CHAPTER XVI.

THE FESTIVAL.

The next morning, when Gottlieb awoke, he discovered that he had a

visitor even at that early hour of the day. His uncle Fabian was pacing

backward and forward at the side of his nephew's bed, with a countenance

so wretched and woe begone, that Gottlieb could not but pity him.

"Good morning, uncle," said Gottlieb, cheerfully, "how is your health?"

"Why do you ask?"

"Your voice sounds just as if I was a robber demanding your purse or

your life. What is the matter?"

"That which you told me yesterday makes your comparison very apt."

"You are mistaken. It is not my intention to play the part of the famous

Rinaldo Rinaldini. I am the most peaceable person in the world, and if

you wish to remain at peace at home--which is very natural, you know--I

have no desire to prevent you from doing so."

"But, perhaps, you intend to demand from me three times the sum of money

necessary to fee a lawyer, to bribe you to secrecy."

"Shame upon you. I have not demanded anything. I only expect--"

"What?" inquired his uncle.

"That you will of your own free will and accord loan me the money

necessary to pay old Mr. Lonner's fine. In a few months, when Ragnar

Lonner returns and repays me, I will settle with you. If he does not

repay me, why it is but a small sum to lose."

"And what will you require for yourself?" inquired Mr. Fabian.

"Shall I peddle out my secret like a Jew? I swear by my honor that I

will not divulge to my aunt one word of all that has passed."

Mr. Fabian thrust his hand into his capacious pocket, and withdrawing

his purse, with a sigh counted the money into Gottlieb's hand.

"I shall not give you my note for this, for if I am not repaid I do not

expect to repay you."

His uncle did not immediately reply, but after opening and closing his

purse several times, he addressed his nephew in a tone which displayed

deep and true emotion.

"Gottlieb," said he, "I am not miserly. You have spared me when you

might have prepared a place of torment for me. I am grateful. Have you

any debts? Your father is not rich."

"That is spoken like a man of honor and a true relation," said Gottlieb,

warmly, "but fortunately I have always been obliged to live

economically, and therefore have escaped from falling into the foolish

habit of contracting debts."

"Well, then, if you have no debts, you at least have a future to prepare

for. You must not therefore refuse my offer."

"I do not wish to make use of it at present. Yet I do not wish you to

consider it refused entirely. At this moment I do not require anything,

unless indeed you wish to spare my feet and my boots, by giving me a

little money to pay my travelling expenses. When the time comes, and I

find myself fully engaged in my father's office, I will consider your

proposal with the greatest pleasure."

"Do so, and I will have a good memory, I assure you."

"One word more, uncle. You must promise me to trouble the worthy Mrs.

Lonner no longer. She will never submit to your desires."

As he thus spoke, an ashy paleness o'erspread Mr. Fabian's countenance,

and with a shudder he glanced fearfully around the room.

"O, the walls have no ears," said Gottlieb; "but uncle you will promise

me this, will you not."

"Most assuredly," replied his uncle. "That woman has driven me almost

mad; but I think that last night's fright has entirely cured me. I shall

not go there again under any circumstances."

* * * * *

The songs of the birds of the valley were more melodious than ever

before, the perfume of the roses and lilacs were sweeter than formerly,

at least so thought the occupants of the little cottage when Gottlieb

visited them that afternoon. Certainly, however, the feast which was

given on that day had never been equalled before, except perhaps on the

day of the arrival of Ragnar after a long absence from his wife and

home.

It was a splendid dinner--roasted spare ribs, and fish, and cakes. The

old man occupied the seat at the head of the table. Gottlieb, who had

provided this repast from the money he had received from his uncle for

travelling expenses, was seated beside Nanna. The children ate so

rapidly and heartily that it appeared as though they intended to swallow

a sufficient supply to last them for a year to come. Carl, wearing his

Sunday vest, a vest that Magde had made, and with a rose in his jacket

button-hole, a rose that Magde had plucked, was seated in his usual

place at the table, cheerful and contented. Magde attended almost solely

to the old man's wants, filling his plate, and replenishing his cup. And

lastly, little Christine, who trotted from place to place, taking care

of the cow, dog, sheep, goats, and the ancient cat, was as happy and

cheerful as the others. Altogether the scene was beautiful and

harmonious.

"And for all this happiness," said the old man, looking tearfully upon

the youth, "for all this happiness, Mr. Gottlieb, next to God, we are

indebted to you. Happy must be the parents of such a son!"

"Father Lonner," said Gottlieb glancing around the table, with a

friendly smile, "you have no reason to be envious."

"That is true," replied the old man nodding his head pleasantly to the

circle of beloved ones.

In the afternoon, after the old man had retired to his comfortable bed,

now doubly comfortable to him, to rest himself awhile, and Magde was

seated by his bedside pleasantly chatting with him, while Carl was busy

making little boats for the children, Nanna and Gottlieb were seated

near the spring beneath the tree, in the meadow.

It could easily be believed that the young couple were not very

talkative, for Nanna was busily engaged in searching in the grass for a

four leaved clover, and Gottlieb was amusing himself, according to his

childish custom, by blowing shrill blasts upon a thick blade of grass.

It was sunset. The glowing reflection of the sun fell upon Nanna's pale

neck and face, illumining them with a golden blush.

"I am sorry," said Gottlieb, at length, throwing aside the blade of

grass, and assuming a serious cast of countenance, "I am sorry that our

lessons must have an end; but all is for the best, for, my child, you

know enough already."

"More than enough," replied Nanna, softly.

"Especially for a school teacher," said Gottlieb.

"Yes, especially for a school teacher," repeated Nanna.

"But you speak so abstractedly. You are not so lively as usual."

"I did not know it; but if Gottlieb says so, it must be true. When one

has been so glad as I have been to-day, and then as sorrowful, it takes

much courage to meet the change indifferently."

"But, dear Nanna, you were aware that I should be forced to go away

soon."

"I did not know that you were going so soon as to-morrow morning."

"Neither did I, myself, when I saw you yesterday; but when I determined

to go by the steamboat, you perceive that--"

"Yes, yes."

"And then again what difference will a day or two more or less make,

when we part--"

"Never again to meet," interrupted Nanna.

"You will do right in the meantime not to hope too much."

Nanna glanced inquiringly towards Gottlieb.

"Do you not think it strange, Nanna, that we who have been acquainted

but so short a season, should think so much of each other?"

"It is perfectly natural that we should. Persons in fashionable society

cannot become so well acquainted with each other as we could in one

hour. At first we met each other every evening, then every morning and

evening, and at length--"

"And at length morning, noon and night!" interrupted Gottlieb, with a

smile. "In truth, Nanna, you are right, for if our every meeting was so

divided that we should be together but once each week, our acquaintance

would have been prolonged for an entire year."

"O, much longer than that even," said Nanna, joining in Gottlieb's

laugh.

"And as we have remained by our agreement not to fall in love with each

other, we part as friends, and not in despair, and what is still better,

not with reproaches, which, had the case been different, we would have

been obliged to make and listen to."

"Yes, it is fortunate, very fortunate, that--that--" stammered Nanna,

unable to finish the sentence.

"We need not conceal from ourselves that in making that arrangement we

ran a great risk. For my part, I am not too proud to say that it has

been very difficult for me to keep it."

"But Gottlieb," replied Nanna, "as you have kept it, it is better as it

is."

"Certainly; but then it is not so good as I wish to have it."

"How do you wish it to be then?" inquired Nanna innocently.

"Upon my honor I can hardly say; but if I was placed in better

circumstances--" Nanna dropped her eyelids over their soft tell-tale

orbits; but not so quickly but that Gottlieb detected a ray of hope

gleaming from their deep wells.

"Will you advise me what course to take, when I have obtained a

competency?" continued Gottlieb.

"No, that would be of no use; but Mr. Gottlieb, when I hear that you

have wedded the rich wife of whom you have spoken, I will rejoice at

your good fortune."

"And does not the thought of that rich wife cost you even half a sigh?"

"Not if that wife will render you happy."

"Nanna, you speak as though you did not love me at all!" exclaimed

Gottlieb hastily, forgetting entirely the part he had determined to play

during this interview.

"And should I love you?" inquired Nanna blushing deeply. "I think I am

not such a foolish girl as that."

"But I believe that you love me," replied Gottlieb. "Can you deny that

your heart is mine?"

"I do not deny it; but I shall not allow it to be so," said Nanna with a

glance that immediately cooled Gottlieb's sudden ardor. "My heart is my

own, and should not be an object of trouble to you; and I assure you Mr.

Gottlieb that I shall not allow any weakness on my part to cause you to

break the judicious contract we have made."

"Ah! Nanna, you are both wise and charitable. I shall not endeavor to

wrest the secret from you; but you are so much esteemed by me, that at

some future day, when I can follow my own inclinations I will return to

you."

"I will forget these last words, Mr. Gottlieb, for I think them the

saddest you have ever uttered."

"You are right; but I spoke as I thought. It is not my fault if I

thought that you were above all others most suitable to become my wife."

As he thus spoke Nanna trembled violently and she looked upon him with

a gaze which contained more bitterness than words could have expressed.

"I believe I am mad indeed. I have endeavored to speak in a better

spirit, and instead of so doing--I had better go immediately--or--"

"Or what?"

"Or I will, yes, I will, hold you to my heart, and swear to you, as true

as I am an honest man, that I love you, and you alone, come what may, I

can withhold myself no longer." Gottlieb suited the action to the word,

and enfolded the blushing girl in his warm embrace.

"O, Gottlieb!" cried Nanna, weeping and laughing, "this is madness

indeed!"

"No, on the contrary it is happiness!"

"But to-morrow you will repent it!"

"Never, Nanna, I sincerely believe that all is for the best. We can work

hard; we have only a few needs, and it is such happiness to love each

other."

"But--"

"You must accustom yourself to omit that disagreeable word. When my mind

is once made up, I permit of no _ifs_ nor _buts_. And as we do not

require a great amount of money to defray our little domestic expenses,

I think it would be wrong for us to waste the best part of our lives in

useless delay. After one year has elapsed, the parson shall unite us as

man and wife, and I shall take you from this valley, and we will look

forward to all the joys and sorrows, which our Heavenly Father in his

wisdom shall send us."

Nanna, who for a long season had battled against the intoxicating desire

which had filled her heart, gradually assented to Gottlieb's words, and

the interview terminated with a second agreement, which was directly

contrary to the first one, for by it they bound themselves to love each

other forever.

They agreed that this change from their former agreement should be

concealed from all others. They alone should know the secret.

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