"I was borned on the second of April, in 1841. Mammy say dat de year,

'cause Marse Bob's brother, Tom, done go tradin' and has a lot of

trouble with de Indians, and come back with scars all over he arms. It

warn't all dey fault, 'cause Marse Tom allus gittin' in trouble with

somebody.

"When I was still half-growed, Marse Bob traded me to Marse Ed

Roseborough, and we come to Belton to live. Us piled ox wagons high with

beddin' and clothes and sich, and Old Marse had he books in a special

horsehair trunk, what de hide still had hair on. It had brass tacks all

trimmin' it up, and it was sho' a fine trunk, and he say, 'Amos, you

black rascal, keep you eye on dat trunk, and don't git it wet crossin'

de water and don't let no Indian git it.' Us had a sizeable drove of

cattle and some sheep and pigs and chickens and ducks.

"Marse and Missis finds where dey wants de house and us gits dem axes

out and in a few days dere am a nice log house with two big rooms and a

hall 'tween dem, mos' as big as de rooms. Us been on de road 'bout six

weeks and Missis sho' proud of her new house. Den us makes logs into

houses for us and a big kitchen close to de big house. Den us builds a

office for Old Marse and makes chairs and beds and tables for everybody.

Old Miss brung her bed and a spindly, li'l table, and us make all de

rest.

"For eatin' de good shooters and scouters gits birds and rabbits and

wild turkeys and sometimes a lot of wild eggs or honey, when dey chops a

bee tree down. A old Indian come to holp us hunt. He'd work a week if

Marse Ed give him some red calico or a hatchet. Old Miss done bring a

dozen hens and a bag of seeds, and folks come ridin' twenty miles to

swap things.

"Dere warn't no mill to grind corn, so de boss carpenter, he hollows out

a log and gits some smooth, hard rocks and us grind de corn like it was

a morter. Old Man Stubblefield builded a watermill on de creek 'bout

eight miles from us, and den us tooken de corn dere.

"Dere was three hundred acres and more'n fifty slaves, and lots of work,

clearin' and buildin' and plantin'. Some de cabins didn't git no floor

for two years. Jes' quick as dey could, de men gits out clapboards for

de walls and split puncheon slabs for floors and palin's for fences.

"Missis, she takes two de likelies' young slaves and makes a garden,

come spring. Somehow she git herself roses and posies and vegetables.

"Dere warn't no overseer. Marse Ed, he jes' ride round on he big hoss

and see to things. Us didn't know nothin 'bout de war much, 'cause none

us could read or write.

"Dere was two fiddlers 'mongst us, Jim Roseborough and Tom. Dey'd have

de big barbecue for folks come from miles round, and coffee and chicken

and turkey and dancin' and fiddlin' all night. Come daybreak, dey jes'

goin' good. Us niggers dance back de quarters, and call

"'All eight balance and all eight swing,

All left allemond and right hand grand,

Meet your partner and prom'nade, eight,

Den march till you come straight.

"'First lady out to couple on de right,

Swing Mr. Adam and swing Miss Eve,

Swing Old Adam befo' you leave,

Don't forgit your own--now you're home.'

"Two, three years after dat I marries Liza Smith. Us has four chillen

and all dead 'cept John, and he lives out west.

"After freedom Old Marse say kill a yearlin' and have de big dinner and

dance. De young ones he told to scatter out and hunt work, not to steal

and work hard. Some de oldes' ones he give a cabin and a patch of land.

He say de niggers what want to stay on and work for him can, iffen he

make enough to feed dem. I stays with Marse Ed, but he give me a patch

of twenty acres and a sorghum mill to make a livin' on. Dat how I gits

on my way after freedom.

"I gits dat sorghum mill to workin' good and works de Roseborough land

and my patch, and raises corn and cotton and wheat. I was plumb good at

farmin'. I allus had a piece or two of money in my pocket since I can

'member, but now de old man's too old. De gov'ment gives me seven or

eight dollars a month and I has a few chickens and gits by, and de good

white folks nigh by sees dat dis old boy don't git cold.

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[Illustration: Anne Clark]

MOTHER ANNE CLARK, 112 years old, lives at 3602 Alameda Ave., El

Paso, Texas. She is too crippled to walk, but a smile lights up the

tired old eyes that still see to sew without glasses. One tooth of

a third set is in her upper gum. She is deaf, but can hear if you

speak close to her ear. She says, "Lemma git my ears open, bofe of

'em," wets her finger, then pulls so hard on the ear lobes it seems

they would be injured.

"I'll be 112 years old, come first day of June (1937). Bo'n in

Mississippi. I had two marsters, but I've been free nearly 80 years. I

was freed in Memphis.

"My marster was a Yankee. He took me to Louisiana and made a slave outta

me. But he had to go to war. He got in a quarrel one day and grabbed two

six-shooters, but a old white man got him down and nearly kilt him. Our

men got him and gave him to the Yankees.

"Capt. Clark, my second marster, took a shot at him and he couldn' come

south no more. You don' know what a time I seen! I don' wanna see no

more war. Why, we made the United States rich but the Yankees come and

tuk it. They buried money and when you bury money it goes fu'ther down,

down, down, and then you cain't fin' it.

"You know, the white folks hated to give us up worse thing in the world.

I ploughed, hoed, split rails. I done the hardest work ever a man ever

did. I was so strong, iffen he needed me I'd pull the men down so the

marster could handcuff 'em. They'd whop us with a bullwhip. We got up

at 3 o'clock, at 4 we done et and hitched up the mules and went to the

fiel's. We worked all day pullin' fodder and choppin' cotton. Marster'd

say, 'I wan' you to lead dat fiel' today, and if you don' do it I'll put

you in de stocks.' Then he'd whop me iffen I didn' know he was talkin'

to me.

"My poppa was strong. He never had a lick in his life. He helped the

marster, but one day the marster says, 'Si, you got to have a whoppin',

and my poppa says, 'I never had a whoppin' and you cain't whop me.' An'

the marster says, 'But I kin kill you,' an' he shot my poppa down. My

mama tuk him in the cabin and put him on a pallet. He died.

"My mama did the washin' for the big house. She tuk a big tub on her

head and a bucket of water in her hand. My mama had two white chillen by

marster and they were sold as slaves. I had two chillen, too. I never

married. They allus said we'd steal, but I didn' take a thing. Why,

they'd put me on a hoss with money to take into town and I'd take it to

the store in town, and when I'd git back, marster'd say, 'Anne, you

didn' take a thing.'

"When women was with child they'd dig a hole in the groun' and put their

stomach in the hole, and then beat 'em. They'd allus whop us."

"Don' gring me anything fine to wear for my birthday. I jus' wan' some

candy. I'm lookin' for Him to take me away from here."

420293

THOMAS COLE was born in Jackson Co., Alabama, on the 8th of August,

1845, a slave of Robert Cole. He ran away in 1861 to join the Union

Army. He fought at Chickamauga, under Gen. Rosecran and at

Chattanooga, Look Out Mt. and Orchard Knob, under Gen. Thomas.

After the war he worked as switchman in Chattanooga until his

health failed due to old age. He then came to Texas and lives with

his daughter, in Corsicana. Thomas is blind.

"I might as well begin far back as I remember and tell you all about

myself. I was born over in Jackson County, in Alabama, on August 8,

1845. My mother was Elizabeth Cole, her bein' a slave of Robert Cole,

and my father was Alex Gerrand, 'cause he was John Gerrand's slave. I

was sposed to take my father's name, but he was sech a bad, ornery,

no-count sech a human, I jes' taken my old massa's name. My mother was

brung from Virginny by Massa Dr. Cole, and she nussed all his six

chillen. My sister's name was Sarah and my brother's name was Ben and we

lived in one room of the big house, and allus had a good bed to sleep in

and good things to eat at the same table, after de white folks gits

through.

"I played with Massa Cole's chillen all de time, and when I got older he

started me workin' by totin' wood and sech odd jobs, and feedin' de

hawgs. Us chillen had to pick cotton every fall. De big baskets weigh

about seventy-five to a hundred pounds, but us chillen put our pickin's

in some growed slave's basket. De growed slaves was jes' like a mule. He

work for grub and clothes, and some of dem didn't have as easier a time

as a mule, for mules was fed good and slaves was sometimes half

starved. But Massa Cole was a smart man and a good man with it. He had

'spect for the slaves' feelin's and didn't treat dem like dumb brutes,

and 'lowed dem more privileges dan any other slaveholder round dere. He

was one of de best men I ever knows in my whole life and his wife was

jes' like him. Dey had a big, four-room log house with a big hall down

the center up and down. De logs was all peeled and de chinkin' a

diff'rent color from de logs and covered with beads. De kitchen am a

one-room house behin' de big house with de big chimney to cook on. Dat

where all de meals cooked and carry to de house.

"In winter massa allus kill from three to four hundred hawgs, de two

killin's he done in November and January. Some kill and stick, some

scald and scrape, and some dress dem and cut dem up and render de lard.

Dey haul plenty hick'ry wood to de smokehouse and de men works in shifts

to keep de smoke fire goin' sev'ral days, den hangs de meat in de

meathouse. First us eat all de chitlin's, den massa begin issuin'

cut-back bones to each fam'ly, and den 'long come de spareribs, den de

middlin' or a shoulder, and by dat time he kill de second time and dis

was to go all over 'gain. Each fam'ly git de same kind of meat each

week. Iffen one git a ham, dey all git a ham. All de ears and feet was

pickle and we eats dem, too. If de meat run out 'fore killin' time, us

git wild turkeys or kill a beef or a goat, or git a deer.

"Massa let us plant pumpkins and have a acre or two for watermelons,

iffen us work dem on Saturday evenin's. Dere a orchard of 'bout five or

six acres peaches and apples and he 'low us to have biscuits once a

week. Yes, we had good eatin' and plenty of it den.

"Massa had one big, stout, healthy lookin' slave 'bout six foot, four

inches tall, what he pay $3,000 for. He bought six slaves I knows of and

give from $400 up for dem. He never sold a slave 'less he git onruly.

"Massa allus give us cotton clothes for summer and wool for winter,

'cause he raised cotton and sheep. Den each fam'ly have some chickens

and sell dem and de eggs and maybe go huntin' and sell de hides and git

some money. Den us buy what am Sunday clothes with dat money, sech as

hats and pants and shoes and dresses.

"We'd git up early every day in de year, rain or shine, hot or cold. A

slave blowed de horn and dere no danger of you not wakin' up when dat

blowed long and loud. He climb up on a platform 'bout ten feet tall to

blow dat bugle. We'd work till noon and eat in de shade and rest 'bout a

hour or a little more iffen it hot, but only a hour if it cold. You is

allus tired when you makes de day like dat on de plantation and you

can't play all night like de young folks does now. But us lucky, 'cause

Massa Cole don't whip us. De man what have a place next ours, he sho'

whip he slaves. He have de cat-o-nine tails of rawhide leather platted

round a piece of wood for a handle. De wood 'bout ten inches long and de

leather braided on past de stock quite a piece, and 'bout a foot from

dat all de strips tied in a knot and sprangle out, and makes de tassle.

Dis am call de cracker and it am what split de hide. Some folks call dem

bullwhips, 'stead of cat-o-nine tails. De first thing dat man do when he

buy a slave, am give him de whippin'. He call it puttin' de fear of Gawd

in him.

"Massa Cola 'low us read de Bible. He awful good 'bout dat. Most de

slaveowners wouldn't 'low no sech. Uncle Dan he read to us and on Sunday

we could go to church. De preacher baptize de slaves in de river. Dat

de good, old-time 'ligion, and us all go to shoutin' and has a good

time. Dis gen'ration too dig'fied to have de old-time 'ligion.

"When baptizin' comes off, it almost like goin' to de circus. People

come from all over and dey all singin' songs and everybody take dere

lunch and have de good time. Massa Cole went one time and den he git

sick, and next summer he die. Missy Cole, she moves to Huntsville, in

Alabama. But she leave me on de plantation, 'cause I'm big and stout

den. She takes my mother to cook and dat de last time I ever seed my

mother. Missy Cole buys de fine house in Huntsville my mother tells me

to be good and do all de overseer tells me. I told her goodbye and she

never did git to come back to see me, and I never seed her and my

brother and sister 'gain. I don't know whether dey am sold or not.

"I thinks to myself, dat Mr. Anderson, de overseer, he'll give me dat

cat-o-nine tails de first chance he gits, but makes up my mind he won't

git de chance, 'cause I's gwine run off de first chance I gits. I didn't

know how to git out of dere, but I's gwine north where dere ain't no

slaveowners. In a year or so dere am 'nother overseer, Mr. Sandson, and

he give me de log house and de gal to do my cookin' and sich. Dere am

war talk and we 'gins gwine to de field earlier and stayin' later. Corn

am haul off, cotton am haul off, hawgs and cattle am rounded up and haul

off and things 'gins lookin' bad. De war am on, but us don't see none of

it. But 'stead of eatin' cornbread, us eats bread out of kaffir corn and

maize. "We raises lots of okra and dey say it gwine be parch

and grind to make coffee for white folks. Dat didn't look good either.

Dat winter, 'stead of killin' three or four hundred hawgs like we allus

done befo', we only done one killin' of a hundred seventy-five, and dey

not all big ones, neither. When de meat supply runs low, Mr. Sandson

sends some slaves to kill a deer or wild hawgs or jes' any kind of game.

He never sends me in any dem bunches but I hoped he would and one day he

calls me to go and says not to go off de plantation too far, but be sho'

bring home some meat. Dis de chance I been wantin', so when we gits to

de huntin' ground de leader says to scatter out, and I tells him me and

'nother man goes north and make de circle round de river and meet 'bout

sundown. I crosses de river and goes north. I's gwine to de free

country, where dey ain't no slaves. I travels all dat day and night up

de river and follows de north star. Sev'ral times I thunk de blood

houn's am trailin' me and I gits in de big hurry. I's so tired I

couldn't hardly move, but I gits in a trot.

"I's hopin' and prayin' all de time I meets up with dat Harriet Tubman

woman. She de cullud women what takes slaves to Canada. She allus

travels de underground railroad, dey calls it, travels at night and

hides out in de day. She sho' sneaks dem out de South and I thinks she's

de brave woman.

"I eats all de nuts and kills a few swamp rabbits and cotches a few

fish. I builds de fire and goes off 'bout half a mile and hides in de

thicket till it burns down to de coals, den bakes me some fish and

rabbit. I's shakin' all de time, 'fraid I'd git cotched, but I's nearly

starve to death. I puts de rest de fish in my cap and travels on dat

night by de north star and hides in a big thicket de nex' day and along

evenin' I hears guns shootin'. I sho' am scart dis time, sho' 'nough.

I's scart to come in and scart to go out, and while I's standin' dere, I

hears two men say, 'Stick you hands up, boy. What you doin?' I says,

'Uh-uh-uh, I dunno. You ain't gwine take me back to de plantation, is

you?' Dey says, 'No. Does you want to fight for de North?' I says I

will, 'cause dey talks like northern men. Us walk night and day and gits

in Gen. Rosecran's camp and dey thunk I's de spy from de South. Dey asks

me all sorts of questions and says dey'll whip me if I didn't tell dem

what I's spyin' 'bout. Fin'ly dey 'lieves me and puts me to work helpin'

with de cannons. I feels 'portant den, but I didn't know what was in

front of me, or I 'spects I'd run off 'gain.

"I helps sot dem cannons on dis Chickamauga Mountain, in hidin' places.

I has to go with a man and wait on him and dat cannon. First thing I

knows, bang, bang, boom, things has started, and guns am shootin' faster

dan you can think, and I looks round for de way to run. But dem guns am

shootin' down de hill in front of me and shootin' at me, and over me and

on both sides of me. I tries to dig me a hole and git in it. All dis

happen right now, and first thing I knows, de man am kickin' me and

wantin' me to holp him keep dat cannon loaded. Man, I didn't want no

cannon, but I has to help anyway. We fit till dark and de Rebels got

more men dan us, so Gen. Rosecran sends de message to Gen. Woods to come

help us out. When de messenger slips off, I sho' wish it am me slippin'

off, but I didn't want to see no Gen. Woods. I jes' wants to git back to

dat old plantation and pick more cotton. I'd been willin' to do mos'

anything to git out that mess, but I done told Gen. Rosecran I wants to

fight de Rebels and he sho' was lettin' me do it. He wasn't jes' lettin'

me do it, he was makin' me do it. I done got in dere and he wouldn't let

me out.

"White folks, dere was men layin' wantin' help, wantin' water, with

blood runnin' out dem and de top or sides dere heads gone, great big

holes in dem. I jes' promises de good Lawd if he jes' let me git out dat

mess, I wouldn't run off no more, but I didn't know den he wasn't gwine

let me out with jes' dat battle. He gwine give me plenty more, but dat

battle ain't over yet, for nex' mornin' de Rebels 'gins shootin' and

killin' lots of our men, and Gen. Woods ain't come, so Gen. Rosecran

orders us to 'treat, and didn't have to tell me what he said, neither.

De Rebels comes after us, shootin', and we runs off and leaves dat

cannon what I was with settin' on de hill, and I didn't want dat thing

nohow.

"We kep' hotfootin' till we gits to Chattanooga and dere is where we

stops. Here comes one dem Rebel generals with de big bunch of men and

gits right on top of Look Out Mountain, right clost to Chattanooga, and

wouldn't let us out. I don't know jes' how long, but a long time. Lots

our hosses and mules starves to death and we eats some de hosses. We all

like to starve to death ourselves. Chattanooga is in de bend de

Tennessee River and on Look Out Mountain, on de east, am dem Rebels and

could keep up with everything we done. After a long time a Gen. Thomas

gits in some way. He finds de rough trail or wagon road round de

mountain 'long de river and supplies and men comes by boat up de river

to dis place and comes on into Chattanooga. More Union men kep' comin'

and I guess maybe six or eight generals and dey gits ready to fight. It

am long late in Fall or early winter.

"Dey starts climbin' dis steep mountain and when us gits three-fourths

de way up it am foggy and you couldn't see no place. Everything wet and

de rocks am slick and dey 'gins fightin'. I 'spect some shoots dere own

men, 'cause you couldn't see nothin', jes' men runnin' and de guns

roarin'. Fin'ly dem Rebels fled and we gits on Look Out Mountain and

takes it.

"Dere a long range of hills leadin' 'way from Look Out Mountain, nearly

to Missionary Ridge. Dis ridge 'longside de Chickamauga River, what am

de Indian name, meanin' River of Death. Dey fights de Rebels on Orchard

Knob hill and I wasn't in dat, but I's in de Missionary Ridge battle. We

has to come out de timber and run 'cross a strip or openin' up de hill.

Dey sho' kilt lots our men when we runs 'cross dat openin'. We runs for

all we's worth and uses guns or anything we could. De Rebels turns and

runs off and our soldiers turns de cannons round what we's capture, and

kilt some de Rebels with dere own guns.

"I never did git to where I wasn't scart when we goes into de battle.

Dis de last one I's in and I's sho' glad, for I never seed de like of

dead and wounded men. We picks dem up, de Rebels like de Unions, and

doctors dem de bes' we could. When I seed all dat sufferin', I hopes I

never lives to see 'nother war. Dey say de World War am worse but I's

too old to go.

"I sho' wishes lots of times I never run off from de plantation. I begs

de General not to send me on any more battles, and he says I's de coward

and sympathizes with de South. But I tells him I jes' couldn't stand to

see all dem men layin' dere dyin' and hollerin' and beggin' for help and

a drink of water, and blood everywhere you looks. Killin' hawgs back on

de plantation didn't bother me none, but dis am diff'rent.

"Fin'ly de General tells me I can go back to Chattanooga and guard de

supplies in camp dere and take care de wounded soldiers and prisoners. A

bunch of men is with me and we has all we can do. We gits de orders to

send supplies to some general and it my job to help load de wagons or

box cars or boats. A train of wagons leaves sometimes. We gits all dem

supplies by boat, and Chattanooga am de 'stributing center. When winter

comes, everybody rests awhile and waits for Spring to open. De Union

general sends in some more cullud soldiers. Dere ain't been many cullud

men but de las' year de war dere am lots. De North and de South am

takin' anything dey can git to win de war.

"When Spring breaks and all de snow am gone, and de trees 'gins puttin'

out and everything 'gins to look purty and peaceable-like, makin' you

think you ought to be plowin' and plantin' a crop, dat when de fightin'

starts all over 'gain, killin' men and burnin' homes and stealin' stock

and food. Den dey sends me out to help clear roads and build temp'rary

bridges. We walks miles on muddy ground, 'cross rivers, wadin' water up

to our chins. We builds rafts and pole bridges to git de mules and

hosses and cannons 'cross, and up and down hills, and cuts roads through

timber.

"But when dey wants to battle Gen. Thomas allus leaves me in camp to

tend de supplies. He calls me a coward, and I sho' glad he thunk I was.

I wasn't no coward, I jes' couldn't stand to see all dem people tore to

pieces. I hears 'bout de battle in a thick forest and de trees big as my

body jes' shot down. I seed dat in de Missionary Ridge battle, too.

"I shifts from one camp to 'nother and fin'ly gits back to Chattanooga.

I bet durin' my time I handles 'nough ammunition to kill everybody in de

whole United States. I seed mos' de mainest generals in de Union Army

and some in de Rebel Army.

"After de war am over we's turned loose, nowhere to go and nobody to

help us. I couldn't go South, for dey calls me de traitor and sho' kill

me iffen dey knows I fit for de North. I does any little job I can git

for 'bout a year and fin'ly gits work on de railroad, in Stevenson, in

Alabama. I gits transfer to Chattanooga and works layin' new tracks and

turn tables and sich.

"In 'bout two weeks I had saw a gal next door, but I's bashful. But

after payday I dresses up and takes her to a dance. We sparks 'bout two

months and den we's married at her uncles. Her name am Nancy. We buys a

piece of land and I has a two-room house built on it. We has two chillen

and I's livin' with de baby gal now.

"I 'lieve de slaves I knowed as a whole was happier and better off after

'mancipation dan befo'. Of course, de first few years it was awful hard

to git 'justed to de new life. All de slaves knowed how to do hard work,

and dat de old slaves life, but dey didn't know nothin' 'bout how to

'pend on demselves for de livin'. My first year was hard, but dere was

plenty wild game in dem days. De south was broke and I didn't hear of no

slaves gittin' anything but to crop on de halves. Dey too glad to be

free and didn't want nothin'.

"Things 'gin to git bad for me in Chattanooga as de white men finds out

I run off from de South and jined de North. Some de brakemen try to git

my job. I fin'ly quits when one of dem opens a switch I jus' closed. I

seed him and goes back and fixes de switch, but I quits de job. I goes

up north but dey ain't int'rested, so I comes back and sells my home and

buys me a team and wagon. I loads it with my wife and chillen and a few

things and starts for Texas. We's on de road 'bout six weeks or two

months. We fishes and hunts every day and de trip didn't cost much. I

buys ninety acres in timber in Cass County and cuts logs for a house and

builds a two-room house and log crib. My wife built a stomp lot for de

team and cow and a rail fence.

"We got 'nough land cleared for de small crop, 'bout thirty acres, and

builds de barn and sheds outselves. We lived there till de chillen am

growed. My wife died of chills and fever and den my boy and I built a

four-room house of planks from our timber. Den I gits lonesome, 'cause

de chillen gone, and sells de place. I bought it for fifty cents de acre

and sold it for $12.00 de acre.

"I buys sixty acres in Henderson County for $15.00 a acre and marries de

second time. I didn't care for her like Nancy. All she think 'bout am

raisin' de devil and never wants to work or save anything. She like to

have broke me down befo' I gits rid of her. I stayed and farmed sev'ral

years.

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