CHAPTER XIX

THE GREAT SIBERIAN ROAD

THE band of exiles had several days' rest before the convict-barge

which was to carry them up the Volga returned. This gave them all

time to recover from their terrible railway journey. The women washed

and mended the clothes. But there was no decent privacy. In the

family kameras men and boys were confined with women and girls in an

indiscriminate herding together. More than anything else, worse than

the filth and the vermin about them, the modest Stundist women felt

this indecent exposure. But there was no help for it. They did not even

dare to hold themselves altogether aloof from the coarse, wretched

women who were forced upon their companionship.

Alexis and Khariton urged them to do any little act of kindness in

their power both to women and children. They themselves sought to gain

an influence over the men; they talked to them, wrote letters for them,

and made many efforts to interest them and wile away the tedious hours

of idleness. The days dragged heavily along, and most of the men spent

them in gambling and quarrelling.

Over the big boys and girls, Michael, Sergius, and Marfa soon exercised

a good influence. Michael especially could interest them by long

stories of his voyage out to Scotland and his twelve months' sojourn

there. He could talk for hours of that foreign country; and the boys

squatted round him in the prison-yard, listening with breathless

attention to his tales of his brave forefathers, the Covenanters, their

hairbreadth escapes and courageous deaths.

So the days passed by, spent altogether out of doors in an enclosed

yard with high palisadings, which shut out all glimpses of the world

outside, excepting the blue sky overhead. But every night they had to

herd in the unventilated kamera, reeking with foul air, and swarming

with vermin. It was better at night than in the morning, for the open

door had admitted some fresh air. But after the kamera had been closed

an hour or two, the atmosphere was poisonous. This misery would follow

them all along the route to the very end.

At last the convict-barge arrived, and the men were separated from the

women and children. More convicts joined the band from Kovylsk, and

there was much overcrowding. But this was nothing like as bad as it

would be later in the year, when the bands of exiles would be larger.

There was no yard here to pass the days in. Instead were two big cages

of strong bars, in which the exiles were able to stand upright, though

it was almost impossible to move easily about. In the railway waggons

they had been compelled to sit, and could not stand. Here they were

compelled to stand, and could not sit. But unless they stayed in the

foul atmosphere of the cabins below, which no fresh air could enter,

they must stand all day long, closely packed in these cages, more like

wild beasts than human beings.

It was early summer. Day after day—the sun shining joyously on the

rejoicing earth; the happy, free peasants pausing at their labour on

the banks of the river to watch the convict-barge go by; the merry

sound of church bells ringing—the laughter of girls at the washing

platforms—the singing of the larks and the calling of the cuckoo

filling the air—day after day, through all this gladness, the terrible

load of untold misery sailed up the Volga. Yet this was only one

amongst many that would follow in their wake until the winter came. But

the day was better far than the night, when they were fastened down

below, and the atmosphere in the cabin grew so heavy and polluted they

could hardly breathe it.

They left the barge, as they had left the train, with the sense of

relief which any change in misery brings. There was a short journey

by railway again; and then, because there had been a landslip on the

line farther on, it was decided that the convoy should take the old

route along the Great Siberian Road. The exiles left the train with

the idea that the worst lay behind them. For now they would be able to

move freely; they would live in the open air, and at present the early

summer was full of sweetness and beauty.

The country through which they passed was carpeted with gay flowers,

and the road led through meadows and forests, along valleys, and

over the flanks of mountains. Here and there were village streets

stretching for a mile or two along the sides of the road. Cattle were

browsing on the common pastureland, and corn was shooting up rapidly

under the sunshine, which was growing hotter every day. The cloudless

sky above them, and the sweet fresh air breathing softly about them,

revived the spirits of Michael and Sergius. This was something like

what they had anticipated. Little Clava, too, regained her merry ways

in some measure, as the children were free to run where they chose,

and pick the flowers, provided they kept up with the convoy. Sometimes

the convoy-guards were kindly and indulgent, but when the guards were

changed they proved often to be impatient and even brutal men. But as

the march was a steady one, and about twenty miles a day, there was not

much time for rambling among the flowers, and it was forbidden to lag

behind. There were rough, springless carts for carrying the children

under twelve, as well as the men and women who were too ill to walk.

But little Clava did not ride in the cart. Michael and Sergius said

they would carry her on their backs whenever she was tired, along the

Great Siberian Road. Tatiania was only too glad to keep her darling by

her side.

But Marfa was suffering in silence more than any of them suspected. She

had spent the winter indoors with her mother, who would not let her out

of her sight, and this confinement had sapped her strength before she

set out on this sorrowful journey. The scenes she had passed through,

of which she had formed even less idea than Michael and Sergius, had

given her a more severe mental shock than they had felt. Everything had

revolted her. But above all, the infamous and abandoned men and women

with whom she had been brought into close contact were insufferably

loathsome to her. She felt herself in a hellish atmosphere, amid a

band of monsters, from whom she could not escape. Her mind as well as

her body was ailing. Though she was not separated from her family, an

indescribable home-sickness took possession of her. She longed with a

hopeless longing to see once more her old home at Knishi.

Marfa kept her grief, which was gnawing at her heart, to herself. But

the home-sickness grew greater as every day took her farther away from

her birthplace. They had not yet passed the boundary which separates

Russia from Siberia. The exiles were still in their native land. But

presently they reached the frontier. A midday halt was called around a

square stone pillar, about twice the height of a man, on one side of

which lay Russia, and on the other Siberia. It was half-way between the

last Russian étape and the first Siberian one; and the cavalcade, with

its convoy-guard, its chained prisoners, its carts laden with children

and invalids, and its families of free exiles, rested for a short time

at this place of farewell.

The midday halt was usually a time of relief and comparative enjoyment.

But to-day there was a universal outburst of grief. Even the most

brutal and most stupid of the criminals wept at the thought of quitting

Russia—their fatherland. Scarcely one among them had ever trodden a

foreign soil. Most of the women knelt down, with sobs and prayers. The

Stundists stood bareheaded, looking away from the boundary posts to the

western land, and taking a last submissive gaze at the dear country

they were leaving for conscience' sake. Michael and Sergius, linked arm

in arm, leaned sorrowfully against the pillar. Suddenly a wild shriek

rang through the sobs and groans of the crowd, and looking round they

saw Marfa falling forward against the foot of the pillar, close to the

spot where they were standing.

She was quite insensible when they lifted her up. As soon as the order

to march forward was given, they carried her to one of the rude carts,

at the bottom of which she lay on a little straw, and Tatiania obtained

permission to go with her. She was not quite conscious when they

reached the étape in the evening. The family kamera was overcrowded as

usual, and all they could do for Marfa was to lay her on the hard, bare

planks of the sleeping-platform. All night did Khariton and Tatiania

watch waking by their delirious child, able to do nothing for her, and

only longing for the return of daylight. Fortunately the nights were

short, and a dim dawn soon shone through the dirty casements of the

étape.

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