WHEN KATRINA LOST HER WAY

_A Tale of the First Jewish Settlers of New Amsterdam._

The warm spring sunshine forced its way through the tiny

diamond-shaped window panes to fall in a bright pool of light upon the

table cloth and blue cups and bowls Mary Barsimon had brought with her

from Holland. It was a pleasant room, shining with the exquisite

neatness that characterized the dwelling of every Dutch housewife in

New Amsterdam with the same simple, well-made furniture and bright

hand-woven rugs. Yet it differed strikingly in two or three details

from the other homes in the Dutch settlement; on the mantle-piece,

above the blue-tiled fire-place, stood two brass candle-sticks for the

Sabbath, while on the eastern wall hung a quaint wood-cut representing

scenes from the Bible; Abraham sacrificing Isaac, Jacob dreaming of

the ladder reaching up to heaven. This _Mizrach_, Samuel's father had

once told him, hung upon the eastern wall of every good Jewish home,

that at prayer all might be reminded to turn toward the east and face

the site of the Temple at Jerusalem. For centuries the Temple had been

in ruins and the children of those who had worshipped there scattered

to the four corners of the earth. Jacob Barsimon himself had wandered

from Spain to Holland, from Amsterdam to Jamaica, from Jamaica to the

Dutch colony of New Amsterdam upon the Atlantic; yet in all his

wanderings he had brought with him the old _Mizrach_; and he still

taught his twelve-year-old son to pray with his face toward the land

of his fathers.

It was before this _Mizrach_ that Jacob Barsimon stood one early

spring morning in the year 1655, when New Amsterdam was still free

from the rule of the English who were to re-name the colony New York.

He stared at it with unseeing eyes, frowning darkly, his long, slender

hands plucking nervously at the buttons of his coat. Samuel, assisting

the young colored slave girl in removing the breakfast dishes, glanced

at his father from time to time a little nervously, although he could

not recall any prank or misdeed on his part that might have angered

him. But his mother, after watching her husband for a few moments from

her low chair at the window where she sat dressing the chubby

two-year-old Rebecca, broke the heavy silence by asking:

"What is wrong, Jacob? What troubles you?"

For a moment Jacob Barsimon said nothing, but frowned more darkly than

ever. At last he spoke. "Have you forgotten that a month from tomorrow

is Samuel's birthday--that he will be thirteen?"

A tender smile played about the mother's mouth. "Surely, I remember

the day he was born as well as though it were yesterday." She sighed a

little, her hands busy with the buttons of the little girl's dress,

her eyes gazing dreamily through the window. "We were still in

Amsterdam, in dear old Holland, with our own people. Do you remember,

Jacob, how on the day when he was made a 'Son of the Covenant,' your

old uncle acted as godfather and all of our neighbors----"

Jacob Barsimon interrupted her with a bitter laugh. "Neighbors! Yes,

we had neighbors then, our own people, who were with us in joy and

sorrow. But here, Jacob Aboaf and I are merely tolerated by the

burghers. True, they allowed us to land when we came from Jamaica on

the 'Pear Tree.' They have allowed me to trade with the Indies--as

well they might, for even Peter Stuyvesant himself dare not say that

we two Hebrews have ever been guilty of dishonesty in our trading

ventures. But we are not at home here as we were in Holland or

Jamaica; we are aliens and strangers and now comes this last insult to

our people--to refuse them the right of residence here."

Frau Barsimon nodded gravely. "Yes, I know well why your heart is so

bitter with disappointment when you think that it is almost time for

our Samuel's _barmitzvah_ and that save our neighbor, Jacob Aboaf,

there may be none of our own people here to help us rejoice when

Samuel becomes a 'Son of the Law.' And yet," she spoke cheerily

enough, rocking the rosy baby upon her knee, "and yet, who knows but

that by next _Shabbath_ our Jewish friends will be granted the right

of settling here? And if they are still here when Samuel's birthday

comes," she nodded brightly to the wondering boy who had remained near

the table, drinking in every word, "you will have a _minyan_ (ten men

required for a Jewish ceremony) to hear you recite your _barmitzvah_

speech and eat the feast I shall prepare for them." She sprang up

suddenly, the baby tucked under one arm as she began to pile dishes

with her free hand, scolding the slave girl as energetically as she

worked for not having the table cleared. For if Frau Barsimon ever

allowed herself the luxury of a moment's rest or gossip, she never

failed to regain lost time by working twice as hard--and noisily--as

soon as she took hold again.

"Father," asked Samuel, forgetting the cakes and ale of his

_barmitzvah_ party for a moment, "just why won't they let the Jews who

came from South America last fall live in New Amsterdam like the rest

of us? In Holland the Dutch were always kind to our people and in the

Indies they allowed you to trade in peace."

Barsimon did not answer until the slow-handed, sharp-eared little

slave girl had followed his wife into the kitchen. When he spoke his

voice was tinged with a harsh bitterness. "Wiser men than you have

asked that question, my boy, and no one has yet found an answer. True,

Holland and those lands ruled by the Dutch have been places of refuge

for us. No wonder that the poor souls who left Brazil in the 'St.

Catarina' hoped to receive honorable treatment here at the hands of

the burghers. It may be that they fear the rivalry of our brethren in

trade, if more of us be allowed to take up residence in New Amsterdam.

And perhaps," he spoke with a sort of grudging honesty, "perhaps, one

can scarcely blame the worthy burghers for mistrusting the newcomers

and refusing to grant them welcome. They were unfortunate enough to

have been robbed at Jamaica where they rested on their journey; when

they reached here there was the disgrace of an auction in which their

goods were sold to pay for their passage, and two of the passengers,

David Israel and Moses Ambrosius, were held for security. You remember

how a law suit was brought against them by Jacques de la Motthe,

master of the vessel, for this same passage money; and although the

matter is now settled, some of our honest citizens are not ready to

welcome strangers who they believe are little better than vagabonds

and paupers."

"But, father," protested the boy, "a goodly number out of the

twenty-seven who came on the 'St. Catarina' last autumn have received

gold from their brethren in Holland. All except the very poorest one.

And I heard mother telling Frau Aboaf that you could ill afford giving

all you did to help the poor widow on board the 'St. Catarina'

and----"

"Jacob Aboaf and I have done but little,"--half-growled Barsimon, as

though ashamed of the charity he was always ready to do by stealth.

"And they were our brethren." He became silent again, striding to the

window and scowling out into the bright spring sunshine. At last: "But

perhaps we have managed to serve them with our pens as well as gold.

Jacob Aboaf and I, with a few of our good Dutch townsmen, have written

to the directors of the Dutch West India Company in Amsterdam, praying

that these Jews, now forbidden lodging here, be allowed the rights and

privileges, of all good citizens. The directors should listen to our

plea, for a large amount of the company's capital comes from Jewish

purses. We might have heard favorably from them long ago had it not

been for the stubborn hatred of Governor Stuyvesant, whose letters

have poisoned their minds against us."

"But we have never harmed Governor Stuyvesant," observed Samuel, "so

why should his hand be against us?"

Jacob Barsimon laughed grimly, lowering his voice as he answered, for

he was a cautious man and did not care to risk having his words

carried through the town by the little slave girl Minna, now

clattering the breakfast dishes as she moved about the kitchen. "Does

Peter Stuyvesant ever need a reason for his follies?" he asked dryly.

"His head is as hard as his wooden leg and never a new idea has

pierced his brain since the day he was born. He hates our people with

as much reason as our black Minna fears witches and the evil eye. It

is said that he has written to the directors at Amsterdam, begging

that none of the Jewish nation be permitted to infest New Netherlands.

He has used those very words in public places; infest the colony and

be like a plague of hungry locusts. Perhaps he really believes the

evil things he says of our brethren. Even eyes as shrewd as his may be

blinded by hate. And one can understand his bitterness, his hardness

of heart toward all mankind. His post here is not easy, harrassed by

the savages on our borders, the Swedes, even the English, who have

already cast covetous eyes upon this rich port. While his private

life--" the man's stern face grew rather tender--"has not been very

happy. It is said that he left a half-sister in Holland, the one

creature he ever loved or who knew his kindlier side. A few months ago

her husband died and she dared the voyage with her little daughter

that they might make their home with the governor. But the vessel was

lost at sea and she was drowned. Only a sailor or two and several

passengers survived and one of them brought the little girl to Peter

Stuyvesant."

"I heard Minna tell of her," interrupted Samuel. "She says that once

she helped the governor's cook carry the Sunday dinner home from

market and she saw little Katrina playing on the great stairway of

Peter Stuyvesant's house. Minna says she has long golden curls and her

eyes are blue--blue as the little flowers that grow near the Wall

every spring. I wonder we never see her, father!"

Barsimon sat down on the low settle beside the window and lighted his

long pipe, puffing thoughtfully and gazing into the smoke as he spoke.

"I would not have you repeat this, son, for it may be but idle gossip.

But it is reported that since her mother's death the child has become

the idol of the governor's hard, old heart. He is filled with foolish

fears that he may lose her as cruelly as he lost her mother before

her. He scarcely ever permits her to stir abroad and then only when

she is followed by one of his faithful black slaves." He arose with

his characteristic abruptness, and walking to the chest of drawers

across from the fire-place, changed his black silken skull cap to the

broad-brimmed hat of his Dutch neighbors. "Forget what I have said,"

he told his son, briefly. "We live here only on sufferance and must

guard our tongues. But you are a good lad and I know I need never

regret having confided in you. And now study your _barmitzvah_

portion. Even if the folk from the 'St. Catarina' are deported before

your birthday and there is no _minyan_ here and we can have no real

feast in your honor, I would have you do your sainted grandfather

credit and please your mother who has waited so long for the day when

you should be old enough to be considered a man among our people." For

a moment his hand lay kindly upon the boy's shoulder; then, with a

shrug as though to shake off any foolish tenderness for the son he

loved so dearly, he passed out of the house.

Samuel watched him from the window until his stolid, heavy-set figure

disappeared down the winding road. Then, finding his portion in the

Hebrew book which his father treasured so highly in those days when

printed Hebrew books were still a rarity, he sank down on the settle

and tried to concentrate on the task which his father had left for

him. But more than once his dark eyes glanced from the heavy Hebrew

characters to the pleasant scene that lay beyond the window; a scene

one would never associate with crowded, bustling New York of our own

day; the low, comfortable looking houses of the Dutch burghers,

nestling under the great trees; the well-scoured windows blinking like

so many sleepy eyes in the warm spring sunshine. It was a day for

dreaming and adventure, not for study.

For a little while the boy sat with his head resting upon the low

window sill, his young mind busy with half-formed fancies, most of

them circling about his talk with his father concerning the unhappy

passengers of the 'St. Catarina.' Would the unfortunates be obliged to

seek shelter elsewhere, or would they be allowed to dwell in New

Amsterdam? If so, perhaps in time other Jewish families might come,

bringing with them boys of his own age, among whom he might find a

real playfellow. He sighed a little wistfully at the thought, for he

had no close friends among the sturdy young Dutch lads of the

neighborhood. Even a girl would be better than no one, he thought; not

a mere baby like his little sister, but a girl old enough to play with

him, to visit the Indians dwelling a little beyond the Wall, to wander

with him to the other end of the settlement and stand upon the sea

shore, searching for shells or lying upon the shining sands and

weaving fantastic dream stories, too foolish for older and wiser folks

to hear.

The boy fell to dreaming now, sitting there in the warm sunshine, for

he was a quiet, thoughtful lad, unaccustomed to playing with youths of

his own age, given to day-dreams and fairy legends. Today, as he half

reclined on the settle near the window, his busy young brain painted a

picture so strange that even Samuel himself had to smile over it; for

as he gazed through the window with half-closed lids, the dusty road

and little Dutch houses faded away and he seemed to see a shining,

white street with tall buildings on either side, and many, many

people--more than he had ever seen in his life, even in Amsterdam

across the seas--hurrying to and fro. He had heard his father say,

nodding gravely over his pipe, that some day little New Amsterdam

would be one of the greatest sea ports in the world. Jacob Aboaf had

hooted at his friend's prophecy; but as he recalled it today, Samuel

did not laugh. His day dream was very real to him, and when his mother

came into the room she found him staring through the window with a

strange smile about his mouth.

Frau Barsimon was a busy woman, with no time for day-dreams and she

was often annoyed (and secretly alarmed) at her son's tendency to

wander off into a world of his own making. Now she shook him, but

gently, and spoke with her usual briskness.

"Samuel, Samuel, have you nothing better to do than sit nodding like

an old spinning woman in the sunshine?"

The boy started guiltily, indicating his open book with a shame-faced

laugh. "Father told me to study--_barmitzvah_," he faltered.

His mother shrugged goodnaturedly. Pious Jewess that she was, she was

often inclined to quarrel with her husband who, she declared, was too

fond of keeping the boy tied to his Hebrew lessons. "He needs a strong

body now," she used to say when demanding an extra play-hour for

Samuel. "When he is older and his head is less stuffed with dreaming

it will be time enough to cram it with your learning. But first let

him play out in the open air until he is tired and the fresh wind has

blown all his nonsense away." She was thinking the same heresy that

moment, but all she did was to smile goodhumoredly and pull the boy to

his feet. "Out of doors with you," she commanded, gayly, "and I will

speak to father. Take a walk--a long one, and when you come back you

will be able to study without falling half-asleep over your book."

Samuel needed no urging. A moment later he had kissed his mother

good-bye, helped himself to a handful of sugar cookies from her blue

crockery jar, and was whistling down the dusty road, feeling strangely

anxious for some adventures; adventures as heroic as his father often

related before the fire on winter evenings. His mother might have

thrown up her hands in despair had she seen the dreamy look in his

large eyes. True, he was no longer drowsing on the settle, but as he

swung along under the soft spring sky, he saw himself the hero of a

hundred fantastic tales--the captain of a trading-vessel bound for the

Indies; the commander of a company of daring youths of his own age,

all ready to resist the Indians when they should seek to fall upon New

Amsterdam; again, a pirate with a plumed hat and a flashing sword. So,

lost in dreaming, he wandered on down the quiet streets to the Wall

which marked the boundary of the Settlement.

Suddenly realizing that he was tired and hungry, Samuel threw himself

upon the grass, and taking his cookies from his pocket, began to munch

them contendedly, wondering just what heroic deed he should plan for

his next undertaking. But in the middle of a bite he stopped short,

sitting up suddenly and rubbing his eyes as though he had been asleep

and feared he was still dreaming.

There on the grass beside him sat a little girl, almost his own age he

judged; a little girl with golden hair and eyes as blue as the flowers

growing in the young grass about them. To the simple lad she seemed as

richly dressed as a fairy princess, for her frock was of flowered

silk, she wore silver buckles upon her little shoes, and her daintily

flounced cap was fastened at either ear with a quaint medallion of

beaten gold. Samuel took in all of these details slowly, half afraid

to speak lest he should drive away the delicate little creature, who

had risen from the grass and now stood poised for flight like a gaily

tinted butterfly. Then she spoke, and he knew there was very little of

the fairy about her and that she was almost as human as himself.

"Boy," she said in unmistakable Dutch, pointing to the half-eaten cake

in his hand, "boy, give me that. I am hungry." She spoke like one

accustomed to instant obedience, taking the cake without a word of

thanks and eating it prettily, her large blue eyes never leaving

Samuel's wondering face. When nothing remained, she again held out her

hand, with her pretty, imperious gesture. "More," said the little

lady, and Samuel gave her his last cooky, wishing heartily that he had

brought his mother's blue crockery jar along for the little lady's

pleasure.

"I'm sorry," he said humbly, "but I ate the others before I knew you

were coming. They are good, aren't they? Does your mother ever bake

sugar cakes?" he ended in a desperate attempt to make conversation.

She shook her blond head. "My mother is dead," she told him. "She was

drowned and I would have been drowned, too, but a brave sailor held me

tight until he found a spar and he tied me to it and we floated and

floated and floated until a big ship passed us and brought us here."

She spoke between bites, very calmly, as though her tale, as thrilling

as any of Samuel's dream adventures, was no uncommon story for a

dainty little maid to tell on a spring morning.

"Now I know who you are," Samuel exclaimed, forgetting his shyness in

his delighted surprise. "Your name is Katrina and you live with the

governor and your mother was lost at sea."

Katrina, having finished her cooky, pensively picked up the few crumbs

from her lap as though she were still hungry. "I live with Uncle

Peter," she corrected. "He is very good to me and gives me pretty

presents;--he gave me these on my birthday," and she touched the gold

medallions upon her ears complacently. "Only he never lets me go out

and play alone like the other little girls who sometimes visit me say

they do, and I get tired of staying in the garden. And when I go out

walking with old black Daniel behind me, it is just as hard as staying

at home. I want little girls and boys to play with and take me

places;--I get tired of my dolls," she ended wistfully.

Samuel nodded with understanding sympathy. To have this little

stranger maid listen to his stories or follow him on his lonely

rambles! If he might even go to play with her sometimes in the garden

behind Peter Stuyvesant's house. He frowned at the thought: it was not

hard to picture the old governor falling into one of his rages at the

insolence of the Jewish boy who dared to walk down the garden path.

And yet what fun they would have had with every bush a mysterious

fairy castle, every tree a pirate ship to take them across the Main.

He sighed regretfully, turning to listen to his companion's bright

chatter.

"I suppose they're looking all over for me," she laughed

mischievously, "cook and black Daniel and Uncle Peter, too. Won't he

be cross! He was so cross this morning when he got a letter from

Holland, a big letter with a big red seal, and he'll be crosser yet

when I'm not home for dinner." She tossed her sunny curls defiantly.

"But he won't dare to scold me; he'll scold everybody else and shake

his cane at them, but he won't dare to be cross to me."

"But I think you ought to go home," suggested Samuel. "It isn't right

to worry your uncle so when he is so good to you and gives you such

nice presents."

She made a roguish little face. "I can't go home," she giggled,

teasingly, "I've never been out alone and I lost my way almost as soon

as I left the garden. So I'll just have to stay here all day until

somebody from home comes and finds me." She sprang up, shaking out her

silken skirts, dancing gayly in her little buckled shoes. "Come, boy,"

she commanded imperiously, "Come and play with me." She fumbled in

the pocket of her black satin apron and drew out a tiny worsted ball.

"Let's play ball," she cried, "and then we'll run races and climb that

tree over there and maybe you can tell me stories when I'm tired. My

old nurse in Holland used to tell me brave tales, but I don't like

those black Daniel tells--all about charms and goblins. Do you know

any nice stories, boy?"

"Yes, a few," admitted Samuel modestly. His cheeks, usually so pale,

were flushed with excitement; the little playfellow of his dreams

seemed to have come to life in the flower-strewn meadow. He caught the

bright ball she tossed to him and laughed with pleasure. "You catch

wrongly," he chided her, "but I like to play with you."

The afternoon sped on golden wings. Perhaps neither of the children

would have dreamed of the lateness of the hour had not Katrina

interrupted Samuel in the middle of one of his glowing tales,

exclaiming, "I'm hungry, now. I wonder what cook has for supper?"

Samuel started. The story of the old sea captain he had been telling

his new friend was very real to him; he could almost see the old,

ancient, weather-beaten vessel, hear the waves beating on the shores

of that distant island where the golden treasure lay hidden for so

many years. Now his dream people faded away and he saw that the sun

was setting and felt the air growing chill and damp about them. He

rose a little wearily and helped Katrina to her feet.

"We must go home," he said, gravely. "Perhaps we did wrong to stay so

long, but it was fun to play together, wasn't it? And did you like my

stories?"

She nodded, bending to pick up the bouquet he had gathered for her

earlier in the afternoon. "I like them as well as the tales my nursie

used to tell," she commented, approvingly. "You'll show me the way

home, won't you?"

Hand in hand, they walked slowly back to the dusty street that led to

the governor's house. At the gate, Samuel was about to bid his little

friend good-bye, but she caught his hand and drew him in after her.

"Oh, you must stay," she protested, "you must stay and let Uncle Peter

thank you for bringing me home. And I want you to tell me another

story after supper. You must come in!"

"But my mother will be worried," declared Samuel, "and father----"

"We'll have Daniel go and tell them you are here," she solved the

problem easily. Then she ran up the broad stairs, crying gaily, "Oh,

Uncle, I've had the loveliest time," as a short, stern-faced man

appeared in the doorway; a man with a silver-banded wooden leg and

leaning on a heavy cane.

"Katrina!" he exclaimed with some sternness, but she pulled his hard

face down to hers for a kiss.

"I've had such a lovely time," she cooed, "and this nice boy found me

and brought me home. Thank him, Uncle Peter, and have him come in and

tell me some more stories."

Samuel drew back; but the governor nodded for him to enter, and,

feeling miserably shy and uncertain of himself, he followed the pair

into the house. The room they entered was richly furnished, but

gloomy. Samuel, boy that he was, felt how much lovelier his mother's

simple living room was with its shining brass and the few plants

blooming at the window. The governor sat down behind a long table

littered with papers and drew Katrina to his knee, at the same time

motioning Samuel to be seated. Then he spoke, stroking the child's

golden curls, his keen eyes growing gentle as they rested upon her

pretty face.

"You have been of service to my little girl and I will do my best to

reward you," said Governor Stuyvesant, kindly. "What will it be, my

lad, a velvet suit brought over in the last cargo from Holland, or a

golden chain?" Suddenly the eyes he turned upon Samuel grew cold and

keen again. "You are not one of us, yet I have seen you before. Who is

your father and what is his trade?"

"I am Samuel, the son of Jacob Barsimon," answered Samuel, and

suddenly all his shyness left him and he gazed fearlessly into the

governor's face. "And my father is an honest merchant of New

Amsterdam."

"Yes--and of the tribe of Israel," muttered the old man, his brow

darkening. "I wish my little one might have been indebted to another

this day; but I am as honest a man as your father and what I promise,

I keep. So name what reward you will for the favor you have rendered

me--and be off."

Samuel rose, his face flushing with anger at the man's insolence, yet

glowing with a hope he hardly dared to utter even to himself. For the

time had come, he believed, when he might play the hero, as he had

done so many times before in his dreams. "I want no reward," he

answered quietly, "but if you would render me favor for favor, I would

ask you to withdraw the restriction you have placed upon my

brethren--those Jews who sought these shores on the 'St. Catarina' and

who desire to make their homes here."

The governor smiled grimly. "A true Jew," he muttered, with a sort of

grudging admiration for the boy's boldness, "ever ready with his

bargain! But I have no longer the power to grant you or refuse you

your request." He picked up from the table a long, bulky envelope,

from which dangled a red seal. "This came this morning from Holland.

Tomorrow I must tell the burghers that the gentlemen of the Board of

Directors of the Dutch West India Company have over-ridden my

suggestions; they write that I must admit these Jews, provided that

the poor among them shall not become a burden to our community, as

they at first seemed likely to be, but be supported by their own

nation." Again his grim smile. "No fear of that, when even a boy like

you thinks of his people before gifts for himself. I wish," he half

mused, "I wish that we had at least that virtue of your stiff-necked

race."

Little Katrina, grown weary of all this, slipped from her uncle's

knees and took Samuel's hand in hers. "Come into the garden," she

commanded, "I want you to see my rose bushes and my new kittens and

the swing, before supper."

Samuel's eyes sought the governor's face, half-he told her, gently.

Her eager face clouded. "Then you will come and play with me

tomorrow?" she asked.

Samuel's eyes sought the governor's face, half-defiantly,

half-wistfully. "When your uncle sends for me, I will come," he said,

and, bowing in a manner that would have delighted his careful mother,

he left the room. Katrina was about to follow him, but her uncle

called her back rather sternly.

"Nay, do not pout, my pretty," he told her, "for I will try to find

you a worthier playfellow than the son of a Jew trader."

Samuel walked home slowly through the April twilight. In the harbor he

could see the dim outlines of the 'St. Catarina,' which had in truth

brought the Jewish wanderers to a home in New Amsterdam. But Samuel

was not thinking of the wanderers who, after their months of weary

waiting, could look toward the future with hopeful eyes; nor did he

feel relieved that, since they were not to be deported, the newcomers

would surely come to his _barmitzvah_ party. At that moment he thought

only of the golden-curled fairy princess who would never romp and play

with him again.

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