THE LIFE FORCE

If Mason had been in the _jeunesse dorée_ he must now have gone to

Monte Carlo to buck the tiger or to India to shoot him.

As it was, he smoked all night and turned up at the office half an hour

ahead of time in a voluble, erratic mood, brought about by suppressing

so much excitement within himself. If he had known how to tell his

troubles to a friend over a glass of beer he might have had an easier

time of it in his life. But he wasn't that sort. He took things hard

and kept them in.

He decided that the best thing to do with his sentiment for Georgia was

to strangle it. Whenever he caught himself thinking of her, which

would certainly be often at first, he must turn his mind away. He must

avoid seeing her; if they met accidentally he would give no further

sign than a curt nod.

He remembered the farmers used to say that there was one thing to do

with Canada thistles--keep them under, never let the sun shine on them.

His love for this other man's wife was like a thistle. He must keep it

under, never let the sun shine on it.

He did it thoroughly. He nodded to her in the most indifferent way in

the world when they happened to meet, but he found no occasion to stop

at her desk to chat an instant. Two weeks of his change of manner

began to pique her. He was acting in a rather absurd way, she thought.

After all they weren't lovers who had quarreled, but simply

acquaintances, friends after a fashion, fellow workers. Why shouldn't

they continue to be friends? It would be amusing to have some one

besides the family and the girls to talk to.

She would not let him treat her in this stiff way any longer, just

because she had had the bad luck to marry a bad man years before. What

rubbish that was. And what self-consciousness on his part. Men had a

very guilty way of looking at things.

They met quite or almost quite by accident in front of the office

building during the noon hour of the following day. He was about to

pass without stopping.

"How do you do, Mr. Stevens?" Her voice was quite distinct.

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