ANNABEL.
Most men have their romance in life sooner or later. Mine had come in
due course, and she who made it for me was Annabel Brightman.
After my first meeting with her, when she was a child of fourteen, and
I not much more than a lad of twenty, I had continued to see her from
time to time, for Mr. Brightman's first invitation to me was only the
prelude to others. I watched her grow up into a good, unaffected
woman, lovable and charming as she was when a child. Childhood had
passed away now, and thought and gentleness had taken its place; and
to my eyes and my heart no other girl in the world could compare with
Annabel Brightman.
Her father suspected it. Had he lived only a little longer, he would
have learned it beyond doubt, for I should have spoken out more fully
upon the matter.
A little less than a year before his death--it was on a Good Friday--I
was spending the day at his house, and was in the garden with Annabel.
She had taken my arm, and we were pacing the broad walk to the left of
the lawn, thinking only of ourselves, when, raising my eyes, I saw Mr.
Brightman looking attentively at us from one of the French windows. He
beckoned to me, and I went in.
"Charles," said he, when I had stepped inside, "no _nonsense_. You and
Annabel are too young for anything of that sort."
I felt that his eyes were full upon me as I stood before him, and my
face flushed to the roots of my hair. But I took courage to ask a
question.
"Sir, every year passing over our heads will lessen that objection.
Would there be any other?"
"Be quiet, Charles. Time enough to talk of these things when the years
shall have passed. You are too young for them, I say."
"I am twenty-five, sir; and Miss Brightman----"
"Twenty-five?" he interrupted. "I was past forty when I thought of
marriage. You must not turn Annabel's head with visions of what the
years may bring forth, for if you do I will not have you here. Leave
that to the future."
But there was sufficient in Mr. Brightman's manner to prove that he
had not been blind to the attachment springing up between us, and
undoubtedly regarded me as the possible future husband of his
daughter. At any rate he continued to invite me to his house. During
the past year Annabel had been a great deal at Hastings with Miss
Brightman; I wondered that her father and mother would spare her so
much.
But Annabel knew nothing of that conversation, and I had never yet
spoken of love to her. And now Mr. Brightman, who would, or at least
might, have sanctioned it, was gone; and Mrs. Brightman, who would
certainly, as I believed, oppose it, remained.
In the days immediately following Mr. Brightman's death, I was
literally overwhelmed with business. Apart from the additional work
that naturally fell upon me--his share as well as mine--no end of
clients came pouring in; and for no earthly purpose, that I could see,
excepting curiosity. Besides this, there was the frightful search for
Sir Ralph Clavering's will, and the anxiety its loss entailed on me.
On the Wednesday afternoon, just as I had got rid of two clients,
Lennard came up with the news that someone else was there. I was then
in the front room, seated at Mr. Brightman's desk. Too impatient to
hear Lennard out, I told him I could see no one; could not, and would
not.
"It is Miss Annabel Brightman," rejoined Lennard quietly.
"Miss Annabel Brightman? Oh, that's very different; I will see her."
Annabel came in, throwing back her crape veil. She had driven up alone
in the carriage to bring me a message from her mother. Mrs. Brightman
had made an appointment with me for that evening at her house; she had
now sent to tell me not to keep it, as she was not well enough to
attend to business.
"Mamma wishes you to come to-morrow instead of to-day; early in the
afternoon," added Annabel.
That would be impossible, and I said so; my engagements would not at
present permit me to give up an afternoon.
"Perhaps to-morrow evening will do," I suggested. "In fact it must do,
Annabel. I don't know when I shall have leisure to come down to you in
the daytime."
"I dare say it will do," assented Annabel. "At any rate, you can come
to us. If mamma is not able to enter into business matters, another
time can be appointed."
"Is your mamma so very ill?"
"Sometimes I think so--but she fluctuates," replied Annabel. "She is
extremely weak, and her spirits are depressed. She will pass whole
hours shut up in her room in solitude. When I ask to go in, Hatch
brings out a message that mamma is not able to see even me."
"Her illness must be on the nerves."
"I suppose so. Yesterday she came down and walked with me in the
garden in the sunshine. She seemed pretty well then, but not strong.
In the evening she shut herself up again."
"I wish you would sit down, Annabel," I said, offering her a chair for
the third time.
"I would if I could stay. Mamma charged me to go straight back after
leaving the message with you. Are you well?" she continued with
hesitation. "You look harassed."
"I am well, Annabel. But you have used the right word--I am harassed;
terribly so."
"Poor papa!" she sighed. "It has brought a world of work and care upon
you, as well as of grief to us."
"I should not mind work. But--we have had another loss, Annabel. A
loss as mysterious as that of the gold; and far more important."
"What is it?" she asked. "More money?"
"No; I wish it were. A will, deposited in the safe there, has
disappeared. I cannot even guess at the consequences; ruin probably to
me and to one of our best clients. Not only that. If things are to
vanish so unaccountably from our strongholds, we must have an enemy at
work, and it is impossible to foresee where it may end."
"How very strange! What was the will like? I mean, what did it look
like? I have a reason for asking you."
"It was a folded parchment. You saw your father's will, Annabel: it
looked very much like that. Why do you ask?"
"Because I remember papa's bringing home a parchment exactly like the
one you describe. It was an evening or two before he died: the evening
before I and mamma went to Hastings. We left on Saturday, so it must
have been Friday. Do you think it could be the missing will?"
"Oh no. I have known Mr. Brightman--though very rarely--take home
deeds which required studying; but he was not likely to take home Sir
Ralph Clavering's will. He made it himself, and knew every word it
contained. Annabel, I did not intend to let out the name, but it will
be safe with you."
"Perfectly so; as safe as with yourself. I will not repeat it, even to
mamma."
"And what I shall do I cannot tell," I concluded, as I attended her
down to the carriage. "I would give every shilling I possess to find
it."
More work, and then the afternoon came to an end, my dinner came up,
and I was at liberty to enjoy a little rest. I had taken to the front
room as my sitting-room, and should speedily remove the desk and iron
safe into the other, making that exclusively a business-room, and
seeing clients in it. After dinner, the fire clear, my reading-lamp
lighted, I took up the newspaper. But for habits of order and
self-denying rules, I should never have attained to the position I
enjoyed. One of those rules was, never to read the _Times_ or any work
of relaxation until my work was over for the day. I could then enjoy
my paper and my cigar, and feel that I had earned both.
I took up the _Times_, and almost the very first paragraph my eye fell
upon was the following:
"We hear that the convict ship _Vengeance_, after encountering stormy
weather and contrary winds on her passage out, has been wrecked upon
an uninhabited island. It is said that some of the convicts have
escaped."
I started up almost as if I had been shot. Tom Heriot had gone out in
the _Vengeance_: was he one of those who had escaped? If so, where was
he? and what would be his ultimate fate?
The ship had sailed from our shores in August; this was February:
therefore the reader may think that the news had been long enough in
reaching England. But it must be remembered that sailing-vessels were
at the mercy of the winds and waves, and in those days telegrams and
cablegrams had not been invented.
Throwing my cigar into the fire and the newspaper on the table, I fell
into an unpleasant reverie. My lucky star did not seem in the
ascendant just now. Mr. Brightman's unhappy death; this fresh
uncertainty about Tom Heriot; the certain loss of the gold, and the
disappearance of the will----
A ring at the visitors' bell aroused me. I listened, as Leah opened
the door, curious to know who could be coming after office hours,
unless it was Sir Edmund Clavering. Lake was in the country.
"Is Mr. Strange in, Leah?" And the sound of the sweet voice set my
heart beating.
"Yes, Miss Brightman. Please go up."
A light foot on the stairs, and Annabel entered, holding up a
parchment with its endorsement towards me. "Will of Sir Ralph
Clavering."
"Oh, Annabel! you are my guardian angel!"
I seized the deed and her hands together. She smiled, and drew away
the latter.
"I still thought the parchment I spoke of might be the missing one,"
she explained, "and when I got home I looked in papa's secretaire.
There it was."
"And you have come back to bring it to me!"
"Of course I have. It would have been cruel to let you pass another
night of suspense. I came as soon as I had dined."
"Who is with you?"
"No one; I came in by the omnibus. In two omnibuses really, for the
first one only brought me as far as Charing Cross."
"You came in by omnibus! And alone?"
"Why not? Who was to know me, or what could harm me? I kept my veil
down. I would not order the carriage out again. It might have
disturbed mamma, and she is in bed with one of her worst headaches.
And now, Charles, I must hasten back again."
"Wait one moment, Annabel, whilst I lock up this doubly-precious
will."
"Why? You are not going to trouble yourself to accompany me, when you
are so busy? It is not in the least necessary. I shall return home
just as safely as I came here."
"You silly child! That you have come here at night and alone, I cannot
help; but what would Mrs. Brightman say to me if I suffered you to go
back in the same manner?"
"I suppose it was not quite right," she returned laughingly; "but I
only thought of the pleasure of restoring the will."
I locked it up in the safe, and went downstairs with her. Why Mr.
Brightman should have taken the will home puzzled me considerably; but
the relief to my mind was inexpressible, and I felt quite a gush of
remorse towards Lady Clavering for having unjustly suspected her.
The prosy old omnibus, as it sped on its way to Clapham, was to me as
an Elysian chariot. And we had it to ourselves the whole way, but
never a word passed between us that might not have been spoken before
a committee of dowagers. In fact, we talked chiefly of Miss Brightman.
I began it by asking how she was.
"Aunt Lucy is very delicate indeed," replied Annabel. "Papa's death
has tried her greatly: and anything that tries her at once affects her
chest. She says she shall not be able to risk another winter in
England, even at Hastings."
"Where would she go?"
"To Madeira. At least, she thinks so now. In a letter mamma received
from her yesterday, Aunt Lucy said she should go there in the autumn."
"She will find it very dull and lonely--all by herself."
"Yes," sighed Annabel. "Mamma said she should send me with her. But of
course I could not go--and leave mamma. I wish I had a sister! One of
us might then accompany Aunt Lucy, and the other remain at home. What
do you think that stupid Hatch said?" cried Annabel, running on. "We
were talking about it at lunch, and Hatch was in the room. 'It's just
the best thing you can do, Miss Annabel, to go with your aunt,' she
declared, following up mamma's remark."
"Perhaps Mrs. Brightman may take it into her head to go to Madeira
also?"
Annabel made a movement of dissent. "No, I don't think she would do
that, Charles. She and Aunt Lucy used to be the very best of friends,
but lately there has been some coolness between them. The reason is
not known to me, but I fancy Hatch knows it."
"Hatch seems to be quite a confidential attendant on your mamma."
"Oh yes, she is so. She has lived with us so long, you see; and mamma,
when she was Miss Chantry, knew Hatch when she was quite a child. They
both come from the same place--near Malvern, in Worcestershire. Aunt
Lucy and mamma were intimate in early days, and it was through that
intimacy that papa first knew Miss Chantry. Why she and Aunt Lucy
should have grown cool to one another now, I cannot tell; but they
have done so--and oh, I am sorry for it. I love Aunt Lucy very, very
much," added the girl enthusiastically.
"And I'm sure I love the name--Lucy," I said, laughing. "It was my
mother's."
The evening was yet early when we reached Mrs. Brightman's, for eight
o'clock was striking. Hatch, in her new mourning, came stealing down
the stairs with a quiet footfall, her black cap-strings flying as
usual.
"Why, Miss Annabel, where have you been?" she cried. "I couldn't
_imagine_ what had become of you."
"I had to go out, Hatch--to take a deed to the office that poor papa
had brought home and left here. Why? Has mamma wanted me?"
"Not she," returned Hatch. "She has just dropped off into a doze, and
I am trying to keep the house free from noise. I thought you had been
spirited away, Miss Annabel, and that's the truth."
"Mrs. Brightman has one of her bad headaches?" I remarked.
Hatch looked at me; then quickly at her young mistress: as much as to
say: "You've been telling him that, Miss Annabel."
"It is that bad to-night, Mr. Charles, that her temples is fit to
split," she answered. "Since master's death she have had 'em a'most
constant--and no wonder, with all the worry and the shock it brought
her. Are you going already, sir?"
"Will you not stay for tea?" asked Annabel.
"Not to-night, thank you," I replied.
"I'll let you out quietly," said Hatch, advancing towards the
hall-door. "And mind, Miss Annabel, you are not to go anigh your
mamma's room to waken her," she added, looking back dictatorially.
"When one is racked with pain, body and mind, sleep is more precious
than gold."
Hatch had lived there during the whole of Annabel's life, and could
not always lay aside the authoritative manner she had exercised
towards the child; possibly did not try to do so.
Great sway was held by Hatch in the household, and Mrs. Brightman
appeared to sanction it. Certainly she never in any way interfered
with it. But Hatch, always kindly, was a favourite with the servants.
With her shrewdness, capability and strong sense, it seemed a marvel
that she should not have improved in manners and in her way of
speaking. But she remained very much the same rough diamond that she
had always been. Strangers were wont to feel surprise that Mrs.
Brightman, herself so refined a woman, should put up with Hatch as
her personal attendant; and in her attacks of illness Hatch would be
in her mistress's room for hours together. At this time I knew nothing
of Hatch's antecedents, very little of Mrs. Brightman's; or of matters
relating to the past; and when circumstances brought me into Hatch's
confidence, she enlightened me upon some points of the family history.
A few of her communications I cannot do better than insert here,
improving somewhat upon her parts of speech.
I recall the scene now. It was a lovely moonlit evening, not long
after the time of which I am writing. I had gone to Clapham to inquire
after Mrs. Brightman, who was then seriously ill, and kept her
chamber. Strolling about the garden in the soft twilight, wishing
Annabel was at home instead of at Hastings, Hatch came out and joined
me, and at once fell to chatting without ceremony. I made a remark,
quite by chance, that touched upon the subject of Mrs. Brightman's
early life; it was immediately taken up by Hatch and enlarged upon. I
heard much to which I had hitherto been a stranger.
"Colonel Chantry and his wife, who was the daughter of Lord Onyx,
lived at their seat, Chantry Hall, a beautiful place not far from
Malvern in Worcestershire. They had three children--George, Frederic
and Emma, who were reared in all the pride and pomp of the Chantry
family. The property was strictly entailed. It would descend to George
Chantry at his father's death; and as Colonel Chantry had no other
property whatever, and as he lived not only up to his income but
beyond it, the future look-out for the younger son and the daughter
was not a very great one.
"Such a dash they kept up," said Hatch, warming with her subject. "The
Colonel liked show and parade, and Madam, as we always called her, had
been born to it. She was the Honourable Mrs. Chantry, you see, sir,
and chose to live according. They visited all the noble families round
about, and were visited back again. The Somers' at Eastnor Castle, the
Lyons' at Maddresfield, the Foleys at Whitley, the other Foleys at
Stoke Edith, the Coventrys over at Croome, the Lechmeres at the Rhydd,
the Hornyholds at Blacknore Park, and the Parkingtons at
Ombersley--but there'd be no end if I stopped to tell you the half of
'em. Besides that, Mrs. Chantry counted a near relative in one of the
cathedral prebendaries at Worcester--and for pride and exclusiveness
some of those old prebendaries capped the world. So that----"
"But, Hatch, why are you telling me this?" I interrupted.
"To give you a notion of what my mistress was accustomed to when she
was Miss Emma Chantry," promptly replied Hatch. "Well, Mr. Charles,
they grew up, those three children, and I watched 'em grow; not that I
was as old as they were; and I looked upon 'em as the finest and
grandest young people in the world. The two sons spent a good deal
more than they ought. Mr. Frederic especially, and the Colonel had to
find a lot o' money, for 'twas wanted on all sides, and folks
wondered how he did it. The end to it came all on a sudden--death."
"Whose death?"
"The Colonel's, sir. Mr. George, who was then Captain Chantry, and
about twenty-seven years old, took the estate. But it was frightfully
encumbered, and he complained bitterly to his mother that he should be
a poor man for years and years to come. Madam resented what he said,
and a quarrel ensued. She would not remain at the Hall, as he had
expected her to do, but took a cottage at Malvern, and went into it
with her daughter, with a parade of humility. She did not live very
long after that, and Miss Emma was thrown on the world. Captain
Chantry was married, then, to an earl's daughter; but his wife and
Miss Emma did not get on together. Miss Emma refused to make her home
at the Hall with Lady Grace, and she came to London on a visit to Miss
Lucy Brightman, whose mother was living there. She and Miss Lucy had
been at a finishing school together years before, and they had kept
up their friendship. It was there she first saw Mr. Brightman, who was
a great many years older than his sister; and it ended in their being
married."
"And you came into their service, I suppose, Hatch?"
"I did, sir. They had been married near upon twelve months when young
Mrs. Brightman found occasion to discharge two or three of her
servants: and she wrote to the late housekeeper at Chantry Hall,
asking her to find her some from our neighbourhood. London servants
were _frightful_, she said: fine, lazy, extravagant and insolent.
Mother heard about it, and spoke for me to go as under-housemaid.
Well, I was engaged, Mr. Charles, and I came up here to Clapham: and I
was called 'Hatch' from the beginning, because my Christian name,
Emma, was the same as my lady's. Soon after this, Miss Annabel was
born. It was my duty to wait upon the nurse and the sick-room; and my
lady--who was ill and weakly for a long while--grew to like to have
me there. She would talk about the old place to me, for you see I knew
all the people in it as well as she did. Next, she made me
upper-housemaid; and in a very few years, for she had found out how
clever I was at dressmaking and with the needle generally, I became
her maid."
"And you are in her confidence, Hatch?" I rejoined. "Deservedly so, I
am sure."
"In a measure I am, Mr. Charles. A lady like my Missis, who never
loses her pride day nor night, cannot descend to be over-confidential
with an inferior. But I know she values me--and so did my poor master.
I mayn't be polished, Mr. Charles, but I'd go through fire and water
for them any day."
And I am sure she would have done so.
Well, this was a portion of what Hatch told me. But I must now go back
to the night whose events were interrupted for the purpose of
recording these details. Not that there is anything more to relate of
the night in question. Leaving a message that I would call on Mrs.
Brightman in good time the following evening, wishing Annabel
good-night, and Hatch also, I returned home.