THE DOCTOR TALKS

When the doctor arrived the convulsion had passed. Little Al was lying

in his crib, asleep, breathing easily, the snarls in his nerves

unravelled. Georgia explained what had happened.

"You did just the right thing," said the physician.

"Doctor," she asked slowly, "will he ever be well?"

"What do you mean by well?"

"I mean, when he grows up will he be as strong--and--and bright as

other men?"

"That is impossible to answer, Mrs. Connor, without the gift of

prophecy."

"Don't put me off," said she staring at him, "tell me the truth. I

have a right to know."

"I should first have to have a little more definite knowledge of his

antecedents, his family history. Is there anything which might

explain--"

"Not on our side of the family," Mrs. Talbot interrupted quickly,

"they're clean people, every one."

"His father," said Georgia, "is a drunkard and the son of a drunkard."

"In that case it is possible, mind you I only say possible, that he has

inherited a--a nervous tendency."

"Inherited, ah, I knew. There was something in me that warned me

steadily not to go back to him. Something that made me shudder to

think of it. But at last I gave in, because everyone in the world

seemed in a conspiracy to make me."

"Yes," the doctor answered drily, "we run into such histories

frequently."

"But," she pleaded suppliantly, as if he had the power to do or undo,

"surely my baby can grow out of this--nervous tendency. Tell me he can

grow out of it. With the right care and training, surely he can grow

out of it."

He placed his hand on her shoulder, and honesty seemed to her to be

patent and apparent in his voice. "Yes," he said, "it is possible, it

is probable. I have seen many a mother make her child over with love."

"Ah, that's all I want," she gave a happy little sigh, "for I can do

what they have done."

There was a tap at the door. Mrs. Talbot opened it and Father Hervey

came in. "Oh," she said, "Father, the baby's well again. I shouldn't

have bothered you."

"I'm glad for once it's an occasion for rejoicing," he said quietly.

"Good morning, doctor."

"Good morning, Father. Was the poor fellow long after I left?"

"About half an hour."

"Were you at a deathbed last night, you two?" asked Georgia.

"Yes, Georgia, we were," said the priest.

"It seems somehow strange," she pondered, "that you two, so different,

should be called together at the end."

"Oh, it happens often enough," explained the doctor. "Poor people.

They want to keep them here a little longer, and the priest to bid them

Godspeed in case they've got to go."

"It must be terrible," reflected Mrs. Talbot, "to die without a priest."

"Yes," answered the doctor, "Catholics have the best of us there. They

always go hopefully, and they're the only ones that do. I've sometimes

wished that I could accept the faith, but--" he shook his head slowly.

"Why can't you?" said Georgia quickly. Father Hervey smiled. He and

the doctor were trusted friends. There was no poaching on each other's

preserves.

"Do you honestly believe in a future life?" she asked again, staring at

the man of science with her peculiar little wide-eyed stare.

"Yes, I believe all of us here will probably have it--except perhaps

Father Hervey."

"Well, doctor," said Mrs. Talbot most indignantly, "I must say you've

no call to be disrespectful. If any of us is certain to have it, it's

him."

"Oh, that's one of his little jokes," he said, "he means the rest of

you'll likely leave children behind you to be carrying your living eyes

and nose and mouth about the earth long after the headstones are atop

of you--and that's denied me."

"If they'd been denied me," its chronic undertone of humor momentarily

leaving the doctor's voice, "or were taken now--I'd just as soon quit.

I've four; one's learning to crawl, one to walk, one to read and the

oldest," he made a vain effort to conceal his pride in such a son,

"Oh--he's a boy. He can work his mother as easy as grease with a sore

throat story whenever he wants to stay out of school. Pretty clever,

eh, with a doctor right in the family? He'll be a great bunco

steerer--or a great lawyer--some day and make his name--he's a

junior--bristle in the headlines of 1950. That's the real life after

death--our blood lives on, we don't."

"Yes," said Georgia tenderly glancing at the crib, "our blood lives on,

it lives on."

"When a little shop girl takes the boat over to St. Joe," said the

medical man, folding his arms, well started on his favorite eugenics,

"she may be preparing a blend that will endure as long as the race--ten

thousand or one hundred thousand years, while any of the descendants

are alive. Marriage--true marriage, where children grow up and beget

others--outlasts death by centuries, perhaps eons." He paused to let

it sink in. "Whatever else there may be in addition," he said, bowing

slightly in the direction of the priest, "this much is certain true--in

our children we find immortality."

"Yes," said Georgia softly, looking at the crib where lay her child,

"in our children there is immortality. My sweet little lamb," she

whispered, going to her child, "my sweet--" her voice changed suddenly,

growing very harsh. "Doctor," she said, "come here."

The doctor placed his ear to the child's heart, then took his

stethoscope from his satchel to listen for the least fluttering. He

heard none. As he straightened up again, she saw his answer in his

face.

"Is--he--dead!" she asked.

"Yes." He spoke to the priest. "I will come this afternoon, in case I

can be of any use," he whispered, and quietly withdrew.

The priest sprinkled the small dead body with holy water. Mrs. Talbot

and Al fell on their knees, but Georgia stood. She was unable to kneel

to a God who had done that. The priest prayed, half murmuring. Then

in a louder voice he said, "As for me, Thou hast received me because of

mine innocence."

"And hast set me before Thy face forever," muttered Mrs. Talbot, who

knew the response. Al was silent, for he was not sure of the words.

Georgia stood dumb, watching her child with her wide-eyed little stare.

"The Lord be with thee--" came the deep musical voice of the priest.

"And with thy spirit," muttered Mrs. Talbot.

There was a moment of silence, then came a knock at the door. It was

repeated twice, imperatively.

Then the door was opened from outside and Carl Schroeder, president of

the Fortieth Ward Club, entered, half carrying and half guiding Jim

Connor, who was stupidly drunk.

Schroeder placed Jim in a chair and quickly slunk out. Jim swayed an

instant in the chair, trying to hold his balance, then fell forward out

of it. His hand struck the crib as he lay inert, unknowing, obscene.

Georgia looked at him for an instant, she began to giggle, to laugh.

Her laughter grew louder and louder. It came in waves, each wilder and

higher than the last.

[Illustration: Georgia Laughed.]

It was long before they could quiet her.

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