From _Ruth_, 1853

George Eliot, writing of _Ruth_ just after it was published,

said, “Of course, you have read _Ruth_ by this time. Its style

was a great refreshment to me from its finish and fullness. How

pretty and graphic are the touches of description.… That little

attic in the minister’s vestry, for example, which, with its

pure white dimity bed-curtains, its bright green walls, and

the rich brown of its stained floor, reminded me of a snowdrop

springing out of the soil.”—_Life of George Eliot._

After tea Miss Benson took her upstairs to her room. The white dimity

bed, and the walls, stained green, had something of the colouring and

purity of effect of a snowdrop; while the floor, rubbed with a mixture

that turned it into a rich dark brown, suggested the idea of the

garden-mould out of which the snowdrop grows. As Miss Benson helped the

pale Ruth to undress, her voice became less full-toned and hurried; the

hush of approaching night subdued her into a softened, solemn kind of

tenderness, and the murmured blessing sounded like granted prayer.

* * * * *

In the Bensons’ house there was the same unconsciousness of individual

merit, the same absence of introspection and analysis of motive, as

there had been in her mother; but it seemed that their lives were pure

and good, not merely from a lovely and beautiful nature, but from some

law, the obedience to which was, of itself, harmonious peace, and which

governed them almost implicitly, and with as little questioning on their

part, as the glorious stars which haste not, rest not, in their eternal

obedience. This household had many failings: they were but human, and,

with all their loving desire to bring their lives into harmony with the

will of God, they often erred and fell short; but, somehow, the very

errors and faults of one individual served to call out higher excellences

in another, and so they re-acted upon each other, and the result of short

discords was exceeding harmony and peace. But they had themselves no idea

of the real state of things; they did not trouble themselves with marking

their progress by self-examination; if Mr. Benson did sometimes, in hours

of sick incapacity for exertion, turn inwards, it was to cry aloud with

almost morbid despair, “God be merciful to me a sinner!” But he strove to

leave his life in the hands of God, and to forget himself.

Ruth sat still and quiet through the long first day. She was languid and

weary from her journey; she was uncertain what help she might offer to

give in the household duties, and what she might not. And, in her languor

and in her uncertainty, it was pleasant to watch the new ways of the

people among whom she was placed. After breakfast, Mr. Benson withdrew

to his study, Miss Benson took away the cups and saucers, and, leaving

the kitchen door open, talked sometimes to Ruth, sometimes to Sally,

while she washed them up. Sally had upstairs duties to perform, for which

Ruth was thankful, as she kept receiving rather angry glances for her

unpunctuality as long as Sally remained downstairs. Miss Benson assisted

in the preparation for the early dinner, and brought some kidney-beans to

shred into a basin of bright, pure spring-water, which caught and danced

in the sunbeams as she sat near the open casement of the parlour, talking

to Ruth of things and people which as yet the latter did not understand,

and could not arrange and comprehend. She was like a child who gets a few

pieces of a dissected map, and is confused until a glimpse of the whole

unity is shown him.

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