CHAPTER XIV

AN ERRAND FROM KERENSKY TO KORNILOV

In the dusk of July the 7th we made our last preparations before going

into the trenches. The Battalion was provided with a detachment of

eight machine guns and a crew to man them. I was also furnished with a

wagonload of small ammunition.

I addressed my girls, telling them that the whole regiment would take

part in an offensive the coming night.

“Don’t be cowards! Don’t be traitors! Remember that you volunteered to

set an example to the laggards of the army. I know that you are of the

stuff to win glory. The country is watching for you to set an example

for the entire front. Place your trust in God, and He will help us save

the Motherland.”

To the men who were standing by I spoke of the necessity of

co-operation. As Kerensky had just completed a tour of this section,

the soldiers were still under the influence of his passionate appeals

to defend the country and freedom. The men responded to my call,

promising to join us in the coming attack.

Darkness settled over the earth, broken now and then by the flare of

explosions. This was to be the night of nights. The artillery roared

louder than ever as we stealthily entered a communication trench and

filed singly into the front line. The rest of the regiment was pouring

in the same direction through other communication trenches. There were

casualties during the operation. Some soldiers were killed, and many

were wounded, among the latter being several of my girls.

The order from General Valuyev, Commander of the Tenth Army, was for

our whole corps to go over the top at 3 a.m., July 8th. The Battalion

occupied a section of the front trench, flanked on both sides by

other companies. I was at the extreme right of the line held by

the Battalion. At the extreme left was Captain Petrov, one of the

instructors. My adjutant, Lieutenant Filippov, was in the centre of

the line. Between him and myself two officers were stationed among

the girls at equal distances. Between him and Captain Petrov another

two officers occupied similar positions. We waited for the signal to

advance.

The night was passed in great tension. As the hour fixed for the

beginning of the attack approached, strange reports reached me. The

officers were uneasy. They noted a certain restlessness among the men

and began to wonder if they would advance after all.

The hour struck three. The Colonel gave the signal. But the men on my

right and to the left of Captain Petrov would not move. They replied to

the Colonel’s order with questions and expressions of doubt as to the

wisdom of advancing. The cowards!

“Why should we die?” asked some.

“What’s the use of advancing?” remarked others.

“Perhaps it would be better not to attack,” expressed the hesitation of

many more.

“Yes, let us see first if an offensive is necessary,” debated the

remaining companies.

The Colonel, the Company Commanders and some of the braver soldiers

tried to persuade the regiment to go over the top. Meanwhile, day

was breaking. Time did not wait. The other regiments of the corps

were also hesitating. The men, raised to a high pitch of courage by

Kerensky’s oratory, lost heart when the advance became imminent. My

Battalion was kept in the trench by the cowardly behaviour of the men

on both flanks. It was an intolerable situation, unthinkable, grotesque.

The sun crept out in the East, only to shine down upon the

extraordinary spectacle of an entire corps debating upon their

Commander’s order to advance. It was four o’clock. The debate still

continued heatedly. The sun rose higher. The morning mist had almost

vanished. The artillery fire was slackening. Still the debate

continued. It was five o’clock. The Germans were wondering what in the

world had become of the expected Russian offensive. All the spirit

accumulated in the Battalion during the night was waning, giving way

under the physical strain which we were enduring. And the soldiers were

still discussing the advisability of attacking!

Every second was precious. “If they would only decide in the

affirmative, even now it might not be too late to strike,” I thought.

But minutes grew into hours, and there was no sign of a decision. It

struck six, and then seven. The day was lost. Perhaps all was lost.

One’s blood boiled with indignation at the absurdity, the futility of

the whole thing. The weak-kneed hypocrites! They feigned concern as to

the advisability on general principles of starting an offensive, as if

they hadn’t talked for weeks about it to their hearts’ content. They

were nothing but cowards, concealing their fear in floods of idle talk.

Orders were given to the artillery to continue the bombardment. All day

the cannon boomed while the men argued. The shame, the humiliation of

it! These very men had given their words of honour to attack! Now fear

for the safety of their skins had taken possession of their minds and

souls. The hour of noon still found them in the midst of the debate!

There were meetings and speeches in the immediate rear. Nothing more

stupid, more empty of meaning could be imagined than the arguments

of the men. They were repeating in stumbling speech those old, vague

phrases that had been proved false again and again, to the complete

satisfaction of their own minds. And yet they lingered, drawn by their

faint souls towards doubt and vacillation.

The day declined. The men had arrived at no final resolution. Then,

about seventy-five officers, led by Lieutenant-Colonel Ivanov, came

to me to ask permission to enter the ranks of the Battalion for a

joint advance. They were followed by about three hundred of the most

intelligent and gallant soldiers in the regiment. Altogether, the

Battalion’s ranks had swollen to about a thousand. I offered the

command to Lieutenant-Colonel Ivanov as to a superior, but he declined.

Every officer was provided with a rifle. The line was so arranged

that men and women alternated, a girl being flanked by two men. The

officers, now numbering about a hundred, were stationed at equal

distances throughout the line.

We decided to advance in order to shame the men, having arrived at

the conclusion that they would not let us perish in No Man’s Land. We

all felt the gravity of the decision. We had nothing to justify our

belief that the men would not abandon us to our fate, except a feeling

that such a monstrosity could not happen. Besides, something had to

be done. An offensive had to be launched soon. The front was rapidly

deteriorating to a state of impotence.

Colonel Ivanov communicated to the Commander by telephone the decision

of the Battalion. It was a desperate gamble, and every one of us

realized the grimness of the moment. The men on our flanks were joking

and deriding us.

“Ha, ha! The women and officers will fight!” they jeered.

“They are pretending. Who ever saw officers go over the top like

soldiers, with rifles in hand?”

“Just watch those women run!” joked a fellow, amid a chorus of

merriment.

We clenched our teeth in fury but did not reply. Our hope was still in

these men. We clung to the belief that they would follow us over the

top and, therefore, avoided giving them cause for offence.

At last the signal was given. We crossed ourselves and, hugging our

rifles, leaped out of the trenches, every one of our lives dedicated to

“the country and freedom.” We moved forward under a devastating fire

from machine guns and artillery, my brave girls, encouraged by the

presence of men at their sides, marching steadily against the hail of

bullets.

Every moment brought death with it. There was but one thought in every

mind: “Will they follow?” Each fleeting instant seemed like an age that

lurid morning. Already several of us were struck down, and yet no one

came after us. We turned our heads every now and then, piercing the

darkness in vain for support. Many heads were raised above the trenches

in our rear. The laggards were wondering if we were in earnest. No,

they decided that it was all a trick. How could a bare thousand women

and officers attack after a two-days’ bombardment on a front of several

miles? It seemed incredible, impossible.

But, dauntless of heart and firm of step, we moved forward. Our losses

were increasing, but our line was unbroken. As we advanced further

and further into No Man’s Land, the shadows finally swallowing us

completely, with only the fire of explosions revealing our figures at

times to the eyes of our men in the rear, their hearts were touched.

Through the din and crash of the bombardment we suddenly caught the

sound of a great commotion in the rear. Was it a feeling of shame that

stirred them from their lethargy? Or was it the sight of this handful

of intrepid souls that aroused their spirit? Anyhow, they were roused

at last. Numbers had already climbed over the top and were running

forward with shouts, and in a few moments the front to the right and

left of us became a swaying mass of soldiers. First our regiment poured

out and then, on both sides, the contagion spread and unit after unit

joined in the advance, so that the entire corps was on the move.

We swept forward and overwhelmed the first German line, and then the

second. Our regiment alone captured two thousand prisoners. But there

was poison awaiting us in that second line of trenches. Vodka and beer

were in abundance. Half of our force got drunk forthwith, throwing

themselves ravenously on the alcohol. My girls did splendid work here,

destroying the stores of liquor at my orders. But for that, the whole

regiment would have been drunk. I rushed about appealing to the men to

stop drinking.

“Are you mad?” I pleaded. “We must take the third line yet, and then

the Ninth Corps will come to relieve us and keep up the push.”

I realized that the opportunity was too precious to be lost. “We must

take the third line and make a breach in their defences,” I thought,

“so as to turn this blow into a general offensive.”

But the men were succumbing one by one to the terrible curse. And

there were the wounded to be taken care of. Some of my girls were

killed outright, many were wounded. The latter almost all behaved

like Stoics. I can see, even now, the face of Klipatskaya, one of my

soldiers, lying in a pool of blood. I ran up to her and tried to help

her, but it was too late. She had twelve wounds, from bullets and

shrapnel. Smiling faintly her last smile, she said:

“My dear, it’s no matter.”

The Germans organized a counter-attack at this moment. It was a

critical time, but we met the shock of the attack with our bayonets.

As usual in such cases, the enemy turned and fled. We pursued them and

swept them out of their third line, driving them into the woods ahead

of us.

We had hardly occupied the enemy’s third line when orders came by

field telephone from the Commander to keep up the pursuit so as not

to allow the Germans to entrench themselves, with a promise that the

supporting corps would start out immediately. We cautiously sent some

patrols into the woods to find out the strength of the enemy. I led one

such scouting party, and was able to detect that the German force was

being slowly but steadily augmented. It was then decided that we should

immediately advance into the forest and occupy positions there till

reinforcements arrived enabling us to resume the advance.

It was early dawn. The Germans being in the thick of the woods had the

advantage of observing every movement we made, while we could not see

them at all. We were met by such a violent and effective fire that our

soldiers lost heart and took to their heels by the hundred, reducing

our force to about eight hundred, two hundred and fifty of whom were

those of my girls who had escaped death or injury.

Our situation rapidly became critical. The line running through the

forest was long. Our numerical strength was wholly inadequate for

it. Our flanks were unprotected. Our ammunition was running low.

Fortunately, we turned on the enemy several of his own abandoned

machine guns. We stripped the dead of rifles and bullets. And we

reported to the Commander that we had been deserted under fire by the

men and were in imminent danger of capture. The Commander begged us to

hold out till three o’clock when the Ninth Corps would come up to our

succour.

Had the Germans had any idea of the size of our force we should not

have remained there more than a few minutes. We dreaded every moment

that we should be outflanked and surrounded. Our line was stretched

out so that each soldier held a considerable number of feet, our force

altogether covering a distance of two miles. The Germans organized an

attack on the left flank. Aid was despatched from the right flank,

which was left almost without machine guns, and the attack was

repulsed. In this engagement Lieutenant-Colonel Ivanov was wounded.

There were many other wounded officers and men lying about. We could

not spare the hands necessary to carry them to the first-aid dressing

stations far away in our rear.

Three o’clock came, and the expected reinforcements were not yet in

sight. The Germans made an attack on the right flank. My adjutant,

Lieutenant Filippov, was now commanding there. As our line was curved,

he ordered the machine guns on the left flank to direct a slanting fire

at the advancing enemy. At the same time our artillery was instructed

to let down a barrage in the same section, and the attack was repulsed.

At my request the Commander sent out about a hundred stretcher-bearers

to collect the dead and wounded scattered between our former line and

the captured German third line. About fifty of my girls were dead and

more than a hundred wounded.

Meanwhile the sun had risen and time was passing. Our condition grew

desperate. We sent an urgent appeal for help to Headquarters. From the

other end of the wire came the appalling answer:

“The Ninth Corps has been holding a meeting. It arrived from the

reserve billets and went forward till it came to the trenches we had

held before the attack. There it stopped, wavered, and began to debate

whether to advance or not.”

We were struck by the news as if by some terrific blow. It was

crushing, unimaginable, unbelievable.

Here we were, a few hundred women, officers, men--all on the brink of

a precipice, in imminent danger of being surrounded and wiped out of

existence. And there, within a mile or two, were they, thousands of

them, with the fate of our lives, the fate of this whole movement,

nay, the fate, perhaps, of all Russia, in their hands. And they were

debating!

Where was justice? Where was brotherhood? Where was manhood and decency?

“How can you leave your comrades and those brave women to certain

destruction?” the Commander appealed to them. “Where is your sense of

honour and justice and comradeship?”

The officers begged and implored their men to go forward as our calls

for help grew more and more insistent. There was no response. The men

said they would defend their positions in case of a German attack, but

would not take part in any offensive.

It was in these desperate circumstances, as I was rushing about from

position to position, exposing myself to bullets in the hope that

I might be struck dead rather than see the collapse of the whole

enterprise, that I came across a couple hiding behind a trunk of a

tree. One of the pair was a girl belonging to the Battalion, the other

a soldier. They were making love!

This was even more overpowering than the deliberations of the Ninth

Corps, which were sentencing us to annihilation. I was almost out of

my senses. My mind failed to grasp that such a thing could be really

happening at a moment when we were trapped like rats at the enemy’s

mercy. My heart turned into a raging caldron. In an instant I flung

myself upon the couple.

I ran my bayonet through the girl. The man took to his heels before I

could strike him, and escaped.

There being no immediate prospect of a conclusion of the debate in the

Ninth Corps, the Commander ordered us to save ourselves by retreat.

The difficulty was to extricate ourselves without being detected by

the Germans. I ordered first one group to go back some distance and

stop, and then another and then a third group to do the same till we

reached almost the fringe of the forest. It was a slow and perilous

undertaking, full of anxious moments during the shiftings of the line,

but everything went smoothly and our hopes were raised.

Our line was drawn in, and we were preparing for the final retreat when

terrific shouts of “Hurrah!” suddenly rang out, almost simultaneously,

on both flanks. We were half surrounded! Another quarter of an hour and

the net would have completely surrounded us. There was no time to lose.

I ordered a helter-skelter retreat.

The German artillery increased in violence, and the enemy’s rifles

played havoc with us from both sides. I ran for all I was worth several

hundred feet, till knocked unconscious by the terrific concussion of

a shell that landed near me. My adjutant, Lieutenant Filippov, saw

me fall, picked me up and dashed through the devastating fire, the

German trench system, the open space that was No Man’s Land before the

offensive, and into the Russian trenches.

There the Ninth Corps was still debating. But it was already too late.

As the breathless survivors of the Battalion, bespattered with mud and

blood, made their way one by one into our trenches, it became obvious

that there was no use in any further deliberations. The offensive had

been all to no purpose. The Germans re-occupied, without opposition,

all the ground and trenches we had won at such terrible cost. There

were only two hundred women left in the ranks of my Battalion.

I regained consciousness at a hospital in the rear. I was suffering

from shell-shock. My hearing was affected and, while I could understand

what was said to me, I was unable to talk. I was sent to Petrograd and

was met at the station by a distinguished gathering, including many of

my patronesses and some distinguished army officers. Kerensky sent his

adjutant. General Vasilkovsky, successor to Polovtzev as Commander of

the Petrograd Military District, was also present. I was deluged with

flowers and kisses. But to all the congratulations I could make not a

sound in reply, lying motionless on the stretcher.

I was taken to a hospital and given a large, beautiful room. Kerensky

came to see me, kissed me on the forehead, and presented me with a

handsome bouquet. He made a little speech, apologizing for the trouble

he had given me in the controversy about introducing the committee

system in the Battalion, praising me for my bravery, and declaring that

I had set a wonderful example to the men all over the front. He invited

me to call on him as soon as I got well.

President Rodzianko visited me the following day. He was very depressed

and pessimistic over the condition of the country.

“Russia is perishing,” he said, “and there is no salvation in prospect

for her. Kerensky relies too much on his own power, and is blind to

what is going on around him. General Kornilov requested that Kerensky

should grant him the necessary authority to restore discipline in the

army, but Kerensky refused, saying that he was able to accomplish it

himself in his own fashion.”

While I was in the hospital a delegate from the front brought me a

testimonial from my Corps Committee! It appeared that two days after I

was wounded the Committee, which usually comprised the more intelligent

soldiers, met in session and discussed all night how they could best

reward my conduct. A resolution was passed in which praise and thanks

were expressed to me for brave leadership in an attack which resulted

in the capture of two thousand prisoners. The testimonial was a record

of the resolution, signed by the members of the Corps Committee.

Later, the men would have done anything to revoke their signatures, as

they deeply regretted this tribute to me, an implacable enemy of the

Germans, from the entire corps, which was infected even then with the

Bolshevist spirit.

I learned that Lieutenant Filippov had taken charge of the Battalion,

gathering the survivors from all the units with which they identified

themselves during and after the retreat. However, he did not remain

with the Battalion, resigning in order to join an aviation detachment

in the south, after he had organized the remnant of my unit. It was

also reported to me that the Commander of the Corps had recommended me

for a cross.

Another week passed before I recovered my speech and my normal

condition, although the effects of the shock did not disappear

completely for some weeks. A woman friend of mine told me that Kornilov

was expected to arrive in Petrograd the next day, and that his

relations with Kerensky were strained, on account of their different

views as to the restoration of discipline at the front. I telephoned to

the Winter Palace for an appointment, and the War Minister’s adjutant

reported my request to Kerensky, who said that he could receive me

immediately, even sending his car for me.

Kerensky welcomed me heartily, expressing his gladness at my recovery.

He asked me what was the reason why the soldiers would not fight. In

reply I told him in detail the story of my fruitless offensive, how

the men had called meetings and debated for hours and days whether to

advance or not. I told only the facts, as narrated above, and Kerensky

was deeply impressed. In conclusion I said:

“You can see for yourself that the committees stand for talk, endless

talk. An army that talks is not a fighting army. In order to save the

front it is necessary to abolish the committees and introduce strict

discipline. General Kornilov seems to be the man to accomplish this.

I believe he can do it. All is not yet lost. With an iron hand the

Russian Army can be restored. Kornilov has such a hand. Why not give

him the right to use it?”

Kerensky agreed with me generally. “But,” he said, “Kornilov wants to

restore the old régime. He may take the power into his own hands and

put back the Tsar on the throne.”

This I could not believe, and I said so to Kerensky. He replied

that he had grounds for believing that Kornilov wanted the monarchy

re-established.

“If you are not convinced,” Kerensky continued, “go over to General

Headquarters, have a talk with Kornilov, find out all you can about his

intentions, and come back to report to me.”

I realized immediately that Kerensky was asking me to act for him in

the rôle of a secret agent, but I was interested. The thought occurred

to me again and again:

“What if Kerensky is right, and Kornilov really wants the Tsar back?”

My country was in a bad state, but I dreaded to think of a return of

Tsarism. If Kornilov was for the old régime, then he was an enemy of

the people, and Kerensky was right in hesitating to invest the General

with supreme authority. I therefore accepted his proposal.

I was, however, uneasy at the thought of the errand I had undertaken

and resolved to go to Rodzianko, whom I look upon as my best friend,

and make a clean breast of it. When I told him of my conversation with

Kerensky he said:

“This is Kerensky’s old game--suspecting everybody of being for

the old régime. I don’t believe it of Kornilov. He is an honest,

straightforward man. Still, if you feel in doubt about it yourself,

come, let us go over together to Headquarters. Do not go as a spy, but

tell Kornilov the truth to his face.”

We took a train for General Headquarters and were admitted to Kornilov

soon after our arrival. I told him frankly what had passed between

Kerensky and myself a couple of days before. Kornilov reddened. He

jumped up and began to pace the room in a rage.

“The scoundrel! The upstart! I swear by the honour of an old soldier

that I do not want Tsarism restored. I love the Russian moujik as much

as any man in the country. We have fought together and understand

one another. If I were only given authority, I would soon restore

discipline by punishing, if necessary, a few regiments. I could

organize an offensive in a few weeks, beat the Germans and have peace

this year even now. He is driving the country to perdition, the rascal!”

Kornilov’s words were like sword-thrusts. There was no question but

that the man spoke from the depth of his soul. His agitation was real

beyond a doubt. He continued to walk the room fiercely, talking of the

certain collapse of the front if measures were not taken without delay.

“The idiot! He cannot see that his days are numbered. Bolshevism is

spreading rapidly in the army, and it will not be long before the tide

swamps him. To-day he allows Lenin to carry on his propaganda in the

army without hindrance. To-morrow Lenin will have got the upper hand,

and everything will be wrecked.”

We left Kornilov, and I had to decide whether to make a report to

Kerensky or not. I must confess to a feeling of shame when I thought

of how I had carried out the errand. I therefore asked Rodzianko to

tell Kerensky of Kornilov’s attitude toward Tsarism and I boarded a

train for Moscow, where I had been invited to review the local Women’s

Battalion, organized in imitation of mine. There were many such

battalions formed all over Russia.

When I arrived at the barracks and was taken before the fifteen hundred

girls who had enlisted in the Moscow unit, I nearly fainted at the

sight of them. They were nearly all rouged, they were wearing slippers

and fancy stockings, they were wantonly dressed and very casual in

their bearing. There were a good many soldiers about, and their

behaviour with the girls was revolting.

“What is this, a house of shame?” I cried out in my grief. “You are a

disgrace to the army! I would have you disbanded at once, and I shall

do my best to see that you are not sent to the front!”

A storm of protest broke loose.

“What is all this, the old régime or what?” shouted some indignant

voices.

“What’s that? Discipline? How dare she talk in that fashion?” cried

others.

In a moment I was surrounded by a mob of indignant men who drew closer

and closer, threatening to kill me. The officer who accompanied me

apparently knew the temper of the crowd and realized the danger I had

brought upon myself. He sent an urgent call to General Verkhovsky,

Commander of the Moscow Military District, who was very popular with

all the troops.

Meanwhile my escort was doing his best to calm the raging throng which

soon grew to about one thousand. Closer and closer the circle drew in

about me, and I was ready to say my last prayers. One man tripped me by

the foot, and I fell. Another brought down the heel of his boot on my

back. Only another minute and I should have been lynched. But God was

with me. Verkhovsky arrived not an instant too soon and dashed into the

crowd, which separated to make way for him. He addressed a few words to

the men. They had a magic effect. I was saved.

From Moscow I went to the front, and when my girls saw me arrive there

was general jubilation. “The Commander has come back!” they shouted,

as they danced about. They had had a hard time in my absence, but

unfortunately I did not remain long. In the evening of the day of my

arrival a telegram came from General Kornilov, requesting my immediate

presence. I left without delay for Army Headquarters, and there met the

Commander-in-Chief and Rodzianko. The three of us went to Petrograd to

see Kerensky. It was on the eve of the great Moscow Assembly, which

met on the 28th of July.

During this journey Kornilov talked of his childhood. He was born in

Mongolia, the son of a Russian father and a Mongolian mother. The

conditions of life some fifty years ago in the Far East were such as

to inure one to any hardships. Thence it was that Kornilov derived

his contempt for danger and his spirit of adventure. He was given a

good education by his father, who, I believe, was a frontier trader

of peasant stock, but rose to his high position by sheer ability

and doggedness. He learned to speak a dozen languages and dialects,

more from mixing with all kinds of people than from books. In short,

Kornilov was not of an aristocratic family or brought up in select

surroundings. His knowledge of men and affairs was gained at first

hand. He had enjoyed close contact with the Russian moujik and workman.

Himself of reckless valour, he came to love the Russian peasant-soldier

for his contempt of death.

Upon our arrival at Petrograd we all went together to the Winter

Palace. Kornilov entered Kerensky’s study first, leaving us to wait in

the ante-chamber. It was a long wait for Rodzianko and myself. Kornilov

remained locked up with Kerensky for two whole hours, and our ears

bore witness to the stormy nature of the interview inside. When the

Commander-in-Chief finally emerged from the office his face was flushed.

Rodzianko and I were admitted next. Kerensky was visibly agitated. He

said that he had not expected me to carry out his errand in such a

manner. I had not acted rightly, he declared.

“Perhaps I am guilty towards you, Minister,” I replied. “But I acted

according to my conscience, and did what I felt was my duty to the

country.”

Rodzianko then addressed Kerensky in some such manner as the following:

“Botchkareva reports from the front that you are rapidly losing favour

with both men and officers; the officers because of the decay of

discipline, the men because of their desire to go home. Now, consider

what is happening to the army. It is going to pieces. The fact that the

soldiers could allow a group of women and officers to perish is proof

that the situation is critical. Something must be done immediately.

Give absolute authority in the army to Kornilov, and he will save the

front. And do you remain at the head of the Government, to save us from

Bolshevism.”

I joined Rodzianko in his plea. “We are rapidly nearing an abyss,” I

urged, “and it will soon be too late. Kornilov is an honourable man, I

am convinced of it. Let him save the army now, so that people shall not

say afterwards that Kerensky destroyed the country!”

“That will never happen!” he cried, banging his fist on the table. “I

know what I am doing!”

“You are destroying Russia!” exclaimed Rodzianko, angered by Kerensky’s

arrogance. “The blood of the country will be on your head.”

Kerensky turned red, then white as a corpse. His appearance frightened

me. I thought he would fall down dead.

“Go!” he shrieked, beside himself, pointing toward the door. “Leave

this room!”

Rodzianko and I moved to the exit. At the door Rodzianko stopped for a

moment, turned his head and flung a few biting words at the Minister.

Kornilov was waiting for us in the ante-room. We drove to Rodzianko’s

house for luncheon. There, Kornilov related to us the substance of

his conference with Kerensky. He had told him that the soldiers were

deserting the front in droves and that those who remained were useless,

as they visited the German trenches every night and came back drunk in

the morning. The fraternization had extended to the entire front. A

whole Austrian regiment, well provided with liquor, came over to our

trenches at one point and a debauch followed. Kornilov described the

experience of my Battalion as related in official reports that had

reached him and declared that numerous messages from officers asking

for instructions were coming to him daily. But what instructions could

he give? He had to seek instructions himself from Kerensky.

At this point the Minister asked him what was to be done, and he

replied that capital punishment must be re-established, that the

committees must be abolished, that the Commander-in-Chief must be given

full authority to disband units and execute agitators and rebels, if

the front was to be saved from collapse and the country from an immense

disaster.

Kerensky replied that Kornilov’s suggestions were impracticable, that

all that could be done was for the officers to submit the various

complications arising at the front to the Regimental, Corps and Army

Committees for solution. Kornilov retorted that the committees had

already, again and again, been confronted with such problems, had

them investigated and confirmed, passed resolutions of censure and

obtained pledges from the men that they would not repeat the offences,

but like weak children the soldiers would immediately resume drinking

and fraternizing. Only rigid discipline, he insisted, could make the

Russian Army a force to be reckoned with.

However, Kerensky was obstinate. He would not consent to put Kornilov’s

recommendation into practice. A deadlock was reached which aroused

Kornilov’s temper. He blurted out:

“You are driving the country to destruction. You know that the Allies

already regard us with contempt. Should our front collapse they would

consider Russia a traitor. You are under the delusion that the rank and

file still believe in you. But almost all of them are Bolsheviks now.

Only a little while, and you will find yourself overthrown, and your

name will go down in history as the destroyer of the country. All your

life you fought Tsarism. Now you are even worse than the Tsar was. Here

you sit in the Winter Palace, unwilling to leave, too jealous to hand

over the power to some one else. Although I knew the Tsar well, your

distrust of me and belief that I am in favour of Tsarism now is utterly

unfounded. How can I be in favour of a Tsar when I love my country and

the moujik? My whole aspiration is to build up a strong democratic

nation, by means of a Constituent Assembly and a chosen leader. I want

Russia to be powerful and progressive. Give me a free hand in the army

and our Motherland will be saved.”

Kerensky heatedly rejected Kornilov’s request.

“You will have to resign,” he exclaimed, “and I will appoint Alexeiev

in your place, and use force against you in the event of your failure

to obey me!”

“Scoundrel!” exclaimed Kornilov, and he left Kerensky’s study.

During lunch Kornilov told Rodzianko that if Kerensky carried out his

threat he would lead the Savage Division, consisting of tribesmen

loyal to him, against Kerensky. Rodzianko pleaded against such action,

begging Kornilov not to war against the Government, as that would

divide the country into several factions and lead to civil war. After

a long, private conversation Kornilov was induced by the President of

the Duma to stick to his post as Commander-in-Chief for the sake of the

peace of the nation.

At the table I also learned that General Alexeiev had more than once

been offered the Chief Command, but had declined to take it unless he

had authority to exercise a free hand. It also appeared that Kerensky

was growing more and more autocratic and irritable, and was reluctant

to see people and accept advice.

I parted from Rodzianko and Kornilov. The latter kissed me and pledged

his friendship to me for my efforts to maintain discipline. I returned

to the front, while they went to Moscow to attend the Assembly.

My heart was heavy with sorrow. It was five months since freedom was

born, only five months. But what a nightmare it had become! We were at

war, but playing with the enemy. We were free, but disorder was on the

increase. Our best men were happy and united five months ago. Now, they

were divided and quarrelling among themselves. The people were divided,

too. When the revolution first broke all had rejoiced together, the

soldier, the townsman, the peasant, the workman, the merchant. All

were glad. All hoped for good and happiness. Now, there had sprung up

a number of parties that were setting one group of the people against

the other. Each of them claimed to have the truth. All of them promised

a blissful era, but what was good to one was evil to the other. They

talked, argued, fought among themselves. And the minds of the people

grew confused and their hearts divided. In the face of such a terrible

foe as the Germans, how long could a disunited country endure? I prayed

to God for Russia.

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