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THE LIFE AND LETTERS OF CHARLES DARWIN

By Charles Darwin

Including An Autobiographical Chapter

Edited By His Son Francis Darwin

VOLUME I

PREFACE

In choosing letters for publication I have been largely guided by the

wish to illustrate my father's personal character. But his life was so

essentially one of work, that a history of the man could not be written

without following closely the career of the author. Thus it comes

about that the chief part of the book falls into chapters whose titles

correspond to the names of his books.

In arranging the letters I have adhered as far as possible to

chronological sequence, but the character and variety of his researches

make a strictly chronological order an impossibility. It was his habit

to work more or less simultaneously at several subjects. Experimental

work was often carried on as a refreshment or variety, while books

entailing reasoning and the marshalling of large bodies of facts were

being written. Moreover, many of his researches were allowed to

drop, and only resumed after an interval of years. Thus a rigidly

chronological series of letters would present a patchwork of subjects,

each of which would be difficult to follow. The Table of Contents will

show in what way I have attempted to avoid this result.

In printing the letters I have followed (except in a few cases) the

usual plan of indicating the existence of omissions or insertions. My

father's letters give frequent evidence of having been written when he

was tired or hurried, and they bear the marks of this circumstance. In

writing to a friend, or to one of his family, he frequently omitted the

articles: these have been inserted without the usual indications, except

in a few instances, where it is of special interest to preserve intact

the hurried character of the letter. Other small words, such as "of",

"to", etc., have been inserted usually within brackets. I have not

followed the originals as regards the spelling of names, the use of

capitals, or in the matter of punctuation. My father underlined many

words in his letters; these have not always been given in italics,--a

rendering which would unfairly exaggerate their effect.

The Diary or Pocket-book, from which quotations occur in the following

pages, has been of value as supplying a frame-work of facts round which

letters may be grouped. It is unfortunately written with great brevity,

the history of a year being compressed into a page or less; and contains

little more than the dates of the principal events of his life, together

with entries as to his work, and as to the duration of his more serious

illnesses. He rarely dated his letters, so that but for the Diary it

would have been all but impossible to unravel the history of his books.

It has also enabled me to assign dates to many letters which would

otherwise have been shorn of half their value.

Of letters addressed to my father I have not made much use. It was his

custom to file all letters received, and when his slender stock of files

("spits" as he called them) was exhausted, he would burn the letters of

several years, in order that he might make use of the liberated "spits."

This process, carried on for years, destroyed nearly all letters

received before 1862. After that date he was persuaded to keep the more

interesting letters, and these are preserved in an accessible form.

I have attempted to give, in Chapter III., some account of his manner

of working. During the last eight years of his life I acted as his

assistant, and thus had an opportunity of knowing something of his

habits and methods.

I have received much help from my friends in the course of my work.

To some I am indebted for reminiscences of my father, to others for

information, criticisms, and advice. To all these kind coadjutors

I gladly acknowledge my indebtedness. The names of some occur in

connection with their contributions, but I do not name those to whom I

am indebted for criticisms or corrections, because I should wish to bear

alone the load of my short-comings, rather than to let any of it fall on

those who have done their best to lighten it.

It will be seen how largely I am indebted to Sir Joseph Hooker for the

means of illustrating my father's life. The readers of these pages

will, I think, be grateful to Sir Joseph for the care with which he has

preserved his valuable collection of letters, and I should wish to add

my acknowledgment of the generosity with which he has placed it at my

disposal, and for the kindly encouragement given throughout my work.

To Mr. Huxley I owe a debt of thanks, not only for much kind help, but

for his willing compliance with my request that he should contribute a

chapter on the reception of the 'Origin of Species.'

Finally, it is a pleasure to acknowledge the courtesy of the publishers

of the 'Century Magazine' who have freely given me the use of their

illustrations. To Messrs. Maull and Fox and Messrs. Elliott and Fry I am

also indebted for their kindness in allowing me the use of reproductions

of their photographs.

FRANCIS DARWIN.

Cambridge, October, 1887.

TABLE OF CONTENTS.

VOLUME I.

CHAPTER 1.I.--The Darwin Family.

CHAPTER 1.II.--Autobiography.

CHAPTER 1.III.--Reminiscences.

LETTERS.

CHAPTER 1.IV.--Cambridge Life--1828-1831.

CHAPTER 1.V.--The Appointment to the 'Beagle'--1831.

CHAPTER 1.VI.--The Voyage--1831-1836.

CHAPTER 1.VII.--London and Cambridge--1836-1842.

CHAPTER 1.VIII.--Religion.

CHAPTER 1.IX.--Life at Down--1842-1854.

CHAPTER 1.X.--The Growth of the 'Origin of Species.'

CHAPTER 1.XI.--The Growth of the 'Origin of

Species'--Letters--1843-1856.

CHAPTER 1.XII.--The Unfinished Book--May 1856-June 1858.

CHAPTER 1.XIII.--The Writing of the 'Origin of Species'--June 18,

1858--November 1859.

CHAPTER 1.XIV.--Professor Huxley on the Reception of the 'Origin of

Species.'

LIFE AND LETTERS OF CHARLES DARWIN.

VOLUME I.

CHAPTER 1.I. -- THE DARWIN FAMILY.

The earliest records of the family show the Darwins to have been

substantial yeomen residing on the northern borders of Lincolnshire,

close to Yorkshire. The name is now very unusual in England, but I

believe that it is not unknown in the neighbourhood of Sheffield and in

Lancashire. Down to the year 1600 we find the name spelt in a variety

of ways--Derwent, Darwen, Darwynne, etc. It is possible, therefore, that

the family migrated at some unknown date from Yorkshire, Cumberland, or

Derbyshire, where Derwent occurs as the name of a river.

The first ancestor of whom we know was one William Darwin, who lived,

about the year 1500, at Marton, near Gainsborough. His great grandson,

Richard Darwyn, inherited land at Marton and elsewhere, and in his will,

dated 1584, "bequeathed the sum of 3s. 4d. towards the settynge up of

the Queene's Majestie's armes over the quearie (choir) doore in the

parishe churche of Marton." (We owe a knowledge of these earlier members

of the family to researches amongst the wills at Lincoln, made by the

well-known genealogist, Colonel Chester.)

The son of this Richard, named William Darwin, and described as

"gentleman," appears to have been a successful man. Whilst retaining his

ancestral land at Marton, he acquired through his wife and by purchase

an estate at Cleatham, in the parish of Manton, near Kirton Lindsey, and

fixed his residence there. This estate remained in the family down

to the year 1760. A cottage with thick walls, some fish-ponds and old

trees, now alone show where the "Old Hall" once stood, and a field is

still locally known as the "Darwin Charity," from being subject to a

charge in favour of the poor of Marton. William Darwin must, at least in

part, have owed his rise in station to his appointment in 1613 by James

I. to the post of Yeoman of the Royal Armoury of Greenwich. The office

appears to have been worth only 33 pounds a year, and the duties were

probably almost nominal; he held the post down to his death during the

Civil Wars.

The fact that this William was a royal servant may explain why his

son, also named William, served when almost a boy for the King, as

"Captain-Lieutenant" in Sir William Pelham's troop of horse. On the

partial dispersion of the royal armies, and the retreat of the remainder

to Scotland, the boy's estates were sequestrated by the Parliament, but

they were redeemed on his signing the Solemn League and Covenant, and on

his paying a fine which must have struck his finances severely; for in

a petition to Charles II. he speaks of his almost utter ruin from having

adhered to the royal cause.

During the Commonwealth, William Darwin became a barrister of Lincoln's

Inn, and this circumstance probably led to his marriage with the

daughter of Erasmus Earle, serjeant-at-law; hence his great-grandson,

Erasmus Darwin, the Poet, derived his Christian name. He ultimately

became Recorder of the city of Lincoln.

The eldest son of the Recorder, again called William, was born in

1655, and married the heiress of Robert Waring, a member of a good

Staffordshire family. This lady inherited from the family of Lassells,

or Lascelles, the manor and hall of Elston, near Newark, which has

remained ever since in the family. (Captain Lassells, or Lascelles, of

Elston was military secretary to Monk, Duke of Albemarle, during the

Civil Wars. A large volume of account books, countersigned in many

places by Monk, are now in the possession of my cousin Francis Darwin.

The accounts might possibly prove of interest to the antiquarian or

historian. A portrait of Captain Lassells in armour, although used at

one time as an archery-target by some small boys of our name, was not

irretrievably ruined.) A portrait of this William Darwin at Elston shows

him as a good-looking young man in a full-bottomed wig.

This third William had two sons, William, and Robert who was educated

as a barrister. The Cleatham property was left to William, but on the

termination of his line in daughters reverted to the younger brother,

who had received Elston. On his mother's death Robert gave up his

profession and resided ever afterwards at Elston Hall. Of this Robert,

Charles Darwin writes (What follows is quoted from Charles Darwin's

biography of his grandfather, forming the preliminary notice to Ernst

Krause's interesting essay, 'Erasmus Darwin,' London, 1879, page 4.):--

"He seems to have had some taste for science, for he was an early

member of the well-known Spalding Club; and the celebrated antiquary

Dr. Stukeley, in 'An Account of the almost entire Sceleton of a large

Animal,' etc., published in the 'Philosophical Transactions,' April and

May 1719, begins the paper as follows: 'Having an account from my friend

Robert Darwin, Esq., of Lincoln's Inn, a person of curiosity, of a human

sceleton impressed in stone, found lately by the rector of Elston,' etc.

Stukeley then speaks of it as a great rarity, 'the like whereof has not

been observed before in this island to my knowledge.' Judging from a

sort of litany written by Robert, and handed down in the family, he

was a strong advocate of temperance, which his son ever afterwards so

strongly advocated:--

From a morning that doth shine,

From a boy that drinketh wine,

From a wife that talketh Latine,

Good Lord deliver me!

"It is suspected that the third line may be accounted for by his wife,

the mother of Erasmus, having been a very learned lady. The eldest son

of Robert, christened Robert Waring, succeeded to the estate of Elston,

and died there at the age of ninety-two, a bachelor. He had a strong

taste for poetry, like his youngest brother Erasmus. Robert also

cultivated botany, and, when an oldish man, he published his 'Principia

Botanica.' This book in MS. was beautifully written, and my father [Dr.

R.W. Darwin] declared that he believed it was published because his old

uncle could not endure that such fine caligraphy should be wasted.

But this was hardly just, as the work contains many curious notes on

biology--a subject wholly neglected in England in the last century. The

public, moreover, appreciated the book, as the copy in my possession is

the third edition."

The second son, William Alvey, inherited Elston, and transmitted it to

his granddaughter, the late Mrs. Darwin, of Elston and Creskeld. A third

son, John, became rector of Elston, the living being in the gift of the

family. The fourth son, the youngest child, was Erasmus Darwin, the poet

and philosopher.

TABLE OF RELATIONSHIP. (An incomplete list of family members.)

ROBERT DARWIN of Elston, 1682-1754, had three sons, William Alvey

Darwin, 1726-1783, Robert Waring Darwin, 1724-1816, and Erasmus Darwin,

1731-1802.

William Alvey Darwin, 1726-1783, had a son, William Brown Darwin, 1774-

1841, and a daughter, Anne Darwin.

William Brown Darwin, 1774-1841, had two daughters, Charlotte Darwin and

Sarah Darwin.

Charlotte Darwin married Francis Rhodes, now Francis Darwin of Creskeld

and Elston.

Sarah Darwin married Edward Noel.

Anne Darwin married Samuel Fox and had a son, William Darwin Fox.

ERASMUS DARWIN, 1731-1802, married (1) MARY HOWARD, 1740-1770, with whom

he had two sons, Charles Darwin, 1758-1778, and ROBERT WARING DARWIN,

and (2) Eliz. Chandos-Pole, 1747-1832, with whom he had a daughter,

Violetta Darwin, and a son, Francis Sacheverel Darwin.

ROBERT WARING DARWIN, 1767-1848, married SUSANNAH WEDGWOOD and had a

son, CHARLES ROBERT DARWIN, b. February 12, 1809, d. April 19, 1882.

Violetta Darwin married Samuel Tertius Galton and had a son, Francis

Galton.

Francis Sacheverel Darwin, 1786-1859, had two sons, Reginald Darwin and

Edward Darwin, "High Elms."

The table above shows Charles Darwin's descent from Robert, and his

relationship to some other members of the family, whose names occur in

his correspondence. Among these are included William Darwin Fox, one of

his earliest correspondents, and Francis Galton, with whom he maintained

a warm friendship for many years. Here also occurs the name of Francis

Sacheverel Darwin, who inherited a love of natural history from Erasmus,

and transmitted it to his son Edward Darwin, author (under the name of

"High Elms") of a 'Gamekeeper's Manual' (4th Edition 1863), which shows

keen observation of the habits of various animals.

It is always interesting to see how far a man's personal characteristics

can be traced in his forefathers. Charles Darwin inherited the tall

stature, but not the bulky figure of Erasmus; but in his features

there is no traceable resemblance to those of his grandfather. Nor,

it appears, had Erasmus the love of exercise and of field-sports, so

characteristic of Charles Darwin as a young man, though he had, like

his grandson, an indomitable love of hard mental work. Benevolence and

sympathy with others, and a great personal charm of manner, were common

to the two. Charles Darwin possessed, in the highest degree, that

"vividness of imagination" of which he speaks as strongly characteristic

of Erasmus, and as leading "to his overpowering tendency to theorise

and generalise." This tendency, in the case of Charles Darwin, was fully

kept in check by the determination to test his theories to the utmost.

Erasmus had a strong love of all kinds of mechanism, for which Charles

Darwin had no taste. Neither had Charles Darwin the literary temperament

which made Erasmus a poet as well as a philosopher. He writes of Erasmus

('Life of Erasmus Darwin,' page 68.): "Throughout his letters I have

been struck with his indifference to fame, and the complete absence of

all signs of any over-estimation of his own abilities, or of the success

of his works." These, indeed, seem indications of traits most strikingly

prominent in his own character. Yet we get no evidence in Erasmus of

the intense modesty and simplicity that marked Charles Darwin's whole

nature. But by the quick bursts of anger provoked in Erasmus, at the

sight of any inhumanity or injustice, we are again reminded of him.

On the whole, however, it seems to me that we do not know enough of the

essential personal tone of Erasmus Darwin's character to attempt more

than a superficial comparison; and I am left with an impression that, in

spite of many resemblances, the two men were of a different type. It

has been shown that Miss Seward and Mrs. Schimmelpenninck have

misrepresented Erasmus Darwin's character. (Ibid., pages 77, 79, etc.)

It is, however, extremely probable that the faults which they exaggerate

were to some extent characteristic of the man; and this leads me to

think that Erasmus had a certain acerbity or severity of temper which

did not exist in his grandson.

The sons of Erasmus Darwin inherited in some degree his intellectual

tastes, for Charles Darwin writes of them as follows:

"His eldest son, Charles (born September 3, 1758), was a young man of

extraordinary promise, but died (May 15, 1778) before he was twenty-one

years old, from the effects of a wound received whilst dissecting

the brain of a child. He inherited from his father a strong taste for

various branches of science, for writing verses, and for mechanics...He

also inherited stammering. With the hope of curing him, his father sent

him to France, when about eight years old (1766-'67), with a private

tutor, thinking that if he was not allowed to speak English for a time,

the habit of stammering might be lost; and it is a curious fact, that in

after years, when speaking French, he never stammered. At a very early

age he collected specimens of all kinds. When sixteen years old he

was sent for a year to [Christ Church] Oxford, but he did not like the

place, and thought (in the words of his father) that the 'vigour of his

mind languished in the pursuit of classical elegance like Hercules at

the distaff, and sighed to be removed to the robuster exercise of

the medical school of Edinburgh.' He stayed three years at Edinburgh,

working hard at his medical studies, and attending 'with diligence all

the sick poor of the parish of Waterleith, and supplying them with the

necessary medicines.' The Aesculapian Society awarded him its first

gold medal for an experimental inquiry on pus and mucus. Notices of

him appeared in various journals; and all the writers agree about his

uncommon energy and abilities. He seems like his father to have

excited the warm affection of his friends. Professor Andrew Duncan...

spoke...about him with the warmest affection forty-seven years after his

death when I was a young medical student at Edinburgh...

"About the character of his second son, Erasmus (born 1759), I have

little to say, for though he wrote poetry, he seems to have had none

of the other tastes of his father. He had, however, his own peculiar

tastes, viz., genealogy, the collecting of coins, and statistics. When

a boy he counted all the houses in the city of Lichfield, and found out

the number of inhabitants in as many as he could; he thus made a census,

and when a real one was first made, his estimate was found to be nearly

accurate. His disposition was quiet and retiring. My father had a very

high opinion of his abilities, and this was probably just, for he would

not otherwise have been invited to travel with, and pay long visits to,

men so distinguished in different ways as Boulton the engineer, and Day

the moralist and novelist." His death by suicide, in 1799, seems to have

taken place in a state of incipient insanity.

Robert Waring, the father of Charles Darwin, was born May 30, 1766, and

entered the medical profession like his father. He studied for a few

months at Leyden, and took his M.D. (I owe this information to the

kindness of Professor Rauwenhoff, Director of the Archives at Leyden.

He quotes from the catalogue of doctors that "Robertus Waring Darwin,

Anglo-britannus," defended (February 26, 1785) in the Senate a

Dissertation on the coloured images seen after looking at a bright

object, and "Medicinae Doctor creatus est a clar. Paradijs." The

archives of Leyden University are so complete that Professor Rauwenhoff

is able to tell me that my grandfather lived together with a certain

"Petrus Crompton, Anglus," in lodgings in the Apothekersdijk. Dr.

Darwin's Leyden dissertation was published in the 'Philosophical

Transactions,' and my father used to say that the work was in fact due

to Erasmus Darwin.--F.D.) at that University on February 26, 1785. "His

father" (Erasmus) "brought ('Life of Erasmus Darwin,' page 85.) him to

Shrewsbury before he was twenty-one years old (1787), and left him 20

pounds, saying, 'Let me know when you want more, and I will send it

you.' His uncle, the rector of Elston, afterwards also sent him

20 pounds, and this was the sole pecuniary aid which he ever

received...Erasmus tells Mr. Edgeworth that his son Robert, after being

settled in Shrewsbury for only six months, 'already had between forty

and fifty patients.' By the second year he was in considerable, and ever

afterwards in very large, practice."

Robert Waring Darwin married (April 18, 1796) Susannah, the daughter

of his father's friend, Josiah Wedgwood, of Etruria, then in her

thirty-second year. We have a miniature of her, with a remarkably sweet

and happy face, bearing some resemblance to the portrait by Sir Joshua

Reynolds of her father; a countenance expressive of the gentle and

sympathetic nature which Miss Meteyard ascribes to her. ('A Group of

Englishmen,' by Miss Meteyard, 1871.) She died July 15, 1817, thirty-two

years before her husband, whose death occurred on November 13, 1848. Dr.

Darwin lived before his marriage for two or three years on St. John's

Hill; afterwards at the Crescent, where his eldest daughter Marianne

was born; lastly at the "Mount," in the part of Shrewsbury known as

Frankwell, where the other children were born. This house was built

by Dr. Darwin about 1800, it is now in the possession of Mr. Spencer

Phillips, and has undergone but little alteration. It is a large, plain,

square, red-brick house, of which the most attractive feature is the

pretty green-house, opening out of the morning-room.

The house is charmingly placed, on the top of a steep bank leading down

to the Severn. The terraced bank is traversed by a long walk, leading

from end to end, still called "the Doctor's Walk." At one point in this

walk grows a Spanish chestnut, the branches of which bend back parallel

to themselves in a curious manner, and this was Charles Darwin's

favourite tree as a boy, where he and his sister Catherine had each

their special seat.

The Doctor took a great pleasure in his garden, planting it with

ornamental trees and shrubs, and being especially successful in

fruit-trees; and this love of plants was, I think, the only taste

kindred to natural history which he possessed. Of the "Mount

pigeons," which Miss Meteyard describes as illustrating Dr. Darwin's

natural-history taste, I have not been able to hear from those most

capable of knowing. Miss Meteyard's account of him is not quite accurate

in a few points. For instance, it is incorrect to describe Dr. Darwin as

having a philosophical mind; his was a mind especially given to detail,

and not to generalising. Again, those who knew him intimately describe

him as eating remarkably little, so that he was not "a great feeder,

eating a goose for his dinner, as easily as other men do a partridge."

('A Group of Englishmen,' page 263.) In the matter of dress he was

conservative, and wore to the end of his life knee-breeches and drab

gaiters, which, however, certainly did not, as Miss Meteyard says,

button above the knee--a form of costume chiefly known to us in

grenadiers of Queen Anne's day, and in modern wood-cutters and

ploughboys.

Charles Darwin had the strongest feeling of love and respect for his

father's memory. His recollection of everything that was connected with

him was peculiarly distinct, and he spoke of him frequently; generally

prefacing an anecdote with some such phrase as, "My father, who was

the wisest man I ever knew, etc..." It was astonishing how clearly he

remembered his father's opinions, so that he was able to quote some

maxims or hint of his in most cases of illness. As a rule, he put small

faith in doctors, and thus his unlimited belief in Dr. Darwin's medical

instinct and methods of treatment was all the more striking.

His reverence for him was boundless and most touching. He would have

wished to judge everything else in the world dispassionately, but

anything his father had said was received with almost implicit faith.

His daughter Mrs. Litchfield remembers him saying that he hoped none

of his sons would ever believe anything because he said it, unless they

were themselves convinced of its truth,--a feeling in striking contrast

with his own manner of faith.

A visit which Charles Darwin made to Shrewsbury in 1869 left on the mind

of his daughter who accompanied him a strong impression of his love for

his old home. The then tenant of the Mount showed them over the house,

etc., and with mistaken hospitality remained with the party during the

whole visit. As they were leaving, Charles Darwin said, with a pathetic

look of regret, "If I could have been left alone in that green-house

for five minutes, I know I should have been able to see my father in his

wheel-chair as vividly as if he had been there before me."

Perhaps this incident shows what I think is the truth, that the memory

of his father he loved the best, was that of him as an old man. Mrs.

Litchfield has noted down a few words which illustrate well his feeling

towards his father. She describes him as saying with the most tender

respect, "I think my father was a little unjust to me when I was young,

but afterwards I am thankful to think I became a prime favourite with

him." She has a vivid recollection of the expression of happy reverie

that accompanied these words, as if he were reviewing the whole

relation, and the remembrance left a deep sense of peace and gratitude.

What follows was added by Charles Darwin to his autobiographical

'Recollections,' and was written about 1877 or 1878.

"I may here add a few pages about my father, who was in many ways a

remarkable man.

"He was about 6 feet 2 inches in height, with broad shoulders, and very

corpulent, so that he was the largest man whom I ever saw. When he

last weighed himself, he was 24 stone, but afterwards increased much in

weight. His chief mental characteristics were his powers of observation

and his sympathy, neither of which have I ever seen exceeded or even

equalled. His sympathy was not only with the distresses of others, but

in a greater degree with the pleasures of all around him. This led him

to be always scheming to give pleasure to others, and, though hating

extravagance, to perform many generous actions. For instance, Mr. B--,

a small manufacturer in Shrewsbury, came to him one day, and said he

should be bankrupt unless he could at once borrow 10,000 pounds, but

that he was unable to give any legal security. My father heard his

reasons for believing that he could ultimately repay the money, and

from [his] intuitive perception of character felt sure that he was to

be trusted. So he advanced this sum, which was a very large one for him

while young, and was after a time repaid.

"I suppose that it was his sympathy which gave him unbounded power of

winning confidence, and as a consequence made him highly successful as a

physician. He began to practise before he was twenty-one years old, and

his fees during the first year paid for the keep of two horses and a

servant. On the following year his practice was large, and so continued

for about sixty years, when he ceased to attend on any one. His great

success as a doctor was the more remarkable, as he told me that he

at first hated his profession so much that if he had been sure of the

smallest pittance, or if his father had given him any choice, nothing

should have induced him to follow it. To the end of his life, the

thought of an operation almost sickened him, and he could scarcely

endure to see a person bled--a horror which he has transmitted to

me--and I remember the horror which I felt as a schoolboy in reading

about Pliny (I think) bleeding to death in a warm bath...

"Owing to my father's power of winning confidence, many patients,

especially ladies, consulted him when suffering from any misery, as

a sort of Father-Confessor. He told me that they always began by

complaining in a vague manner about their health, and by practice he

soon guessed what was really the matter. He then suggested that they

had been suffering in their minds, and now they would pour out their

troubles, and he heard nothing more about the body...Owing to

my father's skill in winning confidence he received many strange

confessions of misery and guilt. He often remarked how many miserable

wives he had known. In several instances husbands and wives had gone on

pretty well together for between twenty and thirty years, and then hated

each other bitterly; this he attributed to their having lost a common

bond in their young children having grown up.

"But the most remarkable power which my father possessed was that of

reading the characters, and even the thoughts of those whom he saw even

for a short time. We had many instances of the power, some of which

seemed almost supernatural. It saved my father from ever making (with

one exception, and the character of this man was soon discovered) an

unworthy friend. A strange clergyman came to Shrewsbury, and seemed

to be a rich man; everybody called on him, and he was invited to many

houses. My father called, and on his return home told my sisters on no

account to invite him or his family to our house; for he felt sure that

the man was not to be trusted. After a few months he suddenly bolted,

being heavily in debt, and was found out to be little better than an

habitual swindler. Here is a case of trustfulness which not many men

would have ventured on. An Irish gentleman, a complete stranger, called

on my father one day, and said that he had lost his purse, and that it

would be a serious inconvenience to him to wait in Shrewsbury until he

could receive a remittance from Ireland. He then asked my father to lend

him 20 pounds, which was immediately done, as my father felt certain

that the story was a true one. As soon as a letter could arrive from

Ireland, one came with the most profuse thanks, and enclosing, as he

said, a 20 pound Bank of England note, but no note was enclosed. I asked

my father whether this did not stagger him, but he answered 'not in

the least.' On the next day another letter came with many apologies for

having forgotten (like a true Irishman) to put the note into his letter

of the day before...(A gentleman) brought his nephew, who was insane

but quite gentle, to my father; and the young man's insanity led him to

accuse himself of all the crimes under heaven. When my father afterwards

talked over the matter with the uncle, he said, 'I am sure that your

nephew is really guilty of...a heinous crime.' Whereupon [the gentleman]

said, 'Good God, Dr. Darwin, who told you; we thought that no human

being knew the fact except ourselves!' My father told me the story many

years after the event, and I asked him how he distinguished the true

from the false self-accusations; and it was very characteristic of my

father that he said he could not explain how it was.

"The following story shows what good guesses my father could make. Lord

Shelburne, afterwards the first Marquis of Lansdowne, was famous (as

Macaulay somewhere remarks) for his knowledge of the affairs of Europe,

on which he greatly prided himself. He consulted my father medically,

and afterwards harangued him on the state of Holland. My father had

studied medicine at Leyden, and one day [while there] went a long walk

into the country with a friend who took him to the house of a clergyman

(we will say the Rev. Mr. A--, for I have forgotten his name), who had

married an Englishwoman. My father was very hungry, and there was little

for luncheon except cheese, which he could never eat. The old lady was

surprised and grieved at this, and assured my father that it was an

excellent cheese, and had been sent her from Bowood, the seat of Lord

Shelburne. My father wondered why a cheese should be sent her from

Bowood, but thought nothing more about it until it flashed across his

mind many years afterwards, whilst Lord Shelburne was talking about

Holland. So he answered, 'I should think from what I saw of the Rev. Mr.

A--, that he was a very able man, and well acquainted with the state

of Holland.' My father saw that the Earl, who immediately changed the

conversation was much startled. On the next morning my father received a

note from the Earl, saying that he had delayed starting on his journey,

and wished particularly to see my father. When he called, the Earl said,

'Dr. Darwin, it is of the utmost importance to me and to the Rev.

Mr. A-- to learn how you have discovered that he is the source of my

information about Holland.' So my father had to explain the state of

the case, and he supposed that Lord Shelburne was much struck with

his diplomatic skill in guessing, for during many years afterwards he

received many kind messages from him through various friends. I think

that he must have told the story to his children; for Sir C. Lyell asked

me many years ago why the Marquis of Lansdowne (the son or grand-son

of the first marquis) felt so much interest about me, whom he had never

seen, and my family. When forty new members (the forty thieves as they

were then called) were added to the Athenaeum Club, there was much

canvassing to be one of them; and without my having asked any one,

Lord Lansdowne proposed me and got me elected. If I am right in my

supposition, it was a queer concatenation of events that my father not

eating cheese half-a-century before in Holland led to my election as a

member of the Athenaeum.

"The sharpness of his observation led him to predict with remarkable

skill the course of any illness, and he suggested endless small details

of relief. I was told that a young doctor in Shrewsbury, who disliked my

father, used to say that he was wholly unscientific, but owned that his

power of predicting the end of an illness was unparalleled. Formerly

when he thought that I should be a doctor, he talked much to me about

his patients. In the old days the practice of bleeding largely was

universal, but my father maintained that far more evil was thus caused

than good done; and he advised me if ever I was myself ill not to allow

any doctor to take more than an extremely small quantity of blood. Long

before typhoid fever was recognised as distinct, my father told me that

two utterly distinct kinds of illness were confounded under the name

of typhus fever. He was vehement against drinking, and was convinced of

both the direct and inherited evil effects of alcohol when habitually

taken even in moderate quantity in a very large majority of cases. But

he admitted and advanced instances of certain persons who could drink

largely during their whole lives without apparently suffering any evil

effects, and he believed that he could often beforehand tell who would

thus not suffer. He himself never drank a drop of any alcoholic fluid.

This remark reminds me of a case showing how a witness under the most

favourable circumstances may be utterly mistaken. A gentleman-farmer was

strongly urged by my father not to drink, and was encouraged by being

told that he himself never touched any spirituous liquor. Whereupon the

gentleman said, 'Come, come, Doctor, this won't do--though it is very

kind of you to say so for my sake--for I know that you take a very

large glass of hot gin and water every evening after your dinner.' (This

belief still survives, and was mentioned to my brother in 1884 by an

old inhabitant of Shrewsbury.--F.D.) So my father asked him how he knew

this. The man answered, 'My cook was your kitchen-maid for two or three

years, and she saw the butler every day prepare and take to you the

gin and water.' The explanation was that my father had the odd habit of

drinking hot water in a very tall and large glass after his dinner; and

the butler used first to put some cold water in the glass, which the

girl mistook for gin, and then filled it up with boiling water from the

kitchen boiler.

"My father used to tell me many little things which he had found useful

in his medical practice. Thus ladies often cried much while telling him

their troubles, and thus caused much loss of his precious time. He soon

found that begging them to command and restrain themselves, always made

them weep the more, so that afterwards he always encouraged them to go

on crying, saying that this would relieve them more than anything else,

and with the invariable result that they soon ceased to cry, and he

could hear what they had to say and give his advice. When patients who

were very ill craved for some strange and unnatural food, my father

asked them what had put such an idea into their heads; if they answered

that they did not know, he would allow them to try the food, and often

with success, as he trusted to their having a kind of instinctive

desire; but if they answered that they had heard that the food in

question had done good to some one else, he firmly refused his assent.

"He gave one day an odd little specimen of human nature. When a very

young man he was called in to consult with the family physician in the

case of a gentleman of much distinction in Shropshire. The old doctor

told the wife that the illness was of such a nature that it must

end fatally. My father took a different view and maintained that the

gentleman would recover: he was proved quite wrong in all respects (I

think by autopsy) and he owned his error. He was then convinced that he

should never again be consulted by this family; but after a few months

the widow sent for him, having dismissed the old family doctor. My

father was so much surprised at this, that he asked a friend of the

widow to find out why he was again consulted. The widow answered her

friend, that 'she would never again see the odious old doctor who said

from the first that her husband would die, while Dr. Darwin always

maintained that he would recover!' In another case my father told a lady

that her husband would certainly die. Some months afterwards he saw

the widow, who was a very sensible woman, and she said, 'You are a very

young man, and allow me to advise you always to give, as long as you

possibly can, hope to any near relative nursing a patient. You made me

despair, and from that moment I lost strength.' My father said that

he had often since seen the paramount importance, for the sake of the

patient, of keeping up the hope and with it the strength of the nurse in

charge. This he sometimes found difficult to do compatibly with truth.

One old gentleman, however, caused him no such perplexity. He was sent

for by Mr.P--, who said, 'From all that I have seen and heard of you I

believe that you are the sort of man who will speak the truth, and if I

ask, you will tell me when I am dying. Now I much desire that you should

attend me, if you will promise, whatever I may say, always to declare

that I am not going to die.' My father acquiesced on the understanding

that his words should in fact have no meaning.

"My father possessed an extraordinary memory, especially for dates, so

that he knew, when he was very old, the day of the birth, marriage, and

death of a multitude of persons in Shropshire; and he once told me that

this power annoyed him; for if he once heard a date, he could not forget

it; and thus the deaths of many friends were often recalled to his mind.

Owing to his strong memory he knew an extraordinary number of curious

stories, which he liked to tell, as he was a great talker. He was

generally in high spirits, and laughed and joked with every one--often

with his servants--with the utmost freedom; yet he had the art of making

every one obey him to the letter. Many persons were much afraid of him.

I remember my father telling us one day, with a laugh, that several

persons had asked him whether Miss --, a grand old lady in Shropshire,

had called on him, so that at last he enquired why they asked him; and

he was told that Miss --, whom my father had somehow mortally offended,

was telling everybody that she would call and tell 'that fat old doctor

very plainly what she thought of him.' She had already called, but

her courage had failed, and no one could have been more courteous and

friendly. As a boy, I went to stay at the house of --, whose wife was

insane; and the poor creature, as soon as she saw me, was in the most

abject state of terror that I ever saw, weeping bitterly and asking me

over and over again, 'Is your father coming?' but was soon pacified.

On my return home, I asked my father why she was so frightened, and

he answered he was very glad to hear it, as he had frightened her on

purpose, feeling sure that she would be kept in safety and much happier

without any restraint, if her husband could influence her, whenever she

became at all violent, by proposing to send for Dr. Darwin; and these

words succeeded perfectly during the rest of her long life.

"My father was very sensitive, so that many small events annoyed him or

pained him much. I once asked him, when he was old and could not walk,

why he did not drive out for exercise; and he answered, 'Every road out

of Shrewsbury is associated in my mind with some painful event.' Yet he

was generally in high spirits. He was easily made very angry, but his

kindness was unbounded. He was widely and deeply loved.

"He was a cautious and good man of business, so that he hardly ever lost

money by an investment, and left to his children a very large property.

I remember a story showing how easily utterly false beliefs originate

and spread. Mr. E --, a squire of one of the oldest families in

Shropshire, and head partner in a bank, committed suicide. My father was

sent for as a matter of form, and found him dead. I may mention, by the

way, to show how matters were managed in those old days, that because

Mr. E -- was a rather great man, and universally respected, no inquest

was held over his body. My father, in returning home, thought it proper

to call at the bank (where he had an account) to tell the managing

partners of the event, as it was not improbable that it would cause a

run on the bank. Well, the story was spread far and wide, that my father

went into the bank, drew out all his money, left the bank, came back

again, and said, 'I may just tell you that Mr. E -- has killed himself,'

and then departed. It seems that it was then a common belief that money

withdrawn from a bank was not safe until the person had passed out

through the door of the bank. My father did not hear this story till

some little time afterwards, when the managing partner said that he had

departed from his invariable rule of never allowing any one to see the

account of another man, by having shown the ledger with my father's

account to several persons, as this proved that my father had not drawn

out a penny on that day. It would have been dishonourable in my father

to have used his professional knowledge for his private advantage.

Nevertheless, the supposed act was greatly admired by some persons;

and many years afterwards, a gentleman remarked, 'Ah, Doctor, what a

splendid man of business you were in so cleverly getting all your money

safe out of that bank!'

"My father's mind was not scientific, and he did not try to generalize

his knowledge under general laws; yet he formed a theory for almost

everything which occurred. I do not think I gained much from him

intellectually; but his example ought to have been of much moral service

to all his children. One of his golden rules (a hard one to follow) was,

'Never become the friend of any one whom you cannot respect.'"

Dr. Darwin had six children (Of these Mrs. Wedgwood is now the sole

survivor.): Marianne, married Dr. Henry Parker; Caroline, married

Josiah Wedgwood; Erasmus Alvey; Susan, died unmarried; Charles Robert;

Catherine, married Rev. Charles Langton.

The elder son, Erasmus, was born in 1804, and died unmarried at the age

of seventy-seven.

He, like his brother, was educated at Shrewsbury School and at Christ's

College, Cambridge. He studied medicine at Edinburgh and in London, and

took the degree of Bachelor of Medicine at Cambridge. He never made any

pretence of practising as a doctor, and, after leaving Cambridge, lived

a quiet life in London.

There was something pathetic in Charles Darwin's affection for his

brother Erasmus, as if he always recollected his solitary life, and the

touching patience and sweetness of his nature. He often spoke of him

as "Poor old Ras," or "Poor dear old Philos"--I imagine Philos

(Philosopher) was a relic of the days when they worked at chemistry

in the tool-house at Shrewsbury--a time of which he always preserved a

pleasant memory. Erasmus being rather more than four years older than

Charles Darwin, they were not long together at Cambridge, but previously

at Edinburgh they lived in the same lodgings, and after the Voyage they

lived for a time together in Erasmus' house in Great Marlborough Street.

At this time also he often speaks with much affection of Erasmus in his

letters to Fox, using words such as "my dear good old brother." In later

years Erasmus Darwin came to Down occasionally, or joined his brother's

family in a summer holiday. But gradually it came about that he could

not, through ill health, make up his mind to leave London, and then they

only saw each other when Charles Darwin went for a week at a time to his

brother's house in Queen Anne Street.

The following note on his brother's character was written by Charles

Darwin at about the same time that the sketch of his father was added to

the 'Recollections.':--

"My brother Erasmus possessed a remarkably clear mind with extensive

and diversified tastes and knowledge in literature, art, and even in

science. For a short time he collected and dried plants, and during

a somewhat longer time experimented in chemistry. He was extremely

agreeable, and his wit often reminded me of that in the letters and

works of Charles Lamb. He was very kind-hearted...His health from his

boyhood had been weak, and as a consequence he failed in energy. His

spirits were not high, sometimes low, more especially during early

and middle manhood. He read much, even whilst a boy, and at school

encouraged me to read, lending me books. Our minds and tastes

were, however, so different, that I do not think I owe much to him

intellectually. I am inclined to agree with Francis Galton in believing

that education and environment produce only a small effect on the mind

of any one, and that most of our qualities are innate."

Erasmus Darwin's name, though not known to the general public, may

be remembered from the sketch of his character in Carlyle's

'Reminiscences,' which I here reproduce in part:--

"Erasmus Darwin, a most diverse kind of mortal, came to seek us out very

soon ('had heard of Carlyle in Germany, etc.') and continues ever

since to be a quiet house-friend, honestly attached; though his visits

latterly have been rarer and rarer, health so poor, I so occupied, etc.,

etc. He had something of original and sarcastically ingenious in him,

one of the sincerest, naturally truest, and most modest of men; elder

brother of Charles Darwin (the famed Darwin on Species of these days) to

whom I rather prefer him for intellect, had not his health quite doomed

him to silence and patient idleness...My dear one had a great favour for

this honest Darwin always; many a road, to shops and the like, he drove

her in his cab (Darwingium Cabbum comparable to Georgium Sidus) in those

early days when even the charge of omnibuses was a consideration, and

his sparse utterances, sardonic often, were a great amusement to her. 'A

perfect gentleman,' she at once discerned him to be, and of sound worth

and kindliness in the most unaffected form." (Carlyle's 'Reminiscences,'

vol. ii. page 208.)

Charles Darwin did not appreciate this sketch of his brother; he thought

Carlyle had missed the essence of his most lovable nature.

I am tempted by the wish of illustrating further the character of one

so sincerely beloved by all Charles Darwin's children, to reproduce a

letter to the "Spectator" (September 3, 1881) by his cousin Miss Julia

Wedgwood.

"A portrait from Mr. Carlyle's portfolio not regretted by any who loved

the original, surely confers sufficient distinction to warrant a few

words of notice, when the character it depicts is withdrawn from mortal

gaze. Erasmus, the only brother of Charles Darwin, and the faithful

and affectionate old friend of both the Carlyles, has left a circle of

mourners who need no tribute from illustrious pen to embalm the memory

so dear to their hearts; but a wider circle must have felt some interest

excited by that tribute, and may receive with a certain attention the

record of a unique and indelible impression, even though it be made only

on the hearts of those who cannot bequeath it, and with whom, therefore,

it must speedily pass away. They remember it with the same distinctness

as they remember a creation of genius; it has in like manner enriched

and sweetened life, formed a common meeting-point for those who had

no other; and, in its strong fragrance of individuality, enforced that

respect for the idiosyncracies of human character without which moral

judgment is always hard and shallow, and often unjust. Carlyle was one

to find a peculiar enjoyment in the combination of liveliness and repose

which gave his friend's society an influence at once stimulating and

soothing, and the warmth of his appreciation was not made known first

in its posthumous expression; his letters of anxiety nearly thirty

years ago, when the frail life which has been prolonged to old age

was threatened by serious illness, are still fresh in my memory. The

friendship was equally warm with both husband and wife. I remember

well a pathetic little remonstrance from her elicited by an avowal from

Erasmus Darwin, that he preferred cats to dogs, which she felt a slur

on her little 'Nero;' and the tones in which she said, 'Oh, but you

are fond of dogs! you are too kind not to be,' spoke of a long vista of

small, gracious kindnesses, remembered with a tender gratitude. He was

intimate also with a person whose friends, like those of Mr. Carlyle,

have not always had cause to congratulate themselves on their place in

her gallery,--Harriet Martineau. I have heard him more than once call

her a faithful friend, and it always seemed to me a curious tribute

to something in the friendship that he alone supplied; but if she had

written of him at all, I believe the mention, in its heartiness of

appreciation, would have afforded a rare and curious meeting-point with

the other 'Reminiscences,' so like and yet so unlike. It is not possible

to transfer the impression of a character; we can only suggest it by

means of some resemblance; and it is a singular illustration of that

irony which checks or directs our sympathies, that in trying to give

some notion of the man whom, among those who were not his kindred,

Carlyle appears to have most loved, I can say nothing more descriptive

than that he seems to me to have had something in common with the man

whom Carlyle least appreciated. The society of Erasmus Darwin had, to my

mind, much the same charm as the writings of Charles Lamb. There was

the same kind of playfulness, the same lightness of touch, the same

tenderness, perhaps the same limitations. On another side of his nature,

I have often been reminded of him by the quaint, delicate humour, the

superficial intolerance, the deep springs of pity, the peculiar mixture

of something pathetic with a sort of gay scorn, entirely remote from

contempt, which distinguish the Ellesmere of Sir Arthur Helps' earlier

dialogues. Perhaps we recall such natures most distinctly, when such a

resemblance is all that is left of them. The character is not merged

in the creation; and what we lose in the power to communicate our

impression, we seem to gain in its vividness. Erasmus Darwin has

passed away in old age, yet his memory retains something of a youthful

fragrance; his influence gave much happiness, of a kind usually

associated with youth, to many lives besides the illustrious one whose

records justify, though certainly they do not inspire, the wish to place

this fading chaplet on his grave."

The foregoing pages give, in a fragmentary manner, as much perhaps as

need be told of the family from which Charles Darwin came, and may serve

as an introduction to the autobiographical chapter which follows.

CHAPTER 1.II. -- AUTOBIOGRAPHY.

[My father's autobiographical recollections, given in the present

chapter, were written for his children,--and written without any

thought that they would ever be published. To many this may seem an

impossibility; but those who knew my father will understand how it was

not only possible, but natural. The autobiography bears the heading,

'Recollections of the Development of my Mind and Character,' and end

with the following note:--

"Aug.3, 1876. This sketch of my life was begun about May 28th at

Hopedene (Mr. Hensleigh Wedgwood's house in Surrey.), and since then I

have written for nearly an hour on most afternoons." It will easily be

understood that, in a narrative of a personal and intimate kind written

for his wife and children, passages should occur which must here be

omitted; and I have not thought it necessary to indicate where

such omissions are made. It has been found necessary to make a few

corrections of obvious verbal slips, but the number of such alterations

has been kept down to the minimum.--F.D.]

A German Editor having written to me for an account of the development

of my mind and character with some sketch of my autobiography, I have

thought that the attempt would amuse me, and might possibly interest

my children or their children. I know that it would have interested me

greatly to have read even so short and dull a sketch of the mind of my

grandfather, written by himself, and what he thought and did, and how he

worked. I have attempted to write the following account of myself, as if

I were a dead man in another world looking back at my own life. Nor have

I found this difficult, for life is nearly over with me. I have taken no

pains about my style of writing.

I was born at Shrewsbury on February 12th, 1809, and my earliest

recollection goes back only to when I was a few months over four years

old, when we went to near Abergele for sea-bathing, and I recollect some

events and places there with some little distinctness.

My mother died in July 1817, when I was a little over eight years old,

and it is odd that I can remember hardly anything about her except

her death-bed, her black velvet gown, and her curiously constructed

work-table. In the spring of this same year I was sent to a day-school

in Shrewsbury, where I stayed a year. I have been told that I was much

slower in learning than my younger sister Catherine, and I believe that

I was in many ways a naughty boy.

By the time I went to this day-school (Kept by Rev. G. Case, minister of

the Unitarian Chapel in the High Street. Mrs. Darwin was a Unitarian

and attended Mr. Case's chapel, and my father as a little boy went there

with his elder sisters. But both he and his brother were christened and

intended to belong to the Church of England; and after his early boyhood

he seems usually to have gone to church and not to Mr. Case's. It

appears ("St. James' Gazette", Dec. 15, 1883) that a mural tablet has

been erected to his memory in the chapel, which is now known as the

'Free Christian Church.') my taste for natural history, and more

especially for collecting, was well developed. I tried to make out

the names of plants (Rev. W.A. Leighton, who was a schoolfellow of my

father's at Mr. Case's school, remembers his bringing a flower to school

and saying that his mother had taught him how by looking at the inside

of the blossom the name of the plant could be discovered. Mr. Leighton

goes on, "This greatly roused my attention and curiosity, and I enquired

of him repeatedly how this could be done?"--but his lesson was naturally

enough not transmissible.--F.D.), and collected all sorts of things,

shells, seals, franks, coins, and minerals. The passion for collecting

which leads a man to be a systematic naturalist, a virtuoso, or a miser,

was very strong in me, and was clearly innate, as none of my sisters or

brother ever had this taste.

One little event during this year has fixed itself very firmly in my

mind, and I hope that it has done so from my conscience having been

afterwards sorely troubled by it; it is curious as showing that

apparently I was interested at this early age in the variability of

plants! I told another little boy (I believe it was Leighton, who

afterwards became a well-known lichenologist and botanist), that I could

produce variously coloured polyanthuses and primroses by watering them

with certain coloured fluids, which was of course a monstrous fable, and

had never been tried by me. I may here also confess that as a little boy

I was much given to inventing deliberate falsehoods, and this was always

done for the sake of causing excitement. For instance, I once gathered

much valuable fruit from my father's trees and hid it in the shrubbery,

and then ran in breathless haste to spread the news that I had

discovered a hoard of stolen fruit.

I must have been a very simple little fellow when I first went to the

school. A boy of the name of Garnett took me into a cake shop one day,

and bought some cakes for which he did not pay, as the shopman trusted

him. When we came out I asked him why he did not pay for them, and he

instantly answered, "Why, do you not know that my uncle left a great

sum of money to the town on condition that every tradesman should give

whatever was wanted without payment to any one who wore his old hat and

moved [it] in a particular manner?" and he then showed me how it was

moved. He then went into another shop where he was trusted, and asked

for some small article, moving his hat in the proper manner, and of

course obtained it without payment. When we came out he said, "Now if

you like to go by yourself into that cake-shop (how well I remember its

exact position) I will lend you my hat, and you can get whatever you

like if you move the hat on your head properly." I gladly accepted the

generous offer, and went in and asked for some cakes, moved the old hat

and was walking out of the shop, when the shopman made a rush at me, so

I dropped the cakes and ran for dear life, and was astonished by being

greeted with shouts of laughter by my false friend Garnett.

I can say in my own favour that I was as a boy humane, but I owed this

entirely to the instruction and example of my sisters. I doubt indeed

whether humanity is a natural or innate quality. I was very fond of

collecting eggs, but I never took more than a single egg out of a bird's

nest, except on one single occasion, when I took all, not for their

value, but from a sort of bravado.

I had a strong taste for angling, and would sit for any number of hours

on the bank of a river or pond watching the float; when at Maer (The

house of his uncle, Josiah Wedgwood.) I was told that I could kill the

worms with salt and water, and from that day I never spitted a living

worm, though at the expense probably of some loss of success.

Once as a very little boy whilst at the day school, or before that time,

I acted cruelly, for I beat a puppy, I believe, simply from enjoying

the sense of power; but the beating could not have been severe, for

the puppy did not howl, of which I feel sure, as the spot was near

the house. This act lay heavily on my conscience, as is shown by my

remembering the exact spot where the crime was committed. It probably

lay all the heavier from my love of dogs being then, and for a long time

afterwards, a passion. Dogs seemed to know this, for I was an adept in

robbing their love from their masters.

I remember clearly only one other incident during this year whilst at

Mr. Case's daily school,--namely, the burial of a dragoon soldier; and

it is surprising how clearly I can still see the horse with the man's

empty boots and carbine suspended to the saddle, and the firing over the

grave. This scene deeply stirred whatever poetic fancy there was in me.

In the summer of 1818 I went to Dr. Butler's great school in Shrewsbury,

and remained there for seven years still Midsummer 1825, when I was

sixteen years old. I boarded at this school, so that I had the great

advantage of living the life of a true schoolboy; but as the distance

was hardly more than a mile to my home, I very often ran there in the

longer intervals between the callings over and before locking up at

night. This, I think, was in many ways advantageous to me by keeping up

home affections and interests. I remember in the early part of my school

life that I often had to run very quickly to be in time, and from being

a fleet runner was generally successful; but when in doubt I prayed

earnestly to God to help me, and I well remember that I attributed my

success to the prayers and not to my quick running, and marvelled how

generally I was aided.

I have heard my father and elder sister say that I had, as a very young

boy, a strong taste for long solitary walks; but what I thought about I

know not. I often became quite absorbed, and once, whilst returning to

school on the summit of the old fortifications round Shrewsbury, which

had been converted into a public foot-path with no parapet on one side,

I walked off and fell to the ground, but the height was only seven or

eight feet. Nevertheless the number of thoughts which passed through my

mind during this very short, but sudden and wholly unexpected fall, was

astonishing, and seem hardly compatible with what physiologists have, I

believe, proved about each thought requiring quite an appreciable amount

of time.

Nothing could have been worse for the development of my mind than

Dr. Butler's school, as it was strictly classical, nothing else being

taught, except a little ancient geography and history. The school as a

means of education to me was simply a blank. During my whole life I have

been singularly incapable of mastering any language. Especial attention

was paid to verse-making, and this I could never do well. I had many

friends, and got together a good collection of old verses, which by

patching together, sometimes aided by other boys, I could work into any

subject. Much attention was paid to learning by heart the lessons of the

previous day; this I could effect with great facility, learning forty or

fifty lines of Virgil or Homer, whilst I was in morning chapel; but

this exercise was utterly useless, for every verse was forgotten

in forty-eight hours. I was not idle, and with the exception of

versification, generally worked conscientiously at my classics, not

using cribs. The sole pleasure I ever received from such studies, was

from some of the odes of Horace, which I admired greatly.

When I left the school I was for my age neither high nor low in it; and

I believe that I was considered by all my masters and by my father as a

very ordinary boy, rather below the common standard in intellect. To my

deep mortification my father once said to me, "You care for nothing but

shooting, dogs, and rat-catching, and you will be a disgrace to yourself

and all your family." But my father, who was the kindest man I ever

knew and whose memory I love with all my heart, must have been angry and

somewhat unjust when he used such words.

Looking back as well as I can at my character during my school life, the

only qualities which at this period promised well for the future,

were, that I had strong and diversified tastes, much zeal for whatever

interested me, and a keen pleasure in understanding any complex subject

or thing. I was taught Euclid by a private tutor, and I distinctly

remember the intense satisfaction which the clear geometrical proofs

gave me. I remember, with equal distinctness, the delight which my uncle

gave me (the father of Francis Galton) by explaining the principle

of the vernier of a barometer with respect to diversified tastes,

independently of science, I was fond of reading various books, and

I used to sit for hours reading the historical plays of Shakespeare,

generally in an old window in the thick walls of the school. I read also

other poetry, such as Thomson's 'Seasons,' and the recently published

poems of Byron and Scott. I mention this because later in life I

wholly lost, to my great regret, all pleasure from poetry of any kind,

including Shakespeare. In connection with pleasure from poetry, I may

add that in 1822 a vivid delight in scenery was first awakened in my

mind, during a riding tour on the borders of Wales, and this has lasted

longer than any other aesthetic pleasure.

Early in my school days a boy had a copy of the 'Wonders of the World,'

which I often read, and disputed with other boys about the veracity of

some of the statements; and I believe that this book first gave me a

wish to travel in remote countries, which was ultimately fulfilled

by the voyage of the "Beagle". In the latter part of my school life

I became passionately fond of shooting; I do not believe that any

one could have shown more zeal for the most holy cause than I did for

shooting birds. How well I remember killing my first snipe, and my

excitement was so great that I had much difficulty in reloading my gun

from the trembling of my hands. This taste long continued, and I became

a very good shot. When at Cambridge I used to practise throwing up my

gun to my shoulder before a looking-glass to see that I threw it up

straight. Another and better plan was to get a friend to wave about a

lighted candle, and then to fire at it with a cap on the nipple, and if

the aim was accurate the little puff of air would blow out the candle.

The explosion of the cap caused a sharp crack, and I was told that the

tutor of the college remarked, "What an extraordinary thing it is, Mr.

Darwin seems to spend hours in cracking a horse-whip in his room, for I

often hear the crack when I pass under his windows."

I had many friends amongst the schoolboys, whom I loved dearly, and I

think that my disposition was then very affectionate.

With respect to science, I continued collecting minerals with much

zeal, but quite unscientifically--all that I cared about was a new-NAMED

mineral, and I hardly attempted to classify them. I must have observed

insects with some little care, for when ten years old (1819) I went for

three weeks to Plas Edwards on the sea-coast in Wales, I was very much

interested and surprised at seeing a large black and scarlet Hemipterous

insect, many moths (Zygaena), and a Cicindela which are not found in

Shropshire. I almost made up my mind to begin collecting all the insects

which I could find dead, for on consulting my sister I concluded that it

was not right to kill insects for the sake of making a collection. From

reading White's 'Selborne,' I took much pleasure in watching the

habits of birds, and even made notes on the subject. In my simplicity I

remember wondering why every gentleman did not become an ornithologist.

Towards the close of my school life, my brother worked hard at

chemistry, and made a fair laboratory with proper apparatus in the

tool-house in the garden, and I was allowed to aid him as a servant in

most of his experiments. He made all the gases and many compounds, and

I read with great care several books on chemistry, such as Henry and

Parkes' 'Chemical Catechism.' The subject interested me greatly, and we

often used to go on working till rather late at night. This was the best

part of my education at school, for it showed me practically the meaning

of experimental science. The fact that we worked at chemistry somehow

got known at school, and as it was an unprecedented fact, I was

nicknamed "Gas." I was also once publicly rebuked by the head-master,

Dr. Butler, for thus wasting my time on such useless subjects; and he

called me very unjustly a "poco curante," and as I did not understand

what he meant, it seemed to me a fearful reproach.

As I was doing no good at school, my father wisely took me away at a

rather earlier age than usual, and sent me (Oct. 1825) to Edinburgh

University with my brother, where I stayed for two years or sessions. My

brother was completing his medical studies, though I do not believe he

ever really intended to practise, and I was sent there to commence

them. But soon after this period I became convinced from various small

circumstances that my father would leave me property enough to subsist

on with some comfort, though I never imagined that I should be so rich a

man as I am; but my belief was sufficient to check any strenuous efforts

to learn medicine.

The instruction at Edinburgh was altogether by lectures, and these were

intolerably dull, with the exception of those on chemistry by Hope; but

to my mind there are no advantages and many disadvantages in lectures

compared with reading. Dr. Duncan's lectures on Materia Medica at 8

o'clock on a winter's morning are something fearful to remember. Dr.--

made his lectures on human anatomy as dull as he was himself, and the

subject disgusted me. It has proved one of the greatest evils in my life

that I was not urged to practise dissection, for I should soon have got

over my disgust; and the practice would have been invaluable for all

my future work. This has been an irremediable evil, as well as my

incapacity to draw. I also attended regularly the clinical wards in the

hospital. Some of the cases distressed me a good deal, and I still have

vivid pictures before me of some of them; but I was not so foolish as to

allow this to lessen my attendance. I cannot understand why this part

of my medical course did not interest me in a greater degree; for during

the summer before coming to Edinburgh I began attending some of the poor

people, chiefly children and women in Shrewsbury: I wrote down as full

an account as I could of the case with all the symptoms, and read them

aloud to my father, who suggested further inquiries and advised me what

medicines to give, which I made up myself. At one time I had at least a

dozen patients, and I felt a keen interest in the work. My father, who

was by far the best judge of character whom I ever knew, declared that

I should make a successful physician,--meaning by this one who would

get many patients. He maintained that the chief element of success was

exciting confidence; but what he saw in me which convinced him that I

should create confidence I know not. I also attended on two occasions

the operating theatre in the hospital at Edinburgh, and saw two very

bad operations, one on a child, but I rushed away before they were

completed. Nor did I ever attend again, for hardly any inducement would

have been strong enough to make me do so; this being long before the

blessed days of chloroform. The two cases fairly haunted me for many a

long year.

My brother stayed only one year at the University, so that during the

second year I was left to my own resources; and this was an advantage,

for I became well acquainted with several young men fond of natural

science. One of these was Ainsworth, who afterwards published his

travels in Assyria; he was a Wernerian geologist, and knew a little

about many subjects. Dr. Coldstream was a very different young man,

prim, formal, highly religious, and most kind-hearted; he afterwards

published some good zoological articles. A third young man was Hardie,

who would, I think, have made a good botanist, but died early in

India. Lastly, Dr. Grant, my senior by several years, but how I became

acquainted with him I cannot remember; he published some first-rate

zoological papers, but after coming to London as Professor in University

College, he did nothing more in science, a fact which has always been

inexplicable to me. I knew him well; he was dry and formal in manner,

with much enthusiasm beneath this outer crust. He one day, when we were

walking together, burst forth in high admiration of Lamarck and his

views on evolution. I listened in silent astonishment, and as far as

I can judge without any effect on my mind. I had previously read the

'Zoonomia' of my grandfather, in which similar views are maintained, but

without producing any effect on me. Nevertheless it is probable that the

hearing rather early in life such views maintained and praised may

have favoured my upholding them under a different form in my 'Origin of

Species.' At this time I admired greatly the 'Zoonomia;' but on reading

it a second time after an interval of ten or fifteen years, I was much

disappointed; the proportion of speculation being so large to the facts

given.

Drs. Grant and Coldstream attended much to marine Zoology, and I often

accompanied the former to collect animals in the tidal pools, which I

dissected as well as I could. I also became friends with some of the

Newhaven fishermen, and sometimes accompanied them when they trawled

for oysters, and thus got many specimens. But from not having had any

regular practice in dissection, and from possessing only a wretched

microscope, my attempts were very poor. Nevertheless I made one

interesting little discovery, and read, about the beginning of the year

1826, a short paper on the subject before the Plinian Society. This was

that the so-called ova of Flustra had the power of independent movement

by means of cilia, and were in fact larvae. In another short paper I

showed that the little globular bodies which had been supposed to be

the young state of Fucus loreus were the egg-cases of the wormlike

Pontobdella muricata.

The Plinian Society was encouraged and, I believe, founded by Professor

Jameson: it consisted of students and met in an underground room in

the University for the sake of reading papers on natural science and

discussing them. I used regularly to attend, and the meetings had a

good effect on me in stimulating my zeal and giving me new congenial

acquaintances. One evening a poor young man got up, and after stammering

for a prodigious length of time, blushing crimson, he at last slowly

got out the words, "Mr. President, I have forgotten what I was going to

say." The poor fellow looked quite overwhelmed, and all the members

were so surprised that no one could think of a word to say to cover his

confusion. The papers which were read to our little society were not

printed, so that I had not the satisfaction of seeing my paper in print;

but I believe Dr. Grant noticed my small discovery in his excellent

memoir on Flustra.

I was also a member of the Royal Medical Society, and attended pretty

regularly; but as the subjects were exclusively medical, I did not much

care about them. Much rubbish was talked there, but there were some good

speakers, of whom the best was the present Sir J. Kay-Shuttleworth. Dr.

Grant took me occasionally to the meetings of the Wernerian Society,

where various papers on natural history were read, discussed, and

afterwards published in the 'Transactions.' I heard Audubon deliver

there some interesting discourses on the habits of N. American birds,

sneering somewhat unjustly at Waterton. By the way, a negro lived in

Edinburgh, who had travelled with Waterton, and gained his livelihood

by stuffing birds, which he did excellently: he gave me lessons for

payment, and I used often to sit with him, for he was a very pleasant

and intelligent man.

Mr. Leonard Horner also took me once to a meeting of the Royal Society

of Edinburgh, where I saw Sir Walter Scott in the chair as President,

and he apologised to the meeting as not feeling fitted for such a

position. I looked at him and at the whole scene with some awe and

reverence, and I think it was owing to this visit during my youth, and

to my having attended the Royal Medical Society, that I felt the honour

of being elected a few years ago an honorary member of both these

Societies, more than any other similar honour. If I had been told at

that time that I should one day have been thus honoured, I declare that

I should have thought it as ridiculous and improbable, as if I had been

told that I should be elected King of England.

During my second year at Edinburgh I attended --'s lectures on Geology

and Zoology, but they were incredibly dull. The sole effect they

produced on me was the determination never as long as I lived to read

a book on Geology, or in any way to study the science. Yet I feel sure

that I was prepared for a philosophical treatment of the subject; for

an old Mr. Cotton in Shropshire, who knew a good deal about rocks,

had pointed out to me two or three years previously a well-known large

erratic boulder in the town of Shrewsbury, called the "bell-stone"; he

told me that there was no rock of the same kind nearer than Cumberland

or Scotland, and he solemnly assured me that the world would come to an

end before any one would be able to explain how this stone came where

it now lay. This produced a deep impression on me, and I meditated over

this wonderful stone. So that I felt the keenest delight when I first

read of the action of icebergs in transporting boulders, and I gloried

in the progress of Geology. Equally striking is the fact that I, though

now only sixty-seven years old, heard the Professor, in a field lecture

at Salisbury Craigs, discoursing on a trapdyke, with amygdaloidal

margins and the strata indurated on each side, with volcanic rocks all

around us, say that it was a fissure filled with sediment from above,

adding with a sneer that there were men who maintained that it had

been injected from beneath in a molten condition. When I think of this

lecture, I do not wonder that I determined never to attend to Geology.

From attending --'s lectures, I became acquainted with the curator

of the museum, Mr. Macgillivray, who afterwards published a large

and excellent book on the birds of Scotland. I had much interesting

natural-history talk with him, and he was very kind to me. He gave me

some rare shells, for I at that time collected marine mollusca, but with

no great zeal.

My summer vacations during these two years were wholly given up to

amusements, though I always had some book in hand, which I read with

interest. During the summer of 1826 I took a long walking tour with

two friends with knapsacks on our backs through North wales. We walked

thirty miles most days, including one day the ascent of Snowdon. I

also went with my sister a riding tour in North Wales, a servant with

saddle-bags carrying our clothes. The autumns were devoted to shooting

chiefly at Mr. Owen's, at Woodhouse, and at my Uncle Jos's (Josiah

Wedgwood, the son of the founder of the Etruria Works.) at Maer. My zeal

was so great that I used to place my shooting-boots open by my bed-side

when I went to bed, so as not to lose half a minute in putting them on

in the morning; and on one occasion I reached a distant part of the Maer

estate, on the 20th of August for black-game shooting, before I could

see: I then toiled on with the game-keeper the whole day through thick

heath and young Scotch firs.

I kept an exact record of every bird which I shot throughout the whole

season. One day when shooting at Woodhouse with Captain Owen, the eldest

son, and Major Hill, his cousin, afterwards Lord Berwick, both of whom I

liked very much, I thought myself shamefully used, for every time after

I had fired and thought that I had killed a bird, one of the two acted

as if loading his gun, and cried out, "You must not count that bird,

for I fired at the same time," and the gamekeeper, perceiving the joke,

backed them up. After some hours they told me the joke, but it was no

joke to me, for I had shot a large number of birds, but did not know how

many, and could not add them to my list, which I used to do by making a

knot in a piece of string tied to a button-hole. This my wicked friends

had perceived.

How I did enjoy shooting! But I think that I must have been

half-consciously ashamed of my zeal, for I tried to persuade myself

that shooting was almost an intellectual employment; it required so much

skill to judge where to find most game and to hunt the dogs well.

One of my autumnal visits to Maer in 1827 was memorable from meeting

there Sir J. Mackintosh, who was the best converser I ever listened

to. I heard afterwards with a glow of pride that he had said, "There

is something in that young man that interests me." This must have been

chiefly due to his perceiving that I listened with much interest to

everything which he said, for I was as ignorant as a pig about his

subjects of history, politics, and moral philosophy. To hear of praise

from an eminent person, though no doubt apt or certain to excite vanity,

is, I think, good for a young man, as it helps to keep him in the right

course.

My visits to Maer during these two or three succeeding years were quite

delightful, independently of the autumnal shooting. Life there was

perfectly free; the country was very pleasant for walking or riding;

and in the evening there was much very agreeable conversation, not

so personal as it generally is in large family parties, together with

music. In the summer the whole family used often to sit on the steps

of the old portico, with the flower-garden in front, and with the steep

wooded bank opposite the house reflected in the lake, with here and

there a fish rising or a water-bird paddling about. Nothing has left a

more vivid picture on my mind than these evenings at Maer. I was

also attached to and greatly revered my Uncle Jos; he was silent and

reserved, so as to be a rather awful man; but he sometimes talked openly

with me. He was the very type of an upright man, with the clearest

judgment. I do not believe that any power on earth could have made him

swerve an inch from what he considered the right course. I used to apply

to him in my mind the well-known ode of Horace, now forgotten by me, in

which the words "nec vultus tyranni, etc.," come in. (Justum et tenacem

propositi virum Non civium ardor prava jubentium Non vultus instantis

tyranni Mente quatit solida.)

CAMBRIDGE 1828-1831.

After having spent two sessions in Edinburgh, my father perceived, or

he heard from my sisters, that I did not like the thought of being a

physician, so he proposed that I should become a clergyman. He was very

properly vehement against my turning into an idle sporting man, which

then seemed my probable destination. I asked for some time to consider,

as from what little I had heard or thought on the subject I had scruples

about declaring my belief in all the dogmas of the Church of England;

though otherwise I liked the thought of being a country clergyman.

Accordingly I read with care 'Pearson on the Creed,' and a few other

books on divinity; and as I did not then in the least doubt the strict

and literal truth of every word in the Bible, I soon persuaded myself

that our Creed must be fully accepted.

Considering how fiercely I have been attacked by the orthodox, it seems

ludicrous that I once intended to be a clergyman. Nor was this intention

and my father's wish ever formerly given up, but died a natural death

when, on leaving Cambridge, I joined the "Beagle" as naturalist. If the

phrenologists are to be trusted, I was well fitted in one respect to be

a clergyman. A few years ago the secretaries of a German psychological

society asked me earnestly by letter for a photograph of myself; and

some time afterwards I received the proceedings of one of the meetings,

in which it seemed that the shape of my head had been the subject of a

public discussion, and one of the speakers declared that I had the bump

of reverence developed enough for ten priests.

As it was decided that I should be a clergyman, it was necessary that I

should go to one of the English universities and take a degree; but as

I had never opened a classical book since leaving school, I found to

my dismay, that in the two intervening years I had actually forgotten,

incredible as it may appear, almost everything which I had learnt,

even to some few of the Greek letters. I did not therefore proceed to

Cambridge at the usual time in October, but worked with a private tutor

in Shrewsbury, and went to Cambridge after the Christmas vacation, early

in 1828. I soon recovered my school standard of knowledge, and could

translate easy Greek books, such as Homer and the Greek Testament, with

moderate facility.

During the three years which I spent at Cambridge my time was wasted,

as far as the academical studies were concerned, as completely as at

Edinburgh and at school. I attempted mathematics, and even went during

the summer of 1828 with a private tutor (a very dull man) to Barmouth,

but I got on very slowly. The work was repugnant to me, chiefly from my

not being able to see any meaning in the early steps in algebra. This

impatience was very foolish, and in after years I have deeply regretted

that I did not proceed far enough at least to understand something of

the great leading principles of mathematics, for men thus endowed seem

to have an extra sense. But I do not believe that I should ever have

succeeded beyond a very low grade. With respect to Classics I did

nothing except attend a few compulsory college lectures, and the

attendance was almost nominal. In my second year I had to work for a

month or two to pass the Little-Go, which I did easily. Again, in my

last year I worked with some earnestness for my final degree of B.A.,

and brushed up my Classics, together with a little Algebra and Euclid,

which latter gave me much pleasure, as it did at school. In order to

pass the B.A. examination, it was also necessary to get up Paley's

'Evidences of Christianity,' and his 'Moral Philosophy.' This was done

in a thorough manner, and I am convinced that I could have written out

the whole of the 'Evidences' with perfect correctness, but not of course

in the clear language of Paley. The logic of this book and, as I may

add, of his 'Natural Theology,' gave me as much delight as did Euclid.

The careful study of these works, without attempting to learn any part

by rote, was the only part of the academical course which, as I then

felt and as I still believe, was of the least use to me in the education

of my mind. I did not at that time trouble myself about Paley's

premises; and taking these on trust, I was charmed and convinced by the

long line of argumentation. By answering well the examination questions

in Paley, by doing Euclid well, and by not failing miserably in

Classics, I gained a good place among the oi polloi or crowd of men who

do not go in for honours. Oddly enough, I cannot remember how high I

stood, and my memory fluctuates between the fifth, tenth, or twelfth,

name on the list. (Tenth in the list of January 1831.)

Public lectures on several branches were given in the University,

attendance being quite voluntary; but I was so sickened with lectures at

Edinburgh that I did not even attend Sedgwick's eloquent and interesting

lectures. Had I done so I should probably have become a geologist

earlier than I did. I attended, however, Henslow's lectures on Botany,

and liked them much for their extreme clearness, and the admirable

illustrations; but I did not study botany. Henslow used to take his

pupils, including several of the older members of the University, field

excursions, on foot or in coaches, to distant places, or in a barge

down the river, and lectured on the rarer plants and animals which were

observed. These excursions were delightful.

Although, as we shall presently see, there were some redeeming features

in my life at Cambridge, my time was sadly wasted there, and worse than

wasted. From my passion for shooting and for hunting, and, when this

failed, for riding across country, I got into a sporting set, including

some dissipated low-minded young men. We used often to dine together in

the evening, though these dinners often included men of a higher stamp,

and we sometimes drank too much, with jolly singing and playing at cards

afterwards. I know that I ought to feel ashamed of days and evenings

thus spent, but as some of my friends were very pleasant, and we were

all in the highest spirits, I cannot help looking back to these times

with much pleasure.

But I am glad to think that I had many other friends of a widely

different nature. I was very intimate with Whitley (Rev. C. Whitley,

Hon. Canon of Durham, formerly Reader in Natural Philosophy in

Durham University.), who was afterwards Senior Wrangler, and we used

continually to take long walks together. He inoculated me with a taste

for pictures and good engravings, of which I bought some. I frequently

went to the Fitzwilliam Gallery, and my taste must have been fairly

good, for I certainly admired the best pictures, which I discussed with

the old curator. I read also with much interest Sir Joshua Reynolds'

book. This taste, though not natural to me, lasted for several years,

and many of the pictures in the National Gallery in London gave me

much pleasure; that of Sebastian del Piombo exciting in me a sense of

sublimity.

I also got into a musical set, I believe by means of my warm-hearted

friend, Herbert (The late John Maurice Herbert, County Court Judge of

Cardiff and the Monmouth Circuit.), who took a high wrangler's degree.

From associating with these men, and hearing them play, I acquired a

strong taste for music, and used very often to time my walks so as to

hear on week days the anthem in King's College Chapel. This gave me

intense pleasure, so that my backbone would sometimes shiver. I am sure

that there was no affectation or mere imitation in this taste, for I

used generally to go by myself to King's College, and I sometimes hired

the chorister boys to sing in my rooms. Nevertheless I am so utterly

destitute of an ear, that I cannot perceive a discord, or keep time

and hum a tune correctly; and it is a mystery how I could possibly have

derived pleasure from music.

My musical friends soon perceived my state, and sometimes amused

themselves by making me pass an examination, which consisted in

ascertaining how many tunes I could recognise when they were played

rather more quickly or slowly than usual. 'God save the King,' when thus

played, was a sore puzzle. There was another man with almost as bad an

ear as I had, and strange to say he played a little on the flute. Once I

had the triumph of beating him in one of our musical examinations.

But no pursuit at Cambridge was followed with nearly so much eagerness

or gave me so much pleasure as collecting beetles. It was the mere

passion for collecting, for I did not dissect them, and rarely compared

their external characters with published descriptions, but got them

named anyhow. I will give a proof of my zeal: one day, on tearing off

some old bark, I saw two rare beetles, and seized one in each hand; then

I saw a third and new kind, which I could not bear to lose, so that I

popped the one which I held in my right hand into my mouth. Alas! it

ejected some intensely acrid fluid, which burnt my tongue so that I was

forced to spit the beetle out, which was lost, as was the third one.

I was very successful in collecting, and invented two new methods; I

employed a labourer to scrape during the winter, moss off old trees

and place it in a large bag, and likewise to collect the rubbish at the

bottom of the barges in which reeds are brought from the fens, and thus

I got some very rare species. No poet ever felt more delighted at

seeing his first poem published than I did at seeing, in Stephens'

'Illustrations of British Insects,' the magic words, "captured by C.

Darwin, Esq." I was introduced to entomology by my second cousin W.

Darwin Fox, a clever and most pleasant man, who was then at Christ's

College, and with whom I became extremely intimate. Afterwards I became

well acquainted, and went out collecting, with Albert Way of Trinity,

who in after years became a well-known archaeologist; also with H.

Thompson of the same College, afterwards a leading agriculturist,

chairman of a great railway, and Member of Parliament. It seems

therefore that a taste for collecting beetles is some indication of

future success in life!

I am surprised what an indelible impression many of the beetles which

I caught at Cambridge have left on my mind. I can remember the exact

appearance of certain posts, old trees and banks where I made a good

capture. The pretty Panagaeus crux-major was a treasure in those days,

and here at Down I saw a beetle running across a walk, and on picking it

up instantly perceived that it differed slightly from P. crux-major,

and it turned out to be P. quadripunctatus, which is only a variety or

closely allied species, differing from it very slightly in outline. I

had never seen in those old days Licinus alive, which to an uneducated

eye hardly differs from many of the black Carabidous beetles; but my

sons found here a specimen, and I instantly recognised that it was new

to me; yet I had not looked at a British beetle for the last twenty

years.

I have not as yet mentioned a circumstance which influenced my whole

career more than any other. This was my friendship with Professor

Henslow. Before coming up to Cambridge, I had heard of him from my

brother as a man who knew every branch of science, and I was accordingly

prepared to reverence him. He kept open house once every week when

all undergraduates, and some older members of the University, who were

attached to science, used to meet in the evening. I soon got, through

Fox, an invitation, and went there regularly. Before long I became

well acquainted with Henslow, and during the latter half of my time at

Cambridge took long walks with him on most days; so that I was called by

some of the dons "the man who walks with Henslow;" and in the evening I

was very often asked to join his family dinner. His knowledge was great

in botany, entomology, chemistry, mineralogy, and geology. His strongest

taste was to draw conclusions from long-continued minute observations.

His judgment was excellent, and his whole mind well balanced; but I

do not suppose that any one would say that he possessed much original

genius. He was deeply religious, and so orthodox that he told me one day

he should be grieved if a single word of the Thirty-nine Articles were

altered. His moral qualities were in every way admirable. He was free

from every tinge of vanity or other petty feeling; and I never saw a man

who thought so little about himself or his own concerns. His temper was

imperturbably good, with the most winning and courteous manners; yet,

as I have seen, he could be roused by any bad action to the warmest

indignation and prompt action.

I once saw in his company in the streets of Cambridge almost as horrid

a scene as could have been witnessed during the French Revolution. Two

body-snatchers had been arrested, and whilst being taken to prison had

been torn from the constable by a crowd of the roughest men, who dragged

them by their legs along the muddy and stony road. They were covered

from head to foot with mud, and their faces were bleeding either from

having been kicked or from the stones; they looked like corpses, but

the crowd was so dense that I got only a few momentary glimpses of the

wretched creatures. Never in my life have I seen such wrath painted on

a man's face as was shown by Henslow at this horrid scene. He tried

repeatedly to penetrate the mob; but it was simply impossible. He then

rushed away to the mayor, telling me not to follow him, but to get more

policemen. I forget the issue, except that the two men were got into the

prison without being killed.

Henslow's benevolence was unbounded, as he proved by his many excellent

schemes for his poor parishioners, when in after years he held the

living of Hitcham. My intimacy with such a man ought to have been, and I

hope was, an inestimable benefit. I cannot resist mentioning a trifling

incident, which showed his kind consideration. Whilst examining some

pollen-grains on a damp surface, I saw the tubes exserted, and instantly

rushed off to communicate my surprising discovery to him. Now I do not

suppose any other professor of botany could have helped laughing at my

coming in such a hurry to make such a communication. But he agreed how

interesting the phenomenon was, and explained its meaning, but made me

clearly understand how well it was known; so I left him not in the

least mortified, but well pleased at having discovered for myself so

remarkable a fact, but determined not to be in such a hurry again to

communicate my discoveries.

Dr. Whewell was one of the older and distinguished men who sometimes

visited Henslow, and on several occasions I walked home with him at

night. Next to Sir J. Mackintosh he was the best converser on grave

subjects to whom I ever listened. Leonard Jenyns (The well-known Soame

Jenyns was cousin to Mr. Jenyns' father.), who afterwards published some

good essays in Natural History (Mr. Jenyns (now Blomefield) described

the fish for the Zoology of the "Beagle"; and is author of a long series

of papers, chiefly Zoological.), often stayed with Henslow, who was his

brother-in-law. I visited him at his parsonage on the borders of the

Fens [Swaffham Bulbeck], and had many a good walk and talk with him

about Natural History. I became also acquainted with several other men

older than me, who did not care much about science, but were friends of

Henslow. One was a Scotchman, brother of Sir Alexander Ramsay, and tutor

of Jesus College: he was a delightful man, but did not live for many

years. Another was Mr. Dawes, afterwards Dean of Hereford, and famous

for his success in the education of the poor. These men and others of

the same standing, together with Henslow, used sometimes to take distant

excursions into the country, which I was allowed to join, and they were

most agreeable.

Looking back, I infer that there must have been something in me a little

superior to the common run of youths, otherwise the above-mentioned men,

so much older than me and higher in academical position, would never

have allowed me to associate with them. Certainly I was not aware of any

such superiority, and I remember one of my sporting friends, Turner,

who saw me at work with my beetles, saying that I should some day be a

Fellow of the Royal Society, and the notion seemed to me preposterous.

During my last year at Cambridge, I read with care and profound interest

Humboldt's 'Personal Narrative.' This work, and Sir J. Herschel's

'Introduction to the Study of Natural Philosophy,' stirred up in me

a burning zeal to add even the most humble contribution to the noble

structure of Natural Science. No one or a dozen other books influenced

me nearly so much as these two. I copied out from Humboldt long passages

about Teneriffe, and read them aloud on one of the above-mentioned

excursions, to (I think) Henslow, Ramsay, and Dawes, for on a previous

occasion I had talked about the glories of Teneriffe, and some of the

party declared they would endeavour to go there; but I think that they

were only half in earnest. I was, however, quite in earnest, and got

an introduction to a merchant in London to enquire about ships; but

the scheme was, of course, knocked on the head by the voyage of the

"Beagle".

My summer vacations were given up to collecting beetles, to some

reading, and short tours. In the autumn my whole time was devoted to

shooting, chiefly at Woodhouse and Maer, and sometimes with young Eyton

of Eyton. Upon the whole the three years which I spent at Cambridge were

the most joyful in my happy life; for I was then in excellent health,

and almost always in high spirits.

As I had at first come up to Cambridge at Christmas, I was forced to

keep two terms after passing my final examination, at the commencement

of 1831; and Henslow then persuaded me to begin the study of geology.

Therefore on my return to Shropshire I examined sections, and coloured

a map of parts round Shrewsbury. Professor Sedgwick intended to visit

North Wales in the beginning of August to pursue his famous geological

investigations amongst the older rocks, and Henslow asked him to allow

me to accompany him. (In connection with this tour my father used

to tell a story about Sedgwick: they had started from their inn one

morning, and had walked a mile or two, when Sedgwick suddenly stopped,

and vowed that he would return, being certain "that damned scoundrel"

(the waiter) had not given the chambermaid the sixpence intrusted to

him for the purpose. He was ultimately persuaded to give up the project,

seeing that there was no reason for suspecting the waiter of especial

perfidy.--F.D.) Accordingly he came and slept at my father's house.

A short conversation with him during this evening produced a strong

impression on my mind. Whilst examining an old gravel-pit near

Shrewsbury, a labourer told me that he had found in it a large worn

tropical Volute shell, such as may be seen on the chimney-pieces of

cottages; and as he would not sell the shell, I was convinced that he

had really found it in the pit. I told Sedgwick of the fact, and he at

once said (no doubt truly) that it must have been thrown away by some

one into the pit; but then added, if really embedded there it would be

the greatest misfortune to geology, as it would overthrow all that

we know about the superficial deposits of the Midland Counties. These

gravel-beds belong in fact to the glacial period, and in after years I

found in them broken arctic shells. But I was then utterly astonished at

Sedgwick not being delighted at so wonderful a fact as a tropical shell

being found near the surface in the middle of England. Nothing

before had ever made me thoroughly realise, though I had read various

scientific books, that science consists in grouping facts so that

general laws or conclusions may be drawn from them.

Next morning we started for Llangollen, Conway, Bangor, and Capel Curig.

This tour was of decided use in teaching me a little how to make out the

geology of a country. Sedgwick often sent me on a line parallel to

his, telling me to bring back specimens of the rocks and to mark the

stratification on a map. I have little doubt that he did this for my

good, as I was too ignorant to have aided him. On this tour I had a

striking instance of how easy it is to overlook phenomena, however

conspicuous, before they have been observed by any one. We spent many

hours in Cwm Idwal, examining all the rocks with extreme care, as

Sedgwick was anxious to find fossils in them; but neither of us saw

a trace of the wonderful glacial phenomena all around us; we did not

notice the plainly scored rocks, the perched boulders, the lateral and

terminal moraines. Yet these phenomena are so conspicuous that, as

I declared in a paper published many years afterwards in the

'Philosophical Magazine' ('Philosophical Magazine,' 1842.), a house

burnt down by fire did not tell its story more plainly than did this

valley. If it had still been filled by a glacier, the phenomena would

have been less distinct than they now are.

At Capel Curig I left Sedgwick and went in a straight line by compass

and map across the mountains to Barmouth, never following any track

unless it coincided with my course. I thus came on some strange wild

places, and enjoyed much this manner of travelling. I visited Barmouth

to see some Cambridge friends who were reading there, and thence

returned to Shrewsbury and to Maer for shooting; for at that time

I should have thought myself mad to give up the first days of

partridge-shooting for geology or any other science.

"VOYAGE OF THE 'BEAGLE' FROM DECEMBER 27, 1831, TO OCTOBER 2, 1836."

On returning home from my short geological tour in North Wales, I found

a letter from Henslow, informing me that Captain Fitz-Roy was willing to

give up part of his own cabin to any young man who would volunteer to go

with him without pay as naturalist to the Voyage of the "Beagle". I

have given, as I believe, in my MS. Journal an account of all the

circumstances which then occurred; I will here only say that I was

instantly eager to accept the offer, but my father strongly objected,

adding the words, fortunate for me, "If you can find any man of common

sense who advises you to go I will give my consent." So I wrote that

evening and refused the offer. On the next morning I went to Maer to

be ready for September 1st, and, whilst out shooting, my uncle (Josiah

Wedgwood.) sent for me, offering to drive me over to Shrewsbury and talk

with my father, as my uncle thought it would be wise in me to accept the

offer. My father always maintained that he was one of the most sensible

men in the world, and he at once consented in the kindest manner. I had

been rather extravagant at Cambridge, and to console my father, said,

"that I should be deuced clever to spend more than my allowance whilst

on board the 'Beagle';" but he answered with a smile, "But they tell me

you are very clever."

Next day I started for Cambridge to see Henslow, and thence to London

to see Fitz-Roy, and all was soon arranged. Afterwards, on becoming very

intimate with Fitz-Roy, I heard that I had run a very narrow risk of

being rejected, on account of the shape of my nose! He was an ardent

disciple of Lavater, and was convinced that he could judge of a man's

character by the outline of his features; and he doubted whether any one

with my nose could possess sufficient energy and determination for the

voyage. But I think he was afterwards well satisfied that my nose had

spoken falsely.

Fitz-Roy's character was a singular one, with very many noble features:

he was devoted to his duty, generous to a fault, bold, determined, and

indomitably energetic, and an ardent friend to all under his sway. He

would undertake any sort of trouble to assist those whom he thought

deserved assistance. He was a handsome man, strikingly like a gentleman,

with highly courteous manners, which resembled those of his maternal

uncle, the famous Lord Castlereagh, as I was told by the Minister at

Rio. Nevertheless he must have inherited much in his appearance from

Charles II., for Dr. Wallich gave me a collection of photographs which

he had made, and I was struck with the resemblance of one to Fitz-Roy;

and on looking at the name, I found it Ch. E. Sobieski Stuart, Count

d'Albanie, a descendant of the same monarch.

Fitz-Roy's temper was a most unfortunate one. It was usually worst in

the early morning, and with his eagle eye he could generally detect

something amiss about the ship, and was then unsparing in his blame. He

was very kind to me, but was a man very difficult to live with on the

intimate terms which necessarily followed from our messing by ourselves

in the same cabin. We had several quarrels; for instance, early in the

voyage at Bahia, in Brazil, he defended and praised slavery, which I

abominated, and told me that he had just visited a great slave-owner,

who had called up many of his slaves and asked them whether they were

happy, and whether they wished to be free, and all answered "No." I then

asked him, perhaps with a sneer, whether he thought that the answer of

slaves in the presence of their master was worth anything? This made him

excessively angry, and he said that as I doubted his word we could not

live any longer together. I thought that I should have been compelled to

leave the ship; but as soon as the news spread, which it did quickly,

as the captain sent for the first lieutenant to assuage his anger by

abusing me, I was deeply gratified by receiving an invitation from all

the gun-room officers to mess with them. But after a few hours Fitz-Roy

showed his usual magnanimity by sending an officer to me with an apology

and a request that I would continue to live with him.

His character was in several respects one of the most noble which I have

ever known.

The voyage of the "Beagle" has been by far the most important event in

my life, and has determined my whole career; yet it depended on so

small a circumstance as my uncle offering to drive me thirty miles to

Shrewsbury, which few uncles would have done, and on such a trifle as

the shape of my nose. I have always felt that I owe to the voyage the

first real training or education of my mind; I was led to attend

closely to several branches of natural history, and thus my powers of

observation were improved, though they were always fairly developed.

The investigation of the geology of all the places visited was far more

important, as reasoning here comes into play. On first examining a new

district nothing can appear more hopeless than the chaos of rocks; but

by recording the stratification and nature of the rocks and fossils

at many points, always reasoning and predicting what will be found

elsewhere, light soon begins to dawn on the district, and the structure

of the whole becomes more or less intelligible. I had brought with me

the first volume of Lyell's 'Principles of Geology,' which I studied

attentively; and the book was of the highest service to me in many ways.

The very first place which I examined, namely St. Jago in the Cape de

Verde islands, showed me clearly the wonderful superiority of Lyell's

manner of treating geology, compared with that of any other author,

whose works I had with me or ever afterwards read.

Another of my occupations was collecting animals of all classes, briefly

describing and roughly dissecting many of the marine ones; but from not

being able to draw, and from not having sufficient anatomical knowledge,

a great pile of MS. which I made during the voyage has proved almost

useless. I thus lost much time, with the exception of that spent in

acquiring some knowledge of the Crustaceans, as this was of service when

in after years I undertook a monograph of the Cirripedia.

During some part of the day I wrote my Journal, and took much pains in

describing carefully and vividly all that I had seen; and this was good

practice. My Journal served also, in part, as letters to my home, and

portions were sent to England whenever there was an opportunity.

The above various special studies were, however, of no importance

compared with the habit of energetic industry and of concentrated

attention to whatever I was engaged in, which I then acquired.

Everything about which I thought or read was made to bear directly

on what I had seen or was likely to see; and this habit of mind was

continued during the five years of the voyage. I feel sure that it

was this training which has enabled me to do whatever I have done in

science.

Looking backwards, I can now perceive how my love for science gradually

preponderated over every other taste. During the first two years my old

passion for shooting survived in nearly full force, and I shot myself

all the birds and animals for my collection; but gradually I gave up my

gun more and more, and finally altogether, to my servant, as shooting

interfered with my work, more especially with making out the geological

structure of a country. I discovered, though unconsciously and

insensibly, that the pleasure of observing and reasoning was a much

higher one than that of skill and sport. That my mind became developed

through my pursuits during the voyage is rendered probable by a remark

made by my father, who was the most acute observer whom I ever saw, of a

sceptical disposition, and far from being a believer in phrenology; for

on first seeing me after the voyage, he turned round to my sisters, and

exclaimed, "Why, the shape of his head is quite altered."

To return to the voyage. On September 11th (1831), I paid a flying visit

with Fitz-Roy to the "Beagle" at Plymouth. Thence to Shrewsbury to wish

my father and sisters a long farewell. On October 24th I took up my

residence at Plymouth, and remained there until December 27th, when the

"Beagle" finally left the shores of England for her circumnavigation of

the world. We made two earlier attempts to sail, but were driven back

each time by heavy gales. These two months at Plymouth were the most

miserable which I ever spent, though I exerted myself in various ways.

I was out of spirits at the thought of leaving all my family and friends

for so long a time, and the weather seemed to me inexpressibly gloomy.

I was also troubled with palpitation and pain about the heart, and like

many a young ignorant man, especially one with a smattering of medical

knowledge, was convinced that I had heart disease. I did not consult any

doctor, as I fully expected to hear the verdict that I was not fit for

the voyage, and I was resolved to go at all hazards.

I need not here refer to the events of the voyage--where we went and

what we did--as I have given a sufficiently full account in my published

Journal. The glories of the vegetation of the Tropics rise before my

mind at the present time more vividly than anything else; though

the sense of sublimity, which the great deserts of Patagonia and the

forest-clad mountains of Tierra del Fuego excited in me, has left an

indelible impression on my mind. The sight of a naked savage in his

native land is an event which can never be forgotten. Many of my

excursions on horseback through wild countries, or in the boats, some

of which lasted several weeks, were deeply interesting: their discomfort

and some degree of danger were at that time hardly a drawback, and none

at all afterwards. I also reflect with high satisfaction on some of

my scientific work, such as solving the problem of coral islands, and

making out the geological structure of certain islands, for instance,

St. Helena. Nor must I pass over the discovery of the singular relations

of the animals and plants inhabiting the several islands of the

Galapagos archipelago, and of all of them to the inhabitants of South

America.

As far as I can judge of myself, I worked to the utmost during the

voyage from the mere pleasure of investigation, and from my strong

desire to add a few facts to the great mass of facts in Natural

Science. But I was also ambitious to take a fair place among scientific

men,--whether more ambitious or less so than most of my fellow-workers,

I can form no opinion.

The geology of St. Jago is very striking, yet simple: a stream of lava

formerly flowed over the bed of the sea, formed of triturated recent

shells and corals, which it has baked into a hard white rock. Since then

the whole island has been upheaved. But the line of white rock revealed

to me a new and important fact, namely, that there had been afterwards

subsidence round the craters, which had since been in action, and had

poured forth lava. It then first dawned on me that I might perhaps write

a book on the geology of the various countries visited, and this made me

thrill with delight. That was a memorable hour to me, and how distinctly

I can call to mind the low cliff of lava beneath which I rested, with

the sun glaring hot, a few strange desert plants growing near, and

with living corals in the tidal pools at my feet. Later in the voyage,

Fitz-Roy asked me to read some of my Journal, and declared it would be

worth publishing; so here was a second book in prospect!

Towards the close of our voyage I received a letter whilst at Ascension,

in which my sisters told me that Sedgwick had called on my father, and

said that I should take a place among the leading scientific men. I

could not at the time understand how he could have learnt anything of

my proceedings, but I heard (I believe afterwards) that Henslow had

read some of the letters which I wrote to him before the Philosophical

Society of Cambridge (Read at the meeting held November 16, 1835, and

printed in a pamphlet of 31 pages for distribution among the members

of the Society.), and had printed them for private distribution. My

collection of fossil bones, which had been sent to Henslow, also excited

considerable attention amongst palaeontologists. After reading this

letter, I clambered over the mountains of Ascension with a bounding

step, and made the volcanic rocks resound under my geological hammer.

All this shows how ambitious I was; but I think that I can say with

truth that in after years, though I cared in the highest degree for the

approbation of such men as Lyell and Hooker, who were my friends, I

did not care much about the general public. I do not mean to say that a

favourable review or a large sale of my books did not please me greatly,

but the pleasure was a fleeting one, and I am sure that I have never

turned one inch out of my course to gain fame.

FROM MY RETURN TO ENGLAND (OCTOBER 2, 1836) TO MY MARRIAGE (JANUARY 29,

1839.)

These two years and three months were the most active ones which I ever

spent, though I was occasionally unwell, and so lost some time. After

going backwards and forwards several times between Shrewsbury,

Maer, Cambridge, and London, I settled in lodgings at Cambridge (In

Fitzwilliam Street.) on December 13th, where all my collections were

under the care of Henslow. I stayed here three months, and got my

minerals and rocks examined by the aid of Professor Miller.

I began preparing my 'Journal of Travels,' which was not hard work,

as my MS. Journal had been written with care, and my chief labour was

making an abstract of my more interesting scientific results. I sent

also, at the request of Lyell, a short account of my observations on

the elevation of the coast of Chile to the Geological Society. ('Geolog.

Soc. Proc. ii. 1838, pages 446-449.)

On March 7th, 1837, I took lodgings in Great Marlborough Street in

London, and remained there for nearly two years, until I was married.

During these two years I finished my Journal, read several papers before

the Geological Society, began preparing the MS. for my 'Geological

Observations,' and arranged for the publication of the 'Zoology of the

Voyage of the "Beagle".' In July I opened my first note-book for facts

in relation to the Origin of Species, about which I had long reflected,

and never ceased working for the next twenty years.

During these two years I also went a little into society, and acted as

one of the honorary secretaries of the Geological Society. I saw a great

deal of Lyell. One of his chief characteristics was his sympathy with

the work of others, and I was as much astonished as delighted at the

interest which he showed when, on my return to England, I explained to

him my views on coral reefs. This encouraged me greatly, and his advice

and example had much influence on me. During this time I saw also a good

deal of Robert Brown; I used often to call and sit with him during his

breakfast on Sunday mornings, and he poured forth a rich treasure of

curious observations and acute remarks, but they almost always related

to minute points, and he never with me discussed large or general

questions in science.

During these two years I took several short excursions as a relaxation,

and one longer one to the Parallel Roads of Glen Roy, an account of

which was published in the 'Philosophical Transactions.' (1839, pages

39-82.) This paper was a great failure, and I am ashamed of it. Having

been deeply impressed with what I had seen of the elevation of the land

of South America, I attributed the parallel lines to the action of

the sea; but I had to give up this view when Agassiz propounded his

glacier-lake theory. Because no other explanation was possible under our

then state of knowledge, I argued in favour of sea-action; and my error

has been a good lesson to me never to trust in science to the principle

of exclusion.

As I was not able to work all day at science, I read a good deal during

these two years on various subjects, including some metaphysical books;

but I was not well fitted for such studies. About this time I took much

delight in Wordsworth's and Coleridge's poetry; and can boast that I

read the 'Excursion' twice through. Formerly Milton's 'Paradise Lost'

had been my chief favourite, and in my excursions during the voyage of

the "Beagle", when I could take only a single volume, I always chose

Milton.

FROM MY MARRIAGE, JANUARY 29, 1839, AND RESIDENCE IN UPPER GOWER STREET,

TO OUR LEAVING LONDON AND SETTLING AT DOWN, SEPTEMBER 14, 1842.

(After speaking of his happy married life, and of his children, he

continues:--)

During the three years and eight months whilst we resided in London, I

did less scientific work, though I worked as hard as I possibly could,

than during any other equal length of time in my life. This was owing

to frequently recurring unwellness, and to one long and serious illness.

The greater part of my time, when I could do anything, was devoted to

my work on 'Coral Reefs,' which I had begun before my marriage, and of

which the last proof-sheet was corrected on May 6th, 1842. This book,

though a small one, cost me twenty months of hard work, as I had to read

every work on the islands of the Pacific and to consult many charts. It

was thought highly of by scientific men, and the theory therein given

is, I think, now well established.

No other work of mine was begun in so deductive a spirit as this, for

the whole theory was thought out on the west coast of South America,

before I had seen a true coral reef. I had therefore only to verify and

extend my views by a careful examination of living reefs. But it should

be observed that I had during the two previous years been incessantly

attending to the effects on the shores of South America of the

intermittent elevation of the land, together with denudation and the

deposition of sediment. This necessarily led me to reflect much on the

effects of subsidence, and it was easy to replace in imagination the

continued deposition of sediment by the upward growth of corals. To do

this was to form my theory of the formation of barrier-reefs and atolls.

Besides my work on coral-reefs, during my residence in London, I read

before the Geological Society papers on the Erratic Boulders of South

America ('Geolog. Soc. Proc.' iii. 1842.), on Earthquakes ('Geolog.

Trans. v. 1840.), and on the Formation by the Agency of Earth-worms of

Mould. ('Geolog. Soc. Proc. ii. 1838.) I also continued to superintend

the publication of the 'Zoology of the Voyage of the "Beagle".' Nor did

I ever intermit collecting facts bearing on the origin of species; and I

could sometimes do this when I could do nothing else from illness.

In the summer of 1842 I was stronger than I had been for some time, and

took a little tour by myself in North Wales, for the sake of observing

the effects of the old glaciers which formerly filled all the larger

valleys. I published a short account of what I saw in the 'Philosophical

Magazine.' ('Philosophical Magazine,' 1842.) This excursion interested

me greatly, and it was the last time I was ever strong enough to climb

mountains or to take long walks such as are necessary for geological

work.

During the early part of our life in London, I was strong enough to go

into general society, and saw a good deal of several scientific men, and

other more or less distinguished men. I will give my impressions with

respect to some of them, though I have little to say worth saying.

I saw more of Lyell than of any other man, both before and after

my marriage. His mind was characterised, as it appeared to me, by

clearness, caution, sound judgment, and a good deal of originality. When

I made any remark to him on Geology, he never rested until he saw the

whole case clearly, and often made me see it more clearly than I had

done before. He would advance all possible objections to my suggestion,

and even after these were exhausted would long remain dubious. A second

characteristic was his hearty sympathy with the work of other scientific

men. (The slight repetition here observable is accounted for by the

notes on Lyell, etc., having been added in April, 1881, a few years

after the rest of the 'Recollections' were written.)

On my return from the voyage of the "Beagle", I explained to him

my views on coral-reefs, which differed from his, and I was greatly

surprised and encouraged by the vivid interest which he showed. His

delight in science was ardent, and he felt the keenest interest in the

future progress of mankind. He was very kind-hearted, and thoroughly

liberal in his religious beliefs, or rather disbeliefs; but he was a

strong theist. His candour was highly remarkable. He exhibited this by

becoming a convert to the Descent theory, though he had gained much

fame by opposing Lamarck's views, and this after he had grown old. He

reminded me that I had many years before said to him, when discussing

the opposition of the old school of geologists to his new views, "What

a good thing it would be if every scientific man was to die when sixty

years old, as afterwards he would be sure to oppose all new doctrines."

But he hoped that now he might be allowed to live.

The science of Geology is enormously indebted to Lyell--more so, as I

believe, than to any other man who ever lived. When [I was] starting on

the voyage of the "Beagle", the sagacious Henslow, who, like all other

geologists, believed at that time in successive cataclysms, advised me

to get and study the first volume of the 'Principles,' which had then

just been published, but on no account to accept the views therein

advocated. How differently would any one now speak of the 'Principles'!

I am proud to remember that the first place, namely, St. Jago, in the

Cape de Verde archipelago, in which I geologised, convinced me of the

infinite superiority of Lyell's views over those advocated in any other

work known to me.

The powerful effects of Lyell's works could formerly be plainly seen in

the different progress of the science in France and England. The present

total oblivion of Elie de Beaumont's wild hypotheses, such as his

'Craters of Elevation' and 'Lines of Elevation' (which latter hypothesis

I heard Sedgwick at the Geological Society lauding to the skies), may be

largely attributed to Lyell.

I saw a good deal of Robert Brown, "facile Princeps Botanicorum," as he

was called by Humboldt. He seemed to me to be chiefly remarkable for

the minuteness of his observations, and their perfect accuracy. His

knowledge was extraordinarily great, and much died with him, owing to

his excessive fear of ever making a mistake. He poured out his knowledge

to me in the most unreserved manner, yet was strangely jealous on some

points. I called on him two or three times before the voyage of the

"Beagle", and on one occasion he asked me to look through a microscope

and describe what I saw. This I did, and believe now that it was the

marvellous currents of protoplasm in some vegetable cell. I then asked

him what I had seen; but he answered me, "That is my little secret."

He was capable of the most generous actions. When old, much out of

health, and quite unfit for any exertion, he daily visited (as Hooker

told me) an old man-servant, who lived at a distance (and whom he

supported), and read aloud to him. This is enough to make up for any

degree of scientific penuriousness or jealousy.

I may here mention a few other eminent men, whom I have occasionally

seen, but I have little to say about them worth saying. I felt a high

reverence for Sir J. Herschel, and was delighted to dine with him at his

charming house at the Cape of Good Hope, and afterwards at his London

house. I saw him, also, on a few other occasions. He never talked much,

but every word which he uttered was worth listening to.

I once met at breakfast at Sir R. Murchison's house the illustrious

Humboldt, who honoured me by expressing a wish to see me. I was a little

disappointed with the great man, but my anticipations probably were too

high. I can remember nothing distinctly about our interview, except that

Humboldt was very cheerful and talked much.

--reminds me of Buckle whom I once met at Hensleigh Wedgwood's. I was

very glad to learn from him his system of collecting facts. He told me

that he bought all the books which he read, and made a full index, to

each, of the facts which he thought might prove serviceable to him, and

that he could always remember in what book he had read anything, for his

memory was wonderful. I asked him how at first he could judge what facts

would be serviceable, and he answered that he did not know, but that a

sort of instinct guided him. From this habit of making indices, he was

enabled to give the astonishing number of references on all sorts of

subjects, which may be found in his 'History of Civilisation.' This book

I thought most interesting, and read it twice, but I doubt whether his

generalisations are worth anything. Buckle was a great talker, and I

listened to him saying hardly a word, nor indeed could I have done so

for he left no gaps. When Mrs. Farrer began to sing, I jumped up and

said that I must listen to her; after I had moved away he turned around

to a friend and said (as was overheard by my brother), "Well, Mr.

Darwin's books are much better than his conversation."

Of other great literary men, I once met Sydney Smith at Dean Milman's

house. There was something inexplicably amusing in every word which he

uttered. Perhaps this was partly due to the expectation of being amused.

He was talking about Lady Cork, who was then extremely old. This was the

lady who, as he said, was once so much affected by one of his charity

sermons, that she BORROWED a guinea from a friend to put in the plate.

He now said "It is generally believed that my dear old friend Lady Cork

has been overlooked," and he said this in such a manner that no one

could for a moment doubt that he meant that his dear old friend had been

overlooked by the devil. How he managed to express this I know not.

I likewise once met Macaulay at Lord Stanhope's (the historian's) house,

and as there was only one other man at dinner, I had a grand opportunity

of hearing him converse, and he was very agreeable. He did not talk at

all too much; nor indeed could such a man talk too much, as long as he

allowed others to turn the stream of his conversation, and this he did

allow.

Lord Stanhope once gave me a curious little proof of the accuracy and

fulness of Macaulay's memory: many historians used often to meet at

Lord Stanhope's house, and in discussing various subjects they would

sometimes differ from Macaulay, and formerly they often referred to some

book to see who was right; but latterly, as Lord Stanhope noticed, no

historian ever took this trouble, and whatever Macaulay said was final.

On another occasion I met at Lord Stanhope's house, one of his parties

of historians and other literary men, and amongst them were Motley and

Grote. After luncheon I walked about Chevening Park for nearly an hour

with Grote, and was much interested by his conversation and pleased by

the simplicity and absence of all pretension in his manners.

Long ago I dined occasionally with the old Earl, the father of the

historian; he was a strange man, but what little I knew of him I

liked much. He was frank, genial, and pleasant. He had strongly marked

features, with a brown complexion, and his clothes, when I saw him,

were all brown. He seemed to believe in everything which was to others

utterly incredible. He said one day to me, "Why don't you give up your

fiddle-faddle of geology and zoology, and turn to the occult sciences!"

The historian, then Lord Mahon, seemed shocked at such a speech to me,

and his charming wife much amused.

The last man whom I will mention is Carlyle, seen by me several times at

my brother's house, and two or three times at my own house. His talk was

very racy and interesting, just like his writings, but he sometimes

went on too long on the same subject. I remember a funny dinner at my

brother's, where, amongst a few others, were Babbage and Lyell, both of

whom liked to talk. Carlyle, however, silenced every one by haranguing

during the whole dinner on the advantages of silence. After dinner

Babbage, in his grimmest manner, thanked Carlyle for his very

interesting lecture on silence.

Carlyle sneered at almost every one: one day in my house he called

Grote's 'History' "a fetid quagmire, with nothing spiritual about it." I

always thought, until his 'Reminiscences' appeared, that his sneers were

partly jokes, but this now seems rather doubtful. His expression was

that of a depressed, almost despondent yet benevolent man; and it is

notorious how heartily he laughed. I believe that his benevolence was

real, though stained by not a little jealousy. No one can doubt about

his extraordinary power of drawing pictures of things and men--far more

vivid, as it appears to me, than any drawn by Macaulay. Whether his

pictures of men were true ones is another question.

He has been all-powerful in impressing some grand moral truths on the

minds of men. On the other hand, his views about slavery were revolting.

In his eyes might was right. His mind seemed to me a very narrow one;

even if all branches of science, which he despised, are excluded. It is

astonishing to me that Kingsley should have spoken of him as a man

well fitted to advance science. He laughed to scorn the idea that a

mathematician, such as Whewell, could judge, as I maintained he could,

of Goethe's views on light. He thought it a most ridiculous thing that

any one should care whether a glacier moved a little quicker or a little

slower, or moved at all. As far as I could judge, I never met a man with

a mind so ill adapted for scientific research.

Whilst living in London, I attended as regularly as I could the

meetings of several scientific societies, and acted as secretary to the

Geological Society. But such attendance, and ordinary society, suited my

health so badly that we resolved to live in the country, which we both

preferred and have never repented of.

RESIDENCE AT DOWN FROM SEPTEMBER 14, 1842, TO THE PRESENT TIME, 1876.

After several fruitless searches in Surrey and elsewhere, we found this

house and purchased it. I was pleased with the diversified appearance

of vegetation proper to a chalk district, and so unlike what I had been

accustomed to in the Midland counties; and still more pleased with the

extreme quietness and rusticity of the place. It is not, however, quite

so retired a place as a writer in a German periodical makes it, who

says that my house can be approached only by a mule-track! Our fixing

ourselves here has answered admirably in one way, which we did not

anticipate, namely, by being very convenient for frequent visits from

our children.

Few persons can have lived a more retired life than we have done.

Besides short visits to the houses of relations, and occasionally to the

seaside or elsewhere, we have gone nowhere. During the first part of

our residence we went a little into society, and received a few friends

here; but my health almost always suffered from the excitement, violent

shivering and vomiting attacks being thus brought on. I have therefore

been compelled for many years to give up all dinner-parties; and this

has been somewhat of a deprivation to me, as such parties always put me

into high spirits. From the same cause I have been able to invite here

very few scientific acquaintances.

My chief enjoyment and sole employment throughout life has been

scientific work; and the excitement from such work makes me for the

time forget, or drives quite away, my daily discomfort. I have therefore

nothing to record during the rest of my life, except the publication

of my several books. Perhaps a few details how they arose may be worth

giving.

MY SEVERAL PUBLICATIONS.

In the early part of 1844, my observations on the volcanic islands

visited during the voyage of the "Beagle" were published. In 1845,

I took much pains in correcting a new edition of my 'Journal of

Researches,' which was originally published in 1839 as part of

Fitz-Roy's work. The success of this, my first literary child, always

tickles my vanity more than that of any of my other books. Even to this

day it sells steadily in England and the United States, and has been

translated for the second time into German, and into French and other

languages. This success of a book of travels, especially of a scientific

one, so many years after its first publication, is surprising. Ten

thousand copies have been sold in England of the second edition. In 1846

my 'Geological Observations on South America' were published. I record

in a little diary, which I have always kept, that my three geological

books ('Coral Reefs' included) consumed four and a half years' steady

work; "and now it is ten years since my return to England. How much time

have I lost by illness?" I have nothing to say about these three books

except that to my surprise new editions have lately been called for.

('Geological Observations,' 2nd Edit.1876. 'Coral Reefs,' 2nd Edit.

1874.)

In October, 1846, I began to work on 'Cirripedia.' When on the coast of

Chile, I found a most curious form, which burrowed into the shells of

Concholepas, and which differed so much from all other Cirripedes that

I had to form a new sub-order for its sole reception. Lately an allied

burrowing genus has been found on the shores of Portugal. To understand

the structure of my new Cirripede I had to examine and dissect many

of the common forms; and this gradually led me on to take up the whole

group. I worked steadily on this subject for the next eight years, and

ultimately published two thick volumes (Published by the Ray Society.),

describing all the known living species, and two thin quartos on the

extinct species. I do not doubt that Sir E. Lytton Bulwer had me in his

mind when he introduced in one of his novels a Professor Long, who had

written two huge volumes on limpets.

Although I was employed during eight years on this work, yet I record in

my diary that about two years out of this time was lost by illness. On

this account I went in 1848 for some months to Malvern for hydropathic

treatment, which did me much good, so that on my return home I was able

to resume work. So much was I out of health that when my dear father

died on November 13th, 1848, I was unable to attend his funeral or to

act as one of his executors.

My work on the Cirripedia possesses, I think, considerable value, as

besides describing several new and remarkable forms, I made out the

homologies of the various parts--I discovered the cementing apparatus,

though I blundered dreadfully about the cement glands--and lastly I

proved the existence in certain genera of minute males complemental to

and parasitic on the hermaphrodites. This latter discovery has at last

been fully confirmed; though at one time a German writer was pleased to

attribute the whole account to my fertile imagination. The Cirripedes

form a highly varying and difficult group of species to class; and my

work was of considerable use to me, when I had to discuss in the 'Origin

of Species' the principles of a natural classification. Nevertheless, I

doubt whether the work was worth the consumption of so much time.

From September 1854 I devoted my whole time to arranging my huge pile

of notes, to observing, and to experimenting in relation to the

transmutation of species. During the voyage of the "Beagle" I had been

deeply impressed by discovering in the Pampean formation great fossil

animals covered with armour like that on the existing armadillos;

secondly, by the manner in which closely allied animals replace one

another in proceeding southwards over the Continent; and thirdly, by

the South American character of most of the productions of the Galapagos

archipelago, and more especially by the manner in which they differ

slightly on each island of the group; none of the islands appearing to

be very ancient in a geological sense.

It was evident that such facts as these, as well as many others, could

only be explained on the supposition that species gradually become

modified; and the subject haunted me. But it was equally evident that

neither the action of the surrounding conditions, nor the will of the

organisms (especially in the case of plants) could account for the

innumerable cases in which organisms of every kind are beautifully

adapted to their habits of life--for instance, a woodpecker or a

tree-frog to climb trees, or a seed for dispersal by hooks or plumes. I

had always been much struck by such adaptations, and until these could

be explained it seemed to me almost useless to endeavour to prove by

indirect evidence that species have been modified.

After my return to England it appeared to me that by following the

example of Lyell in Geology, and by collecting all facts which bore in

any way on the variation of animals and plants under domestication and

nature, some light might perhaps be thrown on the whole subject. My

first note-book was opened in July 1837. I worked on true Baconian

principles, and without any theory collected facts on a wholesale scale,

more especially with respect to domesticated productions, by printed

enquiries, by conversation with skilful breeders and gardeners, and by

extensive reading. When I see the list of books of all kinds which

I read and abstracted, including whole series of Journals and

Transactions, I am surprised at my industry. I soon perceived that

selection was the keystone of man's success in making useful races of

animals and plants. But how selection could be applied to organisms

living in a state of nature remained for some time a mystery to me.

In October 1838, that is, fifteen months after I had begun my systematic

enquiry, I happened to read for amusement 'Malthus on Population,'

and being well prepared to appreciate the struggle for existence which

everywhere goes on from long-continued observation of the habits of

animals and plants, it at once struck me that under these circumstances

favourable variations would tend to be preserved, and unfavourable

ones to be destroyed. The result of this would be the formation of new

species. Here then I had at last got a theory by which to work; but I

was so anxious to avoid prejudice, that I determined not for some time

to write even the briefest sketch of it. In June 1842 I first allowed

myself the satisfaction of writing a very brief abstract of my theory in

pencil in 35 pages; and this was enlarged during the summer of 1844 into

one of 230 pages, which I had fairly copied out and still possess.

But at that time I overlooked one problem of great importance; and it is

astonishing to me, except on the principle of Columbus and his egg,

how I could have overlooked it and its solution. This problem is the

tendency in organic beings descended from the same stock to diverge in

character as they become modified. That they have diverged greatly is

obvious from the manner in which species of all kinds can be classed

under genera, genera under families, families under sub-orders and

so forth; and I can remember the very spot in the road, whilst in my

carriage, when to my joy the solution occurred to me; and this was

long after I had come to Down. The solution, as I believe, is that the

modified offspring of all dominant and increasing forms tend to become

adapted to many and highly diversified places in the economy of nature.

Early in 1856 Lyell advised me to write out my views pretty fully, and

I began at once to do so on a scale three or four times as extensive as

that which was afterwards followed in my 'Origin of Species;' yet it

was only an abstract of the materials which I had collected, and I got

through about half the work on this scale. But my plans were overthrown,

for early in the summer of 1858 Mr. Wallace, who was then in the Malay

archipelago, sent me an essay "On the Tendency of Varieties to depart

indefinitely from the Original Type;" and this essay contained exactly

the same theory as mine. Mr. Wallace expressed the wish that if I

thought well of his essay, I should sent it to Lyell for perusal.

The circumstances under which I consented at the request of Lyell and

Hooker to allow of an abstract from my MS., together with a letter to

Asa Gray, dated September 5, 1857, to be published at the same time with

Wallace's Essay, are given in the 'Journal of the Proceedings of the

Linnean Society,' 1858, page 45. I was at first very unwilling

to consent, as I thought Mr. Wallace might consider my doing so

unjustifiable, for I did not then know how generous and noble was his

disposition. The extract from my MS. and the letter to Asa Gray had

neither been intended for publication, and were badly written. Mr.

Wallace's essay, on the other hand, was admirably expressed and

quite clear. Nevertheless, our joint productions excited very little

attention, and the only published notice of them which I can remember

was by Professor Haughton of Dublin, whose verdict was that all that

was new in them was false, and what was true was old. This shows how

necessary it is that any new view should be explained at considerable

length in order to arouse public attention.

In September 1858 I set to work by the strong advice of Lyell and Hooker

to prepare a volume on the transmutation of species, but was often

interrupted by ill-health, and short visits to Dr. Lane's delightful

hydropathic establishment at Moor Park. I abstracted the MS. begun on a

much larger scale in 1856, and completed the volume on the same reduced

scale. It cost me thirteen months and ten days' hard labour. It was

published under the title of the 'Origin of Species,' in November 1859.

Though considerably added to and corrected in the later editions, it has

remained substantially the same book.

It is no doubt the chief work of my life. It was from the first highly

successful. The first small edition of 1250 copies was sold on the day

of publication, and a second edition of 3000 copies soon afterwards.

Sixteen thousand copies have now (1876) been sold in England; and

considering how stiff a book it is, this is a large sale. It has been

translated into almost every European tongue, even into such languages

as Spanish, Bohemian, Polish, and Russian. It has also, according to

Miss Bird, been translated into Japanese (Miss Bird is mistaken, as I

learn from Prof. Mitsukuri.--F.D.), and is there much studied. Even an

essay in Hebrew has appeared on it, showing that the theory is contained

in the Old Testament! The reviews were very numerous; for some time I

collected all that appeared on the 'Origin' and on my related books, and

these amount (excluding newspaper reviews) to 265; but after a time I

gave up the attempt in despair. Many separate essays and books on the

subject have appeared; and in Germany a catalogue or bibliography on

"Darwinismus" has appeared every year or two.

The success of the 'Origin' may, I think, be attributed in large part to

my having long before written two condensed sketches, and to my having

finally abstracted a much larger manuscript, which was itself an

abstract. By this means I was enabled to select the more striking facts

and conclusions. I had, also, during many years followed a golden rule,

namely, that whenever a published fact, a new observation or thought

came across me, which was opposed to my general results, to make a

memorandum of it without fail and at once; for I had found by experience

that such facts and thoughts were far more apt to escape from the memory

than favourable ones. Owing to this habit, very few objections were

raised against my views which I had not at least noticed and attempted

to answer.

It has sometimes been said that the success of the 'Origin' proved "that

the subject was in the air," or "that men's minds were prepared for it."

I do not think that this is strictly true, for I occasionally sounded

not a few naturalists, and never happened to come across a single one

who seemed to doubt about the permanence of species. Even Lyell and

Hooker, though they would listen with interest to me, never seemed to

agree. I tried once or twice to explain to able men what I meant by

Natural Selection, but signally failed. What I believe was strictly

true is that innumerable well-observed facts were stored in the minds

of naturalists ready to take their proper places as soon as any theory

which would receive them was sufficiently explained. Another element

in the success of the book was its moderate size; and this I owe to the

appearance of Mr. Wallace's essay; had I published on the scale in which

I began to write in 1856, the book would have been four or five times as

large as the 'Origin,' and very few would have had the patience to read

it.

I gained much by my delay in publishing from about 1839, when the theory

was clearly conceived, to 1859; and I lost nothing by it, for I cared

very little whether men attributed most originality to me or Wallace;

and his essay no doubt aided in the reception of the theory. I was

forestalled in only one important point, which my vanity has always made

me regret, namely, the explanation by means of the Glacial period of

the presence of the same species of plants and of some few animals on

distant mountain summits and in the arctic regions. This view pleased me

so much that I wrote it out in extenso, and I believe that it was read

by Hooker some years before E. Forbes published his celebrated memoir

('Geolog. Survey Mem.,' 1846.) on the subject. In the very few points in

which we differed, I still think that I was in the right. I have never,

of course, alluded in print to my having independently worked out this

view.

Hardly any point gave me so much satisfaction when I was at work on

the 'Origin,' as the explanation of the wide difference in many classes

between the embryo and the adult animal, and of the close resemblance of

the embryos within the same class. No notice of this point was taken, as

far as I remember, in the early reviews of the 'Origin,' and I recollect

expressing my surprise on this head in a letter to Asa Gray. Within late

years several reviewers have given the whole credit to Fritz Muller and

Hackel, who undoubtedly have worked it out much more fully, and in some

respects more correctly than I did. I had materials for a whole chapter

on the subject, and I ought to have made the discussion longer; for it

is clear that I failed to impress my readers; and he who succeeds in

doing so deserves, in my opinion, all the credit.

This leads me to remark that I have almost always been treated honestly

by my reviewers, passing over those without scientific knowledge as

not worthy of notice. My views have often been grossly misrepresented,

bitterly opposed and ridiculed, but this has been generally done, as I

believe, in good faith. On the whole I do not doubt that my works have

been over and over again greatly overpraised. I rejoice that I have

avoided controversies, and this I owe to Lyell, who many years ago,

in reference to my geological works, strongly advised me never to get

entangled in a controversy, as it rarely did any good and caused a

miserable loss of time and temper.

Whenever I have found out that I have blundered, or that my work has

been imperfect, and when I have been contemptuously criticised, and even

when I have been overpraised, so that I have felt mortified, it has

been my greatest comfort to say hundreds of times to myself that "I

have worked as hard and as well as I could, and no man can do more

than this." I remember when in Good Success Bay, in Tierra del Fuego,

thinking (and, I believe, that I wrote home to the effect) that I could

not employ my life better than in adding a little to Natural Science.

This I have done to the best of my abilities, and critics may say what

they like, but they cannot destroy this conviction.

During the two last months of 1859 I was fully occupied in preparing a

second edition of the 'Origin,' and by an enormous correspondence.

On January 1st, 1860, I began arranging my notes for my work on the

'Variation of Animals and Plants under Domestication;' but it was not

published until the beginning of 1868; the delay having been caused

partly by frequent illnesses, one of which lasted seven months, and

partly by being tempted to publish on other subjects which at the time

interested me more.

On May 15th, 1862, my little book on the 'Fertilisation of Orchids,'

which cost me ten months' work, was published: most of the facts had

been slowly accumulated during several previous years. During the summer

of 1839, and, I believe, during the previous summer, I was led to attend

to the cross-fertilisation of flowers by the aid of insects, from having

come to the conclusion in my speculations on the origin of species, that

crossing played an important part in keeping specific forms constant. I

attended to the subject more or less during every subsequent summer; and

my interest in it was greatly enhanced by having procured and read

in November 1841, through the advice of Robert Brown, a copy of C.K.

Sprengel's wonderful book, 'Das entdeckte Geheimniss der Natur.' For

some years before 1862 I had specially attended to the fertilisation

of our British orchids; and it seemed to me the best plan to prepare as

complete a treatise on this group of plants as well as I could, rather

than to utilise the great mass of matter which I had slowly collected

with respect to other plants.

My resolve proved a wise one; for since the appearance of my book, a

surprising number of papers and separate works on the fertilisation of

all kinds of flowers have appeared: and these are far better done than

I could possibly have effected. The merits of poor old Sprengel, so long

overlooked, are now fully recognised many years after his death.

During the same year I published in the 'Journal of the Linnean Society'

a paper "On the Two Forms, or Dimorphic Condition of Primula,"

and during the next five years, five other papers on dimorphic and

trimorphic plants. I do not think anything in my scientific life has

given me so much satisfaction as making out the meaning of the structure

of these plants. I had noticed in 1838 or 1839 the dimorphism of Linum

flavum, and had at first thought that it was merely a case of unmeaning

variability. But on examining the common species of Primula I found that

the two forms were much too regular and constant to be thus viewed. I

therefore became almost convinced that the common cowslip and primrose

were on the high road to become dioecious;--that the short pistil in the

one form, and the short stamens in the other form were tending towards

abortion. The plants were therefore subjected under this point of view

to trial; but as soon as the flowers with short pistils fertilised with

pollen from the short stamens, were found to yield more seeds than any

other of the four possible unions, the abortion-theory was knocked on

the head. After some additional experiment, it became evident that the

two forms, though both were perfect hermaphrodites, bore almost the same

relation to one another as do the two sexes of an ordinary animal. With

Lythrum we have the still more wonderful case of three forms standing in

a similar relation to one another. I afterwards found that the offspring

from the union of two plants belonging to the same forms presented a

close and curious analogy with hybrids from the union of two distinct

species.

In the autumn of 1864 I finished a long paper on 'Climbing Plants,' and

sent it to the Linnean Society. The writing of this paper cost me four

months; but I was so unwell when I received the proof-sheets that I was

forced to leave them very badly and often obscurely expressed. The paper

was little noticed, but when in 1875 it was corrected and published as a

separate book it sold well. I was led to take up this subject by reading

a short paper by Asa Gray, published in 1858. He sent me seeds, and

on raising some plants I was so much fascinated and perplexed by the

revolving movements of the tendrils and stems, which movements are

really very simple, though appearing at first sight very complex, that

I procured various other kinds of climbing plants, and studied the

whole subject. I was all the more attracted to it, from not being at all

satisfied with the explanation which Henslow gave us in his lectures,

about twining plants, namely, that they had a natural tendency to grow

up in a spire. This explanation proved quite erroneous. Some of the

adaptations displayed by Climbing Plants are as beautiful as those of

Orchids for ensuring cross-fertilisation.

My 'Variation of Animals and Plants under Domestication' was begun, as

already stated, in the beginning of 1860, but was not published until

the beginning of 1868. It was a big book, and cost me four years and two

months' hard labour. It gives all my observations and an immense number

of facts collected from various sources, about our domestic productions.

In the second volume the causes and laws of variation, inheritance,

etc., are discussed as far as our present state of knowledge permits.

Towards the end of the work I give my well-abused hypothesis of

Pangenesis. An unverified hypothesis is of little or no value; but if

any one should hereafter be led to make observations by which some such

hypothesis could be established, I shall have done good service, as an

astonishing number of isolated facts can be thus connected together and

rendered intelligible. In 1875 a second and largely corrected edition,

which cost me a good deal of labour, was brought out.

My 'Descent of Man' was published in February, 1871. As soon as I had

become, in the year 1837 or 1838, convinced that species were mutable

productions, I could not avoid the belief that man must come under

the same law. Accordingly I collected notes on the subject for my own

satisfaction, and not for a long time with any intention of publishing.

Although in the 'Origin of Species' the derivation of any particular

species is never discussed, yet I thought it best, in order that no

honourable man should accuse me of concealing my views, to add that by

the work "light would be thrown on the origin of man and his history."

It would have been useless and injurious to the success of the book to

have paraded, without giving any evidence, my conviction with respect to

his origin.

But when I found that many naturalists fully accepted the doctrine of

the evolution of species, it seemed to me advisable to work up such

notes as I possessed, and to publish a special treatise on the origin of

man. I was the more glad to do so, as it gave me an opportunity of

fully discussing sexual selection--a subject which had always greatly

interested me. This subject, and that of the variation of our

domestic productions, together with the causes and laws of variation,

inheritance, and the intercrossing of plants, are the sole subjects

which I have been able to write about in full, so as to use all the

materials which I have collected. The 'Descent of Man' took me three

years to write, but then as usual some of this time was lost by ill

health, and some was consumed by preparing new editions and other minor

works. A second and largely corrected edition of the 'Descent' appeared

in 1874.

My book on the 'Expression of the Emotions in Men and Animals' was

published in the autumn of 1872. I had intended to give only a chapter

on the subject in the 'Descent of Man,' but as soon as I began to put my

notes together, I saw that it would require a separate treatise.

My first child was born on December 27th, 1839, and I at once commenced

to make notes on the first dawn of the various expressions which he

exhibited, for I felt convinced, even at this early period, that the

most complex and fine shades of expression must all have had a gradual

and natural origin. During the summer of the following year, 1840,

I read Sir C. Bell's admirable work on expression, and this greatly

increased the interest which I felt in the subject, though I could not

at all agree with his belief that various muscles had been specially

created for the sake of expression. From this time forward I

occasionally attended to the subject, both with respect to man and our

domesticated animals. My book sold largely; 5267 copies having been

disposed of on the day of publication.

In the summer of 1860 I was idling and resting near Hartfield, where two

species of Drosera abound; and I noticed that numerous insects had been

entrapped by the leaves. I carried home some plants, and on giving them

insects saw the movements of the tentacles, and this made me think

it probable that the insects were caught for some special purpose.

Fortunately a crucial test occurred to me, that of placing a large

number of leaves in various nitrogenous and non-nitrogenous fluids of

equal density; and as soon as I found that the former alone excited

energetic movements, it was obvious that here was a fine new field for

investigation.

During subsequent years, whenever I had leisure, I pursued my

experiments, and my book on 'Insectivorous Plants' was published in July

1875--that is, sixteen years after my first observations. The delay in

this case, as with all my other books, has been a great advantage to me;

for a man after a long interval can criticise his own work, almost as

well as if it were that of another person. The fact that a plant should

secrete, when properly excited, a fluid containing an acid and ferment,

closely analogous to the digestive fluid of an animal, was certainly a

remarkable discovery.

During this autumn of 1876 I shall publish on the 'Effects of Cross

and Self-Fertilisation in the Vegetable Kingdom.' This book will form a

complement to that on the 'Fertilisation of Orchids,' in which I showed

how perfect were the means for cross-fertilisation, and here I shall

show how important are the results. I was led to make, during eleven

years, the numerous experiments recorded in this volume, by a mere

accidental observation; and indeed it required the accident to be

repeated before my attention was thoroughly aroused to the remarkable

fact that seedlings of self-fertilised parentage are inferior, even

in the first generation, in height and vigour to seedlings of

cross-fertilised parentage. I hope also to republish a revised edition

of my book on Orchids, and hereafter my papers on dimorphic and

trimorphic plants, together with some additional observations on allied

points which I never have had time to arrange. My strength will then

probably be exhausted, and I shall be ready to exclaim "Nunc dimittis."

WRITTEN MAY 1ST, 1881.

'The Effects of Cross and Self-Fertilisation' was published in the

autumn of 1876; and the results there arrived at explain, as I believe,

the endless and wonderful contrivances for the transportal of pollen

from one plant to another of the same species. I now believe, however,

chiefly from the observations of Hermann Muller, that I ought to

have insisted more strongly than I did on the many adaptations for

self-fertilisation; though I was well aware of many such adaptations. A

much enlarged edition of my 'Fertilisation of Orchids' was published in

1877.

In this same year 'The Different Forms of Flowers, etc.,' appeared,

and in 1880 a second edition. This book consists chiefly of the several

papers on Heterostyled flowers originally published by the Linnean

Society, corrected, with much new matter added, together with

observations on some other cases in which the same plant bears two kinds

of flowers. As before remarked, no little discovery of mine ever gave me

so much pleasure as the making out the meaning of heterostyled flowers.

The results of crossing such flowers in an illegitimate manner, I

believe to be very important, as bearing on the sterility of hybrids;

although these results have been noticed by only a few persons.

In 1879, I had a translation of Dr. Ernst Krause's 'Life of Erasmus

Darwin' published, and I added a sketch of his character and habits from

material in my possession. Many persons have been much interested by

this little life, and I am surprised that only 800 or 900 copies were

sold.

In 1880 I published, with [my son] Frank's assistance, our 'Power of

Movement in Plants.' This was a tough piece of work. The book bears

somewhat the same relation to my little book on 'Climbing Plants,' which

'Cross-Fertilisation' did to the 'Fertilisation of Orchids;' for in

accordance with the principle of evolution it was impossible to account

for climbing plants having been developed in so many widely different

groups unless all kinds of plants possess some slight power of movement

of an analogous kind. This I proved to be the case; and I was further

led to a rather wide generalisation, viz. that the great and important

classes of movements, excited by light, the attraction of gravity, etc.,

are all modified forms of the fundamental movement of circumnutation. It

has always pleased me to exalt plants in the scale of organised beings;

and I therefore felt an especial pleasure in showing how many and what

admirably well adapted movements the tip of a root possesses.

I have now (May 1, 1881) sent to the printers the MS. of a little book

on 'The Formation of Vegetable Mould, through the Action of Worms.' This

is a subject of but small importance; and I know not whether it will

interest any readers (Between November 1881 and February 1884, 8500

copies have been sold.), but it has interested me. It is the completion

of a short paper read before the Geological Society more than forty

years ago, and has revived old geological thoughts.

I have now mentioned all the books which I have published, and these

have been the milestones in my life, so that little remains to be said.

I am not conscious of any change in my mind during the last thirty

years, excepting in one point presently to be mentioned; nor, indeed,

could any change have been expected unless one of general deterioration.

But my father lived to his eighty-third year with his mind as lively as

ever it was, and all his faculties undimmed; and I hope that I may die

before my mind fails to a sensible extent. I think that I have become

a little more skilful in guessing right explanations and in devising

experimental tests; but this may probably be the result of mere

practice, and of a larger store of knowledge. I have as much difficulty

as ever in expressing myself clearly and concisely; and this difficulty

has caused me a very great loss of time; but it has had the compensating

advantage of forcing me to think long and intently about every sentence,

and thus I have been led to see errors in reasoning and in my own

observations or those of others.

There seems to be a sort of fatality in my mind leading me to put at

first my statement or proposition in a wrong or awkward form. Formerly

I used to think about my sentences before writing them down; but for

several years I have found that it saves time to scribble in a vile hand

whole pages as quickly as I possibly can, contracting half the words;

and then correct deliberately. Sentences thus scribbled down are often

better ones than I could have written deliberately.

Having said thus much about my manner of writing, I will add that with

my large books I spend a good deal of time over the general arrangement

of the matter. I first make the rudest outline in two or three pages,

and then a larger one in several pages, a few words or one word standing

for a whole discussion or series of facts. Each one of these headings is

again enlarged and often transferred before I begin to write in extenso.

As in several of my books facts observed by others have been very

extensively used, and as I have always had several quite distinct

subjects in hand at the same time, I may mention that I keep from thirty

to forty large portfolios, in cabinets with labelled shelves, into which

I can at once put a detached reference or memorandum. I have bought many

books, and at their ends I make an index of all the facts that concern

my work; or, if the book is not my own, write out a separate abstract,

and of such abstracts I have a large drawer full. Before beginning

on any subject I look to all the short indexes and make a general and

classified index, and by taking the one or more proper portfolios I have

all the information collected during my life ready for use.

I have said that in one respect my mind has changed during the last

twenty or thirty years. Up to the age of thirty, or beyond it, poetry

of many kinds, such as the works of Milton, Gray, Byron, Wordsworth,

Coleridge, and Shelley, gave me great pleasure, and even as a schoolboy

I took intense delight in Shakespeare, especially in the historical

plays. I have also said that formerly pictures gave me considerable, and

music very great delight. But now for many years I cannot endure to read

a line of poetry: I have tried lately to read Shakespeare, and found

it so intolerably dull that it nauseated me. I have also almost lost

my taste for pictures or music. Music generally sets me thinking too

energetically on what I have been at work on, instead of giving me

pleasure. I retain some taste for fine scenery, but it does not cause me

the exquisite delight which it formerly did. On the other hand, novels

which are works of the imagination, though not of a very high order,

have been for years a wonderful relief and pleasure to me, and I often

bless all novelists. A surprising number have been read aloud to me, and

I like all if moderately good, and if they do not end unhappily--against

which a law ought to be passed. A novel, according to my taste, does not

come into the first class unless it contains some person whom one can

thoroughly love, and if a pretty woman all the better.

This curious and lamentable loss of the higher aesthetic tastes is all

the odder, as books on history, biographies, and travels (independently

of any scientific facts which they may contain), and essays on all sorts

of subjects interest me as much as ever they did. My mind seems to

have become a kind of machine for grinding general laws out of large

collections of facts, but why this should have caused the atrophy of

that part of the brain alone, on which the higher tastes depend, I

cannot conceive. A man with a mind more highly organised or better

constituted than mine, would not, I suppose, have thus suffered; and

if I had to live my life again, I would have made a rule to read some

poetry and listen to some music at least once every week; for perhaps

the parts of my brain now atrophied would thus have been kept active

through use. The loss of these tastes is a loss of happiness, and may

possibly be injurious to the intellect, and more probably to the moral

character, by enfeebling the emotional part of our nature.

My books have sold largely in England, have been translated into many

languages, and passed through several editions in foreign countries. I

have heard it said that the success of a work abroad is the best test

of its enduring value. I doubt whether this is at all trustworthy; but

judged by this standard my name ought to last for a few years. Therefore

it may be worth while to try to analyse the mental qualities and the

conditions on which my success has depended; though I am aware that no

man can do this correctly.

I have no great quickness of apprehension or wit which is so remarkable

in some clever men, for instance, Huxley. I am therefore a poor critic:

a paper or book, when first read, generally excites my admiration,

and it is only after considerable reflection that I perceive the weak

points. My power to follow a long and purely abstract train of thought

is very limited; and therefore I could never have succeeded with

metaphysics or mathematics. My memory is extensive, yet hazy: it

suffices to make me cautious by vaguely telling me that I have observed

or read something opposed to the conclusion which I am drawing, or

on the other hand in favour of it; and after a time I can generally

recollect where to search for my authority. So poor in one sense is my

memory, that I have never been able to remember for more than a few days

a single date or a line of poetry.

Some of my critics have said, "Oh, he is a good observer, but he has

no power of reasoning!" I do not think that this can be true, for the

'Origin of Species' is one long argument from the beginning to the end,

and it has convinced not a few able men. No one could have written

it without having some power of reasoning. I have a fair share of

invention, and of common sense or judgment, such as every fairly

successful lawyer or doctor must have, but not, I believe, in any higher

degree.

On the favourable side of the balance, I think that I am superior to the

common run of men in noticing things which easily escape attention, and

in observing them carefully. My industry has been nearly as great as it

could have been in the observation and collection of facts. What is far

more important, my love of natural science has been steady and ardent.

This pure love has, however, been much aided by the ambition to be

esteemed by my fellow naturalists. From my early youth I have had the

strongest desire to understand or explain whatever I observed,--that is,

to group all facts under some general laws. These causes combined have

given me the patience to reflect or ponder for any number of years over

any unexplained problem. As far as I can judge, I am not apt to follow

blindly the lead of other men. I have steadily endeavoured to keep my

mind free so as to give up any hypothesis, however much beloved (and I

cannot resist forming one on every subject), as soon as facts are shown

to be opposed to it. Indeed, I have had no choice but to act in this

manner, for with the exception of the Coral Reefs, I cannot remember a

single first-formed hypothesis which had not after a time to be given

up or greatly modified. This has naturally led me to distrust greatly

deductive reasoning in the mixed sciences. On the other hand, I am not

very sceptical,--a frame of mind which I believe to be injurious to the

progress of science. A good deal of scepticism in a scientific man is

advisable to avoid much loss of time, but I have met with not a few

men, who, I feel sure, have often thus been deterred from experiment

or observations, which would have proved directly or indirectly

serviceable.

In illustration, I will give the oddest case which I have known. A

gentleman (who, as I afterwards heard, is a good local botanist) wrote

to me from the Eastern counties that the seed or beans of the common

field-bean had this year everywhere grown on the wrong side of the pod.

I wrote back, asking for further information, as I did not understand

what was meant; but I did not receive any answer for a very long time.

I then saw in two newspapers, one published in Kent and the other in

Yorkshire, paragraphs stating that it was a most remarkable fact that

"the beans this year had all grown on the wrong side." So I thought

there must be some foundation for so general a statement. Accordingly,

I went to my gardener, an old Kentish man, and asked him whether he had

heard anything about it, and he answered, "Oh, no, sir, it must be a

mistake, for the beans grow on the wrong side only on leap-year, and

this is not leap-year." I then asked him how they grew in common years

and how on leap-years, but soon found that he knew absolutely nothing of

how they grew at any time, but he stuck to his belief.

After a time I heard from my first informant, who, with many apologies,

said that he should not have written to me had he not heard the

statement from several intelligent farmers; but that he had since spoken

again to every one of them, and not one knew in the least what he had

himself meant. So that here a belief--if indeed a statement with no

definite idea attached to it can be called a belief--had spread over

almost the whole of England without any vestige of evidence.

I have known in the course of my life only three intentionally falsified

statements, and one of these may have been a hoax (and there have

been several scientific hoaxes) which, however, took in an American

Agricultural Journal. It related to the formation in Holland of a new

breed of oxen by the crossing of distinct species of Bos (some of which

I happen to know are sterile together), and the author had the impudence

to state that he had corresponded with me, and that I had been deeply

impressed with the importance of his result. The article was sent to me

by the editor of an English Agricultural Journal, asking for my opinion

before republishing it.

A second case was an account of several varieties, raised by the author

from several species of Primula, which had spontaneously yielded a

full complement of seed, although the parent plants had been carefully

protected from the access of insects. This account was published before

I had discovered the meaning of heterostylism, and the whole statement

must have been fraudulent, or there was neglect in excluding insects so

gross as to be scarcely credible.

The third case was more curious: Mr. Huth published in his book on

'Consanguineous Marriage' some long extracts from a Belgian author, who

stated that he had interbred rabbits in the closest manner for very

many generations, without the least injurious effects. The account was

published in a most respectable Journal, that of the Royal Society of

Belgium; but I could not avoid feeling doubts--I hardly know why, except

that there were no accidents of any kind, and my experience in breeding

animals made me think this very improbable.

So with much hesitation I wrote to Professor Van Beneden, asking him

whether the author was a trustworthy man. I soon heard in answer that

the Society had been greatly shocked by discovering that the whole

account was a fraud. (The falseness of the published statements on which

Mr. Huth relied has been pointed out by himself in a slip inserted in

all the copies of his book which then remained unsold.) The writer had

been publicly challenged in the Journal to say where he had resided and

kept his large stock of rabbits while carrying on his experiments, which

must have consumed several years, and no answer could be extracted from

him.

My habits are methodical, and this has been of not a little use for

my particular line of work. Lastly, I have had ample leisure from not

having to earn my own bread. Even ill-health, though it has annihilated

several years of my life, has saved me from the distractions of society

and amusement.

Therefore my success as a man of science, whatever this may have

amounted to, has been determined, as far as I can judge, by complex

and diversified mental qualities and conditions. Of these, the most

important have been--the love of science--unbounded patience in long

reflecting over any subject--industry in observing and collecting

facts--and a fair share of invention as well as of common sense. With

such moderate abilities as I possess, it is truly surprising that I

should have influenced to a considerable extent the belief of scientific

men on some important points.

CHAPTER 1.III. -- REMINISCENCES OF MY FATHER'S EVERYDAY LIFE.

It is my wish in the present chapter to give some idea of my father's

everyday life. It has seemed to me that I might carry out this object

in the form of a rough sketch of a day's life at Down, interspersed

with such recollections as are called up by the record. Many of these

recollections, which have a meaning for those who knew my father, will

seem colourless or trifling to strangers. Nevertheless, I give them

in the hope that they may help to preserve that impression of his

personality which remains on the minds of those who knew and loved

him--an impression at once so vivid and so untranslatable into words.

Of his personal appearance (in these days of multiplied photographs) it

is hardly necessary to say much. He was about six feet in height, but

scarcely looked so tall, as he stooped a good deal; in later days he

yielded to the stoop; but I can remember seeing him long ago swinging

his arms back to open out his chest, and holding himself upright with a

jerk. He gave one the idea that he had been active rather than strong;

his shoulders were not broad for his height, though certainly not

narrow. As a young man he must have had much endurance, for on one of

the shore excursions from the "Beagle", when all were suffering from

want of water, he was one of the two who were better able than the rest

to struggle on in search of it. As a boy he was active, and could jump a

bar placed at the height of the "Adam's apple" in his neck.

He walked with a swinging action, using a stick heavily shod with iron,

which he struck loudly against the ground, producing as he went round

the "Sand-walk" at Down, a rhythmical click which is with all of us a

very distinct remembrance. As he returned from the midday walk, often

carrying the waterproof or cloak which had proved too hot, one could see

that the swinging step was kept up by something of an effort. Indoors

his step was often slow and laboured, and as he went upstairs in the

afternoon he might be heard mounting the stairs with a heavy footfall,

as if each step were an effort. When interested in his work he moved

about quickly and easily enough, and often in the middle of dictating

he went eagerly into the hall to get a pinch of snuff, leaving the study

door open, and calling out the last words of his sentence as he went.

Indoors he sometimes used an oak stick like a little alpenstock, and

this was a sign that he felt giddiness.

In spite of his strength and activity, I think he must always have had a

clumsiness of movement. He was naturally awkward with his hands, and

was unable to draw at all well. (The figure representing the aggregated

cell-contents in 'Insectivorous Plants' was drawn by him.) This he

always regretted much, and he frequently urged the paramount necessity

of a young naturalist making himself a good draughtsman.

He could dissect well under the simple microscope, but I think it was by

dint of his great patience and carefulness. It was characteristic of him

that he thought many little bits of skilful dissection something almost

superhuman. He used to speak with admiration of the skill with which he

saw Newport dissect a humble bee, getting out the nervous system with

a few cuts of a fine pair of scissors, held, as my father used to show,

with the elbow raised, and in an attitude which certainly would render

great steadiness necessary. He used to consider cutting sections a great

feat, and in the last year of his life, with wonderful energy, took the

pains to learn to cut sections of roots and leaves. His hand was not

steady enough to hold the object to be cut, and he employed a common

microtome, in which the pith for holding the object was clamped, and the

razor slid on a glass surface in making the sections. He used to laugh

at himself, and at his own skill in section-cutting, at which he would

say he was "speechless with admiration." On the other hand, he must have

had accuracy of eye and power of co-ordinating his movements, since he

was a good shot with a gun as a young man, and as a boy was skilful

in throwing. He once killed a hare sitting in the flower-garden at

Shrewsbury by throwing a marble at it, and, as a man, he once killed a

cross-beak with a stone. He was so unhappy at having uselessly killed

the cross-beak that he did not mention it for years, and then explained

that he should never have thrown at it if he had not felt sure that his

old skill had gone from him.

When walking he had a fidgetting movement with his fingers, which he has

described in one of his books as the habit of an old man. When he sat

still he often took hold of one wrist with the other hand; he sat with

his legs crossed, and from being so thin they could be crossed very far,

as may be seen in one of the photographs. He had his chair in the study

and in the drawing-room raised so as to be much higher than ordinary

chairs; this was done because sitting on a low or even an ordinary chair

caused him some discomfort. We used to laugh at him for making his tall

drawing-room chair still higher by putting footstools on it, and then

neutralising the result by resting his feet on another chair.

His beard was full and almost untrimmed, the hair being grey and

white, fine rather than coarse, and wavy or frizzled. His moustache was

somewhat disfigured by being cut short and square across. He became very

bald, having only a fringe of dark hair behind.

His face was ruddy in colour, and this perhaps made people think him

less of an invalid than he was. He wrote to Dr. Hooker (June 13, 1849),

"Every one tells me that I look quite blooming and beautiful; and most

think I am shamming, but you have never been one of those." And it must

be remembered that at this time he was miserably ill, far worse than

in later years. His eyes were bluish grey under deep overhanging

brows, with thick bushy projecting eyebrows. His high forehead was

much wrinkled, but otherwise his face was not much marked or lined. His

expression showed no signs of the continual discomfort he suffered.

When he was excited with pleasant talk his whole manner was wonderfully

bright and animated, and his face shared to the full in the general

animation. His laugh was a free and sounding peal, like that of a man

who gives himself sympathetically and with enjoyment to the person and

the thing which have amused him. He often used some sort of gesture

with his laugh, lifting up his hands or bringing one down with a slap.

I think, generally speaking, he was given to gesture, and often used his

hands in explaining anything (e.g. the fertilisation of a flower) in a

way that seemed rather an aid to himself than to the listener. He did

this on occasions when most people would illustrate their explanations

by means of a rough pencil sketch.

He wore dark clothes, of a loose and easy fit. Of late years he gave up

the tall hat even in London, and wore a soft black one in winter, and

a big straw hat in summer. His usual out-of-doors dress was the short

cloak in which Elliot and Fry's photograph represents him leaning

against the pillar of the verandah. Two peculiarities of his indoor

dress were that he almost always wore a shawl over his shoulders, and

that he had great loose cloth boots lined with fur which he could slip

on over his indoor shoes. Like most delicate people he suffered from

heat as well as from chilliness; it was as if he could not hit the

balance between too hot and too cold; often a mental cause would make

him too hot, so that he would take off his coat if anything went wrong

in the course of his work.

He rose early, chiefly because he could not lie in bed, and I think he

would have liked to get up earlier than he did. He took a short turn

before breakfast, a habit which began when he went for the first time to

a water-cure establishment. This habit he kept up till almost the end

of his life. I used, as a little boy, to like going out with him, and I

have a vague sense of the red of the winter sunrise, and a recollection

of the pleasant companionship, and a certain honour and glory in it. He

used to delight me as a boy by telling me how, in still earlier walks,

on dark winter mornings, he had once or twice met foxes trotting home at

the dawning.

After breakfasting alone about 7.45, he went to work at once,

considering the 1 1/2 hour between 8 and 9.30 one of his best working

times. At 9.30 he came into the drawing-room for his letters--rejoicing

if the post was a light one and being sometimes much worried if it was

not. He would then hear any family letters read aloud as he lay on the

sofa.

The reading aloud, which also included part of a novel, lasted till

about half-past ten, when he went back to work till twelve or a quarter

past. By this time he considered his day's work over, and would often

say, in a satisfied voice, "I'VE done a good day's work." He then went

out of doors whether it was wet or fine; Polly, his white terrier,

went with him in fair weather, but in rain she refused or might be seen

hesitating in the verandah, with a mixed expression of disgust and shame

at her own want of courage; generally, however, her conscience carried

the day, and as soon as he was evidently gone she could not bear to stay

behind.

My father was always fond of dogs, and as a young man had the power of

stealing away the affections of his sister's pets; at Cambridge, he won

the love of his cousin W.D. Fox's dog, and this may perhaps have been

the little beast which used to creep down inside his bed and sleep at

the foot every night. My father had a surly dog, who was devoted to

him, but unfriendly to every one else, and when he came back from the

"Beagle" voyage, the dog remembered him, but in a curious way, which my

father was fond of telling. He went into the yard and shouted in his old

manner; the dog rushed out and set off with him on his walk, showing no

more emotion or excitement than if the same thing had happened the day

before, instead of five years ago. This story is made use of in the

'Descent of Man,' 2nd Edition, page 74.

In my memory there were only two dogs which had much connection with my

father. One was a large black and white half-bred retriever, called Bob,

to which we, as children, were much devoted. He was the dog of whom

the story of the "hot-house face" is told in the 'Expression of the

Emotions.'

But the dog most closely associated with my father was the

above-mentioned Polly, a rough, white fox-terrier. She was a

sharp-witted, affectionate dog; when her master was going away on a

journey, she always discovered the fact by the signs of packing going on

in the study, and became low-spirited accordingly. She began, too, to

be excited by seeing the study prepared for his return home. She was a

cunning little creature, and used to tremble or put on an air of misery

when my father passed, while she was waiting for dinner, just as if she

knew that he would say (as he did often say) that "she was famishing."

My father used to make her catch biscuits off her nose, and had an

affectionate and mock-solemn way of explaining to her before-hand that

she must "be a very good girl." She had a mark on her back where she had

been burnt, and where the hair had re-grown red instead of white, and my

father used to commend her for this tuft of hair as being in accordance

with his theory of pangenesis; her father had been a red bull-terrier,

thus the red hair appearing after the burn showed the presence of latent

red gemmules. He was delightfully tender to Polly, and never showed any

impatience at the attentions she required, such as to be let in at the

door, or out at the verandah window, to bark at "naughty people,"

a self-imposed duty she much enjoyed. She died, or rather had to be

killed, a few days after his death. (The basket in which she usually lay

curled up near the fire in his study is faithfully represented in Mr.

Parson's drawing, "The Study at Down.")

My father's midday walk generally began by a call at the greenhouse,

where he looked at any germinating seeds or experimental plants which

required a casual examination, but he hardly ever did any serious

observing at this time. Then he went on for his constitutional--either

round the "Sand-walk," or outside his own grounds in the immediate

neighbourhood of the house. The "Sand-walk" was a narrow strip of land 1

1/2 acres in extent, with a gravel-walk round it. On one side of it

was a broad old shaw with fair-sized oaks in it, which made a sheltered

shady walk; the other side was separated from a neighbouring grass field

by a low quickset hedge, over which you could look at what view there

was, a quiet little valley losing itself in the upland country towards

the edge of the Westerham hill, with hazel coppice and larch wood, the

remnants of what was once a large wood, stretching away to the Westerham

road. I have heard my father say that the charm of this simple little

valley helped to make him settle at Down.

The Sand-walk was planted by my father with a variety of trees, such

as hazel, alder, lime, hornbeam, birch, privet, and dogwood, and with a

long line of hollies all down the exposed side. In earlier times he took

a certain number of turns every day, and used to count them by means of

a heap of flints, one of which he kicked out on the path each time he

passed. Of late years I think he did not keep to any fixed number of

turns, but took as many as he felt strength for. The Sand-walk was our

play-ground as children, and here we continually saw my father as he

walked round. He liked to see what we were doing, and was ever ready

to sympathize in any fun that was going on. It is curious to think how,

with regard to the Sand-walk in connection with my father, my earliest

recollections coincide with my latest; it shows how unvarying his habits

have been.

Sometimes when alone he stood still or walked stealthily to observe

birds or beasts. It was on one of these occasions that some young

squirrels ran up his back and legs, while their mother barked at them in

an agony from the tree. He always found birds' nests even up to the last

years of his life, and we, as children, considered that he had a special

genius in this direction. In his quiet prowls he came across the less

common birds, but I fancy he used to conceal it from me, as a little

boy, because he observed the agony of mind which I endured at not having

seen the siskin or goldfinch, or whatever it might have been. He used to

tell us how, when he was creeping noiselessly along in the "Big-Woods,"

he came upon a fox asleep in the daytime, which was so much astonished

that it took a good stare at him before it ran off. A Spitz dog which

accompanied him showed no sign of excitement at the fox, and he used to

end the story by wondering how the dog could have been so faint-hearted.

Another favourite place was "Orchis Bank," above the quiet Cudham

valley, where fly- and musk-orchis grew among the junipers, and

Cephalanthera and Neottia under the beech boughs; the little wood

"Hangrove," just above this, he was also fond of, and here I remember

his collecting grasses, when he took a fancy to make out the names of

all the common kinds. He was fond of quoting the saying of one of his

little boys, who, having found a grass that his father had not seen

before, had it laid by his own plate during dinner, remarking, "I are an

extraordinary grass-finder!"

My father much enjoyed wandering slowly in the garden with my mother or

some of his children, or making one of a party, sitting out on a bench

on the lawn; he generally sat, however, on the grass, and I remember him

often lying under one of the big lime-trees, with his head on the green

mound at its foot. In dry summer weather, when we often sat out, the

big fly-wheel of the well was commonly heard spinning round, and so the

sound became associated with those pleasant days. He used to like to

watch us playing at lawn-tennis, and often knocked up a stray ball for

us with the curved handle of his stick. === Though he took no personal

share in the management of the garden, he had great delight in the

beauty of flowers--for instance, in the mass of Azaleas which generally

stood in the drawing-room. I think he sometimes fused together his

admiration of the structure of a flower and of its intrinsic beauty;

for instance, in the case of the big pendulous pink and white flowers

of Dielytra. In the same way he had an affection, half-artistic,

half-botanical, for the little blue Lobelia. In admiring flowers, he

would often laugh at the dingy high-art colours, and contrast them with

the bright tints of nature. I used to like to hear him admire the beauty

of a flower; it was a kind of gratitude to the flower itself, and a

personal love for its delicate form and colour. I seem to remember

him gently touching a flower he delighted in; it was the same simple

admiration that a child might have.

He could not help personifying natural things. This feeling came out in

abuse as well as in praise--e.g. of some seedlings--"The little

beggars are doing just what I don't want them to." He would speak in a

half-provoked, half-admiring way of the ingenuity of a Mimosa leaf in

screwing itself out of a basin of water in which he had tried to fix

it. One must see the same spirit in his way of speaking of Sundew,

earth-worms, etc. (Cf. Leslie Stephen's 'Swift,' 1882, page 200, where

Swift's inspection of the manners and customs of servants are compared

to my father's observations on worms, "The difference is," says Mr.

Stephen, "that Darwin had none but kindly feelings for worms.")

Within my memory, his only outdoor recreation, besides walking, was

riding, which he took to on the recommendation of Dr. Bence Jones, and

we had the luck to find for him the easiest and quietest cob in the

world, named "Tommy." He enjoyed these rides extremely, and devised a

number of short rounds which brought him home in time for lunch. Our

country is good for this purpose, owing to the number of small valleys

which give a variety to what in a flat country would be a dull loop of

road. He was not, I think, naturally fond of horses, nor had he a high

opinion of their intelligence, and Tommy was often laughed at for

the alarm he showed at passing and repassing the same heap of

hedge-clippings as he went round the field. I think he used to feel

surprised at himself, when he remembered how bold a rider he had been,

and how utterly old age and bad health had taken away his nerve. He

would say that riding prevented him thinking much more effectually

than walking--that having to attend to the horse gave him occupation

sufficient to prevent any really hard thinking. And the change of scene

which it gave him was good for spirits and health.

Unluckily, Tommy one day fell heavily with him on Keston common. This,

and an accident with another horse, upset his nerves, and he was advised

to give up riding.

If I go beyond my own experience, and recall what I have heard him say

of his love for sport, etc., I can think of a good deal, but much of it

would be a repetition of what is contained in his 'Recollections.' At

school he was fond of bat-fives, and this was the only game at which he

was skilful. He was fond of his gun as quite a boy, and became a good

shot; he used to tell how in South America he killed twenty-three snipe

in twenty-four shots. In telling the story he was careful to add that he

thought they were not quite so wild as English snipe.

Luncheon at Down came after his midday walk; and here I may say a word

or two about his meals generally. He had a boy-like love of sweets,

unluckily for himself, since he was constantly forbidden to take them.

He was not particularly successful in keeping the "vows," as he called

them, which he made against eating sweets, and never considered them

binding unless he made them aloud.

He drank very little wine, but enjoyed, and was revived by, the little

he did drink. He had a horror of drinking, and constantly warned his

boys that any one might be led into drinking too much. I remember, in my

innocence as a small boy, asking him if he had been ever tipsy; and he

answered very gravely that he was ashamed to say he had once drunk too

much at Cambridge. I was much impressed, so that I know now the place

where the question was asked.

After his lunch, he read the newspaper, lying on the sofa in the

drawing-room. I think the paper was the only non-scientific matter which

he read to himself. Everything else, novels, travels, history, was read

aloud to him. He took so wide an interest in life, that there was much

to occupy him in newspapers, though he laughed at the wordiness of

the debates; reading them, I think, only in abstract. His interest in

politics was considerable, but his opinion on these matters was formed

rather by the way than with any serious amount of thought.

After he read his paper, came his time for writing letters. These, as

well as the MS. of his books, were written by him as he sat in a huge

horse-hair chair by the fire, his paper supported on a board resting

on the arms of the chair. When he had many or long letters to write, he

would dictate them from a rough copy; these rough copies were written on

the backs of manuscript or of proof-sheets, and were almost illegible,

sometimes even to himself. He made a rule of keeping ALL letters that he

received; this was a habit which he learnt from his father, and which he

said had been of great use to him.

He received many letters from foolish, unscrupulous people, and all of

these received replies. He used to say that if he did not answer them,

he had it on his conscience afterwards, and no doubt it was in great

measure the courtesy with which he answered every one, which produced

the universal and widespread sense of his kindness of nature, which was

so evident on his death.

He was considerate to his correspondents in other and lesser things, for

instance when dictating a letter to a foreigner he hardly ever failed

to say to me, "You'd better try and write well, as it's to a foreigner."

His letters were generally written on the assumption that they would be

carelessly read; thus, when he was dictating, he was careful to tell me

to make an important clause begin with an obvious paragraph "to catch

his eye," as he often said. How much he thought of the trouble he gave

others by asking questions, will be well enough shown by his letters. It

is difficult to say anything about the general tone of his letters,

they will speak for themselves. The unvarying courtesy of them is very

striking. I had a proof of this quality in the feeling with which Mr.

Hacon, his solicitor, regarded him. He had never seen my father, yet

had a sincere feeling of friendship for him, and spoke especially of

his letters as being such as a man seldom receives in the way of

business:--"Everything I did was right, and everything was profusely

thanked for."

He had a printed form to be used in replying to troublesome

correspondents, but he hardly ever used it; I suppose he never found an

occasion that seemed exactly suitable. I remember an occasion on which

it might have been used with advantage. He received a letter from a

stranger stating that the writer had undertaken to uphold Evolution at

a debating society, and that being a busy young man, without time for

reading, he wished to have a sketch of my father's views. Even this

wonderful young man got a civil answer, though I think he did not get

much material for his speech. His rule was to thank the donors of books,

but not of pamphlets. He sometimes expressed surprise that so few people

thanked him for his books which he gave away liberally; the letters that

he did receive gave him much pleasure, because he habitually formed so

humble an estimate of the value of all his works, that he was generally

surprised at the interest which they excited.

In money and business matters he was remarkably careful and exact. He

kept accounts with great care, classifying them, and balancing at the

end of the year like a merchant. I remember the quick way in which

he would reach out for his account-book to enter each cheque paid, as

though he were in a hurry to get it entered before he had forgotten it.

His father must have allowed him to believe that he would be poorer than

he really was, for some of the difficulty experienced in finding a house

in the country must have arisen from the modest sum he felt prepared to

give. Yet he knew, of course, that he would be in easy circumstances,

for in his 'Recollections' he mentions this as one of the reasons for

his not having worked at medicine with so much zeal as he would have

done if he had been obliged to gain his living.

He had a pet economy in paper, but it was rather a hobby than a real

economy. All the blank sheets of letters received were kept in a

portfolio to be used in making notes; it was his respect for paper that

made him write so much on the backs of his old MS., and in this way,

unfortunately, he destroyed large parts of the original MS. of his

books. His feeling about paper extended to waste paper, and he objected,

half in fun, to the careless custom of throwing a spill into the fire

after it had been used for lighting a candle.

My father was wonderfully liberal and generous to all his children in

the matter of money, and I have special cause to remember his kindness

when I think of the way in which he paid some Cambridge debts of

mine--making it almost seem a virtue in me to have told him of them.

In his later years he had the kind and generous plan of dividing his

surplus at the year's end among his children.

He had a great respect for pure business capacity, and often spoke with

admiration of a relative who had doubled his fortune. And of himself

would often say in fun that what he really WAS proud of was the money he

had saved. He also felt satisfaction in the money he made by his books.

His anxiety to save came in a great measure from his fears that his

children would not have health enough to earn their own livings, a

foreboding which fairly haunted him for many years. And I have a dim

recollection of his saying, "Thank God, you'll have bread and cheese,"

when I was so young that I was rather inclined to take it literally.

When letters were finished, about three in the afternoon, he rested in

his bedroom, lying on the sofa and smoking a cigarette, and listening

to a novel or other book not scientific. He only smoked when resting,

whereas snuff was a stimulant, and was taken during working hours.

He took snuff for many years of his life, having learnt the habit at

Edinburgh as a student. He had a nice silver snuff-box given him by

Mrs. Wedgwood of Maer, which he valued much--but he rarely carried it,

because it tempted him to take too many pinches. In one of his early

letters he speaks of having given up snuff for a month, and describes

himself as feeling "most lethargic, stupid, and melancholy." Our former

neighbour and clergyman, Mr. Brodie Innes, tells me that at one time my

father made a resolve not to take snuff except away from home, "a most

satisfactory arrangement for me," he adds, "as I kept a box in my study

to which there was access from the garden without summoning servants,

and I had more frequently, than might have been otherwise the case,

the privilege of a few minutes' conversation with my dear friend." He

generally took snuff from a jar on the hall table, because having to go

this distance for a pinch was a slight check; the clink of the lid of

the snuff jar was a very familiar sound. Sometimes when he was in the

drawing-room, it would occur to him that the study fire must be burning

low, and when some of us offered to see after it, it would turn out that

he also wished to get a pinch of snuff.

Smoking he only took to permanently of late years, though on his Pampas

rides he learned to smoke with the Gauchos, and I have heard him speak

of the great comfort of a cup of mate and a cigarette when he halted

after a long ride and was unable to get food for some time.

The reading aloud often sent him to sleep, and he used to regret losing

parts of a novel, for my mother went steadily on lest the cessation of

the sound might wake him. He came down at four o'clock to dress for

his walk, and he was so regular that one might be quite certain it was

within a few minutes of four when his descending steps were heard.

From about half-past four to half-past five he worked; then he came to

the drawing-room, and was idle till it was time (about six) to go up for

another rest with novel-reading and a cigarette.

Latterly he gave up late dinner, and had a simple tea at half-past

seven (while we had dinner), with an egg or a small piece of meat. After

dinner he never stayed in the room, and used to apologise by saying he

was an old woman, who must be allowed to leave with the ladies. This

was one of the many signs and results of his constant weakness and

ill-health. Half an hour more or less conversation would make to him

the difference of a sleepless night, and of the loss perhaps of half the

next day's work.

After dinner he played backgammon with my mother, two games being played

every night; for many years a score of the games which each won was

kept, and in this score he took the greatest interest. He became

extremely animated over these games, bitterly lamenting his bad luck and

exploding with exaggerated mock-anger at my mother's good fortune.

After backgammon he read some scientific book to himself, either in the

drawing-room, or, if much talking was going on, in the study.

In the evening, that is, after he had read as much as his strength would

allow, and before the reading aloud began, he would often lie on the

sofa and listen to my mother playing the piano. He had not a good ear,

yet in spite of this he had a true love of fine music. He used to lament

that his enjoyment of music had become dulled with age, yet within my

recollection, his love of a good tune was strong. I never heard him hum

more than one tune, the Welsh song "Ar hyd y nos," which he went through

correctly; he used also, I believe, to hum a little Otaheitan song.

From his want of ear he was unable to recognize a tune when he heard it

again, but he remained constant to what he liked, and would often say,

when an old favourite was played, "That's a fine thing; what is it?" He

liked especially parts of Beethoven's symphonies, and bits of Handel.

He made a little list of all the pieces which he especially liked among

those which my mother played--giving in a few words the impression that

each one made on him--but these notes are unfortunately lost. He was

sensitive to differences in style, and enjoyed the late Mrs. Vernon

Lushington's playing intensely, and in June 1881, when Hans Richter paid

a visit at Down, he was roused to strong enthusiasm by his magnificent

performance on the piano. He much enjoyed good singing, and was moved

almost to tears by grand or pathetic songs. His niece Lady Farrer's

singing of Sullivan's "Will he come" was a never-failing enjoyment

to him. He was humble in the extreme about his own taste, and

correspondingly pleased when he found that others agreed with him.

He became much tired in the evenings, especially of late years, when

he left the drawing-room about ten, going to bed at half-past ten. His

nights were generally bad, and he often lay awake or sat up in bed

for hours, suffering much discomfort. He was troubled at night by the

activity of his thoughts, and would become exhausted by his mind working

at some problem which he would willingly have dismissed. At night, too,

anything which had vexed or troubled him in the day would haunt him,

and I think it was then that he suffered if he had not answered some

troublesome person's letter.

The regular readings, which I have mentioned, continued for so many

years, enabled him to get through a great deal of lighter kinds of

literature. He was extremely fond of novels, and I remember well the way

in which he would anticipate the pleasure of having a novel read to him,

as he lay down, or lighted his cigarette. He took a vivid interest both

in plot and characters, and would on no account know beforehand, how

a story finished; he considered looking at the end of a novel as a

feminine vice. He could not enjoy any story with a tragical end, for

this reason he did not keenly appreciate George Eliot, though he often

spoke warmly in praise of 'Silas Marner.' Walter Scott, Miss Austen, and

Mrs. Gaskell, were read and re-read till they could be read no more. He

had two or three books in hand at the same time--a novel and perhaps a

biography and a book of travels. He did not often read out-of-the-way or

old standard books, but generally kept to the books of the day obtained

from a circulating library.

I do not think that his literary tastes and opinions were on a level

with the rest of his mind. He himself, though he was clear as to what he

thought good, considered that in matters of literary taste, he was

quite outside the pale, and often spoke of what those within it liked or

disliked, as if they formed a class to which he had no claim to belong.

In all matters of art he was inclined to laugh at professed critics,

and say that their opinions were formed by fashion. Thus in painting,

he would say how in his day every one admired masters who are now

neglected. His love of pictures as a young man is almost a proof that he

must have had an appreciation of a portrait as a work of art, not as

a likeness. Yet he often talked laughingly of the small worth of

portraits, and said that a photograph was worth any number of pictures,

as if he were blind to the artistic quality in a painted portrait. But

this was generally said in his attempts to persuade us to give up the

idea of having his portrait painted, an operation very irksome to him.

This way of looking at himself as an ignoramus in all matters of art,

was strengthened by the absence of pretence, which was part of his

character. With regard to questions of taste, as well as to more serious

things, he always had the courage of his opinions. I remember, however,

an instance that sounds like a contradiction to this: when he was

looking at the Turners in Mr. Ruskin's bedroom, he did not confess, as

he did afterwards, that he could make out absolutely nothing of what Mr.

Ruskin saw in them. But this little pretence was not for his own sake,

but for the sake of courtesy to his host. He was pleased and amused

when subsequently Mr. Ruskin brought him some photographs of pictures

(I think Vandyke portraits), and courteously seemed to value my father's

opinion about them.

Much of his scientific reading was in German, and this was a great

labour to him; in reading a book after him, I was often struck at

seeing, from the pencil-marks made each day where he left off, how

little he could read at a time. He used to call German the "Verdammte,"

pronounced as if in English. He was especially indignant with Germans,

because he was convinced that they could write simply if they chose, and

often praised Dr. F. Hildebrand for writing German which was as clear

as French. He sometimes gave a German sentence to a friend, a patriotic

German lady, and used to laugh at her if she did not translate it

fluently. He himself learnt German simply by hammering away with a

dictionary; he would say that his only way was to read a sentence a

great many times over, and at last the meaning occurred to him. When he

began German long ago, he boasted of the fact (as he used to tell) to

Sir J. Hooker, who replied, "Ah, my dear fellow, that's nothing; I've

begun it many times."

In spite of his want of grammar, he managed to get on wonderfully with

German, and the sentences that he failed to make out were generally

really difficult ones. He never attempted to speak German correctly, but

pronounced the words as though they were English; and this made it not

a little difficult to help him, when he read out a German sentence and

asked for a translation. He certainly had a bad ear for vocal sounds,

so that he found it impossible to perceive small differences in

pronunciation.

His wide interest in branches of science that were not specially his own

was remarkable. In the biological sciences his doctrines make themselves

felt so widely that there was something interesting to him in most

departments of it. He read a good deal of many quite special works, and

large parts of text books, such as Huxley's 'Invertebrate Anatomy,' or

such a book as Balfour's 'Embryology,' where the detail, at any rate,

was not specially in his own line. And in the case of elaborate books of

the monograph type, though he did not make a study of them, yet he felt

the strongest admiration for them.

In the non-biological sciences he felt keen sympathy with work of which

he could not really judge. For instance, he used to read nearly the

whole of 'Nature,' though so much of it deals with mathematics and

physics. I have often heard him say that he got a kind of satisfaction

in reading articles which (according to himself) he could not

understand. I wish I could reproduce the manner in which he would laugh

at himself for it.

It was remarkable, too, how he kept up his interest in subjects at which

he had formerly worked. This was strikingly the case with geology. In

one of his letters to Mr. Judd he begs him to pay him a visit, saying

that since Lyell's death he hardly ever gets a geological talk. His

observations, made only a few years before his death, on the upright

pebbles in the drift at Southampton, and discussed in a letter to Mr.

Geikie, afford another instance. Again, in the letters to Dr. Dohrn, he

shows how his interest in barnacles remained alive. I think it was all

due to the vitality and persistence of his mind--a quality I have heard

him speak of as if he felt that he was strongly gifted in that respect.

Not that he used any such phrases as these about himself, but he would

say that he had the power of keeping a subject or question more or less

before him for a great many years. The extent to which he possessed this

power appears when we consider the number of different problems which he

solved, and the early period at which some of them began to occupy him.

It was a sure sign that he was not well when he was idle at any times

other than his regular resting hours; for, as long as he remained

moderately well, there was no break in the regularity of his life.

Week-days and Sundays passed by alike, each with their stated intervals

of work and rest. It is almost impossible, except for those who watched

his daily life, to realise how essential to his well-being was the

regular routine that I have sketched: and with what pain and difficulty

anything beyond it was attempted. Any public appearance, even of the

most modest kind, was an effort to him. In 1871 he went to the little

village church for the wedding of his elder daughter, but he could

hardly bear the fatigue of being present through the short service. The

same may be said of the few other occasions on which he was present at

similar ceremonies.

I remember him many years ago at a christening; a memory which has

remained with me, because to us children it seemed an extraordinary and

abnormal occurrence. I remember his look most distinctly at his brother

Erasmus's funeral, as he stood in the scattering of snow, wrapped in a

long black funeral cloak, with a grave look of sad reverie.

When, after an interval of many years, he again attended a meeting

of the Linnean Society, it was felt to be, and was in fact, a serious

undertaking; one not to be determined on without much sinking of

heart, and hardly to be carried into effect without paying a penalty

of subsequent suffering. In the same way a breakfast-party at Sir James

Paget's, with some of the distinguished visitors to the Medical Congress

(1881), was to him a severe exertion.

The early morning was the only time at which he could make any effort of

the kind, with comparative impunity. Thus it came about that the visits

he paid to his scientific friends in London were by preference made

as early as ten in the morning. For the same reason he started on his

journeys by the earliest possible train, and used to arrive at the

houses of relatives in London when they were beginning their day.

He kept an accurate journal of the days on which he worked and those

on which his ill health prevented him from working, so that it would

be possible to tell how many were idle days in any given year. In

this journal--a little yellow Lett's Diary, which lay open on his

mantel-piece, piled on the diaries of previous years--he also entered

the day on which he started for a holiday and that of his return.

The most frequent holidays were visits of a week to London, either

to his brother's house (6 Queen Anne Street), or to his daughter's (4

Bryanston Street). He was generally persuaded by my mother to take these

short holidays, when it became clear from the frequency of "bad days,"

or from the swimming of his head, that he was being overworked. He

went unwillingly, and tried to drive hard bargains, stipulating, for

instance, that he should come home in five days instead of six. Even

if he were leaving home for no more than a week, the packing had to be

begun early on the previous day, and the chief part of it he would do

himself. The discomfort of a journey to him was, at least latterly,

chiefly in the anticipation, and in the miserable sinking feeling from

which he suffered immediately before the start; even a fairly long

journey, such as that to Coniston, tired him wonderfully little,

considering how much an invalid he was; and he certainly enjoyed it in

an almost boyish way, and to a curious extent.

Although, as he has said, some of his aesthetic tastes had suffered a

gradual decay, his love of scenery remained fresh and strong. Every walk

at Coniston was a fresh delight, and he was never tired of praising the

beauty of the broken hilly country at the head of the lake.

One of the happy memories of this time [1879] is that of a delightful

visit to Grasmere: "The perfect day," my sister writes, "and my father's

vivid enjoyment and flow of spirits, form a picture in my mind that I

like to think of. He could hardly sit still in the carriage for turning

round and getting up to admire the view from each fresh point, and even

in returning he was full of the beauty of Rydal Water, though he would

not allow that Grasmere at all equalled his beloved Coniston."

Besides these longer holidays, there were shorter visits to various

relatives--to his brother-in-law's house, close to Leith Hill, and to

his son near Southampton. He always particularly enjoyed rambling over

rough open country, such as the commons near Leith Hill and Southampton,

the heath-covered wastes of Ashdown Forest, or the delightful "Rough"

near the house of his friend Sir Thomas Farrer. He never was quite idle

even on these holidays, and found things to observe. At Hartfield he

watched Drosera catching insects, etc.; at Torquay he observed the

fertilisation of an orchid (Spiranthes), and also made out the relations

of the sexes in Thyme.

He was always rejoiced to get home after his holidays; he used greatly

to enjoy the welcome he got from his dog Polly, who would get wild with

excitement, panting, squeaking, rushing round the room, and jumping on

and off the chairs; and he used to stoop down, pressing her face to

his, letting her lick him, and speaking to her with a peculiarly tender,

caressing voice.

My father had the power of giving to these summer holidays a charm which

was strongly felt by all his family. The pressure of his work at home

kept him at the utmost stretch of his powers of endurance, and when

released from it, he entered on a holiday with a youthfulness of

enjoyment that made his companionship delightful; we felt that we saw

more of him in a week's holiday than in a month at home.

Some of these absences from home, however, had a depressing effect on

him; when he had been previously much overworked it seemed as though

the absence of the customary strain allowed him to fall into a peculiar

condition of miserable health.

Besides the holidays which I have mentioned, there were his visits

to water-cure establishments. In 1849, when very ill, suffering from

constant sickness, he was urged by a friend to try the water-cure,

and at last agreed to go to Dr. Gully's establishment at Malvern. His

letters to Mr. Fox show how much good the treatment did him; he seems

to have thought that he had found a cure for his troubles, but, like all

other remedies, it had only a transient effect on him. However, he found

it, at first, so good for him that when he came home he built himself a

douche-bath, and the butler learnt to be his bathman.

He paid many visits to Moor Park, Dr. Lane's water-cure establishment in

Surrey, not far from Aldershot. These visits were pleasant ones, and

he always looked back to them with pleasure. Dr. Lane has given his

recollections of my father in Dr. Richardson's 'Lecture on Charles

Darwin,' October 22, 1882, from which I quote:--

"In a public institution like mine, he was surrounded, of course, by

multifarious types of character, by persons of both sexes, mostly very

different from himself--commonplace people, in short, as the majority

are everywhere, but like to him at least in this, that they were

fellow-creatures and fellow-patients. And never was any one more genial,

more considerate, more friendly, more altogether charming than he

universally was."...He "never aimed, as too often happens with good

talkers, at monopolising the conversation. It was his pleasure rather

to give and take, and he was as good a listener as a speaker. He never

preached nor prosed, but his talk, whether grave or gay (and it was each

by turns), was full of life and salt--racy, bright, and animated."

Some idea of his relation to his family and his friends may be gathered

from what has gone before; it would be impossible to attempt a complete

account of these relationships, but a slightly fuller outline may not be

out of place. Of his married life I cannot speak, save in the

briefest manner. In his relationship towards my mother, his tender

and sympathetic nature was shown in its most beautiful aspect. In her

presence he found his happiness, and through her, his life,--which

might have been overshadowed by gloom,--became one of content and quiet

gladness.

The 'Expression of the Emotions' shows how closely he watched his

children; it was characteristic of him that (as I have heard him tell),

although he was so anxious to observe accurately the expression of a

crying child, his sympathy with the grief spoiled his observation. His

note-book, in which are recorded sayings of his young children, shows

his pleasure in them. He seemed to retain a sort of regretful memory

of the childhoods which had faded away, and thus he wrote in his

'Recollections':--"When you were very young it was my delight to play

with you all, and I think with a sigh that such days can never return."

I may quote, as showing the tenderness of his nature, some sentences

from an account of his little daughter Annie, written a few days after

her death:--

"Our poor child, Annie, was born in Gower Street, on March 2, 1841, and

expired at Malvern at mid-day on the 23rd of April, 1851.

"I write these few pages, as I think in after years, if we live,

the impressions now put down will recall more vividly her chief

characteristics. From whatever point I look back at her, the main

feature in her disposition which at once rises before me, is her

buoyant joyousness, tempered by two other characteristics, namely, her

sensitiveness, which might easily have been overlooked by a stranger,

and her strong affection. Her joyousness and animal spirits radiated

from her whole countenance, and rendered every movement elastic and full

of life and vigour. It was delightful and cheerful to behold her. Her

dear face now rises before me, as she used sometimes to come running

downstairs with a stolen pinch of snuff for me her whole form radiant

with the pleasure of giving pleasure. Even when playing with her

cousins, when her joyousness almost passed into boisterousness, a single

glance of my eye, not of displeasure (for I thank God I hardly ever cast

one on her), but of want of sympathy, would for some minutes alter her

whole countenance.

"The other point in her character, which made her joyousness and spirits

so delightful, was her strong affection, which was of a most clinging,

fondling nature. When quite a baby, this showed itself in never being

easy without touching her mother, when in bed with her; and quite

lately she would, when poorly, fondle for any length of time one of her

mother's arms. When very unwell, her mother lying down beside her seemed

to soothe her in a manner quite different from what it would have done

to any of our other children. So, again, she would at almost any time

spend half an hour in arranging my hair, 'making it,' as she called

it, 'beautiful,' or in smoothing, the poor dear darling, my collar or

cuffs--in short, in fondling me.

"Beside her joyousness thus tempered, she was in her manners remarkably

cordial, frank, open, straightforward, natural, and without any shade of

reserve. Her whole mind was pure and transparent. One felt one knew her

thoroughly and could trust her. I always thought, that come what might,

we should have had in our old age at least one loving soul which nothing

could have changed. All her movements were vigorous, active, and usually

graceful. When going round the Sand-walk with me, although I walked

fast, yet she often used to go before, pirouetting in the most elegant

way, her dear face bright all the time with the sweetest smiles.

Occasionally she had a pretty coquettish manner towards me, the memory

of which is charming. She often used exaggerated language, and when I

quizzed her by exaggerating what she had said, how clearly can I now see

the little toss of the head, and exclamation of 'Oh, papa what a shame

of you!' In the last short illness her conduct in simple truth was

angelic. She never once complained; never became fretful; was ever

considerate of others, and was thankful in the most gentle, pathetic

manner for everything done for her. When so exhausted that she could

hardly speak, she praised everything that was given her, and said some

tea 'was beautifully good.' When I gave her some water she said, 'I

quite thank you;' and these, I believe, were the last precious words

ever addressed by her dear lips to me.

"We have lost the joy of the household, and the solace of our old age.

She must have known how we loved her. Oh, that she could now know how

deeply, how tenderly, we do still and shall ever love her dear joyous

face! Blessings on her!

"April 30, 1851."

We his children all took especial pleasure in the games he played at

with us, but I do not think he romped much with us; I suppose his health

prevented any rough play. He used sometimes to tell us stories, which

were considered especially delightful, partly on account of their

rarity.

The way he brought us up is shown by a little story about my brother

Leonard, which my father was fond of telling. He came into the

drawing-room and found Leonard dancing about on the sofa, which was

forbidden, for the sake of the springs, and said, "Oh, Lenny, Lenny,

that's against all rules," and received for answer, "Then I think you'd

better go out of the room." I do not believe he ever spoke an angry

word to any of his children in his life; but I am certain that it never

entered our heads to disobey him. I well remember one occasion when my

father reproved me for a piece of carelessness; and I can still recall

the feeling of depression which came over me, and the care which he took

to disperse it by speaking to me soon afterwards with especial kindness.

He kept up his delightful, affectionate manner towards us all his life.

I sometimes wonder that he could do so, with such an undemonstrative

race as we are; but I hope he knew how much we delighted in his loving

words and manner. How often, when a man, I have wished when my father

was behind my chair, that he would pass his hand over my hair, as he

used to do when I was a boy. He allowed his grown-up children to laugh

with and at him, and was, generally speaking, on terms of perfect

equality with us.

He was always full of interest about each one's plans or successes. We

used to laugh at him, and say he would not believe in his sons, because,

for instance, he would be a little doubtful about their taking some bit

of work for which he did not feel sure that they had knowledge enough.

On the other hand, he was only too much inclined to take a favourable

view of our work. When I thought he had set too high a value on anything

that I had done, he used to be indignant and inclined to explode in mock

anger. His doubts were part of his humility concerning what was in any

way connected with himself; his too favourable view of our work was due

to his sympathetic nature, which made him lenient to every one.

He kept up towards his children his delightful manner of expressing his

thanks; and I never wrote a letter, or read a page aloud to him, without

receiving a few kind words of recognition. His love and goodness towards

his little grandson Bernard were great; and he often spoke of the

pleasure it was to him to see "his little face opposite to him" at

luncheon. He and Bernard used to compare their tastes; e.g., in liking

brown sugar better than white, etc.; the result being, "We always agree,

don't we?"

My sister writes:--

"My first remembrances of my father are of the delights of his playing

with us. He was passionately attached to his own children, although

he was not an indiscriminate child-lover. To all of us he was the most

delightful play-fellow, and the most perfect sympathiser. Indeed it is

impossible adequately to describe how delightful a relation his was to

his family, whether as children or in their later life.

"It is a proof of the terms on which we were, and also of how much he

was valued as a play-fellow, that one of his sons when about four years

old tried to bribe him with sixpence to come and play in working hours.

We all knew the sacredness of working-time, but that any one should

resist sixpence seemed an impossibility.

"He must have been the most patient and delightful of nurses. I remember

the haven of peace and comfort it seemed to me when I was unwell, to

be tucked up on the study sofa, idly considering the old geological map

hung on the wall. This must have been in his working hours, for I always

picture him sitting in the horsehair arm-chair by the corner of the

fire.

"Another mark of his unbounded patience was the way in which we were

suffered to make raids into the study when we had an absolute need of

sticking-plaster, string, pins, scissors, stamps, foot-rule, or hammer.

These and other such necessaries were always to be found in the study,

and it was the only place where this was a certainty. We used to feel it

wrong to go in during work-time; still, when the necessity was great we

did so. I remember his patient look when he said once, 'Don't you think

you could not come in again, I have been interrupted very often.' We

used to dread going in for sticking-plaster, because he disliked to

see that we had cut ourselves, both for our sakes and on account of his

acute sensitiveness to the sight of blood. I well remember lurking about

the passage till he was safe away, and then stealing in for the plaster.

"Life seems to me, as I look back upon it, to have been very regular in

those early days, and except relations (and a few intimate friends), I

do not think any one came to the house. After lessons, we were always

free to go where we would, and that was chiefly in the drawing-room

and about the garden, so that we were very much with both my father and

mother. We used to think it most delightful when he told us any stories

about the 'Beagle', or about early Shrewsbury days--little bits about

school-life and his boyish tastes. Sometimes too he read aloud to his

children such books as Scott's novels, and I remember a few little

lectures on the steam-engine.

"I was more or less ill during the five years between my thirteenth and

eighteenth years, and for a long time (years it seems to me) he used to

play a couple of games of backgammon with me every afternoon. He played

them with the greatest spirit, and I remember we used at one time to

keep account of the games, and as this record came out in favour of him,

we kept a list of the doublets thrown by each, as I was convinced that

he threw better than myself.

"His patience and sympathy were boundless during this weary illness, and

sometimes when most miserable I felt his sympathy to be almost too keen.

When at my worst, we went to my aunt's house at Hartfield, in Sussex,

and as soon as we had made the move safely he went on to Moor Park for

a fortnight's water-cure. I can recall now how on his return I could

hardly bear to have him in the room, the expression of tender sympathy

and emotion in his face was too agitating, coming fresh upon me after

his little absence.

"He cared for all our pursuits and interests, and lived our lives with

us in a way that very few fathers do. But I am certain that none of

us felt that this intimacy interfered the least with our respect or

obedience. Whatever he said was absolute truth and law to us. He always

put his whole mind into answering any of our questions. One trifling

instance makes me feel how he cared for what we cared for. He had no

special taste for cats, though he admired the pretty ways of a kitten.

But yet he knew and remembered the individualities of my many cats, and

would talk about the habits and characters of the more remarkable ones

years after they had died.

"Another characteristic of his treatment of his children was his respect

for their liberty, and for their personality. Even as quite a girl, I

remember rejoicing in this sense of freedom. Our father and mother would

not even wish to know what we were doing or thinking unless we wished

to tell. He always made us feel that we were each of us creatures whose

opinions and thoughts were valuable to him, so that whatever there was

best in us came out in the sunshine of his presence.

"I do not think his exaggerated sense of our good qualities,

intellectual or moral, made us conceited, as might perhaps have been

expected, but rather more humble and grateful to him. The reason being

no doubt that the influence of his character, of his sincerity and

greatness of nature, had a much deeper and more lasting effect than any

small exaltation which his praises or admiration may have caused to our

vanity."

As head of a household he was much loved and respected; he always spoke

to servants with politeness, using the expression, "would you be

so good," in asking for anything. He was hardly ever angry with his

servants; it shows how seldom this occurred, that when, as a small boy,

I overheard a servant being scolded, and my father speaking angrily,

it impressed me as an appalling circumstance, and I remember running up

stairs out of a general sense of awe. He did not trouble himself about

the management of the garden, cows, etc. He considered the horses so

little his concern, that he used to ask doubtfully whether he might

have a horse and cart to send to Keston for Drosera, or to the Westerham

nurseries for plants, or the like.

As a host my father had a peculiar charm: the presence of visitors

excited him, and made him appear to his best advantage. At Shrewsbury,

he used to say, it was his father's wish that the guests should be

attended to constantly, and in one of the letters to Fox he speaks

of the impossibility of writing a letter while the house was full

of company. I think he always felt uneasy at not doing more for the

entertainment of his guests, but the result was successful; and, to make

up for any loss, there was the gain that the guests felt perfectly free

to do as they liked. The most usual visitors were those who stayed

from Saturday till Monday; those who remained longer were generally

relatives, and were considered to be rather more my mother's affair than

his.

Besides these visitors, there were foreigners and other strangers,

who came down for luncheon and went away in the afternoon. He used

conscientiously to represent to them the enormous distance of Down from

London, and the labour it would be to come there, unconsciously taking

for granted that they would find the journey as toilsome as he did

himself. If, however, they were not deterred, he used to arrange their

journeys for them, telling them when to come, and practically when to

go. It was pleasant to see the way in which he shook hands with a guest

who was being welcomed for the first time; his hand used to shoot out

in a way that gave one the feeling that it was hastening to meet the

guest's hands. With old friends his hand came down with a hearty swing

into the other hand in a way I always had satisfaction in seeing. His

good-bye was chiefly characterised by the pleasant way in which he

thanked his guests, as he stood at the door, for having come to see him.

These luncheons were very successful entertainments, there was no drag

or flagging about them, my father was bright and excited throughout the

whole visit. Professor De Candolle has described a visit to Down, in

his admirable and sympathetic sketch of my father. ('Darwin considere au

point de vue des causes de son succes.'--Geneva, 1882.) He speaks of

his manner as resembling that of a "savant" of Oxford or Cambridge.

This does not strike me as quite a good comparison; in his ease and

naturalness there was more of the manner of some soldiers; a manner

arising from total absence of pretence or affectation. It was this

absence of pose, and the natural and simple way in which he began

talking to his guests, so as to get them on their own lines, which made

him so charming a host to a stranger. His happy choice of matter for

talk seemed to flow out of his sympathetic nature, and humble, vivid

interest in other people's work.

To some, I think, he caused actual pain by his modesty; I have seen the

late Francis Balfour quite discomposed by having knowledge ascribed to

himself on a point about which my father claimed to be utterly ignorant.

It is difficult to seize on the characteristics of my father's

conversation.

He had more dread than have most people of repeating his stories, and

continually said, "You must have heard me tell," or "I dare say I've

told you." One peculiarity he had, which gave a curious effect to his

conversation. The first few words of a sentence would often remind him

of some exception to, or some reason against, what he was going to say;

and this again brought up some other point, so that the sentence would

become a system of parenthesis within parenthesis, and it was often

impossible to understand the drift of what he was saying until he came

to the end of his sentence. He used to say of himself that he was not

quick enough to hold an argument with any one, and I think this was

true. Unless it was a subject on which he was just then at work, he

could not get the train of argument into working order quickly enough.

This is shown even in his letters; thus, in the case of two letters to

Prof. Semper about the effect of isolation, he did not recall the series

of facts he wanted until some days after the first letter had been sent

off.

When puzzled in talking, he had a peculiar stammer on the first word of

a sentence. I only recall this occurring with words beginning with w;

possibly he had a special difficulty with this letter, for I have heard

him say that as a boy he could not pronounce w, and that sixpence was

offered him if he could say "white wine," which he pronounced "rite

rine." Possibly he may have inherited this tendency from Erasmus

Darwin, who stammered. (My father related a Johnsonian answer of Erasmus

Darwin's: "Don't you find it very inconvenient stammering, Dr. Darwin?"

"No, sir, because I have time to think before I speak, and don't ask

impertinent questions.")

He sometimes combined his metaphors in a curious way, using such a

phrase as "holding on like life,"--a mixture of "holding on for his

life," and "holding on like grim death." It came from his eager way of

putting emphasis into what he was saying. This sometimes gave an air of

exaggeration where it was not intended; but it gave, too, a noble air

of strong and generous conviction; as, for instance, when he gave his

evidence before the Royal Commission on vivisection and came out with

his words about cruelty, "It deserves detestation and abhorrence."

When he felt strongly about any similar question, he could hardly trust

himself to speak, as he then easily became angry, a thing which he

disliked excessively. He was conscious that his anger had a tendency

to multiply itself in the utterance, and for this reason dreaded (for

example) having to scold a servant.

It was a great proof of the modesty of his style of talking, that, when,

for instance, a number of visitors came over from Sir John Lubbock's for

a Sunday afternoon call he never seemed to be preaching or lecturing,

although he had so much of the talk to himself. He was particularly

charming when "chaffing" any one, and in high spirits over it. His

manner at such times was light-hearted and boyish, and his refinement

of nature came out most strongly. So, when he was talking to a lady who

pleased and amused him, the combination of raillery and deference in his

manner was delightful to see.

When my father had several guests he managed them well, getting a talk

with each, or bringing two or three together round his chair. In

these conversations there was always a good deal of fun, and, speaking

generally, there was either a humorous turn in his talk, or a sunny

geniality which served instead. Perhaps my recollection of a pervading

element of humour is the more vivid, because the best talks were with

Mr. Huxley, in whom there is the aptness which is akin to humour, even

when humour itself is not there. My father enjoyed Mr. Huxley's humour

exceedingly, and would often say, "What splendid fun Huxley is!" I think

he probably had more scientific argument (of the nature of a fight) with

Lyell and Sir Joseph Hooker.

He used to say that it grieved him to find that for the friends of his

later life he had not the warm affection of his youth. Certainly in his

early letters from Cambridge he gives proofs of very strong friendship

for Herbert and Fox; but no one except himself would have said that

his affection for his friends was not, throughout life, of the warmest

possible kind. In serving a friend he would not spare himself, and

precious time and strength were willingly given. He undoubtedly had,

to an unusual degree, the power of attaching his friends to him. He had

many warm friendships, but to Sir Joseph Hooker he was bound by ties

of affection stronger than we often see among men. He wrote in his

'Recollections,' "I have known hardly any man more lovable than Hooker."

His relationship to the village people was a pleasant one; he treated

them, one and all, with courtesy, when he came in contact with them, and

took an interest in all relating to their welfare. Some time after he

came to live at Down he helped to found a Friendly Club, and served as

treasurer for thirty years. He took much trouble about the club, keeping

its accounts with minute and scrupulous exactness, and taking pleasure

in its prosperous condition. Every Whit-Monday the club used to march

round with band and banner, and paraded on the lawn in front of the

house. There he met them, and explained to them their financial position

in a little speech seasoned with a few well worn jokes. He was often

unwell enough to make even this little ceremony an exertion, but I think

he never failed to meet them.

He was also treasurer of the Coal Club, which gave him some work, and he

acted for some years as a County Magistrate.

With regard to my father's interest in the affairs of the village, Mr.

Brodie Innes has been so good as to give me his recollections:--

"On my becoming Vicar of Down in 1846, we became friends, and so

continued till his death. His conduct towards me and my family was one

of unvarying kindness, and we repaid it by warm affection.

"In all parish matters he was an active assistant; in matters

connected with the schools, charities, and other business, his liberal

contribution was ever ready, and in the differences which at times

occurred in that, as in other parishes, I was always sure of his

support. He held that where there was really no important objection,

his assistance should be given to the clergyman, who ought to know the

circumstances best, and was chiefly responsible."

His intercourse with strangers was marked with scrupulous and rather

formal politeness, but in fact he had few opportunities of meeting

strangers.

Dr. Lane has described (Lecture by Dr. B.W. Richardson, in St. George's

Hall, October 22, 1882.) how, on the rare occasion of my father

attending a lecture (Dr. Sanderson's) at the Royal Institution, "the

whole assembly...rose to their feet to welcome him," while he seemed

"scarcely conscious that such an outburst of applause could possibly

be intended for himself." The quiet life he led at Down made him feel

confused in a large society; for instance, at the Royal Society's

soirees he felt oppressed by the numbers. The feeling that he ought

to know people, and the difficulty he had in remembering faces in his

latter years, also added to his discomfort on such occasions. He did not

realise that he would be recognised from his photographs, and I remember

his being uneasy at being obviously recognised by a stranger at the

Crystal Palace Aquarium.

I must say something of his manner of working: one characteristic of it

was his respect for time; he never forgot how precious it was. This

was shown, for instance, in the way in which he tried to curtail his

holidays; also, and more clearly, with respect to shorter periods. He

would often say, that saving the minutes was the way to get work done;

he showed his love of saving the minutes in the difference he felt

between a quarter of an hour and ten minutes' work; he never wasted a

few spare minutes from thinking that it was not worth while to set to

work. I was often struck by his way of working up to the very limit of

his strength, so that he suddenly stopped in dictating, with the words,

"I believe I mustn't do any more." The same eager desire not to lose

time was seen in his quick movements when at work. I particularly

remember noticing this when he was making an experiment on the roots of

beans, which required some care in manipulation; fastening the little

bits of card upon the roots was done carefully and necessarily slowly,

but the intermediate movements were all quick; taking a fresh bean,

seeing that the root was healthy, impaling it on a pin, fixing it on

a cork, and seeing that it was vertical, etc; all these processes were

performed with a kind of restrained eagerness. He always gave one the

impression of working with pleasure, and not with any drag. I have an

image, too, of him as he recorded the result of some experiment, looking

eagerly at each root, etc., and then writing with equal eagerness. I

remember the quick movement of his head up and down as he looked from

the object to the notes.

He saved a great deal of time through not having to do things twice.

Although he would patiently go on repeating experiments where there

was any good to be gained, he could not endure having to repeat an

experiment which ought, if complete care had been taken, to have

succeeded the first time--and this gave him a continual anxiety that the

experiment should not be wasted; he felt the experiment to be sacred,

however slight a one it was. He wished to learn as much as possible

from an experiment, so that he did not confine himself to observing

the single point to which the experiment was directed, and his power of

seeing a number of other things was wonderful. I do not think he cared

for preliminary or rough observation intended to serve as guides and

to be repeated. Any experiment done was to be of some use, and in this

connection I remember how strongly he urged the necessity of keeping the

notes of experiments which failed, and to this rule he always adhered.

In the literary part of his work he had the same horror of losing time,

and the same zeal in what he was doing at the moment, and this made him

careful not to be obliged unnecessarily to read anything a second time.

His natural tendency was to use simple methods and few instruments. The

use of the compound microscope has much increased since his youth,

and this at the expense of the simple one. It strikes us nowadays as

extraordinary that he should have had no compound microscope when he

went his "Beagle" voyage; but in this he followed the advice of Robt.

Brown, who was an authority in such matters. He always had a great

liking for the simple microscope, and maintained that nowadays it was

too much neglected, and that one ought always to see as much as possible

with the simple before taking to the compound microscope. In one of his

letters he speaks on this point, and remarks that he always suspects the

work of a man who never uses the simple microscope.

His dissecting table was a thick board, let into a window of the study;

it was lower than an ordinary table, so that he could not have worked at

it standing; but this, from wishing to save his strength, he would not

have done in any case. He sat at his dissecting-table on a curious

low stool which had belonged to his father, with a seat revolving on a

vertical spindle, and mounted on large castors, so that he could turn

easily from side to side. His ordinary tools, etc., were lying about on

the table, but besides these a number of odds and ends were kept in a

round table full of radiating drawers, and turning on a vertical axis,

which stood close by his left side, as he sat at his microscope-table.

The drawers were labelled, "best tools," "rough tools," "specimens,"

"preparations for specimens," etc. The most marked peculiarity of the

contents of these drawers was the care with which little scraps and

almost useless things were preserved; he held the well-known belief,

that if you threw a thing away you were sure to want it directly--and so

things accumulated.

If any one had looked at his tools, etc., lying on the table, he would

have been struck by an air of simpleness, make-shift, and oddness.

At his right hand were shelves, with a number of other odds and ends,

glasses, saucers, tin biscuit boxes for germinating seeds, zinc labels,

saucers full of sand, etc., etc. Considering how tidy and methodical

he was in essential things, it is curious that he bore with so many

make-shifts: for instance, instead of having a box made of a desired

shape, and stained black inside, he would hunt up something like what he

wanted and get it darkened inside with shoe-blacking; he did not care

to have glass covers made for tumblers in which he germinated seeds,

but used broken bits of irregular shape, with perhaps a narrow angle

sticking uselessly out on one side. But so much of his experimenting was

of a simple kind, that he had no need for any elaboration, and I think

his habit in this respect was in great measure due to his desire to

husband his strength, and not waste it on inessential things.

His way of marking objects may here be mentioned. If he had a number of

things to distinguish, such as leaves, flowers, etc., he tied threads of

different colours round them. In particular he used this method when

he had only two classes of objects to distinguish; thus in the case of

crossed and self-fertilised flowers, one set would be marked with

black and one with white thread, tied round the stalk of the flower. I

remember well the look of two sets of capsules, gathered and waiting to

be weighed, counted, etc., with pieces of black and of white thread to

distinguish the trays in which they lay. When he had to compare two sets

of seedlings, sowed in the same pot, he separated them by a partition of

zinc-plate; and the zinc label, which gave the necessary details about

the experiment, was always placed on a certain side, so that it became

instinctive with him to know without reading the label which were the

"crossed" and which were the "self-fertilised."

His love of each particular experiment, and his eager zeal not to lose

the fruit of it, came out markedly in these crossing experiments--in

the elaborate care he took not to make any confusion in putting capsules

into wrong trays, etc., etc. I can recall his appearance as he counted

seeds under the simple microscope with an alertness not usually

characterising such mechanical work as counting. I think he personified

each seed as a small demon trying to elude him by getting into the

wrong heap, or jumping away altogether; and this gave to the work the

excitement of a game. He had great faith in instruments, and I do not

think it naturally occurred to him to doubt the accuracy of a scale or

measuring glass, etc. He was astonished when we found that one of

his micrometers differed from the other. He did not require any great

accuracy in most of his measurements, and had not good scales; he had an

old three-foot rule, which was the common property of the household,

and was constantly being borrowed, because it was the only one which

was certain to be in its place--unless, indeed, the last borrower had

forgotten to put it back. For measuring the height of plants he had a

seven-foot deal rod, graduated by the village carpenter. Latterly he

took to using paper scales graduated to millimeters. For small

objects he used a pair of compasses and an ivory protractor. It

was characteristic of him that he took scrupulous pains in making

measurements with his somewhat rough scales. A trifling example of his

faith in authority is that he took his "inch in terms of millimeters"

from an old book, in which it turned out to be inaccurately given.

He had a chemical balance which dated from the days when he worked at

chemistry with his brother Erasmus. Measurements of capacity were made

with an apothecary's measuring glass: I remember well its rough look

and bad graduation. With this, too, I remember the great care he took

in getting the fluid-line on to the graduation. I do not mean by this

account of his instruments that any of his experiments suffered from

want of accuracy in measurement, I give them as examples of his simple

methods and faith in others--faith at least in instrument-makers, whose

whole trade was a mystery to him.

A few of his mental characteristics, bearing especially on his mode of

working, occur to me. There was one quality of mind which seemed to be

of special and extreme advantage in leading him to make discoveries.

It was the power of never letting exceptions pass unnoticed. Everybody

notices a fact as an exception when it is striking or frequent, but he

had a special instinct for arresting an exception. A point apparently

slight and unconnected with his present work is passed over by many a

man almost unconsciously with some half-considered explanation, which

is in fact no explanation. It was just these things that he seized on to

make a start from. In a certain sense there is nothing special in this

procedure, many discoveries being made by means of it. I only mention

it because, as I watched him at work, the value of this power to an

experimenter was so strongly impressed upon me.

Another quality which was shown in his experimental works was his power

of sticking to a subject; he used almost to apologise for his patience,

saying that he could not bear to be beaten, as if this were rather a

sign of weakness on his part. He often quoted the saying, "It's dogged

as does it;" and I think doggedness expresses his frame of mind almost

better than perseverance. Perseverance seems hardly to express his

almost fierce desire to force the truth to reveal itself. He often said

that it was important that a man should know the right point at which to

give up an inquiry. And I think it was his tendency to pass this point

that inclined him to apologise for his perseverance, and gave the air of

doggedness to his work.

He often said that no one could be a good observer unless he was an

active theoriser. This brings me back to what I said about his instinct

for arresting exceptions: it was as though he were charged with

theorising power ready to flow into any channel on the slightest

disturbance, so that no fact, however small, could avoid releasing a

stream of theory, and thus the fact became magnified into importance. In

this way it naturally happened that many untenable theories occurred

to him; but fortunately his richness of imagination was equalled by his

power of judging and condemning the thoughts that occurred to him. He

was just to his theories, and did not condemn them unheard; and so it

happened that he was willing to test what would seem to most people

not at all worth testing. These rather wild trials he called "fool's

experiments," and enjoyed extremely. As an example I may mention that

finding the cotyledons of Biophytum to be highly sensitive to vibrations

of the table, he fancied that they might perceive the vibrations of

sound, and therefore made me play my bassoon close to a plant. (This is

not so much an example of superabundant theorising from a small cause,

but only of his wish to test the most improbable ideas.)

The love of experiment was very strong in him, and I can remember the

way he would say, "I shan't be easy till I have tried it," as if an

outside force were driving him. He enjoyed experimenting much more than

work which only entailed reasoning, and when he was engaged on one of

his books which required argument and the marshalling of facts, he felt

experimental work to be a rest or holiday. Thus, while working upon

the 'Variations of Animals and Plants,' in 1860-61, he made out the

fertilisation of Orchids, and thought himself idle for giving so much

time to them. It is interesting to think that so important a piece of

research should have been undertaken and largely worked out as a pastime

in place of more serious work. The letters to Hooker of this period

contain expressions such as, "God forgive me for being so idle; I am

quite sillily interested in this work." The intense pleasure he took

in understanding the adaptations for fertilisation is strongly shown

in these letters. He speaks in one of his letters of his intention of

working at Drosera as a rest from the 'Descent of Man.' He has described

in his 'Recollections' the strong satisfaction he felt in solving the

problem of heterostylism. And I have heard him mention that the Geology

of South America gave him almost more pleasure than anything else. It

was perhaps this delight in work requiring keen observation that

made him value praise given to his observing powers almost more than

appreciation of his other qualities.

For books he had no respect, but merely considered them as tools to be

worked with. Thus he did not bind them, and even when a paper book fell

to pieces from use, as happened to Muller's 'Befruchtung,' he preserved

it from complete dissolution by putting a metal clip over its back.

In the same way he would cut a heavy book in half, to make it more

convenient to hold. He used to boast that he made Lyell publish the

second edition of one of his books in two volumes instead of one, by

telling him how he had been obliged to cut it in half. Pamphlets were

often treated even more severely than books, for he would tear out, for

the sake of saving room, all the pages except the one that interested

him. The consequence of all this was, that his library was not

ornamental, but was striking from being so evidently a working

collection of books.

He was methodical in his manner of reading books and pamphlets bearing

on his own work. He had one shelf on which were piled up the books

he had not yet read, and another to which they were transferred after

having been read, and before being catalogued. He would often groan over

his unread books, because there were so many which he knew he should

never read. Many a book was at once transferred to the other heap,

either marked with a cypher at the end, to show that it contained no

marked passages, or inscribed, perhaps, "not read," or "only skimmed."

The books accumulated in the "read" heap until the shelves overflowed,

and then, with much lamenting, a day was given up to the cataloguing. He

disliked this work, and as the necessity of undertaking the work became

imperative, would often say, in a voice of despair, "We really must do

these books soon."

In each book, as he read it, he marked passages bearing on his work. In

reading a book or pamphlet, etc., he made pencil-lines at the side of

the page, often adding short remarks, and at the end made a list of

the pages marked. When it was to be catalogued and put away, the marked

pages were looked at, and so a rough abstract of the book was made.

This abstract would perhaps be written under three or four headings on

different sheets, the facts being sorted out and added to the previously

collected facts in different subjects. He had other sets of abstracts

arranged, not according to subject, but according to periodical. When

collecting facts on a large scale, in earlier years, he used to

read through, and make abstracts, in this way, of whole series of

periodicals.

In some of his early letters he speaks of filling several note-books

with facts for his book on species; but it was certainly early that

he adopted his plan of using portfolios as described in the

'Recollections.' (The racks on which the portfolios were placed are

shown in the illustration, "The Study at Down," in the recess at the

right-hand side of the fire-place.) My father and M. de Candolle were

mutually pleased to discover that they had adopted the same plan of

classifying facts. De Candolle describes the method in his 'Phytologie,'

and in his sketch of my father mentions the satisfaction he felt in

seeing it in action at Down.

Besides these portfolios, of which there are some dozens full of notes,

there are large bundles of MS. marked "used" and put away. He felt the

value of his notes, and had a horror of their destruction by fire. I

remember, when some alarm of fire had happened, his begging me to be

especially careful, adding very earnestly, that the rest of his life

would be miserable if his notes and books were to be destroyed.

He shows the same feeling in writing about the loss of a manuscript,

the purport of his words being, "I have a copy, or the loss would have

killed me." In writing a book he would spend much time and labour

in making a skeleton or plan of the whole, and in enlarging and

sub-classing each heading, as described in his 'Recollections.' I think

this careful arrangement of the plan was not at all essential to the

building up of his argument, but for its presentment, and for the

arrangement of his facts. In his 'Life of Erasmus Darwin,' as it was

first printed in slips, the growth of the book from a skeleton was

plainly visible. The arrangement was altered afterwards, because it

was too formal and categorical, and seemed to give the character of his

grandfather rather by means of a list of qualities than as a complete

picture.

It was only within the last few years that he adopted a plan of writing

which he was convinced suited him best, and which is described in the

'Recollections;' namely, writing a rough copy straight off without the

slightest attention to style. It was characteristic of him that he felt

unable to write with sufficient want of care if he used his best paper,

and thus it was that he wrote on the backs of old proofs or manuscript.

The rough copy was then reconsidered, and a fair copy was made. For this

purpose he had foolscap paper ruled at wide intervals, the lines

being needed to prevent him writing so closely that correction became

difficult. The fair copy was then corrected, and was recopied before

being sent to the printers. The copying was done by Mr. E. Norman, who

began this work many years ago when village schoolmaster at Down. My

father became so used to Mr. Norman's hand-writing, that he could

not correct manuscript, even when clearly written out by one of

his children, until it had been recopied by Mr. Norman. The MS., on

returning from Mr. Norman was once more corrected, and then sent off to

the printers. Then came the work of revising and correcting the proofs,

which my father found especially wearisome.

It was at this stage that he first seriously considered the style of

what he had written. When this was going on he usually started some

other piece of work as a relief. The correction of slips consisted in

fact of two processes, for the corrections were first written in pencil,

and then re-considered and written in ink.

When the book was passing through the "slip" stage he was glad to have

corrections and suggestions from others. Thus my mother looked over

the proofs of the 'Origin.' In some of the later works my sister, Mrs.

Litchfield, did much of the correction. After my sister's marriage

perhaps most of the work fell to my share.

My sister, Mrs. Litchfield, writes:--

"This work was very interesting in itself, and it was inexpressibly

exhilarating to work for him. He was always so ready to be convinced

that any suggested alteration was an improvement, and so full of

gratitude for the trouble taken. I do not think that he ever used to

forget to tell me what improvement he thought that I had made, and he

used almost to excuse himself if he did not agree with any correction. I

think I felt the singular modesty and graciousness of his nature through

thus working for him in a way I never should otherwise have done.

"He did not write with ease, and was apt to invert his sentences both in

writing and speaking, putting the qualifying clause before it was clear

what it was to qualify. He corrected a great deal, and was eager to

express himself as well as he possibly could."

Perhaps the commonest corrections needed were of obscurities due to the

omission of a necessary link in the reasoning, something which he had

evidently omitted through familiarity with the subject. Not that there

was any fault in the sequence of the thoughts, but that from familiarity

with his argument he did not notice when the words failed to reproduce

his thought. He also frequently put too much matter into one sentence,

so that it had to be cut up into two.

On the whole, I think the pains which my father took over the literary

part of the work was very remarkable. He often laughed or grumbled at

himself for the difficulty which he found in writing English, saying,

for instance, that if a bad arrangement of a sentence was possible, he

should be sure to adopt it. He once got much amusement and satisfaction

out of the difficulty which one of the family found in writing a short

circular. He had the pleasure of correcting and laughing at obscurities,

involved sentences, and other defects, and thus took his revenge for

all the criticism he had himself to bear with. He used to quote with

astonishment Miss Martineau's advice to young authors, to write straight

off and send the MS. to the printer without correction. But in some

cases he acted in a somewhat similar manner. When a sentence got

hopelessly involved, he would ask himself, "now what DO you want

to say?" and his answer written down, would often disentangle the

confusion.

His style has been much praised; on the other hand, at least one good

judge has remarked to me that it is not a good style. It is, above all

things, direct and clear; and it is characteristic of himself in its

simplicity, bordering on naivete, and in its absence of pretence. He had

the strongest disbelief in the common idea that a classical scholar must

write good English; indeed, he thought that the contrary was the case.

In writing, he sometimes showed the same tendency to strong expressions

as he did in conversation. Thus in the 'Origin,' page 440, there is

a description of a larval cirripede, "with six pairs of beautifully

constructed natatory legs, a pair of magnificent compound eyes, and

extremely complex antennae." We used to laugh at him for this sentence,

which we compared to an advertisement. This tendency to give himself

up to the enthusiastic turn of his thought, without fear of being

ludicrous, appears elsewhere in his writings.

His courteous and conciliatory tone towards his reader is remarkable,

and it must be partly this quality which revealed his personal sweetness

of character to so many who had never seen him. I have always felt it

to be a curious fact, that he who had altered the face of Biological

Science, and is in this respect the chief of the moderns, should have

written and worked in so essentially a non-modern spirit and manner. In

reading his books one is reminded of the older naturalists rather than

of the modern school of writers. He was a Naturalist in the old sense of

the word, that is, a man who works at many branches of the science, not

merely a specialist in one. Thus it is, that, though he founded whole

new divisions of special subjects--such as the fertilisation of flowers,

insectivorous plants, dimorphism, etc.--yet even in treating these very

subjects he does not strike the reader as a specialist. The reader feels

like a friend who is being talked to by a courteous gentleman, not like

a pupil being lectured by a professor. The tone of such a book as the

'Origin' is charming, and almost pathetic; it is the tone of a man who,

convinced of the truth of his own views, hardly expects to convince

others; it is just the reverse of the style of a fanatic, who wants to

force people to believe. The reader is never scorned for any amount of

doubt which he may be imagined to feel, and his scepticism is

treated with patient respect. A sceptical reader, or perhaps even

an unreasonable reader, seems to have been generally present to his

thoughts. It was in consequence of this feeling, perhaps, that he took

much trouble over points which he imagined would strike the reader, or

save him trouble, and so tempt him to read.

For the same reason he took much interest in the illustrations of

his books, and I think rated rather too highly their value. The

illustrations for his earlier books were drawn by professional artists.

This was the case in 'Animals and Plants,' the 'Descent of Man,' and

the 'Expression of the Emotions.' On the other hand, 'Climbing Plants,'

'Insectivorous Plants,' the 'Movements of Plants,' and 'Forms

of Flowers,' were, to a large extent, illustrated by some of his

children--my brother George having drawn by far the most. It was

delightful to draw for him, as he was enthusiastic in his praise of very

moderate performances. I remember well his charming manner of receiving

the drawings of one of his daughters-in-law, and how he would finish his

words of praise by saying, "Tell A--, Michael Angelo is nothing to

it." Though he praised so generously, he always looked closely at the

drawing, and easily detected mistakes or carelessness.

He had a horror of being lengthy, and seems to have been really much

annoyed and distressed when he found how the 'Variations of Animals and

Plants' was growing under his hands. I remember his cordially agreeing

with 'Tristram Shandy's' words, "Let no man say, 'Come, I'll write a

duodecimo.'"

His consideration for other authors was as marked a characteristic as

his tone towards his reader. He speaks of all other authors as persons

deserving of respect. In cases where, as in the case of --'s experiments

on Drosera, he thought lightly of the author, he speaks of him in such a

way that no one would suspect it. In other cases he treats the confused

writings of ignorant persons as though the fault lay with himself for

not appreciating or understanding them. Besides this general tone of

respect, he had a pleasant way of expressing his opinion on the value of

a quoted work, or his obligation for a piece of private information.

His respectful feeling was not only morally beautiful, but was I

think of practical use in making him ready to consider the ideas and

observations of all manner of people. He used almost to apologise for

this, and would say that he was at first inclined to rate everything too

highly.

It was a great merit in his mind that, in spite of having so strong a

respectful feeling towards what he read, he had the keenest of instincts

as to whether a man was trustworthy or not. He seemed to form a very

definite opinion as to the accuracy of the men whose books he read; and

made use of this judgment in his choice of facts for use in argument

or as illustrations. I gained the impression that he felt this power of

judging of a man's trustworthiness to be of much value.

He had a keen feeling of the sense of honour that ought to reign among

authors, and had a horror of any kind of laxness in quoting. He had

a contempt for the love of honour and glory, and in his letters often

blames himself for the pleasure he took in the success of his books,

as though he were departing from his ideal--a love of truth and

carelessness about fame. Often, when writing to Sir J. Hooker what he

calls a boasting letter, he laughs at himself for his conceit and want

of modesty. There is a wonderfully interesting letter which he wrote

to my mother bequeathing to her, in case of his death, the care of

publishing the manuscript of his first essay on evolution. This letter

seems to me full of the intense desire that his theory should succeed

as a contribution to knowledge, and apart from any desire for personal

fame. He certainly had the healthy desire for success which a man of

strong feelings ought to have. But at the time of the publication of

the 'Origin' it is evident that he was overwhelmingly satisfied with the

adherence of such men as Lyell, Hooker, Huxley, and Asa Gray, and did

not dream of or desire any such wide and general fame as he attained to.

Connected with his contempt for the undue love of fame, was an equally

strong dislike of all questions of priority. The letters to Lyell, at

the time of the 'Origin,' show the anger he felt with himself for not

being able to repress a feeling of disappointment at what he thought

was Mr. Wallace's forestalling of all his years of work. His sense of

literary honour comes out strongly in these letters; and his feeling

about priority is again shown in the admiration expressed in his

'Recollections' of Mr. Wallace's self-annihilation.

His feeling about reclamations, including answers to attacks and all

kinds of discussions, was strong. It is simply expressed in a letter to

Falconer (1863?), "If I ever felt angry towards you, for whom I have a

sincere friendship, I should begin to suspect that I was a little mad. I

was very sorry about your reclamation, as I think it is in every case

a mistake and should be left to others. Whether I should so act myself

under provocation is a different question." It was a feeling partly

dictated by instinctive delicacy, and partly by a strong sense of the

waste of time, energy, and temper thus caused. He said that he owed his

determination not to get into discussions (He departed from his rule in

his "Note on the Habits of the Pampas Woodpecker, Colaptes campestris,"

'Proc. Zool. Soc.,' 1870, page 705: also in a letter published in the

'Athenaeum' (1863, page 554), in which case he afterwards regretted

that he had not remained silent. His replies to criticisms, in the later

editions of the 'Origin,' can hardly be classed as infractions of his

rule.) to the advice of Lyell,--advice which he transmitted to those

among his friends who were given to paper warfare.

If the character of my father's working life is to be understood, the

conditions of ill-health, under which he worked, must be constantly

borne in mind. He bore his illness with such uncomplaining patience,

that even his children can hardly, I believe, realise the extent of his

habitual suffering. In their case the difficulty is heightened by the

fact that, from the days of their earliest recollections, they saw him

in constant ill-health,--and saw him, in spite of it, full of pleasure

in what pleased them. Thus, in later life, their perception of what he

endured had to be disentangled from the impression produced in childhood

by constant genial kindness under conditions of unrecognised difficulty.

No one indeed, except my mother, knows the full amount of suffering

he endured, or the full amount of his wonderful patience. For all the

latter years of his life she never left him for a night; and her days

were so planned that all his resting hours might be shared with her. She

shielded him from every avoidable annoyance, and omitted nothing that

might save him trouble, or prevent him becoming overtired, or that might

alleviate the many discomforts of his ill-health. I hesitate to speak

thus freely of a thing so sacred as the life-long devotion which

prompted all this constant and tender care. But it is, I repeat, a

principal feature of his life, that for nearly forty years he never knew

one day of the health of ordinary men, and that thus his life was one

long struggle against the weariness and strain of sickness. And this

cannot be told without speaking of the one condition which enabled him

to bear the strain and fight out the struggle to the end.

LETTERS.

The earliest letters to which I have access are those written by my

father when an undergraduate at Cambridge.

The history of his life, as told in his correspondence, must therefore

begin with this period.

CHAPTER 1.IV. -- CAMBRIDGE LIFE.

[My father's Cambridge life comprises the time between the Lent Term,

1828, when he came up as a Freshman, and the end of the May Term, 1831,

when he took his degree and left the University.]

It appears from the College books, that my father "admissus est

pensionarius minor sub Magistro Shaw" on October 15, 1827. He did not

come into residence till the Lent Term, 1828, so that, although he

passed his examination in due season, he was unable to take his degree

at the usual time,--the beginning of the Lent Term, 1831. In such a case

a man usually took his degree before Ash-Wednesday, when he was called

"Baccalaureus ad Diem Cinerum," and ranked with the B.A.'s of the

year. My father's name, however, occurs in the list of Bachelors

"ad Baptistam," or those admitted between Ash-Wednesday and St. John

Baptist's Day (June 24th); ("On Tuesday last Charles Darwin, of Christ's

College, was admitted B.A."--"Cambridge Chronicle", Friday, April 29,

1831.) he therefore took rank among the Bachelors of 1832.

He "kept" for a term or two in lodgings, over Bacon the tobacconist's;

not, however, over the shop in the Market Place, now so well known to

Cambridge men, but in Sidney Street. For the rest of his time he had

pleasant rooms on the south side of the first court of Christ's. (The

rooms are on the first floor, on the west side of the middle staircase.

A medallion (given by my brother) has recently been let into the wall of

the sitting-room.)

What determined the choice of this college for his brother Erasmus

and himself I have no means of knowing. Erasmus the elder, their

grandfather, had been at St. John's, and this college might have been

reasonably selected for them, being connected with Shrewsbury School.

But the life of an under-graduate at St. John's seems, in those days, to

have been a troubled one, if I may judge from the fact that a relative

of mine migrated thence to Christ's to escape the harassing discipline

of the place. A story told by Mr. Herbert illustrates the same state of

things:--

"In the beginning of the October Term of 1830, an incident occurred

which was attended with somewhat disagreeable, though ludicrous

consequences to myself. Darwin asked me to take a long walk with him in

the Fens, to search for some natural objects he was desirous of having.

After a very long, fatiguing day's work, we dined together, late in the

evening, at his rooms in Christ's College; and as soon as our dinner was

over we threw ourselves into easy chairs and fell sound asleep. I was

first to awake, about three in the morning, when, having looked at my

watch, and knowing the strict rule of St. John's, which required men in

statu pupillari to come into college before midnight, I rushed homeward

at the utmost speed, in fear of the consequences, but hoping that the

Dean would accept the excuse as sufficient when I told him the

real facts. He, however, was inexorable, and refused to receive my

explanations, or any evidence I could bring; and although during

my undergraduateship I had never been reported for coming late into

College, now, when I was a hard-working B.A., and had five or six

pupils, he sentenced me to confinement to the College walls for the

rest of the term. Darwin's indignation knew no bounds, and the stupid

injustice and tyranny of the Dean raised not only a perfect ferment

among my friends, but was the subject of expostulation from some of the

leading members of the University."

My father seems to have found no difficulty in living at peace with

all men in and out of office at Lady Margaret's other foundation. The

impression of a contemporary of my father's is that Christ's in their

day was a pleasant, fairly quiet college, with some tendency towards

"horsiness"; many of the men made a custom of going to Newmarket during

the races, though betting was not a regular practice. In this they were

by no means discouraged by the Senior Tutor, Mr. Shaw, who was himself

generally to be seen on the Heath on these occasions. There was a

somewhat high proportion of Fellow-Commoners,--eight or nine, to sixty

or seventy Pensioners, and this would indicate that it was not an

unpleasant college for men with money to spend and with no great love of

strict discipline.

The way in which the service was conducted in chapel shows that the

Dean, at least, was not over zealous. I have heard my father tell how

at evening chapel the Dean used to read alternate verses of the Psalms,

without making even a pretence of waiting for the congregation to take

their share. And when the Lesson was a lengthy one, he would rise and

go on with the Canticles after the scholar had read fifteen or twenty

verses.

It is curious that my father often spoke of his Cambridge life as if it

had been so much time wasted, forgetting that, although the set studies

of the place were barren enough for him, he yet gained in the highest

degree the best advantages of a University life--the contact with men

and an opportunity for his mind to grow vigorously. It is true that he

valued at its highest the advantages which he gained from associating

with Professor Henslow and some others, but he seemed to consider this

as a chance outcome of his life at Cambridge, not an advantage for which

Alma Mater could claim any credit. One of my father's Cambridge friends

was the late Mr. J.M. Herbert, County Court Judge for South Wales, from

whom I was fortunate enough to obtain some notes which help us to gain

an idea of how my father impressed his contemporaries. Mr. Herbert

writes: "I think it was in the spring of 1828 that I first met Darwin,

either at my cousin Whitley's rooms in St. John's, or at the rooms of

some other of his old Shrewsbury schoolfellows, with many of whom I was

on terms of great intimacy. But it certainly was in the summer of that

year that our acquaintance ripened into intimacy, when we happened to

be together at Barmouth, for the Long Vacation, reading with private

tutors,--he with Batterton of St. John's, his Classical and Mathematical

Tutor, and I with Yate of St. John's."

The intercourse between them practically ceased in 1831, when my father

said goodbye to Herbert at Cambridge, on starting on his "Beagle"

voyage. I once met Mr. Herbert, then almost an old man, and I was much

struck by the evident warmth and freshness of the affection with which

he remembered my father. The notes from which I quote end with this

warm-hearted eulogium: "It would be idle for me to speak of his vast

intellectual powers...but I cannot end this cursory and rambling sketch

without testifying, and I doubt not all his surviving college friends

would concur with me, that he was the most genial, warm-hearted,

generous, and affectionate of friends; that his sympathies were with all

that was good and true; and that he had a cordial hatred for everything

false, or vile, or cruel, or mean, or dishonourable. He was not only

great, but pre-eminently good, and just, and loveable."

Two anecdotes told by Mr. Herbert show that my father's feeling for

suffering, whether of man or beast, was as strong in him as a young man

as it was in later years: "Before he left Cambridge he told me that he

had made up his mind not to shoot any more; that he had had two days'

shooting at his friend's, Mr. Owen of Woodhouse; and that on the second

day, when going over some of the ground they had beaten on the day

before, he picked up a bird not quite dead, but lingering from a shot it

had received on the previous day; and that it had made and left such a

painful impression on his mind, that he could not reconcile it to his

conscience to continue to derive pleasure from a sport which inflicted

such cruel suffering."

To realise the strength of the feeling that led to this resolve, we must

remember how passionate was his love of sport. We must recall the

boy shooting his first snipe ('Recollections.'), and trembling with

excitement so that he could hardly reload his gun. Or think of such a

sentence as, "Upon my soul, it is only about a fortnight to the 'First,'

then if there is a bliss on earth that is it." (Letter from C. Darwin to

W.D. Fox.)

Another anecdote told by Mr. Herbert illustrates again his tenderness of

heart:--

"When at Barmouth he and I went to an exhibition of 'learned dogs.' In

the middle of the entertainment one of the dogs failed in performing the

trick his master told him to do. On the man reproving him, the dog put

on a most piteous expression, as if in fear of the whip. Darwin seeing

it, asked me to leave with him, saying, 'Come along, I can't stand this

any longer; how those poor dogs must have been licked.'"

It is curious that the same feeling recurred to my father more

than fifty years afterwards, on seeing some performing dogs at the

Westminster Aquarium; on this occasion he was reassured by the manager

telling him that the dogs were taught more by reward than by punishment.

Mr. Herbert goes on:--"It stirred one's inmost depth of feeling to hear

him descant upon, and groan over, the horrors of the slave-trade, or the

cruelties to which the suffering Poles were subjected at Warsaw...These,

and other like proofs have left on my mind the conviction that a more

humane or tender-hearted man never lived."

His old college friends agree in speaking with affectionate warmth of

his pleasant, genial temper as a young man. From what they have been

able to tell me, I gain the impression of a young man overflowing with

animal spirits--leading a varied healthy life--not over-industrious in

the set of studies of the place, but full of other pursuits, which were

followed with a rejoicing enthusiasm. Entomology, riding, shooting in

the fens, suppers and card-playing, music at King's Chapel, engravings

at the Fitzwilliam Museum, walks with Professor Henslow--all combined

to fill up a happy life. He seems to have infected others with his

enthusiasm. Mr. Herbert relates how, during the same Barmouth summer,

he was pressed into the service of "the science"--as my father called

collecting beetles. They took their daily walks together among the hills

behind Barmouth, or boated in the Mawddach estuary, or sailed to

Sarn Badrig to land there at low water, or went fly-fishing in the

Cors-y-gedol lakes. "On these occasions Darwin entomologized most

industriously, picking up creatures as he walked along, and bagging

everything which seemed worthy of being pursued, or of further

examination. And very soon he armed me with a bottle of alcohol, in

which I had to drop any beetle which struck me as not of a common kind.

I performed this duty with some diligence in my constitutional walks;

but alas! my powers of discrimination seldom enabled me to secure a

prize--the usual result, on his examining the contents of my bottle,

being an exclamation, 'Well, old Cherbury' (No doubt in allusion to the

title of Lord Herbert of Cherbury.) (the nickname he gave me, and by

which he usually addressed me), 'none of these will do.'" Again, the

Rev. T. Butler, who was one of the Barmouth reading-party in 1828, says:

"He inoculated me with a taste for Botany which has stuck by me all my

life."

Archdeacon Watkins, another old college friend of my father's,

remembers him unearthing beetles in the willows between Cambridge and

Grantchester, and speaks of a certain beetle the remembrance of whose

name is "Crux major." (Panagaeus crux-major.) How enthusiastically must

my father have exulted over this beetle to have impressed its name on

a companion so that he remembers it after half a century! Archdeacon

Watkins goes on: "I do not forget the long and very interesting

conversations that we had about Brazilian scenery and tropical

vegetation of all sorts. Nor do I forget the way and the vehemence

with which he rubbed his chin when he got excited on such subjects, and

discoursed eloquently of lianas, orchids, etc."

He became intimate with Henslow, the Professor of Botany, and through

him with some other older members of the University. "But," Mr. Herbert

writes, "he always kept up the closest connection with the friends of

his own standing; and at our frequent social gatherings--at breakfast,

wine or supper parties--he was ever one of the most cheerful, the most

popular, and the most welcome."

My father formed one of a club for dining once a week, called the

Gourmet (Mr. Herbert mentions the name as 'The Glutton Club.') Club,

the members, besides himself and Mr. Herbert (from whom I quote), being

Whitley of St. John's, now Honorary Canon of Durham (Formerly Reader

in Natural Philosophy at Durham University.); Heaviside of Sidney, now

Canon of Norwich; Lovett Cameron of Trinity, now vicar of Shoreham;

Blane of Trinity, who held a high post during the Crimean war; H. Lowe

(Brother of Lord Sherbrooke.) (Now Sherbrooke) of Trinity Hall; and

Watkins of Emmanuel, now Archdeacon of York. The origin of the club's

name seems already to have become involved in obscurity. Mr. Herbert

says that it was chosen in derision of another "set of men who called

themselves by a long Greek name signifying 'fond of dainties,' but who

falsified their claim to such a designation by their weekly practice of

dining at some roadside inn, six miles from Cambridge, on mutton chops

or beans and bacon." Another old member of the club tells me that the

name arose because the members were given to making experiments on

"birds and beasts which were before unknown to human palate." He says

that hawk and bittern were tried, and that their zeal broke down over

an old brown owl, "which was indescribable." At any rate, the meetings

seemed to have been successful, and to have ended with "a game of mild

vingt-et-un."

Mr. Herbert gives an amusing account of the musical examinations

described by my father in his "Recollections." Mr. Herbert speaks

strongly of his love of music, and adds, "What gave him the greatest

delight was some grand symphony or overture of Mozart's or Beethoven's,

with their full harmonies." On one occasion Herbert remembers

"accompanying him to the afternoon service at King's, when we heard

a very beautiful anthem. At the end of one of the parts, which was

exceedingly impressive, he turned round to me and said, with a deep

sigh, 'How's your backbone?'" He often spoke of a feeling of coldness or

shivering in his back on hearing beautiful music.

Besides a love of music, he had certainly at this time a love of fine

literature; and Mr. Cameron tells me that he used to read Shakespeare

to my father in his rooms at Christ's, who took much pleasure in it.

He also speaks of his "great liking for first-class line engravings,

especially those of Raphael Morghen and Muller; and he spent hours in

the Fitzwilliam Museum in looking over the prints in that collection."

My father's letters to Fox show how sorely oppressed he felt by the

reading of an examination: "I am reading very hard, and have spirits for

nothing. I actually have not stuck a beetle this term." His despair over

mathematics must have been profound, when he expressed a hope that Fox's

silence is due to "your being ten fathoms deep in the Mathematics; and

if you are, God help you, for so am I, only with this difference, I

stick fast in the mud at the bottom, and there I shall remain." Mr.

Herbert says: "He had, I imagine, no natural turn for mathematics, and

he gave up his mathematical reading before he had mastered the first

part of Algebra, having had a special quarrel with Surds and the

Binomial Theorem."

We get some evidence from his letters to Fox of my father's intention

of going into the Church. "I am glad," he writes (March 18, 1829.), "to

hear that you are reading divinity. I should like to know what books

you are reading, and your opinions about them; you need not be afraid

of preaching to me prematurely." Mr. Herbert's sketch shows how doubts

arose in my father's mind as to the possibility of his taking Orders.

He writes, "We had an earnest conversation about going into Holy Orders;

and I remember his asking me, with reference to the question put by the

Bishop in the ordination service, 'Do you trust that you are inwardly

moved by the Holy Spirit, etc.,' whether I could answer in the

affirmative, and on my saying I could not, he said, 'Neither can I,

and therefore I cannot take orders.'" This conversation appears to have

taken place in 1829, and if so, the doubts here expressed must have been

quieted, for in May 1830, he speaks of having some thoughts of reading

divinity with Henslow.

[The greater number of the following letters are addressed by my father

to his cousin, William Darwin Fox. Mr. Fox's relationship to my father

is shown in the pedigree given in Chapter I. The degree of kinship

appears to have remained a problem to my father, as he signs himself in

one letter "cousin/n to the power 2." Their friendship was, in fact, due

to their being undergraduates together. My father's letters show clearly

enough how genuine the friendship was. In after years, distance, large

families, and ill-health on both sides, checked the intercourse; but a

warm feeling of friendship remained. The correspondence was never quite

dropped and continued till Mr. Fox's death in 1880. Mr. Fox took orders,

and worked as a country clergyman until forced by ill-health to leave

his living in Delamare Forest. His love of natural history remained

strong, and he became a skilled fancier of many kinds of birds, etc.

The index to 'Animals and Plants,' and my father's later correspondence,

show how much help he received from his old College friend.]

CHARLES DARWIN TO J.M. HERBERT. Saturday Evening [September 14, 1828].

(The postmark being Derby seems to show that the letter was written from

his cousin, W.D. Fox's house, Osmaston, near Derby.)

My dear old Cherbury,

I am about to fulfil my promise of writing to you, but I am sorry to add

there is a very selfish motive at the bottom. I am going to ask you

a great favour, and you cannot imagine how much you will oblige me by

procuring some more specimens of some insects which I dare say I can

describe. In the first place, I must inform you that I have taken

some of the rarest of the British Insects, and their being found near

Barmouth, is quite unknown to the Entomological world: I think I shall

write and inform some of the crack entomologists.

But now for business. SEVERAL more specimens, if you can procure them

without much trouble, of the following insects:--The violet-black

coloured beetle, found on Craig Storm (The top of the hill immediately

behind Barmouth was called Craig-Storm, a hybrid Cambro-English word.),

under stones, also a large smooth black one very like it; a bluish

metallic-coloured dung-beetle, which is VERY common on the hill-sides;

also, if you WOULD be so very kind as to cross the ferry, and you

will find a great number under the stones on the waste land of a long,

smooth, jet-black beetle (a great many of these); also, in the same

situation, a very small pinkish insect, with black spots, with a curved

thorax projecting beyond the head; also, upon the marshy land over the

ferry, near the sea, under old sea-weed, stones, etc., you will find a

small yellowish transparent beetle, with two or four blackish marks on

the back. Under these stones there are two sorts, one much darker than

the other; the lighter-coloured is that which I want. These last two

insects are EXCESSIVELY RARE, and you will really EXTREMELY oblige me by

taking all this trouble pretty soon; remember me most kindly to Butler,

tell him of my success, and I dare say both of you will easily recognise

these insects. I hope his caterpillars go on well. I think many of the

Chrysalises are well worth keeping. I really am quite ashamed [of] so

long a letter all about my own concerns; but do return good for evil,

and send me a long account of all your proceedings.

In the first week I killed seventy-five head of game--a very

contemptible number--but there are very few birds. I killed, however, a

brace of black game. Since then I have been staying at the Fox's, near

Derby; it is a very pleasant house, and the music meeting went off very

well. I want to hear how Yates likes his gun, and what use he has made

of it.

If the bottle is not large you can buy another for me, and when you pass

through Shrewsbury you can leave these treasures, and I hope, if you

possibly can, you will stay a day or two with me, as I hope I need

not say how glad I shall be to see you again. Fox remarked what deuced

good-natured fellows your friends at Barmouth must be; and if I did not

know how you and Butler were so, I would not think of giving you so much

trouble.

Believe me, my dear Herbert, Yours, most sincerely, CHARLES DARWIN.

Remember me to all friends.

[In the following January we find him looking forward with pleasure to

the beginning of another year of his Cambridge life: he writes to Fox--

"I waited till to-day for the chance of a letter, but I will wait no

longer. I must most sincerely and cordially congratulate you on

having finished all your labours. I think your place a VERY GOOD one

considering by how much you have beaten many men who had the start of

you in reading. I do so wish I were now in Cambridge (a very selfish

wish, however, as I was not with you in all your troubles and misery),

to join in all the glory and happiness, which dangers gone by can give.

How we would talk, walk, and entomologise! Sappho should be the best of

bitches, and Dash, of dogs: then should be 'peace on earth, good will to

men,'--which, by the way, I always think the most perfect description of

happiness that words can give."]

CHARLES DARWIN TO W.D. FOX. Cambridge, Thursday [February 26, 1829].

My dear Fox,

When I arrived here on Tuesday I found to my great grief and surprise, a

letter on my table which I had written to you about a fortnight ago, the

stupid porter never took the trouble of getting the letter forwarded. I

suppose you have been abusing me for a most ungrateful wretch; but I am

sure you will pity me now, as nothing is so vexatious as having written

a letter in vain.

Last Thursday I left Shrewsbury for London, and stayed there till

Tuesday, on which I came down here by the 'Times.' The first two days

I spent entirely with Mr. Hope (Founder of the Chair of Zoology at

Oxford.), and did little else but talk about and look at insects; his

collection is most magnificent, and he himself is the most generous of

entomologists; he has given me about 160 new species, and actually often

wanted to give me the rarest insects of which he had only two specimens.

He made many civil speeches, and hoped you will call on him some

time with me, whenever we should happen to be in London. He greatly

compliments our exertions in Entomology, and says we have taken a

wonderfully great number of good insects. On Sunday I spent the day with

Holland, who lent me a horse to ride in the Park with.

On Monday evening I drank tea with Stephens (J.F. Stephens, author of 'A

Manual of British Coleoptera,' 1839, and other works.); his cabinet is

more magnificent than the most zealous entomologist could dream of; he

appears to be a very good-humoured pleasant little man. Whilst in town I

went to the Royal Institution, Linnean Society, and Zoological Gardens,

and many other places where naturalists are gregarious. If you had been

with me, I think London would be a very delightful place; as things

were, it was much pleasanter than I could have supposed such a dreary

wilderness of houses to be.

I shot whilst in Shrewsbury a Dundiver (female Goosander, as I suppose

you know). Shaw has stuffed it, and when I have an opportunity I will

send it to Osmaston. There have been shot also five Waxen Chatterers,

three of which Shaw has for sale; would you like to purchase a specimen?

I have not yet thanked you for your last very long and agreeable letter.

It would have been still more agreeable had it contained the joyful

intelligence that you were coming up here; my two solitary breakfasts

have already made me aware how very very much I shall miss you.

...

Believe me, My dear old Fox, Most sincerely yours, C. DARWIN.

[Later on in the Lent term he writes to Fox:--

"I am leading a quiet everyday sort of a life; a little of Gibbon's

History in the morning, and a good deal of "Van John" in the evening;

this, with an occasional ride with Simcox and constitutional with

Whitley, makes up the regular routine of my days. I see a good deal both

of Herbert and Whitley, and the more I see of them increases every day

the respect I have for their excellent understandings and dispositions.

They have been giving some very gay parties, nearly sixty men there both

evenings."]

CHARLES DARWIN TO W.D. FOX. Christ's College [Cambridge], April 1

[1829].

My dear Fox,

In your letter to Holden you are pleased to observe "that of all the

blackguards you ever met with I am the greatest." Upon this observation

I shall make no remarks, excepting that I must give you all due credit

for acting on it most rigidly. And now I should like to know in what one

particular are you less of a blackguard than I am? You idle old wretch,

why have you not answered my last letter, which I am sure I forwarded to

Clifton nearly three weeks ago? If I was not really very anxious to hear

what you are doing, I should have allowed you to remain till you thought

it worth while to treat me like a gentleman. And now having vented my

spleen in scolding you, and having told you, what you must know, how

very much and how anxiously I want to hear how you and your family are

getting on at Clifton, the purport of this letter is finished. If you

did but know how often I think of you, and how often I regret your

absence, I am sure I should have heard from you long enough ago.

I find Cambridge rather stupid, and as I know scarcely any one that

walks, and this joined with my lips not being quite so well, has reduced

me to a sort of hybernation... I have caught Mr. Harbour letting --

have the first pick of the beetles; accordingly we have made our final

adieus, my part in the affecting scene consisted in telling him he was a

d--d rascal, and signifying I should kick him down the stairs if ever

he appeared in my rooms again. It seemed altogether mightily to

surprise the young gentleman. I have no news to tell you; indeed, when

a correspondence has been broken off like ours has been, it is difficult

to make the first start again. Last night there was a terrible fire at

Linton, eleven miles from Cambridge. Seeing the reflection so plainly in

the sky, Hall, Woodyeare, Turner, and myself thought we would ride and

see it. We set out at half-past nine, and rode like incarnate devils

there, and did not return till two in the morning. Altogether it was a

most awful sight. I cannot conclude without telling you, that of all the

blackguards I ever met with, you are the greatest and the best.

C. DARWIN.

CHARLES DARWIN TO W.D. FOX. [Cambridge, Thursday, April 23, 1829.]

My dear Fox,

I have delayed answering your last letter for these few days, as I

thought that under such melancholy circumstances my writing to you would

be probably only giving you trouble. This morning I received a letter

from Catherine informing me of that event (The death of Fox's sister,

Mrs. Bristowe.), which, indeed, from your letter, I had hardly dared to

hope would have happened otherwise. I feel most sincerely and deeply for

you and all your family; but at the same time, as far as any one can,

by his own good principles and religion, be supported under such a

misfortune, you, I am assured, will know where to look for such support.

And after so pure and holy a comfort as the Bible affords, I am equally

assured how useless the sympathy of all friends must appear, although

it be as heartfelt and sincere, as I hope you believe me capable of

feeling. At such a time of deep distress I will say nothing more,

excepting that I trust your father and Mrs. Fox bear this blow as well

as, under such circumstances, can be hoped for.

I am afraid it will be a long time, my dear Fox, before we meet; till

then, believe me at all times,

Yours most affectionately, CHARLES DARWIN.

CHARLES DARWIN TO W.D. FOX. Shrewsbury, Friday [July 4, 1829].

My dear Fox,

I should have written to you before only that whilst our expedition

lasted I was too much engaged, and the conclusion was so unfortunate,

that I was too unhappy to write to you till this week's quiet at home.

The thoughts of Woodhouse next week has at last given me courage to

relate my unfortunate case.

I started from this place about a fortnight ago to take an entomological

trip with Mr. Hope through all North Wales; and Barmouth was our first

destination. The two first days I went on pretty well, taking several

good insects; but for the rest of that week my lips became suddenly so

bad (Probably with eczema, from which he often suffered.), and I myself

not very well, that I was unable to leave the room, and on the Monday I

retreated with grief and sorrow back again to Shrewsbury. The first two

days I took some good insects...But the days that I was unable to go

out, Mr. Hope did wonders...and to-day I have received another parcel

of insects from him, such Colymbetes, such Carabi, and such magnificent

Elaters (two species of the bright scarlet sort). I am sure you will

properly sympathise with my unfortunate situation: I am determined I

will go over the same ground that he does before autumn comes, and if

working hard will procure insects I will bring home a glorious

stock....

My dear Fox, Yours most sincerely, CHAS. DARWIN.

CHARLES DARWIN TO W.D. FOX. Shrewsbury, July 18, 1829.

I am going to Maer next week in order to entomologise, and shall

stay there a week, and for the rest of this summer I intend to lead a

perfectly idle and wandering life...You see I am much in the same state

that you are, with this difference, you make good resolutions and never

keep them; I never make them, so cannot keep them; it is all very well

writing in this manner, but I must read for my Little-go. Graham smiled

and bowed so very civilly, when he told me that he was one of the

six appointed to make the examination stricter, and that they were

determined this would make it a very different thing from any previous

examination, that from all this I am sure it will be the very devil to

pay amongst all idle men and entomologists. Erasmus, we expect home in

a few weeks' time: he intends passing next winter in Paris. Be sure you

order the two lists of insects published by Stephens, one printed on

both sides, and the other only on one; you will find them very useful in

many points of view.

Dear old Fox, yours, C. DARWIN.

CHARLES DARWIN TO W.D. FOX. Christ's College, Thursday [October 16,

1829].

My dear Fox,

I am afraid you will be very angry with me for not having written during

the Music Meeting, but really I was worked so hard that I had no time; I

arrived here on Monday and found my rooms in dreadful confusion, as

they have been taking up the floor, and you may suppose that I have had

plenty to do for these two days. The Music Meeting (At Birmingham.) was

the most glorious thing I ever experienced; and as for Malibran, words

cannot praise her enough, she is quite the most charming person I

ever saw. We had extracts out of several of the best operas, acted in

character, and you cannot imagine how very superior it made the concerts

to any I ever heard before. J. de Begnis (De Begnis's Christian name

was Giuseppe.) acted 'Il Fanatico' in character; being dressed up an

extraordinary figure gives a much greater effect to his acting. He kept

the whole theatre in roars of laughter. I liked Madame Blasis very much,

but nothing will do after Malibran, who sung some comic songs, and [a]

person's heart must have been made of stone not to have lost it to her.

I lodged very near the Wedgwoods, and lived entirely with them, which

was very pleasant, and had you been there it would have been quite

perfect. It knocked me up most dreadfully, and I will never attempt

again to do two things the same day.

...

CHARLES DARWIN TO W.D. FOX. [Cambridge] Thursday [March, 1830].

My dear Fox,

I am through my Little-Go!!! I am too much exalted to humble myself by

apologising for not having written before. But I assure you before I

went in, and when my nerves were in a shattered and weak condition,

your injured person often rose before my eyes and taunted me with my

idleness. But I am through, through, through. I could write the whole

sheet full with this delightful word. I went in yesterday, and have just

heard the joyful news. I shall not know for a week which class I am in.

The whole examination is carried on in a different system. It has one

grand advantage--being over in one day. They are rather strict, and ask

a wonderful number of questions.

And now I want to know something about your plans; of course you intend

coming up here: what fun we will have together; what beetles we will

catch; it will do my heart good to go once more together to some of our

old haunts. I have two very promising pupils in Entomology, and we will

make regular campaigns into the Fens. Heaven protect the beetles and

Mr. Jenyns, for we won't leave him a pair in the whole country. My new

Cabinet is come down, and a gay little affair it is.

And now for the time--I think I shall go for a few days to town to hear

an opera and see Mr. Hope; not to mention my brother also, whom I should

have no objection to see. If I go pretty soon, you can come afterwards,

but if you will settle your plans definitely, I will arrange mine,

so send me a letter by return of post. And I charge you let it be

favourable--that is to say, come directly. Holden has been ordained,

and drove the Coach out on the Monday. I do not think he is looking very

well. Chapman wants you and myself to pay him a visit when you come up,

and begs to be remembered to you. You must excuse this short letter,

as I have no end more to send off by this day's post. I long to see you

again, and till then,

My dear good old Fox, Yours most sincerely, CHARLES DARWIN.

[In August he was in North Wales and wrote to Fox:--

"I have been intending to write every hour for the last fortnight, but

REALLY have had no time. I left Shrewsbury this day fortnight ago, and

have since that time been working from morning to night in catching fish

or beetles. This is literally the first idle day I have had to myself;

for on the rainy days I go fishing, on the good ones entomologising. You

may recollect that for the fortnight previous to all this, you told me

not to write, so that I hope I have made out some sort of defence for

not having sooner answered your two long and very agreeable letters."]

CHARLES DARWIN TO W.D. FOX. [Cambridge, November 5, 1830.]

My dear Fox,

I have so little time at present, and am so disgusted by reading that

I have not the heart to write to anybody. I have only written once home

since I came up. This must excuse me for not having answered your three

letters, for which I am really very much obliged...

I have not stuck an insect this term, and scarcely opened a case. If

I had time I would have sent you the insects which I have so long

promised; but really I have not spirits or time to do anything. Reading

makes me quite desperate; the plague of getting up all my subjects is

next thing to intolerable. Henslow is my tutor, and a most ADMIRABLE one

he makes; the hour with him is the pleasantest in the whole day. I think

he is quite the most perfect man I ever met with. I have been to some

very pleasant parties there this term. His good-nature is unbounded.

I am sure you will be sorry to hear poor old Whitley's father is dead.

In a worldly point of view it is of great consequence to him, as it will

prevent him going to the Bar for some time.--(Be sure answer this:) What

did you pay for the iron hoop you had made in Shrewsbury? Because I

do not mean to pay the whole of the Cambridge man's bill. You need not

trouble yourself about the Phallus, as I have bought up both species. I

have heard men say that Henslow has some curious religious opinions. I

never perceived anything of it, have you? I am very glad to hear, after

all your delays, you have heard of a curacy where you may read all the

commandments without endangering your throat. I am also still more glad

to hear that your mother continues steadily to improve. I do trust that

you will have no further cause for uneasiness. With every wish for your

happiness, my dear old Fox,

Believe me yours most sincerely, CHARLES DARWIN.

CHARLES DARWIN TO W.D. FOX. Cambridge, Sunday, January 23, 1831.

My dear Fox,

I do hope you will excuse my not writing before I took my degree. I felt

a quite inexplicable aversion to write to anybody. But now I do most

heartily congratulate you upon passing your examination, and hope you

find your curacy comfortable. If it is my last shilling (I have not

many), I will come and pay you a visit.

I do not know why the degree should make one so miserable, both before

and afterwards. I recollect you were sufficiently wretched before, and

I can assure [you] I am now, and what makes it the more ridiculous is, I

know not what about. I believe it is a beautiful provision of nature to

make one regret the less leaving so pleasant a place as Cambridge; and

amongst all its pleasures--I say it for once and for all--none so great

as my friendship with you. I sent you a newspaper yesterday, in which

you will see what a good place [10th] I have got in the Poll. As for

Christ's, did you ever see such a college for producing Captains and

Apostles? (The "Captain" is at the head of the "Poll": the "Apostles"

are the last twelve in the Mathematical Tripos.) There are no men either

at Emmanuel or Christ's plucked. Cameron is gulfed, together with other

three Trinity scholars! My plans are not at all settled. I think I shall

keep this term, and then go and economise at Shrewsbury, return and take

my degree.

A man may be excused for writing so much about himself when he has

just passed the examination; so you must excuse [me]. And on the same

principle do you write a letter brimful of yourself and plans. I want to

know something about your examination. Tell me about the state of your

nerves; what books you got up, and how perfect. I take an interest

about that sort of thing, as the time will come when I must suffer. Your

tutor, Thompson, begged to be remembered to you, and so does Whitley.

If you will answer this, I will send as many stupid answers as you can

desire.

Believe me, dear Fox, CHAS. DARWIN.

CHAPTER 1.V. -- THE APPOINTMENT TO THE 'BEAGLE.'

[In a letter addressed to Captain Fitz-Roy, before the "Beagle" sailed,

my father wrote, "What a glorious day the 4th of November (The "Beagle"

did not however make her final and successful start until December 27.)

will be to me--my second life will then commence, and it shall be as a

birthday for the rest of my life."]

The circumstances which led to this second birth--so much more important

than my father then imagined--are connected with his Cambridge life, but

may be more appropriately told in the present chapter. Foremost in the

chain of circumstances which lead to his appointment to the "Beagle",

was my father's friendship with Professor Henslow. He wrote in a

pocket-book or diary, which contain a brief record of dates, etc.,

throughout his life:--

"1831. CHRISTMAS.--Passed my examination for B.A. degree and kept the

two following terms.

"During these months lived much with Professor Henslow, often dining

with him and walking with him; became slightly acquainted with several

of the learned men in Cambridge, which much quickened the zeal which

dinner parties and hunting had not destroyed.

"In the spring paid Mr. Dawes a visit with Ramsay and Kirby, and talked

over an excursion to Teneriffe. In the spring Henslow persuaded me

to think of Geology, and introduced me to Sedgwick. During Midsummer

geologised a little in Shropshire.

"AUGUST.--Went on Geological tour (Mentioned by Sedgwick in his preface

to Salter's 'Catalogue of Cambrian and Silurian Fossils,' 1873.) by

Llangollen, Ruthin, Conway, Bangor, and Capel Curig, where I left

Professor Sedgwick, and crossed the mountain to Barmouth."

In a letter to Fox (May, 1831), my father writes:--"I am very busy...and

see a great deal of Henslow, whom I do not know whether I love or

respect most." His feeling for this admirable man is finely expressed

in a letter which he wrote to Rev. L. Blomefield (then Rev. L. Jenyns),

when the latter was engaged in his 'Memoir of Professor Henslow'

(published 1862). The passage ('Memoir of the Rev. John Stevens Henslow,

M.A.,' by the Rev. Leonard Jenyns. 8vo. London, 1862, page 51.) has been

made use of in the first of the memorial notices written for 'Nature,'

and Mr. Romanes points out that my father, "while describing the

character of another, is unconsciously giving a most accurate

description of his own":--

"I went to Cambridge early in the year 1828, and soon became acquainted,

through some of my brother entomologists, with Professor Henslow, for

all who cared for any branch of natural history were equally encouraged

by him. Nothing could be more simple, cordial, and unpretending than the

encouragement which he afforded to all young naturalists. I soon became

intimate with him, for he had a remarkable power of making the young

feel completely at ease with him; though we were all awe-struck with the

amount of his knowledge. Before I saw him, I heard one young man sum up

his attainments by simply saying that he knew everything. When I reflect

how immediately we felt at perfect ease with a man older, and in every

way so immensely our superior, I think it was as much owing to the

transparent sincerity of his character as to his kindness of heart; and,

perhaps, even still more, to a highly remarkable absence in him of all

self-consciousness. One perceived at once that he never thought of his

own varied knowledge or clear intellect, but solely on the subject in

hand. Another charm, which must have struck every one, was that his

manner to old and distinguished persons and to the youngest student was

exactly the same: and to all he showed the same winning courtesy. He

would receive with interest the most trifling observation in any branch

of natural history; and however absurd a blunder one might make,

he pointed it out so clearly and kindly, that one left him no way

disheartened, but only determined to be more accurate the next time. In

short, no man could be better formed to win the entire confidence of the

young, and to encourage them in their pursuits.

"His lectures on Botany were universally popular, and as clear as

daylight. So popular were they, that several of the older members of

the University attended successive courses. Once every week he kept open

house in the evening, and all who cared for natural history attended

these parties, which, by thus favouring inter-communication, did the

same good in Cambridge, in a very pleasant manner, as the Scientific

Societies do in London. At these parties many of the most distinguished

members of the University occasionally attended; and when only a few

were present, I have listened to the great men of those days, conversing

on all sorts of subjects, with the most varied and brilliant powers.

This was no small advantage to some of the younger men, as it stimulated

their mental activity and ambition. Two or three times in each session

he took excursions with his botanical class; either a long walk to the

habitat of some rare plant, or in a barge down the river to the fens, or

in coaches to some more distant place, as to Gamlingay, to see the wild

lily of the valley, and to catch on the heath the rare natter-jack.

These excursions have left a delightful impression on my mind. He was,

on such occasions, in as good spirits as a boy, and laughed as

heartily as a boy at the misadventures of those who chased the splendid

swallow-tail butterflies across the broken and treacherous fens. He used

to pause every now and then to lecture on some plant or other object;

and something he could tell us on every insect, shell, or fossil

collected, for he had attended to every branch of natural history. After

our day's work we used to dine at some inn or house, and most jovial we

then were. I believe all who joined these excursions will agree with me

that they have left an enduring impression of delight on our minds.

"As time passed on at Cambridge I became very intimate with Professor

Henslow, and his kindness was unbounded; he continually asked me to his

house, and allowed me to accompany him in his walks. He talked on all

subjects, including his deep sense of religion, and was entirely open. I

own more than I can express to this excellent man...

"During the years when I associated so much with Professor Henslow, I

never once saw his temper even ruffled. He never took an ill-natured

view of any one's character, though very far from blind to the foibles

of others. It always struck me that his mind could not be even touched

by any paltry feeling of vanity, envy, or jealousy. With all this

equability of temper and remarkable benevolence, there was no insipidity

of character. A man must have been blind not to have perceived that

beneath this placid exterior there was a vigorous and determined will.

When principle came into play, no power on earth could have turned him

one hair's-breadth...

"Reflecting over his character with gratitude and reverence, his

moral attributes rise, as they should do in the highest character, in

pre-eminence over his intellect."

In a letter to Rev. L. Blomefield (Jenyns), May 24, 1862, my father

wrote with the same feelings that he had expressed in his letters thirty

years before:--

"I thank you most sincerely for your kind present of your Memoir of

Henslow. I have read about half, and it has interested me much. I do not

think that I could have venerated him more than I did; but your book has

even exalted his character in my eyes. From turning over the pages of

the latter half, I should think your account would be invaluable to any

clergyman who wished to follow poor dear Henslow's noble example. What

an admirable man he was."

The geological work mentioned in the quotation from my father's

pocket-book was doubtless of importance as giving him some practical

experience, and perhaps of more importance in helping to give him some

confidence in himself. In July of the same year, 1831, he was "working

like a tiger" at Geology, and trying to make a map of Shropshire, but

not finding it "as easy as I expected."

In writing to Henslow about the same time, he gives some account of his

work:--

"I should have written to you some time ago, only I was determined

to wait for the clinometer, and I am very glad to say I think it

will answer admirably. I put all the tables in my bedroom at every

conceivable angle and direction. I will venture to say I have measured

them as accurately as any geologist going could do...I have been working

at so many things that I have not got on much with geology. I suspect

the first expedition I take, clinometer and hammer in hand, will send me

back very little wiser and a good deal more puzzled than when I started.

As yet I have only indulged in hypotheses, but they are such powerful

ones that I suppose, if they were put into action for but one day, the

world would come to an end."

He was evidently most keen to get to work with Sedgwick, for he wrote

to Henslow: "I have not heard from Professor Sedgwick, so I am afraid

he will not pay the Severn formations a visit. I hope and trust you did

your best to urge him."

My father has given in his Recollections some account of this Tour.

There too we read of the projected excursion to the Canaries, of which

slight mention occurs in letters to Fox and Henslow.

In April 1831 he writes to Fox: "At present I talk, think, and dream of

a scheme I have almost hatched of going to the Canary Islands. I

have long had a wish of seeing tropical scenery and vegetation, and,

according to Humboldt, Teneriffe is a very pretty specimen." And again

in May: "As for my Canary scheme, it is rash of you to ask questions;

my other friends most sincerely wish me there, I plague them so with

talking about tropical scenery, etc. Eyton will go next summer, and I am

learning Spanish."

Later on in the summer the scheme took more definite form, and the date

seems to have been fixed for June, 1832. He got information in London

about passage-money, and in July was working at Spanish and calling

Fox "un grandisimo lebron," in proof of his knowledge of the language;

which, however, he found "intensely stupid." But even then he seems

to have had some doubts about his companions' zeal, for he writes to

Henslow (July 27, 1831): "I hope you continue to fan your Canary ardour.

I read and re-read Humboldt; do you do the same? I am sure nothing will

prevent us seeing the Great Dragon Tree."

Geological work and Teneriffe dreams carried him through the summer,

till on returning from Barmouth for the sacred 1st of September, he

received the offer of appointment as Naturalist to the "Beagle".

The following extract from the pocket-book will be a help in reading the

letters:--

"Returned to Shrewsbury at end of August. Refused offer of voyage.

"September.--Went to Maer, returned with Uncle Jos. to Shrewsbury,

thence to Cambridge. London.

"11th.--Went with Captain Fitz-Roy in steamer to Plymouth to see the

"Beagle".

"22nd.--Returned to Shrewsbury, passing through Cambridge.

"October 2nd.--Took leave of my home. Stayed in London.

"24th--Reached Plymouth.

"October and November.--These months very miserable.

"December 10th.--Sailed, but were obliged to put back.

"21st.--Put to sea again, and were driven back.

"27th.--Sailed from England on our Circumnavigation."

GEORGE PEACOCK (Formerly Dean of Ely, and Lowndean Professor of

Astronomy at Cambridge.) TO J.S. HENSLOW. 7 Suffolk Street, Pall Mall

East. [1831.]

My dear Henslow,

Captain Fitz-Roy is going out to survey the southern coast of Tierra

del Fuego, and afterwards to visit many of the South Sea Islands, and to

return by the Indian Archipelago. The vessel is fitted out expressly

for scientific purposes, combined with the survey; it will furnish,

therefore, a rare opportunity for a naturalist, and it would be a great

misfortune that it should be lost.

An offer has been made to me to recommend a proper person to go out as

a naturalist with this expedition; he will be treated with every

consideration. The Captain is a young man of very pleasing manners (a

nephew of the Duke of Grafton), of great zeal in his profession, and who

is very highly spoken of; if Leonard Jenyns could go, what treasures he

might bring home with him, as the ship would be placed at his disposal

whenever his inquiries made it necessary or desirable. In the absence

of so accomplished a naturalist, is there any person whom you could

strongly recommend? he must be such a person as would do credit to our

recommendation. Do think of this subject, it would be a serious loss to

the cause of natural science if this fine opportunity was lost....

The ship sails about the end of September.

Write immediately, and tell me what can be done.

Believe me, My dear Henslow, Most truly yours, GEORGE PEACOCK.

J.S. HENSLOW TO C. DARWIN. Cambridge, August 24, 1831.

My dear Darwin,

Before I enter upon the immediate business of this letter, let us

condole together upon the loss of our inestimable friend poor Ramsay, of

whose death you have undoubtedly heard long before this.

I will not now dwell upon this painful subject, as I shall hope to see

you shortly, fully expecting that you will eagerly catch at the offer

which is likely to be made you of a trip to Tierra del Fuego, and home

by the East Indies. I have been asked by Peacock, who will read and

forward this to you from London, to recommend him a Naturalist as

companion to Captain Fitz-Roy, employed by Government to survey the

southern extremity of America. I have stated that I consider you to be

the best qualified person I know of who is likely to undertake such a

situation. I state this not in the supposition of your being a FINISHED

naturalist, but as amply qualified for collecting, observing, and

noting, anything worthy to be noted in Natural History. Peacock has the

appointment at his disposal, and if he cannot find a man willing to

take the office, the opportunity will probably be lost. Captain Fitz-Roy

wants a man (I understand) more as a companion than a mere collector,

and would not take any one, however good a naturalist, who was not

recommended to him likewise as a GENTLEMAN. Particulars of salary, etc.,

I know nothing. The voyage is to last two years, and if you take plenty

of books with you, anything you please may be done. You will have ample

opportunities at command. In short, I suppose there never was a finer

chance for a man of zeal and spirit; Captain Fitz-Roy is a young man.

What I wish you to do is instantly to come and consult with Peacock (at

No. 7 Suffolk Street, Pall Mall East, or else at the University Club),

and learn further particulars. Don't put on any modest doubts or fears

about your disqualifications, for I assure you I think you are the very

man they are in search of; so conceive yourself to be tapped on the

shoulder by your bum-bailiff and affectionate friend,

J.S. HENSLOW.

The expedition is to sail on 25th September (at earliest), so there is

no time to be lost.

G. PEACOCK TO C. DARWIN. [1831.]

My dear Sir,

I received Henslow's letter last night too late to forward it to you by

the post; a circumstance which I do not regret, as it has given me

an opportunity of seeing Captain Beaufort at the Admiralty (the

Hydrographer), and of stating to him the offer which I have to make to

you. He entirely approves of it, and you may consider the situation as

at your absolute disposal. I trust that you will accept it, as it is

an opportunity which should not be lost, and I look forward with great

interest to the benefit which our collections of Natural History may

receive from your labours.

The circumstances are these;--

Captain Fitz-Roy (a nephew of the Duke of Grafton) sails at the end of

September, in a ship to survey, in the first instance, the South Coast

of Tierra del Fuego, afterwards to visit the South Sea Islands, and to

return by the Indian Archipelago to England. The expedition is entirely

for scientific purposes, and the ship will generally wait your

leisure for researches in Natural History, etc. Captain Fitz-Roy is a

public-spirited and zealous officer, of delightful manners, and greatly

beloved by all his brother officers. He went with Captain Beechey (For

'Beechey' read 'King.' I do not find the name Fitz-Roy in the list of

Beechey's officers. The Fuegians were brought back from Captain King's

voyage.), and spent 1500 pounds in bringing over and educating at his

own charge three natives of Patagonia. He engages at his own expense an

artist at 200 pounds a year to go with him. You may be sure, therefore,

of having a very pleasant companion, who will enter heartily into all

your views.

The ship sails about the end of September, and you must lose no time

in making known your acceptance to Captain Beaufort, Admiralty

Hydrographer. I have had a good deal of correspondence about this matter

[with Henslow?], who feels, in common with myself, the greatest anxiety

that you should go. I hope that no other arrangements are likely to

interfere with it....

The Admiralty are not disposed to give a salary, though they will

furnish you with an official appointment, and every accommodation. If a

salary should be required, however, I am inclined to think that it would

be granted.

Believe me, my dear Sir, Very truly yours, GEORGE PEACOCK.

CHARLES DARWIN TO J.S. HENSLOW. Shrewsbury, Tuesday [August 30?, 1831].

My dear Sir,

Mr. Peacock's letter arrived on Saturday, and I received it late

yesterday evening. As far as my own mind is concerned, I should, I think

CERTAINLY, most gladly have accepted the opportunity which you so kindly

have offered me. But my father, although he does not decidedly refuse

me, gives such strong advice against going, that I should not be

comfortable if I did not follow it.

My father's objections are these: the unfitting me to settle down as a

Clergyman, my little habit of seafaring, THE SHORTNESS OF THE TIME, and

the chance of my not suiting Captain Fitz-Roy. It is certainly a very

serious objection, the very short time for all my preparations, as not

only body but mind wants making up for such an undertaking. But if it

had not been for my father I would have taken all risks. What was the

reason that a Naturalist was not long ago fixed upon? I am very much

obliged for the trouble you have had about it; there certainly could not

have been a better opportunity....

My trip with Sedgwick answered most perfectly. I did not hear of poor

Mr. Ramsay's loss till a few days before your letter. I have been

lucky hitherto in never losing any person for whom I had any esteem or

affection. My acquaintance, although very short, was sufficient to give

me those feelings in a great degree. I can hardly make myself believe he

is no more. He was the finest character I ever knew.

Yours most sincerely, My dear Sir, CH. DARWIN.

I have written to Mr. Peacock, and I mentioned that I have asked you to

send one line in the chance of his not getting my letter. I have also

asked him to communicate with Captain Fitz-Roy. Even if I was to go, my

father disliking would take away all energy, and I should want a good

stock of that. Again I must thank you, it adds a little to the heavy but

pleasant load of gratitude which I owe to you.

CHARLES DARWIN TO R.W. DARWIN. [Maer] August 31, [1831].

My dear Father,

I am afraid I am going to make you again very uncomfortable. But,

upon consideration, I think you will excuse me once again, stating

my opinions on the offer of the voyage. My excuse and reason is the

different way all the Wedgwoods view the subject from what you and my

sisters do.

I have given Uncle Jos (Josiah Wedgwood.) what I fervently trust is an

accurate and full list of your objections, and he is kind enough to give

his opinions on all. The list and his answers will be enclosed. But may

I beg of you one favour, it will be doing me the greatest kindness, if

you will send me a decided answer, yes or no? If the latter, I should be

most ungrateful if I did not implicitly yield to your better judgment,

and to the kindest indulgence you have shown me all through my life;

and you may rely upon it I will never mention the subject again. If

your answer should be yes; I will go directly to Henslow and consult

deliberately with him, and then come to Shrewsbury.

The danger appears to me and all the Wedgwoods not great. The expense

cannot be serious, and the time I do not think, anyhow, would be more

thrown away then if I stayed at home. But pray do not consider that I

am so bent on going that I would for one SINGLE MOMENT hesitate, if you

thought that after a short period you should continue uncomfortable.

I must again state I cannot think it would unfit me hereafter for a

steady life. I do hope this letter will not give you much uneasiness. I

send it by the car to-morrow morning; if you make up your mind directly

will you send me an answer on the following day by the same means? If

this letter should not find you at home, I hope you will answer as soon

as you conveniently can.

I do not know what to say about Uncle Jos' kindness; I never can forget

how he interests himself about me.

Believe me, my dear father, Your affectionate son, CHARLES DARWIN.

[Here follows the list of objections which are referred to in the

following letter:--

1. Disreputable to my character as a Clergyman hereafter.

2. A wild scheme.

3. That they must have offered to many others before me the place of

Naturalist.

4. And from its not being accepted there must be some serious objection

to the vessel or expedition.

5. That I should never settle down to a steady life hereafter.

6. That my accommodations would be most uncomfortable.

7. That you [i.e. Dr. Darwin] should consider it as again changing my

profession.

8. That it would be a useless undertaking.]

JOSIAH WEDGWOOD TO R.W. DARWIN. Maer, August 31, 1831. [Read this last.]

(In C. Darwin's writing.)

My dear Doctor,

I feel the responsibility of your application to me on the offer that

has been made to Charles as being weighty, but as you have desired

Charles to consult me, I cannot refuse to give the result of such

consideration as I have been able to [give?] it.

Charles has put down what he conceives to be your principal objections,

and I think the best course I can take will be to state what occurs to

me upon each of them.

1. I should not think that it would be in any degree disreputable to

his character as a Clergyman. I should on the contrary think the offer

honourable to him; and the pursuit of Natural History, though certainly

not professional, is very suitable to a clergyman.

2. I hardly know how to meet this objection, but he would have definite

objects upon which to employ himself, and might acquire and strengthen

habits of application, and I should think would be as likely to do so as

in any way in which he is likely to pass the next two years at home.

3. The notion did not occur to me in reading the letters; and on reading

them again with that object in my mind I see no ground for it.

4. I cannot conceive that the Admiralty would send out a bad vessel on

such a service. As to objections to the expedition, they will differ in

each man's case, and nothing would, I think, be inferred in Charles's

case, if it were known that others had objected.

5. You are a much better judge of Charles's character than I can be. If

on comparing this mode of spending the next two years with the way in

which he will probably spend them, if he does not accept this offer, you

think him more likely to be rendered unsteady and unable to settle, it

is undoubtedly a weighty objection. Is it not the case that sailors are

prone to settle in domestic and quiet habits?

6. I can form no opinion on this further than that if appointed by the

Admiralty he will have a claim to be as well accommodated as the vessel

will allow.

7. If I saw Charles now absorbed in professional studies I should

probably think it would not be advisable to interrupt them; but this is

not, and, I think, will not be the case with him. His present pursuit

of knowledge is in the same track as he would have to follow in the

expedition.

8. The undertaking would be useless as regards his profession, but

looking upon him as a man of enlarged curiosity, it affords him such an

opportunity of seeing men and things as happens to few.

You will bear in mind that I have had very little time for

consideration, and that you and Charles are the persons who must decide.

I am, My dear Doctor, Affectionately yours, JOSIAH WEDGWOOD.

CHARLES DARWIN TO J.S. HENSLOW. Cambridge, Red Lion [September 2], 1831.

My dear Sir,

I am just arrived; you will guess the reason. My father has changed his

mind. I trust the place is not given away.

I am very much fatigued, and am going to bed.

I dare say you have not yet got my second letter.

How soon shall I come to you in the morning? Send a verbal answer.

Good-night, Yours, C. DARWIN.

CHARLES DARWIN TO MISS SUSAN DARWIN. Cambridge, Sunday Morning

[September 4].

My dear Susan,

As a letter would not have gone yesterday, I put off writing till

to-day. I had rather a wearisome journey, but got into Cambridge very

fresh. The whole of yesterday I spent with Henslow, thinking of what is

to be done, and that I find is a great deal. By great good luck I know

a man of the name of Wood, nephew of Lord Londonderry. He is a great

friend of Captain Fitz-Roy, and has written to him about me. I heard

a part of Captain Fitz-Roy's letter, dated some time ago, in which he

says: "I have a right good set of officers, and most of my men have been

there before." It seems he has been there for the last few years; he was

then second in command with the same vessel that he has now chosen. He

is only twenty-three years old, but [has] seen a deal of service, and

won the gold medal at Portsmouth. The Admiralty say his maps are most

perfect. He had choice of two vessels, and he chose the smallest.

Henslow will give me letters to all travellers in town whom he thinks

may assist me.

Peacock has sole appointment of Naturalist. The first person offered

was Leonard Jenyns, who was so near accepting it that he packed up

his clothes. But having [a] living, he did not think it right to leave

it--to the great regret of all his family. Henslow himself was not very

far from accepting it, for Mrs. Henslow most generously, and without

being asked, gave her consent; but she looked so miserable that Henslow

at once settled the point....

I am afraid there will be a good deal of expense at first. Henslow

is much against taking many things; it is [the] mistake all young

travellers fall into. I write as if it was settled, but Henslow tells me

BY NO MEANS to make up my mind till I have had long conversations

with Captains Beaufort and Fitz-Roy. Good-bye. You will hear from me

constantly. Direct 17 Spring Gardens. TELL NOBODY in Shropshire yet. Be

sure not.

C. DARWIN.

I was so tired that evening I was in Shrewsbury that I thanked none of

you for your kindness half so much as I felt.

Love to my father.

The reason I don't want people told in Shropshire: in case I should not

go, it will make it more flat.

CHARLES DARWIN TO MISS S. DARWIN. 17 Spring Gardens, Monday [September

5, 1831].

I have so little time to spare that I have none to waste in re-writing

letters, so that you must excuse my bringing up the other with me and

altering it. The last letter was written in the morning. In [the] middle

of [the] day, Wood received a letter from Captain Fitz-Roy, which I must

say was MOST straightforward and GENTLEMANLIKE, but so much against my

going, that I immediately gave up the scheme; and Henslow did the same,

saying that he thought Peacock had acted VERY WRONG in misrepresenting

things so much.

I scarcely thought of going to town, but here I am; and now for more

details, and much more promising ones. Captain Fitz-Roy is [in] town,

and I have seen him; it is no use attempting to praise him as much as

I feel inclined to do, for you would not believe me. One thing I am

certain, nothing could be more open and kind than he was to me. It seems

he had promised to take a friend with him, who is in office and cannot

go, and he only received the letter five minutes before I came in;

and this makes things much better for me, as want of room was one of

Fitz-Roy's greatest objections. He offers me to go share in everything

in his cabin if I like to come, and every sort of accommodation that

I can have, but they will not be numerous. He says nothing would be so

miserable for him as having me with him if I was uncomfortable, as in

a small vessel we must be thrown together, and thought it his duty

to state everything in the worst point of view. I think I shall go on

Sunday to Plymouth to see the vessel.

There is something most extremely attractive in his manners and way of

coming straight to the point. If I live with him, he says I must live

poorly--no wine, and the plainest dinners. The scheme is not certainly

so good as Peacock describes. Captain Fitz-Roy advises me not [to] make

up my mind quite yet, but that, seriously, he thinks it will have much

more pleasure than pain for me. The vessel does not sail till the 10th

of October. It contains sixty men, five or six officers, etc., but is a

small vessel. It will probably be out nearly three years. I shall pay

to the mess the same as [the] Captain does himself, 30 pounds per annum;

and Fitz-Roy says if I spend, including my outfitting, 500 pounds, it

will be beyond the extreme. But now for still worse news. The round the

world is not CERTAIN, but the chance most excellent. Till that point is

decided, I will not be so. And you may believe, after the many changes I

have made, that nothing but my reason shall decide me.

Fitz-Roy says the stormy sea is exaggerated; that if I do not choose to

remain with them, I can at any time get home to England, so many vessels

sail that way, and that during bad weather (probably two months), if

I like I shall be left in some healthy, safe and nice country; that I

shall always have assistance; that he has many books, all instruments,

guns, at my service; that the fewer and cheaper clothes I take the

better. The manner of proceeding will just suit me. They anchor the

ship, and then remain for a fortnight at a place. I have made Captain

Beaufort perfectly understand me. He says if I start and do not go round

the world, I shall have good reason to think myself deceived. I am to

call the day after to-morrow, and, if possible, to receive more certain

instructions. The want of room is decidedly the most serious objection;

but Captain Fitz-Roy (probably owing to Wood's letter) seems determined

to make me [as] comfortable as he possibly can. I like his manner of

proceeding. He asked me at once, "Shall you bear being told that I want

the cabin to myself--when I want to be alone? If we treat each other

this way, I hope we shall suit; if not, probably we should wish each

other at the devil."

We stop a week at [the] Madeira Islands, and shall see most of [the]

big cities in South America. Captain Beaufort is drawing up the track

through the South Sea. I am writing in [a] great hurry; I do not know

whether you take interest enough to excuse treble postage. I hope I am

judging reasonably, and not through prejudice, about Captain Fitz-Roy;

if so, I am sure we shall suit. I dine with him to-day. I could write

[a] great deal more if I thought you liked it, and I had at present

time. There is indeed a tide in the affairs of man, and I have

experienced it, and I had ENTIRELY given it up till one to-day.

Love to my father. Dearest Susan, good-bye.

CH. DARWIN.

CHARLES DARWIN TO J.S. HENSLOW. London, Monday, [September 5, 1831].

My dear Sir,

Gloria in excelsis is the most moderate beginning I can think of.

Things are more prosperous than I should have thought possible. Captain

Fitz-Roy is everything that is delightful. If I was to praise half so

much as I feel inclined, you would say it was absurd, only once seeing

him. I think he really wishes to have me. He offers me to mess with him,

and he will take care I have such room as is possible. But about the

cases he says I must limit myself; but then he thinks like a sailor

about size. Captain Beaufort says I shall be upon the Boards, and then

it will only cost me like other officers. Ship sails 10th of October.

Spends a week at Madeira Islands; and then Rio de Janeiro. They all

think most extremely probable, home by the Indian archipelago; but till

that is decided, I will not be so.

What has induced Captain Fitz-Roy to take a better view of the case is,

that Mr. Chester, who was going as a friend, cannot go, so that I shall

have his place in every respect.

Captain Fitz-Roy has [a] good stock of books, many of which were in my

list, and rifles, etc., so that the outfit will be much less expensive

than I supposed.

The vessel will be out three years. I do not object so that my father

does not. On Wednesday I have another interview with Captain Beaufort,

and on Sunday most likely go with Captain Fitz-Roy to Plymouth. So I

hope you will keep on thinking on the subject, and just keep memoranda

of what may strike you. I will call most probably on Mr. Burchell and

introduce myself. I am in lodgings at 17 Spring Gardens. You cannot

imagine anything more pleasant, kind, and open than Captain Fitz-Roy's

manners were to me. I am sure it will be my fault if we do not suit.

What changes I have had. Till one to-day I was building castles in the

air about hunting foxes the Shropshire, now llamas in South America.

There is indeed a tide in the affairs of men. If you see Mr. Wood,

remember me very kindly to him.

Good-bye. My dear Henslow, Your most sincere friend, CHAS. DARWIN.

Excuse this letter in such a hurry.

CHARLES DARWIN TO W.D. FOX. 17 Spring Gardens, London, September 6,

1831....

Your letter gave me great pleasure. You cannot imagine how much your

former letter annoyed and hurt me. (He had misunderstood a letter of

Fox's as implying a charge of falsehood.) But, thank heaven, I firmly

believe that it was my OWN ENTIRE fault in so interpreting your letter.

I lost a friend the other day, and I doubt whether the moral death (as

I then wickedly supposed) of our friendship did not grieve me as much as

the real and sudden death of poor Ramsay. We have known each other too

long to need, I trust, any more explanations. But I will mention just

one thing--that on my death-bed, I think I could say I never uttered one

insincere (which at the time I did not fully feel) expression about my

regard for you. One thing more--the sending IMMEDIATELY the insects, on

my honour, was an unfortunate coincidence. I forgot how you naturally

would take them. When you look at them now, I hope no unkindly feelings

will rise in your mind, and that you will believe that you have always

had in me a sincere, and I will add, an obliged friend. The very many

pleasant minutes that we spent together in Cambridge rose like departed

spirits in judgment against me. May we have many more such, will be one

of my last wishes in leaving England. God bless you, dear old Fox. May

you always be happy.

Yours truly, CHAS. DARWIN.

I have left your letter behind, so do not know whether I direct right.

CHARLES DARWIN TO MISS SUSAN DARWIN. 17 Spring Gardens, Tuesday,

[September 6, 1831.]

My dear Susan,

Again I am going to trouble you. I suspect, if I keep on at this rate,

you will sincerely wish me at Tierra del Fuego, or any other Terra, but

England. First I will give my commissions. Tell Nancy to make me

some twelve instead of eight shirts. Tell Edward to send me up in my

carpet-bag (he can slip the key in the bag tied to some string), my

slippers, a pair of lightish walking-shoes, my Spanish books, my new

microscope (about six inches long and three or four deep), which must

have cotton stuffed inside; my geological compass; my father knows

that; a little book, if I have got it in my bedroom--'Taxidermy.' Ask

my father if he thinks there would be any objection to my taking arsenic

for a little time, as my hands are not quite well, and I have always

observed that if I once get them well, and change my manner of living

about the same time, they will generally remain well. What is the dose?

Tell Edward my gun is dirty. What is Erasmus's direction? Tell me if you

think there is time to write and receive an answer before I start, as I

should like particularly to know what he thinks about it. I suppose you

do not know Sir J. Mackintosh's direction?

I write all this as if it was settled, but it is not more than it was,

excepting that from Captain Fitz-Roy wishing me so much to go, and from

his kindness, I feel a predestination I shall start. I spent a very

pleasant evening with him yesterday. He must be more than twenty-three

years old; he is of a slight figure, and a dark but handsome edition of

Mr. Kynaston, and, according to my notions, pre-eminently good manners.

He is all for economy, excepting on one point--viz., fire-arms. He

recommends me strongly to get a case of pistols like his, which cost 60

pounds!! and never to go on shore anywhere without loaded ones, and he

is doubting about a rifle; he says I cannot appreciate the luxury

of fresh meat here. Of course I shall buy nothing till everything is

settled; but I work all day long at my lists, putting in and striking

out articles. This is the first really cheerful day I have spent since

I received the letter, and it all is owing to the sort of involuntary

confidence I place in my beau ideal of a Captain.

We stop at Teneriffe. His object is to stop at as many places as

possible. He takes out twenty chronometers, and it will be a "sin" not

to settle the longitude. He tells me to get it down in writing at the

Admiralty that I have the free choice to leave as soon and whenever I

like. I dare say you expect I shall turn back at the Madeira; if I have

a morsel of stomach left, I won't give up. Excuse my so often troubling

and writing: the one is of great utility, the other a great amusement to

me. Most likely I shall write to-morrow. Answer by return of post. Love

to my father, dearest Susan.

C. DARWIN.

As my instruments want altering, send my things by the 'Oxonian' the

same night.

CHARLES DARWIN TO MISS SUSAN DARWIN. London, Friday Morning, September

9, 1831.

My dear Susan,

I have just received the parcel. I suppose it was not delivered

yesterday owing to the Coronation. I am very much obliged to my father,

and everybody else. Everything is done quite right. I suppose by this

time you have received my letter written next day, and I hope will send

off the things. My affairs remain in statu quo. Captain Beaufort says I

am on the books for victuals, and he thinks I shall have no difficulty

about my collections when I come home. But he is too deep a fish for me

to make him out. The only thing that now prevents me finally making up

my mind, is the want of certainty about the South Sea Islands; although

morally I have no doubt we should go there whether or no it is put in

the instructions. Captain Fitz-Roy says I do good by plaguing Captain

Beaufort, it stirs him up with a long pole. Captain Fitz-Roy says he is

sure he has interest enough (particularly if this Administration is not

everlasting--I shall soon turn Tory!), anyhow, even when out, to get

the ship ordered home by whatever track he likes. From what Wood says, I

presume the Dukes of Grafton and Richmond interest themselves about him.

By the way, Wood has been of the greatest use to me; and I am sure his

personal introduction of me inclined Captain Fitz-Roy to have me.

To explain things from the very beginning: Captain Fitz-Roy first wished

to have a Naturalist, and then he seems to have taken a sudden horror of

the chances of having somebody he should not like on board the vessel.

He confesses his letter to Cambridge was to throw cold water on the

scheme. I don't think we shall quarrel about politics, although Wood (as

might be expected from a Londonderry) solemnly warned Fitz-Roy that I

was a Whig. Captain Fitz-Roy was before Uncle Jos., he said, "now your

friends will tell you a sea-captain is the greatest brute on the face

of the creation. I do not know how to help you in this case, except by

hoping you will give me a trial." How one does change! I actually now

wish the voyage was longer before we touch land. I feel my blood run

cold at the quantity I have to do. Everybody seems ready to assist me.

The Zoological want to make me a corresponding member. All this I

can construct without crossing the Equator. But one friend is quite

invaluable, viz., a Mr. Yarrell, a stationer, and excellent naturalist.

(William Yarrell, well-known for his 'History of British Birds' and

'History of British Fishes,' was born in 1784. He inherited from his

father a newsagent's business, to which he steadily adhered up to his

death, "in his 73rd year." He was a man of a thoroughly amiable and

honourable character, and was a valued office-bearer of several of

the learned Societies.) He goes to the shops with me and bullies about

prices (not that I yet buy): hang me if I give 60 pounds for pistols.

Yesterday all the shops were shut, so that I could do nothing; and I was

child enough to give 1 pound 1 shilling for an excellent seat to see the

Procession. (The Coronation of William IV.) And it certainly was very

well worth seeing. I was surprised that any quantity of gold could make

a long row of people quite glitter. It was like only what one sees in

picture-books of Eastern processions. The King looked very well, and

seemed popular, but there was very little enthusiasm; so little that I

can hardly think there will be a coronation this time fifty years.

The Life Guards pleased me as much as anything--they are quite

magnificent; and it is beautiful to see them clear a crowd. You think

that they must kill a score at least, and apparently they really hurt

nobody, but most deucedly frighten them. Whenever a crowd was so dense

that the people were forced off the causeway, one of these six-feet

gentlemen, on a black horse, rode straight at the place, making his

horse rear very high, and fall on the thickest spot. You would suppose

men were made of sponge to see them shrink away.

In the evening there was an illumination, and much grander than the one

on the Reform Bill. All the principal streets were crowded just like a

race-ground. Carriages generally being six abreast, and I will venture

to say not going one mile an hour. The Duke of Northumberland learnt a

lesson last time, for his house was very grand; much more so than the

other great nobility, and in much better taste; every window in his

house was full of straight lines of brilliant lights, and from their

extreme regularity and number had a beautiful effect. The paucity of

invention was very striking, crowns, anchors, and "W.R.'s" were repeated

in endless succession. The prettiest were gas-pipes with small holes;

they were almost painfully brilliant. I have written so much about the

Coronation, that I think you will have no occasion to read the "Morning

Herald".

For about the first time in my life I find London very pleasant; hurry,

bustle, and noise are all in unison with my feelings. And I have plenty

to do in spare moments. I work at Astronomy, as I suppose it would

astound a sailor if one did not know how to find Latitude and Longitude.

I am now going to Captain Fitz-Roy, and will keep [this] letter open

till evening for anything that may occur. I will give you one proof of

Fitz-Roy being a good officer--all the officers are the same as before;

two-thirds of his crew and [the] eight marines who went before all

offered to come again, so the service cannot be so very bad. The

Admiralty have just issued orders for a large stock of canister-meat

and lemon-juice, etc. etc. I have just returned from spending a long

day with Captain Fitz-Roy, driving about in his gig, and shopping. This

letter is too late for to-day's post. You may consider it settled that I

go. Yet there is room for change if any untoward accident should happen;

this I can see no reason to expect. I feel convinced nothing else will

alter my wish of going. I have begun to order things. I have procured a

case of good strong pistols and an excellent rifle for 50 pounds, there

is a saving; a good telescope, with compass, 5 pounds, and these are

nearly the only expensive instruments I shall want. Captain Fitz-Roy has

everything. I never saw so (what I should call, he says not) extravagant

a man, as regards himself, but as economical towards me. How he did

order things! His fire-arms will cost 400 pounds at least. I found the

carpet bag when I arrived all right, and much obliged. I do not think

I shall take any arsenic; shall send partridges to Mr. Yarrell; much

obliged. Ask Edward to BARGAIN WITH Clemson to make for my gun--TWO

SPARE hammers or cocks, two main-springs, two sere-springs, four nipples

or plugs--I mean one for each barrel, except nipples, of which there

must be two for each, all of excellent quality, and set about them

immediately; tell Edward to make inquiries about prices. I go on Sunday

per packet to Plymouth, shall stay one or two days, then return, and

hope to find a letter from you; a few days in London; then Cambridge,

Shrewsbury, London, Plymouth, Madeira, is my route. It is a great bore

my writing so much about the Coronation; I could fill another sheet.

I have just been with Captain King, Fitz-Roy's senior officer last

expedition; he thinks that the expedition will suit me. Unasked, he

said Fitz-Roy's temper was perfect. He sends his own son with him

as midshipman. The key of my microscope was forgotten; it is of no

consequence. Love to all.

CHAS. DARWIN.

CHARLES DARWIN TO W.D. FOX. 17 Spring Gardens (and here I shall remain

till I start) [September 19, 1831].

My dear Fox,

I returned from my expedition to see the "Beagle" at Plymouth on

Saturday, and found your most welcome letter on my table. It is quite

ridiculous what a very long period these last twenty days have appeared

to me, certainly much more than as many weeks on ordinary occasions;

this will account for my not recollecting how much I told you of my

plans....

But on the whole it is a grand and fortunate opportunity; there will be

so many things to interest me--fine scenery and an endless occupation

and amusement in the different branches of Natural History; then again

navigation and meteorology will amuse me on the voyage, joined to the

grand requisite of there being a pleasant set of officers, and, as

far as I can judge, this is certain. On the other hand there is very

considerable risk to one's life and health, and the leaving for so very

long a time so many people whom I dearly love, is oftentimes a feeling

so painful that it requires all my resolution to overcome it. But

everything is now settled, and before the 20th of October I trust to

be on the broad sea. My objection to the vessel is its smallness, which

cramps one so for room for packing my own body and all my cases, etc.,

etc. As to its safety, I hope the Admiralty are the best judges; to a

landsman's eye she looks very small. She is a ten-gun three-masted brig,

but, I believe, an excellent vessel. So much for my future plans, and

now for my present. I go to-night by the mail to Cambridge, and from

thence, after settling my affairs, proceed to Shrewsbury (most likely on

Friday 23rd, or perhaps before); there I shall stay a few days, and be

in London by the 1st of October, and start for Plymouth on the 9th.

And now for the principal part of my letter. I do not know how to tell

you how very kind I feel your offer of coming to see me before I

leave England. Indeed I should like it very much; but I must tell you

decidedly that I shall have very little time to spare, and that little

time will be almost spoilt by my having so much to think about; and

secondly, I can hardly think it worth your while to leave your parish

for such a cause. But I shall never forget such generous kindness. Now

I know you will act just as you think right; but do not come up for my

sake. Any time is the same for me. I think from this letter you will

know as much of my plans as I do myself, and will judge accordingly

the where and when to write to me. Every now and then I have moments of

glorious enthusiasm, when I think of the date and cocoa-trees, the palms

and ferns so lofty and beautiful, everything new, everything sublime.

And if I live to see years in after life, how grand must such

recollections be! Do you know Humboldt? (If you don't, do so directly.)

With what intense pleasure he appears always to look back on the days

spent in the tropical countries. I hope when you next write to Osmaston,

[you will] tell them my scheme, and give them my kindest regards and

farewells.

Good-bye, my dear Fox, Yours ever sincerely, CHAS. DARWIN.

CHARLES DARWIN TO R. FITZ-ROY. 17 Spring Gardens [October 17? 1831].

Dear Fitz-Roy,

Very many thanks for your letter; it has made me most comfortable, for

it would have been heart-breaking to have left anything quite behind,

and I never should have thought of sending things by some other vessel.

This letter will, I trust, accompany some talc. I read your letter

without attending to the name. But I have now procured some from Jones,

which appears very good, and I will send it this evening by the mail.

You will be surprised at not seeing me propria persona instead of my

handwriting. But I had just found out that the large steam-packet did

not intend to sail on Sunday, and I was picturing to myself a small,

dirty cabin, with the proportion of 39-40ths of the passengers very

sick, when Mr. Earl came in and told me the "Beagle" would not sail till

the beginning of November. This, of course, settled the point; so that I

remain in London one week more. I shall then send heavy goods by steamer

and start myself by the coach on Sunday evening.

Have you a good set of mountain barometers? Several great guns in the

scientific world have told me some points in geology to ascertain which

entirely depend on their relative height. If you have not a good stock,

I will add one more to the list. I ought to be ashamed to trouble you so

much, but will you SEND ONE LINE to inform me? I am daily becoming more

anxious to be off, and, if I am so, you must be in a perfect fever. What

a glorious day the 4th of November will be to me! My second life will

then commence, and it shall be as a birthday for the rest of my life.

Believe me, dear Fitz-Roy, Yours most sincerely, CHAS. DARWIN.

MONDAY.--I hope I have not put you to much inconvenience by ordering the

room in readiness.

CHARLES DARWIN TO J.S. HENSLOW. Devonport, November 15, 1831.

My dear Henslow,

The orders are come down from the Admiralty, and everything is finally

settled. We positively sail the last day of this month, and I think

before that time the vessel will be ready. She looks most beautiful,

even a landsman must admire her. WE all think her the most perfect

vessel ever turned out of the Dockyard. One thing is certain, no vessel

has been fitted out so expensively, and with so much care. Everything

that can be made so is of mahogany, and nothing can exceed the neatness

and beauty of all the accommodations. The instructions are very general,

and leave a great deal to the Captain's discretion and judgment, paying

a substantial as well as a verbal compliment to him....

No vessel ever left England with such a set of Chronometers, viz.,

twenty-four, all very good ones. In short, everything is well, and I

have only now to pray for the sickness to moderate its fierceness, and

I shall do very well. Yet I should not call it one of the very best

opportunities for natural history that has ever occurred. The absolute

want of room is an evil that nothing can surmount. I think L. Jenyns did

very wisely in not coming, that is judging from my own feelings, for I

am sure if I had left college some few years, or been those years older,

I NEVER could have endured it. The officers (excepting the Captain) are

like the freshest freshmen, that is in their manners, in everything else

widely different. Remember me most kindly to him, and tell him if ever

he dreams in the night of palm-trees, he may in the morning comfort

himself with the assurance that the voyage would not have suited him.

I am much obliged for your advice, de Mathematicis. I suspect when I am

struggling with a triangle, I shall often wish myself in your room, and

as for those wicked sulky surds, I do not know what I shall do without

you to conjure them. My time passes away very pleasantly. I know one

or two pleasant people, foremost of whom is Mr. Thunder-and-lightning

Harris (William Snow Harris, the Electrician.), whom I dare say you have

heard of. My chief employment is to go on board the "Beagle", and try to

look as much like a sailor as I can. I have no evidence of having taken

in man, woman or child.

I am going to ask you to do one more commission, and I trust it will

be the last. When I was in Cambridge, I wrote to Mr. Ash, asking him to

send my College account to my father, after having subtracted about 30

pounds for my furniture. This he has forgotten to do, and my father has

paid the bill, and I want to have the furniture-money transmitted to

my father. Perhaps you would be kind enough to speak to Mr. Ash. I have

cost my father so much money, I am quite ashamed of myself.

I will write once again before sailing, and perhaps you will write to me

before then.

Remember me to Professor Sedgwick and Mr. Peacock.

Believe me, yours affectionately, CHAS. DARWIN.

CHARLES DARWIN TO J.S. HENSLOW. Devonport, December 3, 1831.

My dear Henslow,

It is now late in the evening, and to-night I am going to sleep on

board. On Monday we most certainly sail, so you may guess what a

desperate state of confusion we are all in. If you were to hear the

various exclamations of the officers, you would suppose we had scarcely

had a week's notice. I am just in the same way taken all ABACK, and in

such a bustle I hardly know what to do. The number of things to be done

is infinite. I look forward even to sea-sickness with something like

satisfaction, anything must be better than this state of anxiety. I am

very much obliged for your last kind and affectionate letter. I always

like advice from you, and no one whom I have the luck to know is more

capable of giving it than yourself. Recollect, when you write, that I am

a sort of protege of yours, and that it is your bounden duty to lecture

me.

I will now give you my direction; it is at first, Rio; but if you

will send me a letter on the first Tuesday (when the packet sails) in

February, directed to Monte Video, it will give me very great pleasure;

I shall so much enjoy hearing a little Cambridge news. Poor dear old

Alma Mater! I am a very worthy son in as far as affection goes. I have

little more to write about...I cannot end this without telling you how

cordially I feel grateful for the kindness you have shown me during

my Cambridge life. Much of the pleasure and utility which I may have

derived from it is owing to you. I long for the time when we shall again

meet, and till then believe me, my dear Henslow,

Your affectionate and obliged friend, CH. DARWIN.

Remember me most kindly to those who take any interest in me.

CHAPTER 1.VI. -- THE VOYAGE.

"There is a natural good-humoured energy in his letters just like

himself."--From a letter of Dr. R.W. Darwin's to Prof. Henslow.

[The object of the "Beagle" voyage is briefly described in my father's

'Journal of Researches,' page 1, as being "to complete the Survey of

Patagonia and Tierra del Fuego, commenced under Captain King in 1826

to 1830; to survey the shores of Chile, Peru, and some island in the

Pacific; and to carry a chain of chronometrical measurements round the

world."]

The "Beagle" is described as a well-built little vessel, of 235 tons,

rigged as a barque, and carrying six guns. She belonged to the old class

of ten-gun brigs, which were nicknamed "coffins," from their liability

to go down in severe weather. They were very "deep-waisted," that is,

their bulwarks were high in proportion to their size, so that a heavy

sea breaking over them might be highly dangerous. Nevertheless, she

lived through the five years' work, in the most stormy regions in the

world, under Commanders Stokes and Fitz-Roy, without a serious accident.

When re-commissioned in 1831 for her second voyage, she was found (as

I learn from Admiral Sir James Sulivan) to be so rotten that she had

practically to be rebuilt, and it was this that caused the long delay

in refitting. The upper deck was raised, making her much safer in heavy

weather, and giving her far more comfortable accommodation below. By

these alterations and by the strong sheathing added to her bottom

she was brought up to 242 tons burthen. It is a proof of the splendid

seamanship of Captain Fitz-Roy and his officers that she returned

without having carried away a spar, and that in only one of the heavy

storms that she encountered was she in great danger.

She was fitted out for the expedition with all possible care, being

supplied with carefully chosen spars and ropes, six boats, and a

"dinghy;" lightning conductors, "invented by Mr. Harris, were fixed in

all the masts, the bowsprits, and even in the flying jib-boom." To quote

my father's description, written from Devonport, November 17, 1831:

"Everybody, who can judge, says it is one of the grandest voyages

that has almost ever been sent out. Everything is on a grand scale.

Twenty-four chronometers. The whole ship is fitted up with mahogany;

she is the admiration of the whole place. In short, everything is as

prosperous as human means can make it."

Owing to the smallness of the vessel, every one on board was cramped for

room, and my father's accommodation seems to have been small enough: "I

have just room to turn round," he writes to Henslow, "and that is all."

Admiral Sir James Sulivan writes to me: "The narrow space at the end of

the chart-table was his only accommodation for working, dressing, and

sleeping; the hammock being left hanging over his head by day, when the

sea was at all rough, that he might lie on it with a book in his hand

when he could not any longer sit at the table. His only stowage for

clothes being several small drawers in the corner, reaching from deck to

deck; the top one being taken out when the hammock was hung up, without

which there was not length for it, so then the foot-clews took the place

of the top drawer. For specimens he had a very small cabin under the

forecastle."

Yet of this narrow room he wrote enthusiastically, September 17, 1831:--

"When I wrote last I was in great alarm about my cabin. The cabins were

not then marked out, but when I left they were, and mine is a capital

one, certainly next best to the Captain's and remarkably light. My

companion most luckily, I think, will turn out to be the officer whom I

shall like best. Captain Fitz-Roy says he will take care that one corner

is so fitted up that I shall be comfortable in it and shall consider

it my home, but that also I shall have the run of his. My cabin is the

drawing one; and in the middle is a large table, on which we two sleep

in hammocks. But for the first two months there will be no drawing to

be done, so that it will be quite a luxurious room, and good deal larger

than the Captain's cabin."

My father used to say that it was the absolute necessity of tidiness

in the cramped space of the "Beagle" that helped 'to give him his

methodical habits of working.' On the "Beagle", too, he would say, that

he learned what he considered the golden rule for saving time; i.e.,

taking care of the minutes.

Sir James Sulivan tells me that the chief fault in the outfit of the

expedition was the want of a second smaller vessel to act as tender.

This want was so much felt by Captain Fitz-Roy that he hired two decked

boats to survey the coast of Patagonia, at a cost of 1100 pounds, a sum

which he had to supply, although the boats saved several thousand pounds

to the country. He afterwards bought a schooner to act as a tender, thus

saving the country a further large amount. He was ultimately ordered to

sell the schooner, and was compelled to bear the loss himself, and it

was only after his death that some inadequate compensation was made for

all the losses which he suffered through his zeal.

For want of a proper tender, much of the work had to be done in small

open whale boats, which were sent away from the ship for weeks together,

and this in a climate, where the crews were exposed to severe hardships

from the almost constant rains, which sometimes continued for weeks

together. The completeness of the equipment was also in other respects

largely due to the public spirit of Captain Fitz-Roy. He provided at

his own cost an artist, and a skilled instrument-maker to look after

the chronometers. (Either one or both were on the books for victuals.)

Captain Fitz-Roy's wish was to take "some well-educated and scientific

person" as his private guest, but this generous offer was only accepted

by my father on condition of being allowed to pay a fair share of the

expense of the Captain's table; he was, moreover, on the ship's books

for victuals.

In a letter to his sister (July 1832) he writes contentedly of his

manner of life at sea:--"I do not think I have ever given you an account

of how the day passes. We breakfast at eight o'clock. The invariable

maxim is to throw away all politeness--that is, never to wait for each

other, and bolt off the minute one has done eating, etc. At sea, when

the weather is calm, I work at marine animals, with which the whole

ocean abounds. If there is any sea up I am either sick or contrive to

read some voyage or travels. At one we dine. You shore-going people are

lamentably mistaken about the manner of living on board. We have never

yet (nor shall we) dined off salt meat. Rice and peas and calavanses are

excellent vegetables, and, with good bread, who could want more? Judge

Alderson could not be more temperate, as nothing but water comes on the

table. At five we have tea. The midshipmen's berth have all their meals

an hour before us, and the gun-room an hour afterwards."

The crew of the "Beagle" consisted of Captain Fitz-Roy, "Commander and

Surveyor," two lieutenants, one of whom (the first lieutenant) was the

late Captain Wickham, Governor of Queensland; the present Admiral Sir

James Sulivan, K.C.B., was the second lieutenant. Besides the master

and two mates, there was an assistant-surveyor, the present Admiral Lort

Stokes. There were also a surgeon, assistant-surgeon, two midshipmen,

master's mate, a volunteer (1st class), purser, carpenter, clerk,

boatswain, eight marines, thirty-four seamen, and six boys.

There are not now (1882) many survivors of my father's old ship-mates.

Admiral Mellersh, Mr. Hammond, and Mr. Philip King, of the Legislative

Council of Sydney, and Mr. Usborne, are among the number. Admiral

Johnson died almost at the same time as my father.

He retained to the last a most pleasant recollection of the voyage of

the "Beagle", and of the friends he made on board her. To his children

their names were familiar, from his many stories of the voyage, and we

caught his feeling of friendship for many who were to us nothing more

than names.

It is pleasant to know how affectionately his old companions remembered

him.

Sir James Sulivan remained, throughout my father's lifetime, one of

his best and truest friends. He writes:--"I can confidently express my

belief that during the five years in the "Beagle", he was never known to

be out of temper, or to say one unkind or hasty word OF or TO any

one. You will therefore readily understand how this, combined with the

admiration of his energy and ability, led to our giving him the name of

'the dear old Philosopher.'" (His other nickname was "The Flycatcher." I

have heard my father tell how he overheard the boatswain of the "Beagle"

showing another boatswain over the ship, and pointing out the

officers: "That's our first lieutenant; that's our doctor; that's our

flycatcher.") Admiral Mellersh writes to me:--"Your father is as vividly

in my mind's eye as if it was only a week ago that I was in the "Beagle"

with him; his genial smile and conversation can never be forgotten by

any who saw them and heard them. I was sent on two or three occasions

away in a boat with him on some of his scientific excursions, and always

looked forward to these trips with great pleasure, an anticipation that,

unlike many others, was always realised. I think he was the only man

I ever knew against whom I never heard a word said; and as people when

shut up in a ship for five years are apt to get cross with each other,

that is saying a good deal. Certainly we were always so hard at work, we

had no time to quarrel, but if we had done so, I feel sure your father

would have tried (and have been successful) to throw oil on the troubled

waters."

Admiral Stokes, Mr. King, Mr. Usborne, and Mr. Hamond, all speak of

their friendship with him in the same warm-hearted way.

Of the life on board and on shore his letters give some idea. Captain

Fitz-Roy was a strict officer, and made himself thoroughly respected

both by officers and men. The occasional severity of his manner was

borne with because every one on board knew that his first thought was

his duty, and that he would sacrifice anything to the real welfare

of the ship. My father writes, July 1834, "We all jog on very well

together, there is no quarrelling on board, which is something to say.

The Captain keeps all smooth by rowing every one in turn." The best

proof that Fitz-Roy was valued as a commander is given by the fact that

many ('Voyage of the "Adventure" and "Beagle",' vol. ii. page 21.) of

the crew had sailed with him in the "Beagle's" former voyage, and there

were a few officers as well as seamen and marines, who had served in the

"Adventure" or "Beagle" during the whole of that expedition.

My father speaks of the officers as a fine determined set of men, and

especially of Wickham, the first lieutenant, as a "glorious fellow." The

latter being responsible for the smartness and appearance of the ship

strongly objected to his littering the decks, and spoke of specimens as

"d--d beastly devilment," and used to add, "If I were skipper, I would

soon have you and all your d--d mess out of the place."

A sort of halo of sanctity was given to my father by the fact of his

dining in the Captain's cabin, so that the midshipmen used at first to

call him "Sir," a formality, however, which did not prevent his becoming

fast friends with the younger officers. He wrote about the year 1861

or 1862 to Mr. P.G. King, M.L.C., Sydney, who, as before stated, was a

midshipman on board the "Beagle":--"The remembrance of old days, when we

used to sit and talk on the booms of the "Beagle", will always, to the

day of my death, make me glad to hear of your happiness and prosperity."

Mr. King describes the pleasure my father seemed to take "in pointing

out to me as a youngster the delights of the tropical nights, with their

balmy breezes eddying out of the sails above us, and the sea lighted

up by the passage of the ship through the never-ending streams of

phosphorescent animalculae."

It has been assumed that his ill-health in later years was due to his

having suffered so much from sea-sickness. This he did not himself

believe, but rather ascribed his bad health to the hereditary fault

which came out as gout in some of the past generations. I am not

quite clear as to how much he actually suffered from sea-sickness; my

impression is distinct that, according to his own memory, he was not

actually ill after the first three weeks, but constantly uncomfortable

when the vessel pitched at all heavily. But, judging from his letters,

and from the evidence of some of the officers, it would seem that

in later years he forgot the extent of the discomfort from which he

suffered. Writing June 3, 1836, from the Cape of Good Hope, he says: "It

is a lucky thing for me that the voyage is drawing to its close, for

I positively suffer more from sea-sickness now than three years ago."

Admiral Lort Stokes wrote to the "Times", April 25, 1883:--

"May I beg a corner for my feeble testimony to the marvellous

persevering endurance in the cause of science of that great naturalist,

my old and lost friend, Mr. Charles Darwin, whose remains are so very

justly to be honoured with a resting-place in Westminster Abbey?

"Perhaps no one can better testify to his early and most trying labours

than myself. We worked together for several years at the same table in

the poop cabin of the 'Beagle' during her celebrated voyage, he with his

microscope and myself at the charts. It was often a very lively end of

the little craft, and distressingly so to my old friend, who suffered

greatly from sea-sickness. After perhaps an hour's work he would say to

me, 'Old fellow, I must take the horizontal for it,' that being the best

relief position from ship motion; a stretch out on one side of the table

for some time would enable him to resume his labours for a while, when

he had again to lie down.

"It was distressing to witness this early sacrifice of Mr. Darwin's

health, who ever afterwards seriously felt the ill-effects of the

'Beagle's' voyage."

Mr. A.B. Usborne writes, "He was a dreadful sufferer from sea-sickness,

and at times, when I have been officer of the watch, and reduced the

sails, making the ship more easy, and thus relieving him, I have been

pronounced by him to be 'a good officer,' and he would resume his

microscopic observations in the poop cabin." The amount of work that he

got through on the "Beagle" shows that he was habitually in full vigour;

he had, however, one severe illness, in South America, when he was

received into the house of an Englishman, Mr. Corfield, who tended him

with careful kindness. I have heard him say that in this illness every

secretion of the body was affected, and that when he described the

symptoms to his father Dr. Darwin could make no guess as to the nature

of the disease. My father was sometimes inclined to think that the

breaking up of his health was to some extent due to this attack.

The "Beagle" letters give ample proof of his strong love of home, and

all connected with it, from his father down to Nancy, his old nurse, to

whom he sometimes sends his love.

His delight in home-letters is shown in such passages as:--"But if you

knew the glowing, unspeakable delight, which I felt at being certain

that my father and all of you were well, only four months ago, you would

not grudge the labour lost in keeping up the regular series of letters."

Or again--his longing to return in words like these:--"It is too

delightful to think that I shall see the leaves fall and hear the robin

sing next autumn at Shrewsbury. My feelings are those of a schoolboy to

the smallest point; I doubt whether ever boy longed for his holidays as

much as I do to see you all again. I am at present, although nearly half

the world is between me and home, beginning to arrange what I shall do,

where I shall go during the first week."

Another feature in his letters is the surprise and delight with which

he hears of his collections and observations being of some use. It seems

only to have gradually occurred to him that he would ever be more than

collector of specimens and facts, of which the great men were to make

use. And even as to the value of his collections he seems to have had

much doubt, for he wrote to Henslow in 1834:--"I really began to think

that my collections were so poor that you were puzzled what to say; the

case is now quite on the opposite tack, for you are guilty of exciting

all my vain feelings to a most comfortable pitch; if hard work will

atone for these thoughts, I vow it shall not be spared."

After his return and settlement in London, he began to realise the value

of what he had done, and wrote to Captain Fitz-Roy--"However others

may look back to the 'Beagle's' voyage, now that the small disagreeable

parts are well-nigh forgotten, I think it far the MOST FORTUNATE

CIRCUMSTANCE IN MY LIFE that the chance afforded by your offer of taking

a Naturalist fell on me. I often have the most vivid and delightful

pictures of what I saw on board the 'Beagle' pass before my eyes.

These recollections, and what I learnt on Natural History, I would not

exchange for twice ten thousand a year."

[In selecting the following series of letters, I have been guided by the

wish to give as much personal detail as possible. I have given only a

few scientific letters, to illustrate the way in which he worked, and

how he regarded his own results. In his 'Journal of Researches' he gives

incidentally some idea of his personal character; the letters given in

the present chapter serve to amplify in fresher and more spontaneous

words that impression of his personality which the 'Journal' has given

to so many readers.]

CHARLES DARWIN TO R.W. DARWIN. Bahia, or San Salvador, Brazils [February

8, 1832].

I find after the first page I have been writing to my sisters.

My dear Father,

I am writing this on the 8th of February, one day's sail past St.

Jago (Cape de Verd), and intend taking the chance of meeting with a

homeward-bound vessel somewhere about the equator. The date, however,

will tell this whenever the opportunity occurs. I will now begin from

the day of leaving England, and give a short account of our progress.

We sailed, as you know, on the 27th of December, and have been fortunate

enough to have had from that time to the present a fair and moderate

breeze. It afterwards proved that we had escaped a heavy gale in the

Channel, another at Madeira, and another on [the] Coast of Africa. But

in escaping the gale, we felt its consequences--a heavy sea. In the

Bay of Biscay there was a long and continuous swell, and the misery

I endured from sea-sickness is far beyond what I ever guessed at. I

believe you are curious about it. I will give you all my dear-bought

experience. Nobody who has only been to sea for twenty-four hours has

a right to say that sea-sickness is even uncomfortable. The real misery

only begins when you are so exhausted that a little exertion makes a

feeling of faintness come on. I found nothing but lying in my hammock

did me any good. I must especially except your receipt of raisins, which

is the only food that the stomach will bear.

On the 4th of January we were not many miles from Madeira, but as there

was a heavy sea running, and the island lay to windward, it was not

thought worth while to beat up to it. It afterwards has turned out it

was lucky we saved ourselves the trouble. I was much too sick even to

get up to see the distant outline. On the 6th, in the evening, we sailed

into the harbour of Santa Cruz. I now first felt even moderately well,

and I was picturing to myself all the delights of fresh fruits growing

in beautiful valleys, and reading Humboldt's descriptions of the

island's glorious views, when perhaps you may nearly guess at our

disappointment, when a small pale man informed us we must perform a

strict quarantine of twelve days. There was a death-like stillness in

the ship till the Captain cried "up jib," and we left this long-wished

for place.

We were becalmed for a day between Teneriffe and the Grand Canary, and

here I first experienced any enjoyment. The view was glorious. The Peak

of Teneriffe was seen amongst the clouds like another world. Our only

drawback was the extreme wish of visiting this glorious island. TELL

EYTON NEVER TO FORGET EITHER THE CANARY ISLANDS OR SOUTH AMERICA; that I

am sure it will well repay the necessary trouble, but that he must make

up his mind to find a good deal of the latter. I feel certain he will

regret it if he does not make the attempt. From Teneriffe to St. Jago

the voyage was extremely pleasant. I had a net astern the vessel which

caught great numbers of curious animals, and fully occupied my time in

my cabin, and on deck the weather was so delightful and clear, that the

sky and water together made a picture. On the 16th we arrived at

Port Praya, the capital of the Cape de Verds, and there we remained

twenty-three days, viz., till yesterday, the 7th of February. The time

has flown away most delightfully, indeed nothing can be pleasanter;

exceedingly busy, and that business both a duty and a great delight. I

do not believe I have spent one half-hour idly since leaving Teneriffe.

St. Jago has afforded me an exceedingly rich harvest in several branches

of Natural History. I find the descriptions scarcely worth anything

of many of the commoner animals that inhabit the Tropics. I allude, of

course, to those of the lower classes.

Geologising in a volcanic country is most delightful; besides the

interest attached to itself, it leads you into most beautiful and

retired spots. Nobody but a person fond of Natural History can imagine

the pleasure of strolling under cocoa-nuts in a thicket of bananas and

coffee-plants, and an endless number of wild flowers. And this island,

that has given me so much instruction and delight, is reckoned the most

uninteresting place that we perhaps shall touch at during our voyage. It

certainly is generally very barren, but the valleys are more exquisitely

beautiful, from the very contrast. It is utterly useless to say anything

about the scenery; it would be as profitable to explain to a blind

man colours, as to a person who has not been out of Europe, the total

dissimilarity of a tropical view. Whenever I enjoy anything, I always

either look forward to writing it down, either in my log-book (which

increases in bulk), or in a letter; so you must excuse raptures, and

those raptures badly expressed. I find my collections are increasing

wonderfully, and from Rio I think I shall be obliged to send a cargo

home.

All the endless delays which we experienced at Plymouth have been most

fortunate, as I verily believe no person ever went out better provided

for collecting and observing in the different branches of Natural

History. In a multitude of counsellors I certainly found good. I find to

my great surprise that a ship is singularly comfortable for all sorts

of work. Everything is so close at hand, and being cramped makes one so

methodical, that in the end I have been a gainer. I already have got to

look at going to sea as a regular quiet place, like going back to home

after staying away from it. In short, I find a ship a very comfortable

house, with everything you want, and if it was not for sea-sickness the

whole world would be sailors. I do not think there is much danger of

Erasmus setting the example, but in case there should be, he may rely

upon it he does not know one-tenth of the sufferings of sea-sickness.

I like the officers much more than I did at first, especially Wickham,

and young King and Stokes, and indeed all of them. The Captain continues

steadily very kind, and does everything in his power to assist me. We

see very little of each other when in harbour, our pursuits lead us

in such different tracks. I never in my life met with a man who could

endure nearly so great a share of fatigue. He works incessantly, and

when apparently not employed, he is thinking. If he does not kill

himself, he will during this voyage do a wonderful quantity of work.

I find I am very well, and stand the little heat we have had as yet

as well as anybody. We shall soon have it in real earnest. We are now

sailing for Fernando Noronha, off the coast of Brazil, where we shall

not stay very long, and then examine the shoals between there and Rio,

touching perhaps at Bahia. I will finish this letter when an opportunity

of sending it occurs.

FEBRUARY 26TH.

About 280 miles from Bahia. On the 10th we spoke the packet "Lyra", on

her voyage to Rio. I sent a short letter by her, to be sent to England

on [the] first opportunity. We have been singularly unlucky in not

meeting with any homeward-bound vessels, but I suppose [at] Bahia we

certainly shall be able to write to England. Since writing the first

part of [this] letter nothing has occurred except crossing the Equator,

and being shaved. This most disagreeable operation consists in having

your face rubbed with paint and tar, which forms a lather for a saw

which represents the razor, and then being half drowned in a sail filled

with salt water. About 50 miles north of the line we touched at the

rocks of St. Paul; this little speck (about 1/4 of a mile across) in the

Atlantic has seldom been visited. It is totally barren, but is covered

by hosts of birds; they were so unused to men that we found we could

kill plenty with stones and sticks. After remaining some hours on the

island, we returned on board with the boat loaded with our prey. From

this we went to Fernando Noronha, a small island where the [Brazilians]

send their exiles. The landing there was attended with so much

difficulty owing [to] a heavy surf that the Captain determined to

sail the next day after arriving. My one day on shore was exceedingly

interesting, the whole island is one single wood so matted together by

creepers that it is very difficult to move out of the beaten path.

I find the Natural History of all these unfrequented spots most

exceedingly interesting, especially the geology. I have written this

much in order to save time at Bahia.

Decidedly the most striking thing in the Tropics is the novelty of the

vegetable forms. Cocoa-nuts could well be imagined from drawings, if

you add to them a graceful lightness which no European tree partakes of.

Bananas and plantains are exactly the same as those in hothouses, the

acacias or tamarinds are striking from the blueness of their foliage;

but of the glorious orange trees, no description, no drawings, will give

any just idea; instead of the sickly green of our oranges, the native

ones exceed the Portugal laurel in the darkness of their tint, and

infinitely exceed it in beauty of form. Cocoa-nuts, papaws, the light

green bananas, and oranges, loaded with fruit, generally surround the

more luxuriant villages. Whilst viewing such scenes, one feels the

impossibility that any description would come near the mark, much less

be overdrawn.

MARCH 1ST.

Bahia, or San Salvador. I arrived at this place on the 28th of February,

and am now writing this letter after having in real earnest strolled

in the forests of the new world. No person could imagine anything so

beautiful as the ancient town of Bahia, it is fairly embosomed in a

luxuriant wood of beautiful trees, and situated on a steep bank, and

overlooks the calm waters of the great bay of All Saints. The houses

are white and lofty, and, from the windows being narrow and long, have

a very light and elegant appearance. Convents, porticos, and public

buildings, vary the uniformity of the houses; the bay is scattered over

with large ships; in short, and what can be said more, it is one of

the finest views in the Brazils. But the exquisite glorious pleasure of

walking amongst such flowers, and such trees, cannot be comprehended

but by those who have experienced it. Although in so low a latitude the

locality is not disagreeably hot, but at present it is very damp, for it

is the rainy season. I find the climate as yet agrees admirably with me;

it makes me long to live quietly for some time in such a country. If

you really want to have [an idea] of tropical countries, study Humboldt.

Skip the scientific parts, and commence after leaving Teneriffe. My

feelings amount to admiration the more I read him. Tell Eyton (I find I

am writing to my sisters!) how exceedingly I enjoy America, and that I

am sure it will be a great pity if he does not make a start.

This letter will go on the 5th, and I am afraid will be some time before

it reaches you; it must be a warning how in other parts of the world you

may be a long time without hearing. A year might by accident thus pass.

About the 12th we start for Rio, but we remain some time on the way in

sounding the Albrolhos shoals. Tell Eyton as far as my experience goes

let him study Spanish, French, drawing, and Humboldt. I do sincerely

hope to hear of (if not to see him) in South America. I look forward to

the letters in Rio--till each one is acknowledged, mention its date in

the next.

We have beat all the ships in manoeuvring, so much so that the

commanding officer says, we need not follow his example; because we do

everything better than his great ship. I begin to take great interest in

naval points, more especially now, as I find they all say we are the No.

1 in South America. I suppose the Captain is a most excellent officer.

It was quite glorious to-day how we beat the "Samarang" in furling

sails. It is quite a new thing for a "sounding ship" to beat a regular

man-of-war; and yet the "Beagle" is not at all a particular ship.

Erasmus will clearly perceive it when he hears that in the night I have

actually sat down in the sacred precincts of the quarter deck. You must

excuse these queer letters, and recollect they are generally written in

the evening after my day's work. I take more pains over my log-book, so

that eventually you will have a good account of all the places I visit.

Hitherto the voyage has answered ADMIRABLY to me, and yet I am now more

fully aware of your wisdom in throwing cold water on the whole scheme;

the chances are so numerous of turning out quite the reverse; to such

an extent do I feel this, that if my advice was asked by any person on

a similar occasion, I should be very cautious in encouraging him. I have

not time to write to anybody else, so send to Maer to let them know,

that in the midst of the glorious tropical scenery, I do not forget how

instrumental they were in placing me there. I will not rapturise again,

but I give myself great credit in not being crazy out of pure delight.

Give my love to every soul at home, and to the Owens.

I think one's affections, like other good things, flourish and increase

in these tropical regions.

The conviction that I am walking in the New World is even yet marvellous

in my own eyes, and I dare say it is little less so to you, the

receiving a letter from a son of yours in such a quarter.

Believe me, my dear Father, Your most affectionate son, CHARLES DARWIN.

CHARLES DARWIN TO W.D. FOX. Botofogo Bay, near Rio de Janeiro, May,

1832.

My dear Fox,

I have delayed writing to you and all my other friends till I arrived

here and had some little spare time. My mind has been, since leaving

England, in a perfect HURRICANE of delight and astonishment, and to this

hour scarcely a minute has passed in idleness...

At St. Jago my natural history and most delightful labours commenced.

During the three weeks I collected a host of marine animals, and enjoyed

many a good geological walk. Touching at some islands, we sailed to

Bahia, and from thence to Rio, where I have already been some weeks. My

collections go on admirably in almost every branch. As for insects, I

trust I shall send a host of undescribed species to England. I believe

they have no small ones in the collections, and here this morning I have

taken minute Hydropori, Noterus, Colymbetes, Hydrophilus, Hydrobius,

Gromius, etc., etc., as specimens of fresh-water beetles. I am entirely

occupied with land animals, as the beach is only sand. Spiders and the

adjoining tribes have perhaps given me, from their novelty, the most

pleasure. I think I have already taken several new genera.

But Geology carries the day: it is like the pleasure of gambling.

Speculating, on first arriving, what the rocks may be, I often mentally

cry out 3 to 1 tertiary against primitive; but the latter have hitherto

won all the bets. So much for the grand end of my voyage; in other

respects things are equally flourishing. My life, when at sea, is

so quiet, that to a person who can employ himself, nothing can be

pleasanter; the beauty of the sky and brilliancy of the ocean together

make a picture. But when on shore, and wandering in the sublime forests,

surrounded by views more gorgeous than even Claude ever imagined,

I enjoy a delight which none but those who have experienced it can

understand. If it is to be done, it must be by studying Humboldt. At our

ancient snug breakfasts, at Cambridge, I little thought that the wide

Atlantic would ever separate us; but it is a rare privilege that with

the body, the feelings and memory are not divided. On the contrary, the

pleasantest scenes in my life, many of which have been in Cambridge,

rise from the contrast of the present, the more vividly in my

imagination. Do you think any diamond beetle will ever give me so much

pleasure as our old friend crux major?... It is one of my most constant

amusements to draw pictures of the past; and in them I often see you

and poor little Fran. Oh, Lord, and then old Dash, poor thing! Do you

recollect how you all tormented me about his beautiful tail?

...Think when you are picking insects off a hawthorn-hedge on a fine May

day (wretchedly cold, I have no doubt), think of me collecting amongst

pine-apples and orange-trees; whilst staining your fingers with dirty

blackberries, think and be envious of ripe oranges. This is a proper

piece of bravado, for I would walk through many a mile of sleet, snow,

or rain to shake you by the hand. My dear old Fox, God bless you.

Believe me,

Yours affectionately, CHAS. DARWIN.

CHARLES DARWIN TO J.S. HENSLOW. Rio de Janeiro, May 18, 1832.

My dear Henslow,...

Till arriving at Teneriffe (we did not touch at Madeira) I was scarcely

out of my hammock, and really suffered more than you can well imagine

from such a cause. At Santa Cruz, whilst looking amongst the clouds for

the Peak, and repeating to myself Humboldt's sublime descriptions, it

was announced we must perform twelve days' strict quarantine. We had

made a short passage, so "Up jib," and away for St. Jago. You will say

all this sounds very bad, and so it was; but from that to the present

time it has been nearly one scene of continual enjoyment. A net over the

stern kept me at full work till we arrived at St. Jago. Here we spent

three most delightful weeks. The geology was pre-eminently interesting,

and I believe quite new; there are some facts on a large scale of

upraised coast (which is an excellent epoch for all the volcanic rocks

to date from), that would interest Mr. Lyell.

One great source of perplexity to me is an utter ignorance whether I

note the right facts, and whether they are of sufficient importance to

interest others. In the one thing collecting I cannot go wrong. St. Jago

is singularly barren, and produces few plants or insects, so that my

hammer was my usual companion, and in its company most delightful

hours I spent. On the coast I collected many marine animals, chiefly

gasteropodous (I think some new). I examined pretty accurately a

Caryopyllia, and, if my eyes are not bewitched, former descriptions have

not the slightest resemblance to the animal. I took several specimens

of an Octopus which possessed a most marvellous power of changing

its colours, equalling any chameleon, and evidently accommodating the

changes to the colour of the ground which it passed over. Yellowish

green, dark brown, and red, were the prevailing colours; this

fact appears to be new, as far as I can find out. Geology and the

invertebrate animals will be my chief object of pursuit through the

whole voyage.

We then sailed for Bahia, and touched at the rock of St. Paul. This is a

serpentine formation. Is it not the only island in the Atlantic which

is not volcanic? We likewise stayed a few hours at Fernando Noronha; a

tremendous surf was running so that a boat was swamped, and the Captain

would not wait. I find my life on board when we are on blue water most

delightful, so very comfortable and quiet--it is almost impossible to

be idle, and that for me is saying a good deal. Nobody could possibly be

better fitted in every respect for collecting than I am; many cooks

have not spoiled the broth this time. Mr. Brown's little hints about

microscopes, etc., have been invaluable. I am well off in books, the

'Dictionnaire Classique' IS MOST USEFUL. If you should think of any

thing or book that would be useful to me, if you would write one line,

E. Darwin, Wyndham Club, St. James's Street, he will procure them, and

send them with some other things to Monte Video, which for the next year

will be my headquarters.

Touching at the Abrolhos, we arrived here on April 4th, when amongst

others I received your most kind letter. You may rely on it during the

evening I thought of the many most happy hours I have spent with you in

Cambridge. I am now living at Botofogo, a village about a league from

the city, and shall be able to remain a month longer. The "Beagle" has

gone back to Bahia, and will pick me up on its return. There is a most

important error in the longitude of South America, to settle which this

second trip has been undertaken. Our chronometers, at least sixteen

of them, are going superbly; none on record have ever gone at all like

them.

A few days after arriving I started on an expedition of 150 miles to Rio

Macao, which lasted eighteen days. Here I first saw a tropical forest in

all its sublime grander--nothing but the reality can give any idea how

wonderful, how magnificent the scene is. If I was to specify any one

thing I should give the pre-eminence to the host of parasitical plants.

Your engraving is exactly true, but underrates rather than exaggerates

the luxuriance. I never experienced such intense delight. I formerly

admired Humboldt, I now almost adore him; he alone gives any notion of

the feelings which are raised in the mind on first entering the Tropics.

I am now collecting fresh-water and land animals; if what was told me in

London is true, viz., that there are no small insects in the collections

from the Tropics, I tell Entomologists to look out and have their pens

ready for describing. I have taken as minute (if not more so) as in

England, Hydropori, Hygroti, Hydrobii, Pselaphi, Staphylini, Curculio,

etc. etc. It is exceedingly interesting observing the difference of

genera and species from those which I know, it is however much less

than I had expected. I am at present red-hot with spiders; they are

very interesting, and if I am not mistaken I have already taken some

new genera. I shall have a large box to send very soon to Cambridge, and

with that I will mention some more natural history particulars.

The Captain does everything in his power to assist me, and we get on

very well, but I thank my better fortune he has not made me a renegade

to Whig principles. I would not be a Tory, if it was merely on account

of their cold hearts about that scandal to Christian nations--Slavery. I

am very good friends with all the officers.

I have just returned from a walk, and as a specimen, how little the

insects are known. Noterus, according to the 'Dictionary Classique,'

contains solely three European species. I in one haul of my net took

five distinct species; is this not quite extraordinary?...

Tell Professor Sedgwick he does not know how much I am indebted to him

for the Welsh Expedition; it has given me an interest in Geology which

I would not give up for any consideration. I do not think I ever spent

a more delightful three weeks than pounding the North-west Mountains. I

look forward to the geology about Monte Video as I hear there are slates

there, so I presume in that district I shall find the junctions of the

Pampas, and the enormous granite formation of Brazils. At Bahia the

pegmatite and gneiss in beds had the same direction, as observed by

Humboldt, prevailing over Columbia, distant 1300 miles--is it not

wonderful? Monte Video will be for a long time my direction. I hope

you will write again to me, there is nobody from whom I like receiving

advice so much as from you...Excuse this almost unintelligible letter,

and believe me, my dear Henslow, with the warmest feelings of respect

and friendship,

Yours affectionately, CHAS. DARWIN.

CHARLES DARWIN TO J.M. HERBERT. Botofogo Bay, Rio de Janeiro, June 1832.

My dear old Herbert,

Your letter arrived here when I had given up all hopes of receiving

another, it gave me, therefore, an additional degree of pleasure. At

such an interval of time and space one does learn to feel truly obliged

to those who do not forget one. The memory when recalling scenes past

by, affords to us EXILES one of the greatest pleasures. Often and often

whilst wandering amongst these hills do I think of Barmouth, and, I may

add, as often wish for such a companion. What a contrast does a walk

in these two places afford; here abrupt and stony peaks are to the very

summit enclosed by luxuriant woods; the whole surface of the country,

excepting where cleared by man, is one impenetrable forest. How

different from Wales, with its sloping hills covered with turf, and

its open valleys. I was not previously aware how intimately what may be

called the moral part is connected with the enjoyment of scenery. I mean

such ideas, as the history of the country, the utility of the produce,

and more especially the happiness of the people living with them. Change

the English labourer into a poor slave, working for another, and you

will hardly recognise the same view. I am sure you will be glad to hear

how very well every part (Heaven forefend, except sea-sickness) of the

expedition has answered. We have already seen Teneriffe and the Great

Canary; St. Jago where I spent three most delightful weeks, revelling

in the delights of first naturalising a tropical volcanic island, and

besides other islands, the two celebrated ports in the Brazils, viz.

Bahia and Rio.

I was in my hammock till we arrived at the Canaries, and I shall never

forget the sublime impression the first view of Teneriffe made on

my mind. The first arriving into warm weather was most luxuriously

pleasant; the clear blue sky of the Tropics was no common change after

those accursed south-west gales at Plymouth. About the Line it became

weltering hot. We spent one day at St. Paul's, a little group of rocks

about a quarter of a mile in circumference, peeping up in the midst of

the Atlantic. There was such a scene here. Wickham (1st Lieutenant) and

I were the only two who landed with guns and geological hammers, etc.

The birds by myriads were too close to shoot; we then tried stones, but

at last, proh pudor! my geological hammer was the instrument of death.

We soon loaded the boat with birds and eggs. Whilst we were so engaged,

the men in the boat were fairly fighting with the sharks for such

magnificent fish as you could not see in the London market. Our boat

would have made a fine subject for Snyders, such a medley of game it

contained. We have been here ten weeks, and shall now start for Monte

Video, when I look forward to many a gallop over the Pampas. I am

ashamed of sending such a scrambling letter, but if you were to see the

heap of letters on my table you would understand the reason...

I am glad to hear music flourishes so well in Cambridge; but it [is] as

barbarous to talk to me of "celestial concerts" as to a person in Arabia

of cold water. In a voyage of this sort, if one gains many new and great

pleasures, on the other side the loss is not inconsiderable. How should

you like to be suddenly debarred from seeing every person and place,

which you have ever known and loved, for five years? I do assure you I

am occasionally "taken aback" by this reflection; and then for man or

ship it is not so easy to right again. Remember me most sincerely to the

remnant of most excellent fellows whom I have the good luck to know in

Cambridge--I mean Whitley and Watkins. Tell Lowe I am even beneath his

contempt. I can eat salt beef and musty biscuits for dinner. See what a

fall man may come to!

My direction for the next year and a half will be Monte Video.

God bless you, my very dear old Herbert. May you always be happy and

prosperous is my most cordial wish.

Yours affectionately, CHAS. DARWIN.

CHARLES DARWIN TO F. WATKINS. Monte Video, River Plata, August 18, 1832.

My dear Watkins,

I do not feel very sure you will think a letter from one so far distant

will be worth having; I write therefore on the selfish principle of

getting an answer. In the different countries we visit the entire

newness and difference from England only serves to make more keen the

recollection of its scenes and delights. In consequence the pleasure of

thinking of, and hearing from one's former friends, does indeed become

great. Recollect this, and some long winter's evening sit down and send

me a long account of yourself and our friends; both what you have, and

what [you] intend doing; otherwise in three or four more years when I

return you will be all strangers to me. Considering how many months

have passed, we have not in the "Beagle" made much way round the world.

Hitherto everything has well repaid the necessary trouble and loss of

comfort. We stayed three weeks at the Cape de Verds; it was no ordinary

pleasure rambling over the plains of lava under a tropical sun, but when

I first entered on and beheld the luxuriant vegetation in Brazil, it

was realizing the visions in the 'Arabian Nights.' The brilliancy of the

scenery throws one into a delirium of delight, and a beetle hunter is

not likely soon to awaken from it, when whichever way he turns fresh

treasures meet his eye. At Rio de Janeiro three months passed away like

so many weeks. I made a most delightful excursion during this time of

150 miles into the country. I stayed at an estate which is the last of

the cleared ground, behind is one vast impenetrable forest. It is almost

impossible to imagine the quietude of such a life. Not a human being

within some miles interrupts the solitude. To seat oneself amidst the

gloom of such a forest on a decaying trunk, and then think of home, is a

pleasure worth taking some trouble for.

We are at present in a much less interesting country. One single walk

over the undulatory turf plain shows everything which is to be seen.

It is not at all unlike Cambridgeshire, only that every hedge, tree and

hill must be leveled, and arable land turned into pasture. All South

America is in such an unsettled state that we have not entered one port

without some sort of disturbance. At Buenos Ayres a shot came whistling

over our heads; it is a noise I had never before heard, but I found I

had an instinctive knowledge of what it meant. The other day we landed

our men here, and took possession, at the request of the inhabitants, of

the central fort. We philosophers do not bargain for this sort of work,

and I hope there will be no more. We sail in the course of a day or two

to survey the coast of Patagonia; as it is entirely unknown, I expect a

good deal of interest. But already do I perceive the grievous difference

between sailing on these seas and the Equinoctial ocean. In the "Ladies'

Gulf," as the Spaniard's call it, it is so luxurious to sit on deck and

enjoy the coolness of the night, and admire the new constellations of

the South...I wonder when we shall ever meet again; but be it when it

may, few things will give me greater pleasure than to see you again, and

talk over the long time we have passed together.

If you were to meet me at present I certainly should be looked at like a

wild beast, a great grizzly beard and flushing jacket would disfigure

an angel. Believe me, my dear Watkins, with the warmest feelings of

friendship.

Ever yours, CHARLES DARWIN.

CHARLES DARWIN TO J.S. HENSLOW. April 11, 1833.

My dear Henslow,

We are now running up from the Falkland Islands to the Rio Negro (or

Colorado). The "Beagle" will proceed to Monte Video; but if it can be

managed I intend staying at the former place. It is now some months

since we have been at a civilised port; nearly all this time has been

spent in the most southern part of Tierra del Fuego. It is a detestable

place; gales succeed gales with such short intervals that it is

difficult to do anything. We were twenty-three days off Cape Horn, and

could by no means get to the westward. The last and final gale before we

gave up the attempt was unusually severe. A sea stove one of the boats,

and there was so much water on the decks that every place was afloat;

nearly all the paper for drying plants is spoiled, and half of this

curious collection.

We at last ran into harbour, and in the boats got to the west by the

inland channels. As I was one of this party I was very glad of it.

With two boats we went about 300 miles, and thus I had an excellent

opportunity of geologising and seeing much of the savages. The Fuegians

are in a more miserable state of barbarism than I had expected ever to

have seen a human being. In this inclement country they are absolutely

naked, and their temporary houses are like what children make in

summer with boughs of trees. I do not think any spectacle can be more

interesting than the first sight of man in his primitive wildness. It

is an interest which cannot well be imagined until it is experienced.

I shall never forget this when entering Good Success Bay--the yell with

which a party received us. They were seated on a rocky point, surrounded

by the dark forest of beech; as they threw their arms wildly round their

heads, and their long hair streaming, they seemed the troubled spirits

of another world. The climate in some respects is a curious mixture of

severity and mildness; as far as regards the animal kingdom, the

former character prevails; I have in consequence not added much to my

collections.

The Geology of this part of Tierra del Fuego was, as indeed every place

is, to me very interesting. The country is non-fossiliferous, and a

common-place succession of granitic rocks and slates; attempting to

make out the relation of cleavage, strata, etc., etc., was my chief

amusement. The mineralogy, however, of some of the rocks will, I think,

be curious from their resemblance to those of volcanic origin....

After leaving Tierra del Fuego we sailed to the Falklands. I forgot to

mention the fate of the Fuegians whom we took back to their country.

They had become entirely European in their habits and wishes, so much

so that the younger one had forgotten his own language, and their

countrymen paid but very little attention to them. We built houses for

them and planted gardens, but by the time we return again on our passage

round the Horn, I think it will be very doubtful how much of their

property will be left unstolen.

...When I am sea-sick and miserable, it is one of my highest

consolations to picture the future when we again shall be pacing

together the roads round Cambridge. That day is a weary long way off.

We have another cruise to make to Tierra del Fuego next summer, and then

our voyage round the world will really commence. Captain Fitz-Roy has

purchased a large schooner of 170 tons. In many respects it will be a

great advantage having a consort--perhaps it may somewhat shorten our

cruise, which I most cordially hope it may. I trust, however, that

the Coral Reefs and various animals of the Pacific may keep up my

resolution. Remember me most kindly to Mrs. Henslow and all other

friends; I am a true lover of Alma Mater and all its inhabitants.

Believe me, my dear Henslow, Your affectionate and most obliged friend,

CHARLES DARWIN.

CHARLES DARWIN TO MISS C. DARWIN. Maldonado, Rio Plata, May 22, 1833.

...The following business piece is to my father. Having a servant of

my own would be a really great addition to my comfort. For these two

reasons: as at present the Captain has appointed one of the men always

to be with me, but I do not think it just thus to take a seaman out of

the ship; and, secondly, when at sea I am rather badly off for any one

to wait on me. The man is willing to be my servant, and all the expenses

would be under 60 pounds per annum. I have taught him to shoot and skin

birds, so that in my main object he is very useful. I have now left

England nearly a year and a half, and I find my expenses are not above

200 pounds per annum; so that, it being hopeless (from time) to write

for permission, I have come to the conclusion that you would allow me

this expense. But I have not yet resolved to ask the Captain, and the

chances are even that he would not be willing to have an additional man

in the ship. I have mentioned this because for a long time I have been

thinking about it.

JUNE.

I have just received a bundle more letters. I do not know how to thank

you all sufficiently. One from Catherine, February 8th, another from

Susan, March 3rd, together with notes from Caroline and from my father;

give my best love to my father. I almost cried for pleasure at receiving

it; it was very kind thinking of writing to me. My letters are both

few, short, and stupid in return for all yours; but I always ease my

conscience by considering the Journal as a long letter. If I can

manage it, I will, before doubling the Horn, send the rest. I am quite

delighted to find the hide of the Megatherium has given you all some

little interest in my employments. These fragments are not, however,

by any means the most valuable of the geological relics. I trust and

believe that the time spent in this voyage, if thrown away for all other

respects, will produce its full worth in Natural History; and it appears

to me the doing what LITTLE we can to increase the general stock

of knowledge is as respectable an object of life as one can in any

likelihood pursue. It is more the result of such reflections (as I have

already said) than much immediate pleasure which now makes me continue

the voyage, together with the glorious prospect of the future, when

passing the Straits of Magellan, we have in truth the world before us.

Think of the Andes, the luxuriant forest of Guayaquil, the islands

of the South Sea, and New South Wales. How many magnificent and

characteristic views, how many and curious tribes of men we shall see!

What fine opportunities for geology and for studying the infinite host

of living beings! Is not this a prospect to keep up the most flagging

spirit? If I was to throw it away, I don't think I should ever rest

quiet in my grave. I certainly should be a ghost and haunt the British

Museum.

How famously the Ministers appear to be going on. I always much enjoy

political gossip and what you at home think will, etc., etc., take

place. I steadily read up the weekly paper, but it is not sufficient

to guide one's opinion; and I find it a very painful state not to be as

obstinate as a pig in politics. I have watched how steadily the general

feeling, as shown at elections, has been rising against Slavery. What

a proud thing for England if she is the first European nation which

utterly abolishes it! I was told before leaving England that after

living in slave countries all my opinions would be altered; the only

alteration I am aware of is forming a much higher estimate of the negro

character. It is impossible to see a negro and not feel kindly towards

him; such cheerful, open, honest expressions and such fine muscular

bodies. I never saw any of the diminutive Portuguese, with their

murderous countenances, without almost wishing for Brazil to follow the

example of Hayti; and, considering the enormous healthy-looking black

population, it will be wonderful if, at some future day, it does not

take place. There is at Rio a man (I know not his title) who has a

large salary to prevent (I believe) the landing of slaves; he lives

at Botofogo, and yet that was the bay where, during my residence, the

greater number of smuggled slaves were landed. Some of the Anti-Slavery

people ought to question about his office; it was the subject of

conversation at Rio amongst the lower English...

CHARLES DARWIN TO J.M. HERBERT. Maldonado, Rio Plata, June 2, 1833.

My dear Herbert,

I have been confined for the last three days to a miserable dark room,

in an old Spanish house, from the torrents of rain; I am not, therefore,

in very good trim for writing; but, defying the blue devils, I will send

you a few lines, if it is merely to thank you very sincerely for writing

to me. I received your letter, dated December 1st, a short time since.

We are now passing part of the winter in the Rio Plata, after having

had a hard summer's work to the south. Tierra del Fuego is indeed a

miserable place; the ceaseless fury of the gales is quite tremendous.

One evening we saw old Cape Horn, and three weeks afterwards we were

only thirty miles to windward of it. It is a grand spectacle to see all

nature thus raging; but Heaven knows every one in the "Beagle" has seen

enough in this one summer to last them their natural lives.

The first place we landed at was Good Success Bay. It was here Banks

and Solander met such disasters on ascending one of the mountains. The

weather was tolerably fine, and I enjoyed some walks in a wild country,

like that behind Barmouth. The valleys are impenetrable from the

entangled woods, but the higher parts, near the limits of perpetual

snow, are bare. From some of these hills the scenery, from its savage,

solitary character, was most sublime. The only inhabitant of these

heights is the guanaco, and with its shrill neighing it often breaks the

stillness. The consciousness that no European foot had ever trod much

of this ground added to the delight of these rambles. How often and how

vividly have many of the hours spent at Barmouth come before my mind! I

look back to that time with no common pleasure; at this moment I can see

you seated on the hill behind the inn, almost as plainly as if you were

really there. It is necessary to be separated from all which one

has been accustomed to, to know how properly to treasure up such

recollections, and at this distance, I may add, how properly to esteem

such as yourself, my dear old Herbert. I wonder when I shall ever

see you again. I hope it may be, as you say, surrounded with heaps of

parchment; but then there must be, sooner or later, a dear little lady

to take care of you and your house. Such a delightful vision makes me

quite envious. This is a curious life for a regular shore-going person

such as myself; the worst part of it is its extreme length. There

is certainly a great deal of high enjoyment, and on the contrary a

tolerable share of vexation of spirit. Everything, however, shall bend

to the pleasure of grubbing up old bones, and captivating new animals.

By the way, you rank my Natural History labours far too high. I am

nothing more than a lions' provider: I do not feel at all sure that they

will not growl and finally destroy me.

It does one's heart good to hear how things are going on in England.

Hurrah for the honest Whigs! I trust they will soon attack that

monstrous stain on our boasted liberty, Colonial Slavery. I have seen

enough of Slavery and the dispositions of the negroes, to be thoroughly

disgusted with the lies and nonsense one hears on the subject in

England. Thank God, the cold-hearted Tories, who, as J. Mackintosh used

to say, have no enthusiasm, except against enthusiasm, have for the

present run their race. I am sorry, by your letter, to hear you have not

been well, and that you partly attribute it to want of exercise. I wish

you were here amongst the green plains; we would take walks which would

rival the Dolgelly ones, and you should tell stories, which I would

believe, even to a CUBIC FATHOM OF PUDDING. Instead I must take my

solitary ramble, think of Cambridge days, and pick up snakes, beetles

and toads. Excuse this short letter (you know I never studied 'The

Complete Letter-writer'), and believe me, my dear Herbert,

Your affectionate friend, CHARLES DARWIN.

CHARLES DARWIN TO J.S. HENSLOW. East Falkland Island, March, 1834.

...I am quite charmed with Geology, but like the wise animal between

two bundles of hay, I do not know which to like the best; the old

crystalline group of rocks, or the softer and fossiliferous beds. When

puzzling about stratifications, etc., I feel inclined to cry "a fig for

your big oysters, and your bigger megatheriums." But then when digging

out some fine bones, I wonder how any man can tire his arms with

hammering granite. By the way I have not one clear idea about cleavage,

stratification, lines of upheaval. I have no books which tell me much,

and what they do I cannot apply to what I see. In consequence I draw

my own conclusions, and most gloriously ridiculous ones they are, I

sometimes fancy...Can you throw any light into my mind by telling me

what relation cleavage and planes of deposition bear to each other?

And now for my second SECTION, Zoology. I have chiefly been employed

in preparing myself for the South Sea by examining the polypi of the

smaller Corallines in these latitudes. Many in themselves are very

curious, and I think are quite undescribed; there was one appalling one,

allied to a Flustra, which I dare say I mentioned having found to the

northward, where the cells have a movable organ (like a vulture's head,

with a dilatable beak), fixed on the edge. But what is of more general

interest is the unquestionable (as it appears to me) existence of

another species of ostrich, besides the Struthio rhea. All the Gauchos

and Indians state it is the case, and I place the greatest faith in

their observations. I have the head, neck, piece of skin, feathers, and

legs of one. The differences are chiefly in the colour of the feathers

and scales on legs, being feathered below the knees, nidification, and

geographical distribution. So much for what I have lately done; the

prospect before me is full of sunshine, fine weather, glorious scenery,

the geology of the Andes, plains abounding with organic remains (which

perhaps I may have the good luck to catch in the very act of moving),

and lastly, an ocean, its shores abounding with life, so that, if

nothing unforeseen happens, I will stick to the voyage, although for

what I can see this may last till we return a fine set of white-headed

old gentlemen. I have to thank you most cordially for sending me the

books. I am now reading the Oxford 'Report' (The second meeting of the

British Association was held at Oxford in 1832, the following year

it was at Cambridge.); the whole account of your proceedings is most

glorious; you remaining in England cannot well imagine how excessively

interesting I find the reports. I am sure from my own thrilling

sensations when reading them, that they cannot fail to have an excellent

effect upon all those residing in distant colonies, and who have

little opportunity of seeing the periodicals. My hammer has flown with

redoubled force on the devoted blocks; as I thought over the eloquence

of the Cambridge President, I hit harder and harder blows. I hope to

give my arms strength for the Cordilleras. You will send me through

Capt. Beaufort a copy of the Cambridge 'Report.'

I have forgotten to mention that for some time past, and for the future,

I will put a pencil cross on the pill-boxes containing insects, as these

alone will require being kept particularly dry; it may perhaps save you

some trouble. When this letter will go I do not know, as this little

seat of discord has lately been embroiled by a dreadful scene of murder,

and at present there are more prisoners than inhabitants. If a merchant

vessel is chartered to take them to Rio, I will send some specimens

(especially my few plants and seeds). Remember me to all my Cambridge

friends. I love and treasure up every recollection of dear old

Cambridge. I am much obliged to you for putting my name down to poor

Ramsay's monument; I never think of him without the warmest admiration.

Farewell, my dear Henslow.

Believe me your most obliged and affectionate friend, CHARLES DARWIN.

CHARLES DARWIN TO MISS C. DARWIN. East Falkland Island, April 6, 1834.

My dear Catherine,

When this letter will reach you I know not, but probably some man-of-war

will call here before, in the common course of events, I should have

another opportunity of writing....

After visiting some of the southern islands, we beat up through the

magnificent scenery of the Beagle Channel to Jemmy Button's country.

(Jemmy Button, York Minster, and Fuegia Basket, were natives of Tierra

del Fuego, brought to England by Captain Fitz-Roy in his former voyage,

and restored to their country by him in 1832.) We could hardly recognise

poor Jemmy. Instead of the clean, well-dressed stout lad we left him,

we found him a naked, thin, squalid savage. York and Fuegia had moved to

their own country some months ago, the former having stolen all Jemmy's

clothes. Now he had nothing except a bit of blanket round his waist.

Poor Jemmy was very glad to see us, and, with his usual good feeling,

brought several presents (otter-skins, which are most valuable to

themselves) for his old friends. The Captain offered to take him to

England, but this, to our surprise, he at once refused. In the evening

his young wife came alongside and showed us the reason. He was quite

contented. Last year, in the height of his indignation, he said "his

country people no sabe nothing--damned fools"--now they were very good

people, with TOO much to eat, and all the luxuries of life. Jemmy and

his wife paddled away in their canoe loaded with presents, and very

happy. The most curious thing is, that Jemmy, instead of recovering his

own language, has taught all his friends a little English. "J. Button's

canoe" and "Jemmy's wife come," "Give me knife," etc., was said by

several of them.

We then bore away for this island--this little miserable seat of

discord. We found that the Gauchos, under pretence of a revolution, had

murdered and plundered all the Englishmen whom they could catch, and

some of their own countrymen. All the economy at home makes the foreign

movements of England most contemptible. How different from old Spain.

Here we, dog-in-the-manger fashion, seize an island, and leave to

protect it a Union Jack; the possessor has, of course, been murdered;

we now send a lieutenant with four sailors, without authority or

instructions. A man-of-war, however, ventured to leave a party of

marines, and by their assistance, and the treachery of some of the

party, the murderers have all been taken, there being now as many

prisoners as inhabitants. This island must some day become a very

important halting-place in the most turbulent sea in the world. It is

mid-way between Australia and the South Sea to England; between Chili,

Peru, etc., and the Rio Plata and the Rio de Janeiro. There are fine

harbours, plenty of fresh water, and good beef. It would doubtless

produce the coarser vegetables. In other respects it is a wretched

place. A little time since, I rode across the island, and returned in

four days. My excursion would have been longer, but during the whole

time it blew a gale of wind, with hail and snow. There is no firewood

bigger than heath, and the whole country is, more or less an elastic

peat-bog. Sleeping out at night was too miserable work to endure it for

all the rocks in South America.

We shall leave this scene of iniquity in two or three days, and go to

the Rio de la Sta. Cruz. One of the objects is to look at the ship's

bottom. We struck heavily on an unknown rock off Port Desire, and some

of her copper is torn off. After this is repaired the Captain has a

glorious scheme; it is to go to the very head of this river, that is

probably to the Andes. It is quite unknown; the Indians tell us it is

two or three hundred yards broad, and horses can nowhere ford it. I

cannot imagine anything more interesting. Our plans then are to go

to Fort Famine, and there we meet the "Adventure", who is employed in

making the Chart of the Falklands. This will be in the middle of winter,

so I shall see Tierra del Fuego in her white drapery. We leave the

straits to enter the Pacific by the Barbara Channel, one very little

known, and which passes close to the foot of Mount Sarmiento (the

highest mountain in the south, excepting Mt.!! Darwin!!). We then shall

scud away for Concepcion in Chili. I believe the ship must once again

steer southward, but if any one catches me there again, I will give him

leave to hang me up as a scarecrow for all future naturalists. I long

to be at work in the Cordilleras, the geology of this side, which

I understand pretty well is so intimately connected with periods of

violence in that great chain of mountains. The future is, indeed, to

me a brilliant prospect. You say its very brilliancy frightens you; but

really I am very careful; I may mention as a proof, in all my rambles I

have never had any one accident or scrape...Continue in your good custom

of writing plenty of gossip; I much like hearing all about all things.

Remember me most kindly to Uncle Jos, and to all the Wedgwoods. Tell

Charlotte (their married names sound downright unnatural) I should like

to have written to her, to have told her how well everything is going

on; but it would only have been a transcript of this letter, and I

have a host of animals at this minute surrounding me which all require

embalming and numbering. I have not forgotten the comfort I received

that day at Maer, when my mind was like a swinging pendulum. Give my

best love to my father. I hope he will forgive all my extravagance, but

not as a Christian, for then I suppose he would send me no more money.

Good-bye, dear, to you, and all your goodly sisterhood.

Your affectionate brother, CHAS. DARWIN.

My love to Nancy (His old nurse.); tell her, if she was now to see me

with my great beard, she would think I was some worthy Solomon, come to

sell the trinkets.

CHARLES DARWIN TO C. WHITLEY. Valparaiso, July 23, 1834.

My dear Whitley,

I have long intended writing, just to put you in mind that there is a

certain hunter of beetles, and pounder of rocks still in existence. Why

I have not done so before I know not, but it will serve me right if you

have quite forgotten me. It is a very long time since I have heard any

Cambridge news; I neither know where you are living or what you are

doing. I saw your name down as one of the indefatigable guardians of the

eighteen hundred philosophers. I was delighted to see this, for when

we last left Cambridge you were at sad variance with poor science; you

seemed to think her a public prostitute working for popularity. If your

opinions are the same as formerly, you would agree most admirably with

Captain Fitz-Roy,--the object of his most devout abhorrence is one of

the d--d scientific Whigs. As captains of men-of-war are the greatest

men going, far greater than kings or schoolmasters, I am obliged to tell

him everything in my own favour. I have often said I once had a very

good friend, an out-and-out Tory, and we managed to get on very well

together. But he is very much inclined to doubt if ever I really was so

much honoured; at present we hear scarcely anything about politics; this

saves a great deal of trouble, for we all stick to our former opinions

rather more obstinately than before, and can give rather fewer reasons

for doing so.

I do hope you will write to me: ('H.M.S. "Beagle", S. American Station'

will find me). I should much like to hear in what state you are both in

body and mind. ?Quien Sabe? as the people say here (and God knows they

well may, for they do know little enough), if you are not a married man,

and may be nursing, as Miss Austen says, little olive branches, little

pledges of mutual affection. Eheu! Eheu! this puts me in mind of former

visions of glimpses into futurity, where I fancied I saw retirement,

green cottages, and white petticoats. What will become of me hereafter

I know not; I feel like a ruined man, who does not see or care how to

extricate himself. That this voyage must come to a conclusion my

reason tells me, but otherwise I see no end to it. It is impossible not

bitterly to regret the friends and other sources of pleasure one leaves

behind in England; in place of it there is much solid enjoyment, some

present, but more in anticipation, when the ideas gained during the

voyage can be compared to fresh ones. I find in Geology a never-failing

interest, as it has been remarked, it creates the same grand ideas

respecting this world which Astronomy does for the universe. We have

seen much fine scenery; that of the Tropics in its glory and luxuriance

exceeds even the language of Humboldt to describe. A Persian writer

could alone do justice to it, and if he succeeded he would in England be

called the 'Grandfather of all liars.'

But I have seen nothing which more completely astonished me than the

first sight of a savage. It was a naked Fuegian, his long hair blowing

about, his face besmeared with paint. There is in their countenances

an expression which I believe, to those who have not seen it, must

be inconceivably wild. Standing on a rock he uttered tones and made

gesticulations, than which the cries of domestic animals are far more

intelligible.

When I return to England, you must take me in hand with respect to the

fine arts. I yet recollect there was a man called Raffaelle Sanctus. How

delightful it will be once again to see, in the Fitzwilliam, Titian's

Venus. How much more than delightful to go to some good concert or fine

opera. These recollections will not do. I shall not be able to-morrow

to pick out the entrails of some small animal with half my usual

gusto. Pray tell me some news about Cameron, Watkins, Marindin, the two

Thompsons of Trinity, Lowe, Heaviside, Matthew. Herbert I have heard

from. How is Henslow getting on? and all other good friends of dear

Cambridge? Often and often do I think over those past hours, so many of

which have been passed in your company. Such can never return, but their

recollection can never die away.

God bless you, my dear Whitley, Believe me, your most sincere friend,

CHAS. DARWIN.

CHARLES DARWIN TO MISS C. DARWIN. Valparaiso, November 8, 1834.

My dear Catherine,

My last letter was rather a gloomy one, for I was not very well when I

wrote it. Now everything is as bright as sunshine. I am quite well again

after being a second time in bed for a fortnight. Captain Fitz-Roy very

generously has delayed the ship ten days on my account, and without at

the time telling me for what reason.

We have had some strange proceedings on board the "Beagle", but which

have ended most capitally for all hands. Captain Fitz-Roy has for

the last two months been working EXTREMELY hard, and at the same time

constantly annoyed by interruptions from officers of other ships; the

selling the schooner and its consequences were very vexatious; the

cold manner the Admiralty (solely I believe because he is a Tory) have

treated him, and a thousand other, etc. etc.'s, has made him very thin

and unwell. This was accompanied by a morbid depression of spirits, and

a loss of all decision and resolution... All that Bynoe [the Surgeon]

could say, that it was merely the effect of bodily health and exhaustion

after such application, would not do; he invalided, and Wickham was

appointed to the command. By the instructions Wickham could only finish

the survey of the southern part, and would then have been obliged to

return direct to England. The grief on board the "Beagle" about the

Captain's decision was universal and deeply felt; one great source

of his annoyment was the feeling it impossible to fulfil the whole

instructions; from his state of mind it never occurred to him that the

very instructions ordered him to do as much of the West coast AS HE HAS

TIME FOR, and then proceed across the Pacific.

Wickham (very disinterestedly giving up his own promotion) urged this

most strongly, stated that when he took the command nothing should

induce him to go to Tierra del Fuego again; and then asked the Captain

what would be gained by his resignation? why not do the more useful

part, and return as commanded by the Pacific. The Captain at last, to

every one's joy, consented, and the resignation was withdrawn.

Hurrah! hurrah! it is fixed the "Beagle" shall not go one mile south of

Cape Tres Montes (about 200 miles south of Chiloe), and from that point

to Valparaiso will be finished in about five months. We shall examine

the Chonos Archipelago, entirely unknown, and the curious inland sea

behind Chiloe. For me it is glorious. Cape Tres Montes is the most

southern point where there is much geological interest, as there the

modern beds end. The Captain then talks of crossing the Pacific; but

I think we shall persuade him to finish the Coast of Peru, where the

climate is delightful, the country hideously sterile, but abounding with

the highest interest to a geologist. For the first time since leaving

England I now see a clear and not so distant prospect of returning to

you all: crossing the Pacific, and from Sydney home, will not take much

time.

As soon as the Captain invalided I at once determined to leave the

"Beagle", but it was quite absurd what a revolution in five minutes was

effected in all my feelings. I have long been grieved and most sorry

at the interminable length of the voyage (although I never would have

quitted it); but the minute it was all over, I could not make up my mind

to return. I could not give up all the geological castles in the air

which I had been building up for the last two years. One whole night

I tried to think over the pleasure of seeing Shrewsbury again, but the

barren plains of Peru gained the day. I made the following scheme (I

know you will abuse me, and perhaps if I had put it in execution, my

father would have sent a mandamus after me); it was to examine the

Cordilleras of Chili during this summer, and in winter go from port

to port on the coast of Peru to Lima, returning this time next year

to Valparaiso, cross the Cordilleras to Buenos Ayres, and take ship

to England. Would not this have been a fine excursion, and in sixteen

months I should have been with you all? To have endured Tierra del Fuego

and not seen the Pacific would have been miserable...

I go on board to-morrow; I have been for the last six weeks in

Corfield's house. You cannot imagine what a kind friend I have

found him. He is universally liked, and respected by the natives and

foreigners. Several Chileno Signoritas are very obligingly anxious to

become the signoras of this house. Tell my father I have kept my promise

of being extravagant in Chili. I have drawn a bill of 100 pounds (had it

not better be notified to Messrs. Robarts & Co.); 50 pounds goes to the

Captain for the ensuing year, and 30 pounds I take to sea for the small

ports; so that bona fide I have not spent 180 pounds during these last

four months. I hope not to draw another bill for six months. All the

foregoing particulars were only settled yesterday. It has done me more

good than a pint of medicine, and I have not been so happy for the last

year. If it had not been for my illness, these four months in Chili

would have been very pleasant. I have had ill luck, however, in only one

little earthquake having happened. I was lying in bed when there was a

party at dinner in the house; on a sudden I heard such a hubbub in the

dining-room; without a word being spoken, it was devil take the hindmost

who should get out first; at the same moment I felt my bed SLIGHTLY

vibrate in a lateral direction. The party were old stagers, and heard

the noise which always precedes a shock; and no old stager looks at an

earthquake with philosophical eyes...

Good-bye to you all; you will not have another letter for some time.

My dear Catherine, Yours affectionately, CHAS. DARWIN.

My best love to my father, and all of you. Love to Nancy.

CHARLES DARWIN TO MISS S. DARWIN. Valparaiso, April 23, 1835.

My dear Susan,

I received, a few days since, your letter of November; the three letters

which I before mentioned are yet missing, but I do not doubt they will

come to life. I returned a week ago from my excursion across the Andes

to Mendoza. Since leaving England I have never made so successful a

journey; it has, however, been very expensive. I am sure my father would

not regret it, if he could know how deeply I have enjoyed it: it was

something more than enjoyment; I cannot express the delight which I

felt at such a famous winding-up of all my geology in South America. I

literally could hardly sleep at nights for thinking over my day's work.

The scenery was so new, and so majestic; everything at an elevation of

12,000 feet bears so different an aspect from that in a lower country. I

have seen many views more beautiful, but none with so strongly marked

a character. To a geologist, also, there are such manifest proofs of

excessive violence; the strata of the highest pinnacles are tossed about

like the crust of a broken pie.

I crossed by the Portillo Pass, which at this time of the year is apt to

be dangerous, so could not afford to delay there. After staying a day in

the stupid town of Mendoza, I began my return by Uspallate, which I did

very leisurely. My whole trip only took up twenty-two days. I travelled

with, for me, uncommon comfort, as I carried a BED! My party consisted

of two Peons and ten mules, two of which were with baggage, or rather

food, in case of being snowed up. Everything, however, favoured me;

not even a speck of this year's snow had fallen on the road. I do not

suppose any of you can be much interested in geological details, but

I will just mention my principal results:--Besides understanding to

a certain extent the description and manner of the force which has

elevated this great line of mountains, I can clearly demonstrate that

one part of the double line is of an age long posterior to the other.

In the more ancient line, which is the true chain of the Andes, I can

describe the sort and order of the rocks which compose it. These are

chiefly remarkable by containing a bed of gypsum nearly 2000 feet

thick--a quantity of this substance I should think unparalleled in

the world. What is of much greater consequence, I have procured fossil

shells (from an elevation of 12,000 feet). I think an examination of

these will give an approximate age to these mountains, as compared to

the strata of Europe. In the other line of the Cordilleras there is a

strong presumption (in my own mind, conviction) that the enormous mass

of mountains, the peaks of which rise to 13,000 and 14,000 feet, are so

very modern as to be contemporaneous with the plains of Patagonia (or

about with the UPPER strata of the Isle of Wight). If this result shall

be considered as proved (The importance of these results has been fully

recognised by geologists.), it is a very important fact in the theory

of the formation of the world; because, if such wonderful changes have

taken place so recently in the crust of the globe, there can be no

reason for supposing former epochs of excessive violence. These modern

strata are very remarkable by being threaded with metallic veins of

silver, gold, copper, etc.; hitherto these have been considered as

appertaining to older formations. In these same beds, and close to a

goldmine, I found a clump of petrified trees, standing up right, with

layers of fine sandstone deposited round them, bearing the impression of

their bark. These trees are covered by other sandstones and streams of

lava to the thickness of several thousand feet. These rocks have been

deposited beneath water; yet it is clear the spot where the trees grew

must once have been above the level of the sea, so that it is certain

the land must have been depressed by at least as many thousand feet as

the superincumbent subaqueous deposits are thick. But I am afraid you

will tell me I am prosy with my geological descriptions and theories...

Your account of Erasmus' visit to Cambridge has made me long to be back

there. I cannot fancy anything more delightful than his Sunday round of

King's, Trinity, and those talking giants, Whewell and Sedgwick; I hope

your musical tastes continue in due force. I shall be ravenous for the

pianoforte...

I have not quite determined whether I will sleep at the 'Lion' the first

night when I arrive per 'Wonder,' or disturb you all in the dead of

night; everything short of that is absolutely planned. Everything about

Shrewsbury is growing in my mind bigger and more beautiful; I am certain

the acacia and copper beech are two superb trees; I shall know every

bush, and I will trouble you young ladies, when each of you cut down

your tree, to spare a few. As for the view behind the house, I have seen

nothing like it. It is the same with North Wales; Snowdon, to my

mind, looks much higher and much more beautiful than any peak in the

Cordilleras. So you will say, with my benighted faculties, it is time to

return, and so it is, and I long to be with you. Whatever the trees are,

I know what I shall find all you. I am writing nonsense, so farewell. My

most affectionate love to all, and I pray forgiveness from my father.

Yours most affectionately, CHARLES DARWIN.

CHARLES DARWIN TO W.D. FOX. Lima, July, 1835.

My dear Fox,

I have lately received two of your letters, one dated June and the other

November, 1834 (they reached me, however, in an inverted order). I was

very glad to receive a history of this most important year in your life.

Previously I had only heard the plain fact that you were married. You

are a true Christian and return good for evil, to send two such letters

to so bad a correspondent as I have been. God bless you for writing

so kindly and affectionately; if it is a pleasure to have friends in

England, it is doubly so to think and know that one is not forgotten

because absent. This voyage is terribly long. I do so earnestly desire

to return, yet I dare hardly look forward to the future, for I do not

know what will become of me. Your situation is above envy: I do not

venture even to frame such happy visions. To a person fit to take the

office, the life of a clergyman is a type of all that is respectable and

happy. You tempt me by talking of your fireside, whereas it is a sort

of scene I never ought to think about. I saw the other day a vessel

sail for England; it was quite dangerous to know how easily I might

turn deserter. As for an English lady, I have almost forgotten what

she is--something very angelic and good. As for the women in these

countries, they wear caps and petticoats, and a very few have pretty

faces, and then all is said. But if we are not wrecked on some unlucky

reef, I will sit by that same fireside in Vale Cottage and tell some of

the wonderful stories, which you seem to anticipate and, I presume, are

not very ready to believe. Gracias a dios, the prospect of such times is

rather shorter than formerly.

From this most wretched 'City of the Kings' we sail in a fortnight, from

thence to Guayaquil, Galapagos, Marquesas, Society Islands, etc., etc. I

look forward to the Galapagos with more interest than any other part

of the voyage. They abound with active volcanoes, and, I should hope,

contain Tertiary strata. I am glad to hear you have some thoughts of

beginning Geology. I hope you will; there is so much larger a field for

thought than in the other branches of Natural History. I am become a

zealous disciple of Mr. Lyell's views, as known in his admirable book.

Geologising in South America, I am tempted to carry parts to a greater

extent even than he does. Geology is a capital science to begin, as it

requires nothing but a little reading, thinking, and hammering. I have

a considerable body of notes together; but it is a constant subject of

perplexity to me, whether they are of sufficient value for all the time

I have spent about them, or whether animals would not have been of more

certain value.

I shall indeed be glad once again to see you and tell you how grateful I

feel for your steady friendship. God bless you, my very dear Fox.

Believe me, Yours affectionately, CHAS. DARWIN.

CHARLES DARWIN TO J.S. HENSLOW. Sydney, January, 1836.

My dear Henslow,

This is the last opportunity of communicating with you before that

joyful day when I shall reach Cambridge. I have very little to say:

but I must write if it is only to express my joy that the last year is

concluded, and that the present one, in which the "Beagle" will return,

is gliding onwards. We have all been disappointed here in not finding

even a single letter; we are, indeed, rather before our expected time,

otherwise, I dare say, I should have seen your handwriting. I must

feed upon the future, and it is beyond bounds delightful to feel the

certainty that within eight months I shall be residing once again most

quietly in Cambridge. Certainly, I never was intended for a traveller;

my thoughts are always rambling over past or future scenes; I cannot

enjoy the present happiness for anticipating the future, which is about

as foolish as the dog who dropped the real bone for its shadow....

In our passage across the Pacific we only touched at Tahiti and New

Zealand; at neither of these places or at sea had I much opportunity

of working. Tahiti is a most charming spot. Everything which former

navigators have written is true. 'A new Cytheraea has risen from the

ocean.' Delicious scenery, climate, manners of the people are all in

harmony. It is, moreover, admirable to behold what the missionaries both

here and at New Zealand have effected. I firmly believe they are good

men working for the sake of a good cause. I much suspect that those who

have abused or sneered at the missionaries have generally been such as

were not very anxious to find the natives moral and intelligent beings.

During the remainder of our voyage we shall only visit places generally

acknowledged as civilised, and nearly all under the British flag. These

will be a poor field for Natural History, and without it I have lately

discovered that the pleasure of seeing new places is as nothing. I must

return to my old resource and think of the future, but that I may not

become more prosy, I will say farewell till the day arrives, when I

shall see my Master in Natural History, and can tell him how grateful I

feel for his kindness and friendship.

Believe me, dear Henslow, Ever yours, most faithfully, CHAS. DARWIN.

CHARLES DARWIN TO MISS S. DARWIN. Bahia, Brazil, August 4 [1836].

My dear Susan,

I will just write a few lines to explain the cause of this letter being

dated on the coast of South America. Some singular disagreements in the

longitudes made Captain Fitz-Roy anxious to complete the circle in the

southern hemisphere, and then retrace our steps by our first line to

England. This zigzag manner of proceeding is very grievous; it has put

the finishing stroke to my feelings. I loathe, I abhor the sea and all

ships which sail on it. But I yet believe we shall reach England in the

latter half of October. At Ascension I received Catherine's letter of

October, and yours of November; the letter at the Cape was of a later

date, but letters of all sorts are inestimable treasures, and I

thank you both for them. The desert, volcanic rocks, and wild sea of

Ascension, as soon as I knew there was news from home, suddenly wore a

pleasing aspect, and I set to work with a good-will at my old work of

Geology. You would be surprised to know how entirely the pleasure in

arriving at a new place depends on letters. We only stayed four days at

Ascension, and then made a very good passage to Bahia.

I little thought to have put my foot on South American coast again.

It has been almost painful to find how much good enthusiasm has been

evaporated during the last four years. I can now walk soberly through

a Brazilian forest; not but what it is exquisitely beautiful, but now,

instead of seeking for splendid contrasts, I compare the stately mango

trees with the horse-chestnuts of England. Although this zigzag has lost

us at least a fortnight, in some respects I am glad of it. I think I

shall be able to carry away one vivid picture of inter-tropical scenery.

We go from hence to the Cape de Verds; that is, if the winds or the

Equatorial calms will allow us. I have some faint hopes that a steady

foul wind might induce the Captain to proceed direct to the Azores. For

which most untoward event I heartily pray.

Both your letters were full of good news; especially the expressions

which you tell me Professor Sedgwick used about my collections. I

confess they are deeply gratifying--I trust one part at least will turn

out true, and that I shall act as I now think--as a man who dares to

waste one hour of time has not discovered the value of life. Professor

Sedgwick mentioning my name at all gives me hopes that he will assist me

with his advice, of which, in my geological questions, I stand much in

need. It is useless to tell you from the shameful state of this scribble

that I am writing against time, having been out all morning, and now

there are some strangers on board to whom I must go down and talk

civility. Moreover, as this letter goes by a foreign ship, it is

doubtful whether it will ever arrive. Farewell, my very dear Susan and

all of you. Good-bye.

C. DARWIN.

CHARLES DARWIN TO J.S. HENSLOW. St. Helena, July 9, 1836.

My dear Henslow,

I am going to ask you to do me a favour. I am very anxious to belong to

the Geological Society. I do not know, but I suppose it is necessary to

be proposed some time before being ballotted for; if such is the case,

would you be good enough to take the proper preparatory steps? Professor

Sedgwick very kindly offered to propose me before leaving England, if he

should happen to be in London. I dare say he would yet do so.

I have very little to write about. We have neither seen, done, or heard

of anything particular for a long time past; and indeed if at present

the wonders of another planet could be displayed before us, I believe we

should unanimously exclaim, what a consummate plague. No schoolboys ever

sung the half sentimental and half jovial strain of 'dulce domum' with

more fervour, than we all feel inclined to do. But the whole subject

of 'dulce domum,' and the delight of seeing one's friends, is most

dangerous, it must infallibly make one very prosy or very boisterous.

Oh, the degree to which I long to be once again living quietly with not

one single novel object near me! No one can imagine it till he has been

whirled round the world during five long years in a ten-gun-brig. I am

at present living in a small house (amongst the clouds) in the centre of

the island, and within stone's throw of Napoleon's tomb. It is blowing

a gale of wind with heavy rain and wretchedly cold; if Napoleon's ghost

haunts his dreary place of confinement, this would be a most excellent

night for such wandering spirits. If the weather chooses to permit me,

I hope to see a little of the Geology (so often partially described) of

the island. I suspect that differently from most volcanic islands its

structure is rather complicated. It seems strange that this little

centre of a distinct creation should, as is asserted, bear marks of

recent elevation.

The "Beagle" proceeds from this place to Ascension, then to the Cape de

Verds (what miserable places!) to the Azores to Plymouth, and then

to home. That most glorious of all days in my life will not, however,

arrive till the middle of October. Some time in that month you will see

me at Cambridge, where I must directly come to report myself to you, as

my first Lord of the Admiralty. At the Cape of Good Hope we all on board

suffered a bitter disappointment in missing nine months' letters, which

are chasing us from one side of the globe to the other. I dare say

amongst them there was a letter from you; it is long since I have

seen your handwriting, but I shall soon see you yourself, which is

far better. As I am your pupil, you are bound to undertake the task of

criticising and scolding me for all the things ill done and not done at

all, which I fear I shall need much; but I hope for the best, and I am

sure I have a good if not too easy taskmaster.

At the Cape Captain Fitz-Roy and myself enjoyed a memorable piece of

good fortune in meeting Sir J. Herschel. We dined at his house and

saw him a few times besides. He was exceedingly good natured, but his

manners at first appeared to me rather awful. He is living in a very

comfortable country house, surrounded by fir and oak trees, which alone

in so open a country, give a most charming air of seclusion and comfort.

He appears to find time for everything; he showed us a pretty garden

full of Cape bulbs of his own collecting, and I afterwards understood

that everything was the work of his own hands...I am very stupid, and I

have nothing more to say; the wind is whistling so mournfully over the

bleak hills, that I shall go to bed and dream of England.

Goodnight, my dear Henslow, Yours most truly obliged and affectionately,

CHAS. DARWIN.

CHARLES DARWIN TO J.S. HENSLOW. Shrewsbury, Thursday, October 6, [1836].

My dear Henslow,

I am sure you will congratulate me on the delight of once again being

home. The "Beagle" arrived at Falmouth on Sunday evening, and I reached

Shrewsbury yesterday morning. I am exceedingly anxious to see you, and

as it will be necessary in four or five days to return to London to get

my goods and chattels out of the "Beagle", it appears to me my best plan

to pass through Cambridge. I want your advice on many points; indeed I

am in the clouds, and neither know what to do or where to go. My chief

puzzle is about the geological specimens--who will have the charity

to help me in describing their mineralogical nature? Will you be kind

enough to write to me one line by RETURN OF POST, saying whether you

are now at Cambridge? I am doubtful till I hear from Captain Fitz-Roy

whether I shall not be obliged to start before the answer can arrive,

but pray try the chance. My dear Henslow, I do long to see you; you have

been the kindest friend to me that ever man possessed. I can write no

more, for I am giddy with joy and confusion.

Farewell for the present, Yours most truly obliged, CHARLES DARWIN.

CHARLES DARWIN TO R. FITZ-ROY. Shrewsbury, Thursday morning, October 6,

[1836].

My dear Fitz-Roy,

I arrived here yesterday morning at breakfast time, and, thank God,

found all my dear good sisters and father quite well. My father appears

more cheerful and very little older than when I left. My sisters assure

me I do not look the least different, and I am able to return the

compliment. Indeed, all England appears changed excepting the good old

town of Shrewsbury and its inhabitants, which, for all I can see to

the contrary, may go on as they now are to Doomsday. I wish with all

my heart I was writing to you amongst your friends instead of at that

horrid Plymouth. But the day will soon come, and you will be as happy as

I now am. I do assure you I am a very great man at home; the five years'

voyage has certainly raised me a hundred per cent. I fear such greatness

must experience a fall.

I am thoroughly ashamed of myself in what a dead-and-half-alive state I

spent the few last days on board; my only excuse is that certainly I was

not quite well. The first day in the mail tired me, but as I drew nearer

to Shrewsbury everything looked more beautiful and cheerful. In passing

Gloucestershire and Worcestershire I wished much for you to admire the

fields, woods, and orchards. The stupid people on the coach did not seem

to think the fields one bit greener than usual; but I am sure we should

have thoroughly agreed that the wide world does not contain so happy a

prospect as the rich cultivated land of England.

I hope you will not forget to send me a note telling me how you go on.

I do indeed hope all your vexations and trouble with respect to our

voyage, which we now know HAS an end, have come to a close. If you do

not receive much satisfaction for all the mental and bodily energy you

have expended in His Majesty's service, you will be most hardly treated.

I put my radical sisters into an uproar at some of the prudent (if

they were not honest Whigs, I would say shabby) proceedings of our

Government. By the way, I must tell you for the honour and glory of the

family that my father has a large engraving of King George IV. put up

in his sitting-room. But I am no renegade, and by the time we meet my

politics will be as firmly fixed and as wisely founded as ever they

were.

I thought when I began this letter I would convince you what a steady

and sober frame of mind I was in. But I find I am writing most precious

nonsense. Two or three of our labourers yesterday immediately set to

work and got most excessively drunk in honour of the arrival of Master

Charles. Who then shall gainsay if Master Charles himself chooses to

make himself a fool. Good-bye. God bless you! I hope you are as happy,

but much wiser, than your most sincere but unworthy philosopher,

CHAS. DARWIN.

CHAPTER 1.VII. -- LONDON AND CAMBRIDGE.

1836-1842.

[The period illustrated by the following letters includes the years

between my father's return from the voyage of the "Beagle" and his

settling at Down. It is marked by the gradual appearance of that

weakness of health which ultimately forced him to leave London and take

up his abode for the rest of his life in a quiet country house.]

In June, 1841, he writes to Lyell: "My father scarcely seems to expect

that I shall become strong for some years; it has been a bitter

mortification for me to digest the conclusion that the 'race is for the

strong,' and that I shall probably do little more but be content to

admire the strides others make in science."

There is no evidence of any intention of entering a profession after his

return from the voyage, and early in 1840 he wrote to Fitz-Roy: "I

have nothing to wish for, excepting stronger health to go on with the

subjects to which I have joyfully determined to devote my life."

These two conditions--permanent ill-health and a passionate love of

scientific work for its own sake--determined thus early in his career,

the character of his whole future life. They impelled him to lead a

retired life of constant labour, carried on to the utmost limits of his

physical power, a life which signally falsified his melancholy prophecy.

The end of the last chapter saw my father safely arrived at Shrewsbury

on October 4, 1836, "after an absence of five years and two days." He

wrote to Fox: "You cannot imagine how gloriously delightful my first

visit was at home; it was worth the banishment." But it was a pleasure

that he could not long enjoy, for in the last days of October he was at

Greenwich unpacking specimens from the "Beagle". As to the destination

of the collections he writes, somewhat despondingly, to Henslow:--

"I have not made much progress with the great men. I find, as you told

me, that they are all overwhelmed with their own business. Mr. Lyell

has entered, in the MOST good-natured manner, and almost without being

asked, into all my plans. He tells me, however, the same story, that

I must do all myself. Mr. Owen seems anxious to dissect some of the

animals in spirits, and, besides these two, I have scarcely met any

one who seems to wish to possess any of my specimens. I must except Dr.

Grant, who is willing to examine some of the corallines. I see it is

quite unreasonable to hope for a minute that any man will undertake

the examination of a whole order. It is clear the collectors so much

outnumber the real naturalists that the latter have no time to spare.

"I do not even find that the Collections care for receiving the unnamed

specimens. The Zoological Museum (The Museum of the Zoological Society,

then at 33 Bruton Street. The collection was some years later broken

up and dispersed.) is nearly full, and upwards of a thousand specimens

remain unmounted. I dare say the British Museum would receive them, but

I cannot feel, from all I hear, any great respect even for the present

state of that establishment. Your plan will be not only the best, but

the only one, namely, to come down to Cambridge, arrange and group

together the different families, and then wait till people, who are

already working in different branches, may want specimens. But it

appears to me [that] to do this it will be almost necessary to reside

in London. As far as I can yet see my best plan will be to spend several

months in Cambridge, and then when, by your assistance, I know on what

ground I stand, to emigrate to London, where I can complete my Geology

and try to push on the Zoology. I assure you I grieve to find how many

things make me see the necessity of living for some time in this

dirty, odious London. For even in Geology I suspect much assistance and

communication will be necessary in this quarter, for instance, in fossil

bones, of which none excepting the fragments of Megatherium have been

looked at, and I clearly see that without my presence they never would

be....

"I only wish I had known the Botanists cared so much for specimens (A

passage in a subsequent letter shows that his plants also gave him some

anxiety. "I met Mr. Brown a few days after you had called on him; he

asked me in rather an ominous manner what I meant to do with my plants.

In the course of conversation Mr. Broderip, who was present, remarked

to him, 'You forget how long it is since Captain King's expedition.'

He answered, 'Indeed, I have something in the shape of Captain King's

undescribed plants to make me recollect it.' Could a better reason be

given, if I had been asked, by me, for not giving the plants to the

British Museum?") and the Zoologists so little; the proportional number

of specimens in the two branches should have had a very different

appearance. I am out of patience with the Zoologists, not because they

are overworked, but for their mean, quarrelsome spirit. I went the other

evening to the Zoological Society, where the speakers were snarling

at each other in a manner anything but like that of gentlemen. Thank

Heavens! as long as I remain in Cambridge there will not be any danger

of falling into any such contemptible quarrels, whilst in London I do

not see how it is to be avoided. Of the Naturalists, F. Hope is out of

London; Westwood I have not seen, so about my insects I know nothing.

I have seen Mr. Yarrell twice, but he is so evidently oppressed with

business that it is too selfish to plague him with my concerns. He has

asked me to dine with the Linnean on Tuesday, and on Wednesday I dine

with the Geological, so that I shall see all the great men. Mr. Bell,

I hear, is so much occupied that there is no chance of his wishing for

specimens of reptiles. I have forgotten to mention Mr. Lonsdale (William

Lonsdale, 1794-1871, was originally in the army, and served at the

battles of Salamanca and Waterloo. After the war he left the service

and gave himself up to science. He acted as assistant secretary to

the Geological Society from 1829-42, when he resigned, owing to ill

health.), who gave me a most cordial reception, and with whom I had

much most interesting conversation. If I was not much more inclined

for geology than the other branches of Natural History, I am sure Mr.

Lyell's and Lonsdale's kindness ought to fix me. You cannot conceive

anything more thoroughly good-natured than the heart-and-soul manner in

which he put himself in my place and thought what would be best to do.

At first he was all for London versus Cambridge, but at last I made him

confess that, for some time at least, the latter would be for me

much the best. There is not another soul whom I could ask, excepting

yourself, to wade through and criticise some of those papers which I

have left with you. Mr. Lyell owned that, second to London, there was no

place in England so good for a Naturalist as Cambridge. Upon my word

I am ashamed of writing so many foolish details, no young lady ever

described her first ball with more particularity."

A few days later he writes more cheerfully: "I became acquainted with

Mr. Bell (T. Bell, F.R.S., formerly Prof. of Zoology in King's College,

London, and some time secretary to the Royal Society. He afterwards

described the reptiles for the zoology of the voyage of the "Beagle".)

who to my surprise expressed a good deal of interest about my crustacea

and reptiles, and seems willing to work at them. I also heard that Mr.

Broderip would be glad to look over the South American shells, so that

things flourish well with me."

About his plants he writes with characteristic openness as to his own

ignorance: "You have made me known amongst the botanists, but I felt

very foolish when Mr. Don remarked on the beautiful appearance of some

plant with an astounding long name, and asked me about its habitation.

Some one else seemed quite surprised that I knew nothing about a Carex

from I do not know where. I was at last forced to plead most entire

innocence, and that I knew no more about the plants which I had

collected than the man in the moon."

As to part of his Geological Collection he was soon able to write:

"I [have] disposed of the most important part [of] my collections, by

giving all the fossil bones to the College of Surgeons, casts of them

will be distributed, and descriptions published. They are very curious

and valuable; one head belonged to some gnawing animal, but of the size

of a Hippopotamus! Another to an ant-eater of the size of a horse!"

It is worth noting that at this time the only extinct mammalia from

South America, which had been described, were Mastodon (three species)

and Megatherium. The remains of the other extinct Edentata from Sir

Woodbine Parish's collection had not been described. My father's

specimens included (besides the above-mentioned Toxodon and

Scelidotherium) the remains of Mylodon, Glossotherium, another gigantic

animal allied to the ant-eater, and Macrauchenia. His discovery of

these remains is a matter of interest in itself, but it has a special

importance as a point in his own life, since it was the vivid impression

produced by excavating them with his own hands (I have often heard

him speak of the despair with which he had to break off the projecting

extremity of a huge, partly excavated bone, when the boat waiting for

him would wait no longer.) that formed one of the chief starting-points

of his speculation on the origin of species. This is shown in the

following extract from his Pocket Book for this year (1837): "In July

opened first note-book on Transmutation of Species. Had been greatly

struck from about the month of previous March on character of South

American fossils, and species on Galapagos Archipelago. These facts

(especially latter), origin of all my views."]

1836-1837.

CHARLES DARWIN TO W.D. FOX. 43 Great Marlborough Street, November 6th

[1836].

My dear Fox,

I have taken a shamefully long time in answering your letter. But the

busiest time of the whole voyage has been tranquillity itself to this

last month. After paying Henslow a short but very pleasant visit, I came

up to town to wait for the "Beagle's" arrival. At last I have removed

all my property from on board, and sent the specimens of Natural History

to Cambridge, so that I am now a free man. My London visit has been

quite idle as far as Natural History goes, but has been passed in

most exciting dissipation amongst the Dons in science. All my affairs,

indeed, are most prosperous; I find there are plenty who will undertake

the description of whole tribes of animals, of which I know nothing. So

that about this day month I hope to set to work tooth and nail at the

Geology, which I shall publish by itself.

It is quite ridiculous what an immensely long period it appears to me

since landing at Falmouth. The fact is I have talked and laughed enough

for years instead of weeks, so [that] my memory is quite confounded with

the noise. I am delighted to hear you are turned geologist: when I pay

the Isle of Wight a visit, which I am determined shall somehow come to

pass, you will be a capital cicerone to the famous line of dislocation.

I really suppose there are few parts of the world more interesting to a

geologist than your island. Amongst the great scientific men, no one

has been nearly so friendly and kind as Lyell. I have seen him several

times, and feel inclined to like him much. You cannot imagine how

good-naturedly he entered into all my plans. I speak now only of the

London men, for Henslow was just like his former self, and therefore

a most cordial and affectionate friend. When you pay London a visit I

shall be very proud to take you to the Geological Society, for be it

known, I was proposed to be a F.G.S. last Tuesday. It is, however, a

great pity that these and the other letters, especially F.R.S., are so

very expensive.

I do not scruple to ask you to write to me in a week's time in

Shrewsbury, for you are a good letter writer, and if people will have

such good characters they must pay the penalty. Good-bye, dear Fox.

Yours, C.D.

[His affairs being thus so far prosperously managed he was able to put

into execution his plan of living at Cambridge, where he settled on

December 10th, 1836. He was at first a guest in the comfortable home of

the Henslows, but afterwards, for the sake of undisturbed work, he moved

into lodgings.]

He thus writes to Fox, March 13th, 1837, from London:--

"My residence at Cambridge was rather longer than I expected, owing to

a job which I determined to finish there, namely, looking over all my

geological specimens. Cambridge yet continues a very pleasant, but not

half so merry a place as before. To walk through the courts of Christ's

College, and not know an inhabitant of a single room, gave one a feeling

half melancholy. The only evil I found in Cambridge was its being too

pleasant: there was some agreeable party or another every evening, and

one cannot say one is engaged with so much impunity there as in this

great city."

A trifling record of my father's presence in Cambridge occurs in the

book kept in Christ's College combination-room, where fines and bets

were recorded, the earlier entries giving a curious impression of the

after-dinner frame of mind of the fellows. The bets were not allowed to

be made in money, but were, like the fines, paid in wine. The bet which

my father made and lost is thus recorded:--

"FEBRUARY 23, 1837."

Mr. Darwin v. Mr. Baines, that the combination-room measures from the

ceiling to the floor more than (x) feet. 1 Bottle paid same day.

"N.B. Mr. Darwin may measure at any part of the room he pleases."

Besides arranging the geological and mineralogical specimens, he had

his 'Journal of Researches' to work at, which occupied his evenings at

Cambridge. He also read a short paper at the Zoological Society ("Notes

upon Rhea Americana," 'Zool. Soc. Proc.' v. 1837, pages 35, 36.), and

another at the Geological Society ('Geol. Soc. Proc.' ii. 1838, pages

446- 449.), on the recent elevation of the coast of Chile.

Early in the spring of 1837 (March 6th) he left Cambridge for London,

and a week later he was settled in lodgings at 36 Great Marlborough

Street; and except for a "short visit to Shrewsbury" in June, he worked

on till September, being almost entirely employed on his 'Journal.'

He found time, however, for two papers at the Geological Society. ("A

sketch of the deposits containing extinct mammalia in the neighbourhood

of the Plata," 'Geol. Soc. Proc.' ii. 1838, pages 542-544; and "On

certain areas of elevation and subsidence in the Pacific and Indian

oceans, as deduced from the study of coral formations." 'Geol. Soc.

Proc' ii. 1838, pages 552- 554.)

He writes of his work to Fox (March, 1837):--

"In your last letter you urge me to get ready THE book. I am now hard at

work and give up everything else for it. Our plan is as follows: Captain

Fitz-Roy writes two volumes out of the materials collected during

the last voyage under Capt. King to Tierra del Fuego, and during our

circumnavigation. I am to have the third volume, in which I intend

giving a kind of journal of a naturalist, not following, however, always

the order of time, but rather the order of position. The habits of

animals will occupy a large portion, sketches of the geology,

the appearance of the country, and personal details will make the

hodge-podge complete. Afterwards I shall write an account of the geology

in detail, and draw up some zoological papers. So that I have plenty of

work for the next year or two, and till that is finished I will have no

holidays."

Another letter to Fox (July) gives an account of the progress of his

work:--

"I gave myself a holiday and a visit to Shrewsbury [in June], as I had

finished my Journal. I shall now be very busy in filling up gaps and

getting it quite ready for the press by the first of August. I shall

always feel respect for every one who has written a book, let it be what

it may, for I had no idea of the trouble which trying to write common

English could cost one. And, alas, there yet remains the worst part of

all, correcting the press. As soon as ever that is done I must put my

shoulder to the wheel and commence at the Geology. I have read some

short papers to the Geological Society, and they were favourably

received by the great guns, and this gives me much confidence, and I

hope not a very great deal of vanity, though I confess I feel too often

like a peacock admiring his tail. I never expected that my Geology would

ever have been worth the consideration of such men as Lyell, who has

been to me, since my return, a most active friend. My life is a very

busy one at present, and I hope may ever remain so; though Heaven knows

there are many serious drawbacks to such a life, and chief amongst them

is the little time it allows one for seeing one's natural friends. For

the last three years, I have been longing and longing to be living at

Shrewsbury, and after all now in the course of several months, I see

my dear good people at Shrewsbury for a week. Susan and Catherine have,

however, been staying with my brother here for some weeks, but they had

returned home before my visit."

[Besides the work already mentioned he had much to busy him in making

arrangements for the publication of the 'Zoology of the Voyage of the

"Beagle".' The following letters illustrate this subject.]

CHARLES DARWIN TO L. JENYNS. (Now Rev L. Blomefield.) 36 Great

Marlborough Street, April 10th, 1837.

Dear Jenyns,

During the last week several of the zoologists of this place have been

urging me to consider the possibility of publishing the 'Zoology of

the "Beagle's" Voyage' on some uniform plan. Mr. Macleay (William Sharp

Macleay was the son of Alexander Macleay, formerly Colonial Secretary

of New South Wales, and for many years Secretary of the Linnean Society.)

The son, who was a most zealous Naturalist, and had inherited from his

father a very large general collection of insects, made Entomology his

chief study, and gained great notoriety by his now forgotten "Quinary

System", set forth in the Second Part of his 'Horae Entomologicae,'

published in 1821.--[I am indebted to Rev. L. Blomefield for the

foregoing note.] has taken a great deal of interest in the subject, and

maintains that such a publication is very desirable, because it keeps

together a series of observations made respecting animals inhabiting the

same part of the world, and allows any future traveller taking them with

him. How far this facility of reference is of any consequence I am very

doubtful; but if such is the case, it would be more satisfactory to

myself to see the gleanings of my hands, after having passed through the

brains of other naturalists, collected together in one work. But such

considerations ought not to have much weight. The whole scheme is at

present merely floating in the air; but I was determined to let you

know, as I should much like to know what you think about it, and whether

you would object to supply descriptions of the fish to such a

work instead of to 'Transactions.' I apprehend the whole will be

impracticable, without Government will aid in engraving the plates, and

this I fear is a mere chance, only I think I can put in a strong claim,

and get myself well backed by the naturalists of this place, who nearly

all take a good deal of interest in my collections. I mean to-morrow

to see Mr. Yarrell; if he approves, I shall begin and take more active

steps; for I hear he is most prudent and most wise. It is scarcely any

use speculating about any plan, but I thought of getting subscribers and

publishing the work in parts (as long as funds would last, for I myself

will not lose money by it). In such case, whoever had his own part ready

on any order might publish it separately (and ultimately the parts might

be sold separately), so that no one should be delayed by the other. The

plan would resemble, on a humble scale, Ruppel's 'Atlas,' or Humboldt's

'Zoologie,' where Latreille, Cuvier, etc., wrote different parts. I

myself should have little to do with it; excepting in some orders

adding habits and ranges, etc., and geographical sketches, and perhaps

afterwards some descriptions of invertebrate animals...

I am working at my Journal; it gets on slowly, though I am not idle. I

thought Cambridge a bad place from good dinners and other temptations,

but I find London no better, and I fear it may grow worse. I have a

capital friend in Lyell, and see a great deal of him, which is very

advantageous to me in discussing much South American geology. I miss a

walk in the country very much; this London is a vile smoky place, where

a man loses a great part of the best enjoyments in life. But I see no

chance of escaping, even for a week, from this prison for a long time

to come. I fear it will be some time before we shall meet; for I suppose

you will not come up here during the spring, and I do not think I shall

be able to go down to Cambridge. How I should like to have a good walk

along the Newmarket road to-morrow, but Oxford Street must do instead. I

do hate the streets of London. Will you tell Henslow to be careful with

the EDIBLE fungi from Tierra del Fuego, for I shall want some specimens

for Mr. Brown, who seems PARTICULARLY interested about them. Tell

Henslow, I think my silicified wood has unflintified Mr. Brown's heart,

for he was very gracious to me, and talked about the Galapagos plants;

but before he never would say a word. It is just striking twelve

o'clock; so I will wish you a very good night.

My dear Jenyns, Yours most truly, CHARLES DARWIN.

[A few weeks later the plan seems to have been matured, and the idea of

seeking Government aid to have been adopted.]

CHARLES DARWIN TO J.S. HENSLOW. 36 Great Marlborough Street, [18th May,

1837].

My dear Henslow,

I was very glad to receive your letter. I wanted much to hear how you

were getting on with your manifold labours. Indeed I do not wonder your

head began to ache; it is almost a wonder you have any head left. Your

account of the Gamlingay expedition was cruelly tempting, but I cannot

anyhow leave London. I wanted to pay my good, dear people at Shrewsbury

a visit of a few days, but I found I could not manage it; at present I

am waiting for the signatures of the Duke of Somerset, as President of

the Linnean, and of Lord Derby and Whewell, to a statement of the value

of my collection; the instant I get this I shall apply to Government for

assistance in engraving, and so publish the 'Zoology' on some uniform

plan. It is quite ridiculous the time any operation requires which

depends on many people.

I have been working very steadily, but have only got two-thirds through

the Journal part alone. I find, though I remain daily many hours at

work, the progress is very slow: it is an awful thing to say to oneself,

every fool and every clever man in England, if he chooses, may make as

many ill-natured remarks as he likes on this unfortunate sentence....

In August he writes to Henslow to announce the success of the scheme

for the publication of the 'Zoology of the Voyage of the "Beagle",'

through the promise of a grant of 1000 pounds from the Treasury: "I

have delayed writing to you, to thank you most sincerely for having so

effectually managed my affair. I waited till I had an interview with the

Chancellor of the Exchequer (T. Spring Rice.). He appointed to see me

this morning, and I had a long conversation with him, Mr. Peacock being

present. Nothing could be more thoroughly obliging and kind than his

whole manner. He made no sort of restriction, but only told me to make

the most of [the] money, which of course I am right willing to do.

"I expected rather an awful interview, but I never found anything less

so in my life. It will be my fault if I do not make a good work; but I

sometimes take an awful fright that I have not materials enough. It will

be excessively satisfactory at the end of some two years to find all

materials made the most they were capable of."

Later in the autumn he wrote to Henslow: "I have not been very well of

late, with an uncomfortable palpitation of the heart, and my doctors

urge me STRONGLY to knock off all work, and go and live in the country

for a few weeks." He accordingly took a holiday of about a month at

Shrewsbury and Maer, and paid a visit in the Isle of Wight. It was, I

believe, during this visit, at Mr. Wedgwood's house at Maer, that he

made his first observations on the work done by earthworms, and late

in the autumn he read a paper on the subject at the Geological Society.

("On the formation of mould," 'Geol. Soc. Proc.' ii. 1838, pages

574-576.) During these two months he was also busy preparing the scheme

of the 'Zoology of the Voyage of the "Beagle",' and in beginning to put

together the Geological results of his travels.

The following letter refers to the proposal that he should take the

Secretaryship of the Geological Society.]

CHARLES DARWIN TO J.S. HENSLOW. October 14th, [1837].

My dear Henslow,

...I am much obliged to you for your message about the Secretaryship. I

am exceedingly anxious for you to hear my side of the question, and will

you be so kind as afterwards to give me your fair judgment. The subject

has haunted me all summer. I am unwilling to undertake the office for

the following reasons: First, my entire ignorance of English Geology, a

knowledge of which would be almost necessary in order to shorten many

of the papers before reading them before the Society, or rather to

know what parts to skip. Again, my ignorance of all languages, and

not knowing how to pronounce a SINGLE word of French--a language so

perpetually quoted. It would be disgraceful to the Society to have a

Secretary who could not read French. Secondly, the loss of time; pray

consider that I should have to look after the artists, superintend and

furnish materials for the Government work, which will come out in parts,

and which must appear regularly. All my Geological notes are in a very

rough state; none of my fossil shells worked up; and I have much to

read. I have had hopes, by giving up society and not wasting an hour,

that I should finish my Geology in a year and a half, by which time the

description of the higher animals by others would be completed, and my

whole time would then necessarily be required to complete myself

the description of the invertebrate ones. If this plan fails, as the

Government work must go on, the Geology would necessarily be deferred

till probably at least three years from this time. In the present state

of the science, a great part of the utility of the little I have done

would be lost, and all freshness and pleasure quite taken from me.

I know from experience the time required to make abstracts EVEN of my

own papers for the 'Proceedings.' If I was Secretary, and had to make

double abstracts of each paper, studying them before reading, and

attendance would AT LEAST cost me three days (and often more) in the

fortnight. There are likewise other accidental and contingent losses of

time; I know Dr. Royle found the office consumed much of his time. If by

merely giving up any amusement, or by working harder than I have done,

I could save time, I would undertake the Secretaryship; but I appeal to

you whether, with my slow manner of writing, with two works in hand, and

with the certainty, if I cannot complete the Geological part within

a fixed period, that its publication must be retarded for a very long

time,--whether any Society whatever has any claim on me for three days'

disagreeable work every fortnight. I cannot agree that it is a duty on

my part, as a follower of science, as long as I devote myself to the

completion of the work I have in hand, to delay that, by undertaking

what may be done by any person who happens to have more spare time than

I have at present. Moreover, so early in my scientific life, with

so very much as I have to learn, the office, though no doubt a great

honour, etc., for me, would be the more burdensome. Mr. Whewell (I know

very well), judging from himself, will think I exaggerate the time the

Secretaryship would require; but I absolutely know the time which with

me the simplest writing consumes. I do not at all like appearing so

selfish as to refuse Mr. Whewell, more especially as he has always

shown, in the kindest manner, an interest in my affairs. But I cannot

look forward with even tolerable comfort to undertaking an office

without entering on it heart and soul, and that would be impossible with

the Government work and the Geology in hand.

My last objection is, that I doubt how far my health will stand the

confinement of what I have to do, without any additional work. I merely

repeat, that you may know I am not speaking idly, that when I consulted

Dr. Clark in town, he at first urged me to give up entirely all writing

and even correcting press for some weeks. Of late anything which

flurries me completely knocks me up afterwards, and brings on a violent

palpitation of the heart. Now the Secretaryship would be a periodical

source of more annoying trouble to me than all the rest of the fortnight

put together. In fact, till I return to town, and see how I get on, if

I wished the office ever so much, I COULD not say I would positively

undertake it. I beg of you to excuse this very long prose all about

myself, but the point is one of great interest. I can neither bear to

think myself very selfish and sulky, nor can I see the possibility of my

taking the Secretaryship without making a sacrifice of all my plans and

a good deal of comfort.

If you see Whewell, would you tell him the substance of this letter; or,

if he will take the trouble, he may read it. My dear Henslow, I appeal

to you in loco parentis. Pray tell me what you think? But do not judge

me by the activity of mind which you and a few others possess, for in

that case the more difficult things in hand the pleasanter the work;

but, though I hope I never shall be idle, such is not the case with me.

Ever, dear Henslow, Yours most truly, C. DARWIN.

[He ultimately accepted the post, and held it for three years--from

February 16, 1838, to February 19, 1841.

After being assured of the Grant for the publication of the 'Zoology of

the Voyage of the "Beagle",' there was much to be done in arranging the

scheme of publication, and this occupied him during part of October and

November.]

CHARLES DARWIN TO J.S. HENSLOW. [4th November, 1837.]

My dear Henslow,

...Pray tell Leonard (Rev. L. Jenyns.) that my Government work is

going on smoothly, and I hope will be prosperous. He will see in the

Prospectus his name attached to the fish; I set my shoulders to the

work with a good heart. I am very much better than I was during the

last month before my Shrewsbury visit. I fear the Geology will take me

a great deal of time; I was looking over one set of notes, and the

quantity I found I had to read, for that one place was frightful. If I

live till I am eighty years old I shall not cease to marvel at finding

myself an author; in the summer before I started, if any one had told me

that I should have been an angel by this time, I should have thought it

an equal impossibility. This marvellous transformation is all owing to

you.

I am sorry to find that a good many errata are left in the part of my

volume, which is printed. During my absence Mr. Colburn employed some

goose to revise, and he has multiplied, instead of diminishing my

oversights; but for all that, the smooth paper and clear type has

a charming appearance, and I sat the other evening gazing in silent

admiration at the first page of my own volume, when I received it from

the printers!

Good-bye, my dear Henslow, C. DARWIN.

1838.

[From the beginning of this year to nearly the end of June, he was

busily employed on the zoological and geological results of his voyage.

This spell of work was interrupted only by a visit of three days to

Cambridge, in May; and even this short holiday was taken in consequence

of failing health, as we may assume from the entry in his diary: "May

1st, unwell," and from a letter to his sister (May 16, 1838), when he

wrote:--

"My trip of three days to Cambridge has done me such wonderful good, and

filled my limbs with such elasticity, that I must get a little work

out of my body before another holiday." This holiday seems to have been

thoroughly enjoyed; he wrote to his sister:--

"Now for Cambridge: I stayed at Henslow's house and enjoyed my visit

extremely. My friends gave me a most cordial welcome. Indeed, I was

quite a lion there. Mrs. Henslow unfortunately was obliged to go on

Friday for a visit in the country. That evening we had at Henslow's a

brilliant party of all the geniuses in Cambridge, and a most remarkable

set of men they most assuredly are. On Saturday I rode over to L.

Jenyns', and spent the morning with him. I found him very cheerful, but

bitterly complaining of his solitude. On Saturday evening dined at one

of the Colleges, played at bowls on the College Green after dinner,

and was deafened with nightingales singing. Sunday, dined in Trinity;

capital dinner, and was very glad to sit by Professor Lee (Samuel

Lee, of Queens', was Professor of Arabic from 1819 to 1831, and Regius

Professor of Hebrew from 1831 to 1848.)...; I find him a very pleasant

chatting man, and in high spirits like a boy, at having lately returned

from a living or a curacy, for seven years in Somersetshire, to

civilised society and oriental manuscripts. He had exchanged his living

to one within fourteen miles of Cambridge, and seemed perfectly happy.

In the evening attended Trinity Chapel, and heard 'The Heavens are

telling the Glory of God,' in magnificent style; the last chorus seemed

to shake the very walls of the College. After chapel a large party in

Sedgwick's rooms. So much for my Annals."

He started, towards the end of June, on his expedition to Glen Roy, of

which he writes to Fox: "I have not been very well of late, which has

suddenly determined me to leave London earlier than I had anticipated. I

go by the steam-packet to Edinburgh,--take a solitary walk on Salisbury

Craigs, and call up old thoughts of former times, then go on to Glasgow

and the great valley of Inverness, near which I intend stopping a week

to geologise the parallel roads of Glen Roy, thence to Shrewsbury, Maer

for one day, and London for smoke, ill-health and hard work."

He spent "eight good days" over the Parallel Roads. His Essay on this

subject was written out during the same summer, and published by the

Royal Society. ('Phil. Trans.' 1839, pages 39-82.) He wrote in his

Pocket Book: "September 6 [1838]. Finished the paper on 'Glen Roy,' one

of the most difficult and instructive tasks I was ever engaged on." It

will be remembered that in his 'Recollections' he speaks of this paper

as a failure, of which he was ashamed.

At the time at which he wrote, the latest theory of the formation of

the Parallel Roads was that of Sir Lauder Dick and Dr. Macculloch, who

believed that lakes had anciently existed in Glen Roy, caused by dams

of rock or alluvium. In arguing against this theory he conceived that he

had disproved the admissibility of any lake theory, but in this point

he was mistaken. He wrote (Glen Roy paper, page 49) "the conclusion is

inevitable, that no hypothesis founded on the supposed existence of a

sheet of water confined by BARRIERS, that is a lake, can be admitted as

solving the problematical origin of the parallel roads of Lochaber."

Mr. Archibald Geikie has been so good as to allow me to quote a passage

from a letter addressed to me (November 19, 1884) in compliance with my

request for his opinion on the character of my father's Glen Roy work:--

"Mr. Darwin's 'Glen Roy' paper, I need not say, is marked by all his

characteristic acuteness of observation and determination to consider

all possible objections. It is a curious example, however, of the danger

of reasoning by a method of exclusion in Natural Science. Finding that

the waters which formed the terraces in the Glen Roy region could not

possibly have been dammed back by barriers of rock or of detritus, he

saw no alternative but to regard them as the work of the sea. Had the

idea of transient barriers of glacier-ice occurred to him, he would have

found the difficulties vanish from the lake-theory which he opposed,

and he would not have been unconsciously led to minimise the altogether

overwhelming objections to the supposition that the terraces are of

marine origin."

It may be added that the idea of the barriers being formed by glaciers

could hardly have occurred to him, considering what was the state of

knowledge at the time, and bearing in mind his want of opportunities of

observing glacial action on a large scale.

The latter half of July was passed at Shrewsbury and Maer. The only

entry of any interest is one of being "very idle" at Shrewsbury, and of

opening "a note-book connected with metaphysical inquiries." In August

he records that he read "a good deal of various amusing books, and paid

some attention to metaphysical subjects."

The work done during the remainder of the year comprises the book

on coral reefs (begun in October), and some work on the phenomena of

elevation in S. America.]

CHARLES DARWIN TO C. LYELL. 36 Great Marlborough Street, August 9th

[1838].

My dear Lyell,

I do not write to you at Norwich, for I thought I should have more to

say, if I waited a few more days. Very many thanks for the present of

your 'Elements,' which I received (and I believe the VERY FIRST copy

distributed) together with your note. I have read it through every word,

and am full of admiration of it, and, as I now see no geologist, I must

talk to you about it. There is no pleasure in reading a book if one

cannot have a good talk over it; I repeat, I am full of admiration

of it, it is as clear as daylight, in fact I felt in many parts some

mortification at thinking how geologists have laboured and struggled at

proving what seems, as you have put it, so evidently probable. I read

with much interest your sketch of the secondary deposits; you have

contrived to make it quite "juicy," as we used to say as children of a

good story. There was also much new to me, and I have to copy out some

fifty notes and references. It must do good, the heretics against common

sense must yield...By the way, do you recollect my telling you how much

I disliked the manner -- referred to his other works, as much as to say,

"You must, ought, and shall buy everything I have written." To my mind,

you have somehow quite avoided this; your references only seem to say,

"I can't tell you all in this work, else I would, so you must go to the

'Principles'"; and many a one, I trust, you will send there, and make

them, like me, adorers of the good science of rock-breaking. You will

see I am in a fit of enthusiasm, and good cause I have to be, when I

find you have made such infinitely more use of my Journal than I could

have anticipated. I will say no more about the book, for it is all

praise. I must, however, admire the elaborate honesty with which you

quote the words of all living and dead geologists.

My Scotch expedition answered brilliantly; my trip in the steam-packet

was absolutely pleasant, and I enjoyed the spectacle, wretch that I am,

of two ladies, and some small children quite sea-sick, I being well.

Moreover, on my return from Glasgow to Liverpool, I triumphed in a

similar manner over some full-grown men. I stayed one whole day in

Edinburgh, or more truly on Salisbury Craigs; I want to hear some day

what you think about that classical ground,--the structure was to me new

and rather curious,--that is, if I understand it right. I crossed from

Edinburgh in gigs and carts (and carts without springs, as I never shall

forget) to Loch Leven. I was disappointed in the scenery, and reached

Glen Roy on Saturday evening, one week after leaving Marlborough Street.

Here I enjoyed five [?] days of the most beautiful weather with gorgeous

sunsets, and all nature looking as happy as I felt. I wandered over

the mountains in all directions, and examined that most extraordinary

district. I think, without any exceptions, not even the first volcanic

island, the first elevated beach, or the passage of the Cordillera, was

so interesting to me as this week. It is far the most remarkable area

I ever examined. I have fully convinced myself (after some doubting at

first) that the shelves are sea-beaches, although I could not find a

trace of a shell; and I think I can explain away most, if not all, the

difficulties. I found a piece of a road in another valley, not hitherto

observed, which is important; and I have some curious facts about

erratic blocks, one of which was perched up on a peak 2200 feet above

the sea. I am now employed in writing a paper on the subject, which I

find very amusing work, excepting that I cannot anyhow condense it into

reasonable limits. At some future day I hope to talk over some of the

conclusions with you, which the examination of Glen Roy has led me to.

Now I have had my talk out, I am much easier, for I can assure you Glen

Roy has astonished me.

I am living very quietly, and therefore pleasantly, and am crawling on

slowly but steadily with my work. I have come to one conclusion,

which you will think proves me to be a very sensible man, namely, that

whatever you say proves right; and as a proof of this, I am coming into

your way of only working about two hours at a spell; I then go out and

do my business in the streets, return and set to work again, and thus

make two separate days out of one. The new plan answers capitally; after

the second half day is finished I go and dine at the Athenaeum like a

gentleman, or rather like a lord, for I am sure the first evening I sat

in that great drawing-room, all on a sofa by myself, I felt just like a

duke. I am full of admiration at the Athenaeum, one meets so many people

there that one likes to see. The very first time I dined there (i.e.

last week) I met Dr. Fitton (W.H. Fitton (1780-1861) was a physician

and geologist, and sometime president of the Geological Society. He

established the 'Proceedings,' a mode of publication afterwards

adopted by other societies.) at the door, and he got together quite a

party--Robert Brown, who is gone to Paris and Auvergne, Macleay [?] and

Dr. Boott. (Francis Boott (1792-1863) is chiefly known as a botanist

through his work on the genus Carex. He was also well-known in

connection with the Linnean Society of which he was for many years an

office-bearer. He is described (in a biographical sketch published

in the "Gardener's Chronicle", 1864) as having been one of the first

physicians in London who gave up the customary black coat, knee-breeches

and silk stockings, and adopted the ordinary dress of the period, a

blue coat with brass buttons, and a buff waiscoat, a costume which he

continued to wear to the last. After giving up practice, which he

did early in life, he spent much of his time in acts of unpretending

philanthropy.) Your helping me into the Athenaeum has not been thrown

away, and I enjoy it the more because I fully expected to detest it.

I am writing you a most unmerciful letter, but I shall get Owen to take

it to Newcastle. If you have a mind to be a very generous man you will

write to me from Kinnordy (The house of Lyell's father.), and tell me

some Newcastle news, as well as about the Craig, and about yourself and

Mrs. Lyell, and everything else in the world. I will send by Hall the

'Entomological Transactions,' which I have borrowed for you; you will be

disappointed in --'s papers, that is if you suppose my dear friend has

a single clear idea upon any one subject. He has so involved recent

insects and true fossil insects in one table that I fear you will not

make much out of it, though it is a subject which ought I should

think to come into the 'Principles.' You will be amused at some of the

ridiculo-sublime passages in the papers, and no doubt will feel acutely

a sneer there is at yourself. I have heard from more than one quarter

that quarrelling is expected at Newcastle (At the meeting of the British

Association.); I am sorry to hear it. I met old -- this evening at the

Athenaeum, and he muttered something about writing to you or some one on

the subject; I am however all in the dark. I suppose, however, I shall

be illuminated, for I am going to dine with him in a few days, as my

inventive powers failed in making any excuse. A friend of mine dined

with him the other day, a party of four, and they finished ten bottles

of wine--a pleasant prospect for me; but I am determined not even to

taste his wine, partly for the fun of seeing his infinite disgust and

surprise...

I pity you the infliction of this most unmerciful letter. Pray remember

me most kindly to Mrs. Lyell when you arrive at Kinnordy. I saw her name

in the landlord's book of Inverorum. Tell Mrs. Lyell to read the

second series of 'Mr. Slick of Slickville's Sayings.'...He almost beats

"Samivel," that prince of heroes. Goodnight, my dear Lyell; you will

think I have been drinking some strong drink to write so much nonsense,

but I did not even taste Minerva's small beer to-day.

Yours most sincerely, CHAS. DARWIN.

CHARLES DARWIN TO C. LYELL. Friday night, September 13th [1838].

My dear Lyell,

I was astonished and delighted at your gloriously long letter, and I am

sure I am very much obliged to Mrs. Lyell for having taken the trouble

to write so much. (Lyell dictated much of his correspondence.) I mean to

have a good hour's enjoyment and scribble away to you, who have so much

geological sympathy that I do not care how egotistically I write...

I have got so much to say about all sorts of trifling things that I

hardly know what to begin about. I need not say how pleased I am to hear

that Mr. Lyell (Father of the geologist.) likes my Journal. To hear

such tidings is a kind of resurrection, for I feel towards my first-born

child as if it had long since been dead, buried, and forgotten; but the

past is nothing and the future everything to us geologists, as you show

in your capital motto to the 'Elements.' By the way, have you read

the article, in the 'Edinburgh Review,' on M. Comte, 'Cours de la

Philosophie' (or some such title)? It is capital; there are some fine

sentences about the very essence of science being prediction, which

reminded me of "its law being progress."

I will now begin and go through your letter seriatim. I dare say your

plan of putting the Elie de Beaumont's chapter separately and early will

be very good; anyhow, it is showing a bold front in the first edition

which is to be translated into French. It will be a curious point to

geologists hereafter to note how long a man's name will support a theory

so completely exposed as that of De Beaumont's has been by you; you

say you "begin to hope that the great principles there insisted on will

stand the test of time." BEGIN TO HOPE: why, the POSSIBILITY of a

doubt has never crossed my mind for many a day. This may be very

unphilosophical, but my geological salvation is staked on it. After

having just come back from Glen Roy, and found how difficulties smooth

away under your principles, it makes me quite indignant that you should

talk of HOPING. With respect to the question, how far my coral theory

bears on De Beaumont's theory, I think it would be prudent to quote me

with great caution until my whole account is published, and then

you (and others) can judge how far there is foundation for such

generalisation. Mind, I do not doubt its truth; but the extension of

any view over such large spaces, from comparatively few facts, must be

received with much caution. I do not myself the least doubt that

within the recent (or as you, much to my annoyment, would call it, "New

Pliocene") period, tortuous bands--not all the bands parallel to each

other--have been elevated and corresponding ones subsided, though within

the same period some parts probably remained for a time stationary, or

even subsided. I do not believe a more utterly false view could have

been invented than great straight lines being suddenly thrown up.

When my book on Volcanoes and Coral Reefs will be published I hardly

know; I fear it will be at least four or five months; though, mind,

the greater part is written. I find so much time is lost in correcting

details and ascertaining their accuracy. The Government Zoological work

is a millstone round my neck, and the Glen Roy paper has lost me six

weeks. I will not, however, say lost; for, supposing I can prove to

others' satisfaction what I have convinced myself is the case, the

inference I think you will allow to be important. I cannot doubt that

the molten matter beneath the earth's crust possesses a high degree of

fluidity, almost like the sea beneath the block ice. By the way, I hope

you will give me some Swedish case to quote, of shells being preserved

on the surface, but not in contemporaneous beds of gravel...

Remember what I have often heard you say: the country is very bad

for the intellects; the Scotch mists will put out some volcanic

speculations. You see I am affecting to become very Cockneyfied, and to

despise the poor country-folk, who breath fresh air instead of smoke,

and see the goodly fields instead of the brick houses in Marlborough

Street, the very sight of which I confess I abhor. I am glad to hear

what a favourable report you give of the British Association. I am the

more pleased because I have been fighting its battles with Basil Hall,

Stokes, and several others, having made up my mind, from the report in

the "Athenaeum", that it must have been an excellent meeting. I have

been much amused with an account I have received of the wars of Don

Roderick (Murchison.) and Babbage. What a grievous pity it is that the

latter should be so implacable...This is a most rigmarole letter, for

after each sentence I take breath, and you will have need of it in

reading it...

I wish with all my heart that my Geological book was out. I have every

motive to work hard, and will, following your steps, work just that

degree of hardness to keep well. I should like my volume to be out

before your new edition of 'Principles' appears. Besides the Coral

theory, the volcanic chapters will, I think, contain some new facts.

I have lately been sadly tempted to be idle--that is, as far as pure

geology is concerned--by the delightful number of new views which

have been coming in thickly and steadily,--on the classification and

affinities and instincts of animals--bearing on the question of species.

Note-book after note-book has been filled with facts which begin to

group themselves CLEARLY under sub-laws.

Good night, my dear Lyell. I have filled my letter and enjoyed my talk

to you as much as I can without having you in propria persona. Think of

the bad effects of the country--so once more good night.

Ever yours, CHAS. DARWIN.

Pray again give my best thanks to Mrs. Lyell.

[The record of what he wrote during the year does not give a true index

of the most important work that was in progress,--the laying of the

foundation-stones of what was to be the achievement of his life. This is

shown in the foregoing letter to Lyell, where he speaks of being "idle,"

and the following extract from a letter to Fox, written in June, is of

interest in this point of view:

"I am delighted to hear you are such a good man as not to have forgotten

my questions about the crossing of animals. It is my prime hobby, and

I really think some day I shall be able to do something in that most

intricate subject, species and varieties."]

1839-1841.

[In the winter of 1839 (January 29) my father was married to his cousin,

Emma Wedgwood. (Daughter of Josiah Wedgwood of Maer, and grand-daughter

of the founder of the Etruria Pottery Works.) The house in which they

lived for the first few years of their married life, No. 12 Upper Gower

Street, was a small common-place London house, with a drawing-room in

front, and a small room behind, in which they lived for the sake of

quietness. In later years my father used to laugh over the surpassing

ugliness of the furniture, carpets, etc., of the Gower Street house. The

only redeeming feature was a better garden than most London houses have,

a strip as wide as the house, and thirty yards long. Even this small

space of dingy grass made their London house more tolerable to its two

country-bred inhabitants.

Of his life in London he writes to Fox (October 1839): "We are living

a life of extreme quietness; Delamere itself, which you describe as so

secluded a spot, is, I will answer for it, quite dissipated compared

with Gower Street. We have given up all parties, for they agree with

neither of us; and if one is quiet in London, there is nothing like

its quietness--there is a grandeur about its smoky fogs, and the dull

distant sounds of cabs and coaches; in fact you may perceive I am

becoming a thorough-paced Cockney, and I glory in thoughts that I shall

be here for the next six months."

The entries of ill health in the Diary increase in number during

these years, and as a consequence the holidays become longer and more

frequent. From April 26 to May 13, 1839, he was at Maer and Shrewsbury.

Again, from August 23 to October 2 he was away from London at

Maer, Shrewsbury, and at Birmingham for the meeting of the British

Association.

The entry under August 1839 is: "During my visit to Maer, read a little,

was much unwell and scandalously idle. I have derived this much good,

that NOTHING is so intolerable as idleness."

At the end of 1839 his eldest child was born, and it was then that he

began his observations ultimately published in the 'Expression of the

Emotions.' His book on this subject, and the short paper published in

'Mind,' (July 1877.) show how closely he observed his child. He seems to

have been surprised at his own feelings for a young baby, for he wrote

to Fox (July 1840): "He [i.e. the baby] is so charming that I cannot

pretend to any modesty. I defy anybody to flatter us on our baby, for

I defy any one to say anything in its praise of which we are not fully

conscious...I had not the smallest conception there was so much in a

five-month baby. You will perceive by this that I have a fine degree of

paternal fervour."

During these years he worked intermittently at 'Coral Reefs,' being

constantly interrupted by ill health. Thus he speaks of "recommencing"

the subject in February 1839, and again in the October of the same year,

and once more in July 1841, "after more than thirteen months' interval."

His other scientific work consisted of a contribution to the Geological

Society ('Geol. Soc. Proc.' iii. 1842, and 'Geol. Soc. Trans.' vi), on

the boulders and "till" of South America, as well as a few other

minor papers on geological subjects. He also worked busily at the

ornithological part of the Zoology of the "Beagle", i.e. the notice of

the habits and ranges of the birds which were described by Gould.]

CHARLES DARWIN TO C. LYELL. Wednesday morning [February 1840].

My dear Lyell,

Many thanks for your kind note. I will send for the "Scotsman". Dr.

Holland thinks he has found out what is the matter with me, and now

hopes he shall be able to set me going again. Is it not mortifying, it

is now nine weeks since I have done a whole day's work, and not more

than four half days. But I won't grumble any more, though it is hard

work to prevent doing so. Since receiving your note I have read over my

chapter on Coral, and find I am prepared to stand by almost everything;

it is much more cautiously and accurately written than I thought. I had

set my heart upon having my volume completed before your new edition,

but not, you may believe me, for you to notice anything new in it (for

there is very little besides details), but you are the one man in Europe

whose opinion of the general truth of a toughish argument I should be

always most anxious to hear. My MS. is in such confusion, otherwise I

am sure you should most willingly if it had been worth your while, have

looked at any part you choose....

[In a letter to Fox (January 1841) he shows that his "Species work" was

still occupying his mind:--

"If you attend at all to Natural History I send you this P.S. as a

memento, that I continue to collect all kinds of facts about 'Varieties

and Species,' for my some-day work to be so entitled; the smallest

contributions thankfully accepted; descriptions of offspring of all

crosses between all domestic birds and animals, dogs, cats, etc., etc.,

very valuable. Don't forget, if your half-bred African cat should die

that I should be very much obliged for its carcase sent up in a little

hamper for the skeleton; it, or any cross-bred pigeons, fowl, duck,

etc., etc., will be more acceptable than the finest haunch of venison,

or the finest turtle."

Later in the year (September) he writes to Fox about his health, and

also with reference to his plan of moving into the country:--

"I have steadily been gaining ground, and really believe now I shall

some day be quite strong. I write daily for a couple of hours on my

Coral volume, and take a little walk or ride every day. I grow very

tired in the evenings, and am not able to go out at that time, or hardly

to receive my nearest relations; but my life ceases to be burdensome now

that I can do something. We are taking steps to leave London, and live

about twenty miles from it on some railway."]

1842.

[The record of work includes his volume on 'Coral Reefs' (A notice of

the Coral Reef work appeared in the Geograph. Soc. Journal, xii., page

115.), the manuscript of which was at last sent to the printers in

January of this year, and the last proof corrected in May. He thus

writes of the work in his diary:--

"I commenced this work three years and seven months ago. Out of this

period about twenty months (besides work during "Beagle's" voyage) has

been spent on it, and besides it, I have only compiled the Bird part of

Zoology; Appendix to Journal, paper on Boulders, and corrected papers

on Glen Roy and earthquakes, reading on species, and rest all lost by

illness."

In May and June he was at Shrewsbury and Maer, whence he went on to make

the little tour in Wales, of which he spoke in his 'Recollections,' and

of which the results were published as "Notes on the effects produced by

the ancient glaciers of Caernarvonshire, and on the Boulders transported

by floating Ice." ('Philosophical Magazine,' 1842, page 352.)

Mr. Archibald Geikie speaks of this paper as standing "almost at the

top of the long list of English contributions to the history of the Ice

Age." (Charles Darwin, 'Nature' Series, page 23.)

The latter part of this year belongs to the period including the

settlement at Down, and is therefore dealt with in another chapter.]

CHAPTER 1.VIII. -- RELIGION.

[The history of this part of my father's life may justly include some

mention of his religious views. For although, as he points out, he did

not give continuous systematic thought to religious questions, yet we

know from his own words that about this time (1836-39) the subject was

much before his mind.]

In his published works he was reticent on the matter of religion,

and what he has left on the subject was not written with a view

to publication. (As an exception may be mentioned, a few words of

concurrence with Dr. Abbot's 'Truths for the Times,' which my father

allowed to be published in the "Index".)

I believe that his reticence arose from several causes. He felt

strongly that a man's religion is an essentially private matter, and

one concerning himself alone. This is indicated by the following extract

from a letter of 1879:--(Addressed to Mr. J. Fordyce, and published by

him in his 'Aspects of Scepticism,' 1883.)

"What my own views may be is a question of no consequence to any one

but myself. But, as you ask, I may state that my judgment often

fluctuates...In my most extreme fluctuations I have never been an

Atheist in the sense of denying the existence of a God. I think that

generally (and more and more as I grow older), but not always, that an

Agnostic would be the more correct description of my state of mind."

He naturally shrank from wounding the sensibilities of others in

religious matters, and he was also influenced by the consciousness

that a man ought not to publish on a subject to which he has not given

special and continuous thought. That he felt this caution to apply

to himself in the matter of religion is shown in a letter to Dr. F.E.

Abbot, of Cambridge, U.S. (September 6, 1871). After explaining that the

weakness arising from his bad health prevented him from feeling "equal

to deep reflection, on the deepest subject which can fill a man's mind,"

he goes on to say: "With respect to my former notes to you, I quite

forget their contents. I have to write many letters, and can reflect but

little on what I write; but I fully believe and hope that I have never

written a word, which at the time I did not think; but I think you will

agree with me, that anything which is to be given to the public ought to

be maturely weighed and cautiously put. It never occurred to me that you

would wish to print any extract from my notes: if it had, I would have

kept a copy. I put 'private' from habit, only as yet partially acquired,

from some hasty notes of mine having been printed, which were not in

the least degree worth printing, though otherwise unobjectionable. It is

simply ridiculous to suppose that my former note to you would be worth

sending to me, with any part marked which you desire to print; but

if you like to do so, I will at once say whether I should have any

objection. I feel in some degree unwilling to express myself publicly on

religious subjects, as I do not feel that I have thought deeply enough

to justify any publicity."

I may also quote from another letter to Dr. Abbot (November 16,

1871), in which my father gives more fully his reasons for not feeling

competent to write on religious and moral subjects:--

"I can say with entire truth that I feel honoured by your request that I

should become a contributor to the "Index", and am much obliged for the

draft. I fully, also, subscribe to the proposition that it is the duty

of every one to spread what he believes to be the truth; and I honour

you for doing so, with so much devotion and zeal. But I cannot comply

with your request for the following reasons; and excuse me for giving

them in some detail, as I should be very sorry to appear in your eyes

ungracious. My health is very weak: I NEVER pass 24 hours without many

hours of discomfort, when I can do nothing whatever. I have thus, also,

lost two whole consecutive months this season. Owing to this weakness,

and my head being often giddy, I am unable to master new subjects

requiring much thought, and can deal only with old materials. At no

time am I a quick thinker or writer: whatever I have done in science has

solely been by long pondering, patience and industry.

"Now I have never systematically thought much on religion in relation

to science, or on morals in relation to society; and without steadily

keeping my mind on such subjects for a LONG period, I am really

incapable of writing anything worth sending to the 'Index'."

He was more than once asked to give his views on religion, and he had,

as a rule, no objection to doing so in a private letter. Thus in answer

to a Dutch student he wrote (April 2, 1873):--

"I am sure you will excuse my writing at length, when I tell you that I

have long been much out of health, and am now staying away from my home

for rest.

"It is impossible to answer your question briefly; and I am not sure

that I could do so, even if I wrote at some length. But I may say that

the impossibility of conceiving that this grand and wondrous universe,

with our conscious selves, arose through chance, seems to me the chief

argument for the existence of God; but whether this is an argument of

real value, I have never been able to decide. I am aware that if we

admit a first cause, the mind still craves to know whence it came, and

how it arose. Nor can I overlook the difficulty from the immense amount

of suffering through the world. I am, also, induced to defer to a

certain extent to the judgment of the many able men who have fully

believed in God; but here again I see how poor an argument this is. The

safest conclusion seems to me that the whole subject is beyond the scope

of man's intellect; but man can do his duty."

Again in 1879 he was applied to by a German student, in a similar

manner. The letter was answered by a member of my father's family, who

wrote:--

"Mr. Darwin begs me to say that he receives so many letters, that he

cannot answer them all.

"He considers that the theory of Evolution is quite compatible with the

belief in a God; but that you must remember that different persons have

different definitions of what they mean by God."

This, however, did not satisfy the German youth, who again wrote to my

father, and received from him the following reply:--

"I am much engaged, an old man, and out of health, and I cannot spare

time to answer your questions fully,--nor indeed can they be answered.

Science has nothing to do with Christ, except in so far as the habit

of scientific research makes a man cautious in admitting evidence. For

myself, I do not believe that there ever has been any revelation. As

for a future life, every man must judge for himself between conflicting

vague probabilities."

The passages which here follow are extracts, somewhat abbreviated, from

a part of the Autobiography, written in 1876, in which my father gives

the history of his religious views:--

"During these two years (October 1836 to January 1839.) I was led to

think much about religion. Whilst on board the 'Beagle' I was quite

orthodox, and I remember being heartily laughed at by several of the

officers (though themselves orthodox) for quoting the Bible as an

unanswerable authority on some point of morality. I suppose it was the

novelty of the argument that amused them. But I had gradually come by

this time, i.e. 1836 to 1839, to see that the Old Testament was no more

to be trusted than the sacred books of the Hindoos. The question then

continually rose before my mind and would not be banished,--is it

credible that if God were now to make a revelation to the Hindoos, he

would permit it to be connected with the belief in Vishnu, Siva, etc.,

as Christianity is connected with the Old Testament? This appeared to me

utterly incredible.

"By further reflecting that the clearest evidence would be requisite

to make any sane man believe in the miracles by which Christianity is

supported,--and that the more we know of the fixed laws of nature the

more incredible do miracles become,--that the men at that time were

ignorant and credulous to a degree almost incomprehensible by us,--that

the Gospels cannot be proved to have been written simultaneously

with the events,--that they differ in many important details, far too

important, as it seemed to me, to be admitted as the usual inaccuracies

of eye-witnesses;--by such reflections as these, which I give not

as having the least novelty or value, but as they influenced me, I

gradually came to disbelieve in Christianity as a divine revelation. The

fact that many false religions have spread over large portions of the

earth like wild-fire had some weight with me.

"But I was very unwilling to give up my belief; I feel sure of this, for

I can well remember often and often inventing day-dreams of old letters

between distinguished Romans, and manuscripts being discovered at

Pompeii or elsewhere, which confirmed in the most striking manner all

that was written in the Gospels. But I found it more and more difficult,

with free scope given to my imagination, to invent evidence which would

suffice to convince me. Thus disbelief crept over me at a very slow

rate, but was at last complete. The rate was so slow that I felt no

distress.

"Although I did not think much about the existence of a personal God

until a considerably later period of my life, I will here give the vague

conclusions to which I have been driven. The old argument from design

in Nature, as given by Paley, which formerly seemed to me so conclusive,

fails, now that the law of natural selection has been discovered. We

can no longer argue that, for instance, the beautiful hinge of a bivalve

shell must have been made by an intelligent being, like the hinge of

a door by man. There seems to be no more design in the variability of

organic beings, and in the action of natural selection, than in the

course which the wind blows. But I have discussed this subject at the

end of my book on the 'Variations of Domesticated Animals and Plants'

(My father asks whether we are to believe that the forms are preordained

of the broken fragments of rock tumbled from a precipice which are

fitted together by man to build his houses. If not, why should

we believe that the variations of domestic animals or plants are

preordained for the sake of the breeder? "But if we give up the

principle in one case,... no shadow of reason can be assigned for the

belief that variations, alike in nature and the result of the same

general laws, which have been the groundwork through natural selection

of the formation of the most perfectly adapted animals in the world, man

included, were intentionally and specially guided."--'The Variation of

Animals and Plants,' 1st Edition volume ii. page 431.--F.D.), and the

argument there given has never, as far as I can see, been answered.

"But passing over the endless beautiful adaptations which we everywhere

meet with, it may be asked how can the generally beneficent arrangement

of the world be accounted for? Some writers indeed are so much impressed

with the amount of suffering in the world, that they doubt, if we look

to all sentient beings, whether there is more of misery or of happiness;

whether the world as a whole is a good or bad one. According to my

judgment happiness decidedly prevails, though this would be very

difficult to prove. If the truth of this conclusion be granted, it

harmonises well with the effects which we might expect from natural

selection. If all the individuals of any species were habitually to

suffer to an extreme degree, they would neglect to propagate their kind;

but we have no reason to believe that this has ever, or at least often

occurred. Some other considerations, moreover, lead to the belief that

all sentient beings have been formed so as to enjoy, as a general rule,

happiness.

"Everyone who believes, as I do, that all the corporeal and

mental organs (excepting those which are neither advantageous nor

disadvantageous to the possessor) of all beings have been developed

through natural selection, or the survival of the fittest, together

with use or habit, will admit that these organs have been formed so that

their possessors may compete successfully with other beings, and thus

increase in number. Now an animal may be led to pursue that course of

action which is most beneficial to the species by suffering, such

as pain, hunger, thirst, and fear; or by pleasure, as in eating and

drinking, and in the propagation of the species, etc.; or by both means

combined, as in the search for food. But pain or suffering of any kind,

if long continued, causes depression and lessens the power of action,

yet is well adapted to make a creature guard itself against any great

or sudden evil. Pleasurable sensations, on the other hand, may be long

continued without any depressing effect; on the contrary, they stimulate

the whole system to increased action. Hence it has come to pass that

most or all sentient beings have been developed in such a manner,

through natural selection, that pleasurable sensations serve as their

habitual guides. We see this in the pleasure from exertion, even

occasionally from great exertion of the body or mind,--in the pleasure

of our daily meals, and especially in the pleasure derived from

sociability, and from loving our families. The sum of such pleasures as

these, which are habitual or frequently recurrent, give, as I can hardly

doubt, to most sentient beings an excess of happiness over misery,

although many occasionally suffer much. Such suffering is quite

compatible with the belief in Natural Selection, which is not perfect

in its action, but tends only to render each species as successful

as possible in the battle for life with other species, in wonderfully

complex and changing circumstances.

"That there is much suffering in the world no one disputes. Some have

attempted to explain this with reference to man by imagining that it

serves for his moral improvement. But the number of men in the world

is as nothing compared with that of all other sentient beings, and

they often suffer greatly without any moral improvement. This very old

argument from the existence of suffering against the existence of an

intelligent First Cause seems to me a strong one; whereas, as just

remarked, the presence of much suffering agrees well with the view that

all organic beings have been developed through variation and natural

selection.

"At the present day the most usual argument for the existence of an

intelligent God is drawn from the deep inward conviction and feelings

which are experienced by most persons.

"Formerly I was led by feelings such as those just referred to (although

I do not think that the religious sentiment was ever strongly developed

in me), to the firm conviction of the existence of God, and of the

immortality of the soul. In my Journal I wrote that whilst standing in

the midst of the grandeur of a Brazilian forest, "it is not possible to

give an adequate idea of the higher feelings of wonder, admiration,

and devotion, which fill and elevate the mind." I well remember my

conviction that there is more in man than the mere breath of his body.

But now the grandest scenes would not cause any such convictions and

feelings to rise in my mind. It may be truly said that I am like a man

who has become colour-blind, and the universal belief by men of the

existence of redness makes my present loss of perception of not the

least value as evidence. This argument would be a valid one if all men

of all races had the same inward conviction of the existence of one

God; but we know that this is very far from being the case. Therefore I

cannot see that such inward convictions and feelings are of any weight

as evidence of what really exists. The state of mind which grand scenes

formerly excited in me, and which was intimately connected with a belief

in God, did not essentially differ from that which is often called

the sense of sublimity; and however difficult it may be to explain the

genesis of this sense, it can hardly be advanced as an argument for the

existence of God, any more than the powerful though vague and similar

feelings excited by music.

"With respect to immortality, nothing shows me [so clearly] how strong

and almost instinctive a belief it is, as the consideration of the view

now held by most physicists, namely, that the sun with all the planets

will in time grow too cold for life, unless indeed some great body

dashes into the sun, and thus gives it fresh life. Believing as I do

that man in the distant future will be a far more perfect creature than

he now is, it is an intolerable thought that he and all other sentient

beings are doomed to complete annihilation after such long-continued

slow progress. To those who fully admit the immortality of the human

soul, the destruction of our world will not appear so dreadful.

"Another source of conviction in the existence of God, connected with

the reason, and not with the feelings, impresses me as having much more

weight. This follows from the extreme difficulty or rather impossibility

of conceiving this immense and wonderful universe, including man with

his capacity of looking far backwards and far into futurity, as the

result of blind chance or necessity. When thus reflecting I feel

compelled to look to a First Cause having an intelligent mind in some

degree analogous to that of man; and I deserve to be called a Theist.

This conclusion was strong in my mind about the time, as far as I can

remember, when I wrote the 'Origin of Species;' and it is since that

time that it has very gradually, with many fluctuations, become weaker.

But then arises the doubt, can the mind of man, which has, as I fully

believe, been developed from a mind as low as that possessed by the

lowest animals, be trusted when it draws such grand conclusions?

"I cannot pretend to throw the least light on such abstruse problems.

The mystery of the beginning of all things is insoluble by us; and I for

one must be content to remain an Agnostic."

[The following letters repeat to some extent what has been given from

the Autobiography. The first one refers to 'The Boundaries of Science, a

Dialogue,' published in 'Macmillan's Magazine,' for July 1861.]

CHARLES DARWIN TO MISS JULIA WEDGWOOD. July 11 [1861].

Some one has sent us 'Macmillan'; and I must tell you how much I admire

your Article; though at the same time I must confess that I could not

clearly follow you in some parts, which probably is in main part due

to my not being at all accustomed to metaphysical trains of thought. I

think that you understand my book (The 'Origin of Species.') perfectly,

and that I find a very rare event with my critics. The ideas in the

last page have several times vaguely crossed my mind. Owing to several

correspondents I have been led lately to think, or rather to try to

think over some of the chief points discussed by you. But the result has

been with me a maze--something like thinking on the origin of evil, to

which you allude. The mind refuses to look at this universe, being what

it is, without having been designed; yet, where one would most expect

design, viz. in the structure of a sentient being, the more I think

on the subject, the less I can see proof of design. Asa Gray and some

others look at each variation, or at least at each beneficial variation

(which A. Gray would compare with the rain drops (Dr. Gray's rain-drop

metaphor occurs in the Essay 'Darwin and his Reviewers' ('Darwiniana,'

page 157): "The whole animate life of a country depends absolutely upon

the vegetation, the vegetation upon the rain. The moisture is furnished

by the ocean, is raised by the sun's heat from the ocean's surface, and

is wafted inland by the winds. But what multitudes of rain-drops fall

back into the ocean--are as much without a final cause as the incipient

varieties which come to nothing! Does it therefore follow that the rains

which are bestowed upon the soil with such rule and average regularity

were not designed to support vegetable and animal life?") which do not

fall on the sea, but on to the land to fertilize it) as having been

providentially designed. Yet when I ask him whether he looks at each

variation in the rock-pigeon, by which man has made by accumulation

a pouter or fantail pigeon, as providentially designed for man's

amusement, he does not know what to answer; and if he, or any one,

admits [that] these variations are accidental, as far as purpose is

concerned (of course not accidental as to their cause or origin); then I

can see no reason why he should rank the accumulated variations by which

the beautifully adapted woodpecker has been formed, as providentially

designed. For it would be easy to imagine the enlarged crop of the

pouter, or tail of the fantail, as of some use to birds, in a state of

nature, having peculiar habits of life. These are the considerations

which perplex me about design; but whether you will care to hear them, I

know not....

[On the subject of design, he wrote (July 1860) to Dr. Gray:

"One word more on 'designed laws' and 'undesigned results.' I see a bird

which I want for food, take my gun and kill it, I do this DESIGNEDLY.

An innocent and good man stands under a tree and is killed by a flash

of lightning. Do you believe (and I really should like to hear) that

God DESIGNEDLY killed this man? Many or most persons do believe this; I

can't and don't. If you believe so, do you believe that when a swallow

snaps up a gnat that God designed that that particular swallow should

snap up that particular gnat at that particular instant? I believe

that the man and the gnat are in the same predicament. If the death of

neither man nor gnat are designed, I see no good reason to believe that

their FIRST birth or production should be necessarily designed."]

CHARLES DARWIN TO W. GRAHAM. Down, July 3rd, 1881.

Dear Sir,

I hope that you will not think it intrusive on my part to thank you

heartily for the pleasure which I have derived from reading your

admirably written 'Creed of Science,' though I have not yet quite

finished it, as now that I am old I read very slowly. It is a very long

time since any other book has interested me so much. The work must have

cost you several years and much hard labour with full leisure for work.

You would not probably expect any one fully to agree with you on so many

abstruse subjects; and there are some points in your book which I cannot

digest. The chief one is that the existence of so-called natural laws

implies purpose. I cannot see this. Not to mention that many expect that

the several great laws will some day be found to follow inevitably from

some one single law, yet taking the laws as we now know them, and

look at the moon, where the law of gravitation--and no doubt of the

conservation of energy--of the atomic theory, etc. etc., hold good, and

I cannot see that there is then necessarily any purpose. Would there

be purpose if the lowest organisms alone, destitute of consciousness

existed in the moon? But I have had no practice in abstract reasoning,

and I may be all astray. Nevertheless you have expressed my inward

conviction, though far more vividly and clearly than I could have done,

that the Universe is not the result of chance. (The Duke of Argyll

('Good Words,' Ap. 1885, page 244) has recorded a few words on this

subject, spoken by my father in the last year of his life. "...in the

course of that conversation I said to Mr. Darwin, with reference to some

of his own remarkable works on the 'Fertilization of Orchids,' and

upon 'The Earthworms,' and various other observations he made of the

wonderful contrivances for certain purposes in nature--I said it was

impossible to look at these without seeing that they were the effect

and the expression of mind. I shall never forget Mr. Darwin's answer.

He looked at me very hard and said, 'Well, that often comes over me with

overwhelming force; but at other times,' and he shook his head vaguely,

adding, 'it seems to go away.'") But then with me the horrid doubt

always arises whether the convictions of man's mind, which has been

developed from the mind of the lower animals, are of any value or at all

trustworthy. Would any one trust in the convictions of a monkey's mind,

if there are any convictions in such a mind? Secondly, I think that I

could make somewhat of a case against the enormous importance which you

attribute to our greatest men; I have been accustomed to think, second,

third, and fourth rate men of very high importance, at least in the case

of Science. Lastly, I could show fight on natural selection having done

and doing more for the progress of civilization than you seem inclined

to admit. Remember what risk the nations of Europe ran, not so many

centuries ago of being overwhelmed by the Turks, and how ridiculous such

an idea now is! The more civilised so-called Caucasian races have beaten

the Turkish hollow in the struggle for existence. Looking to the world

at no very distant date, what an endless number of the lower races will

have been eliminated by the higher civilized races throughout the world.

But I will write no more, and not even mention the many points in your

work which have much interested me. I have indeed cause to apologise for

troubling you with my impressions, and my sole excuse is the excitement

in my mind which your book has aroused.

I beg leave to remain, Dear Sir, Yours faithfully and obliged, CHARLES

DARWIN.

[My father spoke little on these subjects, and I can contribute nothing

from my own recollection of his conversation which can add to the

impression here given of his attitude towards Religion. Some further

idea of his views may, however, be gathered from occasional remarks in

his letters.] (Dr. Aveling has published an account of a conversation

with my father. I think that the readers of this pamphlet ('The

Religious Views of Charles Darwin,' Free Thought Publishing Company,

1883) may be misled into seeing more resemblance than really existed

between the positions of my father and Dr. Aveling: and I say this

in spite of my conviction that Dr. Aveling gives quite fairly his

impressions of my father's views. Dr. Aveling tried to show that the

terms "Agnostic" and "Atheist" were practically equivalent--that an

atheist is one who, without denying the existence of God, is without

God, inasmuch as he is unconvinced of the existence of a Deity. My

father's replies implied his preference for the unaggressive attitude

of an Agnostic. Dr. Aveling seems (page 5) to regard the absence

of aggressiveness in my father's views as distinguishing them in an

unessential manner from his own. But, in my judgment, it is precisely

differences of this kind which distinguish him so completely from the

class of thinkers to which Dr. Aveling belongs.)

CHAPTER 1.IX. -- LIFE AT DOWN.

1842-1854.

"My life goes on like clockwork, and I am fixed on the spot where I

shall end it."

Letter to Captain Fitz-Roy, October, 1846.

[With the view of giving in the following chapters a connected account

of the growth of the 'Origin of Species,' I have taken the more

important letters bearing on that subject out of their proper

chronological position here, and placed them with the rest of the

correspondence bearing on the same subject; so that in the present group

of letters we only get occasional hints of the growth of my father's

views, and we may suppose ourselves to be looking at his life, as it

might have been looked at by those who had no knowledge of the quiet

development of his theory of evolution during this period.]

On September 14, 1842, my father left London with his family and settled

at Down. (I must not omit to mention a member of the household who

accompanied him. This was his butler, Joseph Parslow, who remained in

the family, a valued friend and servant, for forty years, and became as

Sir Joseph Hooker once remarked to me, "an integral part of the

family, and felt to be such by all visitors at the house.") In the

Autobiographical chapter, his motives for taking this step in the

country are briefly given. He speaks of the attendance at scientific

societies, and ordinary social duties, as suiting his health so "badly

that we resolved to live in the country, which we both preferred and

have never repented of." His intention of keeping up with scientific

life in London is expressed in a letter to Fox (December, 1842):--

"I hope by going up to town for a night every fortnight or three weeks,

to keep up my communication with scientific men and my own zeal, and so

not to turn into a complete Kentish hog."

Visits to London of this kind were kept up for some years at the cost of

much exertion on his part. I have often heard him speak of the wearisome

drives of ten miles to or from Croydon or Sydenham--the nearest

stations--with an old gardener acting as coachman, who drove with great

caution and slowness up and down the many hills. In later years, all

regular scientific intercourse with London became, as before mentioned,

an impossibility.

The choice of Down was rather the result of despair than of actual

preference; my father and mother were weary of house-hunting, and the

attractive points about the place thus seemed to them to counterbalance

its somewhat more obvious faults. It had at least one desideratum,

namely quietness. Indeed it would have been difficult to find a more

retired place so near to London. In 1842 a coach drive of some twenty

miles was the only means of access to Down; and even now that railways

have crept closer to it, it is singularly out of the world, with nothing

to suggest the neighbourhood of London, unless it be the dull haze of

smoke that sometimes clouds the sky. The village stands in an angle

between two of the larger high-roads of the country, one leading to

Tunbridge and the other to Westerham and Edenbridge. It is cut off from

the Weald by a line of steep chalk hills on the south, and an abrupt

hill, now smoothed down by a cutting and embankment, must formerly

have been something of a barrier against encroachments from the side

of London. In such a situation, a village, communicating with the main

lines of traffic, only by stony tortuous lanes, may well have been

enabled to preserve its retired character. Nor is it hard to believe in

the smugglers and their strings of pack-horses making their way up from

the lawless old villages of the Weald, of which the memory still existed

when my father settled in Down. The village stands on solitary upland

country, 500 to 600 feet above the sea,-- a country with little natural

beauty, but possessing a certain charm in the shaws, or straggling

strips of wood, capping the chalky banks and looking down upon the quiet

ploughed lands of the valleys. The village, of three or four hundred

inhabitants, consists of three small streets of cottages meeting in

front of the little flint-built church. It is a place where new-comers

are seldom seen, and the names occurring far back in the old church

registers are still well-known in the village. The smock-frock is not

yet quite extinct, though chiefly used as a ceremonial dress by the

"bearers" at funerals: but as a boy I remember the purple or green

smocks of the men at church.

The house stands a quarter of a mile from the village, and is built,

like so many houses of the last century, as near as possible to the

road--a narrow lane winding away to the Westerham high-road. In 1842,

it was dull and unattractive enough: a square brick building of three

storeys, covered with shabby whitewash and hanging tiles. The garden

had none of the shrubberies or walls that now give shelter; it was

overlooked from the lane, and was open, bleak, and desolate. One of my

father's first undertakings was to lower the lane by about two feet, and

to build a flint wall along that part of it which bordered the garden.

The earth thus excavated was used in making banks and mounds round the

lawn: these were planted with evergreens, which now give to the garden

its retired and sheltered character.

The house was made to look neater by being covered with stucco, but the

chief improvement effected was the building of a large bow extending

up through three storeys. This bow became covered with a tangle of

creepers, and pleasantly varied the south side of the house. The

drawing-room, with its verandah opening into the garden, as well as the

study in which my father worked during the later years of his life, were

added at subsequent dates.

Eighteen acres of land were sold with the house, of which twelve acres

on the south side of the house formed a pleasant field, scattered with

fair-sized oaks and ashes. From this field a strip was cut off and

converted into a kitchen garden, in which the experimental plot of

ground was situated, and where the greenhouses were ultimately put up.

The following letter to Mr. Fox (March 28th, 1843) gives among other

things my father's early impressions of Down:--

"I will tell you all the trifling particulars about myself that I can

think of. We are now exceedingly busy with the first brick laid down

yesterday to an addition to our house; with this, with almost making a

new kitchen garden and sundry other projected schemes, my days are

very full. I find all this very bad for geology, but I am very slowly

progressing with a volume, or rather pamphlet, on the volcanic islands

which we visited: I manage only a couple of hours per day and that not

very regularly. It is uphill work writing books, which cost money in

publishing, and which are not read even by geologists. I forget whether

I ever described this place: it is a good, very ugly house with 18

acres, situated on a chalk flat, 560 feet above sea. There are peeps

of far distant country and the scenery is moderately pretty: its chief

merit is its extreme rurality. I think I was never in a more perfectly

quiet country. Three miles south of us the great chalk escarpment

quite cuts us off from the low country of Kent, and between us and the

escarpment there is not a village or gentleman's house, but only great

woods and arable fields (the latter in sadly preponderant numbers) so

that we are absolutely at the extreme verge of the world. The whole

country is intersected by foot-paths; but the surface over the chalk

is clayey and sticky, which is the worst feature in our purchase. The

dingles and banks often remind me of Cambridgeshire and walks with you

to Cherry Hinton, and other places, though the general aspect of the

country is very different. I was looking over my arranged cabinet

(the only remnant I have preserved of all my English insects), and was

admiring Panagaeus Crux-major: it is curious the vivid manner in

which this insect calls up in my mind your appearance, with little Fan

trotting after, when I was first introduced to you. Those entomological

days were very pleasant ones. I am VERY much stronger corporeally,

but am little better in being able to stand mental fatigue, or rather

excitement, so that I cannot dine out or receive visitors, except

relations with whom I can pass some time after dinner in silence."

I could have wished to give here some idea of the position which, at

this period of his life, my father occupied among scientific men and

the reading public generally. But contemporary notices are few and of

no particular value for my purpose,--which therefore must, in spite of a

good deal of pains, remain unfulfilled.

His 'Journal of Researches' was then the only one of his books which had

any chance of being commonly known. But the fact that it was published

with the 'Voyages' of Captains King and Fitz-Roy probably interfered

with its general popularity. Thus Lyell wrote to him in 1838 ('Lyell's

Life,' ii. page 43), "I assure you my father is quite enthusiastic about

your journal...and he agrees with me that it would have a large sale if

published separately. He was disappointed at hearing that it was to be

fettered by the other volumes, for, although he should equally buy it,

he feared so many of the public would be checked from doing so." In

a notice of the three voyages in the 'Edinburgh Review' (July, 1839),

there is nothing leading a reader to believe that he would find it more

attractive than its fellow-volumes. And, as a fact, it did not become

widely known until it was separately published in 1845. It may be

noted, however, that the 'Quarterly Review' (December, 1839) called the

attention of its readers to the merits of the 'Journal' as a book of

travels. The reviewer speaks of the "charm arising from the freshness of

heart which is thrown over these virgin pages of a strong intellectual

man and an acute and deep observer."

The German translation (1844) of the 'Journal' received a favourable

notice in No. 12 of the 'Heidelberger Jahrbucher der Literatur,'

1847--where the Reviewer speaks of the author's "varied canvas, on

which he sketches in lively colours the strange customs of those

distant regions with their remarkable fauna, flora and geological

peculiarities." Alluding to the translation, my father writes--"Dr.

Dieffenbach...has translated my 'Journal' into German, and I must, with

unpardonable vanity, boast that it was at the instigation of Liebig and

Humboldt."

The geological work of which he speaks in the above letter to Mr. Fox

occupied him for the whole of 1843, and was published in the spring

of the following year. It was entitled 'Geological Observations on the

Volcanic Islands, visited during the voyage of H.M.S. "Beagle", together

with some brief notices on the geology of Australia and the Cape of Good

Hope': it formed the second part of the 'Geology of the Voyage of the

"Beagle",' published "with the Approval of the Lords Commissioners of

Her Majesty's Treasury." The volume on 'Coral Reefs' forms Part I. of

the series, and was published, as we have seen, in 1842. For the sake

of the non-geological reader, I may here quote Professor Geikie's words

(Charles Darwin, 'Nature' Series, 1882.) on these two volumes--which

were up to this time my father's chief geological works. Speaking of the

'Coral Reefs,' he says:--page 17, "This well-known treatise, the most

original of all its author's geological memoirs, has become one of the

classics of geological literature. The origin of those remarkable rings

of coral-rock in mid-ocean has given rise to much speculation, but no

satisfactory solution of the problem has been proposed. After visiting

many of them, and examining also coral reefs that fringe islands and

continents, he offered a theory which for simplicity and grandeur

strikes every reader with astonishment. It is pleasant, after the lapse

of many years, to recall the delight with which one first read the

'Coral Reefs'; how one watched the facts being marshalled into their

places, nothing being ignored or passed lightly over; and how, step by

step, one was led to the grand conclusion of wide oceanic subsidence. No

more admirable example of scientific method was ever given to the world,

and even if he had written nothing else, the treatise alone would have

placed Darwin in the very front of investigators of nature."

It is interesting to see in the following extract from one of Lyell's

letters (To Sir John Herschel, May 24, 1837. 'Life of Sir Charles

Lyell,' vol. ii. page 12.) how warmly and readily he embraced the

theory. The extract also gives incidentally some idea of the theory

itself.

"I am very full of Darwin's new theory of Coral Islands, and have urged

Whewell to make him read it at our next meeting. I must give up my

volcanic crater theory for ever, though it cost me a pang at first,

for it accounted for so much, the annular form, the central lagoon, the

sudden rising of an isolated mountain in a deep sea; all went so well

with the notion of submerged, crateriform, and conical volcanoes,... and

then the fact that in the South Pacific we had scarcely any rocks in the

regions of coral islands, save two kinds, coral limestone and volcanic!

Yet spite of all this, the whole theory is knocked on the head, and the

annular shape and central lagoon have nothing to do with volcanoes, nor

even with a crateriform bottom. Perhaps Darwin told you when at the

Cape what he considers the true cause? Let any mountain be submerged

gradually, and coral grow in the sea in which it is sinking, and there

will be a ring of coral, and finally only a lagoon in the centre. Why?

For the same reason that a barrier reef of coral grows along certain

coasts: Australia, etc. Coral islands are the last efforts of drowning

continents to lift their heads above water. Regions of elevation and

subsidence in the ocean may be traced by the state of the coral reefs."

There is little to be said as to published contemporary criticism.

The book was not reviewed in the 'Quarterly Review' till 1847, when

a favourable notice was given. The reviewer speaks of the "bold and

startling" character of the work, but seems to recognize the fact that

the views are generally accepted by geologists. By that time the minds

of men were becoming more ready to receive geology of this type. Even

ten years before, in 1837, Lyell ('Life of Sir Charles Lyell,' vol. ii.

page 6.) says, "people are now much better prepared to believe Darwin

when he advances proofs of the slow rise of the Andes, than they were

in 1830, when I first startled them with that doctrine." This sentence

refers to the theory elaborated in my father's geological observations

on South America (1846), but the gradual change in receptivity of the

geological mind must have been favourable to all his geological work.

Nevertheless, Lyell seems at first not to have expected any ready

acceptance of the Coral theory; thus he wrote to my father in 1837:--"I

could think of nothing for days after your lesson on coral reefs, but

of the tops of submerged continents. It is all true, but do not flatter

yourself that you will be believed till you are growing bald like me,

with hard work and vexation at the incredulity of the world."

The second part of the 'Geology of the Voyage of the "Beagle",' i.e. the

volume on Volcanic Islands, which specially concerns us now, cannot

be better described than by again quoting from Professor Geikie (page

18):--

"Full of detailed observations, this work still remains the best

authority on the general geological structure of most of the regions it

describes. At the time it was written the 'crater of elevation theory,'

though opposed by Constant Prevost, Scrope, and Lyell, was generally

accepted, at least on the Continent. Darwin, however, could not receive

it as a valid explanation of the facts; and though he did not share the

view of its chief opponents, but ventured to propose a hypothesis of

his own, the observations impartially made and described by him in this

volume must be regarded as having contributed towards the final solution

of the difficulty." Professor Geikie continues (page 21): "He is one

of the earliest writers to recognize the magnitude of the denudation to

which even recent geological accumulations have been subjected. One of

the most impressive lessons to be learnt from his account of 'Volcanic

Islands' is the prodigious extent to which they have been denuded...He

was disposed to attribute more of this work to the sea than most

geologists would now admit; but he lived himself to modify his original

views, and on this subject his latest utterances are quite abreast of

the time."

An extract from a letter of my father's to Lyell shows his estimate

of his own work. "You have pleased me much by saying that you intend

looking through my 'Volcanic Islands': it cost me eighteen months!!! and

I have heard of very few who have read it. Now I shall feel, whatever

little (and little it is) there is confirmatory of old work, or new,

will work its effect and not be lost."

The third of his geological books, 'Geological Observations on South

America,' may be mentioned here, although it was not published until

1846. "In this work the author embodied all the materials collected by

him for the illustration of South American Geology, save some which have

been published elsewhere. One of the most important features of the book

was the evidence which it brought forward to prove the slow interrupted

elevation of the South American Continent during a recent geological

period." (Geikie, loc. cit.)

Of this book my father wrote to Lyell:--"My volume will be about 240

pages, dreadfully dull, yet much condensed. I think whenever you have

time to look through it, you will think the collection of facts on the

elevation of the land and on the formation of terraces pretty good."

Of his special geological work as a whole, Professor Geikie, while

pointing out that it was not "of the same epoch-making kind as his

biological researches," remarks that he "gave a powerful impulse to" the

general reception of Lyell's teaching "by the way in which he gathered

from all parts of the world facts in its support."

WORK OF THE PERIOD 1842 TO 1854.

The work of these years may be roughly divided into a period of geology

from 1842 to 1846, and one of zoology from 1846 onwards.

I extract from his diary notices of the time spent on his geological

books and on his 'Journal.'

'Volcanic Islands.' Summer of 1842 to January, 1844.

'Geology of South America.' July, 1844, to April, 1845.

Second Edition of 'The Journal,' October, 1845, to October, 1846.

The time between October, 1846, and October, 1854, was practically given

up to working at the Cirripedia (Barnacles); the results were published

in two volumes by the Ray Society in 1851 and 1854. His volumes on the

Fossil Cirripedes were published by the Palaeontographical Society in

1851 and 1854.

Some account of these volumes will be given later.

The minor works may be placed together, independently of subject matter.

"Observations on the Structure, etc., of the genus Sagitta," Ann. Nat.

Hist. xiii., 1844, pages 1-6.

"Brief descriptions of several Terrestrial Planariae, etc.," Ann. Nat.

Hist. xiv., 1844, pages 241-251.

"An Account of the Fine Dust (A sentence occurs in this paper of

interest, as showing that the author was alive to the importance of all

means of distribution:--

"The fact that particles of this size have been brought at least 330

miles from the land is interesting as bearing on the distribution of

Cryptogamic plants.") which often Falls on Vessels in the Atlantic

Ocean," Geol. Soc. Journ. ii., 1846, pages 26-30.

"On the Geology of the Falkland Islands," Geol. Soc. Journ. ii., 1846,

pages 267-274.

"On the Transportal of Erratic Boulders, etc.," Geol. Soc. Journ. iv.,

1848, pages 315-323. (An extract from a letter to Lyell, 1847, is of

interest in connection with this essay:--"Would you be so good (if you

know it) as to put Maclaren's address on the enclosed letter and post

it. It is chiefly to enquire in what paper he has described the Boulders

on Arthur's Seat. Mr. D. Milne in the last Edinburgh 'New Phil. Journal'

[1847], has a long paper on it. He says: 'Some glacialists have ventured

to explain the transportation of boulders even in the situation of those

now referred to, by imagining that they were transported on ice floes,'

etc. He treats this view, and the scratching of rocks by icebergs, as

almost absurd...he has finally stirred me up so, that (without you

would answer him) I think I will send a paper in opposition to the same

Journal. I can thus introduce some old remarks of mine, and some new,

and will insist on your capital observations in N. America. It is a bore

to stop one's work, but he has made me quite wroth.")

The article "Geology," in the Admiralty Manual of Scientific Enquiry

(1849), pages 156-195. This was written in the spring of 1848.

"On British Fossil Lepadidae," 'Geol. Soc. Journ.' vi., 1850, pages

439-440.

"Analogy of the structure of some Volcanic Rocks with that of Glaciers,"

'Edin. Roy. Soc. Proc.' ii., 1851, pages 17-18.

Professor Geikie has been so good as to give me (in a letter dated

November 1885) his impressions of my father's article in the 'Admiralty

Manual.' He mentions the following points as characteristic of the

work:--

"1. Great breadth of view. No one who had not practically studied and

profoundly reflected on the questions discussed could have written it.

"2. The insight so remarkable in all that Mr. Darwin ever did. The way

in which he points out lines of enquiry that would elucidate geological

problems is eminently typical of him. Some of these lines have never yet

been adequately followed; so with regard to them he was in advance of

his time.

"3. Interesting and sympathetic treatment. The author at once puts his

readers into harmony with him. He gives them enough of information to

show how delightful the field is to which he invites them, and how much

they might accomplish in it. There is a broad sketch of the subject

which everybody can follow, and there is enough of detail to instruct

and guide a beginner and start him on the right track.

"Of course, geology has made great strides since 1849, and the article,

if written now, would need to take notice of other branches of inquiry,

and to modify statements which are not now quite accurate; but most of

the advice Mr. Darwin gives is as needful and valuable now as when it

was given. It is curious to see with what unerring instinct he seems to

have fastened on the principles that would stand the test of time."

In a letter to Lyell (1853) my father wrote, "I went up for a paper by

the Arctic Dr. Sutherland, on ice action, read only in abstract, but I

should think with much good matter. It was very pleasant to hear that it

was written owing to the Admiralty Manual."

To give some idea of the retired life which now began for my father at

Down, I have noted from his diary the short periods during which he was

away from home between the autumn of 1842, when he came to Down, and the

end of 1854.

1843 July.--Week at Maer and Shrewsbury.

October.--Twelve days at Shrewsbury.

1844 April.--Week at Maer and Shrewsbury.

July.--Twelve days at Shrewsbury.

1845 September 15.--Six weeks, "Shrewsbury, Lincolnshire, York,

the Dean of Manchester, Waterton, Chatsworth."

1846 February.--Eleven days at Shrewsbury.

July.--Ten days at Shrewsbury.

September.--Ten days at Southampton, etc., for the British

Association.

1847 February.--Twelve days at Shrewsbury.

June.--Ten days at Oxford, etc., for the British Association.

October.--Fortnight at Shrewsbury.

1848 May.--Fortnight at Shrewsbury.

July.--Week at Swanage.

October.--Fortnight at Shrewsbury.

November.--Eleven days at Shrewsbury.

1849 March to June.--Sixteen weeks at Malvern.

September.--Eleven days at Birmingham for the

British Association.

1850 June.--Week at Malvern.

August.--Week at Leith Hill, the house of a relative.

October.--Week at the house of another relative.

1851 March.--Week at Malvern.

April.--Nine days at Malvern.

July.--Twelve days in London.

1852 March.--Week at Rugby and Shrewsbury.

September.--Six days at the house of a relative.

1853 July.--Three weeks at Eastbourne.

August.--Five days at the military Camp at Chobham.

1854 March.--Five days at the house of a relative.

July.--Three days at the house of a relative.

October.--Six days at the house of a relative.

It will be seen that he was absent from home sixty weeks in twelve

years. But it must be remembered that much of the remaining time spent

at Down was lost through ill-health.]

LETTERS.

CHARLES DARWIN TO R. FITZ-ROY. Down [March 31st, 1843].

Dear Fitz-Roy,

I read yesterday with surprise and the greatest interest, your

appointment as Governor of New Zealand. I do not know whether to

congratulate you on it, but I am sure I may the Colony, on possessing

your zeal and energy. I am most anxious to know whether the report is

true, for I cannot bear the thoughts of your leaving the country without

seeing you once again; the past is often in my memory, and I feel that

I owe to you much bygone enjoyment, and the whole destiny of my

life, which (had my health been stronger) would have been one full of

satisfaction to me. During the last three months I have never once

gone up to London without intending to call in the hopes of seeing Mrs.

Fitz-Roy and yourself; but I find, most unfortunately for myself,

that the little excitement of breaking out of my most quiet routine so

generally knocks me up, that I am able to do scarcely anything when in

London, and I have not even been able to attend one evening meeting of

the Geological Society. Otherwise, I am very well, as are, thank God, my

wife and two children. The extreme retirement of this place suits us all

very well, and we enjoy our country life much. But I am writing trifles

about myself, when your mind and time must be fully occupied. My object

in writing is to beg of you or Mrs. Fitz-Roy to have the kindness to

send me one line to say whether it is true, and whether you sail soon.

I shall come up next week for one or two days; could you see me for even

five minutes, if I called early on Thursday morning, viz. at nine or ten

o'clock, or at whatever hour (if you keep early ship hours) you finish

your breakfast. Pray remember me very kindly to Mrs. Fitz-Roy, who I

trust is able to look at her long voyage with boldness.

Believe me, dear Fitz-Roy, Your ever truly obliged, CHARLES DARWIN.

[A quotation from another letter (1846) to Fitz-Roy may be worth giving,

as showing my father's affectionate remembrance of his old Captain.

"Farewell, dear Fitz-Roy, I often think of your many acts of kindness

to me, and not seldomest on the time, no doubt quite forgotten by you,

when, before making Madeira, you came and arranged my hammock with

your own hands, and which, as I afterwards heard, brought tears into my

father's eyes."]

CHARLES DARWIN TO W.D. FOX. [Down, September 5, 1843.] Monday morning.

My dear Fox,

When I sent off the glacier paper, I was just going out and so had no

time to write. I hope your friend will enjoy (and I wish you were going

there with him) his tour as much as I did. It was a kind of geological

novel. But your friend must have patience, for he will not get a good

GLACIAL EYE for a few days. Murchison and Count Keyserling RUSHED

through North Wales the same autumn and could see nothing except the

effects of rain trickling over the rocks! I cross-examined Murchison

a little, and evidently saw he had looked carefully at nothing. I feel

CERTAIN about the glacier-effects in North Wales. Get up your steam,

if this weather lasts, and have a ramble in Wales; its glorious scenery

must do every one's heart and body good. I wish I had energy to come to

Delamere and go with you; but as you observe, you might as well ask

St. Paul's. Whenever I give myself a trip, it shall be, I think, to

Scotland, to hunt for more parallel roads. My marine theory for these

roads was for a time knocked on the head by Agassiz ice-work, but it is

now reviving again...

Farewell,--we are getting nearly finished--almost all the workmen gone,

and the gravel laying down on the walks. Ave Maria! how the money does

go. There are twice as many temptations to extravagance in the country

compared with London. Adios.

Yours, C. DARWIN.

CHARLES DARWIN TO J.D. HOOKER. Down [1844?].

...I have also read the 'Vestiges,' ('The Vestiges of the Natural

History of Creation' was published anonymously in 1844, and is

confidently believed to have been written by the late Robert Chambers.

My father's copy gives signs of having been carefully read, a long list

of marked passages being pinned in at the end. One useful lesson he

seems to have learned from it. He writes: "The idea of a fish passing

into a reptile, monstrous. I will not specify any genealogies--much too

little known at present." He refers again to the book in a letter to

Fox, February, 1845: "Have you read that strange, unphilosophical but

capitally-written book, the 'Vestiges': it has made more talk than any

work of late, and has been by some attributed to me--at which I ought to

be much flattered and unflattered."), but have been somewhat less amused

at it than you appear to have been: the writing and arrangement are

certainly admirable, but his geology strikes me as bad, and his zoology

far worse. I should be very much obliged, if at any future or leisure

time you could tell me on what you ground your doubtful belief in

imagination of a mother affecting her offspring. (This refers to the

case of a relative of Sir J. Hooker's, who insisted that a mole, which

appeared on one of her children, was the effect of fright upon herself

on having, before the birth of the child, blotted with sepia a copy

of Turner's 'Liber Studiorum' that had been lent to her with special

injunctions to be careful.) I have attended to the several statements

scattered about, but do not believe in more than accidental

coincidences. W. Hunter told my father, then in a lying-in hospital,

that in many thousand cases, he had asked the mother, BEFORE HER

CONFINEMENT, whether anything had affected her imagination, and recorded

the answers; and absolutely not one case came right, though, when the

child was anything remarkable, they afterwards made the cap to fit.

Reproduction seems governed by such similar laws in the whole animal

kingdom, that I am most loth [to believe]...

CHARLES DARWIN TO J.M. HERBERT. Down [1844 or 1845].

My dear Herbert,

I was very glad to see your handwriting and hear a bit of news about

you. Though you cannot come here this autumn, I do hope you and Mrs.

Herbert will come in the winter, and we will have lots of talk of old

times, and lots of Beethoven.

I have little or rather nothing to say about myself; we live like

clock-work, and in what most people would consider the dullest

possible manner. I have of late been slaving extra hard, to the great

discomfiture of wretched digestive organs, at South America, and thank

all the fates, I have done three-fourths of it. Writing plain English

grows with me more and more difficult, and never attainable. As for your

pretending that you will read anything so dull as my pure geological

descriptions, lay not such a flattering unction on my soul (On the same

subject he wrote to Fitz-Roy: "I have sent my 'South American Geology'

to Dover Street, and you will get it, no doubt, in the course of time.

You do not know what you threaten when you propose to read it--it is

purely geological. I said to my brother, 'You will of course read it,'

and his answer was, 'Upon my life, I would sooner even buy it.'") for

it is incredible. I have long discovered that geologists never read each

other's works, and that the only object in writing a book is a proof of

earnestness, and that you do not form your opinions without undergoing

labour of some kind. Geology is at present very oral, and what I here

say is to a great extent quite true. But I am giving you a discussion as

long as a chapter in the odious book itself.

I have lately been to Shrewsbury, and found my father surprisingly well

and cheerful.

Believe me, my dear old friend, ever yours, C. DARWIN.

CHARLES DARWIN TO J.D. HOOKER. Down, Monday [February 10th, 1845].

My dear Hooker,

I am much obliged for your very agreeable letter; it was very

good-natured, in the midst of your scientific and theatrical

dissipation, to think of writing so long a letter to me. I am astonished

at your news, and I must condole with you in your PRESENT view of the

Professorship (Sir J.D. Hooker was a candidate for the Professorship of

Botany at Edinburgh University.), and most heartily deplore it on my

own account. There is something so chilling in a separation of so many

hundred miles, though we did not see much of each other when nearer.

You will hardly believe how deeply I regret for MYSELF your present

prospects. I had looked forward to [our] seeing much of each other

during our lives. It is a heavy disappointment; and in a mere selfish

point of view, as aiding me in my work, your loss is indeed irreparable.

But, on the other hand, I cannot doubt that you take at present a

desponding, instead of bright, view of your prospects: surely there

are great advantages, as well as disadvantages. The place is one of

eminence; and really it appears to me there are so many indifferent

workers, and so few readers, that it is a high advantage, in a purely

scientific point of view, for a good worker to hold a position which

leads others to attend to his work. I forget whether you attended

Edinburgh, as a student, but in my time there was a knot of men who were

far from being the indifferent and dull listeners which you expect for

your audience. Reflect what a satisfaction and honour it would be to

MAKE a good botanist--with your disposition you will be to many what

Henslow was at Cambridge to me and others, a most kind friend and guide.

Then what a fine garden, and how good a Public Library! why, Forbes

always regrets the advantages of Edinburgh for work: think of the

inestimable advantage of getting within a short walk of those noble

rocks and hills and sandy shores near Edinburgh! Indeed, I cannot

pity you much, though I pity myself exceedingly in your loss. Surely

lecturing will, in a year or two, with your GREAT capacity for work

(whatever you may be pleased to say to the contrary) become easy, and

you will have a fair time for your Antarctic Flora and general views of

distribution. If I thought your Professorship would stop your work, I

should wish it and all the good worldly consequences at el Diavolo. I

know I shall live to see you the first authority in Europe on that grand

subject, that almost keystone of the laws of creation, Geographical

Distribution. Well, there is one comfort, you will be at Kew, no doubt,

every year, so I shall finish by forcing down your throat my sincere

congratulations. Thanks for all your news. I grieve to hear Humboldt is

failing; one cannot help feeling, though unrightly, that such an end is

humiliating: even when I saw him he talked beyond all reason. If you see

him again, pray give him my most respectful and kind compliments, and

say that I never forget that my whole course of life is due to having

read and re-read as a youth his 'Personal Narrative.' How true

and pleasing are all your remarks on his kindness; think how many

opportunities you will have, in your new place, of being a Humboldt

to others. Ask him about the river in N.E. Europe, with the Flora very

different on its opposite banks. I have got and read your Wilkes; what a

feeble book in matter and style, and how splendidly got up! Do write me

a line from Berlin. Also thanks for the proof-sheets. I do not,

however, mean proof plates; I value them, as saving me copying extracts.

Farewell, my dear Hooker, with a heavy heart I wish you joy of your

prospects.

Your sincere friend,

C. DARWIN.

[The second edition of the 'Journal,' to which the following letter

refers, was completed between April 25th and August 25th. It was

published by Mr. Murray in the 'Colonial and Home Library,' and in this

more accessible form soon had a large sale.

Up to the time of his first negotiations with Mr. Murray for its

publication in this form, he had received payment only in the form of a

large number of presentation copies, and he seems to have been glad to

sell the copyright of the second edition to Mr. Murray for 150 pounds.

The points of difference between it and the first edition are of

interest chiefly in connection with the growth of the author's views on

evolution, and will be considered later.]

CHARLES DARWIN TO C. LYELL. Down [July, 1845].

My dear Lyell,

I send you the first part (No doubt proof-sheets.) of the new edition

[of the 'Journal of Researches'], which I so entirely owe to you. You

will see that I have ventured to dedicate it to you (The dedication of

the second edition of the 'Journal of Researches,' is as follows:--"To

Charles Lyell, Esq., F.R.S., this second edition is dedicated with

grateful pleasure--as an acknowledgment that the chief part of whatever

scientific merit this Journal and the other works of the Author may

possess, has been derived from studying the well-known and admirable

'Principles of Geology.'"), and I trust that this cannot be

disagreeable. I have long wished, not so much for your sake, as for

my own feelings of honesty, to acknowledge more plainly than by mere

reference, how much I geologically owe you. Those authors, however, who

like you, educate people's minds as well as teach them special facts,

can never, I should think, have full justice done them except by

posterity, for the mind thus insensibly improved can hardly perceive its

own upward ascent. I had intended putting in the present acknowledgment

in the third part of my Geology, but its sale is so exceedingly small

that I should not have had the satisfaction of thinking that as far as

lay in my power I had owned, though imperfectly, my debt. Pray do not

think that I am so silly, as to suppose that my dedication can any ways

gratify you, except so far as I trust you will receive it, as a most

sincere mark of my gratitude and friendship. I think I have improved

this edition, especially the second part, which I have just finished.

I have added a good deal about the Fuegians, and cut down into half

the mercilessly long discussion on climate and glaciers, etc. I do not

recollect anything added to the first part, long enough to call your

attention to; there is a page of description of a very curious breed of

oxen in Banda Oriental. I should like you to read the few last pages;

there is a little discussion on extinction, which will not perhaps

strike you as new, though it has so struck me, and has placed in my mind

all the difficulties with respect to the causes of extinction, in the

same class with other difficulties which are generally quite overlooked

and undervalued by naturalists; I ought, however, to have made my

discussion longer and shewn by facts, as I easily could, how steadily

every species must be checked in its numbers.

I received your Travels ('Travels in North America,' 2 volumes, 1845.)

yesterday; and I like exceedingly its external and internal appearance;

I read only about a dozen pages last night (for I was tired with

hay-making), but I saw quite enough to perceive how VERY much it will

interest me, and how many passages will be scored. I am pleased to find

a good sprinkling of Natural History; I shall be astonished if it does

not sell very largely...

How sorry I am to think that we shall not see you here again for so

long; I wish you may knock yourself a little bit up before you start and

require a day's fresh air, before the ocean breezes blow on you...

Ever yours, C. DARWIN.

CHARLES DARWIN TO C. LYELL. Down, Saturday [August 1st, 1845].

My dear Lyell,

I have been wishing to write to you for a week past, but every five

minutes' worth of strength has been expended in getting out my second

part. (Of the second edition of the 'Journal of Researches.') Your note

pleased me a good deal more I dare say than my dedication did you, and I

thank you much for it. Your work has interested me much, and I will give

you my impressions, though, as I never thought you would care to hear

what I thought of the non-scientific parts, I made no notes, nor took

pains to remember any particular impression of two-thirds of the first

volume. The first impression I should say would be with most (though I

have literally seen not one soul since reading it) regret at there not

being more of the non-scientific [parts]. I am not a good judge, for

I have read nothing, i.e. non-scientific about North America, but the

whole struck me as very new, fresh, and interesting. Your discussions

bore to my mind the evident stamp of matured thought, and of conclusions

drawn from facts observed by yourself, and not from the opinions of the

people whom you met; and this I suspect is comparatively rare.

Your slave discussion disturbed me much; but as you would care no more

for my opinion on this head than for the ashes of this letter, I will

say nothing except that it gave me some sleepless, most uncomfortable

hours. Your account of the religious state of the States particularly

interested me; I am surprised throughout at your very proper boldness

against the Clergy. In your University chapter the Clergy, and not the

State of Education, are most severely and justly handled, and this I

think is very bold, for I conceive you might crush a leaden-headed old

Don, as a Don, with more safety, than touch the finger of that Corporate

Animal, the Clergy. What a contrast in Education does England show

itself! Your apology (using the term, like the old religionists who

meant anything but an apology) for lectures, struck me as very clever;

but all the arguments in the world on your side, are not equal to one

course of Jamieson's Lectures on the other side, which I formerly for

my sins experienced. Although I had read about the 'Coalfields in North

America,' I never in the smallest degree really comprehended their area,

their thickness and favourable position; nothing hardly astounded me

more in your book.

Some few parts struck me as rather heterogeneous, but I do not know

whether to an extent that at all signified. I missed however, a good

deal, some general heading to the chapters, such as the two or three

principal places visited. One has no right to expect an author to write

down to the zero of geographical ignorance of the reader; but I not

knowing a single place, was occasionally rather plagued in tracing your

course. Sometimes in the beginning of a chapter, in one paragraph your

course was traced through a half dozen places; anyone, as ignorant as

myself, if he could be found, would prefer such a disturbing paragraph

left out. I cut your map loose, and I found that a great comfort; I

could not follow your engraved track. I think in a second edition,

interspaces here and there of one line open, would be an improvement. By

the way, I take credit to myself in giving my Journal a less scientific

air in having printed all names of species and genera in Romans;

the printing looks, also, better. All the illustrations strike me

as capital, and the map is an admirable volume in itself. If your

'Principles' had not met with such universal admiration, I should have

feared there would have been too much geology in this for the general

reader; certainly all that the most clear and light style could do,

has been done. To myself the geology was an excellent, well-condensed,

well-digested resume of all that has been made out in North America,

and every geologist ought to be grateful to you. The summing up of the

Niagara chapter appeared to me the grandest part; I was also deeply

interested by your discussion on the origin of the Silurian formations.

I have made scores of SCORES marking passages hereafter useful to me.

All the coal theory appeared to me very good; but it is no use going on

enumerating in this manner. I wish there had been more Natural History;

I liked ALL the scattered fragments. I have now given you an exact

transcript of my thoughts, but they are hardly worth your reading...

CHARLES DARWIN TO C. LYELL. Down, August 25th [1845].

My dear Lyell,

This is literally the first day on which I have had any time to spare;

and I will amuse myself by beginning a letter to you...

I was delighted with your letter in which you touch on Slavery; I wish

the same feelings had been apparent in your published discussion. But

I will not write on this subject, I should perhaps annoy you, and most

certainly myself. I have exhaled myself with a paragraph or two in my

Journal on the sin of Brazilian slavery; you perhaps will think that

it is in answer to you; but such is not the case. I have remarked on

nothing which I did not hear on the coast of South America. My few

sentences, however, are merely an explosion of feeling. How could you

relate so placidly that atrocious sentiment (In the passage referred

to, Lyell does not give his own views, but those of a planter.) about

separating children from their parents; and in the next page speak of

being distressed at the whites not having prospered; I assure you the

contrast made me exclaim out. But I have broken my intention, and so no

more on this odious deadly subject.

There is a favourable, but not strong enough review on you, in the

"Gardeners' Chronicle". I am sorry to see that Lindley abides by the

carbonic acid gas theory. By the way, I was much pleased by Lindley

picking out my extinction paragraphs and giving them uncurtailed. To

my mind, putting the comparative rarity of existing species in the same

category with extinction has removed a great weight; though of course

it does not explain anything, it shows that until we can explain

comparative rarity, we ought not to feel any surprise at not explaining

extinction...

I am much pleased to hear of the call for a new edition of the

'Principles': what glorious good that work has done. I fear this time

you will not be amongst the old rocks; how I shall rejoice to live to

see you publish and discover another stage below the Silurian--it would

be the grandest step possible, I think. I am very glad to hear what

progress Bunbury is making in fossil Botany; there is a fine hiatus

for him to fill up in this country. I will certainly call on him this

winter...From what little I saw of him, I can quite believe everything

which you say of his talents...

CHARLES DARWIN TO J.D. HOOKER. Shrewsbury [1845?].

My dear Hooker,

I have just received your note, which has astonished me, and has most

truly grieved me. I never for one minute doubted of your success, for I

most erroneously imagined, that merit was sure to gain the day. I feel

most sure that the day will come soon, when those who have voted against

you, if they have any shame or conscience in them, will be ashamed at

having allowed politics to blind their eyes to your qualifications,

and those qualifications vouched for by Humboldt and Brown! Well, those

testimonials must be a consolation to you. Proh pudor! I am vexed and

indignant by turns. I cannot even take comfort in thinking that I shall

see more of you, and extract more knowledge from your well-arranged

stock. I am pleased to think, that after having read a few of your

letters, I never once doubted the position you will ultimately hold

amongst European Botanists. I can think about nothing else, otherwise

I should like [to] discuss 'Cosmos' (A translation of Humboldt's

'Kosmos.') with you. I trust you will pay me and my wife a visit this

autumn at Down. I shall be at Down on the 24th, and till then moving

about.

My dear Hooker, allow me to call myself Your very true friend, C.

DARWIN.

CHARLES DARWIN TO C. LYELL. October 8th [1845], Shrewsbury.

...I have lately been taking a little tour to see a farm I have

purchased in Lincolnshire (He speaks of his Lincolnshire farm in a

letter to Henslow (July 4th):--"I have bought a farm in Lincolnshire,

and when I go there this autumn, I mean to see what I can do in

providing any cottage on my small estate with gardens. It is a hopeless

thing to look to, but I believe few things would do this country more

good in future ages than the destruction of primogeniture, so as to

lessen the difference in land-wealth, and make more small freeholders.

How atrociously unjust are the stamp laws, which render it so expensive

for the poor man to buy his quarter of an acre; it makes one's blood

burn with indignation.") and then to York, where I visited the Dean of

Manchester (Hon. and Rev. W. Herbert. The visit is mentioned in a letter

to Dr. Hooker:--"I have been taking a little tour, partly on business,

and visited the Dean of Manchester, and had very much interesting talk

with him on hybrids, sterility, and variation, etc., etc. He is full of

self-gained knowledge, but knows surprisingly little what others have

done on the same subjects. He is very heterodox on 'species': not much

better as most naturalists would esteem it, than poor Mr. Vestiges.")

the great maker of Hybrids, who gave me much curious information. I also

visited Waterton at Walton Hall, and was extremely amused with my visit

there. He is an amusing strange fellow; at our early dinner, our party

consisted of two Catholic priests and two Mulattresses! He is past

sixty years old, and the day before ran down and caught a leveret in

a turnip-field. It is a fine old house, and the lake swarms with

water-fowl. I then saw Chatsworth, and was in transport with the great

hothouse; it is a perfect fragment of a tropical forest, and the sight

made me think with delight of old recollections. My little ten-day tour

made me feel wonderfully strong at the time, but the good effects did

not last. My wife, I am sorry to say, does not get very strong, and the

children are the hope of the family, for they are all happy, life, and

spirits. I have been much interested with Sedgwick's review (Sedgwick's

review of the 'Vestiges of Creation' in the 'Edinburgh Review,' July,

1845.) though I find it far from popular with our scientific readers.

I think some few passages savour of the dogmatism of the pulpit, rather

than of the philosophy of the Professor's Chair; and some of the wit

strikes me as only worthy of -- in the 'Quarterly.' Nevertheless, it is

a grand piece of argument against mutability of species, and I read it

with fear and trembling, but was well pleased to find that I had not

overlooked any of the arguments, though I had put them to myself as

feebly as milk and water. Have you read 'Cosmos' yet? The English

translation is wretched, and the semi-metaphysico-politico descriptions

in the first part are barely intelligible; but I think the volcanic

discussion well worth your attention, it has astonished me by its vigour

and information. I grieve to find Humboldt an adorer of Von Buch, with

his classification of volcanos, craters of elevation, etc., etc., and

carbonic acid gas atmosphere. He is indeed a wonderful man.

I hope to get home in a fortnight and stick to my wearyful South America

till I finish it. I shall be very anxious to hear how you get on from

the Horners, but you must not think of wasting your time by writing to

me. We shall miss, indeed, your visits to Down, and I shall feel a lost

man in London without my morning "house of call" at Hart Street...

Believe me, my dear Lyell, ever yours, C. DARWIN.

CHARLES DARWIN TO J.D. HOOKER. Down, Farnborough, Kent. Thursday,

September, 1846.

My dear Hooker,

I hope this letter will catch you at Clifton, but I have been prevented

writing by being unwell, and having had the Horners here as visitors,

which, with my abominable press-work, has fully occupied my time. It is,

indeed, a long time since we wrote to each other; though, I beg to tell

you, that I wrote last, but what about I cannot remember, except,

I know, it was after reading your last numbers (Sir J.D. Hooker's

Antarctic Botany.), and I send you a uniquely laudatory epistle,

considering it was from a man who hardly knows a Daisy from a Dandelion

to a professed Botanist...

I cannot remember what papers have given me the impression, but I have

that, which you state to be the case, firmly fixed on my mind, namely,

the little chemical importance of the soil to its vegetation. What a

strong fact it is, as R. Brown once remarked to me, of certain plants

being calcareous ones here, which are not so under a more favourable

climate on the Continent, or the reverse, for I forget which; but you,

no doubt, will know to what I refer. By-the-way, there are some such

cases in Herbert's paper in the 'Horticultural Journal.' ('Journal of

the Horticultural Society,' 1846.) Have you read it: it struck me as

extremely original, and bears DIRECTLY on your present researches. (Sir

J.D. Hooker was at this time attending to polymorphism, variability,

etc.) To a NON-BOTANIST the chalk has the most peculiar aspect of any

flora in England; why will you not come here to make your observations?

WE go to Southampton, if my courage and stomach do not fail, for the

Brit. Assoc. (Do you not consider it your duty to be there?) And why

cannot you come here afterward and WORK?...

THE MONOGRAPH OF THE CIRRIPEDIA,

October 1846 to October 1854.

[Writing to Sir J.D. Hooker in 1845, my father says: "I hope this next

summer to finish my South American Geology, then to get out a little

Zoology, and hurrah for my species work..." This passage serves to show

that he had at this time no intention of making an exhaustive study of

the Cirripedes. Indeed it would seem that his original intention was,

as I learn from Sir J.D. Hooker, merely to work out one special

problem. This is quite in keeping with the following passage in the

Autobiography: "When on the coast of Chile, I found a most curious form,

which burrowed into the shells of Concholepas, and which differed so

much from all other Cirripedes that I had to form a new sub-order for

its sole reception...To understand the structure of my new Cirripede I

had to examine and dissect many of the common forms; and this gradually

led me on to take up the whole group." In later years he seems to have

felt some doubt as to the value of these eight years of work,--for

instance when he wrote in his Autobiography--"My work was of

considerable use to me, when I had to discuss in the 'Origin of

Species,' the principles of a natural classification. Nevertheless I

doubt whether the work was worth the consumption of so much time." Yet I

learn from Sir J.D. Hooker that he certainly recognised at the time its

value to himself as systematic training. Sir Joseph writes to me: "Your

father recognised three stages in his career as a biologist: the mere

collector at Cambridge; the collector and observer in the "Beagle", and

for some years afterwards; and the trained naturalist after, and only

after the Cirripede work. That he was a thinker all along is true

enough, and there is a vast deal in his writings previous to the

Cirripedes that a trained naturalist could but emulate...He often

alluded to it as a valued discipline, and added that even the 'hateful'

work of digging out synonyms, and of describing, not only improved his

methods but opened his eyes to the difficulties and merits of the works

of the dullest of cataloguers. One result was that he would never allow

a depreciatory remark to pass unchallenged on the poorest class of

scientific workers, provided that their work was honest, and good of

its kind. I have always regarded it as one of the finest traits of his

character,--this generous appreciation of the hod-men of science, and

of their labours...and it was monographing the Barnacles that brought it

about."]

Professor Huxley allows me to quote his opinion as to the value of the

eight years given to the Cirripedes:--

"In my opinion your sagacious father never did a wiser thing than when

he devoted himself to the years of patient toil which the Cirripede-book

cost him.

"Like the rest of us, he had no proper training in biological science,

and it has always struck me as a remarkable instance of his scientific

insight, that he saw the necessity of giving himself such training, and

of his courage, that he did not shirk the labour of obtaining it.

"The great danger which besets all men of large speculative faculty, is

the temptation to deal with the accepted statements of facts in natural

science, as if they were not only correct, but exhaustive; as if they

might be dealt with deductively, in the same way as propositions in

Euclid may be dealt with. In reality, every such statement, however true

it may be, is true only relatively to the means of observation and the

point of view of those who have enunciated it. So far it may be depended

upon. But whether it will bear every speculative conclusion that may be

logically deduced from it, is quite another question.

"Your father was building a vast superstructure upon the foundations

furnished by the recognised facts of geological and biological science.

In Physical Geography, in Geology proper, in Geographical Distribution,

and in Palaeontology, he had acquired an extensive practical training

during the voyage of the "Beagle". He knew of his own knowledge the way

in which the raw materials of these branches of science are acquired,

and was therefore a most competent judge of the speculative strain they

would bear. That which he needed, after his return to England, was

a corresponding acquaintance with Anatomy and Development, and their

relation to Taxonomy--and he acquired this by his Cirripede work.

"Thus, in my apprehension, the value of the Cirripede monograph lies

not merely in the fact that it is a very admirable piece of work, and

constituted a great addition to positive knowledge, but still more in

the circumstance that it was a piece of critical self-discipline,

the effect of which manifested itself in everything your father wrote

afterwards, and saved him from endless errors of detail.

"So far from such work being a loss of time, I believe it would have

been well worth his while, had it been practicable, to have supplemented

it by a special study of embryology and physiology. His hands would

have been greatly strengthened thereby when he came to write out sundry

chapters of the 'Origin of Species.' But of course in those days it was

almost impossible for him to find facilities for such work."

No one can look a the two volumes on the recent Cirripedes, of 399

and 684 pages respectively (not to speak of the volumes on the fossil

species), without being struck by the immense amount of detailed work

which they contain. The forty plates, some of them with thirty figures,

and the fourteen pages of index in the two volumes together, give some

rough idea of the labour spent on the work. (The reader unacquainted

with Zoology will find some account of the more interesting results in

Mr. Romanes' article on "Charles Darwin" ('Nature' Series, 1882).) The

state of knowledge, as regards the Cirripedes, was most unsatisfactory

at the time that my father began to work at them. As an illustration

of this fact, it may be mentioned that he had even to re-organise the

nomenclature of the group, or, as he expressed it, he "unwillingly found

it indispensable to give names to several valves, and to some few of

the softer parts of Cirripedes." (Vol. i. page 3.) It is interesting

to learn from his diary the amount of time which he gave to different

genera. Thus the genus Chthamalus, the description of which occupies

twenty-two pages, occupied him for thirty-six days; Coronula took

nineteen days, and is described in twenty-seven pages. Writing to

Fitz-Roy, he speaks of being "for the last half-month daily hard at work

in dissecting a little animal about the size of a pin's head, from the

Chonos archipelago, and I could spend another month, and daily see more

beautiful structure."

Though he became excessively weary of the work before the end of the

eight years, he had much keen enjoyment in the course of it. Thus

he wrote to Sir J.D. Hooker (1847?):--"As you say, there is an

extraordinary pleasure in pure observation; not but what I suspect the

pleasure in this case is rather derived from comparisons forming in

one's mind with allied structures. After having been so long employed

in writing my old geological observations, it is delightful to use one's

eyes and fingers again." It was, in fact, a return to the work which

occupied so much of his time when at sea during his voyage. His

zoological notes of that period give an impression of vigorous work,

hampered by ignorance and want of appliances. And his untiring industry

in the dissection of marine animals, especially of Crustacea, must have

been of value to him as training for his Cirripede work. Most of his

work was done with the simple dissecting microscope--but it was the need

which he found for higher powers that induced him, in 1846, to buy a

compound microscope. He wrote to Hooker:--"When I was drawing with L.,

I was so delighted with the appearance of the objects, especially with

their perspective, as seen through the weak powers of a good compound

microscope, that I am going to order one; indeed, I often have

structures in which the 1/30 is not power enough."

During part of the time covered by the present chapter, my father

suffered perhaps more from ill-health than at any other time of his

life. He felt severely the depressing influence of these long years of

illness; thus as early as 1840 he wrote to Fox: "I am grown a dull,

old, spiritless dog to what I used to be. One gets stupider as one grows

older I think." It is not wonderful that he should so have written,

it is rather to be wondered at that his spirit withstood so great and

constant a strain. He wrote to Sir J.D. Hooker in 1845: "You are very

kind in your enquiries about my health; I have nothing to say about it,

being always much the same, some days better and some worse. I believe

I have not had one whole day, or rather night, without my stomach having

been greatly disordered, during the last three years, and most days

great prostration of strength: thank you for your kindness; many of my

friends, I believe, think me a hypochondriac."

Again, in 1849, he notes in his diary:--"January 1st to March

10th.--Health very bad, with much sickness and failure of power. Worked

on all well days." This was written just before his first visit to Dr.

Gully's Water-Cure Establishment at Malvern. In April of the same year

he wrote:--"I believe I am going on very well, but I am rather weary of

my present inactive life, and the water-cure has the most extraordinary

effect in producing indolence and stagnation of mind: till experiencing

it, I could not have believed it possible. I now increase in weight,

have escaped sickness for thirty days." He returned in June, after

sixteen weeks' absence, much improved in health, and, as already

described, continued the water-cure at home for some time.]

CHARLES DARWIN TO J.D. HOOKER. Down [October, 1846].

My dear Hooker,

I have not heard from Sulivan (Admiral Sir B.J. Sulivan, formerly an

officer of the "Beagle".) lately; when he last wrote he named from 8th

to 10th as the most likely time. Immediately that I hear, I will fly you

a line, for the chance of your being able to come. I forget whether you

know him, but I suppose so; he is a real good fellow. Anyhow, if you do

not come then, I am very glad that you propose coming soon after...

I am going to begin some papers on the lower marine animals, which will

last me some months, perhaps a year, and then I shall begin looking over

my ten-year-long accumulation of notes on species and varieties,

which, with writing, I dare say will take me five years, and then, when

published, I dare say I shall stand infinitely low in the opinion of all

sound Naturalists--so this is my prospect for the future.

Are you a good hand at inventing names. I have a quite new and curious

genus of Barnacle, which I want to name, and how to invent a name

completely puzzles me.

By the way, I have told you nothing about Southampton. We enjoyed (wife

and myself) our week beyond measure: the papers were all dull, but I met

so many friends and made so many new acquaintances (especially some of

the Irish Naturalists), and took so many pleasant excursions. I wish you

had been there. On Sunday we had so pleasant an excursion to

Winchester with Falconer (Hugh Falconer, 1809-1865. Chiefly known as a

palaeontologist, although employed as a botanist during his whole career

in India, where he was also a medical officer in the H.E.I.C. Service;

he was superintendent of the Company's garden, first at Saharunpore,

and then at Calcutta. He was one of the first botanical explorers of

Kashmir. Falconer's discoveries of Miocene mammalian remains in the

Sewalik Hills, were, at the time, perhaps the greatest "finds" which had

been made. His book on the subject, 'Fauna Antiqua Sivalensis,' remained

unfinished at the time of his death.), Colonel Sabine (The late Sir

Edward Sabine, formerly President of the Royal Society, and author of a

long series of memoirs on Terrestrial Magnetism.), and Dr. Robinson

(The late Dr. Thomas Romney Robinson, of the Armagh Observatory.), and

others. I never enjoyed a day more in my life. I missed having a look

at H. Watson. (The late Hewett Cottrell Watson, author of the 'Cybele

Britannica,' one of a most valuable series of works on the topography

and geographical distribution of the plants of the British Islands.)

I suppose you heard that he met Forbes and told him he had a severe

article in the Press. I understood that Forbes explained to him that he

had no cause to complain, but as the article was printed, he would not

withdraw it, but offered it to Forbes for him to append notes to it,

which Forbes naturally declined...

CHARLES DARWIN TO J.D. HOOKER. Down, April 7th [1847?].

My dear Hooker,

I should have written before now, had I not been almost continually

unwell, and at present I am suffering from four boils and swellings, one

of which hardly allows me the use of my right arm, and has stopped all

my work, and damped all my spirits. I was much disappointed at missing

my trip to Kew, and the more so, as I had forgotten you would be away

all this month; but I had no choice, and was in bed nearly all Friday

and Saturday. I congratulate you over your improved prospects about

India (Sir J. Hooker left England on November 11, 1847, for his

Himalayan and Tibetan journey. The expedition was supported by a small

grant from the Treasury, and thus assumed the character of a Government

mission.), but at the same time must sincerely groan over it. I shall

feel quite lost without you to discuss many points with, and to

point out (ill-luck to you) difficulties and objections to my species

hypotheses. It will be a horrid shame if money stops your expedition;

but Government will surely help you to some extent...Your present trip,

with your new views, amongst the coal-plants, will be very interesting.

If you have spare time, BUT NOT WITHOUT, I should enjoy having some news

of your progress. Your present trip will work well in, if you go to

any of the coal districts in India. Would this not be a good object to

parade before Government; the utilitarian souls would comprehend this.

By the way, I will get some work out of you, about the domestic races of

animals in India...

CHARLES DARWIN TO L. JENYNS (BLOMEFIELD). Down [1847].

Dear Jenyns,

("This letter relates to a small Almanack first published in 1843, under

the name of 'The Naturalists' Pocket Almanack,' by Mr. Van Voorst,

and which I edited for him. It was intended especially for those who

interest themselves in the periodic phenomena of animals and plants, of

which a select list was given under each month of the year.

"The Pocket Almanack contained, moreover, miscellaneous information

relating to Zoology and Botany; to Natural History and other scientific

societies; to public Museums and Gardens, in addition to the ordinary

celestial phenomena found in most other Almanacks. It continued to be

issued till 1847, after which year the publication was abandoned."--From

a letter from Rev. L. Blomefield to F. Darwin.)

I am very much obliged for the capital little Almanack; it so happened

that I was wishing for one to keep in my portfolio. I had never seen

this kind before, and shall certainly get one for the future. I think

it is very amusing to have a list before one's eyes of the order of

appearance of the plants and animals around one; it gives a fresh

interest to each fine day. There is one point I should like to see

a little improved, viz., the correction for the clock at shorter

intervals. Most people, I suspect, who like myself have dials, will wish

to be more precise than with a margin of three minutes. I always buy

a shilling almanack for this SOLE end. By the way, YOURS, i.e., Van

Voorst's Almanack, is very dear; it ought, at least, to be advertised

post-free for the shilling. Do you not think a table (not rules) of

conversion of French into English measures, and perhaps weights, would

be exceedingly useful; also centigrade into Fahrenheit,--magnifying

powers according to focal distances?--in fact you might make it the more

useful publication of the age. I know what I should like best of all,

namely, current meteorological remarks for each month, with statement

of average course of winds and prediction of weather, in accordance with

movements of barometer. People, I think, are always amused at knowing

the extremes and means of temperature for corresponding times in other

years.

I hope you will go on with it another year. With many thanks, my dear

Jenyns,

Yours very truly, CHARLES DARWIN.

CHARLES DARWIN TO J.D. HOOKER. Down, Sunday [April 18th, 1847].

My dear Hooker,

I return with many thanks Watson's letter, which I have had copied. It

is a capital one, and I am extremely obliged to you for obtaining me

such valuable information. Surely he is rather in a hurry when he says

intermediate varieties must almost be necessarily rare, otherwise they

would be taken as the types of the species; for he overlooks numerical

frequency as an element. Surely if A, B, C were three varieties, and

if A were a good deal the commonest (therefore, also, first known),

it would be taken as the type, without regarding whether B was quite

intermediate or not, or whether it was rare or not. What capital

essays W would write; but I suppose he has written a good deal in the

'Phytologist.' You ought to encourage him to publish on variation; it

is a shame that such facts as those in his letter should remain

unpublished. I must get you to introduce me to him; would he be a good

and sociable man for Dropmore? (A much enjoyed expedition made from

Oxford--when the British Association met there in 1847.) though if he

comes, Forbes must not (and I think you talked of inviting Forbes), or

we shall have a glorious battle. I should like to see sometime the war

correspondence. Have you the 'Phytologist,' and could you sometime spare

it? I would go through it quickly...I have read your last five numbers

(Of the Botany of Hooker's 'Antarctic Voyage.'), and as usual have been

much interested in several points, especially with your discussions

on the beech and potato. I see you have introduced several sentences

against us Transmutationists. I have also been looking through the

latter volumes of the 'Annals of Natural History,' and have read two

such soulless, pompous papers of --, quite worthy of the author...The

contrast of the papers in the "Annals" with those in the "Annales"

is rather humiliating; so many papers in the former, with short

descriptions of species, without one word on their affinities, internal

structure, range or habits. I am now reading --, and I have picked

out some things which have interested me; but he strikes me as rather

dullish, and with all his Materia Medica smells of the doctor's shop. I

shall ever hate the name of the Materia Medica, since hearing Duncan's

lectures at eight o'clock on a winter's morning--a whole, cold

breakfastless hour on the properties of rhubarb!

I hope your journey will be very prosperous. Believe me, my dear Hooker,

Ever yours, C. DARWIN.

P.S.--I think I have only made one new acquaintance of late, that is

R. Chambers; and I have just received a presentation copy of the sixth

edition of the 'Vestiges.' Somehow I now feel perfectly convinced he is

the author. He is in France, and has written to me thence.

CHARLES DARWIN TO J.D. HOOKER. Down [1847?].

...I am delighted to hear that Brongniart thought Sigillaria aquatic,

and that Binney considers coal a sort of submarine peat. I would bet

5 to 1 that in twenty years this will be generally admitted (An

unfulfilled prophecy.); and I do not care for whatever the botanical

difficulties or impossibilities may be. If I could but persuade myself

that Sigillaria and Co. had a good range of depth, i.e., could live from

5 to 100 fathoms under water, all difficulties of nearly all kinds would

be removed (for the simple fact of muddy ordinary shallow sea implies

proximity of land). [N.B.--I am chuckling to think how you are sneering

all this time.] It is not much of a difficulty, there not being shells

with the coal, considering how unfavourable deep mud is for most

Mollusca, and that shells would probably decay from the humic acid, as

seems to take place in peat and in the BLACK moulds (as Lyell tells me)

of the Mississippi. So coal question settled--Q.E.D. Sneer away!

Many thanks for your welcome note from Cambridge, and I am glad you like

my alma mater, which I despise heartily as a place of education, but

love from many most pleasant recollections...

Thanks for your offer of the 'Phytologist;' I shall be very much obliged

for it, for I do not suppose I should be able to borrow it from any

other quarter. I will not be set up too much by your praise, but I do

not believe I ever lost a book or forgot to return it during a long

lapse of time. Your 'Webb' is well wrapped up, and with your name in

large letters OUTSIDE.

My new microscope is come home (a "splendid plaything," as old R.

Brown called it), and I am delighted with it; it really is a splendid

plaything. I have been in London for three days, and saw many of our

friends. I was extremely sorry to hear a not very good account of

Sir William. Farewell, my dear Hooker, and be a good boy, and make

Sigillaria a submarine sea-weed.

Ever yours, C. DARWIN.

CHARLES DARWIN TO J.D. HOOKER. Down [May 6th, 1847].

My dear Hooker,

You have made a savage onslaught, and I must try to defend myself.

But, first, let me say that I never write to you except for my own

good pleasure; now I fear that you answer me when busy and without

inclination (and I am sure I should have none if I was as busy as you).

Pray do not do so, and if I thought my writing entailed an answer from

you nolens volens, it would destroy all my pleasure in writing. Firstly,

I did not consider my letter as REASONING, or even as SPECULATION, but

simply as mental rioting; and as I was sending Binney's paper, I poured

out to you the result of reading it. Secondly, you are right, indeed, in

thinking me mad, if you suppose that I would class any ferns as marine

plants; but surely there is a wide distinction between the plants found

upright in the coal-beds and those not upright, and which might have

been drifted. Is it not possible that the same circumstances which have

preserved the vegetation in situ, should have preserved drifted plants?

I know Calamites is found upright; but I fancied its affinities were

very obscure, like Sigillaria. As for Lepidodendron, I forgot its

existence, as happens when one goes riot, and now know neither what

it is, or whether upright. If these plants, i.e. Calamites and

Lepidodendron, have VERY CLEAR RELATIONS to terrestrial vegetables, like

the ferns have, and are found upright in situ, of course I must give up

the ghost. But surely Sigillaria is the main upright plant, and on its

obscure affinities I have heard you enlarge.

Thirdly, it never entered my head to undervalue botanical relatively to

zoological evidence; except in so far as I thought it was admitted that

the vegetative structure seldom yielded any evidence of affinity nearer

than that of families, and not always so much. And is it not in plants,

as certainly it is in animals, dangerous to judge of habits without

very near affinity. Could a Botanist tell from structure alone that the

Mangrove family, almost or quite alone in Dicotyledons, could live in

the sea, and the Zostera family almost alone among the Monocotyledons?

Is it a safe argument, that because algae are almost the only, or the

only submerged sea-plants, that formerly other groups had not members

with such habits? With animals such an argument would not be conclusive,

as I could illustrate by many examples; but I am forgetting myself; I

want only to some degree to defend myself, and not burn my fingers by

attacking you. The foundation of my letter, and what is my deliberate

opinion, though I dare say you will think it absurd, is that I would

rather trust, caeteris paribus, pure geological evidence than either

zoological or botanical evidence. I do not say that I would sooner trust

POOR geological evidence than GOOD organic. I think the basis of pure

geological reasoning is simpler (consisting chiefly of the action of

water on the crust of the earth, and its up and down movements) than a

basis drawn from the difficult subject of affinities and of structure in

relation to habits. I can hardly analyze the facts on which I have come

to this conclusion; but I can illustrate it. Pallas's account would lead

any one to suppose that the Siberian strata, with the frozen carcasses,

had been quickly deposited, and hence that the embedded animals had

lived in the neighbourhood; but our zoological knowledge of thirty years

ago led every one falsely to reject this conclusion.

Tell me that an upright fern in situ occurs with Sigillaria and

Stigmaria, or that the affinities of Calamites and Lepidodendron

(supposing that they are found in situ with Sigillaria) are so CLEAR,

that they could not have been marine, like, but in a greater degree,

than the mangrove and sea-wrack, and I will humbly apologise to you

and all Botanists for having let my mind run riot on a subject on which

assuredly I know nothing. But till I hear this, I shall keep privately

to my own opinion with the same pertinacity and, as you will think,

with the same philosophical spirit with which Koenig maintains that

Cheirotherium-footsteps are fuci.

Whether this letter will sink me lower in your opinion, or put me a

little right, I know not, but hope the latter. Anyhow, I have revenged

myself with boring you with a very long epistle. Farewell, and be

forgiving. Ever yours,

C. DARWIN.

P.S.--When will you return to Kew? I have forgotten one main object of

my letter, to thank you MUCH for your offer of the 'Hort. Journal,' but

I have ordered the two numbers.

[The two following extracts [1847] give the continuation and conclusion

of the coal battle.

"By the way, as submarine coal made you so wrath, I thought I would

experimentise on Falconer and Bunbury (The late Sir C. Bunbury,

well-known as a palaeobotanist.) together, and it made [them] even more

savage; 'such infernal nonsense ought to be thrashed out of me.' Bunbury

was more polite and contemptuous. So I now know how to stir up and show

off any Botanist. I wonder whether Zoologists and Geologists have got

their tender points; I wish I could find out."

"I cannot resist thanking you for your most kind note. Pray do not

think that I was annoyed by your letter: I perceived that you had been

thinking with animation, and accordingly expressed yourself strongly,

and so I understood it. Forfend me from a man who weighs every

expression with Scotch prudence. I heartily wish you all success in your

noble problem, and I shall be very curious to have some talk with you

and hear your ultimatum."]

CHARLES DARWIN TO J.D. HOOKER. (Parts of two letters.) Down [October,

1847].

I congratulate you heartily on your arrangements being completed, with

some prospect for the future. It will be a noble voyage and journey,

but I wish it was over, I shall miss you selfishly and all ways to a

dreadful extent ...I am in great perplexity how we are to meet...I can

well understand how dreadfully busy you must be. If you CANNOT come

here, you MUST let me come to you for a night; for I must have one more

chat and one more quarrel with you over the coal.

By the way, I endeavoured to stir up Lyell (who has been staying

here some days with me) to theorise on the coal: his oolitic UPRIGHT

Equisetums are dreadful for my submarine flora. I should die much easier

if some one would solve me the coal question. I sometimes think it could

not have been formed at all. Old Sir Anthony Carlisle once said to me

gravely, that he supposed Megatherium and such cattle were just sent

down from heaven to see whether the earth would support them; and I

suppose the coal was rained down to puzzle mortals. You must work the

coal well in India.

Ever yours, C. DARWIN.

CHARLES DARWIN TO J.D. HOOKER. [November 6th, 1847.]

My dear Hooker,

I have just received your note with sincere grief: there is no help for

it. I shall always look at your intention of coming here, under such

circumstances, as the greatest proof of friendship I ever received from

mortal man. My conscience would have upbraided me in not having come

to you on Thursday, but, as it turned out, I could not, for I was quite

unable to leave Shrewsbury before that day, and I reached home only

last night, much knocked up. Without I hear to-morrow (which is hardly

possible), and if I am feeling pretty well, I will drive over to Kew on

Monday morning, just to say farewell. I will stay only an hour...

CHARLES DARWIN TO J.D. HOOKER. [November, 1847.]

My dear Hooker,

I am very unwell, and incapable of doing anything. I do hope I have not

inconvenienced you. I was so unwell all yesterday, that I was rejoicing

you were not here; for it would have been a bitter mortification to me

to have had you here and not enjoyed your last day. I shall not now see

you. Farewell, and God bless you.

Your affectionate friend, C. DARWIN.

I will write to you in India.

[In 1847 appeared a paper by Mr. D. Milne (Now Mr. Milne Home. The

essay was published in Transactions of the Edinburgh Royal Society, vol.

xvi.), in which my father's Glen Roy work is criticised, and which is

referred to in the following characteristic extract from a letter to Sir

J. Hooker:] "I have been bad enough for these few last days, having had

to think and write too much about Glen Roy...Mr. Milne having attacked

my theory, which made me horribly sick." I have not been able to find

any published reply to Mr. Milne, so that I imagine the "writing"

mentioned was confined to letters. Mr. Milne's paper was not destructive

to the Glen Roy paper, and this my father recognises in the following

extract from a letter to Lyell (March, 1847). The reference to Chambers

is explained by the fact that he accompanied Mr. Milne in his visit to

Glen Roy. "I got R. Chambers to give me a sketch of Milne's Glen Roy

views, and I have re-read my paper, and am, now that I have heard what

is to be said, not even staggered. It is provoking and humiliating to

find that Chambers not only had not read with any care my paper on

this subject, or even looked at the coloured map, so that the new shelf

described by me had not been searched for, and my arguments and facts of

detail not in the least attended to. I entirely gave up the ghost, and

was quite chicken-hearted at the Geological Society, till you reassured

and reminded me of the main facts in the whole case."

The two following letters to Lyell, though of later date (June, 1848),

bear on the same subject:--

"I was at the evening meeting [of the Geological Society], but did not

get within hail of you. What a fool (though I must say a very amusing

one) -- did make of himself. Your speech was refreshing after it,

and was well characterized by Fox (my cousin) in three words--'What a

contrast!' That struck me as a capital speculation about the Wealden

Continent going down. I did not hear what you settled at the Council; I

was quite wearied out and bewildered. I find Smith, of Jordan Hill, has

a much worse opinion of R. Chambers's book than even I have. Chambers

has piqued me a little ('Ancient Sea Margins, 1848.' The words quoted by

my father should be "the mobility of the land was an ascendant idea.");

he says I 'propound' and 'profess my belief' that Glen Roy is marine,

and that the idea was accepted because the 'mobility of the land was the

ascendant idea of the day.' He adds some very faint UPPER lines in Glen

Spean (seen, by the way, by Agassiz), and has shown that Milne and Kemp

are right in there being horizontal aqueous markings (NOT at coincident

levels with those of Glen Roy) in other parts of Scotland at great

heights, and he adds several other cases. This is the whole of his

addition to the data. He not only takes my line of argument from the

buttresses and terraces below the lower shelf and some other arguments

(without acknowledgment), but he sneers at all his predecessors

not having perceived the importance of the short portions of lines

intermediate between the chief ones in Glen Roy; whereas I commence the

description of them with saying, that 'perceiving their importance,

I examined them with scrupulous care,' and expatiate at considerable

length on them. I have indirectly told him I do not think he has quite

claims to consider that he alone (which he pretty directly asserts) has

solved the problem of Glen Roy. With respect to the terraces at lower

levels coincident in height all round Scotland and England, I am

inclined to believe he shows some little probability of there being some

leading ones coincident, but much more exact evidence is required. Would

you believe it credible? he advances as a probable solution to account

for the rise of Great Britain that in some great ocean one-twentieth

of the bottom of the whole aqueous surface of the globe has sunk in (he

does not say where he puts it) for a thickness of half a mile, and this

he has calculated would make an apparent rise of 130 feet."

CHARLES DARWIN TO C. LYELL. Down [June, 1848].

My dear Lyell,

Out of justice to Chambers I must trouble you with one line to say, as

far as I am personally concerned in Glen Roy, he has made the amende

honorable, and pleads guilty through inadvertency of taking my two lines

of arguments and facts without acknowledgment. He concluded by saying he

"came to the same point by an independent course of inquiry, which in a

small degree excuses this inadvertency." His letter altogether shows a

very good disposition, and says he is "much gratified with the MEASURED

approbation which you bestow, etc." I am heartily glad I was able to

say in truth that I thought he had done good service in calling more

attention to the subject of the terraces. He protests it is unfair to

call the sinking of the sea his theory, for that he with care always

speaks of mere change of level, and this is quite true; but the one

section in which he shows how he conceives the sea might sink is so

astonishing, that I believe it will with others, as with me, more than

counterbalance his previous caution. I hope that you may think better of

the book than I do.

Yours most truly, C. DARWIN.

CHARLES DARWIN TO J.D. HOOKER. October 6th, 1848.

...I have lately been trying to get up an agitation (but I shall not

succeed, and indeed doubt whether I have time and strength to go on with

it), against the practice of Naturalists appending for perpetuity the

name of the FIRST describer to species. I look at this as a direct

premium to hasty work, to NAMING instead of DESCRIBING. A species ought

to have a name so well known that the addition of the author's name

would be superfluous, and a [piece] of empty vanity. (His contempt for

the self-regarding spirit in a naturalist is illustrated by an anecdote,

for which I am indebted to Rev. L. Blomefield. After speaking of my

father's love of Entomology at Cambridge, Mr. Blomefield continues:--"He

occasionally came over from Cambridge to my Vicarage at Swaffham

Bulbeck, and we went out together to collect insects in the woods at

Bottisham Hall, close at hand, or made longer excursions in the Fens.

On one occasion he captured in a large bag net, with which he used

vigorously to sweep the weeds and long grass, a rare coleopterous

insect, one of the Lepturidae, which I myself had never taken in

Cambridgeshire. He was pleased with his capture, and of course carried

it home in triumph. Some years afterwards, the voyage of the 'Beagle'

having been made in the interim, talking over old times with him, I

reverted to this circumstance, and asked if he remembered it. 'Oh, yes,'

(he said,) 'I remember it well; and I was selfish enough to keep

the specimen, when you were collecting materials for a Fauna of

Cambridgeshire, and for a local museum in the Philosophical Society.' He

followed this up with some remarks on the pettiness of collectors, who

aimed at nothing beyond filling their cabinets with rare things.")

At present, it would not do to give mere specific names; but I think

Zoologists might open the road to the omission, by referring to good

systematic writers instead of to first describers. Botany, I fancy,

has not suffered so much as Zoology from mere NAMING; the characters,

fortunately, are more obscure. Have you ever thought on this point?

Why should Naturalists append their own names to new species, when

Mineralogists and Chemists do not do so to new substances? When you

write to Falconer pray remember me affectionately to him. I grieve most

sincerely to hear that he has been ill, my dear Hooker, God bless you,

and fare you well.

Your sincere friend, C. DARWIN.

CHARLES DARWIN TO HUGH STRICKLAND. (Hugh Edwin Strickland, M.A., F.R.S.,

was born 2nd of March, 1811, and educated at Rugby, under Arnold, and at

Oriel College, Oxford. In 1835 and 1836 he travelled through Europe to

the Levant with W.J. Hamilton, the geologist, wintering in Asia Minor.

In 1841 he brought the subject of Natural History Nomenclature before

the British Association, and prepared the Code of Rules for Zoological

Nomenclature, now known by his name--the principles of which are very

generally adopted. In 1843 he was one of the founders (if not the

original projector) of the Ray Society. In 1845 he married the second

daughter of Sir William Jardine, Bart. In 1850 he was appointed, in

consequence of Buckland's illness, Deputy Reader in Geology at Oxford.

His promising career was suddenly cut short on September 14, 1853, when,

while geologizing in a railway cutting between Retford and Gainsborough,

he was run over by a train and instantly killed. A memoir of him and a

reprint of his principal contributions to journals was published by Sir

William Jardine in 1858; but he was also the author of 'The Dodo and its

Kindred' (1848); 'Bibliographia Zoologiae' (the latter in conjunction

with Louis Agassiz, and issued by the Ray Society); 'Ornithological

Synonyms' (one volume only published, and that posthumously). A

catalogue of his ornithological collection, given by his widow to the

University of Cambridge, was compiled by Mr. Salvin, and published in

1882. (I am indebted to Prof. Newton for the above note.)) Down, January

29th [1849].

...What a labour you have undertaken; I do HONOUR your devoted zeal in

the good cause of Natural Science. Do you happen to have a SPARE copy

of the Nomenclature rules published in the 'British Association

Transactions?' if you have, and would give it to me, I should be truly

obliged, for I grudge buying the volume for it. I have found the rules

very useful, it is quite a comfort to have something to rest on in the

turbulent ocean of nomenclature (and am accordingly grateful to you),

though I find it very difficult to obey always. Here is a case (and I

think it should have been noticed in the rules), Coronula, Cineras and

Otion, are names adopted by Cuvier, Lamarck, Owen, and almost EVERY

well-known writer, but I find that all three names were anticipated by

a German: now I believe if I were to follow the strict rule of priority,

more harm would be done than good, and more especially as I feel sure

that the newly fished-up names would not be adopted. I have almost made

up my mind to reject the rule of priority in this case; would you grudge

the trouble to send me your opinion? I have been led of late to reflect

much on the subject of naming, and I have come to a fixed opinion that

the plan of the first describer's name, being appended for perpetuity to

a species, had been the greatest curse to Natural History. Some months

since, I wrote out the enclosed badly drawn-up paper, thinking that

perhaps I would agitate the subject; but the fit has passed, and I do

not suppose I ever shall; I send it you for the CHANCE of your caring

to see my notions. I have been surprised to find in conversation that

several naturalists were of nearly my way of thinking. I feel sure as

long as species-mongers have their vanity tickled by seeing their own

names appended to a species, because they miserably described it in two

or three lines, we shall have the same VAST amount of bad work as at

present, and which is enough to dishearten any man who is willing to

work out any branch with care and time. I find every genus of Cirripedia

has half-a-dozen names, and not one careful description of any one

species in any one genus. I do not believe that this would have been the

case if each man knew that the memory of his own name depended on his

doing his work well, and not upon merely appending a name with a few

wretched lines indicating only a few prominent external characters. But

I will not weary you with any longer tirade. Read my paper or NOT, just

as you like, and return it whenever you please.

Yours most sincerely, C. DARWIN.

HUGH STRICKLAND TO CHARLES DARWIN. The Lodge, Tewkesbury, January 31st,

1849.

...I have next to notice your second objection--that retaining the name

of the FIRST describer in perpetuum along with that of the species, is

a premium on hasty and careless work. This is quite a different question

from that of the law of priority itself, and it never occurred to me

before, though it seems highly probable that the general recognition of

that law may produce such a result. We must try to counteract this evil

in some other way.

The object of appending the name of a man to the name of a species is

not to gratify the vanity of the man, but to indicate more precisely

the species. Sometimes two men will, by accident, give the same name

(independently) to two species of the same genus. More frequently a

later author will misapply the specific name of an older one. Thus the

Helix putris of Montagu is not H. putris of Linnaeus, though Montague

supposed it to be so. In such a case we cannot define the species by

Helix putris alone, but must append the name of the author whom we

quote. But when a species has never borne but one name (as Corvus

frugilegus), and no other species of Corvus has borne the same name,

it is, of course, unnecessary to add the author's name. Yet even here

I like the form Corvus frugilegus, Linn., as it reminds us that this

is one of the old species, long known, and to be found in the 'Systema

Naturae,' etc. I fear, therefore, that (at least until our nomenclature

is more definitely settled) it will be impossible to indicate species

with scientific accuracy, without adding the name of their first author.

You may, indeed, do it as you propose, by saying in Lam. An. Invert.,

etc., but then this would be incompatible with the law of priority, for

where Lamarck has violated that low, one cannot adopt his name. It is,

nevertheless, highly conducive to accurate indication to append to the

(oldest) specific name ONE good reference to a standard work, especially

to a FIGURE, with an accompanying synonym if necessary. This method may

be cumbrous, but cumbrousness is a far less evil than uncertainty.

It, moreover, seems hardly possible to carry out the PRIORITY principle,

without the historical aid afforded by appending the author's name

to the specific one. If I, a PRIORITY MAN, called a species C.D., it

implies that C.D. is the oldest name that I know of; but in order

that you and others may judge of the propriety of that name, you must

ascertain when, and by whom, the name was first coined. Now, if to the

specific name C.D., I append the name A.B., of its first describer, I at

once furnish you with the clue to the dates when, and the book in which,

this description was given, and I thus assist you in determining whether

C.D. be really the oldest, and therefore the correct, designation.

I do, however, admit that the priority principle (excellent as it is)

has a tendency, when the author's name is added, to encourage vanity and

slovenly work. I think, however, that much might be done to discourage

those obscure and unsatisfactory definitions of which you so justly

complain, by WRITING DOWN the practice. Let the better disposed

naturalists combine to make a formal protest against all vague, loose,

and inadequate definitions of (supposed) new species. Let a committee

(say of the British Association) be appointed to prepare a sort of CLASS

LIST of the various modern works in which new species are described,

arranged in order of merit. The lowest class would contain the worst

examples of the kind, and their authors would thus be exposed to

the obloquy which they deserve, and be gibbeted in terrorem for the

edification of those who may come after.

I have thus candidly stated my views (I hope intelligibly) of what

seems best to be done in the present transitional and dangerous state

of systematic zoology. Innumerable labourers, many of them crotchety and

half-educated, are rushing into the field, and it depends, I think, on

the present generation whether the science is to descend to posterity a

chaotic mass, or possessed of some traces of law and organisation. If we

could only get a congress of deputies from the chief scientific bodies

of Europe and America, something might be done, but, as the case stands,

I confess I do not clearly see my way, beyond humbly endeavouring to

reform NUMBER ONE.

Yours ever, H.E. STRICKLAND.

CHARLES DARWIN TO HUGH STRICKLAND. Down, Sunday [February 4th, 1849].

My dear Strickland,

I am, in truth, GREATLY obliged to you for your long, most interesting,

and clear letter, and the Report. I will consider your arguments, which

are of the greatest weight, but I confess I cannot yet bring myself to

reject very WELL-KNOWN names, not in ONE country, but over the world,

for obscure ones,--simply on the ground that I do not believe I should

be followed. Pray believe that I should break the law of priority only

in rare cases; will you read the enclosed (and return it), and tell me

whether it does not stagger you? (N.B. I PROMISE that I will not give

you any more trouble.) I want simple answers, and not for you to waste

your time in reasons; I am curious for your answer in regard to Balanus.

I put the case of Otion, etc., to W. Thompson, who is fierce for the

law of priority, and he gave it up in such well-known names. I am in

a perfect maze of doubt on nomenclature. In not one large genus of

Cirripedia has ANY ONE species been correctly defined; it is pure

guesswork (being guided by range and commonness and habits) to recognise

any species: thus I can make out, from plates or descriptions, hardly

any of the British sessile cirripedes. I cannot bear to give new names

to all the species, and yet I shall perhaps do wrong to attach old names

by little better than guess; I cannot at present tell the least which

of two species all writers have meant by the common Anatifera laevis;

I have, therefore, given that name to the one which is rather the

commonest. Literally, not one species is properly defined; not one

naturalist has ever taken the trouble to open the shell of any species

to describe it scientifically, and yet all the genera have half-a-dozen

synonyms. For ARGUMENT'S sake, suppose I do my work thoroughly well,

any one who happens to have the original specimens named, I will say by

Chenu, who has figured and named hundreds of species, will be able to

upset all my names according to the law of priority (for he may maintain

his descriptions are sufficient), do you think it advantageous to

science that this should be done: I think not, and that convenience and

high merit (here put as mere argument) had better come into some play.

The subject is heart-breaking.

I hope you will occasionally turn in your mind my argument of the evil

done by the "mihi" attached to specific names; I can most clearly see

the EXCESSIVE evil it has caused; in mineralogy I have myself found

there is no rage to merely name; a person does not take up the subject

without he intends to work it out, as he knows that his ONLY claim to

merit rests on his work being ably done, and has no relation whatever

to NAMING. I give up one point, and grant that reference to first

describer's name should be given in all systematic works, but I think

something would be gained if a reference was given without the author's

name being actually appended as part of the binomial name, and I think,

except in systematic works, a reference, such as I propose, would

damp vanity much. I think a very wrong spirit runs through all Natural

History, as if some merit was due to a man for merely naming and

defining a species; I think scarcely any, or none, is due; if he works

out MINUTELY and anatomically any one species, or systematically a whole

group, credit is due, but I must think the mere defining a species is

nothing, and that no INJUSTICE is done him if it be overlooked, though

a great inconvenience to Natural History is thus caused. I do not think

more credit is due to a man for defining a species, than to a carpenter

for making a box. But I am foolish and rabid against species-mongers, or

rather against their vanity; it is useful and necessary work which must

be done; but they act as if they had actually made the species, and it

was their own property.

I use Agassiz's nomenclator; at least two-thirds of the dates in the

Cirripedia are grossly wrong.

I shall do what I can in fossil Cirripedia, and should be very grateful

for specimens; but I do not believe that species (and hardly genera)

can be defined by single valves; as in every recent species yet examined

their forms vary greatly: to describe a species by valves alone, is the

same as to describe a crab from SMALL portions of its carapace alone,

these portions being highly variable, and not, as in Crustacea, modelled

over viscera. I sincerely apologise for the trouble which I have given

you, but indeed I will give no more.

Yours most sincerely, C. DARWIN.

P.S.--In conversation I found Owen and Andrew Smith much inclined to

throw over the practice of attaching authors' names; I believe if I

agitated I could get a large party to join. W. Thompson agreed some way

with me, but was not prepared to go nearly as far as I am.

CHARLES DARWIN TO HUGH STRICKLAND. Down, February 10th [1849].

My dear Strickland,

I have again to thank you cordially for your letter. Your remarks shall

fructify to some extent, and I will try to be more faithful to rigid

virtue and priority; but as for calling Balanus "Lepas" (which I did not

think of), I cannot do it, my pen won't write it--it is IMPOSSIBLE. I

have great hopes some of my difficulties will disappear, owing to wrong

dates in Agassiz, and to my having to run several genera into one, for I

have as yet gone, in but few cases, to original sources. With respect to

adopting my own notions in my Cirripedia book, I should not like to

do so without I found others approved, and in some public way,--nor,

indeed, is it well adapted, as I can never recognise a species without I

have the original specimen, which, fortunately, I have in many cases in

the British Museum. Thus far I mean to adopt my notion, as never putting

mihi or "Darwin" after my own species, and in the anatomical text giving

no authors' names at all, as the systematic Part will serve for those

who want to know the History of a species as far as I can imperfectly

work it out...

CHARLES DARWIN TO J.D. HOOKER. [The Lodge, Malvern, March 28th, 1849.]

My dear Hooker,

Your letter of the 13th of October has remained unanswered till this

day! What an ungrateful return for a letter which interested me so much,

and which contained so much and curious information. But I have had a

bad winter.

On the 13th of November, my poor dear father died, and no one who did

not know him would believe that a man above eighty-three years old could

have retained so tender and affectionate a disposition, with all his

sagacity unclouded to the last. I was at the time so unwell, that I was

unable to travel, which added to my misery. Indeed, all this winter I

have been bad enough...and my nervous system began to be affected, so

that my hands trembled, and head was often swimming. I was not able to

do anything one day out of three, and was altogether too dispirited to

write to you, or to do anything but what I was compelled. I thought I

was rapidly going the way of all flesh. Having heard, accidentally, of

two persons who had received much benefit from the water-cure, I got Dr.

Gully's book, and made further enquiries, and at last started here,

with wife, children, and all our servants. We have taken a house for

two months, and have been here a fortnight. I am already a little

stronger...Dr. Gully feels pretty sure he can do me good, which most

certainly the regular doctors could not...I feel certain that the

water-cure is no quackery.

How I shall enjoy getting back to Down with renovated health, if such

is to be my good fortune, and resuming the beloved Barnacles. Now I hope

that you will forgive me for my negligence in not having sooner answered

your letter. I was uncommonly interested by the sketch you give of

your intended grand expedition, from which I suppose you will soon

be returning. How earnestly I hope that it may prove in every way

successful...

[When my father was at the Water-cure Establishment at Malvern he

was brought into contact with clairvoyance, of which he writes in the

following extract from a letter to Fox, September, 1850.

"You speak about Homoeopathy, which is a subject which makes me more

wrath, even than does Clairvoyance. Clairvoyance so transcends belief,

that one's ordinary faculties are put out of the question, but in

homoeopathy common sense and common observation come into play, and both

these must go to the dogs, if the infinitesimal doses have any effect

whatever. How true is a remark I saw the other day by Quetelet, in

respect to evidence of curative processes, viz., that no one knows in

disease what is the simple result of nothing being done, as a standard

with which to compare homoeopathy, and all other such things. It is a

sad flaw, I cannot but think, in my beloved Dr. Gully, that he believes

in everything. When Miss -- was very ill, he had a clairvoyant girl

to report on internal changes, a mesmerist to put her to sleep--an

homoeopathist, viz. Dr. --, and himself as hydropathist! and the girl

recovered."

A passage out of an earlier letter to Fox (December, 1884) shows that

he was equally sceptical on the subject of mesmerism: "With respect to

mesmerism, the whole country resounds with wonderful facts or tales..I

have just heard of a child, three or four years old (whose parents and

self I well knew) mesmerised by his father, which is the first fact

which has staggered me. I shall not believe fully till I see or hear

from good evidence of animals (as has been stated is possible) not

drugged, being put to stupor; of course the impossibility would not

prove mesmerism false; but it is the only clear experimentum crucis, and

I am astonished it has not been systematically tried. If mesmerism was

investigated, like a science, this could not have been left till the

present day to be DONE SATISFACTORILY, as it has been I believe left.

Keep some cats yourself, and do get some mesmeriser to attempt it. One

man told me he had succeeded, but his experiments were most vague, and

as was likely from a man who said cats were more easily done than other

animals, because they were so electrical!"]

CHARLES DARWIN TO C. LYELL. Down, December 4th [1849].

My dear Lyell,

This letter requires no answer, and I write from exuberance of vanity.

Dana has sent me the Geology of the United States Expedition, and I have

just read the Coral part. To begin with a modest speech, I AM ASTONISHED

AT MY OWN ACCURACY!! If I were to rewrite now my Coral book there is

hardly a sentence I should have to alter, except that I ought to have

attributed more effect to recent volcanic action in checking growth of

coral. When I say all this I ought to add that the CONSEQUENCES of the

theory on areas of subsidence are treated in a separate chapter to which

I have not come, and in this, I suspect, we shall differ more. Dana

talks of agreeing with my theory IN MOST POINTS; I can find out not one

in which he differs. Considering how infinitely more he saw of Coral

Reefs than I did, this is wonderfully satisfactory to me. He treats me

most courteously. There now, my vanity is pretty well satisfied...

CHARLES DARWIN TO J.D. HOOKER. Malvern, April 9th, 1849.

My dear Hooker,

The very next morning after posting my last letter (I think on 23rd

of March), I received your two interesting gossipaceous and geological

letters; and the latter I have since exchanged with Lyell for his. I

will write higglety-pigglety just as subjects occur. I saw the Review in

the 'Athenaeum,' it was written in an ill-natured spirit; but the whole

virus consisted in saying that there was not novelty enough in your

remarks for publication. No one, nowadays, cares for reviews. I may

just mention that my Journal got some REAL GOOD abuse, "presumption,"

etc.,--ended with saying that the volume appeared "made up of the scraps

and rubbish of the author's portfolio." I most truly enter into what

you say, and quite believe you that you care only for the review with

respect to your father; and that this ALONE would make you like to

see extracts from your letters more properly noticed in this same

periodical. I have considered to the very best of my judgment whether

any portion of your present letters are adapted for the 'Athenaeum' (in

which I have no interest; the beasts not having even NOTICED my three

geological volumes which I had sent to them), and I have come to the

conclusion it is better not to send them. I feel sure, considering all

the circumstances, that without you took pains and wrote WITH CARE, a

condensed and finished sketch of some striking feature in your travels,

it is better not to send anything. These two letters are, moreover,

rather too geological for the 'Athenaeum,' and almost require woodcuts.

On the other hand, there are hardly enough details for a communication

to the Geological Society. I have not the SMALLEST DOUBT that your

facts are of the highest interest with regard to glacial action in the

Himalaya; but it struck both Lyell and myself that your evidence ought

to have been given more distinctly...

I have written so lately that I have nothing to say about myself; my

health prevented me going on with a crusade against "mihi" and "nobis,"

of which you warn me of the dangers. I showed my paper to three or

four Naturalists, and they all agreed with me to a certain extent: with

health and vigour, I would not have shown a white feather, [and] with

aid of half-a-dozen really good Naturalists, I believe something might

have been done against the miserable and degrading passion of mere

species naming. In your letter you wonder what "Ornamental Poultry" has

to do with Barnacles; but do not flatter yourself that I shall not yet

live to finish the Barnacles, and then make a fool of myself on the

subject of species, under which head ornamental Poultry are very

interesting...

CHARLES DARWIN TO C. LYELL. The Lodge, Malvern [June, 1849].

...I have got your book ('A Second Visit to the United States.'), and

have read all the first and a small part of the second volume (reading

is the hardest work allowed here), and greatly I have been interested by

it. It makes me long to be a Yankee. E. desires me to say that she

quite "gloated" over the truth of your remarks on religious progress...I

delight to think how you will disgust some of the bigots and educational

dons. As yet there has not been MUCH Geology or Natural History, for

which I hope you feel a little ashamed. Your remarks on all social

subjects strike me as worthy of the author of the 'Principles.' And yet

(I know it is prejudice and pride) if I had written the Principles, I

never would have written any travels; but I believe I am more jealous

about the honour and glory of the Principles than you are yourself...

CHARLES DARWIN TO C. LYELL. September 14th, 1849.

...I go on with my aqueous processes, and very steadily but slowly gain

health and strength. Against all rules, I dined at Chevening with Lord

Mahon, who did me the great honour of calling on me, and how he heard of

me I can't guess. I was charmed with Lady Mahon, and any one might have

been proud at the pieces of agreeableness which came from her beautiful

lips with respect to you. I like old Lord Stanhope very much; though he

abused Geology and Zoology heartily. "To suppose that the Omnipotent

God made a world, found it a failure, and broke it up, and then made

it again, and again broke it up, as the Geologists say, is all fiddle

faddle. Describing Species of birds and shells, etc., is all fiddle

faddle..."

I am heartily glad we shall meet at Birmingham, as I trust we shall, if

my health will but keep up. I work now every day at the Cirripedia for

2 1/2 hours, and so get on a little, but very slowly. I sometimes,

after being a whole week employed and having described perhaps only

two species, agree mentally with Lord Stanhope, that it is all fiddle

faddle; however, the other day I got a curious case of a unisexual,

instead of hermaphrodite cirripede, in which the female had the common

cirripedial character, and in two valves of her shell had two little

pockets, in EACH of which she kept a little husband; I do not know of

any other case where a female invariably has two husbands. I have one

still odder fact, common to several species, namely, that though they

are hermaphrodite, they have small additional, or as I shall call them,

complemental males, one specimen itself hermaphrodite had no less than

SEVEN, of these complemental males attached to it. Truly the schemes and

wonders of Nature are illimitable. But I am running on as badly about my

cirripedia as about Geology; it makes me groan to think that probably

I shall never again have the exquisite pleasure of making out some new

district, of evolving geological light out of some troubled dark region.

So I must make the best of my Cirripedia...

CHARLES DARWIN TO J.D. HOOKER. Down, October 12th, 1849.

...By the way, one of the pleasantest parts of the British Association

was my journey down to Birmingham with Mrs. Sabine, Mrs. Reeve, and

the Colonel; also Col. Sykes and Porter. Mrs. Sabine and myself agreed

wonderfully on many points, and in none more sincerely than about you.

We spoke about your letters from the Erebus; and she quite agreed

with me, that you and the AUTHOR (Sir J. Hooker wrote the spirited

description of cattle hunting in Sir J. Ross's 'Voyage of Discovery in

the Southern Regions,' 1847, vol. ii., page 245.), of the description

of the cattle hunting in the Falklands, would have made a capital book

together! A very nice woman she is, and so is her sharp and sagacious

mother...Birmingham was very flat compared to Oxford, though I had my

wife with me. We saw a good deal of the Lyells and Horners and Robinsons

(the President); but the place was dismal, and I was prevented, by being

unwell, from going to Warwick, though that, i.e., the party, by all

accounts, was wonderfully inferior to Blenheim, not to say anything of

that heavenly day at Dropmore. One gets weary of all the spouting...

You ask about my cold-water cure; I am going on very well, and am

certainly a little better every month, my nights mend much slower than

my days. I have built a douche, and am to go on through all the winter,

frost or no frost. My treatment now is lamp five times per week, and

shallow bath for five minutes afterwards; douche daily for five minutes,

and dripping sheet daily. The treatment is wonderfully tonic, and I

have had more better consecutive days this month than on any previous

ones...I am allowed to work now two and a half hours daily, and I find

it as much as I can do, for the cold-water cure, together with three

short walks, is curiously exhausting; and I am actually FORCED to go to

bed at eight o'clock completely tired. I steadily gain in weight, and

eat immensely, and am never oppressed with my food. I have lost the

involuntary twitching of the muscle, and all the fainting feelings,

etc--black spots before eyes, etc. Dr. Gully thinks he shall quite cure

me in six or nine months more.

The greatest bore, which I find in the water-cure, is the having been

compelled to give up all reading, except the newspapers; for my daily

two and a half hours at the Barnacles is fully as much as I can do of

anything which occupies the mind; I am consequently terribly behind

in all scientific books. I have of late been at work at mere species

describing, which is much more difficult than I expected, and has much

the same sort of interest as a puzzle has; but I confess I often feel

wearied with the work, and cannot help sometimes asking myself what is

the good of spending a week or fortnight in ascertaining that certain

just perceptible differences blend together and constitute varieties

and not species. As long as I am on anatomy I never feel myself in that

disgusting, horrid, cui bono, inquiring, humour. What miserable work,

again, it is searching for priority of names. I have just finished two

species, which possess seven generic, and twenty-four specific names! My

chief comfort is, that the work must be sometime done, and I may as well

do it, as any one else.

I have given up my agitation against mihi and nobis; my paper is too

long to send to you, so you must see it, if you care to do so, on your

return. By-the-way, you say in your letter that you care more for my

species work than for the Barnacles; now this is too bad of you, for I

declare your decided approval of my plain Barnacle work over theoretic

species work, had very great influence in deciding me to go on with the

former, and defer my species paper...

[The following letter refers to the death of his little daughter, which

took place at Malvern on April 24, 1851:]

CHARLES DARWIN TO W.D. FOX. Down, April 29th [1851].

My dear Fox,

I do not suppose you will have heard of our bitter and cruel loss. Poor

dear little Annie, when going on very well at Malvern, was taken with a

vomiting attack, which was at first thought of the smallest importance;

but it rapidly assumed the form of a low and dreadful fever, which

carried her off in ten days. Thank God, she suffered hardly at all, and

expired as tranquilly as a little angel. Our only consolation is that

she passed a short, though joyous life. She was my favourite child; her

cordiality, openness, buoyant joyousness and strong affections made her

most lovable. Poor dear little soul. Well it is all over...

CHARLES DARWIN TO W.D. FOX. Down, March 7th [1852].

My dear Fox,

It is indeed an age since we have had any communication, and very glad

I was to receive your note. Our long silence occurred to me a few weeks

since, and I had then thought of writing, but was idle. I congratulate

and condole with you on your TENTH child; but please to observe when I

have a tenth, send only condolences to me. We have now seven children,

all well, thank God, as well as their mother; of these seven, five are

boys; and my father used to say that it was certain that a boy gave

as much trouble as three girls; so that bona fide we have seventeen

children. It makes me sick whenever I think of professions; all seem

hopelessly bad, and as yet I cannot see a ray of light. I should

very much like to talk over this (by the way, my three bugbears are

Californian and Australian gold, beggaring me by making my money on

mortgage worth nothing; the French coming by the Westerham and Sevenoaks

roads, and therefore enclosing Down; and thirdly, professions for my

boys), and I should like to talk about education, on which you ask me

what we are doing. No one can more truly despise the old stereotyped

stupid classical education than I do; but yet I have not had courage

to break through the trammels. After many doubts we have just sent our

eldest boy to Rugby, where for his age he has been very well placed...I

honour, admire, and envy you for educating your boys at home. What on

earth shall you do with your boys? Towards the end of this month we

go to see W. at Rugby, and thence for five or six days to Susan (His

sister.) at Shrewsbury; I then return home to look after the babies,

and E. goes to F. Wedgwood's of Etruria for a week. Very many thanks

for your most kind and large invitation to Delamere, but I fear we can

hardly compass it. I dread going anywhere, on account of my stomach so

easily failing under any excitement. I rarely even now go to London;

not that I am at all worse, perhaps rather better, and lead a very

comfortable life with my three hours of daily work, but it is the

life of a hermit. My nights are ALWAYS bad, and that stops my becoming

vigorous. You ask about water-cure. I take at intervals of two or three

months, five or six weeks of MODERATELY severe treatment, and always

with good effect. Do you come here, I pray and beg whenever you can find

time; you cannot tell how much pleasure it would give me and E. I have

finished the 1st volume for the Ray Society of Pedunculated Cirripedes,

which, as I think you are a member, you will soon get. Read what I

describe on the sexes of Ibla and Scalpellum. I am now at work on the

Sessile Cirripedes, and am wonderfully tired of my job: a man to be a

systematic naturalist ought to work at least eight hours per day. You

saw through me, when you said that I must have wished to have seen the

effects of the [word illegible] Debacle, for I was saying a week ago to

E., that had I been as I was in old days, I would have been certainly

off that hour. You ask after Erasmus; he is much as usual, and

constantly more or less unwell. Susan (His sister.) is much better, and

very flourishing and happy. Catherine (Another sister.) is at Rome,

and has enjoyed it in a degree that is quite astonishing to my dry old

bones. And now I think I have told you enough, and more than enough

about the house of Darwin; so my dear old friend, farewell. What

pleasant times we had in drinking coffee in your rooms at Christ's

College, and think of the glories of Crux major. (The beetle Panagaeus

crux-major.) Ah, in those days there were no professions for sons, no

ill-health to fear for them, no Californian gold, no French invasions.

How paramount the future is to the present when one is surrounded by

children. My dread is hereditary ill-health. Even death is better for

them.

My dear Fox, your sincere friend, C. DARWIN.

P.S.--Susan has lately been working in a way which I think truly heroic

about the scandalous violation of the Act against children climbing

chimneys. We have set up a little Society in Shrewsbury to prosecute

those who break the law. It is all Susan's doing. She has had very nice

letters from Lord Shaftesbury and the Duke of Sutherland, but the brutal

Shropshire squires are as hard as stones to move. The Act out of London

seems most commonly violated. It makes one shudder to fancy one of

one's own children at seven years old being forced up a chimney--to say

nothing of the consequent loathsome disease and ulcerated limbs, and

utter moral degradation. If you think strongly on this subject, do make

some inquiries; add to your many good works, this other one, and try

to stir up the magistrates. There are several people making a stir in

different parts of England on this subject. It is not very likely

that you would wish for such, but I could send you some essays and

information if you so liked, either for yourself or to give away.

CHARLES DARWIN TO W.D. FOX. Down [October 24th, 1852].

My dear Fox,

I received your long and most welcome letter this morning, and will

answer it this evening, as I shall be very busy with an artist, drawing

Cirripedia, and much overworked for the next fortnight. But first you

deserve to be well abused--and pray consider yourself well abused--for

thinking or writing that I could for one minute be bored by any amount

of detail about yourself and belongings. It is just what I like hearing;

believe me that I often think of old days spent with you, and sometimes

can hardly believe what a jolly careless individual one was in those

old days. A bright autumn evening often brings to mind some shooting

excursion from Osmaston. I do indeed regret that we live so far off each

other, and that I am so little locomotive. I have been unusually well

of late (no water-cure), but I do not find that I can stand any change

better than formerly...The other day I went to London and back, and

the fatigue, though so trifling, brought on my bad form of vomiting. I

grieve to hear that your chest has been ailing, and most sincerely do

I hope that it is only the muscles; how frequently the voice fails with

the clergy. I can well understand your reluctance to break up your large

and happy party and go abroad; but your life is very valuable, so you

ought to be very cautious in good time. You ask about all of us, now

five boys (oh! the professions; oh! the gold; and oh! the French--these

three oh's all rank as dreadful bugbears) and two girls...but another

and the worst of my bugbears is hereditary weakness. All my sisters are

well except Mrs. Parker, who is much out of health; and so is Erasmus

at his poor average: he has lately moved into Queen Anne Street. I had

heard of the intended marriage (To the Rev. J. Hughes.) of your sister

Frances. I believe I have seen her since, but my memory takes me back

some twenty-five years, when she was lying down. I remember well the

delightful expression of her countenance. I most sincerely wish her all

happiness.

I see I have not answered half your queries. We like very well all that

we have seen and heard of Rugby, and have never repented of sending [W.]

there. I feel sure schools have greatly improved since our days; but I

hate schools and the whole system of breaking through the affections of

the family by separating the boys so early in life; but I see no help,

and dare not run the risk of a youth being exposed to the temptations of

the world without having undergone the milder ordeal of a great school.

I see you even ask after our pears. We have lots of Beurrees d'Aremberg,

Winter Nelis, Marie Louise, and "Ne plus Ultra," but all off the wall;

the standard dwarfs have borne a few, but I have no room for more trees,

so their names would be useless to me. You really must make a holiday

and pay us a visit sometime; nowhere could you be more heartily welcome.

I am at work at the second volume of the Cirripedia, of which creatures

I am wonderfully tired. I hate a Barnacle as no man ever did before, not

even a sailor in a slow-sailing ship. My first volume is out; the only

part worth looking at is on the sexes of Ibla and Scalpellum. I hope

by next summer to have done with my tedious work. Farewell,--do come

whenever you can possibly manage it.

I cannot but hope that the carbuncle may possibly do you good: I have

heard of all sorts of weaknesses disappearing after a carbuncle. I

suppose the pain is dreadful. I agree most entirely, what a blessed

discovery is chloroform. When one thinks of one's children, it makes

quite a little difference in one's happiness. The other day I had five

grinders (two by the elevator) out at a sitting under this wonderful

substance, and felt hardly anything.

My dear old friend, yours very affectionately, CHARLES DARWIN.

CHARLES DARWIN TO W.D. FOX. Down, January 29th [1853].

My dear Fox,

Your last account some months ago was so little satisfactory that I have

often been thinking of you, and should be really obliged if you would

give me a few lines, and tell me how your voice and chest are. I most

sincerely hope that your report will be good...Our second lad has a

strong mechanical turn, and we think of making him an engineer. I shall

try and find out for him some less classical school, perhaps Bruce

Castle. I certainly should like to see more diversity in education

than there is in any ordinary school--no exercising of the observing or

reasoning faculties, no general knowledge acquired--I must think it a

wretched system. On the other hand, a boy who has learnt to stick at

Latin and conquer its difficulties, ought to be able to stick at any

labour. I should always be glad to hear anything about schools or

education from you. I am at my old, never-ending subject, but trust

I shall really go to press in a few months with my second volume on

Cirripedes. I have been much pleased by finding some odd facts in my

first volume believed by Owen and a few others, whose good opinion I

regard as final...Do write pretty soon, and tell me all you can about

yourself and family; and I trust your report of yourself may be much

better than your last.

...I have been very little in London of late, and have not seen Lyell

since his return from America; how lucky he was to exhume with his

own hand parts of three skeletons of reptiles out of the CARBONIFEROUS

strata, and out of the inside of a fossil tree, which had been hollow

within.

Farewell, my dear Fox, yours affectionately, CHARLES DARWIN.

CHARLES DARWIN TO W.D. FOX. 13 Sea Houses, Eastbourne, [July 15th?

1853].

My dear Fox,

Here we are in a state of profound idleness, which to me is a luxury;

and we should all, I believe, have been in a state of high enjoyment,

had it not been for the detestable cold gales and much rain, which

always gives much ennui to children away from their homes. I received

your letter of 13th June, when working like a slave with Mr. Sowerby at

drawing for my second volume, and so put off answering it till when I

knew I should be at leisure. I was extremely glad to get your letter. I

had intended a couple of months ago sending you a savage or supplicating

jobation to know how you were, when I met Sir P. Egerton, who told me

you were well, and, as usual, expressed his admiration of your doings,

especially your farming, and the number of animals, including children,

which you kept on your land. Eleven children, ave Maria! it is a serious

look-out for you. Indeed, I look at my five boys as something awful, and

hate the very thoughts of professions, etc. If one could insure moderate

health for them it would not signify so much, for I cannot but hope,

with the enormous emigration, professions will somewhat improve. But my

bugbear is hereditary weakness. I particularly like to hear all that you

can say about education, and you deserve to be scolded for saying "you

did not mean to TORMENT me with a long yarn." You ask about Rugby.

I like it very well, on the same principle as my neighbour, Sir J.

Lubbock, likes Eton, viz., that it is not worse than any other school;

the expense, WITH ALL ETC., ETC., including some clothes, travelling

expenses, etc., is from 110 pounds to 120 pounds per annum. I do not

think schools are so wicked as they were, and far more industrious. The

boys, I think, live too secluded in their separate studies; and I doubt

whether they will get so much knowledge of character as boys used to do;

and this, in my opinion, is the ONE good of public schools over small

schools. I should think the only superiority of a small school over home

was forced regularity in their work, which your boys perhaps get at

your home, but which I do not believe my boys would get at my home.

Otherwise, it is quite lamentable sending boys so early in life from

their home.

...To return to schools. My main objection to them, as places of

education, is the enormous proportion of time spent over classics. I

fancy (though perhaps it is only fancy) that I can perceive the ill

and contracting effect on my eldest boy's mind, in checking interest in

anything in which reasoning and observation come into play. Mere memory

seems to be worked. I shall certainly look out for some school with more

diversified studies for my younger boys. I was talking lately to the

Dean of Hereford, who takes most strongly this view; and he tells me

that there is a school at Hereford commencing on this plan; and that

Dr. Kennedy at Shrewsbury is going to begin vigorously to modify that

school...

I am EXTREMELY glad to hear that you approved of my cirripedial volume.

I have spent an almost ridiculous amount of labour on the subject, and

certainly would never have undertaken it had I foreseen what a job it

was. I hope to have finished by the end of the year. Do write again

before a very long time; it is a real pleasure to me to hear from you.

Farewell, with my wife's kindest remembrances to yourself and Mrs. Fox.

My dear old friend, yours affectionately, C. DARWIN.

CHARLES DARWIN TO W.D. FOX. Down, August 10th [1853].

My dear Fox,

I thank you sincerely for writing to me so soon after your most

heavy misfortune. Your letter affected me so much. We both most truly

sympathise with you and Mrs. Fox. We too lost, as you may remember, not

so very long ago, a most dear child, of whom I can hardly yet bear

to think tranquilly; yet, as you must know from your own most painful

experience, time softens and deadens, in a manner truly wonderful, one's

feelings and regrets. At first it is indeed bitter. I can only hope that

your health and that of poor Mrs. Fox may be preserved, and that time

may do its work softly, and bring you all together, once again, as the

happy family, which, as I can well believe, you so lately formed.

My dear Fox, your affectionate friend, CHARLES DARWIN.

[The following letter refers to the Royal Society's Medal, which was

awarded to him in November, 1853:]

CHARLES DARWIN TO J.D. HOOKER. Down, November 5th [1853].

My dear Hooker,

Amongst my letters received this morning, I opened first one from

Colonel Sabine; the contents certainly surprised me very much, but,

though the letter was a VERY KIND ONE, somehow, I cared very little

indeed for the announcement it contained. I then opened yours, and

such is the effect of warmth, friendship, and kindness from one that is

loved, that the very same fact, told as you told it, made me glow with

pleasure till my very heart throbbed. Believe me, I shall not soon

forget the pleasure of your letter. Such hearty, affectionate sympathy

is worth more than all the medals that ever were or will be coined.

Again, my dear Hooker, I thank you. I hope Lindley (John Lindley,

1799-1865, was the son of a nurseryman near Norwich, through whose

failure in business he was thrown at the age of twenty on his own

resources. He was befriended by Sir W. Hooker, and employed as assistant

librarian by Sir J. Banks. He seems to have had enormous capacity of

work, and is said to have translated Richard's 'Analyse du Fruit' at one

sitting of two days and three nights. He became Assistant-Secretary to

the Horticultural Society, and in 1829 was appointed Professor of Botany

at University College, a post which he held for upwards of thirty years.

His writings are numerous: the best known being perhaps his 'Vegetable

Kingdom,' published in 1846. His influence in helping to introduce the

natural system of classification was considerable, and he brought "all

the weight of his teaching and all the force of his controversial powers

to support it," as against the Linnean system universally taught in the

earlier part of his career. Sachs points out (Geschichte der Botanik,

1875, page 161), that though Lindley adopted in the main a sound

classification of plants, he only did so by abandoning his own

theoretical principle that the physiological importance of an organ is

a measure of its classificatory value.) will never hear that he was a

competitor against me; for really it is almost RIDICULOUS (of course you

would never repeat that I said this, for it would be thought by others,

though not, I believe, by you, to be affectation) his not having the

medal long before me; I must feel SURE that you did quite right to

propose him; and what a good, dear, kind fellow you are, nevertheless,

to rejoice in this honour being bestowed on me.

What PLEASURE I have felt on the occasion, I owe almost entirely to you.

Farewell, my dear Hooker, yours affectionately, C. DARWIN.

P.S.--You may believe what a surprise it was, for I had never heard that

the medals could be given except for papers in the 'Transactions.' All

this will make me work with better heart at finishing the second volume.

CHARLES DARWIN TO C. LYELL. Down, February 18th [1854].

My dear Lyell,

I should have written before, had it not seemed doubtful whether you

would go on to Teneriffe, but now I am extremely glad to hear your

further progress is certain; not that I have much of any sort to say, as

you may well believe when you hear that I have only once been in London

since you started. I was particularly glad to see, two days since, your

letter to Mr. Horner, with its geological news; how fortunate for you

that your knees are recovered. I am astonished at what you say of the

beauty, though I had fancied it great. It really makes me quite envious

to think of your clambering up and down those steep valleys. And what

a pleasant party on your return from your expeditions. I often think

of the delight which I felt when examining volcanic islands, and I can

remember even particular rocks which I struck, and the smell of the hot,

black, scoriaceous cliffs; but of those HOT smells you do not seem to

have had much. I do quite envy you. How I should like to be with you,

and speculate on the deep and narrow valleys.

How very singular the fact is which you mention about the inclination of

the strata being greater round the circumference than in the middle

of the island; do you suppose the elevation has had the form of a flat

dome? I remember in the Cordillera being OFTEN struck with the greater

abruptness of the strata in the LOW EXTREME outermost ranges, compared

with the great mass of inner mountains. I dare say you will have thought

of measuring exactly the width of any dikes at the top and bottom of any

great cliff (which was done by Mr. Searle [?] at St. Helena), for it

has often struck me as VERY ODD that the cracks did not die out OFTENER

upwards. I can think of hardly any news to tell you, as I have seen no

one since being in London, when I was delighted to see Forbes looking so

well, quite big and burly. I saw at the Museum some of the surprisingly

rich gold ore from North Wales. Ramsay also told me that he has lately

turned a good deal of New Red Sandstone into Permian, together with the

Labyrinthodon. No doubt you see newspapers, and know that E. de Beaumont

is perpetual Secretary, and will, I suppose, be more powerful than ever;

and Le Verrier has Arago's place in the Observatory. There was a meeting

lately at the Geological Society, at which Prestwich (judging from what

R. Jones told me) brought forward your exact theory, viz. that the whole

red clay and flints over the chalk plateau hereabouts is the residuum

from the slow dissolution of the chalk!

As regards ourselves, we have no news, and are all well. The Hookers,

sometime ago, stayed a fortnight with us, and, to our extreme delight,

Henslow came down, and was most quiet and comfortable here. It does one

good to see so composed, benevolent, and intellectual a countenance.

There have been great fears that his heart is affected; but, I hope

to God, without foundation. Hooker's book (Sir J. Hooker's 'Himalayan

Journal.') is out, and MOST BEAUTIFULLY got up. He has honoured me

beyond measure by dedicating it to me! As for myself, I am got to the

page 112 of the Barnacles, and that is the sum total of my history.

By-the-way, as you care so much about North America, I may mention that

I had a long letter from a shipmate in Australia, who says the Colony is

getting decidedly republican from the influx of Americans, and that

all the great and novel schemes for working the gold are planned and

executed by these men. What a go-a-head nation it is! Give my kindest

remembrances to Lady Lyell, and to Mrs. Bunbury, and to Bunbury. I

most heartily wish that the Canaries may be ten times as interesting as

Madeira, and that everything may go on most prosperously with your whole

party.

My dear Lyell, Yours most truly and affectionately, C. DARWIN.

CHARLES DARWIN TO J.D. HOOKER. Down, March 1st [1854].

My dear Hooker,

I finished yesterday evening the first volume, and I very sincerely

congratulate you on having produced a FIRST-CLASS book ('Himalayan

Journal.')--a book which certainly will last. I cannot doubt that it

will take its place as a standard, not so much because it contains real

solid matter, but that it gives a picture of the whole country. One can

feel that one has seen it (and desperately uncomfortable I felt in going

over some of the bridges and steep slopes), and one REALISES all the

great Physical features. You have in truth reason to be proud; consider

how few travellers there have been with a profound knowledge of one

subject, and who could in addition make a map (which, by-the-way, is one

of the most distinct ones I ever looked at, wherefore blessings alight

on your head), and study geology and meteorology! I thought I knew you

very well, but I had not the least idea that your Travels were your

hobby; but I am heartily glad of it, for I feel sure that the time will

never come when you and Mrs. Hooker will not be proud to look back at

the labour bestowed on these beautiful volumes.

Your letter, received this morning, has interested me EXTREMELY, and I

thank you sincerely for telling me your old thoughts and aspirations.

All that you say makes me even more deeply gratified by the Dedication;

but you, bad man, do you remember asking me how I thought Lyell

would like the work to be dedicated to him? I remember how strongly I

answered, and I presume you wanted to know what I should feel; whoever

would have dreamed of your being so crafty? I am glad you have shown a

little bit of ambition about your Journal, for you must know that I have

often abused you for not caring more about fame, though, at the same

time, I must confess, I have envied and honoured you for being so free

(too free, as I have always thought) of this "last infirmity of, etc."

Do not say, "there never was a past hitherto to me--the phantom was

always in view," for you will soon find other phantoms in view. How well

I know this feeling, and did formerly still more vividly; but I think

my stomach has much deadened my former pure enthusiasm for science and

knowledge.

I am writing an unconscionably long letter, but I must return to the

Journals, about which I have hardly said anything in detail. Imprimis,

the illustrations and maps appear to me the best I have ever seen; the

style seems to me everywhere perfectly clear (how rare a virtue), and

some passages really eloquent. How excellently you have described the

upper valleys, and how detestable their climate; I felt quite anxious on

the slopes of Kinchin that dreadful snowy night. Nothing has astonished

me more than your physical strength; and all those devilish bridges!

Well, thank goodness! It is not VERY likely that I shall ever go to

the Himalaya. Much in a scientific point of view has interested me,

especially all about those wonderful moraines. I certainly think I quite

realise the valleys, more vividly perhaps from having seen the valleys

of Tahiti. I cannot doubt that the Himalaya owe almost all their contour

to running water, and that they have been subjected to such action

longer than any mountains (as yet described) in the world. What a

contrast with the Andes!

Perhaps you would like to hear the very little that I can say per

contra, and this only applied to the beginning, in which (as it struck

me) there was not FLOW enough till you get to Mirzapore on the Ganges

(but the Thugs were MOST interesting), where the stream seemed to

carry you on more equably with longer sentences and longer facts and

discussions, etc. In another edition (and I am delighted to hear that

Murray has sold all off), I would consider whether this part could not

be condensed. Even if the meteorology was put in foot-notes, I think it

would be an improvement. All the world is against me, but it makes me

very unhappy to see the Latin names all in Italics, and all mingled with

English names in Roman type; but I must bear this burden, for all men of

Science seem to think it would corrupt the Latin to dress it up in the

same type as poor old English. Well, I am very proud of MY book; but

there is one bore, that I do not much like asking people whether they

have seen it, and how they like it, for I feel so much identified with

it, that such questions become rather personal. Hence, I cannot tell you

the opinion of others. You will have seen a fairly good review in the

'Athenaeum.'

What capital news from Tasmania: it really is a very remarkable and

creditable fact to the Colony. (This refers to an unsolicited grant by

the Colonial Government towards the expenses of Sir J. Hooker's 'Flora

of Tasmania.') I am always building veritable castles in the air about

emigrating, and Tasmania has been my head-quarters of late; so that I

feel very proud of my adopted country: is really a very singular and

delightful fact, contrasted with the slight appreciation of science in

the old country. I thank you heartily for your letter this morning, and

for all the gratification your Dedication has given me; I could not help

thinking how much -- would despise you for not having dedicated it to

some great man, who would have done you and it some good in the eyes

of the world. Ah, my dear Hooker, you were very soft on this head, and

justify what I say about not caring enough for your own fame. I wish

I was in every way more worthy of your good opinion. Farewell.

How pleasantly Mrs. Hooker and you must rest from one of your many

labours...

Again farewell: I have written a wonderfully long letter. Adios, and God

bless you.

My dear Hooker, ever yours, C. DARWIN.

P.S.--I have just looked over my rambling letter; I see that I have not

at all expressed my strong admiration at the amount of scientific work,

in so many branches, which you have effected. It is really grand. You

have a right to rest on your oars; or even to say, if it so pleases you,

that "your meridian is past;" but well assured do I feel that the day of

your reputation and general recognition has only just begun to dawn.

[In September, 1854, his Cirripede work was practically finished, and he

wrote to Dr. Hooker:

"I have been frittering away my time for the last several weeks in a

wearisome manner, partly idleness, and odds and ends, and sending ten

thousand Barnacles out of the house all over the world. But I shall now

in a day or two begin to look over my old notes on species. What a deal

I shall have to discuss with you; I shall have to look sharp that I do

not 'progress' into one of the greatest bores in life, to the few like

you with lots of knowledge."]

CHAPTER 1.X. -- THE GROWTH OF THE 'ORIGIN OF SPECIES.'

[The growth of the 'Origin of Species' has been briefly described in my

father's words (above). The letters given in the present and following

chapters will illustrate and amplify the history thus sketched out.]

It is clear that in the early part of the voyage of the "Beagle" he did

not feel it inconsistent with his views to express himself in thoroughly

orthodox language as to the genesis of new species. Thus in 1834 he

wrote (MS. Journals, page 468.) at Valparaiso: "I have already found

beds of recent shells yet retaining their colour at an elevation of 1300

feet, and beneath, the level country is strewn with them. It seems not a

very improbable conjecture that the want of animals may be owing to none

having been created since this country was raised from the sea."

This passage does not occur in the published 'Journal,' the last proof

of which was finished in 1837; and this fact harmonizes with the change

we know to have been proceeding in his views. But in the published

'Journal' we find passages which show a point of view more in accordance

with orthodox theological natural history than with his later views.

Thus, in speaking of the birds Synallaxis and Scytalopus (1st edition

page 353; 2nd edition page 289), he says: "When finding, as in this

case, any animal which seems to play so insignificant a part in the

great scheme of nature, one is apt to wonder why a distinct species

should have been created."

A comparison of the two editions of the 'Journal' is instructive, as

giving some idea of the development of his views on evolution. It does

not give us a true index of the mass of conjecture which was taking

shape in his mind, but it shows us that he felt sure enough of the truth

of his belief to allow a stronger tinge of evolution to appear in the

second edition. He has mentioned in the Autobiography that it was not

until he read Malthus that he got a clear view of the potency of natural

selection. This was in 1838--a year after he finished the first edition

(it was not published until 1839), and five years before the second

edition was written (1845). Thus the turning-point in the formation of

his theory took place between the writing of the two editions.

I will first give a few passages which are practically the same in

the two editions, and which are, therefore, chiefly of interest as

illustrating his frame of mind in 1837.

The case of the two species of Molothrus (1st edition page 61; 2nd

edition page 53) must have been one of the earliest instances noticed

by him of the existence of representative species--a phenomenon which we

know ('Autobiography,') struck him deeply. The discussion on introduced

animals (1st edition page 139; 2nd edition page 120) shows how much he

was impressed by the complicated interdependence of the inhabitants of a

given area.

An analogous point of view is given in the discussion (1st edition

page 98; 2nd edition page 85) of the mistaken belief that large animals

require, for their support, a luxuriant vegetation; the incorrectness of

this view is illustrated by the comparison of the fauna of South

Africa and South America, and the vegetation of the two continents.

The interest of the discussion is that it shows clearly our a priori

ignorance of the conditions of life suitable to any organism.

There is a passage which has been more than once quoted as bearing

on the origin of his views. It is where he discusses the striking

difference between the species of mice on the east and west of the Andes

(1st edition page 399): "Unless we suppose the same species to have been

created in two different countries, we ought not to expect any closer

similarity between the organic beings on the opposite sides of the

Andes than on shores separated by a broad strait of the sea." In the

2nd edition page 327, the passage is almost verbally identical, and is

practically the same.

There are other passages again which are more strongly evolutionary in

the 2nd edition, but otherwise are similar to the corresponding passages

in the 1st edition. Thus, in describing the blind Tuco-tuco (1st edition

page 60; 2nd edition page 52), in the first edition he makes no allusion

to what Lamarck might have thought, nor is the instance used as an

example of modification, as in the edition of 1845.

A striking passage occurs in the 2nd edition (page 173) on the

relationship between the "extinct edentata and the living sloths,

ant-eaters, and armadillos."

"This wonderful relationship in the same continent between the dead

and the living, will, I do not doubt, hereafter throw more light on the

appearance of organic beings on our earth, and their disappearance from

it, than any other class of facts."

This sentence does not occur in the 1st edition, but he was evidently

profoundly struck by the disappearance of the gigantic forerunners of

the present animals. The difference between the discussions in the two

editions is most instructive. In both, our ignorance of the conditions

of life is insisted on, but in the second edition, the discussion is

made to led up to a strong statement of the intensity of the struggle

for life. Then follows a comparison between rarity (In the second

edition, page 146, the destruction of Niata cattle by droughts is

given as a good example of our ignorance of the causes of rarity or

extinction. The passage does not occur in the first edition.) and

extinction, which introduces the idea that the preservation and

dominance of existing species depend on the degree in which they are

adapted to surrounding conditions. In the first edition, he is merely

"tempted to believe in such simple relations as variation of climate

and food, or introduction of enemies, or the increased number of other

species, as the cause of the succession of races." But finally (1st

edition) he ends the chapter by comparing the extinction of a species to

the exhaustion and disappearance of varieties of fruit-trees: as if he

thought that a mysterious term of life was impressed on each species at

its creation.

The difference of treatment of the Galapagos problem is of some

interest. In the earlier book, the American type of the productions

of the islands is noticed, as is the fact that the different islands

possess forms specially their own, but the importance of the whole

problem is not so strongly put forward. Thus, in the first edition, he

merely says:--

"This similarity of type between distant islands and continents, while

the species are distinct, has scarcely been sufficiently noticed. The

circumstance would be explained, according to the views of some authors,

by saying that the creative power had acted according to the same law

over a wide area."--(1st edition page 474.)

This passage is not given in the second edition, and the generalisations

on geographical distribution are much wider and fuller. Thus he asks:--

"Why were their aboriginal inhabitants, associated...in different

proportions both in kind and number from those on the Continent, and

therefore acting on each other in a different manner--why were they

created on American types of organisation?"--(2nd edition page 393.)

The same difference of treatment is shown elsewhere in this chapter.

Thus the gradation in the form of beak presented by the thirteen allied

species of finch is described in the first edition (page 461) without

comment. Whereas in the second edition (page 380) he concludes:--

"One might really fancy that from an original paucity of birds in this

Archipelago, one species has been taken and modified for different

ends."

On the whole it seems to me remarkable that the difference between the

two editions is not greater; it is another proof of the author's caution

and self-restraint in the treatment of his theory. After reading the

second edition of the 'Journal,' we find with a strong sense of surprise

how far developed were his views in 1837. We are enabled to form

an opinion on this point from the note-books in which he wrote down

detached thoughts and queries. I shall quote from the first note-book,

completed between July 1837 and February 1838: and this is the more

worth doing, as it gives us an insight into the condition of his

thoughts before the reading of Malthus. The notes are written in his

most hurried style, so many words being omitted, that it is often

difficult to arrive at the meaning. With a few exceptions (indicated by

square brackets) (In the extracts from the note-book ordinary brackets

represent my father's parentheses.) I have printed the extracts as

written; the punctuation, however, has been altered, and a few obvious

slips corrected where it seemed necessary. The extracts are not

printed in order, but are roughly classified. (On the first page of the

note-book, is written "Zoonomia"; this seems to refer to the first few

pages in which reproduction by gemmation is discussed, and where the

"Zoonomia" is mentioned. Many pages have been cut out of the note-book,

probably for use in writing the Sketch of 1844, and these would have no

doubt contained the most interesting extracts.)

"Propagation explains why modern animals same type as extinct, which is

law, almost proved."

"We can see why structure is common in certain countries when we can

hardly believe necessary, but if it was necessary to one forefather,

the result would be as it is. Hence antelopes at Cape of Good Hope;

marsupials at Australia."

"Countries longest separated greatest differences--if separated

from immersage, possibly two distinct types, but each having its

representatives--as in Australia."

"Will this apply to whole organic kingdom when our planet first cooled?"

The two following extracts show that he applied the theory of evolution

to the "whole organic kingdom" from plants to man.

"If we choose to let conjecture run wild, then animals, our fellow

brethren in pain, disease, death, suffering and famine--our slaves in

the most laborious works, our companions in our amusements--they may

partake [of?] our origin in one common ancestor--we may be all melted

together."

"The different intellects of man and animals not so great as between

living things without thought (plants), and living things with thought

(animals)."

The following extracts are again concerned with an a priori view of

the probability of the origin of species by descent ["propagation," he

called it.].

"The tree of life should perhaps be called the coral of life, base of

branches dead; so that passages cannot be seen."

"There never may have been grade between pig and tapir, yet from some

common progenitor. Now if the intermediate ranks had produced infinite

species, probably the series would have been more perfect."

At another place, speaking of intermediate forms he says:--

"Cuvier objects to propagation of species by saying, why have not some

intermediate forms been discovered between Palaeotherium, Megalonyx,

Mastodon, and the species now living? Now according to my view (in

S. America) parent of all Armadilloes might be brother to

Megatherium--uncle now dead."

Speaking elsewhere of intermediate forms, he remarks:--

"Opponents will say--'show them me.' I will answer yes, if you will show

me every step between bulldog and greyhound."

Here we see that the case of domestic animals was already present in his

mind as bearing on the production of natural species. The disappearance

of intermediate forms naturally leads up to the subject of extinction,

with which the next extract begins.

"It is a wonderful fact, horse, elephant, and mastodon, dying out about

same time in such different quarters.

"Will Mr. Lyell say that some [same?] circumstance killed it over a

tract from Spain to South America?--(Never).

"They die, without they change, like golden pippins; it is a GENERATION

OF SPECIES like generation OF INDIVIDUALS.

"Why does individual die? To perpetuate certain peculiarities (therefore

adaptation), and obliterate accidental varieties, and to accommodate

itself to change (for, of course, change, even in varieties, is

accommodation). Now this argument applies to species.

"If individual cannot propagate he has no issue--so with species.

"If SPECIES generate other SPECIES, their race is not utterly cut off:--

like golden pippins, if produced by seed, go on--otherwise all die.

"The fossil horse generated, in South Africa, zebra--and

continued--perished in America.

"All animals of same species are bound together just like buds of

plants, which die at one time, though produced either sooner or later.

Prove animals like plants--trace gradation between associated and

non-associated animals--and the story will be complete."

Here we have the view already alluded to of a term of life impressed on

a species.

But in the following note we get extinction connected with unfavourable

variation, and thus a hint is given of natural selection:

"With respect to extinction, we can easily see that [a] variety of [the]

ostrich (Petise), may not be well adapted, and thus perish out; or, on

the other hand, like Orpheus [a Galapagos bird], being favourable, many

might be produced. This requires [the] principle that the permanent

variations produced by confined breeding and changing circumstances are

continued and produced according to the adaptation of such circumstance,

and therefore that death of species is a consequence (contrary to what

would appear from America) of non-adaptation of circumstances."

The first part of the next extract has a similar bearing. The end of the

passage is of much interest, as showing that he had at this early date

visions of the far-reaching character of the theory of evolution:--

"With belief of transmutation and geographical grouping, we are lead to

endeavour to discover CAUSES of change; the manner of adaptation (wish

of parents??), instinct and structure becomes full of speculation and

lines of observation. View of generation being condensation (I imagine

him to mean that each generation is "condensed" to a small number of

the best organized individuals.) test of highest organisation

intelligible...My theory would give zest to recent and fossil

comparative anatomy; it would lead to the study of instincts, heredity,

and mind-heredity, whole [of] metaphysics.

"It would lead to closest examination of hybridity and generation,

causes of change in order to know what we have come from and to what we

tend--to what circumstances favour crossing and what prevents it--this,

and direct examination of direct passages of structure in species, might

lead to laws of change, which would then be [the] main object of study,

to guide our speculations."

The following two extracts have a similar interest; the second is

especially interesting, as it contains the germ of concluding sentence

of the 'Origin of Species': ('Origin of Species' (1st edition), page

490:-- "There is a grandeur in this view of life, with its several

powers, having been originally breathed into a few forms or into one;

and that whilst this planet has gone cycling on according to the fixed

law of gravity, from so simple a beginning endless forms most beautiful

and most wonderful have been, and are being evolved.")--

"Before the attraction of gravity discovered it might have been said it

was as great a difficulty to account for the movement of all [planets]

by one law, as to account for each separate one; so to say that all

mammalia were born from one stock, and since distributed by such means

as we can recognise, may be thought to explain nothing.

"Astronomers might formerly have said that God fore-ordered each planet

to move in its particular destiny. In the same manner God orders each

animal created with certain forms in certain countries, but how much

more simple and sublime [a] power--let attraction act according to

certain law, such are inevitable consequences--let animals be created,

then by the fixed laws of generation, such will be their successors.

"Let the powers of transportal be such, and so will be the forms of one

country to another--let geological changes go at such a rate, so will be

the number and distribution of the species!!"

The three next extracts are of miscellaneous interest:--

"When one sees nipple on man's breast, one does not say some use, but

sex not having been determined--so with useless wings under elytra of

beetles--born from beetles with wings, and modified--if simple creation

merely, would have been born without them."

"In a decreasing population at any one moment fewer closely related

(few species of genera); ultimately few genera (for otherwise the

relationship would converge sooner), and lastly, perhaps, some one

single one. Will not this account for the odd genera with few species

which stand between great groups, which we are bound to consider the

increasing ones?"

The last extract which I shall quote gives the germ of his theory of

the relation between alpine plants in various parts of the world, in the

publication of which he was forestalled by E. Forbes (see volume i.

page 72). He says, in the 1837 note-book, that alpine plants, "formerly

descended lower, therefore [they are] species of lower genera altered,

or northern plants."

When we turn to the Sketch of his theory, written in 1844 (still

therefore before the second edition of the 'Journal' was completed), we

find an enormous advance made on the note-book of 1837. The Sketch is

an fact a surprisingly complete presentation of the argument afterwards

familiar to us in the 'Origin of Species.' There is some obscurity as to

the date of the short Sketch which formed the basis of the 1844 Essay.

We know from his own words (volume i., page 68), that it was in June

1842 that he first wrote out a short sketch of his views. (This version

I cannot find, and it was probably destroyed, like so much of his MS.,

after it had been enlarged and re-copied in 1844.) This statement is

given with so much circumstance that it is almost impossible to suppose

that it contains an error of date. It agrees also with the following

extract from his Diary.

1842. May 18th. Went to Maer.

"June 15th to Shrewsbury, and on 18th to Capel Curig. During my stay at

Maer and Shrewsbury (five years after commencement) wrote pencil-sketch

of species theory."

Again in the introduction to the 'Origin,' page 1, he writes, "after

an interval of five years' work" [from 1837, i.e. in 1842], "I allowed

myself to speculate on the subject, and drew up some short notes."

Nevertheless in the letter signed by Sir C. Lyell and Sir J.D. Hooker,

which serves as an introduction to the joint paper of Messrs. C. Darwin

and A. Wallace on the 'Tendency of Species to form Varieties,' ('Linn.

Soc. Journal,' 1858, page 45.) the essay of 1844 (extracts from which

form part of the paper) is said to have been "sketched in 1839, and

copied in 1844." This statement is obviously made on the authority of

a note written in my father's hand across the Table of Contents of the

1844 Essay. It is to the following effect: "This was sketched in 1839,

and copied out in full, as here written and read by you in 1844." I

conclude that this note was added in 1858, when the MS. was sent to Sir

J.D. Hooker (see Letter of June 29, 1858, page 476). There is also some

further evidence on this side of the question. Writing to Mr. Wallace

(January 25, 1859) my father says:-- "Every one whom I have seen

has thought your paper very well written and interesting. It puts my

extracts (written in 1839, now just twenty years ago!), which I must say

in apology were never for an instant intended for publication; into the

shade." The statement that the earliest sketch was written in 1839 has

been frequently made in biographical notices of my father, no doubt

on the authority of the 'Linnean Journal,' but it must, I think, be

considered as erroneous. The error may possibly have arisen in this way.

In writing on the Table of Contents of the 1844 MS. that it was sketched

in 1839, I think my father may have intended to imply that the framework

of the theory was clearly thought out by him at that date. In the

Autobiography he speaks of the time, "about 1839, when the theory was

clearly conceived," meaning, no doubt, the end of 1838 and beginning of

1839, when the reading of Malthus had given him the key to the idea of

natural selection. But this explanation does not apply to the letter to

Mr. Wallace; and with regard to the passage (My father certainly saw the

proofs of the paper, for he added a foot-note apologising for the style

of the extracts, on the ground that the "work was never intended for

publication.") in the 'Linnean Journal' it is difficult to understand

how it should have been allowed to remain as it now stands, conveying,

as it clearly does, the impression that 1839 was the date of his

earliest written sketch.

The sketch of 1844 is written in a clerk's hand, in two hundred and

thirty-one pages folio, blank leaves being alternated with the MS.

with a view to amplification. The text has been revised and corrected,

criticisms being pencilled by himself on the margin. It is divided into

two parts: I. "On the variation of Organic Beings under Domestication

and in their Natural State." II. "On the Evidence favourable and opposed

to the view that Species are naturally formed races descended from

common Stocks." The first part contains the main argument of the 'Origin

of Species.' It is founded, as is the argument of that work, on the

study of domestic animals, and both the Sketch and the 'Origin' open

with a chapter on variation under domestication and on artificial

selection. This is followed, in both essays, by discussions on variation

under nature, on natural selection, and on the struggle for life. Here,

any close resemblance between the two essays with regard to arrangement

ceases. Chapter III. of the Sketch, which concludes the first part,

treats of the variations which occur in the instincts and habits of

animals, and thus corresponds to some extent with Chapter VII. of the

'Origin' (1st edition). It thus forms a complement to the chapters which

deal with variation in structure. It seems to have been placed thus

early in the Essay to prevent the hasty rejection of the whole theory by

a reader to whom the idea of natural selection acting on instincts might

seem impossible. This is the more probable, as the Chapter on Instinct

in the 'Origin' is specially mentioned (Introduction, page 5) as one of

the "most apparent and gravest difficulties on the theory." Moreover the

chapter in the Sketch ends with a discussion, "whether any particular

corporeal structures...are so wonderful as to justify the rejection

prima facie of our theory." Under this heading comes the discussion

of the eye, which in the 'Origin' finds its place in Chapter VI. under

"Difficulties of the Theory." The second part seems to have been planned

in accordance with his favourite point of view with regard to his

theory. This is briefly given in a letter to Dr. Asa Gray, November

11th, 1859: "I cannot possibly believe that a false theory would explain

so many classes of facts, as I think it certainly does explain. On these

grounds I drop my anchor, and believe that the difficulties will slowly

disappear." On this principle, having stated the theory in the first

part, he proceeds to show to what extent various wide series of facts

can be explained by its means.

Thus the second part of the Sketch corresponds roughly to the nine

concluding Chapters of the First Edition of the 'Origin.' But we must

exclude Chapter VII. ('Origin') on Instinct, which forms a chapter in

the first part of the Sketch, and Chapter VIII. ('Origin') on Hybridism,

a subject treated in the Sketch with 'Variation under Nature' in the

first part.

The following list of the chapters of the second part of the Sketch will

illustrate their correspondence with the final chapters of the 'Origin.'

Chapter I. "On the kind of intermediateness necessary, and the number

of such intermediate forms." This includes a geological discussion, and

corresponds to parts of Chapters VI. and IX. of the 'Origin.'

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