CHAPTER VIII

Some days had actually passed before Amber Severn read the “time-study”

on the subject of Platonic Friendship which had been confided to her by

her friend Josephine. She read the quickly written and vaguely worded

treatise with alternate smiles and frowns, and the last words that it

contained called for a very becoming rose mantle of blushes.

“It is so like Joe!” she muttered. “So very like Joe. And it’s all

wrong--all wrong!”

She had thrown herself in her dressing-gown on the sofa in her

dressing-room hoping to have half an hour’s doze before dressing to

go out to dinner; and she had found the document in the pocket of the

luxurious garment of quilted satin and lace which suited her so well

that her maid had often lamented the fact that the _convenances_ of

modern English Society precluded her being seen within its folds by any

one except her mother and her maid.

“It is so like Joe! And it is meant as a commentary upon my friendships.

But it is wrong--wrong!” This was her thought as she lay back upon the

sofa, until the pillows among which she had thrown herself surged up all

about her as though they were billows of the sea.

And then, instead of going asleep, she began to review three or four

of the friendships which she had formed during the past few

years--friendships which might easily have degenerated into quite

another feeling, if they had not been built on a foundation very

different from that which Josephine West had assumed to be the basis of

friendship according to Plato.

There was Arthur Galmyn for instance. He and she had become very

friendly when they had first met the year before. He had been at Oxford

with her brother and had won one of those pernicious prizes which are

offered for the best poem of the year--to be more exact, for the poem

which is most highly approved of by the adjudicating authorities of the

University. She quickly perceived that the effect of winning this

prize was, upon young Mr. Galmyn, most disquieting; for he had actually

settled down as a poet on the strength of winning it.

Instead of saying, “I have written the poem which has met with the

approval of the most highly graduated pedants in the world, therefore

I am no poet,” he assumed that pedant was another word for prophet, and

that their judgment had conferred immortality upon him and perhaps even

upon themselves; for whenever his name came to be spoken in the awful

whisper which people employ in mentioning the name of a poet, the names

of the adjudicators of the prize would also be mentioned.

He hoped to go through life writing poetry--not the poetry which appears

on a Christmas card or imprinted on the little ship which never loses

the curl that is originally gained by being enwound about the almond in

the after dinner cracker--not even the poetry which is sung, when wedded

to melody, by the light of a piano candle,--no; but that form of poetry

which is absolutely an unsalable commodity in the public market--unless

it was of that high quality which appeared over the signature of Alençon

Hope to which Amber had frequently called the inattention of her father.

It was just when he was in this critical position that he came under

the influence of Amber Severn. They had become ostentatiously Platonic

friends. To be sure he had, after their second meeting, addressed to

her a sonnet written in exquisite accordance with the true Petrarchian

model, embodying a fervent hope in the last line of the sextett--the

two quatrains (each ending with a semicolon) had been mainly

descriptive--but she had explained to him that she would take a lenient

view of this action on his part, if he would promise to do his best to

resist in the future the inspiration which had forced him into it.

He had promised her all that she asked; but he gave her to understand

that he did so only through fear of alienation from her.

“I shrink from life from Amber alienate,”

was the last line of the sonnet which he promptly composed after she

had lectured him; and then he had settled down into that graceful

philosophical friendship with her, which had sent him on the Stock

Exchange before three months had elapsed.

It took three months to convince him that she was quite right in her

suggestion that instead of spending the best years of his life writing

poetry, having nothing to look forward to beyond the perpetual

struggle of trying to live within the four hundred pounds a year which

represented all his private means, he should endeavour to make a career

for himself in some direction where his undoubted gifts of imagination

would be appreciated--say the Stock Exchange.

“My dear Arthur,” she had said, “what I fear most for you is the

possibility of your making a mercenary marriage. You know as well as I

do that it would be ridiculous for you to marry on your present income,

and I know your nature sufficiently well to be convinced that you

would never be happy so long as you felt that your wife’s fortune was

supporting you. Don’t you agree with me?”

He thought that she took too narrow a view of the conditions under which

he could be happy; but he thought it better to nod his acquiescence in

the flattering estimate which she had formed of his nature.

“I knew you would agree with me,” she said. “And that’s why I urge upon

you this step.” (The step she urged upon him was the Stock Exchange

Steps.) “You will have to study hard at first, and I believe that you

must begin by trusting nobody--especially avoiding every one who wants

to be your friend; but by this means you will eventually gain not only

a competence--not only complete independence, but such a Fortune as will

make you a Power in the world, and then--well, then you can marry any

one you please.”

Although the poem which he considered the best that he had ever written

was one in praise of a young woman who had remained true to her love for

a poet without a penny, in the face of the opposition of her parents who

wished her to wed a very rich person in a good paying business, he said

he was sure that she was right, and he would give her his promise to buy

a twenty-five shilling silk hat the very next day: that being, as he

was informed, the first step necessary to be taken by any one with

aspirations after financial success.

He had an idea that, after all, he had underrated the practical outlook

of the modern young woman. Could it be possible, he asked himself, that

after all the penniless poet who wrote on the Petrarchian model, was a

less attractive figure in the eyes of a girl--even of a girl who

could not be seen by any one without suggesting the thoughts of a

flower--perhaps a lily--than the man with a million invested in various

excellent securities?

He feared that it was impossible for him to arrive at any other

conclusion than this one which was forced upon him; and the worst of the

matter was that he found that all his sympathies were on the side of the

modern young woman, although he would have died sooner than withdraw a

single line of the poem which he had written holding up to admiration

the young woman who refused to leave her penniless poet for the man of

millions.

He bought a fine silk hat the next day, and forthwith wrote a series

of rondeaux bidding farewell to the Muse. He felt that such an act of

renunciation on his part demanded celebration on the analogy of the

Lenten Carnival. But when his days of riotous indulgence in all the

exotic forms of French verse had come to an end, he gave himself up to

a consideration of his bank book and found to his amazement that his

accumulations including a legacy of two thousand pounds which he had

received from the executors of his godmother, amounted to close upon

four thousand pounds.

For over two years his account had been increasing, the trustees of the

estate of his father (deceased) having been in the habit of lodging the

quarterly payments of his income (less expenses) to his credit, and yet

he was receiving no penny of interest on all this money.

He was innocent enough to ask the young man at the bank how it was that

no circular had been sent to him letting him know that his account was

overgrown. If it had been overdrawn he would have been informed of the

fact.

The young man had only smiled and said that he was sure the matter

had been overlooked; for there was nothing that the bank found so

embarrassing as large balances bearing no interest.

In the course of a few weeks he would have blushed to ask such a

question as he had put to the clerk. He began to study the methods of

finance for the first time and had almost mastered the art embodied in a

gold mine prospectus--it is the Petrarchian Sonnet of the money

market--before he had been a month at the work. By a rigid attention to

Amber’s precept of placing the most implicit distrust in every one

connected with finance, he had made a very good start for himself.

His principle was an excellent one. He made several friends among those

disinterested financiers who give advice gratis as to what stocks to buy

and he had never failed to act contrary to the tips which they had given

him; so that when a few days later, they came to him with assumed long

faces and frank admissions of fallibility in the past but of promises

of certainty for the future, he had shown them that he was made of the

stuff that goes to the composition of a real financier by being in no

way put out; and disdaining to level a single reproach at them.

“Distrust your best friend,” was the motto which he placed in a

conspicuous place on his mantelpiece, and by observing it he had made

some hundreds of pounds in the course of a few weeks.

And then he made a stroke; for on hearing from a great authority on the

Stock Exchange that there was going to be no war in the Transvaal, and

that those rumours regarding strained relations between that State

and Great Britain were simply due to the fact that some members of the

Cabinet had given orders to their brokers to buy up for them all South

African Stock the moment that it fell to a certain figure--on hearing

this on so excellent an authority, Mr. Galmyn had felt so sure that

war was imminent that he did not hesitate for a moment in joining a

syndicate for the purchase of the full cinematograph rights in the

campaign.

When the war became inevitable he sold out his shares at a profit of two

hundred per cent., and the next week he learned that the War Office had

prohibited all cinematographers from joining the troops ordered to South

Africa.

He rubbed his hands and felt that he was a born financier.

For some months after, he had been content, Amber knew, with very small

earnings, consequently his losses had been proportionately small; and

yet now, as she lay back upon her sofa she recalled with pride (she

fancied) that he had never written to her a single sonnet. He had never

once given expression to a sentiment that would bear to be construed

into a departure from the lines of that friendship which was the ideal

of Plato.

And yet Josephine could write that “time-study” suggesting that such an

ideal was impracticable if not absolutely unattainable!

She lost all patience with her friend.

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