CHAPTER XV.

To the Piazza San Marco, in all its beauty and grandeur,--the richest

jewel of the Adriatic's bride,--we must now turn. It is about nine

at night; and beneath the long lines of arcades the gay shops and

_caffès_ are brilliantly lighted up. Their illumination--for, indeed,

it is like one--contrasts well with the darkness of the great Piazza

upon which they give; for, although from the centre of every arch--and

there are in all nearly a hundred--there juts out a gracefully-curved

branch, bearing a lighted lamp, they are but as faint glimmers in that

vast space, making mysterious solemn shade of all around, especially,

as now, when there is no moon to be seen in the deep blue and

star-spangled vault above. The dark mass of San Marco's basilica, the

_campanile_, the adjoining Piazzetta, with the Ducal Palace, the two

columns of oriental marble, surmounted by the bronze lion of St. Mark

and the statue of St. George, still guarding that port where, in days

of old, so many proud galleys sailed in triumph; and opposite, across

the Grand Canal's dark watery road, rising as if from the water's

midst, the dim outlines of San Giorgio in Maggiore and Santa Maria di

Salute:--it is, indeed, a combination unrivalled in the world!

In the centre of the Piazza an Austrian band is playing; and round the

_caffès_ are seated crowds of people sipping coffee or eating ices.

Among them are Mrs. Adair, Flora, and Marie Arbi.

When last we saw them they were in Florence with the Blakes and

Pentons; but now they are alone, and their friends far on their way

towards England.

During the time they spent there, Mr. Barkley was much attracted by

Marie, and was constantly at her side; that is, as constantly as he

could be without rendering his attentions marked. He invariably tried

to keep either with her or with Flora, on the principle, it may be

supposed, that if one cannot be with the especial favourite, the

next best thing is to be with her intimate friend; at all events, it

prevented observations being made. Had there appeared to be anything

serious in his manner, Mrs. Adair would naturally have considered

herself obliged to interfere, as Marie must be given up to the de St.

Severans free from any entanglement; but Mr. Barkley managed so well

that it would have been difficult to say which he liked best, Flora

or Marie, although they were nearly three weeks in Florence, and met

almost every day.

But what were Mr. Barkley's real feelings? Was he only amusing himself,

or was it something deeper? Yes, it was something deeper; he loved

Marie as he had never loved before or would ever love again, even

though he should not marry her, which was very probable, as there would

be many difficulties in the way, and he was one who was more likely to

succumb to difficulties than to bear up against and conquer them.

He was the only son of an Irish nobleman, who--as unfortunately so many

do in the sister island--had lived beyond his income, got his property

deeply into debt, and trusted to his son's making a rich marriage in

order to clear it. Edmund Barkley himself, in a vague way, gave in to

this idea. He thought that fortune would be a most desirable addition

to the charms of the future lady of his choice; but, being fastidious

to a fault, he had hitherto found all the heiresses of his acquaintance

unattractive, and answered the parental urgings to his marrying quickly

with, "Time enough, father; the right heiress has not appeared yet. And

if she should not appear at all,--well, I suppose, as a _pis aller_, I

must take one of those whom you have named; but to make up my mind to

that will require a good long run of freedom." So he kept his liberty,

and went from flower to flower until he met Marie, and--never imagining

that the little unsophisticated African girl could really touch his

world-proved heart--he dashed into a brisk general flirtation with her;

when, one day, to his great dismay, a sad truth dawned upon him. He

caught himself dreaming day-dreams of Marie presiding in his ancestral

halls, and charming everybody around her with her _naïve_ grace, and

her sweet, wild voice warbling her simple ballads, which she sang with

such feeling that all who love music rather as the highest expression

of language than of harmonised and learned combinations--as speaking

to the heart rather than the judgment--would prefer her singing to

that of the finished pupil of a fashionable London master. Marie's

history, too, had taken a strong hold of his imagination; and even

more,--although, perhaps, unknown to himself,--there was a feeling

that this little creature, so unequal to himself in intelligence and

education, had acted with a degree of strength and heroism of which he

was incapable; so that, almost involuntarily, he looked up to her as

something above him, loving her at the same time with the protecting

love of a man for gentleness and innocence.

This discovery set him thinking:--"Marie has no position, and of course

not much fortune; she is not even St. Severan's child, so he may not

give her anything.... It will never do for me; I must think no more

about her in this way. Adieu, then, sweet Marie; would that it could be

otherwise, but it cannot. So, once more adieu, my bright little fairy!"

After these musings he took up a novel which lay on the table; but

Marie would not be dismissed from his thoughts in this summary manner.

He saw her face multiplied in the pages of the book instead of its

printed characters. He closed it and thought he would try a little

music. He went into the saloon, where there was a piano, and began to

play some of his favourite reveries; but insensibly he glided into the

melodies which Marie used to sing, and which he knew so well. Then

the sound of her soft voice began to ring in his ear; and he ceased

to play that he might better listen to those clear young tones which

were sounding, not on his ear, but in his heart.... "Devil take it!"

he exclaimed aloud, and starting up from the piano; "I have never

allowed myself to be really caught by this little wilding! Yet it looks

horribly like it.... I see I must keep away from her!"

He shut down the piano, and went back to his own room; then he took up

the novel again, muttering, "Novels must certainly be gone to the bad

when they can't amuse a man for half-an-hour! I remember the time when

I could sit for hours over them." Mr. Barkley did not seem to remember

that he, perhaps, was changed rather than the novels.

There came a knock at the door. He lazily drawled out, "_Entrate_." In

came his sister with her cloak on, and, seeing him lying in an armchair

in his dressing-gown, with a novel in his hand, she exclaimed--

"What are you about, Edmund? Are you not coming?"

"Where, may I ask?"

"You cannot have forgotten that the Adair and Blake party have got

permission to see San Donato--Demidoff's Villa--and have asked us to go

with them? We are to call for one of the girls at eleven. You know, the

laying out of the grounds is said to be very beautiful, and the house

itself gorgeous. There are collections of paintings, statues, and I

know not what, to say nothing of the charms of _living statues_, Master

Edmund--eh?"

Here was a test for his newly-formed resolution of avoiding Marie.

What a pleasant vista his sister's words had called up, of wandering

in the grounds of San Donato with Marie--getting purposely separated

from the others, and only finding them after a needlessly long search;

but it was just what he ought to keep clear of; and he felt irritated

with Mrs. Penton for thus putting the temptation before him. However,

he would be strong--he would sternly resist it--and in accordance with

this determination he answered gruffly--

"I can't go and expose myself to such a sun as this. I have a headache."

Mrs. Penton turned round from the survey which she had been making of

herself in the glass, and looked at him laughingly as she said--

"What's up now, Edmund? Have the little African's charms palled

already?"

"Damn it!" he muttered, with uncontrollable irritation.

"Damn what, Edmund?" asked his sister, laughing more than ever. "San

Donato or me? or perhaps the little African?"

"How tiresome you are, Maria! I told you that I could not go because I

had a headache, and the sun is so awfully strong to-day."

"Of which I believe as much as you do. You were quite well an hour ago.

The headache is nothing but a sham. Perhaps you have got some new

_innamorata_; but come: the little African is not so bad after all.

She will do once in a way; and you know at first you certainly were a

little _épris_ in that quarter."

"For pity's sake, Maria, go to San Donato, and leave me in peace! How

teasing women can be! What a happy fellow I am not to have a wife!"

"It strikes me, my dear sir, that you are anything but a _happy_ fellow

this morning. Now I am going; but tell me first, what has made you so

bearish?"

"If I am bearish, I think the best thing you can do is to get out of my

way at once."

"I quite agree with you. You might tear me to pieces if I remained

much longer in your den; but I daresay, when this fit has passed over,

you will regret that you did not come with us. Indeed, I should not

be astonished if you were to follow us, if only for the pleasure such

a vain creature would take in seeing the little African's bright eyes

look brighter still when you appear."

Mrs. Penton retreated after this sally, but called out from the door--

"Good-bye, dear! I hope some kind fairy will soon transform you back

to a man! Shall I send the little African to you? and then you and she

could play 'Beauty and the Beast' over again?"

She closed the door as Mr. Barkley dashed his book into the opposite

corner of the room, and began to walk up and down in a state of

laughable irritation, declaring that women were the plagues of a man's

life, and that he wished they were all kept locked up and out of the

way, as in the East. Having given utterance to this charitable wish

towards the fair sex, he threw off his dressing-gown, dragged on a

coat, and, seizing his hat, he went out and walked to the Belle Arti,

quite forgetful of his asserted headache and dread of the sun. Beato

Angelico, at least, could not fail to absorb his attention.

Alas for il Beato! His pictures could teach no grand lessons to his

admirer to-day. His beautiful angels, lovingly leading the enfranchised

spirits of their earthly charges over flower-clad meadows to the

heavenly Jerusalem, only suggested to Mr. Barkley how delightful it

would be to be wandering thus in the shady alleys of San Donato with

Marie; and he felt more than half inclined to curse his folly in having

refused to go.... At last, tired even of Beato Angelico, he left the

Accademia; and as he walked home, he began to think seriously that

he had behaved like a fool. "After all," said he to himself, "St.

Severan might give her a fortune, and then I don't see why I should

not marry her! Why should not an African chief be as good as an Irish

one? and that's all my father is, I suppose. In any case, the birth

question would easily be got over, if it were not for that damned

money; and if it were not for my father, I would marry her, fortune or

no fortune. But that is all for the future: there is no good in making

one's self miserable about it now. 'Sufficient for the day is the evil

thereof.'... If I thought that Maria would not tease me unmercifully, I

declare I would do as she said--follow them to San Donato. By-the-bye,

though, the sun has got all clouded over, and dread of its heat was my

excuse for not going; now that it has disappeared, I can go without any

sacrifice of dignity, and I am glad to see that Maria does not think I

really care for little Marie; if she did, she would try to keep me away

from her, instead of laughing at me about her.... And so here goes for

a pleasant day." He called a carriage, and drove to San Donato.

Thus ended Mr. Barkley's resolution to avoid Marie, and thenceforth

he struggled no more against the stream, but let himself float gently

down, enjoying the present, and, as far as possible, shutting out all

thought of the future. The spoiled child of his family and of the

world, he was too much accustomed to self-indulgence to refrain from

pleasing himself because of the possible pain which he might inflict

on others,--in fact, he never thought about it. Intentionally, he would

not render any one unhappy,--how much less Marie; yet he was in a very

fair way of so doing by this thoughtless gratification of his own

wishes....

At length arrived the last evening of their stay in Florence. The

Adairs and the Blakes spent it at the Pentons'. Marie, as usual,

sang a good deal; but she remained seated at the piano after she had

ceased singing, until Flora went over to say that it was time to go

away, when the latter saw to her astonishment that Marie's eyes were

full of tears, and Mr. Barkley--he had been standing by her all the

time trifling with the music--was looking down at her with a very

unmistakable expression of intense interest. He tried to say something

light about the pain of leave-taking in general; but as Flora raised

her eyes from the tearful Marie, and looked earnestly at him, he

coloured, and exclaimed in a low tone--

"Forgive me, Miss Adair! I know that I ought to have kept away, and I

tried--indeed, I did!--but it was too strong for me!"

"I do not know what all this means, Mr. Barkley," answered Flora,

gravely; "but it appears to me difficult to explain satisfactorily.

Mignonne, dry up those tell-tale tears, we are going now."

"Oh, Flore!"--and Marie leaned her head against Flora as she pressed

her handkerchief to her eyes.

"For your own sake, Marie, try not to let it be seen that this

leave-taking affects you so much," whispered Flora, and, turning to

Mr. Barkley, she spoke to him for a few moments on some indifferent

subject, so as to give Marie time to recover herself; then, seeing that

she had dried up the tears and only looked pale and dejected, she said,

"Come now, Mignonne," and they joined the others who were wishing the

Pentons good-bye.

Mr. Barkley said he would walk home with them, and took care to

get Flora to himself. He then told her that he had yielded to the

temptation of being with Marie, persuading himself that perhaps he

might be able to marry her after all; and as a salve to his conscience,

he had determined not to utter one word of love to her. The last

evening, however, had been too much for him, he forgot all but his love

and his yearning desire to know if it were returned. He now bitterly

blamed himself for not having had the strength to go away at first,

and, more than all, for his conduct on that evening.

"It was particularly reprehensible in you, Mr. Barkley," answered

Flora, "to speak to Marie as you have done, knowing that she is not

with her own friends."

"I know it, Miss Adair, and, until this evening, I assure you that I

scrupulously avoided"--and this was literally true--"anything like

love-making."

"Even so, Mr. Barkley, your determination not to _speak_ of love to her

was only a splitting of hairs; you felt that you loved her, and were

not without hope that she might respond to that feeling; nevertheless,

although you know that you could--_would_ is perhaps the more fitting

word--not ask her to marry you now, you continued to seek her society.

Was it honourable?"

"I can only say again, I know but too well how much I am to blame, but

will you make no excuse for the power of temptation?... Believe me, I

would give worlds to marry her."

"You would give worlds to marry her," replied Flora, with a bitter

smile, "yet there is no real impediment; surely there is a strange

inconsistency in this? God knows how far _I_ would go in excusing

any yielding to strong temptation, but I _cannot_ excuse any one for

inflicting pain on another when it only requires a resolute act of his

will to avoid it."

"By heavens, Miss Adair, it is true that I would give worlds to many

Marie--I beg your pardon--Miss Arbi; and I would do so, fortune or no

fortune, were I my own master, but my father would disinherit me if I

married in opposition to his wishes; he has already told me so, and I

could not ask any one to marry me on nothing."

"I don't believe that your father would disinherit you, Mr. Barkley,

you, his only son, his idol, and the future lord. But pray do not

imagine that I want you to marry Marie. I only speak thus because

it is laughable to hear a _man_ say that he cannot ask one whom he

professes to love, to marry him unless she has a certain number of

thousands, because, forsooth, his father will disinherit him! But as

far as regards Marie, I would greatly prefer that you did not marry

her, unless it be that her affections are very deeply engaged, and this

I hope there is no great fear of. You have not treated her well, Mr.

Barkley, and I do not think that you are suited to each other. I doubt

if your happiness would be of very long duration."

"Oh, Miss Adair!"

"Spare me a lover's rhapsody, please, and take a word of advice from

me: try to forget Marie, as I trust and believe she will forget

you;--but here we are at the hotel, so good-bye."

"You are dreadfully hard upon me, Miss Adair, but it is no use to talk

of forgetting. I love Marie, and shall ever love her, truly!"

"Then act like a man gifted with a free will," answered Flora, as she

entered the hotel.

Flora and Marie slept in the same room, so, before going to bed, the

former heard a tearful confession of love and sorrow from poor gentle

little Marie. The wretched weakness of her lover's conduct seemed to

have no effect upon her, although to Flora it appeared despicable, and

she thought to herself, "Such an one would not do for me; he whom I

shall love must be strong and great, even in his faults. He must be one

of whom I could say

'He was a man, take him for all in all,

We shall not look upon his like again.'

However, it must be my work now to comfort poor Mignonne."

She endeavoured to rouse her by talking of her dear papa, Monsieur de

St. Severan; of how grieved he would be if she were to return to him

after so many years, looking pale and melancholy, when he expected to

see her in the bloom of youth and happiness; and urged her, for his

sake--and for all their sakes--to struggle against this, her first

experience of love's trials.

At length Marie said--speaking French, as she invariably did when very

earnest, but we will give the substance in the vernacular--"Yes, Flora,

I know it is very wrong to grieve so, to repine at what I suppose God

sees is good for me. I know that I ought to be content to be unhappy if

He wills it, but it is very hard at first, Flora...."

"Hard? Oh how hard, first or last! But you bear it like a saint,

Mignonne! _I_ could not bear it as you do; it would be a hard struggle

with me to submit to the power which deprived me of the person I loved

best, even before I had known the bliss of being his companion."

"Ah! It is very nice to be happy," murmured Marie through her tears,

"but, if _le bon Dieu_ sees that it is better for us not to be so, we

ought to be satisfied, ought we not?"

"Ay, and it is comparatively easy for a little angel like you to be

so, but for me it would be a fierce battle...." Were Flora's words

prophetic? "However, that has nothing to do with the present hour, the

duty of which is for you to go to bed, dearest."

Marie's tears broke out afresh, but she allowed Flora to unfasten her

gown and help to undress her. When she was in bed Flora kissed her and

said good-night. Marie clasped her arms round her, and drawing her face

down to her own, murmured, "Flore, what should I do without you?"

"Better, perhaps, than with me, Mignonne," answered Flora, somewhat

brusquely, in order to hide the inclination which she herself felt to

cry. Marie's gentleness in her sorrow was so plaintive. "I am not saint

enough to know how to console you with religion as another might do, I

can only feel for and with you, darling, so good-night again."

At last Marie sobbed herself to sleep like a tired child, and next

morning the hurry and fuss of departure prevented her sad face and red

eyes from being observed. It was not a pleasant morning to Flora; she

was losing her friend Maria Blake, and she knew that she should miss

her sadly. On Marie she looked as one does on a pretty, loving child,

but she could not make a companion of her as of Mina,--and how great

is the loss of one with whom we can talk on the different subjects

that most occupy our thoughts,--one with whom we can really have an

interchange of ideas!... This Marie certainly could not be to Flora,

for she did not think much on any subject, or read much except of light

literature. She had no lack of intelligence and quickness, but she

was by nature averse to application; she worked beautifully and was

very fond of it,--it did not hinder her from giving vent to all her

innocent gaiety of disposition in chattering about all sorts of little

nothings. These were the things which made Flora think that Marie was

not suited to Mr. Barkley; she would be to him a little attendant,

loving, laughing sprite, ready to work for him, to do anything for him,

in short, but to be a real companion to him; and Flora feared that

when the first charm of Marie's beauty and caressing manner had become

familiar to him, he would tire of living without one who could interest

herself in, and, as it were, take part in, his pursuits, and that by

degrees he would begin to leave her alone, and seek elsewhere that

interchange of ideas which he could not have with her.

Thus, after they left Florence, it was rather a gloomy time for both

girls, but the various sights of Bologna, Parma, Milan, and Padua--in

each of which towns they made a short stay on their way to Venice--were

good distractions, and Marie's light, buoyant nature was not one to

which the absence of a loved one rendered everything sunless, so that

sometimes she would be as gay as possible, although at others large

tears might have been seen rolling slowly down her cheeks, as on the

lovely night when she sat in the Piazza San Marco.

The band was playing a beautiful though somewhat sad serenade,--all

conduced to a soft melancholy which was deeply felt by Flora as well

as Marie; but her own name--"Miss Adair!"--pronounced by a voice whose

music she loved, perhaps, too well, sent the blood flushing to her

cheeks, and made her eyes sparkle as she exclaimed, "Mr. Earnscliffe!"

How inexpressibly sweet she thought his smile was as he shook hands

with her. Then he turned to speak to Mrs. Adair and Marie. She felt too

astonished, yet delighted, to speak, but Mrs. Adair said, "Well, this

_is_ a surprise! We thought you were in Naples."

"So I was, but as I have not any ties to any one, or to any place, my

movements are often sudden and changeable. I began to find it rather

hot, so I determined not to spend the summer in Italy, but I wished,

before leaving it, to have another look at Venice,--it is so beautiful.

Is it not, Miss Adair?"

"Yes, this Piazza alone contains a world of beauty and interest."

"Quite true, it has indeed been the scene of stirring deeds. We have

but to look upon that gorgeous Ducal Palace to recall them, and with a

shudder we think of the fearful dungeons with which it is connected by

the fatal Bridge of Sighs, and half expect to see the terrible state

barge gliding swiftly and noiselessly to the dark Lagunes where some

poor wretch is about to be consigned to a watery grave.... Oh, Venice

is one vast romance!"

He looked at Flora as if he expected that she would continue the

conversation; but she did not want to speak, she only wanted to be

allowed to sit there and silently enjoy the luxury of listening to him.

Finding that she did not answer, he said, "How strange it was that on

the very night of my arrival I should chance to see you!"

These words recalled to her the night when she had last seen him, and

she replied with a smile, "I wonder that you stopped to speak to us,

as we are all ladies. Do you remember the harsh condemnation which you

pronounced upon women in general at Mrs. Elton's ball? And I have not

seen you since!"

"So, Miss Adair, you have not then forgotten my unfortunate speech to

you?"

"I could not forget it, it was so sweeping and severe upon us."

"I fear I was very rude. Will you forgive me?"

"Personally, I have nothing to forgive, but as one of the sex, I must

repeat, you were very unjust to us."

"I believe so _now_, sincerely; at least I know that there are

exceptions to what I then said, as _you_"--his voice was lowered so

that there should be no possibility of its reaching any other ears than

hers--"proved on that very night; therefore, you, personally, have a

great deal to forgive."

Flora blushed deeply as she looked up at him in wonder. "What can he

have heard?" she asked herself.... Just then the band stopped playing

and went away, so that this _sotto voce_ conversation could not be

continued.

The loiterers in the Piazza now began to disperse. Mrs. Adair stood up

as if she wished to go home, but Flora said, "How I should like to see

the Lagunes at night!"

"Then let us go now," said Mr. Earnscliffe; "there could not be a

better night for seeing them than this dark and starry one, and my

gondola is at the steps of the Piazzetta. Shall it be so, Mrs. Adair?"

"The girls would like it," answered Mrs. Adair, "so I suppose we must

go."

... What a happy closing to the evening did Flora find in that row in

the gondola! How vividly did Mr. Earnscliffe's language call up the

past,--the far-famed Doges of other days; the hapless Marino Faliero,

the father of the Foscari; great "blind old Dondolo."... Byron and

Shakespeare lent their aid; Shylock and Antonio seemed to walk again

on the Rialto; ... bravos lurked behind dark buttresses for the coming

of their victims; ... lovers fled in the close-curtained _gondole_ from

cruel guardians to some freer shore.... Mr. Earnscliffe did indeed

make Venice "one vast romance" to Flora, the spell of which was hardly

broken by his taking leave of them on the steps of the Hotel Zucchese.

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