get

on without earning until the fall? I should starve.”

The great manager chuckled again in a way that Mr. Walker, who was

not in the secret, considered surprisingly heartless. It drove him to

suggest in a low tone to his chief that the understudy to the lead

in one of the touring companies had fallen sick. “Is that so?” Mr.

Hobson murmured reflectively. He was revolving all sorts of plans for

launching his new discovery. Still, though he’d been immensely struck

by the recitations, it certainly would be better, he now felt, to see

a little how the girl panned out before committing himself. This idea

of Walker’s would enable him to keep a hold on her and yet gain time.

Besides it was what she needed, to knock about a bit and get the feel

of the stage. “You can understudy Miss Rosamond Bransom in ‘Vivi,’” he

said aloud. “The company is at Albany this week, and you’d join them

there. But I warn you, you won’t get much of a show with Miss Bransom.

She’s never sick herself; it is always her understudy who succumbs. She

breaks ’em right up with her good health. The salary is twelve.”

Joan accepted the offer eagerly. She had not the least idea what the

mystic number represented, but if another girl had lived on the sum,

of course she could. “I suppose it’s twelve dollars a day?” she began;

then seeing from Mr. Hobson’s amused expression and Mr. Walker’s amazed

one, that she had made an egregious mistake, she hastily corrected

herself--“twelve cents, I mean.”

Mr. Hobson shook in a jelly-like fashion, quite overcome with laughter.

He had rarely enjoyed an interview so much. “Not quite as bad as

that, young lady!” he gasped. “No, in this profession you’ll find the

salaries are paid by the week--twelve dollars a week.” Mr. Walker

now went off to phone to Miss Bransom’s manager and to make all the

necessary arrangements. “I suppose that’s the sort of sum you’ve been

used to spending on your gloves?” the manager enquired jocularly.

“Oh, no, you can get quite nice gloves for about three or four dollars,

unless you have them made for you, as my mother does. Why, my best

evening gloves only cost five dollars.”

Mr. Hobson laughed again. Joan had not the least idea why. The little

girl was more fun than a barrow-load of monkeys he was telling himself.

Still, he couldn’t give up all his morning to ‘old John Van’s’

daughter. He rolled suddenly to his feet to signify that the interview

was over. But Mrs. Lennox, who had grown more and more nervous, now

felt it was time to come to an understanding on her own account. “I

suppose you could not give me a little part or an understudy in the

same production, Mr. Hobson?” she suggested, breaking her long silence.

“Granny, darling, you _are_ coming then!” Joan could hardly forbear a

shriek of joy.

Mr. Hobson looked annoyed. It was really rather excessive to be asked

for a part for Miss West too. Certainly she had once acted well in one

of his productions, but that was nearly twenty years ago--and even then

she had been no chicken! Probably now her playing didn’t amount to a

row of pins. “I’m afraid I can’t provide engagements for the whole

family at a minute’s notice,” he said shortly.

“I only asked because I don’t like the idea of Miss Vandeleur touring

alone; she’s so young,” the grandmother deprecated.

“Well, if she goes on the stage, you can’t keep her under glass, Miss

West. But there’s nothing on earth to prevent your travelling round

with her. You can look after her all the better, if you haven’t to

worry about playing yourself.” That there should be any financial

difficulty simply did not cross Mr. Hobson’s mind with his comfortable

recollection of the Dorset apartment. Nor had he taken seriously Miss

Vandeleur’s suggestion of living on her salary. “Good-bye,” he now

said definitely, and held out his hand.

“Good-bye, Mr. Hobson; thank you so much.” Joan’s face was radiant.

But the poor grandmother felt desperate. Nothing could now prevent the

plunge, she thought despairingly. Indeed she had a vision of being

whirled off to Albany by the very next train. What would they do there?

How could they live? Even Joan’s miserable twelve dollars a week was

precarious. “But Miss Vandeleur must have a contract,” she gasped with

a recrudescence of her old professional instinct. Indeed this flimsy

little bit of paper floated as a solitary life-belt in the sea of

trouble.

“Why, certainly, if you wish it.” The manager’s sense of humour was

again tickled. Fancy making out a contract with old Vandeleur’s

daughter for twelve dollars a week. The useful Walker was once more

summoned and told to produce a contract. These documents were kept

ready typed, so filling in the particulars and signing involved a mere

momentary delay. “Now, I reckon if I don’t see some of those folks

in the other room, there’ll be a riot.” Mr. Hobson motioned to his

secretary to see the ladies out.

The day and a half that followed were filled and brimming over with

strenuous bustle. Perhaps this was as well for it left Mrs. Lennox

little time for thought. Financially at all events, the prospect was

dismal in the extreme. Although the quarter was not half way through,

Mrs. Lennox figured out that she would have little left of her

allowance when all expenses had been met. Certainly there were three

hundred dollars on deposit at the bank. It was a sum she had once

placed there after an economical summer at the Vandeleurs’ house in the

Adirondacks. But what were three hundred dollars? Oh, why had she not

saved more during all these years, the poor lady felt distractedly?

The truth was that, despite her early struggles, Mrs. Lennox had

neither the habit nor the taste for economy. She had always lived up

to the theatrical motto, “Never put by for to-morrow what you can

spend to-day,” and a larger income had merely given her more to spend.

Besides, what need was there of a reserve, she had felt, other than

having John P. Vandeleur as a son-in-law? Indeed, far from saving,

the temptation had been to exceed her allowance. It was only her

son-in-law’s cold fury on the one occasion that she had done so, that

had kept her rigorously within her bounds. She had sold her little lot

in California to placate him, and the chief reason for putting aside

the three hundred dollars had been to prevent the accidental recurrence

of such a catastrophe.

But the practical whirl in which the grandmother found herself,

swept aside even the pecuniary nightmare. All her clothes and small

possessions had to be sorted and packed, and the trunks stored, with

the exception of the one that she was taking with her. There was the

furniture to be shrouded in wrappings, the glass put away in closets,

the silver and linen lists checked, the household bills paid, Bridget

informed that her services were no longer needed. The poor woman’s

grief at the announcement almost unnerved her mistress, although Mrs.

Lennox knew that situations were only too plentiful and the payment

she tendered in lieu of notice most liberal. “If it’s me wages that’s

throubling you, Ma’am, I’ll come without, I will,” Bridget sobbed

wildly, and could only be pacified by a promise of re-instatement

should Mrs. Lennox ever again keep house--“but, of course, you mustn’t

throw up a good situation to come back to me,” the mistress stipulated.

“And is it a good situation that would be kaping me away?” Bridget’s

emotion almost turned the words into a shriek. “The dear knows that if

I were in service with the Holy Father himself and the kipper in the

pan sizzling for his breakfast, it’s off I would be on the wings of

the wind without so much as untying my apron at the breath of a whisper

from you, Ma’am.”

One thing Mrs. Lennox found even harder than dismissing poor Bridget;

that was writing the explanatory letters to Imogen and John Vandeleur.

Indeed, submerged as she was in packing, the task appeared impossible,

so she contented herself with adding postscripts to the communications

that her granddaughter sat down to write immediately on her return

from Mr. Hobson’s. “I am going away with Joan and will take care of

her,” Mrs. Lennox stated baldly. These letters, together with the key

of the apartment, Bridget was to take round to Mrs. Vandeleur the next

evening. By that time, Mrs. Lennox told herself with a tremor, she and

Joan would be irrevocably launched, for they were leaving the following

afternoon, by the 5.30 Albany express. Bridget was also entrusted with

the note to Mrs. Dupuy, and a long and affectionate scrawl to the

basely-deserted Maude.

Joan’s preparations for the new life were very much simpler than her

grandmother’s; indeed it was their very simplicity that caused the most

trouble. Fortunately, before it was too late, Mrs. Lennox discovered

that the girl proposed setting off the next day, merely with the little

handbag she had brought containing her night things, and the clothes in

which she stood. “I can buy the rest out of my salary,” she explained

airily.

“Don’t be absurd!” Even the adoring grandmother gave way to a certain

irritation. “You’ve got to feed and lodge yourself on twelve dollars a

week--while I live on air! What do you suppose will be left over to buy

clothes? And providentially your trunks are all ready packed for the

trip to Europe. They haven’t been sent off yet, have they?” Mrs. Lennox

turned pale at the thought of this possible difficulty.

“Oh, no, they are at home in my room waiting. Of course, I could ’phone

now to the express people to collect them, and then tell them later to

send them to Albany. But I don’t want to. You see, Granny, my things

are all new. It seems like stealing to take them.”

“Nonsense.” Mrs. Lennox was unusually decisive. “What use would your

frocks be to your father? Why even a child from the poorhouse has

an outfit.--Well, take your old clothes, then, if it makes you any

happier,” she compromised as Joan looked stubborn.

“No, that’s what I can’t do. Mrs. Dupuy asked Mother if she might give

them all away to some pet charity--anyway, I’d grown out of most of

them. So it’s the new ones or nothing--and I think nothing would be

more honest,” the girl persisted.

“Well, I think it would be more crazy even than what we are doing. If

you won’t have your trunks fetched, I won’t go at all.”

It ended in Joan’s yielding. There was a renewed contest over the

girl’s costly fur coat, that was apparently in one of the trunks,

but here again she gave way. As her grandmother pointed out, it was

almost impossible to extricate it. The chief argument, however, that

caused Joan’s acquiescence was her grandmother’s threat that without

it she would catch cold on the long journeys, and have no voice when

the great day of opportunity came. “But I won’t take my new dressing

case, whatever excuses you make,” the girl stipulated stormily. “And

all my jewellery is locked up in it, at least everything that father

and mother have given me, and that’s nearly all; there’s the big gold

bracelet, you know, that was mother’s Christmas present because she

didn’t like it herself, and my gold watch set with pearls from father,

and the two rings and a few other things. I shall send him the key in

my letter.”

At last, after an infinity of thirty-six hours, that had yet been all

too short, Mrs. Lennox found herself sitting with her granddaughter

in the Albany express. The previous night had been chiefly spent in

preparation, and the poor lady was so utterly worn out, that she was

glad to sit anywhere and let her dazed being sink into torpor, but

Joan had never been more vital or more joyous. It was the first time

in her life that she had not travelled in a parlour car, and it had

all the zest of novelty. “We must be more economical now,” Mrs. Lennox

had explained. The unknown word thrilled the girl. “If it’s economical

to have these dear, little, cosy seats for two instead of armchairs,

I love economy,” she cried. Pressing closer to her grandmother,

she squeezed the faded, elderly hand. “Oh, Granny, it seems like a

beautiful dream--too good to be true. At last--at last we’re together

and free! We’re free to do our own work, to live our own lives. It’s

like a honeymoon we’re starting on. Yes, Granny, darling, you and I

have eloped.”

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