It was a wilderness beyond words, and the twisted thorn trees were

gray and dead there, with neither green leaf nor white bloom.

“I am sorrowful to bring you through them,” said Phadraig, the king,

for the priest was old and the way hard. “But over beyond the hill

is the great forest—and there by the blue lake the pulse of the sea

is—”

But the forest was a jungle with no path, and the lake was not there;

only a bog stretched from the gray wood to a cliff of gray rock, and

Phadraig could say no word but sat there on a crumbling stone and

covered his eyes with his hands.

“Now, O Phadraig, will you come back to the warm blood of your own

clans?” asked the priest. “For here is the end of the dream.”

But Phadraig, the lover, stood up and walked to the wall of gray rock

at the edge of the bog.

“Not yet—O holy father,” he said. “Once only I was to come for proof

in one lifetime, and here am I! Come you and look.”

He tore away from the rock wall the gray and green lichen and placed

his fingers into the carving made there for the star of the north,

and its circling seven, which makes both cross and wheel in the night

sky.

“See! I drilled them deep as the flint knife would burrow the stone,”

he said, “and the storm has beaten away the face of the rock until

only the traces are here. But Danaan took one finger of her white

hand and drew a circle as her bond, and it has eaten deep into the

rock as if carved with tools of iron this day. Father, what should

that tell to me?”

And the holy man looked in the face of Phadraig, the king, and made a

prayer against enchantments, and rang the sacred bell of church there

in the gray wood before he would speak.

“Since written bond it is, O Phadraig, rest your soul with the

thought that it was a bond with a forbear of yours a thousand summers

agone! You have only dreamed the dream that was born in your blood of

that bond. You have kept the tryst for your ancestors, and risked

your life and soul in the keeping. No more of duty for your race will

be required of you in this life—naught but to wear the crown and rule

in the ways of the clans.”

So Phadraig knelt there by the written bond of union, to the harmony

of the circling stars, and he touched the circle of Danaan while he

made his prayer, and then they went out again from the wilderness

to the sea, and the white birds flew silently ahead of them on the

sun-path to the home land of Erinn.

“Look not behind you,” said the priest, “but follow the birds and

pray for all lost souls.”

For well he knew what would come of the church bell, and the

Christian prayer in the gray wood. And come it did, for when he

looked back the ancient island of enchantment was no more to be seen.

And no living man has seen it to this day except its shadow every

seven years far across the gold haze of the sunset path, and then the

gray wood is glorified and young again—but there are those who can

still hear the music of Danaan across the water in dusks and dawns.

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And Roiseen of the Glen went to the great hall of Phadraig, the Ua

Dinan, and nursed his children there, and gave comfort to Yva of

Kilfernora, who was wife to him, and counseled her never to hedge in

a child of the Ua Dinan from the open life and the old faiths; for

in strange and dangerous ways they would cross the barriers, and it

was safest to let them range free till they made the circle and came

back to bide at the hearthstone and under the bell of the church.

The holy man of the cave of Saint Colman was given merit by the

bishop for saving the soul of Phadraig, the king, who was known to

have won a strange power through some holy source.

His hair whitened but his eyes were ever young, and his strength and

wisdom grew, and his children’s children could not keep pace with him

on the moors. He trained his eldest son to rule, and when the times

were safe, he gave up the crown and wore the monk’s robe of white,

and crossed over to Dun Aengus of the Isles of Arran. The singers of

three centuries sang the songs of Nihil, his father, and the poets

wrote of Phadraig, the king, as of a holy man by whom the white birds

were tamed. Also he loved the stars and learned wisdom of them in the

night, and in the blessed Isle of Arran he was always out under the

sky when the wind blew from the west—and the music he heard then made

him walk in beauty with the glad eyes of a lover who is beloved.

And when the Time came, he laid him down in the white robe and bade

all doors be open, and all windows, that the west wind come over him!

And the white birds came on the wind and circled the room and hovered

there. While the brother monks lit candles and chanted the words for

the dying, he smiled in content and whispered the music of the song

of Nihil—

She takes my hand at the sea marge,

She whispers low on the wind,

She sets her sail for Tir-nan-Ogue

And leaves worn Life behind!

No pain was with him, and no sickness, but he went out on the wind as

the birds went, and the monks who knelt by him, waiting some vision

of his patron saint, heard him say at the last:

“Danaan, the star stands steady these thousand years and the circle

closes. I come back on the breath of the gods!”

There was much learned discussion over this saying of his. Some

thought he spoke of Daniel of the Hebrews, who was never a saint but

was once a strong prophet. Others thought it was David, the king, of

whom he spoke, for David was once a shepherd—and such were ever wise

in the ways of the stars of night.

As to the “breath of the gods”—they could by no means make out the

meaning of that, which would have been blasphemy had it been said

by anyone, high or low, and in their charity the monks united to

disbelieve their own ears and content their souls with the miracle of

the white birds—which was a beautiful miracle indeed—and, of course,

a holy one.

So Phadraig, the king, was buried in consecrated ground, and only two

souls had lived in his day to read the riddle of his life. One was

the Wise Woman of the Glen and the other a holy man of the cave of

Saint Colman in the hills.

But each had passed on, long years before, and made their choice

between heaven and Tir-nan-Ogue.

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THE ENCHANTING OF DOIRENN

Not lucky is it for a man when his own clan gives him low looks, and

Ruadan of Ardsolais saw how the wind blew in the rath of Fethna in

Meath when his kinsmen brought there a counting of cattle, and they

grudged that payment of cattle and grudged twice over the twelve

white cows, for the white cows were the darlings of the herd, and his

kinsmen were coveting them for their own fields. And to Fethna, who

was lord of the judgments in that place, they spoke.

“What is this debt to Cairell?” asked Donn, of his clan. “Far from

Deasmond is the dun of Cairell; far to drive cattle, and waste of

time coming.”

Fethna would have been a cloak for Ruadan had he dared, but justice

must have light of the sun.

“It is no debt, and I could wish you made me no asking,” he said. “It

is a fine, and it had to be paid when Cairell brought witness and

made oath.”

“Why not give to them the tale?” asked Ruadan, and laughed. “If

Cairell and his wife Luaine care so little to have songs of us going

round the fire, what is it to me? Luaine of the white hands can be

queen of cattle for all I am caring. That is the comfortable kind of

wife to have for old age, and she is a fair, sweet body.”

“It would serve you better,” said Donn, of his clan, “to take a wife

of your own, that your kinsmen could bring their women folk to your

dun, as is fitting. Neither monk’s robe nor wife will you take or

will you keep.”

“I am not yet brave enough in spirit to pledge my name for every

man’s child a woman may take fancy to bring; it takes a brave man for

that. Until I find the right woman it is cheaper to pay trespass in

cattle.”

“You talk heresy; for marriage is called sanctified.”

“So the priests are telling, but it takes more than their words to

prove it so. Make not your quarrel here, because there is no wife in

my dun, when all these coveted cattle are paid by me because there

was a wife in my camp in the forest—ill-luck on that night!”

His kinsmen stared darkly, feeling they were laughed at, but Fethna

spoke.

“It is the truth: the woman followed him, he makes no denial.”

“What good of it?” laughed Ruadan. “I left his dun and asked no

company. Every jester in Erinn would have a song of me if I took

flight from the same woman twice. And where would there be profit in

it to anyone?”

“There would be profit in that you would not lose the love of Niall,

the king,” said Fethna sorrowful, and Donn changed looks with the

others.

“True enough,” agreed Ruadan, “but if Niall was pleased to give me

love himself, why should he be in anger for the reason that his

uncle’s cousin’s daughter should have followed after to do the same?

How was I to know? Does a man waste time to ask about grandsires when

a lovely woman would creep under his cloak? Out on you for a lot of

cold-blooded fish! Niall Caille will show temper for a year perhaps,

and I’ll be keeping my distance till he has need of a spear.”

“Is the favor of a king so small a matter that you pick it up and put

it aside as you will?” asked Donn jealously. “Strange tales have come

to us of other heads with crowns and other friendships of yours.”

Ruadan looked at his hand on which a foreign ring shone—a ring of

deep gold and a red jewel in it.

“Rest you easy on that. There will be no cattle to pay there! I was

on the business of the king; and the jewel was given only to the

king’s messenger.”

“Ask of Niall another gille next time,” said Fethna, “for the last

one had tales to tell of Queen Ota and that ring of yours! Turgesius

of the Danes needs two eyes for her alone. Since kings and queens do

not come to me to set fines for loves, I can laugh at that, and leave

it to Niall. But the bards do be making songs of that and even the

maids are singing them in their chamber.”

Back of the arras there was a movement and a scuttling of feet; maids

were there listening because the drive of cattle had made talk.

Bevind, daughter of Fethna, was there, and held by the hand Doirenn,

of the deep voice, to listen.

“Do you have wonder that I give him my looks when queens have given

him love?” she asked, but the girl Doirenn looked her gloom and her

scorn.

“How is it that you give looks to him whom they call ‘God’s Dastard’

when your eyes have looked on goodness in Geroid who has no blemish?”

she asked. “This man has much blemish, and is not in shame because of

it.”

“You are as hard on him as the monks, for it was the monks that

put that name on him. It is heavy to carry, Doirenn. To put an ill

name to a boy and hope he walks the white path is much to hope for,

Doirenn.”

Doirenn looked at her, frowning.

“I have not seen his face, yet I am thinking ill of him,” she said.

“Geroid would have no light word of women and cattle such as this

man speaks. Give him no looks, Bevind, and no words. It is said that

monks learn holy ghostly things, and, if turned dastard to God, they

can use power for enchantments. If a queen, even a pagan queen,

looked love on him, and a king’s cousin followed him, what can it

mean but enchantings?”

Bevind gasped and rolled her eyes.

“I did hear old Aillve tell a tale of enchantment by love, and the

man was old as the world, yet looked young, and he snared maids and

took them to his rath where they were changed to white cats. His

forest was full of beautiful white cats, waiting for a brave and pure

youth to ride their way and make prayers there; and that would free

them, and nothing else would free them.”

“Geroid could be that one,” said Doirenn. “All his verses on the

tablets are against enchantments in these days. Here is one—

_Against incantations of false prophets,

Against craft of idolatry, against spells

Of women, and smiths, and druids, I bind

Myself to the strong strength._

The prayer of a saint is that prayer, Bevind, and with

it he could ride safe to free all enchanted souls.”

“But would he?” asked Bevind. “He is my kinsman more than yours, and

the safe side of a good wall was ever the choice of Geroid when the

play was getting rough. My brothers are wild to fight out the Danes

when the time comes, but Geroid casts no spear for that practice.”

Doirenn sulked and frowned.

“Your brothers have not souls of religion,” she said, “they have

jealous hearts because of the high words of Geroid.”

“They have jealous hearts because of your own beauteous eyes, and

because not one of them would shut himself away with the monks,

and feed a maid like yourself on letters and on the prayers of the

old-time saints, and that is what Geroid is doing to you.”

“The tongue of you is bitter from some poison herb you have chewed

on,” declared Doirenn, “you have no good word for the godly, but many

good words for that swaggering lover of queens and other men’s wives.

The more shame to you!”

Bevind laughed again. “Alanna,” she said, “he has no love, else he

would have kept Luaine who followed his road. He would be fighting

for her and not paying cattle for her—no—Ruadan of Ardsolais has not

yet found Love, he has only found many fond women. Achone! That I was

promised in troth before I was seeing him, for his kinsmen are saying

it is a wife he should have, far away there, back of beyond where his

dun is in the mountains.”

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But Doirenn cared not where he lived, nor when he wived. She carried

the last tablet of Geroid out through the arbor where she could read

over again and again the written words of the lad who was dear and

was far. She unbraided the red gold of her hair, and let it fall

about her as a shimmering curtain. She had days in that sixteenth

year of hers when the veil of a nun would have seemed to her a sweet

thing to wear in sanctuary, but the cutting of that golden shower was

a thing to shrink from; and the thought of Geroid was another reason!

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It was there in the arbor Ruadan saw her, while his kinsmen fed and

Fethna did a host’s duty.

At first he could see little but the glory of her hair and the bare

feet under the striped skirt of white and brown. He was above her

on the wall, and stood waiting some movement that her face might be

uncovered.

Fethna found him thus, for she had not moved and he had watched her

long.

“Who is that?” he asked, “or do I dream of magical gold in the shape

of a maid?”

“It is Doirenn, daughter of no man now, for Marvan that was her

father, and all his household, were swept into death by the men of

Lochlann, and the gold of her hair is all the dower the child brings.”

“What does she there?”

“She is devoted these days because a queer twist of a lad is devoted,

and hours she reads the prayers he is sending on tablets. It is a

game of young years and is on the love path. She grows tall and

nearing time to wed.”

“And she reads the writings?”

“She does, and who wants a cleric in a wife? Marvan taught her as a

scribe ere he went the way—cows and slaves would be a better portion.”

“I do not say that,” said Ruadan. “Ten years I worked on letters

alone in Cluain-mac-noise and books I made were gifts to kings. There

is a joy in that. If in this life I found no house, I may go back to

the pen and color pot after I have covered my circle.”

Then the voice of Bevind called from somewhere, and Doirenn stood up

and shook back her golden mane.

“She has dower in plenty,” said Ruadan.

He listened to her voice and remembered its deep music, and he rode

west with his kinsmen, who planted his fields and counted his herds.

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A month went by, and again he stood at the gate of Fethna.

“Does that maid know me, Ruadan, from Donn or the others of my clan?”

he asked, and Fethna looked at him and laughed loud.

“The last time it was a cattle-fine for a wife you paid, and now you

are coming to ask of a maid and no name to her!”

“There is only one in the world,” said Ruadan. “She is Doirenn na

Marvan, and I would have speech with her.”

“Sorrow the day,” lamented Fethna, “it is not now you would be seeing

that one; grief of the world is on her, for Geroid who was her lover

has gone into the ‘Solitary’—far west has he gone down the Sionan to

the ancient cell of Saint Senan on the shores of Lough Dearg. She

thinks the sorrow of the world is hers.”

“I would lift that load and carry it,” said Ruadan.

“You mean to take her to wed?” and Fethna’s face had a frown on it.

It was not easy to shift the sails for every wind with Ruadan.

“It would mean war with me, or a race beyond me to the man who would

offer her less,” he said.

But for all the urging of Bevind, Doirenn would not come where he

was. She said he was the contrary in all ways to the pious youth who

had her heart. If she loved Geroid, there could be only hate in her

thoughts for one so near to the evil one as “God’s Dastard” was said

and was sung.

“She has not seen me,” said Ruadan when her refusal came. “Let her

see me and hear me, and let my own ears hear her words.”

It was not a pleasant day of joy for Fethna and the family of Fethna.

His own sons were asking the same thing, and the girl had only one

thought, and that was not of marriage.

But after much argument Doirenn put aside Bevind and walked alone

into the great hall where Ruadan—God’s Dastard and the darling of

fond women—waited.

White she was, and afraid, but the fear only made darker the blue

eyes of her. Her hair was braided in long strands over each shoulder.

Bevind had dressed her in white and the broidered shoes of skin were

white. She was more lovely than a queen of the Danaan in the ancient

legends.

But she stood, a pale, proud, frightened child in her loveliness, and

she looked past Ruadan and not at him.

“I came by the courtesy of Fethna,” she said. “I do not come by my

wish.”

Ruadan looked at her and saw the fluttering of the white throat and

the tight clenching of her hand. She looked like a bird trapped.

“And I come despite my wish to go elsewhere,” he said grimly.

“Child, I saw you once in the arbor and I shall not be forgetting the

seeing of you. I meant not to see you again, but a dream came to me

in the forest and it brought me to you, for you were in it.”

She looked at him then and looked away proudly.

“Your dream was false,” she said. “It should have been of Luaine who

claimed your cattle, or Ota the queen, whose love gift you wear.”

“By the Elements,” he began darkly, but she put out her hand.

“I have no desire for speech with unholy men,” she said. “Priest

and monk say you are that, and they have a name for it! They tell

me you speak marriage for me, but I have a choice: If Geroid goes

into sanctuary I also will go; I am going. The veiled women of

Cluain-mac-noise will take me without dower. Your dream in the forest

has no meaning to a veiled maid.”

“It will have in another time,” he said in patience, for her voice

had the sound of tears, and it made a strange ache in his heart. “I

dreamed that you were in sorrow and that I was to offer you shelter.

I did not know your sorrow but I turned and rode back to learn. From

Fethna I learned.”

“It is not your sorrow,” said Doirenn.

“It may be, and we may live to know it,” Ruadan made answer, and

strove to gentle his voice to her sadness, “for I dreamed I saw you

in a very different place—away to the west and in hills I know and by

a shore you never have seen.”

“The west!” she whispered. “Geroid is there now, a stone cell in the

mountains of the west!”

“I did not see the cell. I saw you there at a shore I know, and

Bronach the Lamentable was there—the wraith washing the shrouds of

mortals. I woke in the night with that dream, and turned in the

night to take the road here. To the people of my house Bronach does

not come for naught. You were in that dream, it means a bond with our

house, and I am here to keep that bond, and offer what I may.”

Doirenn, by the arras, called Bevind and her father.

“You told me of enchantments men make on maids when of evil mind,”

she said. “The power Ruadan learned as a monk he would turn to much

usage today. Was it by tales of dreams you witched the ring from a

queen’s hand? And witched the Lady Luaine to the forest?”

And then she laughed and went out and left them there. But when

Bevind found her in her chamber she was weeping bitterly and would

not tell them of the dream or the enchantment.

And within seven days Fethna was glad of heart to take her to

Cluain-mac-noise for the year of preparing a soul for the veil.

Between her weeping for Geroid, and the raging of his own sons there

was no peace for a quiet man in his own house.

Thus it was that the golden tresses of Doirenn were covered by the

white novice veil and she began life anew in the great school by the

Sionan, famed for its learning from Gaul even to Egypt.

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But the year of her preparation had not ended when Ruadan again rode

to the dun of Fethna. He was hollow of eye, and his spent horses were

glad of rest and fodder.

“Is there aught of Doirenn na Marvan known to you?” he asked, and

the sons of Fethna, who had taken wives and forgotten the golden maid

who had flouted them, looked at Ruadan and laughed.

“How is a man to know of a veiled maid?” one asked. “The walls are

high and the fair ones are well guarded.”

“I was on the south shores and I heard her voice; it was her voice,

there is none other like that. It was her voice calling—a troubled

voice.”

“How could you hear a voice from the center of Erinn to the south

shore?” they said, but Fethna looked in the fierce face of Ruadan and

bade them be silent.

“Your father Ferdiad had ‘the sight,’” he said, “but my thought has

been that it did not come to you because the priests were down on

you. They can take away power if they think of it! What is it you

would do because of that calling?”

“I would answer it,” said Ruadan. “No gate of a nun’s dwelling would

open for me, but you have women about you. Take one and make a gift,

and let me ride beside you. The call was coming to me and the gift I

will provide. I will pledge them a book more fine than the one of my

youth made for the abbot’s gift to Clonard. My hand has not lost its

craft—I vow this thing!”

There was much talk of which wife would go, and the dress to wear,

and to carry, for Bevind had wed and gone north to Orielle. Also the

best horses were to bring in, and food to prepare. Hours were wasted

ere they started on the way.

They would have been as well not starting, for soon they met people

in fright and with awesome news.

While Turgesius harried the south shore and strengthened the Danish

holdings there, Queen Ota, the pagan priestess of terrible things,

had won to the heart of Erinn by the Sionan. She and her brother,

Amlaf, had a fleet on Lough Rea and Lough Boderg. A fort of theirs

was over at Rinnduin and the lands were ravaged by them. A battle at

Cluain-mac-noise had won the churches and monasteries for the queen.

Monks and nuns were killed, and there was much burning of all houses

of farmers or herders. Not a handful of thatch was left on a house

for miles, and runners had been killed with spear and with arrow.

It was too late for help. The warriors of Queen Ota were on the walls

and in the towers of Cluain-mac-noise. They held the Sionan to north

and south. It was not for nothing that the great night-sun with the

tail of fire swept like a besom over the skies of Erinn that year.

The young had fear on them, and the old went in secret ways to the

high places of ancient druidcraft and made answering fires that help

might come their way if the way of the saints failed them. Though

bishop thundered from the altar, and monk prayed in the cell, yet

fires did blaze where the temples of ancient faiths remained, but no

prayer and no spell swept away Ota and her mate—or swept away that

fiery trailing thing among the stars!

There were those who called it the war warning of the Dane,

and the worst of all the evils it announced was the sacking of

Cluain-mac-noise, because great wealth of jeweled books and costly

gifts was centered in that place.

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“What of Doirenn who was fosterling of Fethna?” asked Ruadan of the

fleeing host.

“No one is knowing that. Ota likes not women about her except for

labor to save her men. The young and strong may be taken overseas as

slaves—no one can know that. West to the sea along the Sionan Ota

has her swift oarmen as couriers to bring quick warnings, and a fort

is there at Luimneach for all supplies, cattle and horses are held

for her, and the people of the land only live by her mercy to harvest

their own crops for her warriors. It is a sad time under the dreadful

star for the people of Erinn.”

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