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The Cow Puncher . . . . . . _Frontispiece_
These long rides afforded her many side-lights on the remarkable nature
of her escort.
"You aren't talking to-day . . . what's wrong?"
"There is only one answer, Dave. Because I love you."
THE COW PUNCHER
CHAPTER ONE
The shadows of the spruce trees fell north-eastward, pointing long,
cool fingers across belts of undulating prairie, or leaning lazily
against the brown foothills. Like an incandescent globe the afternoon
sun hung in the bowl of a cloudless heaven, filmy with heat, but the
hot rays were met by the high altitude of the ranch country and lost
their force like a blow half struck. And among the spruce trees it was
cool and green, and clear blue water rippled over beds of shining
gravel.
The ranch buildings lay a little to the rear, as though the trees stood
sentinel between them and the prairies. The house was of round
straight logs; the shingles of the squat roof were cupped and blistered
with the suns of many summers. Refuse loitered about the open door;
many empty tins; a leaky barrel, with missing hoops; boxes, harness,
tangled bits of wire. Once there had been a fence; a sort of picket
fence of little saplings, but wild bronchos had kicked it to pieces and
range steers had straggled unscarred across its scattered remnants.
Forward, and to the left, was the corral; mill slabs on end, or fences
of lodge-pole pine; a corner somewhat covered in, offering vague
protection from the weather. The upper poles were worn thin with the
cribbing of many horses.
The sunlight bathed the scene; nursed it in a soft, warm silence. The
desertion seemed absolute; the silence was the silence of the unspoken
places. But suddenly it was broken by a stamping in the covered part
of the corral, and a man's voice saying, "Hip, there; whoa, you cayuse;
get under your saddle! Sleepin' against a post all day, you
sloppy-eye. Hip, come to it!"
Horse and rider dashed into the sunlight. The boy--for he was no more
than a boy--sat the beast as though born to it, his lithe frame taking
every motion of his mount as softly as a good boat rides the sea. His
red shirt and thick hairy schaps could not disguise the lean
muscularity of his figure; the broad felt hat, and the revolver at his
belt, gave just the touch of romance. With a yell at his horse he
snatched the hat from his head, turning to the sun a smooth, brown face
and a mane of dark hair, and slapped the horse across the flank with
his crumpled headgear. At the signal the animal sprang into the air,
then dashed at a gallop down the roadway, bearing the boy as
unconcerned as a flower on its stem.
Suddenly he brought his horse to a stop; swung about, and rode back at
a gentle canter. A few yards from the house he again spurred him to a
gallop, and, leaning far down by the animal's side, deftly picked a
bottle from among the grass. Then he circled about, repeating this
operation as often as his eye fell on a bottle, until he had
half-a-dozen; then down the road again, carefully setting a bottle on
each post of the fence that skirted it to the right.
Again he came back to the house, but, when he turned, his eye was on
the row of posts, and his right hand lay on the grip of his revolver.
Again his sharp yell broke the silence and the horse dashed forward as
though shot from a gun. Down the road they went until within a rod of
the first bottle; then there was a flash in the sunlight, and to the
clatter of the horse's hoofs came the crack-crack of the revolver. Two
bottles shivered to fragments, but four remained intact, and the boy
rode back, muttering and disappointed.
He reasoned with his horse as he rode. "'Taint no use, you ol'
slop-eye; a fellow can't get the bede if he ain't got the fillin';
cooked meals an' decent chuck. I could plug 'em six out o' six--you
know that, you ol' flop-ears; don't you argue about it, neither--when
I'm right inside my belt I smash 'em six out o' six, but I ain't right,
an' you know it. You don't know nothin' about it; you never had a
father, leastways, you never had to be responsible for one. . . .
Well, it's comin' to a finish--a damn lame finish, you know that. You
know--"
But he had reloaded his revolver and set up two more bottles. This
time he broke four, and was better pleased with himself. As he rode
back his soliloquy was broken by a strange sound from beyond the belt
of trees. The horse pricked up his ears, and the boy turned in the
saddle to listen.
"Jumpin' crickets, what's loose?" he ejaculated. He knew every sound
of the foothill country, but this was strange to him. A kind of snort,
a sort of hiss; mechanical in its regularity, startling in its
strangeness, it came across the valley with the unbroken rhythm of a
watch-tick.
"Well, I guess it won't eat us," he ventured at last. "We'll just run
it down and perhaps poke a hole in it." So saying, he cantered along
the road which skirted the spruce trees, crossed the little stream and
swung up the hill on the farther side.
He was half way up when a turn in the road brought him into sudden
sight of the strange visitor. It was the first he had seen, but he
knew it at once, for the fame of the automobile, then in its
single-cylinder stage, had already spread into the farthest ranching
country. The horse was less well informed. Whether or not in that
moment he recognized the great rival of his race must be left to some
analyst of horse character, but he bucked and kicked in rage and
terror. But the boy was conscious not so much of the horse as of two
bright eyes turned on him in frank and surprised admiration.
"What horsemanship!" she exclaimed, but the words had scarce left her
lips when they were followed by a cry of alarm. For the car had taken
a sudden turn from the road and plunged into a growth of young poplars
that fringed the hillside. The oldish man at the wheel gave it a
violent wrench, but left his motor in gear, and the car half slid, half
plowed its way into semi-vertical position among the young trees. The
two occupants were thrown from their seat; the girl fell clear, but her
father was less fortunate.
In an instant the boy had flung himself from his horse, dropping the
reins to the ground, and the animal, although snorting and shivering,
had no thought of disgracing his training by breaking his parole. With
quick, ungainly strides the boy brought himself to the upturned
machine. It was curious that he should appear to such disadvantage on
his feet. In the saddle he was grace personified.
For a moment he looked somewhat stupidly upon the wreck. Had it been a
horse or a steer he would have known the procedure, but this experience
was new to his life. Besides, there were strangers here. He had no
fear of strangers when they wore schaps and coloured handkerchiefs, but
a girl in a brown sweater and an oldish man with a white collar were
creatures to be approached with caution. The oldish man was lying on
the ground, with a leg pinned under the car, and Brown Sweater raised
his head against her knee and pressed his cheeks with small white
fingers and looked at the boy with bright grey eyes and said, "Well,
aren't you going to do anything?"
That brought him back. "Sure," he said, springing to her side. "Whada
ye' want me to do?"
"I am afraid my leg is broken," said the man, speaking calmly
notwithstanding his pain. "Can you get the jack out of the tool box
and raise the car?"
The girl pointed to the box, and in a moment he had the jack in his
hand. But it was a new tool to him and he fumbled with it stupidly.
The handle would not fit, and when it did fit it operated the wrong way.
"Oh, let me have it," she cried, impatiently. In a moment she had it
set under the frame of the car and was plying the handle up and down
with rapid strokes. The machine began to groan with the pressure, and
the boy looked on, helpless and mortified. He was beginning to realize
that there were more things in the world than riding a horse, and
shooting bottles. He felt a sudden desire to be of great service. And
just now he could be of no service whatever.
But the foot of the jack began to sink in the soft earth, and the girl
looked up helplessly. "It won't lift it," she said. "What shall we
do?"
It was his chance. He was eighteen, and his wild, open life had given
him muscles of steel. "Here," he said, roughly, "move his leg when I
get it clear." He turned his back to the machine and crouched down
until he could get his hands under the steel frame. Then he lifted.
The car was in a somewhat poised position, and he was able to swing it
up far enough to release the injured leg.
"Very good, my boy," said the man. "That was a wonderful lift. The
leg is broken--compound. Can you get some way of moving me to shelter?
I will pay you well."
The last words were unfortunate. Hospitality in the ranching country
is not bought and sold.
"You can't pay me nothin'," he said rudely. "But I can bring a light
wagon, if you can ride in that, and put you up at the ranch. The old
man's soused," he added, as an afterthought, "but it's better than
sleepin' out. I won't be long."
He was back at his horse, and in a moment they heard the clatter of
hoofs galloping down the hillside.
The girl sat on the ground and rested her father's head in her lap.
Tears made her bright eyes brighter still.
"Don't cry, Reenie," he said, gently. "We are very lucky to be so
close to help. Of course, I'll be laid up for awhile, but it will give
you a chance to see ranch life as it really is"--He winced with pain,
but continued, "I fancy we shall find it plain and unveneered. What a
horseman! If I could run an automobile like he does a horse we should
not be here. Did you notice that I didn't release the clutch? Just
ambled into this predicament--embraced it, I might say."
"He's strong," she said. "But he's rude."
"The best fields for muscle are often poor schools for manners," he
answered. "But manners are no substitute for hospitality, and he seems
to have that, all right. It is something that belongs to the open
country, the big, open country. In cities they _entertain_, but in the
ranching country they, why, there isn't any word for it, but you will
see for yourself."
He was soon back with a wagon and a stretcher. He avoided the eyes of
his guests, but quickly and gently enough he placed the injured man on
the stretcher. "I guess you'll have to take the feet," he said. The
words were for the girl, although he did not look at her. "I could
hustle him myself, but it might hurt 'im."
But the injured man interrupted. "I beg your pardon," he said, "that I
did not introduce my daughter. I am Doctor Hardy--this is my daughter,
Irene, Mr.----?"
"They don't call me mister," said the boy. "Misters is scarce in these
woods. My name is Elden--Dave Elden."
He was for dropping it at that, but the girl came up with extended
hand. He took it shyly, but it made him curiously bold. "I'm glad to
meet you, Mr. Elden," she said.
"I'm glad to meet you, too," he answered. "Misses is scarcer than
misters in this neck o' the woods."
Carefully they lifted the injured man into the wagon, and Dave drove to
the ranch building with an unwonted caution that must have caused
strange misgivings in the hearts of his team.
"It ain't much of a place," he said, as they pulled up at the door. "I
guess you can see that for yourself," he added, with a grin. "You see,
there's just Dad and me, and he's soused most of the time, and I handle
a lasso better'n a scrubbin' brush." He was already losing his
shyness. "Now, you take the feet again. Steady, don't break any more
bones. Look out for that barrel hoop. This way, now."
He led into the old ranch house, kicking the door wider open with his
heel as he passed. A musty smell fell on the senses of the girl as she
entered, and she was conscious of the buzzing of innumerable flies. A
partition from east to west divided the house, and another partition
from north to south divided the northern half. In the north-east room
they set the stretcher on the floor.
"Now," Said the boy, "I'm goin' for the doctor. It's forty miles to
town, and it'll likely be mornin' before I'm back, but I'll sure burn
the trail. You'll have to make the best of it," he continued,
impersonally addressing the much-spotted window. "There's grub in the
house, and you won't starve--that is, if you can cook." (This was
evidently for Irene. There was a note in it that suggested the girl
might have her limitations.) "Dig in to anythin' in sight. And I hope
your father's leg won't hurt very much." Irene wondered afterwards why
the hope concerning her father should have been expressed to her. Did
he already feel--what was it?--better acquainted with her?
"Oh, I'll stand it," said Doctor Hardy, with some cheerfulness. "We
medical men become accustomed to suffering--in other people. You are
very kind. My daughter may remain in this room, I suppose? There is
no one else?"
"No one but the old man," he answered. "He's asleep in the next room,
safe till mornin'. I'll be back by that time. That's my bed,"
indicating a corner. "Make yourselves at home." He lounged through
the door and they heard his spurs clanking across the hard earth.
The girl's first thought was to assure as much comfort for her father
as the circumstances would permit. She removed his boot and stocking,
and, under his direction, slit the leg of his trousers above the
injury. It was bleeding a little. In the large room of the house she
found a pail with water, and she bathed the wound, wiping it with her
handkerchief, and mingling a tear or two with the warm blood that
dripped from it.
"You're good stuff," her father said, pressing the fingers of her
unoccupied hand. "Now, if you could find a clean cloth to bandage it--"
She looked about the place, somewhat hopelessly. Her expedition to the
main part of the house, when she had found the water pail, had not
reassured her as to the housekeeping of the Eldens. Her father read
her perplexity.
"It seems as though you would be in charge here for awhile, Reenie," he
said, "so you will save time by getting acquainted at once with your
equipment. Look the house over and see what you have to work with."
"Well, I can commence here," she answered. "This is Dave's room. I
suppose I should say Mr. Elden's, but--what was it he said about
'mistering'? It would be splendid if it were cleaned up," she
continued, with kindling enthusiasm. "These bare logs, bare floors,
bare rafters--we've got back to essentials, anyway. And that's his
bed." She surveyed a framework of spruce poles, on which lay an old
straw mattress and some very grey blankets. "I suppose he is very
tired when he goes to bed," she said, drolly, as though that could be
the only explanation of sleep amid such surroundings. "And the walls
give one a clue to the artistic side of his nature." A poster
advertising a summer fair, with a prodigious bull occupying the centre
of the picture, hung on one wall, and across from it a lithograph of a
young woman, with very bright clothing and very alabaster skin and very
decollete costume tendered a brand of beer with the assurance that it
goes to the spot. "I ought to drape it," she said, and the curl on her
lip showed smooth white teeth.
"I was forgetting I have to find a bandage for you," she suddenly
remembered. "There's his trunk; it might produce something, but we
will save it for a last resort. Now I will explore this main room,
which I suppose is the kitchen, dining room, living room, everything."
In the south end of the larger room stood a fireplace, crudely made of
slabs of native rock. The fires of many winters had crumbled the rock,
so that it had fallen in in places, and was no longer employed for its
original purpose. A very rusty and greasy stove now occupied the space
immediately in front of the fireplace, the stove-pipe leading into the
ample but tottering chimney. Near the stove was a bench supporting a
tin wash-basin, a wooden pail, and certain fragments of soap--evidently
all the equipment necessary for the simple ablutions of the Elden
household. The remnant of a grain bag, with many evidences of use and
abuse, performed the functions of towel, and a broken piece of
looking-glass gave the faintest intimation that a strain of fundamental
relationship links the sexes. By the western wall was a table, with
numerous dishes; and to the wall itself had been nailed wooden
boxes--salmon and tomato cases--now containing an assortment of
culinary supplies. A partially used sack of flour, and another of
rolled oats, leaned against the wall, and a trap-door in the floor gave
promise of further resources beneath. There was a window in the east
and another in the west, both open and unscreened; myriads of flies
gave the only touch of life to the dismal scene.
Irene looked it all over, then leaned against the window sill and
laughed. Her father had brought her west for holidays with the promise
of changed surroundings and new experiences, but he had promised her no
such delight as this. With the Elden kitchen still photographed in her
mind she called up the picture of her own city home; the green lawn,
faultlessly trimmed by a time-serving gardener; the floral borders, the
hedges; the two stately trees; the neat walk, the wide verandah, the
dim, mysterious hall; the rooms, heavily shaded to save the rich
carpets; the order, the precision, the fixedness, the this-sits-here
and that-stands-thereness--the flatness and emptiness and formality of
it all, and she turned again to the Elden kitchen and laughed--a soft,
rippling, irrepressible laugh, as irrepressible as the laughter of the
mountain stream amid the evergreens. Then she thought of her mother;
prim, sedate, conventional, correct--"Always be correct, my dear; there
is a right way and a wrong way, and a well-bred person always chooses
the right"--and her eyes sobered a trifle, then flashed in brighter
merriment as they pictured her mother amid these surroundings.
"She would be so shocked, oh, dreadfully shocked," she rippled to
herself. "I am quite sure she would never approve of Father breaking
his leg with such consequences. It wasn't the correct thing--very
commonplace, I should say--and think of Irene! Why, the child--she's
but a child, Andrew, a very beautiful child, but with just a little
weakness for the--ah--unconventional--she must be restrained--she needs
her mother's guidance to protect her from the suggestion of
maybe--shall I say?--vulgarity. That's a very dreadful word. Think of
all the vulgar people there are in the world. . . . And here is dear
little Irene right in the midst of it, and--horrors--revelling in it."
Then she looked again from the open window, this time with eyes that
saw the vista of valley and woodland and foothill that stretched down
into the opening prairie. Suddenly she realized that she was looking
down upon a picture--one of Nature's obscure masterpieces--painted in
brown and green and saffron against an opal canvas. It was beautiful,
not with the majesty of the great mountains, nor the solemnity of the
great plains, but with that nearer, more intimate relationship which is
the peculiar property of the foothill country. Here was neither the
flatness that, with a change of mood, could become in a moment
desolation, nor the aloofness of eternal rocks towering into cold
space, but the friendship of hills that could be climbed, and trees
that lisped in the light wind, and water that babbled playfully over
gravel ridges gleaming in the August sunshine. The girl drew a great
breath of the pure air and was about to dream a new day-dream when the
voice of her father brought her to earth.
"Can't you find anything that will do for a bandage?" he asked.
"Oh you dear Daddykins," she replied, her voice tremulous with
self-reproach. "I had forgotten. There was a spell, or something; it
just came down upon me in the window. That's a good idea, blaming
one's negligence on a spell. I must remember that. But the bandage?
Dear, no; the only cloth I see is the kitchen towel, and I can't
recommend it. But what a goose I am! Our grips are in the car, or
under it, or somewhere. I'll be back in a jiffy." And she was off at
a sharp trot down the trail along which she had so recently come in
Dave Elden's wagon.
At the little stream she paused. A single log was the only bridge, and
although the water was not deep it ran swiftly, and still with the
coldness of its glacier source. She ventured along the log, but near
the centre she was seized with an acute sense of her temerity. Perhaps
she had been foolish in attempting this passage without the aid of a
stick. A stick, which could be shoved against the gravel below that
blue water, would have been a very practical aid. Suddenly, the
waverings of the mind were transmuted to the body. She felt an
impetuous desire to fall upstream, which she resisted so successfully
that she promptly fell down stream. The water was deeper than it
looked, and colder than it looked, and when she scrambled up the
farther bank she was a very wet young woman indeed. She was conscious
of a deep annoyance toward young Elden. A fine bridge, that! She
would tell him--but this thought died at its birth with the
consciousness that Elden would be amused over the incident, and would
be at little pains to disguise his merriment. And then she laughed,
and ran along up the road.
The grips were duly found, and Irene congratulated herself that she and
her father were in the habit of traveling with equipment for over
night. She had even a spare skirt along, with which she was able to
disguise her mishap at the stream, although she took the precaution not
to make the change until she was safe back over the narrow bridge. And
this time she used a stick. Arrived at the house, she deftly wrapped a
bandage about her father's injury, and set to work at the preparation
of supper--a task not strange to her, as her mother considered it
correct that her daughter should have a working knowledge of kitchen
affairs. Her equipment was meagre, and she spent more time scouring
than cooking, but her heart beat high with the spirit of adventure.
Once, during the evening, she took a glance into the other room. It
was even less inviting than Dave's, with walls bare of any adornment,
save dirty garments that hung from nails driven in the logs. On the
rude bed lay an old man; she could see only part of his face; a grey
moustache drooping over an open mouth, and a florid cheek turned to the
glow of the setting sun. On a chair beside the bed sat a bottle, and
the room reeked with the smell of breath charged with alcohol. She
gently closed the door, and busied herself through the long evening
with reforms in the kitchen, and with little ministrations designed to
relieve the sufferings of her father.
The sun sank behind the Rockies, and a darkness, soft and mystical and
silent, stole up the valley, hushing even the noiseless day. Presently
the glow of the rising moon burst in ruddy effulgence over the
foothills to the east, first with the effect of fire upon their crests,
and then as a great, slowly-whitening ball soaring high into the
fathomless heaven. The girl stood framed in the open window, and the
moonlight painted her face to the purest ivory, and toyed with the rich
brown fastness of her hair, and gleamed from a single ornament at her
throat. And she thought of the young horseman galloping to town;
wondered if he had yet set out on his homeward journey, and the eerie
depths of the valley communicated to her a fantastic admiration for his
skill and bravery. She was under the spell. She was in a new world,
where were manhood, and silence, and the realities of being; and
moonlight, and great gulfs of shadow between the hills, and large,
friendly stars, and soft breezes pushing this way and that without
definite direction, and strange, quiet noises from out of the depths,
and the incense of the evergreens, and a young horseman galloping into
the night. And conventions had been swept away, and it was correct to
live, and to live!
CHAPTER TWO
The first flush of dawn was mellowing the eastern sky when the girl was
awakened from uneasy sleep by sounds in the yard in front of the ranch
house. She had spent most of the night by her father's side, and
although he had at last prevailed upon her to seek some rest for
herself, she had done so under protest and without undressing. Now,
after the first dazed moment of returning consciousness, she was on her
feet and through the door.
The stars were still shining brightly through the cold air. In the
faint light she could distinguish a team and wagon, and men unhitching.
She approached, and, in a voice that sounded strangely distant in the
vastness of the calm night, called, "Is that you, Dave?"
And in a moment she wondered how she had dared call him Dave. But she
soon had other cause for wonder, for the boy replied from near beside
her, in that tone of friendly confidence which springs so spontaneously
in the darkness, "Yes, Reenie, and the doctor, too. We'll have Mr.
Hardy fixed up in no time. How did he stand the night?"
How dared he call her Reenie? A flush of resentment rose in her breast
only to be submerged in the sudden remembrance that she had first
called him Dave. That surely gave him the right to address her as he
had done. But with this thought came recognition of the curious fact
that Dave had not presumed upon her frankness; that it was not by her
word that he would attempt to justify his. Indeed, she was convinced
that he would have called her Reenie anyway,--just as she had called
him Dave, without premeditation or intention. Then she remembered she
was in the ranch country, in the foothills, where the conventions--the
conventions she hated--had not yet become rooted, and where the souls
of men and women stood bare in the clear light of frank acceptance of
the fact. It would be idle--dangerous--to trifle with this boy by any
attempt at concealment or deception. And what were conventions but a
recognized formula of concealment and deception?
She could see his form now, as he led the horses toward the corral.
How straight he was, and how bravely his footsteps fell on the hard
earth! The poetry of his motion reached her through the darkness. She
heard the harness jingle as the horses rubbed between the posts of the
corral gate.
"He's a wonderful boy," said the doctor, of whose presence she had been
unconscious. "Cat's eyes. Full gallop through the dark; side hills,
mountain streams, up and down; break-neck. Well, here we are." The
doctor breathed deeply, as though this last fact were one to occasion
some wonderment. "Your brother tells me you have an injured man here;
accident; stranger, I believe? Well, shall we go in?"
Brother! But why should she explain? Dave hadn't bothered. Why
hadn't he? He had told about the stranger; why had he not told about
both strangers? Why had he ignored her altogether? This time came
another flush, born of that keen womanly intuition which understands.
With a commonplace she led the doctor into the house and to the bedside
of her father. She was struck by the change in attitude of the
visiting physician when he learned that his patient was of his own
profession. It was like the meeting of brothers in a secret order.
There was an exchange of technical terms that might have served as
password or sign into some fine fraternity, and the setting of the limb
was accompanied by a running fire of professional comment as effective
upon the nerves of the sufferer as an opiate.
When the operation was completed the girl turned her attention to the
kitchen, where she found Dave, sweating in vicarious suffering. He had
helped to draw the limb into place, and it had been his first close
contact with human pain. It was different from branding calves, and he
had slipped out of the room as soon as possible. The morning sun was
now pouring through the window, and the distraught look on the boy's
face touched her even more than the frankness of the words spoken in
the darkness. She suddenly remembered that he had been up all
night--for her. She would not deceive herself with the thought that it
was for her father's sake Dave had galloped to town, found a doctor,
secured a fresh team and driven back along the little-used foothill
trails. She recalled the doctor's terse description of that journey.
No doubt Dave would have done it all for her father, had her father
been there alone, but as things were she had a deep conviction that he
had done it for her. And it was with a greater effort than seemed
reasonable that she laid her fingers on his arm and said, "Thank you,
Dave."
"What for?" he asked, and she could not doubt the genuineness of his
question.
"Why, for bringing the doctor, and all that. Driving all night on
those awful roads. We fell off them in day time. I am sure I
can't--Father won't be able to--"
"Oh, shucks," he interrupted, with a manner which, on the previous
afternoon, she would have called rudeness. "That's nothin'. But say,
I brought home some grub. The chuck here was pretty tame; guess you
found that out last night." He looked about the room, and she knew
that he was taking note of her house-cleaning, but he made no remark on
the subject.
"Well, let's get breakfast," she said, after a moment's pause, and for
lack of other conversation. "You must be hungry."
Dave's purchases had been liberal. They included fresh meat and
vegetables, canned goods, coffee, rice and raisins. He laid the last
three items on the table with a great dissembling of indifference, for
he was immensely proud of them. They were unwonted items on the Elden
bill of fare; he had bought them especially for her. From somewhere
the knowledge had been borne in upon him that city people frequently
drink coffee for breakfast, and the rice and raisins were an
inspiration quite his own. He would see what she could do with them.
But she busied herself at the breakfast without a thought of the
epoch-marking nature of these purchases.
"Do you milk?" she asked, presently.
"Milk what?" he demanded, pausing with stove-lid and lifter raised in
his hand, in the half-completed act of putting wood on the fire.
"Dave!" she cried. "Put that lid down. Look at the smoke." A blue
cloud was curling under the rafters. "Yes," he said, with great
composure. "It always does that in this country."
She shot a quick glance at him. Was he making fun of her? No; plainly
not; he was just making fun _with_ her; he had a vein of humor. And a
little before she had found his face drawn in sympathy for her father.
Perhaps for her. . . . He was not all on the surface.
He completed his operation at the stove and returned the lid to its
place with no lack of deliberation. He was evidently waiting for her
to speak again, but she worked on in silence.
"What did you say about milking?" he ventured at length.
"I asked you if you milked," she said, with an attempt at curtness.
"And you answered, 'Milk what?' as though that were clever. And we
need milk for breakfast."
"Well, I was serious enough," he said. "There isn't a cow within
twenty miles."
"No cows? Why, I thought this was the ranching country?"
"Sure thing. We sell beef and buy milk. Let me show you."
He approached a packing-case on the wall, walking softly and extending
his hands as though to touch it gently, and murmuring, "So boss; so
boss," as he went. From the box he removed a tin of condensed milk,
which he set on the table. In his pocket he found a nail, and with a
hammer quickly made two holes in the tin.
"Milkin' is finished," he announced.
At this juncture the doctor, who had been resting in the room with his
patient, entered the kitchen. During the setting of the limb he had
gradually become aware of the position of Irene in the household, but
had that not been so, one glance at the boy and girl as they now stood
in the bright morning sunshine, he with his big, wiry frame, his brown
face, his dark eyes, his black hair; she, round and knit and smooth,
with the pink shining through her fair skin and the light of youth
dancing in her grey eyes and the light of day glancing on her brown
hair, must have told him they had sprung from widely separated stock.
For one perilous moment he was about to apologize for the mistake made
in the darkness, but some wise instinct closed his lips. But he
wondered why she had not corrected him.
They were seated at breakfast when the senior Elden made his
appearance. He had slept off his debauch and was as sober as a man in
the throes of alcoholic appetite may be. He was only partially
dressed; his face had the peculiar bulginess of the hard drinker; his
eyes were watery and shifty, and several days' growth of beard, with
patchy grey and black spots, gave a stucco effect to his countenance.
His moustache drooped over a partly open mouth; the top of his large
head was bald, and the hair that hung about his ears was much darker
than his moustache. Seeing the strangers, he hesitated in his lurch
toward the water pail, steadied himself on wide-spread feet, very flat
on the floor, and waved his right hand slowly in the air. Whether this
was to be understood as a form of salutation or a gesture of defiance
was a matter of interpretation.
"Vishitors," said the old man, at length. "Alwaysh welcome, m'sure.
'Sh scush me." He made his uncertain way to the water bench, took a
great drink, and set about washing his face and hands, while the
breakfast proceeded in silence. As his preparations neared completion
Irene set a place at the table.
"Won't you sit down here, Mr. Elden?" she said. There had been no
introductions. Dave ate on in silence.
"Thank you," said the old man, and there was something in his voice
which may have been emotion, or may have been the huskiness of the
heavy drinker's throat. The girl gave it the former explanation.
Perhaps it was his unintended tribute to that touch of womanly
attentiveness to which his old heart still beat response. As he took
the proffered chair she saw in this old man shreds of dignity which the
less refined eye of his son had not distinguished. To Dave, his father
was an affliction to be borne; an unfair load on a boy who had done
nothing to deserve this punishment. The miseries associated with his
parentage had gone far to make him sour and moody. Irene at first had
thought him rude and gloomy; flashes of humor had modified that
opinion, but she had not yet learned that his disposition was naturally
a buoyant one, weighed down by an environment which had made it soggy
and unresponsive. In years to come she was to know what unguessed
depths of character were to be revealed when that stoic nature was
cross-sectioned by the blade of a keen and defiant passion. This
morning she foresaw nothing of those future revelations, but in the old
man her instinct detected qualities which perhaps were awaiting only
some touch of sympathetic understanding to flash forth even yet like
that burst of sunset radiance which sometimes marks the close of a
leaden day.
Mr. Elden promptly engaged the doctor in conversation, and in a few
moments had gleaned the main facts in connection with the accident and
the father and daughter which it had brought so involuntarily under his
roof. He was quite sober now, and his speech, although slovenly, was
not indelicate. He was still able to pay to woman that respect which
curbs the coarseness of a tongue for years subjected to little
discipline.
After breakfast Irene attended to the wants of her father, and by this
time the visiting doctor was manifesting impatience to be away. Other
fees were calling him, and he assured Doctor Hardy, what the latter
quite well knew, that nothing more could be done for him at present.
He would come again at any time if summoned by the young man, or if his
professional duties should bring him into the neighborhood of the Elden
ranch. But Dave declared with prompt finality that the horses must
rest until after noon, and the doctor, willy-nilly, spent the morning
rambling in the foothills. Meanwhile the girl busied herself with work
about the house, in which she was effecting a rapid transformation.
After the mid-day dinner Dave harnessed the team for the journey to
town, but before leaving inquired of Irene if there were any special
purchases, either personal or for the use of the house, which she would
recommend. With some diffidence she mentioned one that was uppermost
in her thoughts: soap, both laundry and toilet. Dr. Hardy had no
hesitation in calling for a box of his favorite cigars and some new
magazines, and took occasion to press into the boy's hand a bill out of
all proportion to the value of the supplies requested. There was an
argument in the yard, which the girl did not fully hear, between father
and son, but she gathered that the old man insisted on going to town,
and, failing that, that Dave should replenish his stock of whiskey, to
neither of which would the young man consent. It was evident that Dave
was the responsible person in the affairs of the Elden ranch.
The day was introductory to others that were to follow. Dave returned
the next afternoon, riding his own horse, and heavily laden with
cigars, magazines, soap, and with a soft little package which proved to
be a sponge, which he had bought on his own initiative, and which he
tendered to Irene. She took it with slowly rising color, and with a
strange misgiving whether this was a bona fide contribution to the
toilet equipment of the house, or a quiet satire designed to offset the
effect of the appeal for soap.
The following day it was decided that the automobile, which since the
accident had lain upturned by the roadway, should be brought to the
ranch buildings. Dave harnessed his team, and, instead of riding one
of the horses, walked behind, driving by the reins, and accompanied by
the girl, who had proclaimed her ability to steer the car. When they
reached the stream she hesitated, remembering her mishap, but the boy
slipped his unoccupied hand firmly under her arm, and they walked the
log in safety. It seemed to Irene that he continued his assistance
when it was no longer needed, but she accepted the courtesy without
remark.
With the aid of the team and Dave's lariat the car was soon righted,
and was found to be none the worse for its deflection from the beaten
track. Irene presided at the steering wheel, watching the road with
great intentness, and turning the wheel too far on each occasion, which
gave to her course a somewhat wavy or undulating order, such as is
found in bread knives, or perhaps a better figure would be to compare
it to that rolling motion affected by fancy skaters. However, the mean
of her direction corresponded with the mean of the trail, and all went
merrily until the stream was approached. Here was a rather steep
descent, and the car showed a sudden purpose to engage the horses in a
contest of speed. The animals were suspicious enough at best of their
strange wagon, and had no thought of allowing it to assume the
initiative. Now, Irene knew perfectly well where the brake was, and
how to use it. In fact, there were two brakes, operated by different
members, and perhaps it was this duplication, intended to insure
safety, that was responsible for her undoing. Her first impulse was to
use the emergency, but to do so she must remove her hand from the
steering wheel, where it was very fully occupied. She did start to put
this impulse into effect, but an unusually violent deflection caused
her to reconsider that intention. She determined to use the foot
brake, a feat which was accomplished, under normal conditions, by
pressing one foot firmly against a contraption somewhere beneath the
steering post. She shot a quick glance downward, and to her alarm
discovered not one, but three contraptions, all apparently designed to
receive the pressure of a foot--if one could reach them--and as similar
as the steps of a stair. This involved a further hesitation, and in
automobiling he who hesitates invites a series of rapid experiences.
By this time all Irene's attention was required to bring the car to
some unanimity of direction. It was quite evident that it was running
away. It was quite evident that the horses were running away. The
situation assumed the qualities of a race, and the only matter of grave
doubt related to its termination. Dave, still holding fast to the
reins, ran beside the car with prodigious strides which enabled him to
bring but little restraint upon the team, and Irene held to the
steering wheel with a grip of desperation.
Then they struck the water. It was not more than two feet deep, but
the extra resistance it caused, and the extra alarm it excited in the
horses, resulted in the breaking of the lariat. Dave still clung fast
to his team, and, now that the terrifying rival no longer pursued them,
they were soon brought to a standstill. Having pacified them he tied
them to a post and returned to the stream. The car sat in the middle;
the girl had put her feet on the seat beside her, and the swift water
flowed by a few inches below. She was laughing merrily when Dave, very
wet in parts, appeared on the bank.
"Well, I'm not wet, except for a little splashing," she said, "and you
are. Does anything occur to you?" Without reply he walked stolidly
into the cold water, took her in his arms, and carried her ashore. The
lariat was soon repaired and the car hauled to the ranch buildings
without further mishap.
Later in the day he said to her, "Can you ride?"
"Some," she answered. "I have ridden city horses, but don't know about
these ranch animals. You know, a city horse has to do as he is told,
but a ranch horse seems to do pretty much as he likes. But I would
like to try--if I had a saddle."
"I have an extra saddle," he said. "But it's a man's. . . . They all
ride that way here."
She made no answer, and the subject was dropped for the time. But the
next morning she saw Dave ride away, leading a horse by his side. He
did not return until evening, but when he came the idle horse carried a
saddle.
"It's a strad-legger," he said when he drew up beside Irene, "but it's
a girl's. I couldn't find anythin' else in the whole diggin's."
"I'm sure it will do--splendidly--if I can just stick on," she replied.
But another problem was already in her mind. It apparently had not
occurred to Dave that women require special clothing for riding,
especially if it's a "strad-legger." She opened her lips to mention
this, then closed them again. He had been to enough trouble on her
account. He had already spent a whole day scouring the country for a
saddle. . . . She would manage some way.
Late that night she was busy with scissors and needle.
CHAPTER THREE
Dr. Hardy recovered from his injuries as rapidly as could be expected,
and, while he chafed somewhat over spending his holidays under such
circumstances, the time passed not unhappily. Had he sought the world
over for a haven from the intrusion of business or professional cares
he could have found it nowhere in greater perfection than in the
foothill country centering about the Elden ranch. Here was an Arcadia
where one might well return to the simple life; a little bay of still
water sheltered from the onrushing tide of affairs by the warm brown
prairies and the white-bosomed mountains towering through their
draperies of blue-purple mist. It was life as far removed from his
accustomed circles as if he had been suddenly spirited to a different
planet. It was life without the contact of life, without the crowd and
jostle and haste and gaiety and despair that are called life; but the
doctor wondered if, after all, it did not come nearer to filling the
measure of experience--which is life.
A considerable acquaintanceship had sprung up between him and the
senior Elden. The rancher had come from the East forty years before,
but in turning over their memories the two men found many links of
association; third persons known to them both; places, even streets and
houses common to their feet in early manhood; events of local history
which each could recall, although from different angles. And Elden's
life in the West had been a treasury of experience, in which he now
dipped for the first time in years, regaling his guest with tales of
the open range long before barbed wire had stuck its poisoned fang into
the heart of the ranchman; tales of horse-stealing and cattle-rustling,
with glimpses of sudden justice unrecorded in the official documents of
the territory; of whiskey-running and excess and all those large
adventures that drink the red blood of the wilderness. In his grizzled
head and stooping frame he carried more experiences than would fill a
dozen well-rounded city lives, and he had the story-teller's art which
scorns to spoil dramatic effect by a too strict adherence to fact. But
over one phase of his life he kept the curtain resolutely down. No ray
of conversation would he admit into the more personal affairs of his
heart, or of the woman who had been his wife, and even when the talk
turned on the boy he quickly withdrew it to another topic, as though
the subject were dangerous or distasteful. But once, after a long
silence following such a diversion, had he betrayed himself into a
whispered remark, an outburst of feeling rather than a communication.
"I've been alone so much," he said. "It seems I have never been
anything but alone. And--sooner or later--it gets you--it gets you."
"You have the boy," ventured the doctor.
"No," he answered, almost fiercely. "That would be different, I could
stand it then. But I haven't got him, and I can't get him. He
despises me because--because I take too much at times." He paused as
though wondering whether to proceed with this unwonted confidence, but
the ache in his heart insisted on its right to human sympathy. "No, it
ain't that," he continued. "He despises me because he thinks I wasn't
fair to his mother. He can't understand. He doesn't know yet that
there's things--pulls and tugs of life, that lead a man as helpless as
a steer chokin' in his lasso. I was like that. I wanted to be good to
her, to be close to her. Then I took to booze, as natural as a steer
under the brandin' iron roars to drown his hurt. But the boy don't
understand." The old man got up and stood at the western window,
watching the gold of approaching sunset gather on the mountains. . . .
"He despises me." Then, after a long silence, "No matter. I despise
myself."
The doctor approached and placed a hand on his shoulder. But Elden was
himself again. The curtains of his life, which he had drawn apart for
a moment, he whipped together again rudely, almost viciously, and
covered his confusion by plunging into a tale of how he had led a breed
suspected of cattle rustling on a little canter of ten miles with a
rope about his neck and the other end tied to the saddle. "He ran
well," said the old man, chuckling still at the reminiscence. "And it
was lucky he did. It was a strong rope."
The morning after Dave had brought in the borrowed saddle Irene
appeared in a sort of bloomer suit, somewhat wonderfully contrived from
the spare skirt to which allusion has been made, and announced a
willingness to risk life and limb on any horse that Dave might select
for that purpose. He provided her with a dependable mount, and their
first journey, taken somewhat gingerly along the principal trail, was
accomplished without incident. It was the fore-runner of many others,
plunging deeper and deeper into the fastnesses of the foothills, and
even into the passes of the very mountains themselves. These long
rides through the almost untracked wilderness, frequently along paths
on which the element of danger was by no means a mere fancy, and into
regions where the girl's sense of distance and direction were totally
confused, afforded her many side-lights on the remarkable nature of her
escort. His patience was infinite, and, although there were no silk
trappings to his courtesy, it was a very genuine and manly deference he
paid her. She was quite sure that he would at any moment give his life
if needed to defend her from injury--and accept the transaction as a
matter of course. His physical endurance was inexhaustible, and his
knowledge of prairie and foothill seemed to her almost uncanny. When
she had been utterly lost for hours he would suddenly swing their
horses' heads about and guide them home with the accuracy of the wild
goose on its nights to the nesting grounds. He read every sign of
footprint, leaf, water, and sky with unfailing insight. He had no
knowledge of books, and she had at first thought him ignorant, but as
the days went by she had found in him a mine of wisdom which shamed her
ready-made education.
[Illustration: These long rides afforded her many side-lights on the
remarkable nature of her escort.]
After such a ride they one day dismounted in a grassy opening among the
trees that bordered a mountain canyon. The waters of ages had
chiselled a sharp passage through the rock, and the green stream now
swirled in its rapid course a hundred feet below. Fragments of rock,
loosened by the sun and wind and frost of centuries, had fallen from
time to time, leaving sheltered nooks and shelves in the walls of the
canyon. In one of these crevices they found a flat stone that gave
comfortable seating, and here they rested while the horses browsed
their afternoon meal on the grass above. Little irregular bits of
stone had broken off the parent rock, and for awhile they amused
themselves with tossing these into the water. But both were conscious
of a gradually increasing tension in the atmosphere. For days the boy
had been moody. It was evident he was harbouring something that was
calling through his nature for expression, and Irene knew that this
afternoon he would talk of more than trees and rocks and footprints of
the wild things of the forest.
"Your father is gettin' along well," he said at length.
"Yes," she answered. "He has had a good holiday, even with his broken
leg. He is looking ever so much better."
"You will be goin' away before long," he continued.
"Yes," she answered, soberly, and waited.
"Things about here ain't goin' to be the same after you're gone," he
went on. He was avoiding her eyes and industriously throwing bits of
crumbled rock into the canyon. He wore no coat, and the neck of his
shirt was open, for the day was warm. Had he caught her side-long
glances even his slow, self-deprecating mind must have read their
admiration. But he kept his eyes fixed on the green water.
"You see," he said, "before you came it was different. I didn't know
what I was missin', an' so it didn't matter. Not but what I was
dog-sick of it at times, but still I thought I was livin',--thought
this was life, and, of course, now I know it ain't. At least, it won't
be after you're gone."
"That's strange," she said, not in direct answer to his remark, but as
a soliloquy on it as she turned it over in her mind. "This life, now,
seems empty to you. All my old life seems empty to me. This seems to
me the real life, out here in the foothills, with the trees, and the
mountains, and--and our horses, you know."
She might have ended the sentence in a way that would have come much
closer to him, and been much truer, but conventionality had been bred
into her for generations and she did not find it possible yet freely to
speak the truth. Indeed, as she thought of her position here it seemed
to her she had become shamelessly unconventional. She thought of her
mother, careful, correct,--"Always be correct, my dear,"--and wondered
what she would say could she see her only child on these wild,
unchaperoned rides and in these strange confidences where she was a
girl and Dave was a boy and all the artificialities with which society
aims to protect itself had been stripped away. There was a dash of
adventure which added to the relish of the situation.
"It's such a wonderful life," she continued. "One gets so strong and
happy in it."
"You'd soon get sick of it," he said. "We don't see nothin'. We don't
learn nothin'. Reenie, I'm eighteen, an' I bet you could read an'
write better'n me when you was six."
"Did you never go to school?" she asked, in genuine surprise. She knew
his speech was ungrammatical, but thought that due to careless training
rather than to no training at all.
"Where'd I go to school?" he demanded bitterly. "There ain't a school
within forty miles. Guess I wouldn't have went if I could," he added
as an afterthought, wishing to be quite honest in the matter. "School
didn't seem to cut no figure--until jus' lately."
"But you have learned--some?" she continued.
"Some. When I was a little kid my father used to work with me at
times. He learned me to read a little, an' to write my name, an' a
little more. But things didn't go right between him an' mother, an' he
got to drinkin' more an' more, an' just makin' hell of it. We used to
have a mighty fine herd of steers here, but it's all shot to pieces.
We don't put up hardly no hay, an' in a bad winter they die like
rabbits. When we sell a bunch the old man'll stay in town for a month
or more, blowin' the coin and leavin' the debts go. But I've been
fixin' him this year or two. I sneak a couple of steers away now an'
then, an' with the money I keep our grocery bills paid up, an' have a
little to rattle in my jeans. My credit's good at any store in town,"
and Irene thrilled to the note of pride in his voice as he said this.
The boy had real quality in him. "But I'm sick of it all," he
continued. "Sick of it, an' I wanna get out."
"You think you are not educated," she answered, trying to meet his
outburst as tactfully as possible. "Perhaps you are not, the way we
think of it in the city. But I guess there's a good many things you
can't learn out of books, and I guess you could show the city boys a
good many things they don't know, and never will know."
For the first time he looked her straight in the face. His dark eyes
met her grey ones, and demanded truth. "Irene," he said, "do you mean
that?"
"Sure I do," she answered. "College courses, and all that kind of
thing; they're good stuff, all right, but they make some awful nice
boys--real live boys, you know--into some awful dead ones. Either they
get the highbrow, and become bores, or the swelled head, and become
cads. Not all, you know, but lots of them. And then when they get out
they have to start learning the real things of life--things that you
have been learning here for ever so long. My father says about the
best education is to learn to live within your income, pay your debts,
and give the other fellow a chance to do the same. They don't all
learn that in college. So when they get out they have to go and work
for somebody who has learned it, like you have. Then there's the
things you do, just like you were born to it, that they couldn't do to
save their lives. Why, I've seen you smash six bottles at a stretch,
you going full gallop, and whooping and shooting so we could hardly
tell which was which. And ride--you could make more money riding for
city people to look at than most of those learned fellows, with letters
after their names like the tail of a kite, will ever see. But I
wouldn't like you to make it that way. There's more useful things to
do."
He was comforted by this speech, but he referred to his accomplishments
modestly. "Ridin' an' shootin' ain't nothin'," he said.
"I'm not so sure," she answered. "Father says the day is coming when
our country will want men who can shoot and ride more than it will want
lawyers or professors."
"Well, when it does, it can call on me," he said, and there was the
pride in his voice which comes to a boy who feels that in some way he
can take a man's place in the world. "Them is two things I sure can
do."
Years later she was to think of her remark and his answer, consecrated
then in clean red blood.
They talked of many things that afternoon, and when at last the
lengthening shadows warned them it was time to be on the way they rode
long distances in silence. Both felt a sense which neither ventured to
express, that they had travelled very close in the world of their hopes
and sorrows and desires. Perhaps, as they rode along the foothill
trail, they were still journeying together down the long, strange
trails of the future; dim, visionary, exquisite trails; rough, hard,
cruel trails hidden in the merciful mirage of their young hopefulness.
The shadows had deepened into darkness, and the infinite silence of the
hills hung about them as they dropped from their saddles at the Elden
door. A light shone from within, and Dr. Hardy, who was now able to
move about with the aid of a home-made crutch, could be seen setting
the table, while Mr. Elden stirred a composition on the stove. They
chatted as they worked, and there was something of the joy of little
children in their companionship. The young folks watched for a moment
through the window, and in Dave's heart some long-forgotten emotion
moved momentarily at the sight of the good fellowship prevailing in the
old house. Irene, too, was thinking; glimpses of her own butlered
home, and then this background of primal simplicity, where the old
cow-man cooked the meals and the famous specialist set the plates on
the bare board table, and then back of it all her mother, sedate and
correct, and very much shocked over this mingling of the classes. But
the girl's reverie was cut short by a sudden affectionate licking of
her fingers, and glancing downward she found Brownie, adopted early in
her visit at the Eldens', expressing its fondness in the only fashion
at its command.
The calf had been an incident in her ranch experience. It was a late
comer, quite unable to keep pace with the earlier fruits of the herd,
and had the additional misfortune to be born of an ambitious mother,
who had no thought of allowing her domestic duties to impair her social
relationships with the matrons and males of her immediate set. She had
no place for old-fashioned notions; she was determined to keep up with
the herd and the calf might fare as best it could. So they rambled
from day to day; she swaggering along with the set, but turning now and
then to send an impatient moo toward the small brown body stuck on four
long, ungainly legs,--legs which had an unfortunate habit of folding
up, after the fashion of a jack knife, upon unforeseen occasions, and
precipitating the owner in a huddled mass on the ground. At rare
times, when heaven must have stooped close about the herd, the mother
instinct would assert itself, and the cow would return to her
offspring, licking it lavishly and encouraging it with mooings of deep
affection, but such periods of bliss were of short duration. The lure
of "the life" was too great for her; she felt herself born for more
important roles than mere motherhood, and she would presently rush away
to her favourite circle, leaving her begotten to such fates as might
befall.
It was on such an occasion, when left far behind, that one of the
ungainly legs found its way into a badger hole. The collapse was
harder and more complete than usual, and the little sufferer would have
died there had he not been found by Dave and Irene in the course of
their rides. Dave, after a moment's examination, drew his revolver,
but Irene pled for the life of the unfortunate.
"Oh, don't kill it, Dave," she cried. "You couldn't kill it! Let's
get the wagon and take it home. It'll get all right, won't it?"
"Never be worth a----," said Dave, checking his vocabulary in the nick
of time. "Once they begin to give trouble you might's well knock 'em
on the head."
"But it's cruel," she protested. "Just to kill it because it's hurt."
"I don't know about the cruel," he answered. "You see, they're all
raised, every one of 'em, to be killed, anyway. Jus' like people, I
guess. Sooner or later. But if your heart's set on this little
crittur, we'll save it's long as we can."
So the calf was taken home and became Irene's special care. The mother
was captured and tied up in the corral, and the calf, although lame,
began to thrive and wax strong. It would gallop in its ungainly way
about the yard, in its exuberation of youthful innocence, while the
mother pined for the latest scandal from the great fields over the
hills.
"Brownie, we'll call it," said Irene, "on account of its colour."
"All right," said Dave, "on account of your sweater. That'll sort o'
show the connection."
So this night she rubbed its nose, and scratched its forehead, and then
reproved its affection, which had a habit of running to extremes. And
the mother cow mooed from the corral, and Brownie forgot his
benefactress and ambled away at the call of the blood.
"Well, you youngsters must have this country pretty well explored,"
said Dr. Hardy, as they entered the house. "Where was it today: the
prairies, the foothills, or the real fellows behind?"
"The canyon, up the river," said Irene, drawing off her sweater.
"What's the eats? Gee, I'm hungry. Getting pretty supple, Daddykins,
aren't you?"
"Yes, an' I'm sorry for it, Miss," said the old rancher. "Not wishin'
him any harm, or you neither. We was jus' talkin' it over, an' your
father thinks he's spry enough for the road again. Ain't ever goin' to
be like it use to be after he's gone, an' you."
So the afternoon's conversations in the canyon and the cabin had been
on the same theme, although prompted by very different emotions. Yet
the girl wondered whether the loneliness in the old man's heart, which
cried out to his own sex, might not bear some relationship to a
strange, new sense she herself was experiencing; a sense which reminded
her that she was incomplete--and alone. And it called across the
barrier of sex for completion.
"We'll be sorry to go," said the doctor. "That's what I've been saying
all day, and thinking, too. If misfortunes can be lucky, ours was one
of that kind. I don't know when I've enjoyed a holiday so much. What
do you say, girl?" he asked, as he rested an arm on her round, firm
shoulder and looked with fatherly fondness into the fine brown of her
face.
"I've never known anything like it," she answered. "It's wonderful.
It's life." Then with a sudden little scream she exclaimed, "Oh,
Daddy, why can't you sell your practice and buy a ranch? Wouldn't that
be wonderful?"
"Your mother might not see it that way," he replied, and her eyes fell.
Yes, that was the obstacle. She would have to go back to the city, and
talk by rule, and dress by rule, and behave by rule, and be correct.
She wondered how often her father had turned from the path of the true
adventure because her mother "might not see it that way."
"It's been a good time," the doctor continued, when they had commenced
supper, "but I've already overstayed my holiday. Well, I had good
excuse. I feel that I can travel now, and my leg will be pretty strong
by the time I am back East. If Dave will oblige us by going to town
to-morrow and bringing back someone who can drive a car we will be able
to start the following morning. I will just take the car to town and
either sell it there or ship it."
The following morning found Dave early on the trail, leading a saddled
horse by his side. The hours were leaden for the girl all that day,
and looking into the future she saw the spectre of her life shadowed
down the years by an unutterable loneliness. How could she ever drop
it all--all this wild freedom, this boundless health, this great
outdoors, this life, life, how could she drop it all and go back into
the little circle where convention fenced out the tiniest alien
streamlet, although the circle itself might lie deep in mire? And how
would she give up this boy who had grown so imperceptibly but so
intimately into the very soul of her being; give him up with all his
strength, and virility, and--yes, and coarseness, if you will--but
sincerity too; an essential man, as God made him, in exchange for a
machine-made counterfeit with the stamp of Society? Deeply did she
ponder these questions, and as the day wore on she found herself
possessed of a steadily growing determination that she would not follow
the beaten trail, let the by-paths lead where they might.
Darkness, save for a white moon, had settled over the foothills when
the boy returned with another young man. The stranger ate a ravenous
supper, but was not too occupied to assay conversation with Irene.
Indeed, from their meeting at the doorway his eyes scarcely left her.
He chose to call her cook.
"Swell pancakes, cook," was his opening remark. "Can you find another
for yours truly?"
She refilled his plate without answer.
"Used to know a girl mighty like you," he went on. "Waitress in the
Royal Edward. Gee, but she was swell! A pippin! Class! Say, she had
'em all guessing. Had me guessing myself for awhile. But just for
awhile." He voiced these remarks with an air of intense self-approval
more offensive than the words.
Irene felt the colour rise about her neck and cheeks and run like an
over-flowing stream into her ears and about her hair. It was evident
that, for a second time, Dave had chosen to say nothing to strangers
about her presence at the ranch. But that was not what brought the
colour. She was addressed as a menial, as a hired helper in the Elden
household! Her own honesty told her that even that was not what
brought the colour. It was not even the man's insolent familiarity; it
was his assumption that his familiarity would not be resented. Her
father and Mr. Elden were in Dave's room; Dave had stopped eating and
she saw the veins rising in his clenched fists. But the challenge was
to her, and she would accept it; she felt no need of his protection.
"Fill your stomach," she said, passing more pancakes; "your head is
hopeless."
He attempted a laugh, but the meal was finished in silence. The
stranger lit a cigarette, and Irene went to the door with Dave. An
over-lace of silver moonlight draped the familiar objects near at hand
and faded into the dark, vague lingerie of night where the spruce trees
cut their black wedge along the valley.
"Come for a walk," he whispered. "The horses are tired, so let's walk.
. . . It's our last chance."
She ran for her sweater and rejoined him in a moment. They walked in
silence down a path through the fragrant trees, but Dave turned from
time to time to catch a glimpse of her face, white and fine as ivory in
the soft light. He had much to say; he felt that the ages could not
utter all he had to say to-night, but he was tongue-tied under the
spell of her beauty.
"You squelched him, all right," he broke out at length.
"Just in time, too, I think," she replied. "I was watching your hands."
He smiled a quiet but very confident smile. "Reenie," he said, "that
fellow makes me sick. All the way out he talked about girls. If it
hadn't been that I was makin' the trip for your father I'd 'a' licked
him on the road, sure. He's a city chap, an' wears a white collar, but
he ain't fit to speak your name. Another minute an' I'd 'a' had 'im by
the neck." He seized a spruce limb that stuck across their path. It
was the size of a stout stick but he snapped it with a turn of his
wrist. It was very tough; it oozed sticky stuff where he broke it.
"His neck," he said, between his teeth. "Jus' like that."
They reached an open space. Something black--or was it red?--lay on
the ground. Dave bent over it a moment, then looked up to her white,
clear face, whiter and clearer than ever since witnessing the strength
of his hate.
"It's Brownie," he said, as calmly as he could. "Half et up. Wolves,
I guess."
He saw her eyes grow slowly larger in the moonlight. Without a word
she sank to her knees. He saw her fingers about her head, burrowing in
her hair. Then she looked up, over the black trees, to the sky with
its white moon and its few great stars.
"The poor, poor thing," she breathed. "The poor, innocent thing. Why
did it have to die?"
"It's always the innocent things 'at suffers," he answered.
"Always the innocent things," she repeated mechanically. "Always--"
She sprang to her feet and faced him. "Then what about the justice of
God?" she demanded.
"I don' know nothin' about the justice of God," he answered, bitterly.
"All I know is the crittur 't can't run gets caught."
There was a long pause. "It doesn't seem right," she said at length.
"It ain't right," he agreed. "But I guess it's life. I see it here on
the prairies with every living thing. Everything is a victim, some way
or other. Even the wolves 'at tore this little beast 'll go down to
some rancher's rifle, maybe, although they were only doing what nature
said . . . I guess it's the same way in the cities; the innocent bein'
hunted, an' the innocenter they are the easier they're caught. An'
then the wolves beggin' off, an' sayin' it was only nature."
The girl had no answer. No one had ever talked to her like this. What
did this country boy know? And yet it was plain he did know. He had
lived among the fundamentals.
"I guess I was like that, some," he went on. "I've been caught. I
guess a baby ain't responsible for anything, is it? I didn't pick my
father or my mother, did I? But I got to bear it."
There was something near a break in his voice on the last words. She
felt she must speak.
"I think your father is a wonderful old man," she said, "and your
mother must have been wonderful, too. You should be proud of them
both."
"Reenie, do you mean that?" he demanded. His eyes were looking
straight into hers. Once before he had faced her with that question,
and she had not forgotten.
"Absolutely," she answered. "Absolutely, I mean it."
"Then I'm goin' to say some more things to you," he went on, rapidly.
"Things 'at I didn't know whether to say or not, but now they've got to
be said, whatever happens. Reenie, I haven't ever been to school, or
learned lots of things I should 'a' learned, but I ain't a fool,
neither. I know 'at when you're home you live thousands of miles from
me, but I know 'at in your mind you live further away than that. I
know it's like all the prairies an' all the oceans were between us.
But I know, too, that people cross prairies an' oceans, an' I'm wantin'
to cross. I know it takes time, an' I'll be a slow traveller, but I'm
a mighty persistent crittur when I start out. I didn't learn to break
all those bottles in a day. Well, I can learn other things, too, an' I
will, if only it will take me across. I'm goin' to leave this old
ranch, someway, jus' as soon as it can be arranged. I'm goin' to town,
an' work. I'm strong; I can get pretty good wages. I've been thinkin'
it all over, and was askin' some questions in town to-day. I can work
days and go to school nights. An' I'll do it if--if it'll get me
across. You know what I mean. I ain't askin' no pledges, Reenie, but
what's the chance? I know I don't talk right, an' I don't eat
right--you tried not to notice, but you couldn't help--but Reenie, I
think right, an' I guess with a girl like you that counts more than
eatin' and talkin'."
She had thought she could say yes or no to any question he could ask,
but as he poured forth these plain passionate words she found herself
enveloped in a flame that found no expression in speech. She had no
words. She was glad when he went on.
"I know I'm only a boy, an' you're only a girl. That's why I don' ask
no pledge. I leave you free, only I want you to stay free until I have
my chance. Will you promise that?"
She tried to pull herself together. "You know I've had a good time
with you, Dave," she said, "and I've gone with you everywhere, like I
would not have gone with any other boy I ever knew, and I've talked and
let you talk about things I never talked about before, and I believe
you're true and clean, and--and--"
"Yes," he said. "What's your answer?"
"I know you're true and clean," she repeated. "Come to me--like
that--when I'm a woman and you're a man, and then--then we'll know."
He was tall and straight, and his shadow fell across her face, as
though even the moon must not see. "Reenie," he said, "kiss me."
For one moment she thought of her mother. She knew she stood at the
parting of the ways; that all life for her was being moulded in that
moment. Then she put both her arms about his neck and drew his lips to
hers.
CHAPTER FOUR
Dave's opportunity came sooner than he expected. After the departure
of the Hardys things at the old ranch were as both father and son had
predicted, very different. They found themselves on a sort of good
behaviour; a behaviour which, unhappily excited in each other grave
suspicions as to purpose. Between these two men rude courtesies or
considerations of any kind had been so long forgotten that attempts to
reintroduce them resulted in a sort of estrangement more dangerous than
the old open hostility. The tension steadily increased, and both
looked forward to the moment when something must give way.
For several weeks the old man remained entirely sober, but the call of
the appetite in him grew more and more insistent as the days went by,
and at last came the morning when Dave awoke to find him gone. He
needed no second guess; the craving had become irresistible and his
father had ridden to town for the means to satisfy it. The passing
days did not bring his return, but this occasioned no anxiety to Dave.
In the course of a carouse his father frequently remained away for
weeks at a stretch, and at such times it was Dave's custom to visit the
boys on a ranch a dozen miles over the foothills to the southward.
These boys had a sister, and what was more natural than that Dave
should drown his loneliness in such company?
But this time he did not ride southward over the hills. He moped
around the ranch buildings, sat moodily by the little stream, casting
pebbles in the water, or rode over the old trails on which she had so
often been his companion. The season was bright with all the glory of
the foothill September; the silver dome of heaven, cloudless morning
and noon, ripened with the dying day into seas of gold on which floated
cloud-islands of purple and amethyst, and through the immeasurable
silence of the night moon and stars bathed the deep valleys in
celestial effulgence. But in the heart of the boy was neither sun, nor
moon, nor stars, but only the black gulfs of loneliness from which his
light had gone out.
Then the old man's horse came home. Dave saw it coming up the trail,
not running wildly, but with nervous gallop and many sidelong turnings
of the head. As the boy watched he found a strange emptiness possess
him; his body seemed a phantom on which his head hung over-heavy. He
spoke to the horse, which pulled up, snorting, before him; noted the
wet neck and flanks, and at last the broken stirrup. Then, slowly and
methodically, and still with that strange sensation of emptiness, he
saddled his own horse and set out on the search. . . .
After the last rites had been paid to the old rancher Dave set about at
once to wind up his affairs, and it was not until then that he
discovered how deeply his father had been involved. The selling of the
cattle and the various effects realized only enough to discharge the
liabilities, and when this had been done Dave found himself with a
considerable area of unmarketable land, a considerable bundle of paid
bills, and his horse, saddle and revolver. He rode his horse to town,
carrying a few articles of wear with him. It was only after a stiff
fight he could bring himself to part with his one companion. The last
miles into town were ridden very slowly, with the boy frequently
leaning forward and stroking the horse's neck and ears.
"Tough doin's, ol' Slop-eye," he would say. "Tough doin's. But it's
got to be done. I can't keep you in town; 't ain't like out on the old
ranch. An' I got a bigger job now than ever you an' me stood in on,
an' we've stood in on some big ones, too, ain't we? But that's gone
an' done; that old life's all busted, all of a sudden, like a bottle.
Busted an' run out. I got a big job on now, an' you can't take no
part. You jus' got to get out. You're done, see?" He sold horse and
saddle for sixty dollars and took a room at a cheap hotel until he
should find work and still cheaper lodgings.
In the evening he walked through the streets of the little cow-town.
It was not altogether new to him; he had frequently visited it for
business or pleasure, but he had never felt the sense of strangeness
which oppressed him this night. In the past he had always been in the
town as a visitor; his roots were still in the ranch; he could afford
to notice the ways of the town, and smile to himself a whimsical smile
and go on. But now he was throwing in his lot with the town; he was
going to be one of it, and it stretched no arms of welcome to him. It
snubbed him with its indifference. . . . He became aware that he was
very lonely. He became aware that the gathering twilight in the great
hills had never seemed so vague and empty as the dusk of this strange
town. He realized that he had but one friend in the world; but one,
and of her he knew not so much as her address. . . . He began to
wonder whether he really had a friend at all; whether the girl would
not discard him when he was of no further use just as he had discarded
his faithful old horse. Tears of loneliness and remorse gathered in
his eyes, and a mist not of the twilight blurred the street lamps now
glimmering from their poles. He felt that he had treated the horse
very shabbily indeed. He wanted old Slop-eye back again. He suddenly
wanted him with a terrific longing; wanted him more than anything else
in the world. For a moment he forgot the girl, and all his
homesickness centred about the beast which had been so long his
companion and servant and friend.
"I'll buy him back in the mornin', I will, sure as hell," he said in a
sudden gust of emotion. "We got to stick together. I didn't play fair
with him, but I'll buy him back. Perhaps I can get a job for him, too,
pullin' a light wagon, or somethin'."
The resolution to "play fair" with Slop-eye gradually restored his
cheerfulness, and he walked slowly back to the hotel, looking in at
many window displays as he went. Half shyly he paused before a window
of women's wear; fine, filmy things, soft and elusive, and, he
supposed, very expensive. He wondered if Reenie bought clothes like
that to wear in her city home. And then he began to look for a brown
sweater, and to move from window to window. And presently he found
himself at his hotel.
The men's sitting room now presented a much more animated picture than
when he had registered earlier in the evening. It was filled with
ranchers, cowboys, and cattlemen of all degree; breeders, buyers,
traders, owners and wage-earners, with a sprinkling of townspeople and
others not directly engaged in some phase of the cattle business. The
room was strong with smoke and language and expectoration and
goodfellowship, to which the maudlin carousal of the line-up at the bar
furnished appropriate accompaniment. Through the smoke he could see
another room farther back, in which were a number of pool tables; loud
voices and loud laughter and occasional awe-inspiring rips of profanity
betokened deep interest in the game, and he allowed himself to drift in
that direction. Soon he was in a group watching a gaudily dressed
individual doing a sort of sleight-of-hand trick with three cards on a
table.
"Smooth guy that," said some one at his side. The remark was evidently
intended for Dave, and he turned toward the speaker. He was a man
somewhat smaller than Dave; two or three years older; well dressed in
town clothes; with a rather puffy face and a gold filled tooth from
which a corner had been broken as though to accommodate the cigarette
which hung there. He blew a slow double stream of smoke from his
nostrils and repeated, "Smooth guy that."
"Yes," said Dave. Then, as it was apparent the stranger was inclined
to be friendly, he continued, "What's the idea?"
The stranger nudged him gently. "Come out of the bunch," he said, in a
low voice. When they had moved a little apart he went on, in a
confidential tone: "He has a little trick with three cards that brings
him in the easy coin. He's smooth as grease, but the thing's simple.
Oh, it's awful simple. It's out of date with the circuses in the
States--that was where I got wise to it--but it seems to get 'em here.
Now you watch him for a minute," and they watched through an opening in
the crowd about his table. The player held three cards; two red ones
and a black. He passed them about rapidly over the table, occasionally
turning his hand sideways so that the on-lookers could see the position
of the cards. Then he suddenly threw them, face down, on the table,
each card by itself.
"The trick is to locate the black card," Dave's companion explained.
"It's easy enough if you just keep your eye on the card, but the
trouble with these rubes is they name the card and then start to get
out their money, and while they're fumbling for it he makes a change so
quick they never see it. There's just one way to beat him. Get up
close, but don't say you're going to play; just pretend you're getting
interested. Then when you're dead sure of a card, crack your fist down
on it. Glue yourself right to it, and get out your money with the
other hand. When he sees you do that he'll try to bluff you; say you
ain't in on it, but you just tell him that don't go, this is an open
game and he's got to come through, and the crowd'll back you up. I
stuck him one--a whole hundred first crack--and then he barred me.
Watch him."
Dave watched. Saw the black card go down at one corner of the board;
saw a bystander fumbling for a five dollar bill; saw the bill laid on
the card; saw it turned up--and it was red.
"That _is_ smooth," he said. "I'd 'a' sworn that was the black card."
"So it was--when you saw it," his companion explained. "But you were
just like the sucker that played him. You couldn't help glancing at
the jay getting out his money, and it was in that instant the trick was
done. He's too quick for the eye, but that's how he does it."
Dave became interested. He saw two or three others lose fives and
tens. Then his companion pinched his arm. "Watch that new guy," he
whispered. "Watch him. He's wise."
A new player had approached. He stood near the table for some minutes,
apparently looking on casually; then his left fist came down on one of
the cards. "A hundred on this one," he said, and began thumbing out a
roll with his other hand.
"You ain't playin'," said the dealer. "You ain't in on this."
"Ain't I? What do you say, fellows?" turning to the crowd. "Am I in
or not?"
"Sure you're in," they exclaimed. "Sure you're in," repeated a big
fellow, lounging forward. "If this guy ain't in we clean you out, see?"
"It's on me," said the dealer, with an ugly smile. "Well, if I must
pay, I pay. Turn 'er up."
It was black. The dealer paid out a hundred dollars to the new player,
who quickly disappeared in the crowd.
Dave had made his decision. It was plain his companion's tip was
straight. There was just one way to beat this game, but it was simple
enough when you knew how. He sidled close to the table, making great
pretense of indifference, but watching the cards closely with his keen
black eyes. The dealer showed his hand, made a few quick passes, and
the black card flew out to the right. This was Dave's chance. He
pounced on it with his left hand, while his other plunged into his
pocket.
"Sixty dollars on this one," he cried, and there was the triumphant
note in his voice of the man who knows he has beaten the other at his
own game.
"You ain't playin'," said the dealer. "You ain't in on this."
"That don't go," said Dave, very quietly. "You're playin' a public
game here, an' I choose to play with you, this once. Sixty dollars on
this card." He was fumbling his money on the table.
"You ain't playin'," repeated the dealer. "You're a butt-in. You
ain't in this game at all."
"Sure he's in," said the crowd.
"Sure he's in," repeated the big fellow who had interfered before.
"He's a stranger here, but you play with him or you don't play no more
in this joint, see?"
"That's hittin' me twice in the same spot, an' hittin' me hard," whined
the dealer, "but you got it on me. Turn 'er up."
The card was red.
Dave looked at it stupidly. It was a moment or two before he realized
that his money was gone. Then, regardless of those about, he rushed
through the crowd, flinging by-standers right and left, and plunged
into the night.
He walked down a street until it lost itself on the prairie; then he
followed a prairie trail far into the country. The air was cold and a
few drops of rain were flying in it, but he was unconscious of the
weather. He was in a rage, through and through. More than once his
hand went to his revolver, and he half turned on his heel to retrace
his steps, but his better judgment led him on to fight it out with
himself. Slop-eye was now a dream, a memory, gone--gone. Everything
was gone; only his revolver and a few cents remained. He gripped the
revolver again. With that he was supreme. No man in all that town of
men, schooled in the ways of the West, was more than his equal while
that grip lay in his palm. At the point of that muzzle he could demand
his money back--and get it.
Then he laughed. Hollow and empty it sounded in the night air, but it
was a laugh, and it saved his spirit. "Why, you fool," he chuckled.
"You came to town for to learn somethin', didn't you? Well, you're
learnin'. Sixty dollars a throw. Education comes high, don't it? But
you shouldn't kick. He didn't coax you in, an' gave you every chance
to back away. You butted in and got stung. Perhaps you've learned
somethin' worth sixty dollars."
With these more philosophical thoughts he turned townward again, and as
he tramped along his light heartedness re-asserted itself. His sense
of fairness made him feel that he had no grievance against the card
sharper, and in his innocence of the ways of the game it never occurred
to him that the friendly stranger who had showed him how to play it,
and the big fellow who insisted on his being "in", and the other player
who had won a hundred dollars a few minutes before, were all partners
with the sharper and probably at this moment were dividing his sixty
dollars--the price of old Slop-eye--between them.
Early next morning he was awake and astir. The recollection of his
loss sent a sudden pang through his morning spirits, but he tried to
close his mind to it. "No use worryin' over that," he said, jingling
the few coins that now represented his wealth. "That's over and gone.
I traded sixty dollars for my first lesson. Maybe it was a bad trade,
but anyway, I ain't goin' to squeal." He turned that thought over in
his mind. It suddenly occurred to him that it expressed a principle
which he might very well weave into his new life. "If I can jus' get
that idea, an' live up to it," he said, "never to squeal, no matter
what hits me, nor how, I guess it's worth sixty dollars." He whistled
as he finished dressing, ate his breakfast cheerfully, and set out in
search of employment.
CHAPTER FIVE
Almost the first person he met was the stranger who had schooled him in
the gambling game the night before. He greeted Dave cordially; his
voice had a soft, sedulous, almost feminine quality which Dave had not
noticed in their whispered conversation in the pool room. There was
something attractive about his personality; something which invited
friendship and even confidence, and yet beneath these emotions Dave
felt a sense of distrust, as though part of his nature rebelled against
the acquaintanceship.
"That was the rottenest luck you had last night," the stranger was
saying. "I never saw the beat of it. I knew you were wrong the moment
you had your hand down, but I couldn't butt in then. I was hoping
you'd stay and raise him next time; you might have got your money back
that way."
"Oh, I don't mind the money," said Dave, cheerfully. "I don't want it
back. In fact, I figure it was pretty well spent."
"Lots more where it came from, eh?" laughed the other. "You're from
the ranches, I see, and I suppose the price of a steer or two doesn't
worry you a hair's worth."
"_From_ is right," Dave replied. "I'm from them, an' I'm not goin'
back. As for money--well, I spent my last nickle for breakfast, so
I've got to line up a job before noon."
The stranger extended his hand. "Shake," he said. "I like you.
You're no squealer, anyway. My name is Conward. Yours?"
Dave told his name, and shook hands. Conward offered his cigarette
box, and the two smoked for a few moments in silence.
"What kind of a job do you want?" Conward asked at length.
"Any kind that pays a wage," said Dave. "If I don't like it I'll chuck
it as soon as I can afford t' be partic'lar, but just now I've got to
get a grub-stake."
"I know the fellow that runs an employment agency down here," Conward
answered. "Let's go down. Perhaps I can put you in right."
Conward spoke to the manager of the employment agency and introduced
Dave.
"Nothing very choice on tap to-day," said the employment man. "You can
handle horses, I suppose?"
"I guess I can," said Dave. "Some."
"I can place you delivering coal. Thirty dollars a month, and you
board with the boss."
"I'll take it," said Dave.
The boss proved to be one Thomas Metford. He owned half a dozen teams
and was engaged in the cartage business, specializing on coal. He was
a man of big frame, big head, and a vocabulary appropriate to the
purposes to which he applied it. Among his other possessions were a
wife, numerous children, and a house and barn, in which he boarded his
beasts of burden, including in the term his horses, his men, and his
wife, in the order of their valuation. The children were a by-product,
valueless until such time as they also would be able to work.
Dave's duties were simple enough. He had to drive a wagon to a coal
yard, where a very superior young man, with a collar, would express
surprise that he had been so long gone, and tell him to back in under
chute number so-and-so. It appeared to be always a matter of great
distress to this young man that Dave did not know which chute to back
under until he was told. Having backed into position, a door was
opened. There was a fiction that the coal in the bin should then run
into the wagon box, but, as Dave at once discovered, this was merely a
fiction. Aside from a few accommodating lumps near the door the coal
had to be shovelled. When the box was judged to be full the wagon was
driven on to the scales. If the load were too heavy some of it had to
be thrown off, while the young man with the collar passed remarks
appropriate to the occasion. If the load were too light less distress
was experienced. Then Dave had to drive to an address that was given
him, shovel the coal down a chute located in the most inaccessible
position the premises afforded, and return to the coal yard, where the
young man with the collar would facetiously inquire whether Mrs. Blank
had invited him in to afternoon tea, or if he had been waiting for a
change in the weather.
Conditions in the boarding-house had the value of distracting Dave's
attention from the unpleasantness of his work. Mrs. Metford,
handicapped by her numerous offspring, embittered by the regular
recurrence of her contributions to the State, and disheartened by
drudgery and overwork, had long ago ceased to place any store on
personal appearance or even cleanliness. As Dave watched her slovenly
shuffle to and from the kitchen, preceded and pursued by young Metfords
in all degrees of childish innocence, his mind flew back to dim
recollections of his own mother, and the quiet, noiseless order of
their home. Even in the latter days, when he and his father had been
anything but model housekeepers, they had never known such squalor as
this.
Metford's attitude toward his wife fluctuated from course humour to
brutality, but there was left in the woman no spark of spirit to
resist. With neither tongue nor eye did she make any response, and her
shufflings back and forth were neither hastened nor delayed by the
pleasure of her lord. Her bearing was that of one who has suffered
until the senses are numb, who has drunk the last dregs of bitterness,
for whom no possible change of condition can be worse. Her
indifference was tragic.
The sleeping accommodations had the virtue of simplicity. The Metford
tribe was housed in a lean-to which supported one wall of the kitchen,
and the eight boarders slept upstairs over the main part of the house.
The room was not large, but it had four corners, and in each corner
stood a cheap iron bed with baggy springs and musty mattress. The
ceiling, none too high at any part, sloped at the walls almost to the
edges of the beds. One table and wash basin had to serve for the eight
lodgers; those who were impatient for their turn might omit their
ablutions altogether or perform them in the horse-trough at the barn.
All Metford's employees, with the exception of Dave, were foreigners,
more or less inconversant with the English language. Somewhat to his
surprise, they maintained an attitude of superiority toward him,
carrying on their conversations in a strange tongue, and allowing him
little part in their common life. Dave's spirit, which had always been
accustomed to receive and be received on a basis of absolute equality,
rebelled violently against the intangible wall of exclusion which his
fellow workers built about themselves, and as they had shown no desire
for his company, he retaliated by showing still less for theirs, with
the result that he found himself very much alone and apart from the
life of his new surroundings.
His work and supper were over by seven o'clock each evening, and now
was the opportunity for him to begin the schooling for which he had
left the ranch. But he developed a sudden disinclination to make the
start; he was tired in the evening, and he found it much more to his
liking to stroll down town, smoke cigarettes on the street corners, or
engage in an occasional game of pool. In this way the weeks went by,
and when his month with Metford was up he had neglected to find another
position, so he continued where he was. He was being gradually and
unconsciously submerged in an inertia which, however much it might hate
its present surroundings, had not the spirit to seek a more favourable
environment.
So the fall and winter drifted along; Dave had made few acquaintances
and no friends, if we except Conward, whom he frequently met in the
pool rooms, and for whom he had developed a sort of attachment. His
first underlying sense of distrust had been lulled by closer
acquaintanceship; Conward's mild manner and quiet, seductive voice
invited friendship, and it became a customary thing for the two to play
for small stakes, which Dave won as often as he lost.
One Saturday evening as Dave was on the way to their accustomed resort
he fell in with Conward on the street. "Hello, old man," said Conward,
cheerily, "I was just looking for you. Got two tickets for the show
to-night. Some swell dames in the chorus. Come along. There'll be
doings."
There were two theatres in the town, one of which played to the better
class residents. In it anything of a risque nature had to be presented
with certain trimmings which allowed it to be classified as "art," but
in the other house no such restrictions existed. It was to the latter
that Conward led. Dave had been there before, in the cheap upper
gallery, but Conward's tickets admitted to the best seats in the house.
Dave had adopted town ways to the point where he changed his clothes
and put on a white collar Saturday evenings, and he found himself amid
the gay rustle and perfumes of the orchestra floor with a very pleasant
sense of being somebody among other somebodies. The orchestra played a
swinging air, to which his foot kept tap, and presently the curtain
went up and the show was on with a rush of girls and colour.
It was an entirely new experience. From the upper gallery the actors
and actresses always seemed more or less impersonal and abstract, but
here they were living, palpitating human beings, almost within hand
reach, certainly within eye reach, as Dave presently discovered. There
was a trooping of girls about the stage, with singing and rippling
laughter and sweet, clear voices; then a sudden change of formation
flung a line of girls right across behind the footlights, where they
tripped merrily through motions of mingled grace and acrobatics. Dave
found himself regarding the young woman immediately before him; all in
white she was, with some scintillating material that sparkled in the
glare of the spot-light; then suddenly she was in orange, and pink, and
purple, and mauve, and back again in white. And although she performed
the various steps with smiling abandon, there was in her dress and
manner a modesty which fascinated the boy with a subtlety which a more
reckless appearance would have at once defeated.
And then Dave looked in her face. It was a pretty face,
notwithstanding its grease-paint, and it smiled right into his eyes.
His heart thumped between his shoulders as though it would drive all
the air from his lungs. She smiled at him--for him! Now they were
away again; there were gyrations about the stage, he almost lost her in
the maze; a young man in fine clothes rushed in, and was apparently
being mobbed by the girls, and said some lines in a rapid voice which
Dave's ear had not been trained to catch; and then he danced about with
one of them--with the very one--with his one! My, how nimble she was!
He wondered if she knew the young man very well. They seemed very
friendly. But he supposed she had to do that anyway; it was part of
her job; it was all in the play. Certainly the young man was very
clever, but he didn't like his looks. Certainly he could dance very
well. "I could make him dance different to the tune of a six-shooter,"
Dave said to himself, and then flushed a little. That was silly. The
young man was paid to do this, too. Still it looked like a very good
job. It looked like a very much better job than shovelling coal for
Metford.
Then there was a sudden break-away in the dance, and the girl
disappeared behind a forest, and the mobbing of the young man
recommenced. Dave supposed she had gone to rest; dancing like that
must be hard on the wind. He found little to interest him now in what
was going on on the stage. It seemed rather foolish. They were just
capering around and being foolish. They were a lot of second-raters.
And the young man--it was plain he didn't care a whit for them; he was
just doing it because he had to. There was a vacant seat in front. He
wished the girl behind the forest would come down and rest there. Then
she could see the show herself. Then she could see--
But there was a whirr from the forest, and the girl re-appeared, this
time all in red, but not nearly so much in red as she had previously
been in white. My, what a quick change she had made! And how her
skirt stood out like a rim when she whirled herself! And the young man
left all the rest and went to dance with her again. Dave was not
altogether pleased with that turn of events. But presently the dance
broke up, and they were flung again in line across the stage. And
there she was, all in red--no, not all in red, but certainly not in any
other colour--right before him. And then she looked down and smiled
again at him. And he smiled back. And then he looked at Conward and
saw him smiling, too. And then he felt a very distressing uncertainty,
which brought the colour slowly to his face. He resolved to say
nothing, but watch. And his observations convinced him that the smiles
had been for Conward, not for him. And then he lost interest in the
play.
They hustled into their overcoats to the playing of the National
Anthem. "Hurry," said Conward, "let's get out quick. Ain't she some
dame? There--through the side exit--the stage door is that way. She
promised to have her chum with her--they'll be waiting if we don't
hurry."
Conward steered him to the stage entrance, where a little group was
already congregated. In a moment the girl appeared, handsomely dressed
in furs. Dave would not have known her, but Conward recognized her at
once, and stepped forward. With her was another girl, also from the
chorus, but Dave could not recall her part. He was suddenly aware of
being introduced.
"This is my friend Belton," Conward was saying. Dave was about to
correct him when Conward managed to whisper, "Whist! Your stage name.
Mine's Elward. Don't forget."
Conward took the first girl by the arm, and Dave found himself
following rapidly with the other. They cut through certain side
streets, up a stairway, and into a dark hall. Conward was rattling
keys and swearing amiably in his soft voice. Presently a door opened;
Conward pressed a button, and they found themselves in a small but
comfortably furnished room--evidently bachelor apartments.
The girls threw off their wraps and sauntered about the place,
commenting freely on the furnishings and decorations, while Conward
started a gas grate and put some water to boil.
"Sorry I've nothing for you to eat," he said, "but I've some good
medicine for the thirst."
"Eating's poor business when there's a thirst to be quenched," said one
of the girls, with a yawn. "And believe me, I've a long one."
Conward pulled a table into the centre of the room, set chairs about,
and produced glasses and a bottle. Dave experienced a sudden feeling
as of a poor swimmer beyond his depth. He had never drunk, not even
beer, not so much from principles of abstinence as from disgust over
his father's drunkenness and enmity towards the means of it. . . .
The glasses were filled and raised. "Ho!" said Conward.
"Here's looking!" said one of the girls. Dave still hesitated, but the
other girl clinked her glass against his. "Here's looking at you," she
said, and she appeared to lay special emphasis on the last two words.
Certainly her eyes were on Dave's as she raised her glass to her lips.
And under the spell of those eyes he raised his glass and drained it.
Other glasses were filled and drained. The three were chattering away,
but Dave was but vaguely conscious of their talk, and could weave no
connected meaning into it. His head was buzzing with a pleasant dreamy
sensation. A very grateful warmth surrounded him, and with it came a
disposition to go to sleep. He probably would have gone to sleep had
his eye not fallen on a picture on the wall, It was a picture of a girl
pointing her finger at him. He suspected that she was pointing it at
him, and as he looked more closely he became very sure of it. . . No
girl could point her finger at him. He arose and made a lunge across
the room. He missed her, and with difficulty retraced his steps to the
table to make a fresh start.
"She's makin' fun of me," he said, "an' I don't stand for that. Nobody
can do that with me. Nobody--see? I don't 'low it."
"Oh, you don't," laughed one of the girls, running into a corner and
pointing a finger at him. "You don't?"
He turned his attention to her, steadying himself very carefully before
he attempted an advance. Then, with wide-stretched arms, he bore down
cautiously upon her. When he had her almost within reach she darted
along the edge of the room. He attempted a sudden change in direction,
which ended disastrously, and he found himself very much sprawled out
upon the floor. He was aware of laughter, but what cared he? He was
disposed to sleep. What better place to sleep than this? What better
time to sleep than this? In a moment he was lost to all consciousness.
. . .
It was later in the night when he felt himself being dragged into a
sitting posture. He remonstrated in a mumbling voice. "'S too early,"
he said. "Altogether too early. Early. Whew! Watch 'er spin. Jus'
his job. Paid for it, ain't he?"
"Well, I ain't paid for this," said Conward, rather roughly, "and you
got to pull yourself together. Here, take a little of this; it'll put
some gimp into you." He pressed a glass to his lips, and Dave
swallowed.
"Where am I?" he said, blinking at the light.
He rose uncertainly to his feet and stared about the room in returning
consciousness.
"Where's the girls?" he asked.
"Gone," said Conward, sulkily. "Couldn't expect 'em to stick around
all night to say good bye, could you, and you sleeping off your drunk?"
Dave raised his hand to his head. A sense of disgrace was already upon
him. Then he suddenly turned in anger on Conward.
"You put this up on me," he cried. "You made a fool of me. I've a
mind to bash your skull in for you."
"Don't be silly," Conward retorted. "I didn't enjoy it any more than
you did--introducing you as my friend, and then have you go out like
that. Why didn't you tip me? I didn't know it would put you to sleep."
"Neither did I," said Dave.
"Well, the next thing is to get you home. Can you walk?"
"Sure." Dave started for the door, but his course suddenly veered, and
he found himself leaning over a chair. Conward helped him into his
overcoat, and half led, half shoved him to his boarding house.
CHAPTER SIX
Elden awoke Sunday morning with a feeling that his head had been
boiled. Also he had a prodigious thirst, which he slacked
[Transcriber's note: slaked?] at the water pitcher. It was the
practice of Metford's gang to select one of their number to care for
all the horses on Sundays, while the others enjoyed the luxury of their
one day of leisure. In consequence of this custom the room was still
full of snoring sleepers, and the air was very close and foul.
Dave sat down by the little table that fronted the open window and
rested his head on his hands. It was early spring; the snow was gone;
dazzling sunshine bathed the prairies in the distance, and near at hand
were the twitter of birds and the ripple of water. It was a day to be
alive and about.
But the young man's thoughts were not of the sunshine, nor the fields,
nor the water. He was recalling, with considerable effort, the events
of the previous night; piecing them together in impossible ways;
re-assorting them until they offered some sequence. The anger he had
felt toward Conward had subsided, but the sting of shame rankled in his
heart. He had no doubt that he had furnished the occasion for much
merriment upon the part of the young women, in which, quite probably,
Conward had joined.
"Fool," he said to himself. And because he could think of no more
specific expression to suit his feelings, and because expression of any
kind brought a sort of relief, he kept on repeating the word, "Fool,
fool, fool!" And as his self-condemnation gradually won him back to a
sense of perspective he became aware of the danger of his position. He
went over the events of the recent months, and tried to be rational.
He had left his ranch home to better himself, to learn things, to rise
to be somebody. He had worked harder than ever before, at more
disagreeable employment; he had lived in conditions that were almost
nauseating, and what had he learned? That you can't beat a card man at
his own game, price sixty dollars, and that the gallery seats are
cheaper, and sometimes safer, than the orchestra.
Then all of a sudden he thought of Reenie. He had not thought of her
much of late; he had been so busy in the days, and so tired at nights,
that he had not thought of her much. True, she was always in the back
of his mind; in his subconscious mind, perhaps, but he seemed to have
put her away, like his skill with revolver and lasso. Now she burst
upon him again with all that beauty and charm which had so magnetised
him in those glad, golden days, and the frank cleanness of her girlhood
made him disgusted and ashamed. It was to fit himself for her that he
had come to town, and what sort of mess was he making of it? He was
going down instead of up. He had squandered his little money, and now
he was squandering his life. He had been drunk. . .
Dave's nature was one in which emotions were accelerated with their own
intensity. When he was miserable his misery left no place in his soul
for any ray of sunshine. It fed on itself, and grew to amazing
proportions. It spread out from its original cause and enveloped his
whole life. It tinctured all his relationships, past, present and
future. When a cloud of gloom settled upon him he felt that it would
never lift, but became heavier and heavier until he was crushed under
its weight. And the sudden manner in which Reenie had now invaded his
consciousness intensified the blackness in which he was submerged, as
lightning darkens the storm. He saw her on that last night, with the
moonlight wooing her white face, until his own body had eclipsed it in
a warmer passion, and he heard her words, "I know you are true and
clean."
True and clean. "Yes, thank God, I am still that!" he cried, springing
suddenly to his feet and commencing to dress. "I've been spattered,
but nothing that won't wash off. Perhaps," and he stopped as the great
thought struck him, "perhaps it was the luckiest thing in the world
that the booze did put me out last night. . . It'll wash off."
There was considerable comfort in this thought. He had wasted some
precious months, but he had not gone too far, and there was still time
to turn back. But he must begin work at once on the serious business
of life. With this resolve his spirits returned with a rush, and he
found himself whistling as he completed his toilet. There was no
breakfast for the late sleepers Sunday mornings, and he went at once
into the warm air outside. The sunshine fondled his body, his limbs,
his face; the spring ozone was in his lungs; it was good to be alive.
Alive--for a purpose. Well, he would start at once; how could he begin
a life of purpose to-day? He was quite set on the necessity of doing
something, but quite at sea as to what that something should be. It
occurred to him for the first time that society had been much more
generous in supplying facilities for a boy to go down hill than to go
up.
He became aware of a bell ringing. At first the sound had fallen only
on his subconsciousness, but gradually he became aware of it, as one
being slowly recalled from sleep. Then he remembered that it was
Sunday, and that was a church bell. He had often heard them on
Sundays. He was about to dismiss the matter when a strange impulse
came into his mind. Why not go to church? He had never been in
church, and he felt that the surroundings of the pool hall would be
much more congenial. He had little stomach for church. What if the
rest of the gang should learn he had been at church?
"I believe you're afraid to go," he said to himself. That settled it.
In a few minutes he was at the church door, where an oldish man, after
surveying him somewhat dubiously, gave him a formal handshake and
passed him into the hands of an usher. The usher led him down an aisle
and crowded him into a small pew with several others. There were many
unoccupied pews, so Dave concluded it must be a church policy to fill
them full as far as they went. He also observed that the building was
filling up from the rear, notwithstanding the efforts of the ushers to
cajole the people farther down the aisles. Dave reflected that the
custom here was quite different from the theatre, especially the "rush"
gallery, where every one scrambled for the front seats.
He was very conscious of being observed, and there was an atmosphere of
formality and, as it seemed to him, of strained goodness that made him
uncomfortable. But presently the organ commenced and diverted his
interest from himself. It was very wonderful. His position commanded
a view of the organist, and Dave marvelled at the manner in which that
gentleman's feet hopped about, and how his hands flourished up and
down, and occasionally jumped from the keyboard altogether to jerk out
a piece of the machine.
Then the choir filed in. They were all dressed alike, and the men had
on a kind of gown. Dave thought that was very silly. By some mental
freak he found himself picturing a man with a gown roping a steer, and
it was only by a sudden tightening of his jaws that he prevented an
explosion of amusement. He was still feeling very happy over this when
a tall man entered from a side door and ascended the steps to the
pulpit. He moved very solemnly, and, when he sat down, rested his head
on his hand for a minute. Then he looked over the audience, and Dave
thought that his expression was one of approval. Then he looked at the
ceiling.
"He feels safe in his seat," thought Dave. "No buckin' in this bunch.
Well--"
The organ had broken forth in a great burst of sound and every one was
standing up. Dave did so too, belatedly. Then everybody sang. They
seemed to know just what to sing. It was all new to Dave, but it
sounded all right. It made him feel just like the sunshine did after
the stuffy room. Then they all sat down. Dave was becoming more
alert, and was not caught napping in this movement.
There was a short prayer, which Dave did not understand, and more
singing by everybody, and then the ushers came around for the
collection. Dave did not know how much to put on the plate, but he
supposed a good seat like this in the theatre would cost a dollar, so
he put on that amount. He noticed that his neighbour on one side put
on a nickel, and on the other side nothing at all. He began to think
he must have made a mistake. All this time the organ was playing
boisterously, but suddenly it dropped to a low, meditative theme, and
Dave began to fear it would stop altogether. But no; a young woman was
standing up in the choir; she was pretty, with quite a different air
and a finer comeliness than that of the theatre girls of the night
before. In some vague way she seemed reminiscent of Reenie Hardy.
Dave's introspection was not deep enough to know that any fine girl
would remind him of Reenie Hardy.