CHAPTER XV.

As the prince hurried through the ante-room, like Orestes driven by the

furies, he met the Baroness Grenwitz, who came to take leave of the

princess. He thought he would sink into the ground for shame, as she

looked fixedly into his eyes. She said something to him, but he did not

hear what it was. His ears were ringing with strange sounds. He uttered

an inarticulate sound, which was to represent an apology. Then he

rushed out.

The baroness followed him with a sombre, suspicious look.

Anna Maria had not had a happy moment since she had entered the house.

The reception last night had touched her to the quick. The constrained

manner of the prince, the unprofitable efforts of the princess to give

to the interview a more cordial tone, the thinly-veiled irony of the

count, who ridiculed every affectionate word--all this had filled her

with sad apprehensions for Helen's future. She had passed the night

without sleep, thinking over the riddle, and again and again she had

come to the conclusion that the princess must have been faithless to

her husband at some time in her life, and that the count thus had an

iron hold on her. Perhaps the striking want of resemblance between

father and son might have contributed to such a conclusion. Thus she

had risen late in very bad humor, and with a violent nervous headache,

and was rather pleased to learn that Miss Helen had driven out to visit

her friend, Sophie. Helen had scarcely left the house when two letters

were brought in, one from Grunwald, the other from the city itself. She

opened the one from Grunwald first. The news of Malte's illness filled

her with consternation. She had always trembled for his life, from

childhood up; were her fears to be realized now? And if Malte should

die--oh that God in His great mercy would prevent that!--the whole

entailed estate went, now that Felix also was no more, to a Captain

Grenwitz, the son of her former husband's first cousin, a beggar, whom

she had never liked, and who had always looked like a hungry pike

eagerly snapping at the estate. He was henceforth to be master at

Grenwitz? Why, after all, she would have preferred to find out that

Oswald Stein was really Harald's legitimate son.

Mechanically she opened the second letter. It was from Albert Timm and

ran thus:

"Madame:--After our last interview you will not be surprised if I now

use the weapons _against_ you, which I until then had been using _for_

you. Mr. Stein has been fully informed. Before the year is out--you may

rely on it--he is master of Stantow and Baerwalde, and you will,

besides, have to pay the back interest for twenty-four years. This is

simple ruin for you. I might rub my hands with delight at your

discomfiture; but Albert Timm is a good-natured fellow and offers you a

piece of good advice in return for your ingratitude. Make your peace

with Mr. Stein before it is too late! Better a small sacrifice than an

entire loss. I send your adversary to you; receive him kindly, and if

you are wise give him the hand of your daughter, who loves him madly.

The princely match is anyhow at an end, considering that the prince is

not the son of a count, but of a rope-dancer, and the matter is in such

a position that the whole world will soon enjoy the grand scandal. But

I must resist your desire to hear the full explanation of this

interesting affair, which you might disregard as you disregarded

certain other explanations of mine. Perhaps you may change your mind

after the interview with Mr. Stein, and become convinced of the sincere

friendship with which I have the honor, etc., etc."

At any other time the baroness would have looked upon this letter

merely as a renewed effort on the part of Mr. Timm to regain his lost

position; but this morning her mind was so disturbed that the letter

and everything else appeared to her in quite a new light. Was not,

after all, everything and anything possible in this false world? It was

evident that this Mr. Timm knew more than most people, and at all

events the persistence with which he adhered to his statements was very

remarkable. Even Felix in his last letter had admitted the fact!

The usual energy of the baroness gradually gave way under the heavy

pressure. And now Helen, whom she had sent for, was not coming back;

and in an hour the train would start by which alone she could reach

Grunwald next day! Her trunks were not packed, the question whether

Helen should accompany her or stay had not been decided, and she had

yet to take leave of the princess and the prince. But that, at all

events, could be done in Helen's absence! Necessity released her from

the rules of etiquette; and, besides, the princess herself had asked

her the night before to come unannounced to her rooms.

Thus Anna Maria left her rooms and went hastily down the long passages

and through the ante-rooms which led to the apartments of the princess,

when suddenly the prince rushed out, evidently in a high state of

excitement, and passed her without saying a word.

"That is strange!" said the baroness. The door opened again suddenly,

and Nadeska rushed out with terror in her face.

"Where is the princess?" asked the baroness.

"In there. She is unwell. No one is coming to answer the bell. I am

going to look for the servants."

"Do so!" said the baroness. "I will stay in the meantime with the

princess."

Nadeska did not look as if she liked the arrangement, but she dared not

prevent the baroness from entering. She hurried away, while Anna Maria

stepped into the rosy twilight of the apartments of the princess.

She was still lying in the arm-chair near the fire. Her half-closed

eyes and the convulsive movements of her hands showed that she had not

quite recovered yet from a fit of fainting.

"Give me back my son, Nadeska!" she murmured. "He must not wrestle with

that Hercules; the father is stronger than the son. You see! you see!

how he takes him around the waist and lifts him up. He will throw him

down, here at my feet. There, there----"

The unfortunate woman broke out in hysterics, mixed with a horrible

laugh. Between times she raved:

"Don't let the count know! The count will tell the baroness! The

baroness will tell her beautiful daughter, and then she wont take the

rope-dancer's son! There he comes, his head cut open, and----"

A fearful cry broke from the bosom of the sufferer. She started up, and

stared with haggard looks at the baroness. Immediately she sank back

once more, fainting anew. Nadeska came in with a couple of Russian

maids. She seemed to be anxious to get the baroness out of the way.

"The princess has these attacks quite often," she said, in her smooth,

humble manner, while the servants took up the fainting lady and carried

her into her bed-room. "She must be left alone in such cases; the

presence of strangers makes it only worse."

"I am not going to disturb her, my dear," said the baroness, coldly;

"especially as I have to leave in an hour. I shall write a few lines to

her grace."

"What does that mean?" said Nadeska. "Does she also know more than she

ought to know?"

The baroness returned to her rooms in a state of indescribable

excitement. What was that she had seen and heard? The wild expression

in the prince's face, the confused speeches of the princess, the

suspicious' manner of the waiting woman, who evidently knew all about

the family drama--what was she to think of it? What ought she to do? It

was perhaps the first time in her life that the clever, sensible woman

was utterly at a loss. But was not the ground giving way under her

feet? Was the indestructible pillar of her success not snapping

suddenly like a bruised reed? The prince a rope-dancer's son! A family

secret anxiously guarded for twenty-odd years, suddenly proclaimed in

the streets and on the house-tops! Her son, the legitimate heir to the

immense estate, sick unto death! An unknown scion of a former owner,

rising unexpectedly from obscurity, a lost will in his right hand,

which made him owner of a fortune that the baroness had all her life

regarded as her own! And what would Helen say? How her pride would

suffer when she learnt that the diamonds of the princely crown were

nothing but vile glass, unfit for the lowest of the low!

A carriage came dashing into the court-yard. It was Helen. The heart of

the baroness beat as if the decisive moment was only now approaching. A

few anxious moments and the beautiful daughter came, pale and

distressed, into the room, and threw herself into her mother's arms

with a passionate vehemence which contrasted most strangely with her

usual reserve and coldness.

"God be thanked you are back!" said Anna Maria. "I must go; I wanted to

ask you if you will go with me!"

"Can you ask me?" cried Helen. "I should stay here, and without you?"

"Then you do not feel happy here, Helen?"

"No, no! I do not love the prince! I have never loved him!" And Helen

hid her face on her mother's bosom.

The baroness was much surprised. Helen's words, and even more the tone

in which she said them, and her whole strange, passionate manner,

suddenly gave her an utterly new insight into her daughter's character.

She had a dim perception that large portions of her inner life had so

far been utterly unknown to her, and that all her cleverness, of which

she was so proud, had not enabled her to see clearly in her own

daughter's heart.

"Why did you give your promise then?" she asked.

"I cannot tell. I was--I did not know what I was doing. But now I do

know it. I cannot marry the prince; he must give me back my word. If

you insist upon the marriage I shall die!"

"And if I do not insist?"

It was now Helen's turn to be surprised. She looked at the baroness

with wondering eyes.

"As I say, my dear child, I have made certain discoveries this morning

which have startled me, to say the least, very much, and which have

brought me the conviction that we have proceeded in this whole matter

with a want of caution which might possibly have been quite disastrous

to us all."

"I do not understand you, mamma!" said Helen.

"Well, it is hard to understand," said Anna Maria, plaintively. "I

hardly know where my head is. I am perfectly miserable!"

And the baroness threw herself into a chair as if she were

broken-hearted, and commenced weeping bitterly.

Helen had never seen her mother weep. The unusual sight touched her

deeply. She knelt down by her, and tried to console her with kind,

soothing words. But it was all in vain.

"It is not that alone, though that is bad enough," sobbed Anna Maria;

"but we also are threatened with a similar exposure," and under the

pressure of a moment, yielding to the natural impulse of all helpless

sufferers to cling to others at any hazard, she told Helen in a few

words all about Oswald's claims on her fortune, and that if these

claims should be legally established she and her daughter alike would

be beggars.

Helen had listened to her in breathless excitement. Her color came and

went continually, her eyes were fixed on her mother, her hand held her

mother's hands with a firm grasp.

"Beggars! you say? Better so and a clear conscience than in abundance

and fainting with anxiety! Come, mamma, I am not afraid of poverty! You

have often told me how poor you were before you were married to papa.

Why should I be better off? I do not see that being rich has made you

happy, or papa; he told me so in his last hour. I have seen it with my

own eyes how much happier people are who have nothing but their

affection, who rely on nothing but their own strength. I have strength;

I can and will work for you, if it must be so. But now let us go away

from here. You are sick and weary; your hand is icy cold, and your

forehead is burning; stay, do not get up. I will pack your things; you

need not trouble yourself; I shall be down in five minutes."

"No," said the baroness, "let me do that. Mary can help me. You can do

something else for me. We cannot well leave without writing a few words

of farewell to the princess, as she is too unwell to see us, and we are

in such a hurry. Sit down and write a few lines, kindly and politely,

but neither more nor less than what is indispensable."

"I will do so," said Helen, sitting down at her escritoire, while her

mother went into the adjoining room.

Helen had just taken up her pen when she heard a noise behind her which

made her look up. In the middle of the room stood Oswald, deadly pale,

his large eyes, brilliant with fever, fixed upon her. Helen was so

terrified that she could not speak nor move. She thought for a moment

it was an apparition.

Oswald seemed to guess so.

"It is really I!" he said. "Pardon me for my abrupt appearance. I asked

for the baroness; they showed me in here."

"I will call my mother," said Helen, rising.

"I pray, stay," said Oswald; "I pray you! I have only two words to say.

I would rather say them to you than to the baroness."

There was something so solemn in Oswald's manner and tone of voice that

Helen had not the heart to refuse his request.

"Will you sit down?" she said, sinking herself into a chair and

pointing at another chair near her.

Oswald sat down.

"I do not know, Miss Helen, if your mother has spoken to you of certain

intrigues by which she has been troubled of late, and which originate

mainly with a certain Mr. Timm?"

"I have just this morning heard of it for the first time."

"That was my own fate. And this is what brings me here. I cannot bear

the thought; I believe I could not die quietly if I thought that you

believed me capable of employing such vile means against you. Will you

please tell the baroness so?"

"I will."

"And tell her also, I pray, and believe yourself, how bitterly I regret

that you have been troubled with such a matter."

"It was nothing but an invention of Mr. Timm!"

"No, Miss Helen!" said Oswald, with a sorrowful smile. "I presume it is

more than that. I am only too much afraid it is the real truth, and

that is the second reason why you see me here."

"You surely do not imagine we would refuse to acknowledge legitimate

claims against us?"

"That case will never arise. I have no desire to make such claims. I

should never have done so, under any circumstances; and least of all

now."

He cast a look around him. The splendor of the apartment reminded him

forcibly in whose house he was.

"Least of all now!" he repeated. "Here are the papers which prove this

most unfortunate of all stories. I desire the baroness to take them and

to keep them, so as to be secure at all times against that man's

machinations."

He placed the documents and papers which Timm had brought him a few

hours before upon Helen's escritoire, and bowed to take leave.

"One moment, sir!" said Helen, rising likewise. "Do you imagine my

mother will accept such a gift? Who has given you the right to think so

little of us?"

"I think, Miss Helen, your pride misleads you in this instance. There

is evidently no one whom this whole matter concerns except myself, and

I desire to be relieved of an unpleasant suspicion. It was hardly

necessary to remind me that a few hundred thousand dollars, more or

less, mattered little to the mother of the owner of Grenwitz, and to

the betrothed of Prince Waldenberg."

"Circumstances ought not to affect our duties," replied the young girl,

rising to her full height and curving her lips contemptuously; "and you

need not believe that I am so indifferent to your claims because, I am

proud of our wealth and our rank. We are at this very moment on the

point of leaving for Grenwitz, where my brother is lying dangerously

ill; and there, on my escritoire, lies the beginning of a letter in

which the princess will be told that I shall never be her son's wife."

Helen's dark eyes were shining brightly; the hot blood gave greater

depth to the red on her cheeks. Oswald had never seen her so beautiful,

so marvellously beautiful. And this at the moment when he had already

in his heart bid farewell to life, which had no longer any charms for

him. Just now this glorious beauty, this highest beau-ideal of his

wildest dreams, must present herself to him, not at an inapproachable

distance, but within reach attainable to his bold desires--to his firm

will, perhaps! Why did she tell him that she would never marry the

prince? And why did she tell it in such a defiant tone, if she did not

mean to humble him--the weak, hesitating, fickle man--by the strength

of her will, by the promptness with which she abandoned all this

splendor, merely in order to remain true to herself?

These thoughts passed swiftly through Oswald's mind, which worked all

the faster as he had been so long sleepless and feverish. He knew that

she would never have told him all this if she had not loved him at some

time or other; if she did not perhaps still love him; and yet he knew

with absolute certainty that they were separated from each other

irretrievably by all that had happened. There was therefore no

bitterness, but deep sadness in his voice, as he fixed his eyes

immoveably upon the heavenly beauty before him and said, slowly:

"Let us not sadden one another still more by violent, bitter words! Who

knows whether we shall ever speak to each other again? I feel like a

dying man, and what I am going to say I do not say for myself, but from

an earnest desire to state the truth. Helen, I have loved you from the

hour when I saw you first in the park at Grenwitz! I have never

forgotten that moment. I know that you also would have loved me if I

had but been true to myself; you might have become my own. But when I

forsook myself you also forsook me, and now there is an abyss between

us over which there is no bridge. And what seemed to be about to bring

us together--the discovery of this morning--only parts us forever. I

feel it clearly. You will never be disposed to accept a gift, as you

call it; and I would rather burn my right hand than stretch it out

after the inheritance of a man who made my mother the most wretched of

women. There is no peace possible between us, even if everything else

were as it ought to be. And now, Helen, before we part--probably

forever--one more request; give me your hand across that gulf which

parts us, as a token that I am forgiven!"

Helen laid her hand in Oswald's.

Thus they stood and looked deep into each other's eyes; and as they so

looked they saw all the golden summer mornings in the past at Grenwitz

under the whispering trees, and all the purple-glowing evenings in the

green beech woods near the sea-shore--and then they saw nothing more,

for a close veil of tears hid the enchanting images.

"Farewell, Helen!"

"Farewell, Oswald!"

"Forever!"

"Forever!"

Oswald did not take the beloved one in his arms; a feeling of holy

reverence kept him back. He felt that the time for repentance which was

granted to him was too short, and swearing new vows which he felt no

strength to keep was not making amends for so many broken ones.

He let the hand go which he had held in his own, and--the next moment

Helen was alone.

She was still standing so, her eyes fixed on the door through which

Oswald had disappeared, when the baroness came back to the room.

"It is high time, Helen," she said; "the carriage is waiting. Are you

ready?"

"Yes."

"What papers are those on the escritoire?"

"Did he not take them again?"

"Who?"

"Oswald."

"Has he been here? What did he want?"

"He came to say good-by. Take those papers, mother. He brought them to

you."

"Helen, you look pale; and you have been crying! What does that mean?

Do you love that man? Must I lose my last child then?"

"Be calm, mamma. I shall not leave you in our misfortune. There is the

letter to the princess. One moment, mother."

She sat down and wrote in great haste a few lines.

"Well, that is done! I am free once more! Come, mamma; I will show you

that I have still strength and courage enough for life. Come!"

And she drew the baroness, who willingly yielded herself up to her

daughter's superior energy, with her out of the room.

A minute later the two ladies had left Waldenberg House, and half an

hour afterwards the train carried them away from the city.

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