CHAPTER II.

Before she turned her head to greet him, Liz knew _who_ had entered the

bungalow. The marvellous instinct of love made her _feel_ his presence,

before she perceived it, and this instinct, common to all human nature,

was deeply engrafted in that of Liz Fellows. She had a heart that not

only wound itself round that of those she loved but entered into it,

and made its home there, and she loved Henri de Courcelles with all the

strength and passion of which she was capable. Their attachment had

commenced more than a year before, when she and her father had brought

De Courcelles through a dangerous illness, and Liz had nursed him into

convalescence with the tenderest care, and the young man had rewarded

her devotion with a confession of love, which she believed to be as

genuine as her own. Before he rose from his bed of sickness Henri de

Courcelles had pledged himself to marry Liz Fellows, and at the time

perhaps had honestly wished to do so. But there were obstacles in the

way of an immediate union, and the engagement had never been publicly

announced. Henri de Courcelles was a man whose personal appearance

would have proved sufficient justification in most women’s eyes for

Liz’s excessive love for him. From his French father he had inherited

a strength of limb and muscle, and a symmetry of proportion, which

is not common amongst tropical nations, whilst his beautiful Creole

mother had given him her Spanish eyes and colouring, with a little

trace--though too slight to be offensive--of her African blood. Taken

altogether, Henri de Courcelles was a very handsome and athletic young

fellow, and with an easy grace about his bearing and mode of expressing

himself that made him very fascinating. That his visits to her father’s

bungalow had been shorter and less frequent of late had never struck

Liz as remarkable until Captain Norris had drawn her attention to the

probable reason.

She was not of a jealous temperament, and where we love and fear to

lose, we will hatch up any excuse to lull our doubts to rest, sooner

than wrong the creature on whom all our hopes are fixed. Besides,

Liz was too busy a woman to spend her days sighing over an absent

lover. When she was not mixing and dispensing medicines, or visiting

her patients, or reading the medical works recommended by her father,

she had her household affairs to look after, or needlework to do,

and oftener longed for more time than for less. And De Courcelles

was a busy man also. She would hardly have liked him if he had not

been so. He was overseer on the coffee plantation of the rich planter

Mr Courtney, on whose estate Dr Fellows lived, and had the complete

control and _surveillance_ of the negro population. It made Liz’s

heart grieve sometimes to hear the coolies complain of his harshness

and severity. She did not believe in her heart that Henri _could_ be

unjust to any one and thought the negroes only wished to escape the

punishments they had incurred--still she could not help wishing, with

a sigh, that he had the power to control them without punishment.

But of course _he_ could not be in the wrong--not entirely, that is

to say. As she recognised his footstep on the present occasion, and

all the painful doubt she was experiencing fled like magic before the

pleasure of his presence, any one with a knowledge of physiognomy

could have read how the woman loved him. Her pale face flushed with

expectation--her quiet eyes glowed with fire--her whole frame trembled

in acknowledgment of the man’s supremacy over her. But as he advanced

to the centre of the room and she could discern his features, Liz

started with concern.

‘Henri! what is the matter? Are you ill?’

‘Ill! No,’ he answered pettishly, as he flung himself into a chair.

‘You are so mixed up with your pills and potions, Liz, that you can

never imagine any other cause for a man’s moods than illness. I’m right

enough. What should ail me?’

‘Ah! this dreadful fever, Henri. Forgive me if I am nervous for the

safety of you and all whom I love. It strikes down its victims like a

plague, and its terrible rapidity frightens me. It makes one feel so

helpless. Sometimes it takes but a few hours to carry off its victims.

I have been at three deathbeds to-day. It is enough to make a woman

tremble at the least symptom of illness in her own people. And the

epidemic seems to be on the increase. Nothing that my father does seems

to stop it.’

‘Well, try and find some livelier topic of conversation, Liz, for

mercy’s sake. It’s enough to give any fellow the blues to hear you

talk. I wish to goodness you followed some other calling, or rather

none at all; but since it is unavoidable, spare me the nauseous

details. I have enough worries of my own without discussing your

professional difficulties.’

Her sympathy was roused at once.

‘What worries, dear? Tell me of them. Can I do nothing to help you out

of them?’

He coloured slightly under his dark skin as he stretched himself and

said,--

‘Nothing--nothing. They are matters of a purely private nature. But you

know how I detest the coloured people, Liz. It is sufficiently annoying

to me to be employed amongst the brutes all day long, without having to

listen to a story of their grievances when my work is over. I come here

for rest, not to talk about niggers.’

‘Yes, I know, Henri, and it makes me happy to hear you say that you

expect to find rest with me. But if you saw them suffer as I do, you

could not fail to feel for them. Have you been very busy lately?’

‘Pretty well. Why do you ask?’

‘Because it is a week since you have been at the cottage.’

‘You must be mistaken. I have called here several times when you were

out. There’s no finding you at home now-a-days, Liz.’

‘I have been very much occupied, I know,’ she answered quietly, ‘but

not so much so as to make me forget that you have not been here, Henri.’

The remembrance of what Captain Norris had repeated to her recurred to

her mind, and on the spur of the moment she determined to learn the

truth.

‘You have been a great deal at the White House, have you not?’ she

continued.

He flushed again, and turned uneasily in his chair, so as to avoid the

straightforward glance of her eyes.

‘Why do you ask me that question? I am at the White House every morning

with my employer. It is part of my business to go there.’

‘I don’t mean at Mr Courtney’s office, Henri. I meant that you are a

great deal with Mrs Courtney and Maraquita--at least I have been told

so.’

‘I am much obliged to whoever was kind enough to interest himself in

my private affairs. Am I indebted to your old flame Captain Norris for

spreading untruths about me? I met him skulking round the bungalow as I

came along this evening.’

‘Captain Norris does not _skulk_’, replied Liz quickly. ‘He has no need

to do so. Neither is he a “flame” of mine, and you ought to know me

better than to say so, Henri.’

‘Well, it looks like it, when you take up the cudgels so warmly in his

defence. However, we’ll let that drop. What has he been telling you

against me?’

‘Nothing--or at least nothing of his own accord. He only repeated the

common rumour--that you are a great deal in the society of Maraquita,

and that--that people are talking about it.’

She stood for a few moments after that, expecting to hear an indignant

denial from his lips, but De Courcelles was silent.

‘Henri,’ she continued softly, turning a very pale face towards him,

‘it is not _true_?’

‘What is not true?’ he inquired brusquely.

‘That--that you are tired of me, and making love to Maraquita Courtney.’

‘Of course it isn’t true; it’s a d--d lie, and the next time I meet

that Norris, I’ll break every bone in his body for saying so.’

She was all penitence for having suspected his fidelity in a moment.

She flung herself on her knees beside his chair, and threw one arm

around his shoulders.

‘Oh, Henri! forgive me for having repeated such a slander, but it hurt

me so, I couldn’t keep it to myself. But it was not Captain Norris’s

fault. He only told me what he had heard in the town. He did not think,

perhaps, that it was of so much consequence to me. And I know that you

_are_ very intimate at the White House; more so even than I am.’

‘Well, Mrs Courtney is very civil to me, and I can hardly refuse her

hospitality, on the plea that I am engaged to be married, can I?’

‘No! No! of course not. But still--though I am _sure_ that you are true

to me,’ cried the woman, fighting against her own horrible suspicions

(for why should you have asked me to marry you, unless you loved me?)

still, Maraquita is very lovely, and she _likes_ you, Henri, I am

certain of that. No! don’t interrupt me! Let me say all I have to say

to the end, and then perhaps I shall forget it. You see, dear, I--I am

not beautiful (how I wish, for _your_ sake, that I were), and there

is nothing in me worthy of your affection, except my love! And I have

seen something of men in my lifetime, and I can understand something

of their temptations. Quita has been a flirt from a little child. Who

should know it better than myself, who have been like a sister to her

from her birth? I was only five years old when my father brought me to

live at Beauregard, and Quita was not born for two years after that. I

remember so well the first visit I paid to the White House to see the

wonderful new baby, and how proud I was when old Jessica let me hold

her in my arms--’

‘Stop!’ exclaimed De Courcelles authoritatively. ‘What has all this to

do with me? I have no interest in these details about Miss Courtney’s

birth.’

‘I only mentioned it to show you how well I must know Maraquita’s

character. We have grown up together, Henri, and I can almost read

her thoughts. She likes you more than a friend, and when I heard the

rumours about you, I felt as if I could have no chance against her.’

Henri de Courcelles had risen from his seat during her last words,

almost shaking off her caressing hand in his impatience, and stood

beside her, white and angry.

‘I will hear no more of this nonsense,’ he cried; ‘I have told you

already it is a lie, and you insult me by repeating it. Miss Courtney

and I are nothing to each other, and it will ruin me with my employer

if this absurd report gains ground. I shall get kicked out of

Beauregard for nothing at all, and then all chance of our marriage will

be at an end, and I shall probably have to leave San Diego.’

‘It will not gain ground through _my_ means, and I am only too glad to

know that it is not true,’ replied Liz, rising to her feet also.

She would have liked him to have put his arms round her and assured

her with a kiss it was all an error, but she was too proud to show the

blank disappointment that crept over her. Henri had denied the scandal,

and she was bound to believe him, but still she was not satisfied,

though she could hardly have given a reason for it.

‘Of course--of course--I _knew_ it was not true,’ she repeated, in

a quivering voice, as she tried to persuade herself that all was

right between them. ‘For once you _promised_ me--do you remember it,

Henri?--that if any one ever came between us, you would let me know, so

that at any rate I should retain your confidence, even if I lost your

love.’

‘You harp so much on the question of losing my love,’ he replied

angrily, ‘that you make me think you have no further use for it.’

Liz looked bewildered.

‘Oh! what have I said to make you speak like that?’ she exclaimed.

‘When have I let you think that I was weary of you--we who have agreed

to pass our lives together? Oh, Henri! is it my fault? Has this

misunderstanding sprung from my apparent coldness? If so--forgive me!

For indeed--_indeed_--’ continued Liz earnestly--all her reticence

vanishing before the fear of offending her lover, ‘I am not cold. I

have so much important work to do, and serious things to think of,

that I am afraid sometimes to let my thoughts dwell too much on our

affection, lest I should not keep my mind clear. But that is not

indifference. It is too much love,’ she said, in a faltering voice.

‘I have never doubted your love,’ replied De Courcelles, softened by

the sound of her tearful voice, ‘and I don’t want you to doubt mine,

and especially not to listen to tales that have no foundation, and are

calculated to injure my reputation. Maraquita Courtney is nothing to

me, and never has been, and never will be. You may take my word for

that!’

‘Will you swear it?’ cried Liz eagerly.

He hesitated a moment, and then he said,--

‘Yes, I swear it by the God Who made us both!’

The woman dropped down into her chair again, and burst into a flood of

hysterical tears.

‘Oh! I _felt_ it! I _knew_ it!’ she exclaimed. ‘I have been so happy

in the possession of your love. I was sure that Heaven could not be so

cruel as to take it away from me.’

The young man crossed over to her, and laid his hand upon her bent head.

‘No! no!’ he said soothingly. ‘No one shall take it away. You are not

like yourself to-night, Liz. Where is all your courage gone to? You,

who can stand by quietly and see an operation performed, or a patient

die, who are the coolest and most collected woman I have ever met with.

Why! I don’t _know_ you in this new character.’

‘I _have_ no courage where you are concerned,’ she answered

passionately, as she looked up and met the glance of his dark eyes.

‘You are my life, Henri, and everything that is best in me, would die

without you.’

He winced a little as she spoke, but he professed to laugh at her

vehemence.

‘It will not be my fault if you are ever put to the test, Liz. How

often have I told you that my life belongs to you, since, without your

skill and care, I should have lost it. Come, kiss me, and forget what

has passed between us. It is all the fault of that meddling fellow

Norris. I wish he had been farther before he made mischief between us.’

‘No one has the power to make mischief between us,’ said Liz, smiling

through her tears. ‘I am quite happy again now, and am only sorry my

foolish jealousy should have betrayed me into making such a scene.

And, to prove it, let us talk of Quita, Henri. I was wanting to see

you, just to ask after her.’

‘Can’t we find some pleasanter topic of conversation, Liz? Besides, you

know more of Miss Courtney than I could tell you.’

‘No! That is just where it is. I have hardly seen anything of her

since the fever broke out. Father is not quite certain whether it is

contagious or not, and whilst there is a doubt, he thinks it better

I should keep away from the White House. But old Jessica says that

Quita is not looking at all well, and she is afraid there is something

serious the matter with her.’

De Courcelles fired up again directly.

‘Curse the old fool! What business is it of hers how she looks! It’s

this infernal tittle-tattle from house to house, that makes all the

mischief in the world.’

‘Oh, Henri! You forget Jessica was Quita’s nurse. Why, she loves her

like her own child, and she says she has been very depressed lately,

and is often crying. What should make her cry, Henri? Has she any

trouble?’

‘Don’t ask me! How should I know?’ he answered roughly. ‘Miss Courtney

is not likely to confide her troubles to her father’s overseer. But I

see no difference in her.’

‘Perhaps it is only Jessica’s anxiety,’ said Liz thoughtfully. ‘But

I am always dreaming of this fever, and Maraquita is too delicate to

battle against it. I wish Mr Courtney would send her out of the island

until it is dispersed.’

‘You don’t think of going yourself, though.’

‘_I!_ Oh, dear no! I _should_ be a coward to run away from these poor

people when I can be of use to them. But Maraquita is different. She

has nothing to do but to think of the trouble and brood over it, and

she is easily alarmed. She would be much better away.’

‘I suppose if her parents thought so they would send her. They have

sufficient money to do anything. But we have discussed the subject

enough, Liz, and I am weary of it. Where is your father?’

‘Here he is,’ replied Liz, in a brisk and cheerful tone, as Dr Fellows

entered the bungalow.

Whatever her own doubts and imaginings, she was always cheerful before

her father, for he seemed to carry a weight through life that would

break him down, unless sustained by his daughter’s strength of mind.

Dr Fellows was a man of about fifty years of age, but he looked

older. His figure was bent and attenuated, his hair nearly white, his

features lined with care and yellow from ill-health. No one to see

them together could have believed him to be the father of the healthy

and finely-formed young woman who advanced to meet him. The frank,

ingenuous expression on his daughter’s face contrasted pleasantly with

his reserved and somewhat morose physiognomy. He hardly smiled as she

took his broad-brimmed Panama hat and stick from him, and kissed him

on the forehead. The doctor was dressed in a complete suit of white

nankeen, and his face was scarcely less white than his clothes.

‘You look very tired, father!’ exclaimed Liz. ‘Have you been far from

the plantation to-night, and are there any fresh cases?’

‘I walked to the other side of Shanty Hill, to see a child of Mathy

Jones, but I was too late. The fever had set in with convulsions, and

it was dead before I arrived. And poor old Ben is gone too, Liz; Mr

Latham’s faithful old servant. I would have given all I am worth to

save him, but I failed to do so. I think my right hand must have lost

its cunning,’ said the Doctor, in a tone of deep depression.

‘No, no! father! It is nothing of the sort. You are overtired with your

constant work, or you would not think of such nonsense. Let me mix you

a white wine sherbet, you seem quite exhausted. And here is Henri, so

talk of something else, and divert your thoughts.’

‘How are you, Monsieur de Courcelles? We have not seen much of you

lately,’ said Dr Fellows languidly.

The indifference with which he spoke, showed that he did not care much

for his intended son-in-law. Indeed, excepting that he believed his

daughter to possess a much clearer and more practical head than his

own, he never would have sanctioned the engagement. But Lizzie loved

him, so the Doctor argued--and believed in him, and therefore it must

be all right. Lizzie was too sensible to make a mistake about it. The

Doctor forgot, or was ignorant of the fact, that the cleverest women

often make the greatest fools of themselves where their hearts are

concerned, and their vivid imaginations make them believe those they

love to be all they could wish them. The handsome, _nonchalant_ young

Frenchman did not appear much better pleased to meet Dr Fellows than

he did to see him, but he considered it worth his while to refute his

assertion.

‘That has been your fault more than mine,’ he replied airily. ‘I was

just telling your daughter that I have made several attempts to find

you at home, without success. My time is not my own, you know, any more

than yours.’

‘Oh, if Liz is satisfied, I am sure _I_ am!’ retorted Dr Fellows.

‘It is all right, father, Henri and I perfectly understand each other,’

interposed his daughter cheerfully. ‘But had you not better go and lie

down, father? I don’t like that heavy look in your eyes; and you may be

called up again at any hour of the night. Do take some rest whilst you

can.’

‘You are right, my dear,’ replied the Doctor, staggering to his feet;

‘I really want rest. But you will go to bed, too, Lizzie. You will not

sit up too late with Monsieur de Courcelles?’

‘There is no fear of that, for I am going at once,’ said the young man,

as he rose to his feet. ‘Good-night, Doctor; good-night, Liz. I shall

look in upon you again to-morrow.’

He nodded to each of them as he passed out into the night air, and

Liz looked after his handsome lithe figure, as it disappeared behind

the clump of mango trees, with a sigh of love and regret. But there

was nothing but affectionate solicitude patent in her manner as she

proffered her arm to support her father to his room.

‘Father, you are trembling like a leaf. I think I shall give you a

little quinine. By the way, have you heard any news from the White

House to-day? Are they all well?’

‘I trust so. I have heard nothing to the contrary; and I saw Mr

Courtney as usual this morning. What makes you ask me, my dear?’

‘Because Jessica said that Maraquita looked ill.’

‘It can be nothing serious, or I should have heard of it. Probably

the effects of this intense heat, and the unhealthy state of the

atmosphere. But they are well provided with disinfectants at the White

House, and Mr Courtney will not permit his wife or daughter to enter

the plantation. They always drive on the other side of the island.’

‘That accounts for my not having seen either of them for so long,’ said

Lizzie, as she left her father to lie down, dressed as he was, and try

to gain a much-needed repose.

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