CHAPTER XIX.

The sun has risen twice since the night of the barricades. A wondrously

beautiful spring day is shining upon the immense city. The splendid

palaces show their noble outlines clearly against the bright sky, while

their mighty columns and richly-adorned friezes are bathed in the

golden morning sun. And so there are bathing in the same golden morning

sun thousands and thousands of happy men who wander in endless crowds

through the city. All the pilgrims feel like pious pilgrims who have

long painfully wandered through desert wastes and over rough mountains

to the sacred image of Our Lady, and at last they behold the Holy One,

and she smiles upon them forgiveness of their sins, and peace and joy

and hearty confidence. Now they go back to their homes, silent and full

of emotion, or loud in pious songs, praising the Holy One who has done

wondrously for them....

"Poor, gullible people! As if all the saints of the almanac could help

you if you do not help yourself--as if the sins of a generation could

be atoned for in a single night--as if a diseased state could be cured

in a day! You are willing to forget and to forgive those who have

never, never forgiven you anything, and who will never forget that you

have sinned against them as they look upon it. Your houses still show

the traces of the fratricidal struggle. Your roofs, from which in your

despair you hurled stones upon the heads of your enemies, are still

uncovered. The pavements which you tore up to form a wall against

reckless tyranny, have not yet been replaced. The dead even, who shed

their blood for you, have not yet been buried. The wounded--the

mortally wounded, are still waiting on their sorrowful couch for the

hour of release----"

It was Oldenburg who spoke these words to himself as he stood in one of

the windows of the hotel, and looked down upon the people who now

merrily swarmed over the place where two days ago a huge barricade had

been erected; where men had fought with bitter hatred and gallant

bravery; where many a noble patriot had breathed his last.

Two of these victims were in the hotel.

Below, a few feet only above the pavement on which joyous crowds were

thronging, a pale man was lying in his coffin, from whose face a gray

beard was flowing in ample locks over a deep wound, from which night

before last his heart's blood has escaped.

And in the same room, on his bed of sorrow, lay a young man who had

been mortally wounded by the side of the gray-haired enthusiast, and

whose powerful, youthful strength had so far struggled fearfully with

pitiless death, causing him unspeakable suffering.

After the charge in which Berger fell and Oswald received his fatal

wound, the troops had not renewed the attack; partly because the

position was really held to be impregnable, partly because hesitation

prevailed among the ruling spirits, and partly because the death of

Prince Waldenberg, who had led the last charge with almost rapturous

bravery and had fallen in the attack, had disheartened the men, so that

the leaders dreaded a second failure. They had contented themselves

with an occasional fire at the barricade; and at last, towards five

o'clock, the last shot had been fired.

Oldenburg had stood by his post till he was certain that no new attack

was to be expected, and that the troops had received orders to retreat.

Only then he had called Schmenckel, who had stood by him like a true

squire through the whole fight, and they had left the partially

abandoned barricade the last of them all.

Schmenckel had told Oldenburg that same night, with big tears rolling

down his cheeks, that the officer who had fallen before their eyes, had

been his son. Oldenburg had been greatly surprised when he heard the

somewhat confused account which honest Caspar Schmenckel gave of his

life, and especially the events of the last days--the plot of poor

Albert Timm, whose body had been carried to the hospital--of brave

Jeremy Goodheart, who had led the surprise in the Dismal Hole, and who

had been the first to escape--the interviews between Count Malikowsky

and the Princess Letbus, and the manner in which Albert Timm had

boasted he could transform Oswald Stein at any moment into a Baron

Grenwitz.

Oldenburg knew the world, and especially the higher regions mentioned

in Schmenckel's story, too well to doubt for a moment that the events

he narrated were possible or even plausible.

Did Oswald know his own history? But after all that was now perfectly

immaterial. Death was not likely to make any difference between the son

of Baron Harald and the son of Mr. Stein, teacher of languages; and

Oswald was no longer his own, he belonged to death.

That had been ascertained an hour after he had been wounded. About that

time medical aid had been procured; Doctor Braun arrived in company

with Melitta. The latter had still been with Sophie when old Baumann

brought the news of the conflict and that Oldenburg was in command at

the barricade in Broad street. Melitta had at once decided to join

Oldenburg, and Sophie saw very well that Franz could not stay at home,

when so many thousands were risking their lives, and therefore said

nothing when he declared his intention to accompany Melitta. Old

Baumann and Bemperlein, who were also present, were to stay with Sophie

to guard her and the children.

Melitta and Franz found much difficulty in making their way, and it was

only after several hours wandering, and often at the peril of their

lives, that they reached Broad street.

To see his beloved there, was, however, ample compensation to Oldenburg

for all he had endured. Melitta embraced and kissed him amid tears, in

Braun's presence; she clung to his arm and could not let him go again.

She had trembled for his life, and was all joy now to find him again,

blackened with powder but in the full glory of his manhood, till he

whispered in her ear that Oswald was lying, mortally wounded, in one of

the rooms of the hotel. Then Melitta had withdrawn her arm from his,

and had said--pale and distressed, but not overcome--that she would

attend to the poor man, as it was her duty.

Since then a day and a night had passed--an eternity for those who

watched by the bedside of the patient. The wounded man suffered

indescribable agony. He would now rise madly, so that it required all

of Schmenckel's gigantic strength to put him back in his bed, and now

describe volubly all the fearful images which crowded his overwrought

brain. He who in life was so reserved, had thus revealed the secret of

his birth, a revelation which perfectly overwhelmed Mrs. Black, and

made her bitterly regret her long-continued longing for Marie, which

was so sadly gratified by the sight of Marie's son--on his death-bed.

The old lady, however, remitted none of her tender cares; she was ever

busy; and if for moments nothing could be done, she folded her hands

and prayed Heaven to save the son of her darling daughter.

But that had been from the beginning a hopeless wish. Franz had

immediately pronounced Oswald's wound fatal, and given him one or at

best two days' life. It is possible, however, he added, that he may

recover his consciousness once more before he dies.

Melitta looked forward to that moment with great sadness. She now knew

that she loved Oswald only as an unfortunate brother. Oswald had not

once mentioned her name in all his wanderings; he had only spoken of a

dear, sweet woman, against whom he had sinned grievously, and who could

never forgive him for what he had done. This recollection had each time

brought bitter tears to his eyes, and Melitta had wiped them from his

face and wished she could tell him that she had long since forgiven him

all.

Then the wounded man had groaned so loud that Oldenburg turned quickly

from the window and stepped up to the bed where Melitta was sitting.

But the groan had not been one of pain; it was the deep breathing of a

breath which had been relieved of an unbearable burden. What Franz had

foretold had happened now--the pain had left him, and with it the last

hope of life.

As long as the pain of the torn vitals had raged within him the mind of

the poor sufferer had been sunk in an abyss of horror, amid hideous

masks that stared at him through hollow eyes, amid monsters that tore

him with their sharp teeth, and dead men who glided by wrapped in their

winding sheets, and displaying as they turned some sweet faces that had

been dear to him. And the abyss had grown still darker--he had been

driven through narrow crevices, pursued by demoniac howls which

re-echoed fearfully from the bare rocky walls, and the hot breath of

hell all around him. Then he heard a voice calling, Oswald! Oswald! And

at the silvery sound of this dear soft voice all the masks and monsters

had vanished and the howling of demons had ceased. The hot, narrow

passages widened into lofty, airy halls which began to sway gently to

and fro, so that there were no longer arches of stone but the majestic

tops of venerable, giant trees, with merrily singing birds skipping

through the green foliage, and here and there golden rays of the sun.

And again the voice called Oswald! Oswald! and he flew towards the

sound, through the dark shady woods, over mossy ground, through which

silvery veins of water were playing. And it grew lighter and lighter

around him; his eye saw beyond the cool twilight, which felt so sweet

and pleasant to him, a land full of blooming life, of golden harvests,

and smiling sunshine. And as his eye eagerly drew in the unaccustomed

sight there came floating over the flowery fields and the ripening

wheat-fields two lofty, beautiful forms. At first he did not know them,

but as they came nearer he recognized both. They were Oldenburg and

Melitta; and he stretched out his arms towards them and said: "You dear

and good ones! can you forgive me?"

Then they bent over him, and he felt their kisses on his lips. He would

have wept aloud with blissful delight, but he could not. Sweet

weariness flowed through his limbs. He wanted to open his eyes, but a

dear warm hand softly closed them; the land of harvests and sunshine

faded away, the lofty forms floated back into soft mists, the woods

sounded louder, he was drawn back again into the cool twilight, and

then it was night aboriginal, eternal night.

* * * * *

And once more the spring sun has risen twice, and once more the immense

city wears a festive air; but the color of this solemnity is that of

mourning, for the feast they celebrate is the feast of the dead.

Black banners are waving from the towers and parapets of the royal

palace; mourning crape is floating from all the windows; crape is seen

on the bonnets of ladies and on the hats of men, on the arms of

countless numbers, who are all making their way towards the beautiful

open square in the heart of the city, where, amid temples bathed in the

rays of the noon-day sun, the coffins of all the victims of that night

of terror are standing on a huge platform. One hundred and eighty-seven

coffins, some containing women and children, innocent flowers, that

fell under the pitiless scythe when the grim mowers of the bloody

harvest were reaping the field on which the seed of liberty was to have

ripened.

And even this did not complete the bloody harvest. The hospitals, as

well as numberless private houses, had besides their wounded men, many

of whom were never to see the golden day of freedom.

And now the bells begin to toll solemnly on all the steeples--the same

bells which in the night of the barricade had rang the alarm.

The church ceremonies are ended. The procession is in motion. A

procession such as that city had never seen; such as the world's

history perhaps never recorded.

In endless length the coffins with their rich loads of flowers are

borne on the shoulders of citizens, and twenty thousand men of every

age and every rank form the escort. On every coffin is a paper with the

name of the deceased. Unmeaning names! Who was Oswald Stein? Who was

Eberhard Wolfgang Berger?

What is there in a name? What matters it who they were in life? what

they did and suffered, blundered and sinned, desired and failed to

achieve? All desires are crowned, all sins are expiated, by their dying

for freedom. This was felt by the hundred thousands who stood on both

sides of the streets through which the procession moved, reverently

baring their heads before every coffin.

And thus the endless procession moves slowly in silent, solemn

stillness to its destination, a high hill at one of the gates of the

city, where the men of the barricades have on the day before dug out an

immense square hole. The procession enters the cutting. The bearers

quietly set down the coffins and move on, and so the others, till the

whole procession has passed out again.

And the thousands are standing around in solemn silence. Guns are fired

and a whole nation prays at the graves of its martyrs.

For whom?

For the dead?

They need their pious wishes no longer in their cool resting places, in

their eternal sleep.

But the living?

Their lot is not worse, but harder. They must work and be useful in the

hot dust of every day's life, without rest or repose, for tyranny never

sleeps. They must work and watch, lest the night come once more in

which the brave feel sad and the wicked delight; that night full of

romantic masks and fantastic spectres; that night so poor in sound

strong men, and so rich in problematic characters; that long, wretched

night, out of which only the thunderstorm of revolution can lead

through bloody dawn to freedom and to light.

THE END.

End of Project Gutenberg's Through Night to Light, by Friedrich Spielhagen

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