CHAPTER VIII.

Meanwhile Lizzie Fellows, unconscious of her lover’s infidelity, sat

up the livelong night, cradling his deserted infant in her arms.

Whilst the members of the White House were wrapped in slumber, and

even Maraquita and Henri de Courcelles had gained a temporary relief

from their perplexities, and everything was hushed and silent in the

Doctor’s bungalow, Liz rocked the wailing infant to and fro, or slowly

paced up and down the room singing a soft lullaby to try and soothe

it. But the puny little creature refused to be comforted. It wanted

the warmth and shelter of its mother’s bosom, and bleated as pitifully

for it as an orphaned lamb standing beside the dead body of the ewe

on a bleak hillside. Liz, who had had a great deal of experience

with children, tried all her arts to quiet it in vain. The baby was

determined she should have no rest that night.

‘Poor wee mite,’ she whispered, as she laid her cheek against its face,

and a natural instinct made it turn its soft lips towards it to find

the breast. ‘How can she leave you to the care of strangers? How can

she sleep in comfort, not knowing if you cry, or are at peace? If you

were _mine_, I would die sooner than give up my mother’s right to feed

and cherish you, yes, even if the world stoned me for it. How I wish I

might bring you up for my own little girl--my little tiny Maraquita!’

How startled we should be sometimes if the wishes we carelessly utter

were to be immediately fulfilled! Liz little thought as she crooned

over the unconscious baby, that the hour was rapidly approaching when

her puzzle would be not how to keep it, but how to get rid of it. Yet

so it was.

All that night she walked the room with its little downy head nestled

close to her bosom, and its tiny fingers locked round her own. A dozen

times she warmed the milk, of which it could only take a few drops, to

keep the flickering life in its frail body, and covered it warmly with

flannel, to increase the circulation of its blood, although the hot

night air permeated the apartment. It was so feeble, that sometimes

she almost thought its heart had stopped beating, and uncovered it

with a sudden terror. But the infant slept on, although each breath it

drew seemed like a wail, until the shadows dispersed, and the glorious

West Indian sun rose like a king, and flooded the island with his

glory. There seemed to be no dawn to the watcher, or rather it was so

momentary, that the night changed as if by magic into day, and the

windows of heaven were thrown open suddenly to let the sunlight stream

upon the land. It was the waking signal for all life. The big magnolia

flowers opened their creamy blossoms as they felt its rays; the trumpet

creepers unfolded their leaves; the mimosa spread herself out as though

she would bask in the returning light. A hundred scents filled the

morning air, and from the grove of trees came many a chirp--first

singly and then in twos and threes, as the birds encouraged their mates

to rouse themselves, and come forth to pick up the insects before they

hid in the long grasses from the noonday heat. From the negro quarters

was borne a sort of humming sound, as of a disturbed bee-hive, as the

Aunt Sallies and Chloes and Uncle Toms turned out of their beds, and

made their toilets in the open air. The morning had broken. It was five

o’clock, and in another half-hour the overseer would be amongst them,

and accept no excuses if the whole gang were not drawn up in readiness

to march down to the cotton fields or the coffee plantation.

Liz sat in her room with the baby on her knee, listening for the sound

of his mustang’s feet. How often had she been roused from her sleep as

they passed her window, and breathed a prayer for her lover’s safety

before she laid her head on her pillow again--or watched for him after

a night’s vigil, and given him a bright smile and a wave of her hand as

a morning welcome. But to-day she shrank from seeing him. A cloud had

risen between them, with the knowledge of her father’s secret, which

made her afraid to meet the eyes of the man from whom she would be,

perhaps, but too soon parted for ever. Besides, were a look from her

to bring him to the open window, the sacred trust she held in her arms

might be betrayed. Liz blushed as she wondered what explanation she

could possibly give Henri de Courcelles of the child’s presence there,

and how curious he would become to learn its parentage, and moved

further from the window as the thought struck her.

She need not have been afraid. She heard his palfrey canter by, and

caught a glimpse of his handsome figure as he rode past the bungalow;

but his head was filled with thoughts of Maraquita, and how he could

accomplish the task she had set him, and he never even turned his head

in her direction. Liz sighed as she observed the defalcation. It was

foolish, no doubt, and unworthy of a sensible woman, for her first wish

had been to avoid him. But who is sensible in love?

The little child was sleeping soundly at last, and Liz laid it on the

pillows of her bed, and commenced her morning toilet. The thought of

her father had suddenly struck her. If he was to ride to the Fort that

morning and consult Dr Martin about a foster-nurse for the baby, it was

time he was roused and went upon his way. The cool hours are soon over

in that climate, and when the sun has fairly risen, it is unsafe for

any European to ride about, and her father had not looked well of late.

The excitement of Maraquita’s illness, and the necessity for

concealment, had told on Dr Fellows, and made his face more drawn

and haggard than it had been before. And though he had brought much

trouble on her, and might prove the cause of her losing what she most

cared for, still Lizzie loved him dearly, and pitied more than she

blamed him. To live for years under a load of shame and the fear of

detection, what greater curse could any human creature be called upon

to suffer? Liz’s own burthen sunk into insignificance beside it.

Her mind reverted to her early days, when she used to wonder why _her_

father’s hair was grey, whilst that of Maraquita’s was brown, or why

Mr Courtney played hide-and-seek with them in the plantation, whilst

Dr Fellows shook his head and told her such games were only meant for

little boys and girls. Liz understood it now, and felt almost glad to

think she could show her sympathy with all he had gone through, even

though she had to sacrifice her own future in order to pass it by his

side.

Meanwhile Henri de Courcelles had completed his journey, and reined

in his steed at the negroes’ quarters. The hands were all ready to

receive him--the men chiefly dressed in white or striped linen jackets,

with dark blue trousers, and the women in print petticoats, and gaily

coloured orange or crimson handkerchiefs knotted about their woolly

hair. They were a fine-looking set of coolies, all free men, as they

were termed by courtesy, but in reality as much slaves as any before

the passing of the Abolition Act. They were not all of African blood.

Many had come from the East Indies--had been shipped across in hundreds

at a time from Calcutta to San Diego, under a promise of higher pay,

and less work, than they could obtain in their own country, and had

been landed penniless and powerless, to find themselves compelled to

take any wages that were offered them, and do any work they were

ordered, because they had no means of returning to India. These coolies

were not so muscular and capable of hard labour as the Africans, but

they were handsomer, both in face and figure. Some of the women had

almost perfect features, and were lithe and supple as young roes; but

they all bore, more or less, an expression of melancholy. They were

not so well able to cast off care, and make the best of the present,

as their companions in slavery, but they were more crafty and more

desirous of revenge. Amongst them--standing very much to the front,

in fact, as if she wished to attract attention--was a young girl of

perhaps fifteen--the age of a child in our country, but of a grown

woman in hers. She was tall for her nationality, and had a beautifully

rounded figure, with tiny hands and feet, and a face fit for a sultan’s

harem. She was evidently a coquette, and thought much of her personal

appearance, for a bunch of white flowers was twined in her long plaits

of hair, and a crimson handkerchief was tied across her bosom. In her

arms she held an infant of a few months old, a lusty crowing boy,

who showed evident signs of having a mixture of white blood in his

composition, and of whom his mother seemed inordinately proud. She was

standing so close to Henri de Courcelles’ horse, that as he dismounted

he brushed up against her, and so roughly as almost to knock her infant

out of her arms.

‘Ah, sahib! take care of the little baby!’ she cried warningly.

‘Who’s that? Jerusha! Then keep your cub out of my way, will you? Now

then, my men, are you all ready? March!’

The coolie girl frowned ominously as the overseer addressed her, but

she made no answer. Only as the rest of the labourers moved off in

single file to the fields, she remained to the last, sulking, as if she

had no intention to move.

‘Now then, Jerusha!’ exclaimed Henri de Courcelles impatiently, as he

told off the last negro, and saw her standing there. ‘Make haste, will

you?’ and he cracked the whip he held as he spoke. He seldom used the

whip. It was only his insignia of office, and served as a signal for

starting, but it sounded differently in Jerusha’s ears that morning.

‘You dare beat _us_?’ she demanded menacingly.

‘I am not going to beat you, but I dare do anything, so don’t be a

fool,’ he replied, half laughing.

‘I’m sick,’ persisted Jerusha. ‘The child kept me up all night. I’m not

fit to work. Sahib must let me go back to my hut.’

‘I will let you do no such thing,’ replied De Courcelles. ‘You’re only

shamming. You’re as “fit” as any woman on the plantation, and you must

work like the rest. Now, move on, and look sharp about it.’

But Jerusha was obstinate, and had got the bit between her teeth. She

considered herself a privileged person, and at one time had been able

to do pretty much as she liked with the overseer. But that time was

past. He was tired of her, and disposed to treat her, in consequence,

a little more harshly than the rest. Jerusha had reckoned without her

host when she thought she could give herself airs. When De Courcelles

ordered her to move on, she shrugged her shoulders and stood still.

‘Now, are you going?’ he asked her sharply.

‘I telling sahib I’m too sick.’

‘And I tell you you’re a liar. If you won’t move of your own accord, I

will make you.’ He raised his whip as he spoke, and Jerusha observed

the movement.

‘You don’t _dare_ strike me!’ she said defiantly; but before the words

were well out of her mouth, he had done it, and the long lash curled

round her shoulders and stung the baby’s cheek, and made the youngster

squall. Jerusha’s big black eyes flashed fire on him.

‘You coward,’ she cried, ‘to strike your own child! Some day I pay you

out for this. Some day _my_ whip strike _you_.’

He laughed carelessly at the girl’s threat as she joined the gang of

labourers, and he flung himself across his palfrey’s back, and rode

after them. But after a while, when the sun’s rays began to beat rather

fiercely on his Panama hat, and he found his servant had neglected to

fill the straw-covered flask that hung at his saddle bow, he called the

yellow girl Rosa and gave the flask to her, and directed her to carry

it to the Doctor’s bungalow.

‘Ask Miss Lizzie to fill it with fresh sherbet or milk for me, Rosa,

and tell her I am coming in to breakfast with her by-and-by.’

The residents in hot climates invariably partake of two breakfasts; one

a light meal taken at break of day, and the other a more substantial

one, which they can discuss at leisure when the morning’s business is

concluded. Rosa, who was a lazy wench, who preferred running messages,

or doing odd jobs, to regular work at any time, ran with alacrity to

the Doctor’s bungalow, and began to sneak around it. A negro employed

on business can very seldom go straight to the matter in hand. He

generally slinks about first, peering into windows, and listening at

doors, and on this wise it came about that Rosa’s cunning face was very

soon to be seen at the open window of Liz Fellows’ room. The apartment

was empty, Liz having just left it to go to that of her father, but

from a bundle of flannel on the bed proceeded a wailing cry, which

roused all Rosa’s curiosity. The black people are proverbially curious,

but this was a case in which the offence might surely be termed a

venial one. And with poor Rosa too, who had so lately been bereft of

her own child.

As soon as she recognised the cry, she leapt into the room through the

window, and rushed up to the bed. Yes! it was actually a baby, and a

white baby too, and in Miss Liz’s bed! What inference but _one_ could

be drawn in any ignorant mind from such a circumstance? Miss Liz, who

had been so angry with her for the same thing; who had said her poor

little Carlo had better never have been born; who had talked so much

to her of virtue, and purity, and the sanctity of marriage. Miss Liz

had a baby in _her_ bed, that she had never told anybody about! Here

was a glorious opportunity for revenge. Rosa’s eyes rolled about and

showed their yellow whites as she thought of it. Miss Liz hadn’t pitied

her, or so she chose to believe. Why should she pity Miss Liz? And

why shouldn’t Massa Courcelles, and all the niggers, and the people

at the White House, know what she had done? The engagement between

Liz and Henri de Courcelles had been kept so secret that no one could

say it was a positive fact, but most of the plantation hands knew he

had courted the Doctor’s daughter, and believed that it would end in

marriage. Rosa showed all her white teeth as she chuckled over the

idea that now perhaps the overseer would have nothing more to do with

Miss Lizzie, and she would be pointed at and scorned, as Rosa had been,

when first she appeared out of doors with little Carlo in her arms. As

the yellow girl thought thus, she slipped off the bed, where, she had

mounted to better examine the baby, and left the room as noiselessly as

she had entered it. A cunning idea had flashed across her brain,--that

if Miss Lizzie caught her there, she would hide the infant, and no one

would be ever the wiser. So she must get back to the field without

seeing her, and invent some excuse for her return, on the way. She was

quite ready with it by the time she reached the side of De Courcelles,

and she lied so glibly that at first he did not suspect her of an

untruth.

‘Miss Liz have got no sherbet, Massa! She very sick all night, and

drink all de sherbet. But Miss Liz want to see you berry particuler

and berry directly, please, Massa. She got something berry important

to say; and she tell me,--“Rosa, go and fetch Massa Courcelles here

directly, and come back with him all de way.”’

‘That’s a curious message, Rosa. What does Miss Liz want _you_ for?’

asked De Courcelles, as he turned his steps towards the bungalow, with

the yellow girl by his side.

‘How can _I_ tell Massa Courcelles? P’r’aps Miss Liz want me to mind de

baby a bit. P’r’aps she want to ask my ’pinion. Miss Liz know how well

I look after my poor little Carlo ’fore de fever come and taken him to

heaven.’

The words naturally attracted the overseer’s attention.

‘_The baby!_’ he exclaimed, taken off his guard. ‘What do you mean?’

Rosa’s cunning eyes looked full into his own.

‘You not _know_?’ she said inquisitively. ‘Miss Liz not tell you she

got a little baby at the bungalow--and in her own bed too? Ah, Miss Liz

berry sly--but it’s truth, Massa. I have seen it with my own eyes. A

little white baby, too, only dressed like a little nigger in a cotton

shirt.’

‘Rosa, you must be dreaming. You are lying to me,’ said Henri de

Courcelles, suddenly alive to the danger of the girl’s discovery. ‘How

can Miss Liz have a baby at the bungalow?’

‘Ah, Missy Liz knows that best herself,’ replied the yellow girl, with

an oracular nod; ‘but it’s God’s truth, all de same, Massa, and dere’s

not much difference ’tween white gal and yaller gal, after all. Miss

Liz berry angry with me because little Carlo come a bit too soon, but

dere’s a baby come to her now, and I shall have my revenge.’

‘Don’t talk nonsense!’ exclaimed De Courcelles; ‘and don’t presume to

speak to me in that way of Miss Liz.’

But though he affected to be angry, he saw a light glimmering through

the clouds of perplexity that overshadowed him, all the same. What if

this child--for he could not doubt _which_ child Rosa meant--should

be taken by the plantation hands for Lizzie’s? How fortunately the

circumstance would divert public suspicion from his poor Maraquita!

It never occurred to him what a piece of dastardly cruelty it would

be to shift the blame from one woman to the other, so selfish does

the madness of passion render us. But he could not understand how the

infant came to be at the bungalow, and he was painfully curious on the

subject.

‘Massa Courcelles not believe me?’ continued Rosa, as they drew in

sight of Lizzie’s window; ‘then Massa just come here and look for

himself.’

The yellow girl was standing before the open casement, and beckoning to

him as she spoke, and something stronger than mere curiosity urged him

to obey her summons. He drew near on tiptoe, and peeped in. The infant

was still lying on the bed, its tiny face uncovered to the air.

De Courcelles was not a man much subject to the softer emotions, but

as he looked at it, he trembled. In another moment he had started

backwards, for the bedroom door opened, and Lizzie herself appeared

upon the threshold, and, taking up the baby, carried it into the outer

room.

‘Now do you believe I telling lies?’ exclaimed Rosa triumphantly,

as she looked up into the overseer’s pale face; and before he could

prevent her, she had run round the house, and in at the front door.

Fearful of what discovery might follow her intrusion, De Courcelles

hurried after her, and arrived just in time to see the mock curtsey

which she dropped to the Doctor’s daughter. Lizzie herself, taken at a

disadvantage, and utterly unprepared at that early hour of the morning

for visitors, was standing by the table, white as a sheet, holding the

baby in her arms, and apparently unable to say a word.

‘Good morning, Miss Lizzie!’ cried Rosa, with another deep reverence.

‘Massa Courcelles and I jest come round to see you and de new baby, and

to ask how you both do to-day.’

‘What do you mean?’ said Lizzie, though she knew well enough, as she

stood before them white and trembling.

‘Ah, Miss Lizzie, you berry sly. You know berry well what I mean. I

want to see dat nice baby of yours. Is he like my little Carlo? Ah! I

know he’s white, like his moder, but I will love him all de same, if

you will let me.’

‘Henri,’ said Lizzie, with an assumption of great calmness, in order to

cover the shaking of her voice, ‘will you stand by silent and hear this

girl insult me?’

‘Certainly not,’ he replied. ‘Go back to the field, Rosa, and continue

your work. You said Miss Lizzie asked you to return with me, or you

should not have come.’

‘She deceived you,’ said Lizzie. ‘I have not seen her nor spoken to her

this morning.’

‘I know dat berry well,’ cried Rosa impudently; ‘but I come to see dat

baby of yours, and I bring Massa Courcelles to see it too. And now I

will go back to my work with a light heart, for I wish you joy, Miss

Lizzie, and I hope de Lord won’t send for dat baby of yours same He

did for my poor little Carlo,’ and with another curtsey, the yellow

girl turned on her heel, and ran out of the bungalow, leaving Henri de

Courcelles and Lizzie together.

She was the first to speak.

‘Had you any knowledge of Rosa’s intentions when she brought you here?’

she asked quietly.

‘Not the slightest, upon my honour,’ he replied. ‘I sent her to you

with my empty flask, to beg a little sherbet, and she returned with

a message that you desired to see me at once, and that _she_ was to

accompany me back again. On the way, she told me a story that I found

it almost impossible to believe.’

‘And what was the story?’

‘That--that--you have a white infant at the bungalow. Is it true?’

‘You can see for yourself that it is true! What then?’

‘Whose child is it? Where does it come from?’ he asked, in a nervous

voice, for he fully believed that, being alone, she would confide the

secret of Maraquita’s shame to him.

But she was silent.

‘Why will you not tell me?’ he continued, more boldly; ‘it is

impossible but that you must know. You cannot be sheltering a child of

whose origin you are not aware.’

‘Why should it be impossible?’ she answered; ‘might I not have found

it, or adopted it?’

‘Nonsense!’ he rejoined impatiently; ‘where did you find it then?’

Again she was silent.

‘Lizzie! I resent this want of confidence between us. Considering how

we stand to one another, I have a right to ask you whose child that is.

Do you know what Rosa thinks and says about it?’

‘It is nothing to me,’ returned Lizzie proudly, ‘_what_ Rosa may think

or say.’

‘But it may be a great deal to _me_. It is not very pleasant for me

to hear your name handled and defamed by the black brutes I look

after,--to know they speak of you lightly, and say--’

‘What do they _dare_ to say?’ she exclaimed, as she turned and faced

him, with the infant on her breast.

‘That that infant is your own!’

There was the silence of a minute between them, and then she said, in a

low voice,--

‘And what do _you_ say?’

‘That I require to be satisfied who it belongs to, and that you must

tell me.’

‘_I cannot!_’

There was such an amount of quiet despair in her voice as she

pronounced the words, that De Courcelles felt at once that Maraquita’s

secret was safe, and that she would not disclose it even to _him_. And

with the conviction, came a glad, unworthy satisfaction that her guilt

and his would be concealed, even at the expense of their most faithful

friend.

‘_You cannot?_’ he repeated, in a voice of feigned astonishment. ‘But I

say _you must_, or everything shall be over between us!’

‘Henri!’ she exclaimed earnestly, ‘think--think what you are doing.

You cannot possibly suspect _me_! Why, I--I--_love you_!’ she ended

falteringly, as if that confession must clear her at once, and for ever.

‘It’s all very fine talking,’ he answered roughly, ‘but facts are ugly

things; and if there is any honourable explanation of them, I have a

right to demand it. You have a newly-born infant in your arms, and all

the plantation is talking of it. If you are not its mother, _who is_?’

Lizzie turned away from him proudly.

‘Go and find out for yourself,’ she said. ‘If you can suspect me even

for one moment, you are unworthy of my affection. I will not lower

myself to contradict your base suspicion. Think what you will, and act

as you think best. I can tell you no more than I have done already.’

‘Then I am to believe Rosa’s story?’

‘You can believe what you choose. This child was given in trust to me

by my father, and I am not at liberty to speak to you, or any one,

concerning it. It is by an unhappy accident that it has even been seen.

I cannot remedy that, but I can prevent the mischief going further. If

you cannot accept my word that it bears no relationship to myself, I

can do no more than deny it. On any other subject, my lips are sealed.’

Admiration for her sisterly devotion and fidelity had almost made him

forget the part he had to play; but the thought of Maraquita came to

his assistance, and nerved him to complete his cruel task.

‘Well, I will not court your confidence further, Lizzie,’ he said,

rising, ‘but you must consider our engagement at an end. It would be

impossible to be happy in married life with a secret like this between

us. You _may_ have told me the truth, but I am not convinced of it; and

where there is distrust, there can be no love. Let us part now, and for

ever.’

For the first time, the extent of the sacrifice she was making seemed

to strike Lizzie’s mind.

‘No! no!’ she screamed, rushing after him; ‘I cannot part with you

thus! Oh, Henri! think a moment! Think how I have loved you! Can you

imagine it possible that I should have been so false to you--so false

to myself? I swear to you on my knees, and before God, that this child

is not mine. Will not that content you?’

‘No! nothing will content me now--not even if you attempted to cast the

blame on some one else. You have spoken too late, Lizzie. Nothing but

conscious guilt would have kept your lips closed until this moment.’

‘You shall _not_ believe it of me!’ she exclaimed vehemently. ‘I will

not throw my good name away so recklessly. My father is sleeping still.

He has been ill and weary lately, and I thought it kind to let him

rest; but he would never forgive me for letting him sleep on whilst his

daughter’s fair name was being called in question. Stay but one moment,

Henri, and my father shall tell you that I speak the truth.’

She flew past him to the Doctor’s sleeping apartment as she spoke, and

Henri de Courcelles, anxious to know the best or worst at once, stood

where she had left him, gazing after her retreating form.

But in another moment a piercing cry of agony sent him to her side.

He found her standing by the bed, staring at her father’s still, cold

features.

‘He is gone!’ she exclaimed wildly. ‘See here, Henri, he is

dead--_dead_, and can never now release me from my oath! O God! have

pity on me!’

And with that she fell to weeping over the prostrate form.

‘_Dead!_’ echoed De Courcelles, momentarily awed into the reverence we

all feel at the approach of the White King. ‘But now, at least, you are

free to tell me the truth, Lizzie.’

‘Never!’ she cried. ‘My lips are sealed as his own for evermore. If I

could keep my vow to the living, how much more do you suppose will I

hold it sacred to the dead? Act as you think right, Henri, but I will

never tell you the name of the mother of this child.’

‘Then all is over between us,’ he returned, as he slunk away, heartily

ashamed of himself, and yet with a load lifted from his breast as he

remembered that he had unconsciously, but surely, obeyed Maraquita’s

behest, and might boldly claim the reward she had promised for it.

END OF VOL. I.

COLSTON AND COMPANY, PRINTERS, EDINBURGH.

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