CHAPTER IX

THE MYSTIC’S EXPERIENCE OF GOD

I

The revival of mysticism which has been one of the noteworthy features

in the Christianity of our time has presented us with a number of

interesting and important questions. We want to know, first of all, what

mysticism really is. Secondly, we want to know whether it is a normal or

abnormal experience. And omitting many other questions which must wait

their turn, we want to know whether mystical experiences actually enlarge

our sphere of knowledge, i.e., whether they are trustworthy sources of

authentic information and authoritative truth concerning realities which

lie beyond the range of human senses.

The answer to the first question appears to be as difficult to accomplish

as the return of Ulysses was. The secret is kept in book after book.

One can marshall a formidable array of definitions, but they oppose and

challenge one another, like the men sprung from the dragon’s teeth.

For the purposes of the present consideration we can eliminate what is

usually included under psychical phenomena, that is, the phenomena of

dreams, visions and trances, hysteria and dissociation and esoteric

and occult phenomena. Thirty years ago Professor Royce said: “In the

Father’s house are many mansions, and their furniture is extremely

manifold. Astral bodies and palmistry, trances and mental healing,

communications from the dead and ‘phantasms of the living’—such things

are for some people to-day the sole quite unmistakable evidences of the

supremacy of the spiritual world.” These phenomena are worthy of careful

painstaking study and attention, for they will eventually throw much

light upon the deep and complex nature of human personality, are in fact

already throwing much light upon it. But they furnish us slender data

for understanding what is properly meant by mystical experience and its

religious and spiritual bearing.

We can, too, leave on one side the metaphysical doctrines which fill a

large amount of space in the books of the great mystics. These doctrines

had a long historical development and they would have taken essentially

the same form if the exponents of them had not been mystics. Mystical

experience is confined to no one form of philosophy, though some ways of

thinking no doubt favor and other ways retard the experience, as they

also often do in the case of religious _faith_ in general. Mystical

experience, furthermore, must not be confused with what technical expert

writers call “the mystic way.” There are as many mystical “ways” as there

are gates to the New Jerusalem: “On the east three gates, on the north

three gates, on the south three gates, and on the west three gates.” One

might as well try to describe _the way_ of making love, or _the way_ of

appreciating the grand canyon as to describe _the way_ to the discovery

of God, as though there were only one way.

I am not interested in mysticism as an _ism_. It turns out in most

accounts to be a dry and abstract thing, hardly more like the warm and

intimate experience than the color of a map is like the country for which

it stands. “Canada is very pink,” seems quite an inadequate description

of the noble country north of our border. It is mystical experience and

not mysticism that is worthy of our study. We are concerned with the

experience itself, not with second-hand formulations of it. “The mystic,”

says Professor Royce, “is a thorough-going empiricist;” “God ceases to

be an object and becomes an experience,” says Professor Pringle-Pattison.

If it is an experience we want to find out what happens to the mystic

himself inside where he lives. According to those who have been there

the experience which we call mystical is charged with the conviction of

real, direct contact and commerce with God. It is the almost universal

testimony of those who are mystics that they find God through their

experience. John Tauler says that in his best moments of “devout prayer

and the uplifting of the mind to God,” he experiences “the pure presence

of God in his own soul,” but he adds that all he can tell others about

the experience is “as poor and unlike it as the point of a needle is

to the heavens above us.” “I have met with my God; I have met with

my Savior. I have felt the healings drop upon my soul from under His

wings,” says Isaac Penington in the joy of his first mystical experience.

Without needlessly multiplying such testimonies for data, we can say

with considerable assurance that mystical experience is consciousness of

direct and immediate relationship with some transcendent reality which in

the moment of experience is believed to be God. “This is He, this is He,”

exclaims Isaac Penington, “there is no other: This is He whom I have

waited for and sought after from my childhood.” Angela of Foligno says

that she experienced God, and saw that the whole world was full of God.

II

There are many different degrees of intensity, concentration and

conviction in the experiences of different individual mystics, and also

in the various experiences of the same individual from time to time.

There has been a tendency in most studies of mysticism to regard the

state of ecstasy as _par excellence_ mystical experience. That is,

however, a grave mistake. The calmer, more meditative, less emotional,

less ecstatic experiences of God are not less convincing and possess

greater constructive value for life and character than do ecstatic

experiences which presuppose a peculiar psychical frame and disposition.

The seasoned Quaker in the corporate hush and stillness of a silent

meeting is far removed from ecstasy, but he is not the less convinced

that he is meeting with God. For the _essentia_ of mysticism we do not

need to insist upon a certain “sacred” mystic way nor upon ecstasy,

nor upon any peculiar type of rare psychic upheavals. We do need to

insist, however, upon a consciousness of commerce with God amounting to

conviction of his presence.

“Where one heard noise

And one saw flame,

I only knew He named my name.”

Jacob Boehme calls the experience which came to him, “breaking through

the gate,” into “a new birth or resurrection from the dead,” so that, he

says, “I knew God.” “I am certain,” says Eckhart, “as certain as that I

live, that nothing is so near to me as God. God is nearer to me than I

am to myself.” One of these experiences—the first one—was an ecstasy,

and the other, so far as we can tell, was not. It was the flooding in of

a moment of God-consciousness in the act of preaching a sermon to the

common people of Cologne. The experience of Penington, again, was not

an ecstasy; it was the vital surge of fresh life on the first occasion

of hearing George Fox preach after a long period of waiting silence. A

simple normal case of a mild type is given in a little book of recent

date, reprinted from the _Atlantic Monthly_: “After a long time of

jangling conflict and inner misery, I one day, _quite quietly and with

no conscious effort_, stopped doing the dis-ingenuous thing [I had been

doing]. Then the marvel happened. It was as if a great rubber band which

had been stretched almost to the breaking point were suddenly released

and snapped back to its normal condition. Heaven and earth were changed

for me. Everything was glorious because of its relation to some great

central life—nothing seemed to matter but that life.” Brother Lawrence,

a barefooted lay-brother of the seventeenth century, according to the

testimony of the brotherhood, attained “an unbroken and undisturbed sense

of the Presence of God.” He was not an ecstatic; he was a quiet, faithful

man who did his ordinary daily tasks with what seemed to his friends

“an unclouded vision, an illuminated love and an uninterrupted joy.”

Simple and humble though he was, he nevertheless acquired, through his

experience of God, “an extraordinary spaciousness of mind.”

The more normal, expansive mystical experiences come apparently when the

personal self is at its best. Its powers and capacities are raised to an

unusual unity and fused together. The whole being, with its accumulated

submerged life, _finds itself_. The process of preparing for any high

achievement is a severe and laborious one, but nothing seems easier in

the moment of success than is the accomplishment for which the life

has been prepared. There comes to be formed within the person what

Aristotle called “a dexterity of soul,” so that the person does with ease

what he has become skilled to do. Clement of Alexandria called a fully

organized and spiritualized person “a harmonized man,” that is, adjusted,

organized and ready to be a transmissive organ for the revelation of

God. Brother Lawrence, who was thus “harmonized,” finely says, “The most

excellent method which I found of going to God was that of _doing my

common business_, purely for the love of God.” An earlier mystic of the

fourteenth century stated the same principle in these words: “It is my

aim to be to the Eternal God what a man’s hand is to a man.”

There are many human experiences which carry a man up to levels where

he has not usually been before and where he finds himself possessed of

insight and energies he had hardly suspected were his until that moment.

One leaps to his full height when the right inner spring is reached. We

are quite familiar with the way in which instinctive tendencies in us

and emotions both egoistic and social, become organized under a group

of ideas and ideals into a single system which we call a sentiment,

such as love, or patriotism, or devotion to truth. It forms slowly and

one hardly realizes that it has formed until some occasion unexpectedly

brings it into full operation, and we find ourselves able with perfect

ease to overcome the most powerful inhibitory and opposing instincts

and habits, which, until then, had usually controlled us. We are

familiar, too, with the way in which a well-trained and disciplined mind,

confronted by a concrete situation, will sometimes—alas not always—in a

sudden flash of imaginative insight, discover a universal law revealed

there and then in the single phenomenon, as Sir Isaac Newton did and

as, in a no less striking way, Sir William Rowan Hamilton did in his

discovery of Quaternions. Literary and artistic geniuses supply us with

many instances in which, in a sudden flash, the crude material at hand is

shot through with vision, and the complicated plot of a drama, the full

significance of a character, or the complete glory of a statue stands

revealed, as though, to use R. L. Stevenson’s illustration, a genie

had brought it on a golden tray as a gift from another world. Abraham

Lincoln, striking off in a few intense minutes his Gettysburg address, as

beautiful in style and perfect in form as anything in human literature,

is as good an illustration as we need of the way in which a highly

organized person, by a kindling flash, has at his hand all the moral and

spiritual gains of a life time.

There is a famous account of the flash of inspiration given by Philo,

which can hardly be improved. It is as follows: “I am not ashamed to

recount my own experience. At times, when I have proposed to enter upon

my wonted task of writing on philosophical doctrines, with an exact

knowledge of the materials which were to be put together, I have had

to leave off without any work accomplished, finding my mind barren and

fruitless, and upbraiding it for its self-complacency, while startled at

the might of the Existent One, in whose power it lies to open and close

the wombs of the soul. But at other times, when I had come empty, all of

a sudden I have been filled with thoughts, showered down and sown upon

me unseen from above, so that by Divine possession I have fallen into

a rapture and become ignorant of everything, the place, those present,

myself, what was spoken or written. For I have received a stream of

interpretation, a fruition of light, the most clear-cut sharpness of

vision, the most vividly distinct view of the matter before me, such as

might be received through the eyes from the most luminous presentation.”

The most important mystical experiences are something like that. They

occur usually not at the beginning of the religious life but rather in

the ripe and developed stage of it. They are the fruit of long-maturing

processes. Clement’s “the harmonized man” is always a person who has

brought his soul into parallelism with divine currents, has habitually

practiced his religious insights and has finally formed a unified

central self, subtly sensitive, acutely responsive to the Beyond within

him. In such experiences which may come suddenly or may come as a more

gradual process, the whole self operates and masses all the cumulations

of a lifetime. They are no more emotional than they are rational and

volitional. We have a total personality, awake, active, and “aware of his

life’s flow.” Instead of seeing in a flash a law of gravitation, or the

plot and character of Hamlet, or the uncarven form of Moses the Law-giver

in a block of marble, one sees at such times the moral demonstrations

of a lifetime and vividly feels the implications that are essentially

involved in a spiritual life. In the high moment God is seen to be as

sure as the soul is.

“I stood at Naples once, a night so dark

I could have scarce conjectured there was earth

Anywhere, sky or sea or world at all:

But the night’s black was burst through by a blaze—

Thunder struck blow on blow, earth groaned and bore,

Through her whole length of mountain visible:

There lay the city thick and plain with spires,

And, like a ghost disshrouded, white the sea.

So may the truth be flashed out by one blow.”

To some the truth of God never comes closer than a logical conclusion. He

is held to be as a living item in a creed. To the mystic he becomes real

in the same sense that experienced beauty is real, or the feel of spring

is real, or that summer sunlight is real—he has been found, he has been

met, he is present.

Before discussing the crucial question whether these experiences are

evidential and are worthy of consideration as an addition to the world’s

stock of truth and knowledge I must say a few words about the normality

or abnormality of them. Nothing of any value can be said on this point

of mystical experience in the _abstract_. One must first catch his

concrete case. Some instances are normal and some are undoubtedly

abnormal. Trance, ecstasy and rapture are unusual experiences and in

that sense not normal occurrences. They usually indicate, furthermore, a

pathological condition of personality and are thus abnormal in the more

technical sense. There is, however, something more to be said on this

point. It seems pretty well established that some persons—and they have

often been creative leaders and religious geniuses—have succeeded in

organizing their lives, in finding their trail, in charging their whole

personality with power, in attaining a moral dynamic and in tapping vast

reservoirs of energy by means of states which, if occurring in other

persons, would no doubt be called pathological. The real test here is

a pragmatic one. It seems hardly sound to call a state abnormal if it

has raised the experiencer, as a mystic experience often does, into a

hundred horse-power man and through his influence has turned multitudes

of other men and women into more joyous, hopeful and efficient persons.

This question of abnormality and reality is thus not one to be settled

off-hand by a superficial diagnosis.

An experience which brings spaciousness of mind, new interior dimensions,

ability to stand the universe—and the people in it—and capacity to

work at human tasks with patience, endurance and wisdom may quite

intelligently be called normal, though to an external beholder it

may look like what he usually calls a trance of hysteria, a state of

dissociation, or hypnosis by auto-suggestion. It should be added,

however, as I have already said, that mystical experience is not

confined to these extremer types. They may or may not be pathological.

The calmer and more restrained stages of mysticism are more important and

significant and are no more marked with the stigma of hysteria than is

love-making, enjoyment of music, devotion to altruistic causes, risking

one’s life for country, or any lofty experience of _value_.

III

We come at length to the central question of our consideration: Do

mystical experiences settle anything? Are they purely subjective and

one-sided, or do they prove to have objective reference and so to be

two-sided? Do they take the experiencer across the chasm that separates

“self” from “Other”? Mystical experience undoubtedly feels as though it

had objective reference. It comes to the individual with indubitable

authority. He is certain that he has found some thing other than himself.

He has an unescapable conviction that he is in contact and commerce with

reality beyond the margins of his personal self. “A tremendous muchness

is suddenly revealed,” as William James once put it.

We do not get very far when we undertake to reduce knowledge to an

affair of sense-experience. “They reckon ill who leave me out,” can be

said by the organized, personal, creative mind as truly as by Brahma.

There are many forms of human experience in which the data of the

senses are so vastly transcended that they fail to furnish any real

explanation of what occurs in consciousness. This is true of all our

experiences of _value_, which apparently spring out of synthetic or

synoptic activities of the mind, i.e., activities in which the mind is

unified and creative. The vibrations of ether which bombard the rods and

cones of the retina may be the occasion for the appreciation of beauty

in sky or sea or flower, but they are surely not the _cause_ of it. The

concrete event which confronts me is very likely the occasion for the

august pronouncement of moral issues which my conscience makes, but it

can not be said that the concrete event in any proper sense _causes_ this

consciousness of moral obligation. The famous answer of Leibnitz to the

crude sense-philosophy of his time is still cogent. To the phrase: “There

is nothing in the mind that has not come through the senses,” Leibnitz

added, “except the mind itself.” That means that the creative activity

of the mind is always an important factor in experience and one that can

not be ignored in any of the processes of knowledge. Unfortunately we

have done very little yet in the direction of comprehending the interior

depth of the personal mind or of estimating adequately the part which

mind itself in its creative capacity plays in all knowledge functions. It

will only be when we have succeeded in getting beyond what Plato called

the bird-cage theory of knowledge to a sound theory of knowledge and

to a solid basis for spiritual values that we shall be able to discuss

intelligently the “findings” of the mystic.

The world at the present moment is pitiably “short” in its stock of

sound theories of knowledge. The prevailing psychologies do not explain

knowledge at all. The behaviorists do not try to explain it any more

than the astronomer or the physicist does. The psychologist who reduces

mind to an aggregation of describable “mind-states” has started out on

a course which makes an explanation forever impossible, since knowledge

can be explained only through unity and integral wholeness, never through

an aggregation of parts, as though it were a mental “shower of shot.” If

we expect to talk about _knowledge_ and seriously propose to use that

great word _truth_, we must at least begin with the assumption of an

intelligent, creative, organizing center of self-consciousness which can

transcend itself and can _know_ what is beyond and other than itself. In

short, the talk about a “chasm” between subject and object—knower and

thing known—is as absurd as it would be to talk of a chasm between the

convex and the concave sides of a curve. Knowledge is always knowledge

of an object and mystical experience has all the essential marks of

objective reference, as certainly as other forms of experience have.

Professor J. M. Baldwin very well says that there is a form of

contemplation in which, as in æsthetic experience, the strands of

the mind’s diverging dualisms are “_merged and fused_.” He adds: “In

this experience of a fusion which is not a mixture but which issues

in a meaning of its own sort and kind, an experience whose essential

character is just this unity of comprehension, consciousness attains its

completest, its most direct, and its final apprehension of what Reality

is and means.” It really comes round to the question whether the mind of

a self-conscious person has any way of approach, except by way of the

senses, to any kind of reality. There is no _a priori_ answer to that

question. It can only be settled by experience. It is, therefore, pure

dogmatism to say, as Professor Dunlap in his recent attack on mysticism

does, that all conscious processes are based on sense-stimulation and

all thought as well as perception depends on reaction to sense-stimulus.

It is no doubt true that behavior psychology must resort to some such

formula, but that only means that such psychology is always dealing

with greatly transformed and reduced beings, when it attempts to deal

with persons like us who, in the richness of our concrete lives, are

never reduced to “behavior-beings.” We have interior dimensions and that

is the end on’t! Some persons—and they are by no means feeble-minded

individuals—are as certain that they have commerce with a world within

as they are that they have experiences of a world outside in space.

Thomas Aquinas, who neither in method nor in doctrine leaned toward

mysticism, though he was most certainly “a harmonized man,” and who in

theory postponed the vision of God to a realm beyond death, nevertheless

had an experience two years before he died which made him put his pen

and inkhorn on the shelf and never write another word of his _Summa

Theologiae_. When he was reminded of the incomplete state of his great

work and was urged to go on with it, he only replied, “I have seen that

which makes all that I have written look small to me.”

It may be just possible that there is a universe of spiritual reality

upon which our finite spirits open inward as inlets open into the sea.

“Like the tides on the crescent sea-beach

When the moon is new and thin

Into our hearts high yearnings

Come welling and surging in;

Come from that mystic ocean

Whose rim no foot has trod.

Some call it longing

But others call it God.”

Such a view is perfectly sane and tenable; it conflicts with no proved

and demonstrated facts either in the nature of the universe or of

mind. It seems anyway to the mystic that there is such a world, that

he has found it as surely as Columbus found San Salvador, and that his

experience is a truth-telling experience.

IV

But granting that it is truth-telling and has objective reference, is the

mystic justified in claiming that he has found and knows God? One does

not need to be a very wide and extensive student of mystical experience

to discover what a meager stock of knowledge the genuine mystic reports.

William James’ remarkable experience in the Adirondack woods very well

illustrates the type. It had, he says, “an intense significance of some

sort, if one could only _tell_ the significance.... In point of fact, I

can’t find a single word for all that significance and don’t know what it

was significant of, so that it remains a mere boulder of impression.”[7]

At a later date James refers to that “extraordinary vivacity of man’s

psychological commerce with something Ideal that _feels as if_ it were

also actual.”[8] The greatest of all the fourteenth century mystics,

Meister Eckhart, could not put his _impression_ into words or ideas. What

he found was a “wilderness of the Godhead where no one is at home,” i.e.,

an Object with no particular differentiated, concrete characteristics.

It was not an accident that so many of the mystics hit upon the _via

negativa_, the way of negation, or that they called their discovery “the

divine Dark.”

“Whatever your mind comes at

I tell you flat

God is not that.”

Mystical experience does not supply concrete information. It does not

bring new finite facts, new items that can be used in a description of

“the scenery and circumstance” of the realm beyond our sense horizons.

It is the awareness of a Presence, the consciousness of a Beyond, the

discovery, as James puts it, that “we are continuous with a More of the

same quality, which is operative in us and in touch with us.”

The most striking effect of such experience is not new fact-knowledge,

not new items of empirical information, but new moral energy, heightened

conviction, increased caloric quality, enlarged spiritual vision, an

unusual radiant power of life. In short, the whole personality, in the

case of the constructive mystics, appears to be raised to a new level of

life and to have gained from somewhere many calories of life-feeding,

spiritual substance. We are quite familiar with the way in which

adrenalin suddenly flushes into the physical system and adds a new and

incalculable power to brain and muscle. Under its stimulus a man can

carry out a piano when the house is on fire. May not, perhaps, some

energy from some Source with which our spirits are allied flush our inner

being with forces and powers by which we can be fortified to stand the

universe and more than stand it! “We are more than conquerors through

Him that loved us,” is the way one of the world’s greatest mystics felt.

Mystical experience—and we must remember as Santayana has said, that

“experience is like a shrapnel shell and bursts into a thousand

meanings”—does at least one thing. It makes God sure to the person who

has had the experience. It raises faith and conviction to the nth power.

“The God who said, ‘Let light shine out of darkness,’ has shined into my

heart to give the light of the knowledge of the glory of God,” is St.

Paul’s testimony. “I knew God by revelation,” declares George Fox. “I was

as one who hath the key and doth open.” “The man who has attained this

felicity,” Plotinus says, “meets some turn of fortune that he would not

have chosen, but there is not the slightest lessening of his happiness

for that” (En. I: iv. 7). But this experience, with its overwhelming

conviction and its dynamic effect, can not be put into the common coin of

speech. Frederic Myers has well expressed the difficulty:

“Oh could I tell ye surely would believe it!

Oh could I only say what I have seen!

How should I tell or how can ye receive it,

How, till He bringeth you where I have been?”

There is no concrete “information” which can be shared with others.

When Columbus found San Salvador he was able to describe it to those who

did not sail with him in the Santa Maria, but when the mystic finds God

he can not give us any “knowledge” in plain words of everyday speech. He

can only refer to his boulder, or his Gibraltar, of _impression_ That

situation is what we should expect. We can not, either, describe any of

our great emotions. We can not impart what flushes into our consciousness

in moments of lofty intuition. We have a submerged life within us which

is certainly no less real than our hand or foot. It influences all that

we do or say, but we do not find it easy to utter it. In the presence of

the sublime we have nothing to say—or if we do say anything it is a great

mistake! Language is forged to deal with experiences which are common

to many persons, i.e., to experiences which refer to objects in space.

We have no vocabulary for the subtle, elusive flashes of vision which

are unique, individual and unsharable, as for instance is our personal

sense of “the tender grace of a day that is dead.” We are forced in all

these matters to resort to symbolic suggestion and to artistic devices.

Coventry Patmore said with much insight:

“In divinity and love

What’s best worth saying can’t be said.”

I believe that mystical experiences do in the long run expand our

knowledge of God and do succeed in verifying themselves. Mysticism is a

sort of spiritual protoplasm that underlies, as a basic substance, much

that is best in religion, in ethics and in life itself. It has generally

been the mystic, the prophet, the seer that has spotted out new ways

forward in the jungle of our world, or lifted our race to new spiritual

levels. Their experiences have in some way equipped them for unusual

tasks, have given supplies of energy to them which their neighbors did

not have, and have apparently brought them into vital correspondence with

dimensions and regions of reality that others miss. The proof that they

have found God, or at least a domain of spiritual reality, does not lie

in some new stock of knowledge, not in some gnostic secret, which they

bring back; it is to be seen rather in the moral and spiritual fruits

which test out and verify the experience.

Consciousness of beauty or of truth or of goodness baffles analysis

as much as consciousness of God does. These values have no objective

standing ground in current psychology. They are not things in the world

of space. They submit to no adequate casual explanation. They have their

ground of being in some other kind of world than that of the mechanical

order, a world composed of quantitative masses of matter in motion. These

experiences of value, which are as real for consciousness as stone walls

are, make very clear the fact that there are depths and capacities in

the nature of the normal human mind which we do not usually recognize

and of which we have scant and imperfect accounts in our text-books.

Our minds taken in their full range, in other words, have some sort of

contact and relationship with an eternal nature of things far deeper than

atoms and molecules. Only very slowly and gradually has the race learned

through finite symbols and temporal forms to interpret beauty and truth

and goodness which in their essence are as ineffable and indescribable

as the mystic’s experience of God is. Plato often speaks as though he

had high moments of experience when he rose to the naked vision of

beauty—beauty “alone, separate and eternal,” as he says, and his myths

are very likely told, as J. A. Stewart believes, to assist others to

experience this same vision—a beauty which “does not grow nor perish,

is without increase or diminution and endures for everlasting.” But as

a matter of fact, however exalted heavenly and enduring beauty may be

in its essence we know _what it is_ only as it appears in fair forms of

objects, of body, of soul, of actions; in harmonious blending of sounds

or colors; in well-ordered or happily-combined groupings of many aspects

in one unity which is as it ought to be. Truth and moral goodness always

transcend our attainments and we sometimes feel that the very end and

goal of life is the pursuit of that truth or that goodness which eye

hath not seen nor ear heard. But whatever truth we do attain or whatever

goodness we do achieve is always concrete. Truth is just this one more

added fact that resists all attempts to doubt it. Goodness is just this

simple everyday deed that reveals a heroic spirit and a brave venture of

faith in the midst of difficulties. So, too, the mystic knowledge of God

is not some esoteric communication, supplied through trance or ecstasy;

it is an intuitive personal touch with God, felt to be the essentially

real, the bursting forth of an intense love for him which heightens all

the capacities and activities of life, followed by the slow laboratory

results which verify it. “All I could never be” now is. It seems possible

to stand the universe—even to do something toward the transformation

of it. The bans are read for that most difficult of all marriages, the

marriage of the possible with the actual, the ideal with the real. And

if the experience does not prove that the soul has found God, it at

least does this: it makes the soul feel that proofs of God are wholly

unnecessary.

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