THE HEAD OF THE HOUSE

Each morning as Georgia entered the elevated train and spread open her

paper, she cast off the centuries, being transformed from a housewife

to a "modern economic unit."

She smiled at the morning cartoon or perhaps, in the celebrated phrase

of Dr. Hackett, she sighed softly for the sake of its meticulous

futility. Her penny to the news stand gave her full and free franchise

upon the ever anxious question of the popularity of popular art. Other

Georgias of Chicago were simultaneously passing like judgments in like

elevated cars and the sum of their verdicts would ultimately readjust

social distinctions in Cook and Lake counties, Illinois.

She always turned to the Insurance Notes next. It was her Duty to be

Well-informed and Interested in the Success of Her Employer, for His

Success was Hers. She hadn't been to business college for eight weeks

not to know that.

Next a peek at Marion Jean Delorme's column of heart throbs, which she

frankly regarded as dissipation, because she enjoyed it, and everybody

who read it called it common.

By this time, home and its squabbling; its everlasting question of how

far a pay envelope can stretch; her sullen contemplation of Jim's

alcoholism; and irritability at her mother's pottering way had vanished

into the background of her mind, where they slept through her working

day.

She engaged herself with more appealing problems and a larger world.

She deplored the litter of torn-up streets and the thunder of the loop,

instead of the litter of the breakfast dishes and the squeak of the

hinge. Not that clean dishes are less meritorious than clean streets,

but, to such minds as hers had grown to be, less captivating. To

change desks downtown was more fun than to change chairs at home.

She felt her solidarity with the other people who streamed into the

business district at eight forty-five, to get money by writing or

talking. It was the master's end of the game and she belonged to it.

Outside-the-loop worked with its arms and hands--she worked merely with

her fingers. The time might come when she would need to work only with

her tongue--and triple her income. She was in line for that.

She was no mean citizen of no mean city throughout the day: at the

lunch club where she coöperated; in the big white-tiled vestibule of

her building where she exchanged ten words of weather prophecy with the

elevator starter between clicks; in the rest room where they talked

office politics, and shows, and woman suffrage, as well as beaux and

hats; behind her machine which rattled "twenty dollars a week by your

own ten fingers and no man's gratuity."

There were no oaths, no bonds unbreakable, no church to tell her she

couldn't change her job, as it tells the housed and covered women who

get their bread by wifehood.

If she didn't like the temperature of the room, or the size of her

employer's ears, she could walk across the street and do as

well--perhaps better.

If he had sworn at her, or come ugly drunk into her presence--but that

was inconceivable. Employers didn't do that, only husbands, because

they knew they had you.

It was the full life and the free life which she lived, she and her

sisters of the skyscrapers. It was the emancipation of woman, and the

curse of Eve was lifted from them.

But the tide of her being which flowed regularly each work-morning,

ebbed regularly each night. Her horizon became smaller and less bold

after she had slid her nickel over the glass to the spectacled cashier

in the L cage and was herded for home on the jammed platform. Her

boldness continuously diminished as station after station was called

and she stood to her strap, glancing from the direct imperatives,

"Uneeda Union Suit and We Can Prove It," "Hasten to the House of

Hoopelheimer," "Smart Set Collars for Swell Spenders," "Blemishes

Blasted by Blackfeeto," to the limp, sallow people who, like herself,

had left their vitality downtown.

When she pushed away from the light of her home station into the gloom

and up the ineffectually lighted street between rows upon rows of three

and four story flats, her head slightly bent, scurrying along with the

working woman's nightfall pace, like Lucifer, she felt the mighty

distance. She had shrunk into a middle-class wife who had been a poor

picker.

So it usually happened. But the day of her triumph over Miss Gerson

was an exception, and the corona of the office extended and enveloped

her through the rows of flat buildings and up two flights of stairs to

the door of her own apartment.

She entered happily, gaily. And there was Jim sprawled in one chair,

his dusty boots in another, without a coat to hide his soiled shirt

sleeves, without a collar to apologize for his unshaven chin, a

frazzled cigar between his fingers and a heap of ashes beside him where

he had let them fall upon the carpet--her carpet that she had earned

and paid for.

Ashes had fallen, too, upon his protruding abdomen. He breathed very

heavily, almost wheezed. He looked up to speak. His eyes were rather

swinish in recovery from debauch. His teeth were bad and the gap which

had come under the cut lip was not a scar of honor. She hoped he

wouldn't speak--but of course he did.

"Hello, Georgia."

"Hello," she answered mechanically.

"What you been doing?"

What a stupid question. What did he suppose she had been doing? For

when a husband doesn't suit, he doesn't suit at all--his very attempts

at peacemaking become an offense in him.

"Working," she said curtly and passed on to their bedroom.

"Oh, hell! cut out the everlasting grouch," he called after her, and

went to the window and looked out, kneeling moodily on the window seat.

He was Henpecko the Monk, all right. What she needed was a firm hand.

Women took all the rope you gave them--they took advantage of you. He

ought to have begun long ago to shut down on her nonsense. Other

husbands did, and by God, he would begin. Then he rubbed his prickly

chin and smiled ruefully. For hadn't he begun a great many times and

had he ever been able to finish?

Besides, he was broke, and it was strictly necessary, most

unfortunately in view of his present disfavor, for him to obtain a loan.

Maybe Al would help him out and he wouldn't have to ask Georgia. There

was an idea. It was more dignified, too.

He didn't know whether Al had come in yet.

He himself had occupied a twenty-five cent seat that afternoon near Mr.

Frank Schulte, most graceful of Cubs, to get a little fresh air. It

did a fellow good and took his mind off home, which a fellow had to do

now and then if he was going to stand it at all.

On the return trip, to be sure, he had suffered from a twinge of fans'

conscience as he realized that his activities of the day had taken

about fifty cents out instead of putting any cents in. A rather keen

twinge, too, inasmuch as Matty had been strictly "right." There is no

fun in giving up half a dollar to see the Cubs vivisected.

"Oh, Al," he called to the back of the flat.

"What?" came the call back.

"Hear about the game?"

"Nope."

"I was out," said Jim.

That ought to fetch him--and it did.

Al entered expectant. He was an extremely good-looking boy of sixteen,

with pink cheeks, clear blue eyes, and a kink to his hair. He might

have been called pretty if his shoulders were not quite so broad.

"Who win? I was north on an errand late and couldn't get a peek at an

extra after the fifth." So Al apologized to his brother-in-law for his

ignorance. "It was one and one then."

"The Giants win, three to two, and believe me there was a rank decision

at the plate against Johnny Evers. He beefed on it proper and got

chased. That's what smeared us."

"Johnny ought to learn to control himself," said Al pathetically.

"Yep. He's got too much pep--that's what's the matter with that lad."

"And all the umpires in the league have banded together against him. I

heard it straight to-day. And believe me"--there was an element of

mystery in the boy's voice, "there's something in it."

Jim clenched his fist and brought it down hard. "If the Cubs win out

against the empires this year," he stated his proposition with a

vehement brandish of his fist, "they'll be going some," but his

peroration rather flattened out--"believe me."

"Yes, sir, Jim. That's no damn lie."

"Say, Al, loan me a quarter?"

Unhappy pause.

All sportsmen, from polo players and tarpon fishers to Kaffirs in their

kraals, like to talk it over afterwards. Al didn't want to interrupt

his baseball palaver with Jim. It might last right through supper and

until bedtime, as it often did when Jim stayed home.

He had a vast fund of hypotheses to tell Jim again, and some new ones.

If he refused Jim the loan their interesting talk would stop. But if

he granted it he would be a boob. It was certainly one dilemma.

Jim smiled and repeated his thought. "I'll do as much for you some

time. Go on now."

Georgia came in quickly and angrily. "I should think you'd be ashamed,

Jim Connor, trying to do a boy."

"Oh, so you've been rubbering, eh?" Jim sneered.

She had; but this, her weakness, was one she shared with many other

women--likewise men. In petty lives are petty deeds. Downtown she did

not listen, or tattle, or read other people's letters. There were more

important matters to attend to.

"I got to have a little loan," said Jim--now was his time for

boldness--"to tide me over till Monday."

She was obstinately mute.

"Let me have a two-dollar bill till then?"

"No."

"One?"

"No."

"What then?"

"Nothing."

"You didn't use to be such a tightwad."

"You taught me that, too, Jim. I'll never give you another cent to

drink. It isn't fair to the rest of us."

Mrs. Talbot, Georgia's mother, the homebody of the household, came in

from the kitchen to say that supper was now ready and she was sick and

tired of the irregularity of the family meals, which she had never been

accustomed to as a girl.

"Oh, cheer up, mother. I've good news to-day--a raise."

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