I suddenly re-lived the big crack-up.

Willingly now, no longer rejecting the memory, I followed my

recollection as Catherine and I went along that highway at a happy pace.

With care I recalled every detail of Catherine, watching the road

through my mind and eyes, how she'd mentioned the case of the missing

spoke, and how I'd projected back to perceive that which I had not been

conscious of.

Reminding myself that it was past, I went through it again,

deliberately. The fallen limb that blocked the road, my own horror as

the wheels hit it. The struggle to regain control of the careening car.

As a man watching a motion picture, I watched the sky and the earth turn

over and over, and I heard my voice mouthing wordless shouts of fear.

Catherine's cry of pain and fright came, and I listened as my mind

reconstructed it this time without wincing. Then the final crash, the

horrid wave of pain and the sear of the flash-fire. I went through my

own horror and self condemnation, and my concern over Catherine. I

didn't shut if off. I waded through it.

Now I remembered something else.

Something that any normal, sensible mind would reject as an

hallucination. Beyond any shadow of a doubt there had been no time for a

man to rig a block and tackle on a tree above a burning automobile in

time to get the trapped victims out alive. And even more certain it was

that no normal man of fifty would have had enough strength to lift a car

by its front bumper while his son made a rush into the flames.

That tackle had been rigged and burned afterward. But who would reject a

block and tackle in favor of an impossibly strong man? No, with the

tackle in sight, the recollection of a man lifting that overturned

automobile like a weight lifter pressing up a bar bell would be buried

in any mind as a rank hallucination. Then one more item came driving

home hard. So hard that I almost jumped when the idea crossed my mind.

Both Catherine and Dr. Thorndyke had been telepaths.

A telepath close to any member of his underground outfit would divine

their purpose, come to know their organization, and begin to grasp the

fundamentals of their program. Such a person would be dangerous.

On the other hand, an esper such as myself could be turned aside with

bland remarks and a convincing attitude. I knew that I had no way of

telling lie from truth and that made my problem a lot more difficult.

From the facts that I did have, something smelled of overripe seafood.

Government and charities were pouring scads of dough into a joint called

the Medical Research Center. To hear the scholars of medicine tell it,

Mekstrom's Disease was about the last human frailty that hadn't been

licked to a standstill. They boasted that if a victim of practically

anything had enough life left in him to crawl to a telephone and use it,

his life could be saved. They grafted well. I'd heard tales of things

like fingers, and I know they were experimenting on hands, arms and legs

with some success. But when it came to Mekstrom's they were stopped

cold. Therefore the Medical Research Center received a walloping batch

of money for that alone; all the money that used to go to the various

heart, lung, spine and cancer funds. It added up well.

But the Medical Research Center seemed unaware that some group had

solved their basic problem.

From the books I've read I am well aware of one of the fundamental

principles of running an underground: _Keep it underground!_ The Commie

menace in these United States might have won out in the middle of the

century if they'd been able to stay a secret organization. So the

Highways in Hiding could stay underground and be an efficient

organization only until someone smoked them out.

That one was going to be me.

But I needed an aide-de-camp. Especially and specifically I needed a

trained telepath, one who would listen to my tale and not instantly howl

for the nut-hatch attendants. The F.B.I. were all trained investigators

and they used esper-telepath teams all the time. One dug the joint while

the other dug the inhabitant, which covered the situation to a

faretheewell.

It would take time to come up with a possible helper. So I spent the

next hour driving toward Chicago, and by the time I'd crossed the

Ohio-Indiana line and hit Richmond, I had a plan laid out. I placed a

call to New York and within a few minutes I was talking to Nurse Farrow.

I'll not go into detail because there was a lot of mish-mash that is not

particularly interesting and a lot more that covered my tracks since I'd

parted company with her on the steps of the hospital. I did not, of

course, mention my real purpose over the telephone and Miss Farrow could

not read my mind from New York.

The upshot of the deal was that I felt that I needed a nurse for a

while, not that I was ill, but that I felt a bit woozy now and then

because I hadn't learned to slow down. I worked too fast and too long

and my condition was not up to it yet. This Miss Farrow allowed as being

quite possible. I repeated my offer to pay her at the going prices for

registered nurses with a one-month guarantee, paid in advance. That

softened her quite a bit. Then I added that I'd videograph her a check

large enough to cover the works plus a round trip ticket. She should

come out and have a look, and if she weren't satisfied, she could return

without digging into her own pocket. All she'd lose was one day, and it

might be a bit of a vacation if she enjoyed flying in a jetliner at

sixty thousand feet.

The accumulation of offers finally sold her and she agreed to

arrange a leave of absence. She'd meet me in the morning of the

day-after-tomorrow, at Central Airport in Chicago.

I videographed the check and then took off again, confident that I'd be

able to sell her on the idea of being the telepath half of my amateur

investigation team.

Then because I needed some direct information, I turned West and crossed

the line into Indiana, heading toward Marion. So far I had a lot of

well-placed suspicions, but until I was certain, I could do no more than

postulate ideas. I had to know definitely how to identify Mekstrom's

Disease, or at least the infected flesh. I have a fairly good recall;

all I needed now was to have someone point to a Case and say flatly that

this was a case of Mekstrom's Disease. Then I'd know whether what I'd

seen in Ohio was actually one hundred percent Mekstrom.

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