CHAPTER XXXVII

A NEW ROUTINE

It certainly was a dismal, shrunken household that Mrs. Baron presided

over that morning. Aun' Jinkey came to the rescue and prepared a meagre

breakfast. Miss Lou's room being on the side of the house furthest from

the scenes of the early morning, she had slept on till Zany wakened

her. She listened in a sort of dreary apathy to all that had occurred,

feeling that she was too weak physically and too broken-spirited to

interfere. She also had the impression that it would have been of no

use--that her uncle and aunt were so fixed in their ways and views that

nothing but harsh experience could teach them anything. In answer to

Zany's appeal for protection against "ole miss" Miss Lou said, "We

won't say anything more about it now till you get over your hurt

feelings, which are very natural. Of course my aunt can't punish

you--that's out of the question now, but by and by I reckon you will do

for her out of love for me when you see it will save me trouble. You

have done a good, unselfish act in staying with me, and having begun so

well, you will keep on in the same way. After all of the rest get free

you will, too. What's more, when I come into my property I'll make free

all who stand by me now."

So Zany brought her up a nice little breakfast and was comforted.

When at last the young girl with weak, uncertain steps came down to her

easy-chair on the piazza, she found her uncle gloomily smoking, and her

aunt solacing her perturbed mind with her chief resource--housekeeping

affairs. Little was said beyond a formal greeting.

As Miss Lou sat gazing vacantly and sadly down the avenue, a huge

figure appeared, making slow, painful progress toward the house. At

last Aun' Suke was recognized, and the truth flashed across the girl's

mind that the fat old cook had found she could not get away. Finally

the woman sat down under a tree not far from the house, not only

overcome by heat and fatigue, but also under the impression that she

must open negotiations before she could expect to be received.

"There," said Mr. Baron grimly, "is one of them coming back already.

They'll be sneaking, whining back when the crops are spoiled and it's

too late."

Miss Lou rose feebly and got an old sunshade from the hall.

"Louise, you are not able--I forbid it."

The girl felt she had strength to get to the old woman but not enough

to contend with her uncle, so she went slowly down the steps without a

word. Mr. Baron growled, "I might as well speak to the wind as to

anybody on the place any more."

When Aun' Suke saw the girl coming to her she scrambled to her feet,

and holding up her hands ejaculated all sorts of remorseful and

deprecatory comments.

"Welcome back," said Miss Lou kindly, when in speaking distance.

"There, don't go on so. Sit down and I'll sit down with you." She sank

at the foot of the tree and leaned against it, panting.

"I des feels ez ef de yeth ud op'n en swaller me," began the poor

renegade, quivering with emotion.

"Don't talk so, Aun' Suke. I'm not strong enough to stand foolishness.

You will go back with me and stay with Uncle Lusthah and Aun' Jinkey

and Zany. You will cook for us all just the same and by and by you will

be as free as I am."

"Well, Miss Lou, I comin' back lak de perdigous son, but ole miss ain'

got no fatted calf fer me, ner you neider, I reckon. I des feered on

w'at ole miss say en do."

"Aun' Suke," said the girl, taking the woman's great black hand, "you

stand by me and I'll stand by you. When I get stronger we'll see what's

best to be done. Now I can't think, I don't know. I only feel that we

must help one another till all is clearer."

Mrs. Baron accepted Aun' Suke's presence in the kitchen again in grim

silence. She believed it the earnest of the speedy return of all the

others, and resolved to bide her time when the Southern armies restored

completely the old order of things.

Mrs. Whately drove over during the day and was aghast at what had

occurred.

"I have kept the great majority of my hands by conciliation and

promising them a share in the crops. Indeed, I had virtually to treat

them as if free. It was either that or ruin."

"Well," growled her brother, "you can't keep that pace and I wouldn't

begin it."

"I can only do the best I can, from day to day," sighed the lady, "and

I've been almost distracted."

After showing her affectionate solicitude for Miss Lou she returned,

feeling that her presence at home was now hourly needed.

Gradually the little household began to adjust itself to the new order

of things, and day by day Mr. and Mrs. Baron were compelled to see that

the few servants who ministered to them were kept at their tasks by an

influence in which they had no part. Almost imperceptibly, Miss Lou

regained her strength, yet was but the shadow of her former self. Uncle

Lusthah gave his attention to the garden, already getting weed-choked.

The best he could hope to do was to keep up a meagre supply of

vegetables, and Zany in the cool of the day often gave him a helping

hand.

Late one afternoon Miss Lou, feeling a little stronger, went to Aun'

Jinkey's cabin and sat down on the doorstep.

"Oh, mammy," she sighed, "I'm so tired, I'm so tired; yet I can do

nothing at all."

"You po' lil chile," groaned Aun' Jinkey, "how dif'ernt you looks ner

w'en you fus sot dar en wish sump'n happen."

"Oh," cried the girl almost despairingly, "too much has happened! too

much has happened! How can God let such troubles come upon us?"

"Eben Uncle Lusthah hab ter say he dunno. He say he des gwine ter hole

on twel de eend, en dat all he kin do."

"Oh, mammy, I'm all at sea. I haven't any strength to hold on and there

doesn't seem anything to hold on to. Oh, mammy, mammy, do you think

he's surely dead?"

"I feared he is," groaned Aun' Jinkey. "Dey say he spook come arter

Perkins en dat w'y de oberseer clared out."

"Oh, horrible!" cried the girl. "If his spirit could come here at all

would it not come to me instead of to that brutal wretch? Oh, mammy, I

don't know which is worse, your religion or your superstition. You

believe in a God who lets such things happen and you can think my noble

friend would come back here only to scare a man like Perkins. It's all

just horrible. Oh, Allan, Allan, are you so lost to me that you can

never look goodwill into my eyes again?"

Tears rushed to her eyes for the first time since she heard the

dreadful tidings, and she sobbed in her mammy's arms till exhausted.

That outburst of grief and the relief of tears given by kindly nature

was the decisive point in Miss Lou's convalescence. She was almost

carried back to her room and slept till late the following day. When

she awoke she felt that her strength was returning, and with it came

the courage to take up the burdens of life. For weeks it was little

more than the courage of a naturally brave, conscientious nature which

will not yield to the cowardice and weakness of inaction. The value of

work, of constant occupation, to sustain and divert the mind, was

speedily learned. Gradually she took the helm of outdoor matters from

her uncle's nerveless hands. She had a good deal of a battle in respect

to Chunk. It was a sham one on the part of Zany, as the girl well knew,

for Chunk's "tootin'" was missed terribly. Mr. and Mrs. Baron at first

refused point-blank to hear of his returning.

"Uncle," said his ward gravely, "is only your property at stake? I can

manage Chunk, and through him perhaps get others. I am not responsible

for changes which I can't help; I am to blame if I sit down idly and

helplessly and do nothing better than fret or sulk. Your bitter words

of protest are not bread and bring no money. For your sakes as well as

my own you must either act or let me act."

The honorable old planter was touched at his most sensitive point, and

reluctantly conceded, saying, "Oh, well, if you think you can save any

of your property out of the wreck, employ Chunk on your own

responsibility."

So Chunk was reinstated in his granny's cabin and given a share in all

he could raise and secure of the crops. The negro was as shrewd as

Jacob of old, but like the Hebrew patriarch could do much under the

inspiration of his twofold affection for Zany and his young mistress.

And so the summer and early fall wore away. The railroad line of

communication was maintained, and upon it drifted away Mr. Baron's

former slaves and the great majority of the others in the neighborhood.

The region in which the plantation was situated was so remote and

sparsely settled that it was a sort of border land, unclaimed and

unvisited by any considerable bodies from either party. Rev. Dr.

Williams' congregation had shrunken to a handful. He officiated at one

end of the church, and his plump, black-eyed daughter led the singing

at the other, but it was observed that she looked discontented rather

than devotional. She was keenly alive to the fact that there was not an

eligible man left in the parish. Uncle Lusthah patiently drove the

mules every clear Sunday morning and Mr. and Mrs. Baron sat in the

carriage whose springs Aun' Suke had sorely tried; but Miss Lou would

not go with them. After his readiness to marry her to her cousin she

felt it would be worse than mockery to listen to Dr. Williams again.

But a deep, yet morbid spiritual change was taking place in the girl.

As of old, she thought and brooded when her hands were busy, and during

her long, solitary evenings on the piazza. Strange to say, she was

drawing much of her inspiration from a grave--the grave of a rough,

profane soldier whom she knew only as "Yarry." There was something in

his self-forgetful effort in her behalf, even when in the mortal

anguish of death, which appealed to her most powerfully. His heroism,

expecting, hoping for no reward, became the finest thing in her

estimation she had ever witnessed. Her own love taught her why Scoville

was attracted by her and became ready to do anything for her. "That's

the old, old story," she mused, "ever sweet and new, yet old as the

world. Poor Yarry was actuated by a purely unselfish, noble impulse.

Only such an impulse can sustain and carry me through my life. No, no,

Mrs. Waldo, I can never become happy in making others happy. I can

never be happy again. The bullet which killed Allan Scoville pierced my

heart also and it is dead, but that poor soldier taught me how one can

still live and suffer nobly, and such a life must be pleasing to the

only God I can worship." All wondered at the change gradually taking

place in the girl. It was too resolute, too much the offspring of her

will rather than her heart to have in it much gentleness, but it was

observed that she was becoming gravely and patiently considerate of

others, even of their faults and follies. As far as possible, her uncle

and aunt were allowed their own way without protest, the girl

sacrificing her own feelings and wishes when it was possible. They at

last began to admit that their niece was manifesting a becoming spirit

of submission and deference, when in fact her management of their

affairs was saving them from an impoverishment scarcely to be endured.

For Mrs. Whately the girl now had a genuine and strong affection,

chilled only by her belief that the plan in regard to the son was ever

in the mother's mind. So indeed it was. The sagacious woman watched

Miss Lou closely and with feelings of growing hope as well as of

tenderness. The girl was showing a patience, a strength of mind, and,

above all, a spirit of self-sacrifice which satisfied Mrs. Whately that

she was the one of all the world for her son.

"I do believe," she thought, "that if I can only make Louise think it

will be best for us all as well as Madison, she will yield. The spirit

of self-sacrifice seems her supreme impulse. Her sadness will pass away

in time, and she would soon learn to love the father of her children.

What's more, there is something about her now which would hold any

man's love. See how her lightest wish controls those who work for her,

even that harum-scarum Zany."

In the late autumn a long-delayed letter threw Mrs. Whately into a

panic of fear and anxiety. A surgeon wrote that her son had been

severely wounded and had lost his left arm, but that he was doing well.

Here the author laid down his pen. In Mr. Roe's journal, under date of

July 11, is an entry alluding to a conversation with a friend. That

conversation concerned the conclusion of this book, and was, in effect,

substantially the same as the outline given by him in a letter, part of

which is quoted as follows:

"It is not my purpose to dwell further on incidents connected with the

close of the war, as the book may be considered too long already. It

only remains for me now to get all my people happy as soon as possible.

Zany and Chunk 'make up,' and a good deal of their characteristic

love-making will be worked in to relieve the rather sombre state of

things at this stage. Whately returns with his empty sleeve, more of a

hero than ever in his own eyes and his mother's. Miss Lou thinks him

strangely thoughtful and considerate in keeping away, as he does, after

a few short visits at The Oaks. The truth is, he is wofully

disappointed at the change in his cousin's looks. This pale, listless,

hollow-eyed girl is not the one who set him to reading 'Taming of the

Shrew.' That her beauty of color and of outline could ever return, he

does not consider; and in swift revulsion of feeling secretly pays

court elsewhere.

"Mrs. Whately, however, makes up for her son's deficiencies. Utterly

ignorant how affairs are shaping, she works by her representations upon

Miss Lou's sympathies until the weary consent is wrung from the poor

girl--'Nothing matters to me any more! If it makes you all

happy--why--then--But I must wait a year.' She feels that her love for

Allan Scoville will never be less, and that this period of time is

little enough to devote to him in silent memory.

"The delighted aunt hastens to report to her son, who stares rather

blankly, for a lover, as he hears of this concession on his cousin's

part, and without answer, he orders his horse and rides furiously away.

The ride is one that has been very frequently taken since the young

man's return, and pretty soon he is in earnest conversation with the

rosy-cheeked, black-eyed daughter of Dr. Williams. There seems to be

very good understanding between the two, and later, just at the final

scene, it will come out as effectively as can be portrayed the

startling news of their secret marriage.

"The days go on. One afternoon in the late autumn, Aun' Jinkey, smoking

and 'projeckin'' as usual in her cabin, has a vision which fairly sends

her heart, as she will express it, 'right troo de mouf.' Was it a

'spook,' or had the dead really come back to life? And I hear her

exclaim, throwing up her hands, 'Bress de Lawd, Marse Scoville, dat

you? Whar you drap fum dis yere time? I doan almos' know you widout de

un'fo'm!'

"But the 'vision' will not stop to narrate to the old aunty of his

capture, imprisonment and illness, his release and hurried journey

North. He catches sight of the slight figure of Miss Lou in the

distance near the run, and in a moment is beside her. 'Only death could

keep me from seeking you and living for you always, did I not tell you,

my darling, my darling?'

"And here I will leave them. The reader's imagination will picture more

if more is wished. It is better so."

THE END

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