Calf-Love

From _Wives and Daughters_.

Lady Ritchie says: “To people of an elder generation re-reading

_Wives and Daughters_, now, strong, gentle, and full of fun and

wisdom, all youth seems to be in it; it is rest to live again

in the merry touching pages” (_Blackstick Papers_, 1908).

One day, for some reason or other, Mr. Gibson came home unexpectedly.

He was crossing the hall, having come in by the garden door—the garden

communicated with the stable-yard, where he had left his horse—when the

kitchen door opened, and the girl who was underling in the establishment

came quickly into the hall with a note in her hand, and made as if she

was taking it upstairs; but on seeing her master she gave a little start,

and turned back as if to hide herself in the kitchen. If she had not

made this movement, so conscious of guilt, Mr. Gibson, who was anything

but suspicious, would never have taken any notice of her. As it was,

he stepped quickly forwards, opened the kitchen door, and called out

“Bethia” so sharply that she could not delay coming forwards.

“Give me that note,” he said. She hesitated a little.

“It’s for Miss Molly,” she stammered out.

“Give it to me!” he repeated more quickly than before. She looked as if

she would cry; but still she kept the note tight held behind her back.

“He said as I was to give it into her own hands; and I promised as I

would, faithful.”

“Cook, go and find Miss Molly. Tell her to come here at once.”

He fixed Bethia with his eyes. It was of no use trying to escape: she

might have thrown it into the fire, but she had not presence of mind

enough. She stood immovable, only her eyes looked any way rather than

encounter her master’s steady gaze. “Molly, my dear!”

“Papa! I did not know you were at home,” said innocent, wondering Molly.

“Bethia, keep your word. Here is Miss Molly; give her the note.”

“Indeed, miss, I couldn’t help it!”

Molly took the note, but before she could open it, her father said:

“That’s all, my dear; you need not read it. Give it to me. Tell those who

sent you, Bethia, that all letters for Miss Molly must pass through my

hands. Now be off with you, goosey, and go back to where you came from.”

“Papa, I shall make you tell me who my correspondent is.”

“We’ll see about that, by and by.”

She went a little reluctantly, with ungratified curiosity, upstairs to

Miss Eyre, who was still her daily companion, if not her governess. He

turned into the empty dining-room, shut the door, broke the seal of the

note, and began to read it. It was a flaming love-letter from Mr. Coxe;

who professed himself unable to go on seeing her day after day without

speaking to her of the passion she had inspired—an “eternal passion,” he

called it; on reading which Mr. Gibson laughed a little. Would she not

look kindly at him? would she not think of him whose only thought was of

her? and so on, with a very proper admixture of violent compliments to

her beauty. She was fair, not pale; her eyes were lode-stars, her dimples

marks of Cupid’s fingers, etc.

Mr. Gibson finished reading it; and began to think about it in his own

mind. “Who would have thought the lad had been so poetical? but, to be

sure, there’s a _Shakespeare_ in the surgery library: I’ll take it away

and put _Johnson’s Dictionary_ instead. One comfort is the conviction

of her perfect innocence—ignorance, I should rather say—for it is easy

to see it’s the first “confession of his love,” as he calls it. But

it’s an awful worry—to begin with lovers so early. Why, she’s only just

seventeen—not seventeen, indeed, till July; not for six weeks yet.

Sixteen and three-quarters! Why, she’s quite a baby. To be sure—poor

Jeanie was not so old, and how I did love her!” (Mrs. Gibson’s name was

Mary, so he must have been referring to someone else). Then his thoughts

wandered back to other days, though he still held the open note in his

hand. By and by his eyes fell upon it again, and his mind came back to

bear upon the present time. “I’ll not be hard upon him. I’ll give him

a hint; he is quite sharp enough to take it. Poor laddie! if I send him

away, which would be the wisest course, I do believe he’s got no home to

go to.”

After a little more consideration in the same strain, Mr. Gibson went and

sat down at the writing-table and wrote the following formula:

_Master Coxe_

(“That ‘master’ will touch him to the quick,” said Mr. Gibson to himself

as he wrote the word).

℞. Verecundiae ℥j.

Fidelitatis Domesticae ℥j.

Reticentiae gr. iij.

M. Capiat hanc dosim ter die in aquâ purâ.

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