CONFIDENCES

Beautiful, beautiful was that night! No air that stirred; the black

smoke from the funnels of the mail steamer _Zanzibar_ lay low over the

surface of the sea like vast, floating ostrich plumes that vanished one

by one in the starlight. Benita Beatrix Clifford, for that was her full

name, who had been christened Benita after her mother and Beatrix after

her father’s only sister, leaning idly over the bulwark rail, thought

to herself that a child might have sailed that sea in a boat of bark and

come safely into port.

Then a tall man of about thirty years of age, who was smoking a cigar,

strolled up to her. At his coming she moved a little as though to make

room for him beside her, and there was something in the motion which,

had anyone been there to observe it, might have suggested that these two

were upon terms of friendship, or still greater intimacy. For a moment

he hesitated, and while he did so an expression of doubt, of distress

even, gathered on his face. It was as though he understood that a great

deal depended on whether he accepted or declined that gentle invitation,

and knew not which to do.

Indeed, much did depend upon it, no less than the destinies of both of

them. If Robert Seymour had gone by to finish his cigar in solitude, why

then this story would have had a very different ending; or, rather, who

can say how it might have ended? The dread, foredoomed event with which

that night was big would have come to its awful birth leaving certain

words unspoken. Violent separation must have ensued, and even if both of

them had survived the terror, what prospect was there that their lives

would again have crossed each other in that wide Africa?

But it was not so fated, for just as he put his foot forward to continue

his march Benita spoke in her low and pleasant voice.

“Are you going to the smoking-room or to the saloon to dance, Mr.

Seymour? One of the officers just told me that there is to be a dance,”

she added, in explanation, “because it is so calm that we might fancy

ourselves ashore.”

“Neither,” he answered. “The smoking-room is stuffy, and my dancing days

are over. No; I proposed to take exercise after that big dinner, and

then to sit in a chair and fall asleep. But,” he added, and his voice

grew interested, “how did you know that it was I? You never turned your

head.”

“I have ears in my head as well as eyes,” she answered with a little

laugh, “and after we have been nearly a month together on this ship I

ought to know your step.”

“I never remember that anyone ever recognized it before,” he said, more

to himself than to her, then came and leaned over the rail at her side.

His doubts were gone. Fate had spoken.

For a while there was silence between them, then he asked her if she

were not going to the dance.

Benita shook her head.

“Why not? You are fond of dancing, and you dance very well. Also there

are plenty of officers for partners, especially Captain----” and he

checked himself.

“I know,” she said; “it would be pleasant, but--Mr. Seymour, will you

think me foolish if I tell you something?”

“I have never thought you foolish yet, Miss Clifford, so I don’t know

why I should begin now. What is it?”

“I am not going to the dance because I am afraid, yes, horribly afraid.”

“Afraid! Afraid of what?”

“I don’t quite know, but, Mr. Seymour, I feel as though we were all

of us upon the edge of some dreadful catastrophe--as though there were

about to be a mighty change, and beyond it another life, something

new and unfamiliar. It came over me at dinner--that was why I left the

table. Quite suddenly I looked, and all the people were different, yes,

all except a few.”

“Was I different?” he asked curiously.

“No, you were not,” and he thought he heard her add “Thank God!” beneath

her breath.

“And were you different?”

“I don’t know. I never looked at myself; I was the seer, not the seen. I

have always been like that.”

“Indigestion,” he said reflectively. “We eat too much on board ship,

and the dinner was very long and heavy. I told you so, that’s why I’m

taking--I mean why I wanted to take exercise.”

“And to go to sleep afterwards.”

“Yes, first the exercise, then the sleep. Miss Clifford, that is the

rule of life--and death. With sleep thought ends, therefore for some of

us your catastrophe is much to be desired, for it would mean long sleep

and no thought.”

“I said that they were changed, not that they had ceased to think.

Perhaps they thought the more.”

“Then let us pray that your catastrophe may be averted. I prescribe

for you bismuth and carbonate of soda. Also in this weather it seems

difficult to imagine such a thing. Look now, Miss Clifford,” he added,

with a note of enthusiasm in his voice, pointing towards the east,

“look.”

Her eyes followed his outstretched hand, and there, above the level

ocean, rose the great orb of the African moon. Lo! of a sudden all that

ocean turned to silver, a wide path of rippling silver stretched from

it to them. It might have been the road of angels. The sweet soft light

beat upon their ship, showing its tapering masts and every detail of the

rigging. It passed on beyond them, and revealed the low, foam-fringed

coast-line rising here and there, dotted with kloofs and their clinging

bush. Even the round huts of Kaffir kraals became faintly visible in

that radiance. Other things became visible also--for instance, the

features of this pair.

The man was light in his colouring, fair-skinned, with fair hair which

already showed a tendency towards greyness, especially in the moustache,

for he wore no beard. His face was clean cut, not particularly handsome,

since, their fineness notwithstanding, his features lacked regularity;

the cheekbones were too high and the chin was too small, small faults

redeemed to some extent by the steady and cheerful grey eyes. For

the rest, he was broad-shouldered and well-set-up, sealed with the

indescribable stamp of the English gentleman. Such was the appearance of

Robert Seymour.

In that light the girl at his side looked lovely, though, in fact, she

had no real claims to loveliness, except perhaps as regards her figure,

which was agile, rounded, and peculiarly graceful. Her foreign-looking

face was unusual, dark-eyed, a somewhat large and very mobile mouth,

fair and waving hair, a broad forehead, a sweet and at times wistful

face, thoughtful for the most part, but apt to be irradiated by sudden

smiles. Not a beautiful woman at all, but exceedingly attractive, one

possessing magnetism.

She gazed, first at the moon and the silver road beneath it, then,

turning, at the land beyond.

“We are very near to Africa, at last,” she said.

“Too near, I think,” he answered. “If I were the captain I should stand

out a point or two. It is a strange country, full of surprises. Miss

Clifford, will you think me rude if I ask you why you are going there?

You have never told me--quite.”

“No, because the story is rather a sad one; but you shall hear it if you

wish. Do you?”

He nodded, and drew up two deck chairs, in which they settled themselves

in a corner made by one of the inboard boats, their faces still towards

the sea.

“You know I was born in Africa,” she said, “and lived there till I was

thirteen years old--why, I find I can still speak Zulu; I did so this

afternoon. My father was one of the early settlers in Natal. His father

was a clergyman, a younger son of the Lincolnshire Cliffords. They are

great people there still, though I don’t suppose that they are aware of

my existence.”

“I know them,” answered Robert Seymour. “Indeed, I was shooting at their

place last November--when the smash came,” and he sighed; “but go on.”

“Well, my father quarrelled with his father, I don’t know what about,

and emigrated. In Natal he married my mother, a Miss Ferreira, whose

name--like mine and her mother’s--was Benita. She was one of two

sisters, and her father, Andreas Ferreira, who married an English lady,

was half Dutch and half Portuguese. I remember him well, a fine old man

with dark eyes and an iron-grey beard. He was wealthy as things went

in those days--that is to say, he had lots of land in Natal and the

Transvaal, and great herds of stock. So you see I am half English, some

Dutch, and more than a quarter Portuguese--quite a mixture of races. My

father and mother did not get on well together. Mr. Seymour, I may as

well tell you all the truth: he drank, and although he was passionately

fond of her, she was jealous of him. Also he gambled away most of her

patrimony, and after old Andreas Ferreira’s death they grew poor. One

night there was a dreadful scene between them, and in his madness he

struck her.

“Well, she was a very proud woman, determined, too, and she turned on

him and said--for I heard her--‘I will never forgive you; we have done

with each other.’ Next morning, when my father was sober, he begged her

pardon, but she made no answer, although he was starting somewhere on

a fortnight’s trek. When he had gone my mother ordered the Cape cart,

packed up her clothes, took some money that she had put away, drove to

Durban, and after making arrangements at the bank about a small private

income of her own, sailed with me for England, leaving a letter for my

father in which she said that she would never see him again, and if he

tried to interfere with me she would put me under the protection of the

English court, which would not allow me to be taken to the home of a

drunkard.

“In England we went to live in London with my aunt, who had married a

Major King, but was a widow with five children. My father often wrote to

persuade my mother to go back to him, but she never would, which I think

was wrong of her. So things went on for twelve years or more, till

one day my mother suddenly died, and I came into her little fortune of

between £200 and £300 a year, which she had tied up so that nobody can

touch it. That was about a year ago. I wrote to tell my father of her

death, and received a pitiful letter; indeed, I have had several of

them. He implored me to come out to him and not to leave him to die in

his loneliness, as he soon would do of a broken heart, if I did not. He

said that he had long ago given up drinking, which was the cause of the

ruin of his life, and sent a certificate signed by a magistrate and a

doctor to that effect. Well, in the end, although all my cousins and

their mother advised me against it, I consented, and here I am. He is to

meet me at Durban, but how we shall get on together is more than I can

say, though I long to see him, for after all he is my father.”

“It was good of you to come, under all the circumstances. You must have

a brave heart,” said Robert reflectively.

“It is my duty,” she answered. “And for the rest, I am not afraid who

was born to Africa. Indeed, often and often have I wished to be back

there again, out on the veld, far away from the London streets and fog.

I am young and strong, and I want to see things, natural things--not

those made by man, you know--the things I remember as a child. One can

always go back to London.”

“Yes, or at least some people can. It is a curious thing, Miss Clifford,

but as it happens I have met your father. You always reminded me of the

man, but I had forgotten his name. Now it comes back to me; it _was_

Clifford.”

“Where on earth?” she asked, astonished.

“In a queer place. As I told you, I have visited South Africa before,

under different circumstances. Four years ago I was out here big-game

shooting. Going in from the East coast my brother and I--he is dead now,

poor fellow--got up somewhere in the Matabele country, on the banks of

the Zambesi. As we didn’t find much game there we were going to strike

south, when some natives told us of a wonderful ruin that stood on

a hill overhanging the river a few miles farther on. So, leaving the

waggon on the hither side of the steep nek, over which it would have

been difficult to drag it, my brother and I took our rifles and a bag

of food and started. The place was farther off than we thought, although

from the top of the nek we could see it clearly enough, and before we

reached it dark had fallen.

“Now we had observed a waggon and a tent outside the wall which we

thought must belong to white men, and headed for them. There was a light

in the tent, and the flap was open, the night being very hot. Inside

two men were seated, one old, with a grey beard, and the other, a

good-looking fellow--under forty, I should say--with a Jewish face,

dark, piercing eyes, and a black, pointed beard. They were engaged

in examining a heap of gold beads and bangles, which lay on the table

between them. As I was about to speak, the black-bearded man heard or

caught sight of us, and seizing a rifle that leaned against the table,

swung round and covered me.

“‘For God’s sake don’t shoot, Jacob,’ said the old man; ‘they are

English.’

“‘Best dead, any way,’ answered the other, in a soft voice, with a

slight foreign accent, ‘we don’t want spies or thieves here.’

“‘We are neither, but I can shoot as well as you, friend,’ I remarked,

for by this time my rifle was on him.

“Then he thought better of it, and dropped his gun, and we explained

that we were merely on an archæological expedition. The end of it was

that we became capital friends, though neither of us could cotton much

to Mr. Jacob--I forget his other name. He struck me as too handy with

his rifle, and was, I gathered, an individual with a mysterious and

rather lurid past. To cut a long story short, when he found out that

we had no intention of poaching, your father, for it was he, told us

frankly that they were treasure-hunting, having got hold of some

story about a vast store of gold which had been hidden away there by

Portuguese two or three centuries before. Their trouble was, however,

that the Makalanga, who lived in the fortress, which was called

Bambatse, would not allow them to dig, because they said the place was

haunted, and if they did so it would bring bad luck to their tribe.”

“And did they ever get in?” asked Benita.

“I am sure I don’t know, for we went next day, though before we left we

called on the Makalanga, who admitted us all readily enough so long as

we brought no spades with us. By the way, the gold we saw your father

and his friend examining was found in some ancient graves outside the

walls, but had nothing to do with the big and mythical treasure.”

“What was the place like? I love old ruins,” broke in Benita again.

“Oh! wonderful. A gigantic, circular wall built by heaven knows who,

then half-way up the hill another wall, and near the top a third wall

which, I understood, surrounded a sort of holy of holies, and above

everything, on the brink of the precipice, a great cone of granite.”

“Artificial or natural?”

“I don’t know. They would not let us up there, but we were introduced

to their chief and high priest, Church and State in one, and a wonderful

old man he was, very wise and very gentle. I remember he told me he

believed we should meet again, which seemed an odd thing for him to say.

I asked him about the treasure and why he would not let the other white

men look for it. He answered that it would never be found by any man,

white or black, that only a woman would find it at the appointed time,

when it pleased the Spirit of Bambatse, under whose guardianship it

was.”

“Who was the Spirit of Bambatse, Mr. Seymour?”

“I can’t tell you, couldn’t make out anything definite about her, except

that she was said to be white, and to appear sometimes at sunrise, or in

the moonlight, standing upon the tall point of rock of which I told you.

I remember that I got up before the dawn to look for her--like an idiot,

for of course I saw nothing--and that’s all I know about the matter.”

“Did you have any talk with my father, Mr. Seymour--alone, I mean?”

“Yes, a little. The next day he walked back to our waggon with us, being

glad, I fancy, of a change from the perpetual society of his partner

Jacob. That wasn’t wonderful in a man who had been brought up at

Eton and Oxford, as I found out he had, like myself, and whatever his

failings may have been--although we saw no sign of them, for he would

not touch a drop of spirits--was a gentleman, which Jacob wasn’t. Still,

he--Jacob--had read a lot, especially on out-of-the-way subjects,

and could talk every language under the sun--a clever and agreeable

scoundrel in short.”

“Did my father say anything about himself?”

“Yes; he told me that he had been an unsuccessful man all his life,

and had much to reproach himself with, for we got quite confidential at

last. He added that he had a family in England--what family he didn’t

say--whom he was anxious to make wealthy by way of reparation for past

misdeeds, and that was why he was treasure-hunting. However, from what

you tell me, I fear he never found anything.”

“No, Mr. Seymour, he never found it and never will, but all the same

I am glad to hear that he was thinking of us. Also I should like to

explore that place, Bambatse.”

“So should I, Miss Clifford, in your company, and your father’s, but not

in that of Jacob. If ever you should go there with him, I say:--‘Beware

of Jacob.’”

“Oh! I am not afraid of Jacob,” she answered with a laugh, “although I

believe that my father still has something to do with him--at least in

one of his letters he mentioned his partner, who was a German.”

“A German! I think that he must have meant a German Jew.”

After this there was silence between them for a time, then he said

suddenly, “You have told me your story, would you like to hear mine?”

“Yes,” she answered.

“Well, it won’t take you long to listen to it, for, Miss Clifford,

like Canning’s needy knife-grinder, I have really none to tell. You

see before you one of the most useless persons in the world, an

undistinguished member of what is called in England the ‘leisured

class,’ who can do absolutely nothing that is worth doing, except shoot

straight.”

“Indeed,” said Benita.

“You do not seem impressed with that accomplishment,” he went on, “yet

it is an honest fact that for the last fifteen years--I was thirty-two

this month--practically my whole time has been given up to it, with a

little fishing thrown in in the spring. As I want to make the most of

myself, I will add that I am supposed to be among the six best shots in

England, and that my ambition--yes, great Heavens! my ambition--was to

become better than the other five. By that sin fell the poor man who

speaks to you. I was supposed to have abilities, but I neglected them

all to pursue this form of idleness. I entered no profession, I did

no work, with the result that at thirty-two I am ruined and almost

hopeless.”

“Why ruined and hopeless?” she asked anxiously, for the way in which

they were spoken grieved her more than the words themselves.

“Ruined because my old uncle, the Honourable John Seymour Seymour, whose

heir I was, committed the indiscretion of marrying a young lady who has

presented him with thriving twins. With the appearance of those twins my

prospects disappeared, as did the allowance of £1,500 a year that he

was good enough to make me on which to keep up a position as his

next-of-kin. I had something of my own, but also I had debts, and at the

present moment a draft in my pocket for £2,163 14s. 5d., and a little

loose cash, represents the total of my worldly goods, just about the sum

I have been accustomed to spend per annum.”

“I don’t call that ruin, I call that riches,” said Benita, relieved.

“With £2,000 to begin on you may make a fortune in Africa. But how about

the hopelessness?”

“I am hopeless because I have absolutely nothing to which to look

forward. Really, when that £2,000 is gone I do not know how to earn a

sixpence. In this dilemma it occurred to me that the only thing I could

do was to turn my shooting to practical account, and become a hunter of

big game. Therefore I propose to kill elephants until an elephant kills

me. At least,” he added in a changed voice, “I did so propose until half

an hour ago.”

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