1. The best thing in this life.

2. The most convenient thing in this life.

Answer: 1. Good weather and good health.

2. Money

What, from any stand-point, do you think is the best

thing in this life?

Answer: Christianity.

What, from any stand-point, do you think is the worst

thing?

Answer: Sin.

Now, in my old age I do not wish to live my life over again, but I

can see where I might have done better especially as it relates to

the questions above. I might have taken more advantage of the good

weather and avoided the bad. I might have taken better care of my

health. I might have secured a little more money for the rainy days.

I might have wedded myself more closely to Christianity, and have

divorced myself more fully from sin.

But I am now in my old age content--am ready, and resting in the

hope of the glory that shall be revealed. God is good. My counsel

to my children and to all young people for many years has been,

briefly stated:

Take care of your health.

Take care of your money.

Take care of your religion.

But, to return to Lindley, Missouri and to the 19th year of my age, I

find myself, Dr. Elmore, wife and boy, stopping with my brother Henry

and his young family. Brother Henry is nine yeas my senior. He

lives to this day. He had, a year or two before, moved to that

place.

The next morning after we arrived in Lindley, Dr. Elmore was fixing

the shaft of his buggy when his revolver fell from his pocket, was

discharged and shot him in the breast, the ball ranging upwards and

lodged in his shoulder. He soon got well, but the ball is with him

to this day.

I never owned a gun, a dog, a fiddle, a pocket knife, a razor, a

pipe, a cigar or cigarette, a plug of tobacco, or a hug of whiskey.

I never had any use for these things. I do not wholly condemn all

these, but I do think the world would be better and safer without

guns, dirk knives, dogs, tobacco, and strong drink.

During my stay of almost five years in Grundy and Sullivan counties,

Mo., I spent the time in teaching and attending school. The

principal events of my life were my second birth, my first sermon, my

first convert, my first funeral, my first marriage, (I mean the first

marriage I ever solemnized), my first religious debate and my first

vote.

I taught in both Sullivan and Grundy counties. I soon gained the

same popularity as a teacher that I had in Indiana. I never sought

schools. They always sought me. I attended the Baptist College in

Trenton one year. It was a very pleasant and profitable year of my

early life. It was before the war when the general talk was about

slavery and a probable war.

One day I and a young friend, chum and class-mate, a son of a Baptist

preacher, were studying our lessons under a large beech tree in the

college campus. My mate said to me, "Hastings, aren't you an

abolitionist?" I said, "Yes, I am." "I believe all men ought to be

free." He answered, "I thought so, and so am I and my father too."

"But I want to admonish you not to talk it so much." The admonition

was well given, and well taken, for the forebodings of the day were

that not talk but action would be the right step. And so it was, for

it was not long before the whole country was in an awful fratricidal

war. The like of which, I hope our country will never see again.

It was during this year the great migration took place to Pike's Peak

for gold. Nearly every day the streets would be full of covered

wagons bound for Pike's Peak. I noticed on one wagon written in

great red letters, "Hastings, bound for Pike's Peak or Hell." It was

the noon hour, and I said to the other boys, "There is a Hastings in

this crowd, and I am going to find him." I went into a grocery store

where many of them were buying provisions. I soon picked him out, a

tall good looking fellow, then besides he swore a great deal which

tallied with what I saw on the wagon, so I stepped up to him and

said, "Is your name Hastings?" He answered with an oath that it was.

I said to him, "I see from what is written on your wagon that you are

bound for Pike's Peak or Hell." Without waiting for him to reply, I

further said, "I think from the way you are going, and the way you

talk, you will probably get to both places." At first he looked like

he was going to hit me, and then he smiled and said, "You don't

swear?" I said, "No, nor do I think you ought to swear." He said,

"Probably I ought not."

Then I told him my name was Hastings too. He shook hands with me and

we had quite a visit. But he swore no more in my presence. We could

trace no kinship, and I was a little glad of it. I do not think any

man is totally depraved, but some are very nearly so. There is less

excuse for swearing than almost any other sin.

---0---

Autobiography of Z. S. Hastings · 第 14 / 31 题