From _Sylvia’s Lovers_, 1863

Moss Brow, Molly Corney’s old home, is still in existence, and

the room in which the game was played can be seen.

Sylvia was by all acknowledged and treated as the belle. When they

played at blind-man’s-buff, go where she would, she was always caught;

she was called out repeatedly to do what was required in any game, as

if all had a pleasure in seeing her light figure and deft ways. She was

sufficiently pleased with all this to have got over her shyness with

all except Charley. When others paid her their rustic compliments she

tossed her head, and made her little saucy repartees; but when he said

something low and flattering, it was too honey-sweet to her heart to be

thrown off thus. And, somehow, the more she yielded to this fascination

the more she avoided Philip. He did not speak flatteringly—he did not

pay compliments—he watched her with discontented, longing eyes, and grew

more inclined every moment, as he remembered his anticipation of a happy

evening, to cry out in his heart _vanitas vanitatum_.

And now came crying the forfeits. Molly Brunton knelt down, her face

buried in her mother’s lap; the latter took out the forfeits one by one,

and as she held them up she said the accustomed formula:

“A fine thing, and a very fine thing, what must he (or she) do who owns

this thing?”

One or two had been told to kneel to the prettiest, bow to the wittiest,

and kiss those they loved best; others had had to bite an inch off the

poker, or such plays upon words. And now came Sylvia’s pretty new ribbon

that Philip had given her (he almost longed to snatch it out of Mrs.

Corney’s hands and burn it before all their faces, so annoyed was he with

the whole affair).

“A fine thing and a very fine thing—a most particular fine thing—choose

how she came by it. What must she do as owns this thing?”

“She must blow out t’ candle and kiss t’ candlestick.”

In one instant Kinraid had hold of the only candle within reach; all the

others had been put up high on inaccessible shelves and other places.

Sylvia went up and blew out the candle, and before the sudden partial

darkness was over he had taken the candle into his fingers and, according

to the traditional meaning of the words, was in the place of the

candlestick, and as such was to be kissed. Everyone laughed at innocent

Sylvia’s face as the meaning of her penance came into it, everyone but

Philip, who almost choked.

“I’m candlestick,” said Kinraid, with less of triumph in his voice than

he would have had with any other girl in the room.

“Yo’ mun kiss t’ candlestick,” cried the Corneys, “or you’ll niver get

your ribbon back.”

“And she sets a deal o’ store by that ribbon,” said Molly Brunton

maliciously.

“I’ll none kiss t’ candlestick, nor him either,” said Sylvia, in a low

voice of determination, turning away, full of confusion.

“Yo’ll not get yo’r ribbon if yo’ dunnot,” cried one and all.

“I don’t care for t’ ribbon,” said she, flashing up with a look at her

tormentors, now her back was turned to Kinraid. “An’ I won’t play any

more at such-like games,” she added, with fresh indignation rising in her

heart as she took her old place in the corner of the room a little away

from the rest.

Philip’s spirits rose, and he yearned to go to her and tell her how

he approved of her conduct. Alas, Philip! Sylvia, though as modest a

girl as ever lived, was no prude, and had been brought up in simple,

straightforward country ways; and with any other young man, excepting,

perhaps, Philip’s self, she would have thought no more of making a rapid

pretence of kissing the hand or cheek of the temporary “candlestick”

than our ancestresses did in a much higher rank on similar occasions.

Kinraid, though mortified by his public rejection, was more conscious of

this than the inexperienced Philip; he resolved not to be balked, and

watched his opportunity. For the time he went on playing as if Sylvia’s

conduct had not affected him in the least, and as if he was hardly aware

of her defection from the game. As she saw others submitting, quite as a

matter of course, to similar penances, she began to be angry with herself

for having thought twice about it, and almost to dislike herself for the

strange consciousness which had made it at the time seem impossible to

do what she was told. Her eyes kept filling with tears as her isolated

position in the gay party, the thought of what a fool she had made of

herself, kept recurring to her mind; but no one saw her, she thought,

thus crying; and, ashamed to be discovered when the party should pause

in their game, she stole round behind them into the great chamber in

which she had helped to lay out the supper, with the intention of bathing

her eyes, and taking a drink of water. One instant Charley Kinraid was

missing from the circle of which he was the life and soul; and then back

he came with an air of satisfaction on his face, intelligible enough to

those who had seen his game; but unnoticed by Philip, who, amidst the

perpetual noise and movements around him, had not perceived Sylvia’s

leaving the room, until she came back at the end of about a quarter of

an hour, looking lovelier than ever, her complexion brilliant, her eyes

drooping, her hair neatly and freshly arranged, tied with a brown ribbon

instead of that she was supposed to have forfeited. She looked as if she

did not wish her return to be noticed, stealing softly behind the romping

lads and lasses with noiseless motions, and altogether such a contrast

to them in her cool freshness and modest neatness that both Kinraid and

Philip found it difficult to keep their eyes off her. But the former

had a secret triumph in his heart which enabled him to go on with his

merry-making as if it absorbed him; while Philip dropped out of the crowd

and came up to where she was standing silently by Mrs. Corney, who, arms

akimbo, was laughing at the frolic and fun around her. Sylvia started

a little when Philip spoke, and kept her soft eyes averted from him

after the first glance; she answered him shortly, but with unaccustomed

gentleness. He had only asked her when she would like him to take her

home; and she, a little surprised at the idea of going home when to her

the evening seemed only beginning, had answered:

“Go home? I don’t know! It’s New Year’s eve!”

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