“PACK CLOUDS AWAY.”
“For joy or grief, for hope or fear,
For all hereafter, as for here,
In peace or strife, in storm or shine.”
ANON.
Edith went about on tip-toe, and checked Sholto in all loud speaking
that next morning, as if any sudden noise would interrupt the conference
that was taking place in the drawing-room. Two o’clock came; and they
still sate there with closed doors. Then there was a man’s footstep
running down stairs; and Edith peeped out of the drawing-room.
“Well, Henry?” said she, with a look of interrogation.
“Well!” said he, rather shortly.
“Come in to lunch!”
“No, thank you, I can’t. I’ve lost too much time here already.”
“Then it’s not all settled?” said Edith, despondingly.
“No! not at all. It never will be settled, if the ‘it’ is what I
conjecture you mean. That will never be, Edith, so give up thinking
about it.”
“But it would be so nice for us all,” pleaded Edith. “I should always
feel comfortable about the children, if I had Margaret settled down near
to me. As it is, I am always afraid of her going off to Cadiz.”
“I will try, when I marry, to look out for a young lady who has a
knowledge of the management of children. That is all I can do. Miss Hale
will not have me. And I shall not ask her.”
“Then what have you been talking about?”
“A thousand things you would not understand: Investments, and leases,
and value of land.”
“Oh, go away if that’s all. You and she will be unbearably stupid, if
you’ve been talking all this time about such weary things.”
“Very well. I’m coming again to-morrow, and bringing Mr. Thornton with
me, to have some more talk with Miss Hale.”
“Mr. Thornton! What has he to do with it?”
“He is Miss Hale’s tenant,” said Mr. Lennox, turning away. “And he
wishes to give up his lease.”
“Oh! very well. I can’t understand details, so don’t give them me.”
“The only detail I want you to understand is, to let us have the back
drawing-room undisturbed, as it was to-day. In general, the children and
servants are so in and out, that I can never get any business
satisfactorily explained; and the arrangements we have to make to-morrow
are of importance.”
No one ever knew why Mr. Lennox did not keep to his appointment on the
following day. Mr. Thornton came true to his time; and after keeping him
waiting for nearly an hour, Margaret came in looking very white and
anxious.
She began hurriedly:
“I am so sorry Mr. Lennox is not here,—he could have done it so much
better than I can. He is my adviser in this”——
“I am sorry that I came, if it troubles you. Shall I go to Mr. Lennox’s
chambers and try and find him?”
“No, thank you. I wanted to tell you, how grieved I was to find that I
am to lose you as a tenant. But, Mr. Lennox says, things are sure to
brighten”——
“Mr. Lennox knows little about it,” said Mr. Thornton quietly. “Happy
and fortunate in all a man cares for, he does not understand what it is
to find oneself no longer young—yet thrown back to the starting-point
which requires the hopeful energy of youth—to feel one half of life
gone, and nothing done—nothing remaining of wasted opportunity, but the
bitter recollection that it has been. Miss Hale, I would rather not hear
Mr. Lennox’s opinion of my affairs. Those who are happy and successful
themselves are too apt to make light of the misfortunes of others.”
“You are unjust,” said Margaret, gently. “Mr. Lennox has only spoken of
the great probability which he believes there to be of your
redeeming—your more than redeeming what you have lost—don’t speak till
I have ended—pray don’t.” And collecting herself once more, she went on
rapidly turning over some law papers, and statement of accounts in a
trembling hurried manner. “Oh! here it is! and—he drew me out a
proposal—I wish he was here to explain it—showing that if you would
take some money of mine, eighteen hundred and fifty-seven pounds, lying
just at this moment unused in the bank, and bringing me in only two and
a half per cent.—you could pay me much better interest, and might go on
working Marlborough Mills.” Her voice had cleared itself and become more
steady. Mr. Thornton did not speak, and she went on looking for some
paper on which were written down the proposals for security; for she was
most anxious to have it all looked upon in the light of a mere business
arrangement, in which the principal advantage would be on her side.
While she sought for this paper, her very heart-pulse was arrested by
the tone in which Mr. Thornton spoke. His voice was hoarse, and
trembling with tender passion, as he said:—
“Margaret!”
For an instant she looked up; and then sought to veil her luminous eyes
by dropping her forehead on her hands. Again, stepping nearer, he
besought her with another tremulous eager call upon her name.
“Margaret!”
Still lower went the head; more closely hidden was the face, almost
resting on the table before her. He came close to her. He knelt by her
side, to bring his face to a level with her ear; and whispered—panted
out the words:—
“Take care.—If you do not speak—I shall claim you as my own in some
strange presumptuous way.—Send me away at once, if I must
go;—Margaret!—”
At that third call she turned her face, still covered with her small
white hands, towards him, and laid it on his shoulder, even hiding it
there; and it was too delicious to feel her soft cheek against his, for
him to wish to see either deep blushes or loving eyes. He clasped her
close. But they both kept silence. At length she murmured in a broken
voice:
“Oh, Mr. Thornton, I am not good enough!”
“Not good enough! Don’t mock my own deep feeling of unworthiness.”
After a minute or two he gently disengaged her hands from her face, and
laid her arms as they had once before been placed to protect him from
the rioters.
“Do you remember, love?” he murmured. “And how I requited you with my
insolence the next day?”
“I remember how wrongly I spoke to you,—that is all.”
“Look here! Lift up your head. I have something to show you!” She slowly
faced him, glowing with beautiful shame.
“Do you know these roses?” he said, drawing out his pocket-book, in
which were treasured up some dead flowers.
“No!” she replied, with innocent curiosity. “Did I give them to you?”
“No! Vanity; you did not. You may have worn sister roses very
probably.”
She looked at them, wondering for a minute, then she smiled a little as
she said—
“They are from Helstone, are they not? I know the deep indentations
round the leaves. Oh! have you been there? When were you there?”
“I wanted to see the place where Margaret grew to what she is, even at
the worst time of all, when I had no hope of ever calling her mine. I
went there on my return from Havre.”
“You must give them to me,” she said, trying to take them out of his
hand with gentle violence.
“Very well. Only you must pay me for them!”
“How shall I ever tell Aunt Shaw?” she whispered, after some time of
delicious silence.
“Let me speak to her.”
“Oh, no! I owe to her,—but what will she say?”
“I can guess. Her first exclamation will be, ‘That man!’”
“Hush!” said Margaret, “or I shall try and show you your mother’s
indignant tones as she says, ‘That woman!’”
THE END.
THE WALTER SCOTT PRESS, NEWCASTLE-ON TYNE.