Richard Linnell had left his quiet, patient-looking father busily
copying a sheet of music, and joined Colonel Mellersh, who was waiting
at the door ready for a stroll.
Cora Dean's ponies were in the road, and that lady was just about to
start for a drive.
Somehow, her door opened, and she came rustling down, closing her ears
to a petulant call from her mother, and--perhaps it was an accident--so
timed her descent that it would be impossible for the gentlemen to avoid
offering to hand her to the carriage.
They both raised their hats as they stood upon the step, and she smiled
and looked at Richard Linnell, but he did not stir.
"Come, Dick," said Mellersh, with a half-sneer; "have you forgotten your
manners?"
Linnell started, offered his arm, which was taken, and he led Cora down
to the little carriage, the ponies beginning to stamp as the groom held
their bits, while the bright, smiling look of their mistress passed
away.
"The ponies look rather fresh," said Richard Linnell, trying to be
agreeable. "I should have their bearing reins tightened a little."
"Why?" said Cora sharply, and with a glance full of resentment: and, at
the same moment, she noted that Mellersh was leaning against the
door-post, looking on.
"Why?" repeated Linnell, smiling in her face--but it was not the smile
she wished to see--"for fear of another accident, of course."
"What would you care?" she said in a low whisper. "I wish there would
be another accident. Why didn't you let me drown? I wish I were dead."
She gave her ponies a sharp lash, the groom leaped aside, caught the
back of the carriage, and swung himself up into his seat, and away they
dashed at a gallop, while Linnell stood gazing after them, till Mellersh
laid a hand upon his shoulder.
"Dick, Dick," he said banteringly, "what a fierce wooer you are! You
have been saying something to offend the fair Cora. Come along."
"Does it give you pleasure to banter me like this?"
"Banter, man? I was in earnest."
They walked along the parade in silence, and had not gone far before
they met the Master of the Ceremonies, who raised his hat stiffly, in
response to their salutes, and passed on.
"Oh, man, man, why don't you take the good the gods provide you, instead
of sighing after what you cannot have."
"Mellersh," said Richard, as if he had not heard him, "if I make up my
mind to leave Saltinville, will you pay a good deal of attention to the
old man?"
"Leave--Saltinville?"
"Yes; I am sick of the place. I must go right away."
"Stop a moment! Hold your tongue! There is that scoundrel, Rockley,
with his gang."
In effect, a group of officers came along in the opposite direction,
and, but for the disposition shown them to avoid a quarrel, their
offensive monopolisation of the whole of the path would have resulted in
an altercation.
"I shall have to cripple that fellow," said Mellersh, as they walked on,
after turning out into the road in passing the group. "I wonder young
Denville does not shoot him for his goings on with his sister."
"Mellersh!"
"I can't help it, Dick; I must speak out. Rockley is indefatigable
there. The fellow is bewitched with her, and is always after her."
"It's a lie!" exclaimed Linnell.
"Call me a liar if you like, Dick, my lad. I shan't send you a
challenge. Plenty of people will satisfy you as to the truth of what I
say, and I speak thus plainly because I am weary of seeing you so
infatuated with Claire Denville."
Linnell tried to draw his arm away, but the Colonel retained it.
"No, no, my dear boy, we cannot quarrel," he said. "It is impossible.
But about this going away. Right. I would go. It will cure you."
"Cure me?" said Linnell bitterly.
"Yes, cure you. Dick, my boy, it makes me mad to see you so blind--to
see you let a woman who looks guileless lead you--Well, I'll say no
more. I cannot believe in Claire Denville any more than I can in her
little innocent-looking jade of a sister."
Linnell uttered an impatient ejaculation.
"She goes about with a face as round-eyed as a baby's, and as smooth;
while all the time I know--"
Linnell turned to him a look so full of agony that he ceased on the
instant, but began again.
"I cannot help it, Dick," he said. "It worries me to see you growing so
listless over a passion for a woman who does not care a straw for you."
"If I could believe that," said Linnell, "I could bear it; but I am
tortured by doubts, and every friend I have seems to be bent upon
blackening the reputation of a woman who has been cruelly maligned."
Mellersh began to whistle softly, and then said, sharply:
"What! going in here?"
"Yes; will you come?"
"No," said Mellersh, giving him a curious look. "Expect a letter?
Tut-tut, man, don't eat me. You would not be the first man who made a
post-office of Miss Clode's circulating library. What is it, then--
fiddle-strings?"
Linnell nodded.
"Go in, then; you can join me presently. I shall be on the pier. I
say, Dick, the fair directress of this establishment ought to put up on
her sign, `Dealer in heart-strings and fiddle-strings.' There, good-bye
for the present."
The Colonel went on, keeping a sharp look-out for Cora Dean's
pony-carriage; but it did not meet his eyes; and Richard Linnell turned
into the library, meeting Lady Drelincourt, who smiled and simpered as
she passed out, thrusting a book into her reticule.
Miss Clode was just disappearing into the inner room, leaving round-eyed
Annie in charge; but as soon as that young lady caught sight of Linnell,
she darted back to whisper loudly:
"Auntie, auntie: here's Mr Richard Linnell."
The latter saw no reason why little Miss Clode should flush and turn
pale, and then look up at him in a wistful manner, almost with reproach
in her eyes.
"Why, it's quite a month since I've seen you, Mr Linnell," she said,
"and--and you look quite pale and thin."
"Do I, Miss Clode?" he said, smiling. "Ah, well, it's a healthy sign--
of robust health, you know. I want some--"
"But you don't look well, Mr Linnell," she said hastily. "Annie, my
dear, take this book to Mrs Barclay's, and make haste back."
"Yes, auntie," said the girl, in an ill-used tone.
"And make haste," cried Miss Clode. "Will you excuse me a minute, Mr
Linnell?"
"Oh, of course," said the young man listlessly. "Give me the case with
the violin strings, and I'll select some."
Miss Clode did not appear as if she heard him, but went to the back of
the shop to hurry her niece away, to that young lady's great disgust,
for she wanted to stare at Richard, whom she greatly admired, and hear
what was said. Consequently, he was left turning over the books for a
few minutes before Miss Clode returned, and, to his surprise, stood
gazing up at him wistfully.
"Well, Miss Clode," he said with forced gaiety, "suppose somebody were
waiting for me to join in a sonata?"
"I--I beg your pardon," she cried, flushing, and turning her back, she
obtained the tin case that held the transparent rings, and placed it
before him with a deep sigh.
"Not well, Miss Clode?" said Richard cheerfully.
To his astonishment she caught his hand in hers, and burst into tears.
"No, no, no," she cried, sobbing violently, "I am ill--heart-sick. Mr
Linnell, please, pray come in, I want to speak to you."
"Why, Miss Clode!" he exclaimed.
"Yes, you are surprised," she exclaimed, "greatly surprised. You, so
young and handsome, an independent gentleman, are astonished that a poor
insignificant woman in my humble position should be always anxious about
you--should--should--there, I can keep it back no longer," she cried
passionately, as she held with both hands tightly that which he tried to
withdraw. "I must speak--I must tell you, or you will wreck and ruin
your dear life. Mr Linnell--Richard--I love you. I love you so that I
cannot bear to see and hear what I do--you are breaking my heart."
"Miss Clode!" cried Richard Linnell, amazed, filled with contempt,
sorrow, pity, all in one. "Think of what you are saying. Why, what
madness is this?"
"The madness of a wretched, unhappy woman, who has known you so long,
and whose love for you is a hundred times stronger than you can believe.
But hush! Come in here. Some one may call at any moment, and I could
not bear for them to see."
She loosed his hand, made a quick movement towards the little door at
the end of the counter, and held it open for him to pass in.
It was a painful position for one so full of chivalrous respect for
women, and the young man stood trying to think of what to say to release
himself in the best way from a situation that he would have looked upon
as ludicrous, only that it was so full of pain.
"You are shrinking from me!" she exclaimed. "Pray, pray, don't do that,
Mr Linnell. Have I not suffered enough? Come in; let me talk to you.
Let me try and explain."
"It is impossible," he said at last sternly. "Miss Clode, believe me
that I will never breathe a syllable about this to a soul, but--"
"Oh, you foolish, foolish boy!" she exclaimed, bursting into an
hysterical fit of laughter. "How could you think such a thing as that?
Is there no love a poor, weak, elderly woman like I am, could bear for
one she has known from a boy, but such as filled your mind just then?
There, there!" she cried, wiping her eyes quickly. "I have spoken
wildly to you. Forgive me. I am a poor lonely woman, who fixed her
affection upon you, Richard Linnell, farther back than you can imagine.
Listen, and let me tell you," she said in a soft, low voice, as she came
round to the front of the counter, and laid her little thin hand upon
his arm. "You lost your mother long ago, and have never known what it
was to have a mother's love; but, for years past, your every movement
has been watched by me; I have suffered when you have been in pain; I
have rejoiced when I knew that you were happy."
"My dear Miss Clode!" he exclaimed, in a half-wondering, half-pitying
tone.
"Yes--yes," she panted; "speak to me like that. You pay me for much
suffering and misery; but don't--pray don't despise me for all this."
"Despise you? No!" he said warmly; "but you do surprise me, Miss Clode.
I know you have always spoken very kindly to me."
"And you have always thought it almost an impertinence," she said sadly.
"It has been. This is impertinent of me, you think, too, but I shall
not presume. Mr Linnell, I have something to say to you, and when that
is said, I shall keep my distance again, and it will be a secret between
us."
"Why, Miss Clode," said Richard, trying to smile cheerfully, "you are
making up quite a romance out of one of your own books."
"Yes," she said, looking wistfully in his eyes, "quite a romance, only
it is all true, my dear. Now, will you come in?"
He hesitated for a moment, and then walked right in to the parlour, and
she followed him, wiping her red eyes with her handkerchief.
"You will sit down?" she said, drawing forward an elbow-chair.
He took it from her and placed it so that she could sit down, while he
took another.
"No," she said softly, "I will stand. Mr Linnell, please sit down."
He smiled and looked at her, full of expectancy, while she stood
wringing her handkerchief, and puckering up her forehead, her lips
parted, and an eager look of pride in her eyes as she gazed at him.
"It is very good of you to come," she faltered. "I will say what I have
to say directly, but I am very weak, my dear--I--I beg your pardon, Mr
Linnell. Don't--don't think me too familiar. You are not angry with me
for loving you?"
"How can I be angry?" he said quickly. "I am surprised."
"You need not be," she said. "You would not be, if you knew more of
human nature than you do. Mr Richard Linnell, it is in a woman's
nature to desire to cling to and love something. Why should you be
surprised that a poor lonely woman like me should love--as a son--the
handsomest and truest gentleman we have in Saltinville?"
"It is fortunate for me that we meet but seldom, Miss Clode," said
Richard, smiling, "if you hold me in such estimation as this."
"I do not see why," she said gravely. "You are handsome. You are
brave. Do you think I do not know how you fought that duel below the
cliff?"
"Oh, tut-tut," he said quickly; "let that rest."
"Or how bravely you followed that Major Rockley the night when he
carried off Miss Dean?"
"My dear Miss Clode," said Richard quickly, "we shall be drifting into
scandal directly."
She looked at him pityingly, as she saw the flush upon his cheeks, and
it seemed to be reflected in hers, as she spoke out now eagerly and
quickly, as if she thought there was a risk of his taking offence and
hurrying away.
"I will not talk scandal," she said, standing before him with her hands
clasped; "I only want to talk of you--of your future, and to try and
stop you before you go wrong."
"Miss Clode!" he exclaimed warmly.
"Yes," she said; "be angry with me. I expect it, and I'll bear it; I'll
bear anything to see you happy. If I had seen you taking the downward
course--gambling, or drinking, or intriguing, I should have tried to
stop you--tried fiercely, and braved your anger, as I do now. For I
must--I will speak."
"I have neither been gambling, drinking, nor intriguing, Miss Clode,"
said Richard laughingly, "so I have not deserved your wrath."
"You are mocking at me, boy," she said, with spirit.
"You think me a foolish, eccentric little woman--half mad, perhaps.
Think so," she cried, "and, maybe, you are right; but, with all my
weakness and folly, I love you, Richard Linnell, as a mother loves her
offspring, and it is to save you from future misery that I have nerved
myself to risk your displeasure, and perhaps your future notice, for I
am not so vain as to think I can ever be looked upon by you as anything
but what I am."
There was such warmth and sincerity in her words that Richard hastily
took her hands.
"Forgive me," he said; "I am serious, and respect you for all this, Miss
Clode."
She bent down quickly and kissed his hands, making him start, and then
look down on her pityingly, his wonder increasing as he saw how moved
she was, her tears having fallen on the hands she kissed.
"There," she cried, "I will not keep you, but I must say what I have on
my mind, even if I offend you and make you angry as I did before."
Richard Linnell looked at her sharply, with his eyes kindling; but,
without speaking, she joined her hands together and stood before him as
if pleading.
Volume Three, Chapter II.