CHAPTER X

What he suffered, endured, and enjoyed in Magna Graecia and his old

dead world, those know who have read with sympathy and understanding.

It was truly as if the man, born in exile, had gone home at last--so

much he loved it, so well he understood the old days. And now once

more he came back to England to a happier life, even though great

anxieties still weighed him down. Yet with some of these anxieties

there was joy, for he loved his children and thought very much of

them, hoping and fearing. One of the very first letters I received

from him on his return from Italy is dated May 7, 1898, and was

written from Henley in Arden: "You have it in your power to do me a

most important service. Will you on every opportunity industriously

circulate the news that I am going to live henceforth in

Warwickshire? It is not strictly true, but a very great deal depends

on my real abode being protected from invasion. If you could inspire

a newspaper paragraph.... I should think it impudent to suppose that

newspapers cared about the matter but that they have so often

chronicled my movements, and if by any chance the truth got abroad it

would mean endless inconvenience and misery to me. You shall hear

more in detail when I am less be-devilled." All this requires little

comment. Every one can understand how it was with him.

Later in the year he wrote to me: "My behaviour is bestial, but I am

so hard driven that it is perhaps excusable. All work impossible

owing to ceaseless reports of mad behaviour in London. That woman

was all but given in charge the other day for assaulting her landlady

with a stick. My solicitor is endeavouring to get the child out of

her hands. I fear its life is endangered, but of course the

difficulty of coming to any sort of arrangement with such a person is

very great.... Indeed I wish we could have met before your departure

for South Africa. My only consolation is the thought that something

or other decisive is bound to have happened before you come back, and

then we will meet as in the old days, please heaven. As for me, my

literary career is at an end, and the workhouse looms larger day by

day. I should not care, of course, but for the boys. A bad job, a

bad job." But better times were perhaps coming for him. The child

that he refers to as still in the hands of his mother was his

youngest boy. Much of his life at this time is lost to me because

much happened while I was absent in South Africa, where I spent some

months in travel. I remember it pleased him to get letters from me

from far-off places such as Buluwayo. He always had the notion that

I was an extraordinarily capable person, an idea which only had some

real truth if my practical capacities were compared with his strange

want of them. By now he was not living in Warwickshire; indeed, if I

remember rightly, on my return from Africa I found him at Godalming.

When I left Cape Town I was very seriously ill, and I remained ill

for some months after my return home. Therefore it was some time

till we met again. But when we did meet it was at Leatherhead, where

he was in lodgings, pleased to be not very far from George Meredith,

who indeed, I think, loved him. It was, of course, as I have said,

through Maitland that I first met Meredith. For some reason which I

do not know, Maitland gave him a volume of mine, "The Western Trail,"

which the old writer was much pleased with. Indeed it was in

consequence of his liking for that book that he asked me to dine with

him just before I went to Africa. Maitland was not present at this

dinner, he was then still in Warwickshire; but Meredith spoke very

affectionately of him, and said many things not unpleasing about his

work. But probably Meredith, like myself, thought more of the man

than he did of his books, which is indeed from my point of view a

considerable and proper tribute to any writer. Sometimes the work of

a man is greater than himself, and it seems a pity when one meets

him; but if a man is greater than what he does one may always expect

more, and some day may get it. It was apropos of Maitland, in some

way which I cannot exactly recall, that Meredith, who was in great

form that night, and wonderful in monologue--as he always was, more

especially after he became so deaf that it was hard to make him

hear--told us an admirably characteristic story about two poor

schoolboys. It appeared, said Meredith, that these two boys, who

came of a clever but poverty-stricken house, did very badly at their

school because they were underfed. As Meredith explained this want

of food led to a poor circulation. What blood these poor boys had

was required for the animal processes of living, and did not enable

them to carry on the work of the brain in the way that it should have

done. However, it one day happened that during play one of these

boys was induced to stand upon his head, with the result that the

blood naturally gravitated to that unaccustomed quarter. His ideas

instantly became brilliant--so brilliant, indeed, that a great idea

struck him. He resumed his feet, rushed home, and communicated his

discovery to his brother, and henceforward they conducted their

studies standing upon their heads, and became brilliant and visibly

successful men. Of course it was a curious thing, though not so

curious when one reflects on the nature of men who are really men of

letters, that Meredith and Henry Maitland had one thing tremendously

in common, their love of words. In my conversation with Meredith

that day I mentioned the fact that I had read a certain interview

with him. I asked him whether it conveyed his sentiments with any

accuracy. He replied mournfully: "Yes, yes,--no doubt the poor

fellow got down more or less what I meant, but he used none of my

beautiful words, none of my beautiful words!"

It does not seem unnatural to me to say something of George Meredith,

since he had in many ways an influence on Maitland. Certainly when

it came to the question of beautiful words they were on the same

ground, if not on the same level. I myself have met during my

literary life, and in some parts of the world where literature is

little considered, many men who were reputed great, and indeed were

great, it may be, in some special line, yet Meredith was the only man

I ever knew to whom I would have allowed freely the word "great" the

moment I met him, without any reservation. This I said to Maitland

and he smiled, feeling that it was true. I remember he wrote to Lake

about Meredith, saying: "You ought to read 'Richard Feverel,' 'Evan

Harrington,' 'The Egoist,' and 'Diana of the Crossways.' These, in

my opinion, are decidedly his best books, but you won't take up

anything of his without finding strong work." And "strong work" with

Maitland was very high praise indeed.

By now, when he was once more in Surrey, we did not meet so

infrequently as had been the case after his second marriage and

before the separation. It is true that his living out of London made

a difference. Still I now went down sometimes and stayed a day with

him. We talked once more in something of our old manner about books

and words, the life of men of letters, and literary origins or

pedigrees, always a strong point in him. It was ever a great joy to

Maitland when he discovered the influence of one writer upon another.

For instance, it was he who pointed out to me first that Balzac was

the literary parent of Murger, as none indeed can deny who have read

the chapter in "Illusions Perdues" where Lucien Rubempré writes and

sings the drinking song with tears in his eyes as he sits by the

bedside of Coralie, his dead mistress. This he did, as will be

remembered, to obtain by the sale of the song sufficient money to

bury her. From that chapter undoubtedly sprang the whole of the "Vie

de Bohème," though to it Murger added much, and not least his

livelier sense of humour. Again, I well remember how Maitland took

down Tennyson--ever a joy to him, because Tennyson was a master of

words though he had little enough to say--and showed me the influence

that the "Wisdom of Solomon," in the Apocrypha, had upon some of the

last verses of "The Palace of Art." No doubt some will not see in a

mere epithet or two that Solomon's words had any connection with the

work of the Poet-Laureate, whom I nicknamed, somewhat to Maitland's

irritation, "the bourgeois Chrysostom." Yet I myself have no doubt

that Maitland was right; but even if he were not he would still have

taken wonderful joy in finding out the words of the two verses which

run: "Whether it were a whistling wind, or a melodious noise of birds

among the spreading branches, or a pleasant fall of water running

violently, or a terrible sound of stones cast down, or a running that

could not be seen of skipping beasts, or a roaring voice of most

savage wild beasts, or a rebounding echo from the hollow mountains;

these things made them swoon for fear." Of course he loved all

rhythm, and found it sometimes in unexpected places, even in

unconsidered writers. There was one passage he used to quote from

Mrs. Ewing, who, indeed, was no small writer, which he declared to be

wonderful, and in its way quite perfect: "He sat, patient of each

succeeding sunset, until this aged world should crumble to its

close." Then, again, he rejoiced when I discovered, though no doubt

it had been discovered many times before, that his musical Keats owed

so much to Fletcher's "Faithful Shepherdess."

It would be a very difficult question to ask, in some examination

concerning English literature, what book in English by its very

nature and style appealed most of all to Henry Maitland. I think I

am not wrong when I say that it was undoubtedly Walter Savage

Landor's "Imaginary Conversations." That book possesses to the full

the two great qualities which most delighted him. It is redolent of

the past, and those classic conversations were his chief joy; but

above and beyond this true and great feeling of Landor's for the past

classic times there was the most eminent quality of Landor's rhythm.

I have many times heard Maitland read aloud from "Æsop and Rhodope,"

and I have even more often heard him quote without the book the

passage which runs: "There are no fields of amaranth on this side of

the grave; there are no voices, O Rhodope, that are not soon mute,

however tuneful; there is no name, with whatever emphasis of

passionate love repeated of which the echo is not faint at last."

Maitland knew, and none knew better, that in a triumphant passage

there is triumphant rhythm, and in a passage full of mourning or

melancholy the accompanying and native rhythm is both melancholy and

mournful. How many times, too, I have heard him quote, again from

Landor, "Many flowers must perish ere a grain of corn be ripened."

All this time the wife was I know not where, nor did I trouble much

to inquire. Miss Kingdon and Miss Greathead looked after her very

patiently, and did good work for their friend Maitland, as he well

knew. But although he was rejoiced to be alone for a time, or at any

rate relieved from the violent misery of her presence, I came once

more to discern, both from things he said and from things he wrote to

me, that a celibate life began again to oppress him gravely. Yet it

was many months before he at last confided in me fully, and then I

think he only did it because he was certain that I was the one friend

he possessed with whom he could discuss any question without danger

of moral theories or prepossessions interfering with the rightful

solution. Over and beyond this qualification for his confidence

there was the fact that I knew him, whereas no one else did. To

advise any man it is necessary to know the man who is to be advised,

for wisdom _in vacuo_ or _in vitro_ may be nothing but foolishness.

Others would have said to him, "Look back on your experience and

reflect. Have no more to do with women in any way." No doubt it

would have been good advice, but it would have been impossible for

him to act on it. Therefore when he at last opened his mind to me

and told me of certain new prospects which were disclosing themselves

to him, I was not only sympathetic but encouraging. It seems that in

the year 1898 he first met a young French lady of Spanish origin with

whom he had previously corresponded for some little time. Her name

was Thérèse Espinel. She belonged to a very good family, perhaps

somewhat above the _haute bourgeoisie_, and was a woman of high

education and extreme Gallic intelligence. As I came to know her

afterwards I may also say that she was a very beautiful woman, and

possessed, what I know to have been a very great charm to Maitland,

as it always was to me, a very sweet and harmonious voice--it was

perhaps the most beautiful human voice for speaking that I have ever

heard. Years afterwards I took her to see George Meredith. He

kissed her hand and told her she had beautiful eyes. As she was

partly Spanish she knew Spanish well. Her German was excellent, her

English that of an educated Englishwoman. It appears that she came

across Maitland's "Paternoster Row," and it occurred to her that it

should be translated into French. She got into correspondence with

him about this book, and in 1898 came over to England and made his

acquaintance. It is curious to remember that on one other occasion

Maitland got into correspondence with another French lady, who

insisted emphatically that he was the one person whom she could trust

to direct her aright in life--a notion at the time not a little

comical to me, and also to the man who was to be this soul's director.

When these two people met and proved mutually sympathetic it was not

unnatural that he should tell her something of his own life,

especially when one knows that so much of their earlier talks dealt

with "Paternoster Row" and with its chief character, so essentially

Henry Maitland. He gave her, indeed, very much of his story, yet not

all of it, not, indeed, the chief part of it, since the greatest

event in his life was the early disaster which had maimed and

distorted his natural career and development. Yet even so much as he

told her of his first and second marriage--for he by no means

concealed from the beginning that he was yet married--very naturally

engaged her womanly compassion. Adding this to her real and fervent

admiration of his literary powers, his personality and story seem to

have inclined her to take an even tenderer interest in him. She was

certainly a bright and wonderful creature, although not without a

certain native melancholy, and possessed none of those conventional

ideas which wreck some lives and save others from disaster.

Therefore I was not much surprised, although I had not been told

everything that had happened, when Maitland wrote to me that he

contemplated taking a very serious step. It was indeed a very

serious one, but so natural in the circumstances, as I came to hear

of them, that I myself made no strictures on his scheme. It was no

other than the proposal that he and this new acquaintance of his

should cast in their lot together and make the world and her

relatives believe that they were married. No doubt when I was

consulted I found it in some ways difficult to give a decision. What

might be advisable for the man might not be so advisable for his

proposed partner. He was making no sacrifice, and she was making

many. Nevertheless, I hold the view that these matters are matters

for the people concerned and are nobody else's business. The thing

to be considered from my point of view was whether Maitland would be

able to support her, and whether she was the kind of woman who would

retain her hold upon him and give him some peace and happiness

towards the end of his life. In thinking over these things I

remembered that the other two women had not been ladies. They had

not been educated. They understood nothing of the world which was

Maitland's world, and, as I knew, a disaster was bound to come in

both cases. But now it appeared to me that there was a possible hope

for the man, and a hope that such a step might almost certainly end

in happiness, or at any rate in peace. That something of the kind

would occur I knew, and even if this present affair went no farther,

yet some other woman would have to be dealt with even if she did not

come into his life for a long while. Thérèse Espinel was at any

rate, as I have said, beautiful and accomplished, essentially of the

upper classes, and, what was no small thing from Maitland's point of

view, a capable and feeling musician. Of such a woman Maitland had

had only a few weeks' experience many years before. I thought the

situation promised much, and raised no moral objection to the step he

proposed to take as soon as I saw he was strongly bent in one

direction. For one thing I was sure of, and it was that anything

whatever which put a definite obstacle in the way of his returning to

his wife was a thing to be encouraged. It was, in fact, absolutely a

duty; and I care not what comments may be made upon my attitude or my

morals.

That Maitland would have gone back to his wife eventually I have very

little doubt, and of course nothing but disaster and new rage and

misery would have come of his doing so. For these reasons I did

everything in my power to help and encourage him in a matter which

gave him extreme nervousness and anxiety. I know he said to me that

the step he proposed to take early in 1899 grew more and more serious

the more he thought of it. Again, I think there was no overwhelming

passion at the back of his mind. Yet it was a true and sincere

affection, of that I am sure. But there were many difficulties. It

appears that the girl's father had died a few months before, and as

there was some money in the family this fact involved certain serious

difficulties about the future signing of names when all the legal

questions concerned with the little property that there was came to

be settled. Then he asked me what sort of hope was there that this

pretended marriage would not become known in England. He said: "I

fear it certainly would." When I reflect now upon the innumerable

lies and subterfuges that I myself indulged in with the view of

preventing anybody knowing of this affair in London, I can see he was

perfectly justified in his fears, for when the step was at last taken

I was continually being asked about Maitland's wife. Naturally

enough, it was said by one set of people that she was with him in

France; while it was said by others, much better informed, that she

was still in England. I was sometimes requested to settle this

difficult matter, and I did find it so difficult that at times I was

compelled to state the actual truth on condition that what I said was

regarded as absolutely confidential.

He and Thérèse did, indeed, discuss the possibility of braving the

world with the simple truth, but that he knew would have been a very

tremendous step for her. The mother was yet living, and she played a

strange part in this little drama--a part not so uncommonly played as

many might think. She became at last her daughter's _confidante_ and

learned the whole of Maitland's story, and although she opposed their

solution of the trouble to the very best of her power, when it became

serious she at last gave way and consented to any step that her

daughter wished to take, provided that there was no public scandal.

Of course, many people will regard with horror the part that her

mother played in this drama, imputing much moral blame. There are,

however, times when current morality has not the value which it is

commonly given, and I think Madame Espinel acted with great wisdom,

seeing that nothing she could have pleaded would have altered

matters. Her daughter was no longer a child; she was a grown-up

woman, not without determination, and entirely without religious

prejudice, a thing not so uncommon with the intellectual Frenchwoman.

Certainly there are some who will say that a public scandal was

better than secrecy, and in this I am at one with them. Nevertheless

there was much to consider, for there would certainly have been what

Henry himself called "a horrific scandal," seeing that the family had

many aristocratic relatives. Maitland, in fact, stated that it would

be taking an even greater responsibility than he was prepared to

shoulder if this were done. He wrote to me asking for my opinion and

counsel, especially at the time when there was a vague and probably

unfounded suggestion that he might be able to get a divorce from his

wife. It appears more than one person wrote to him anonymously about

her. I am sure he never believed what they told him, nor do I. No

doubt from some points of view I have been very unjust to his wife,

though I have tried to hold the balance true, but I never saw, or

heard from Maitland, anything to suggest that his wife was not all

that she should have been in one way, just as she was everything she

should not have been in another. Seeing that Maitland would have

given ten years of his life and every penny he possessed to secure a

divorce, it is certain that he absolutely disbelieved what he was

told. In fact, if he could have got a divorce by consent or

collusion he would have gladly engaged to pay her fifty pounds a year

during his life, whatever happened and whatever she did. But of

course this could not be said openly, either by myself or by him, and

nothing came out of the suggestion, whoever made it first.

I proposed to him one afternoon when I was with him that he should

make some inquiries as to what an American divorce would do for him.

Whether it were valid or not, it might perhaps make things

technically easier and enable him to marry in France with some show

of legality. At the moment he paid no attention to what I said, or

seemed to pay no attention, but it must have sunk into his mind, for

a few days afterwards he wrote to me and said: "Is it a possible

thing to get a divorce in some other country as things are?--a

divorce which would allow of a legal marriage, say, in that same

country. I have vaguely heard such stories, especially of

Heligoland. The German novelist, Sacher Masoch, is said to have done

it--said so by his first wife, who now lives in Paris." Upon

receiving this letter of his I wrote and reminded him of what I had

said about American divorces, and gave him all the information that I

had in my mind and could collect at the moment, especially mentioning

Dakota or Nevada as two States of the United States which had the

most reasonable and wide-minded views of marriage and divorce. For

this letter he wrote and thanked me heartily, but quoted from a

letter of Thérèse which seemed to indicate, not unclearly, that she

preferred him to take no steps which might lead to long legal

processes. They should join their fortunes together, taking their

chance as to the actual state of affairs being discovered afterwards.

His great trouble, of course, was the absolute necessity of seeming

in Paris to be legally married, out of regard for her relatives.

Besides these connections of her family, she knew a very great number

of important people in Paris and Madrid, and many of them should

receive by custom the _lettres de faire part_. With some little

trouble the financial difficulties with regard to the signing of

documents were got over for the moment by a transfer of investments

from Thérèse to her mother. On this being done their final

determination was soon taken, and they determined, after this

"marriage" was completed, to leave Paris and live somewhere in the

mountains, perhaps in Savoy; and he then wrote to me: "You will be

the only man in London who knows this story. Absolute silence--it

goes without saying. If ever by a slip of the tongue you let a

remark fall that my wife was dead, _tant mieux_; only no needless

approach of the topic. A grave, grave responsibility mine. She is a

woman to go through fire for, as you saw. An incredible woman to one

who has spent his life with such creatures.... I have lately paid a

bill of one pound for damage done by my wife, damage in a London

house where she lived till turned out by the help of the police.

Incredible stories about her. She attacked the landlord with a

stick, and he had seriously to defend himself. Then she tore up

shrubs and creepers in the garden. No, I have had my time of misery.

It must come to an end."

In the first part of this letter which I have just quoted he says,

"She is a woman to go through fire for, as you saw." This expression

does not mean that I had ever met her, but that I had seen sufficient

of her letters to recognise the essential fineness of her character.

I urged him once more to a rapid decision, and he promised that he

would let nothing delay it. Nevertheless it is perfectly

characteristic of him that, having now finally decided there should

be no attempt at any divorce, he proceeded instantly to play with the

idea again. No doubt he was being subjected to many influences of

different kinds, for I find that he sent me a letter in which he told

me that it seemed to be ascertained that an American divorce and

remarriage would satisfy French law. If that was so, he would move

heaven and earth to get all the necessary details of the procedure.

He had written to a friend in Baltimore who knew all about such

matters, but he implored me to find out if there were not some book

which gave all possible information about the marriage and divorce

laws of all the separate States of North America. He asked: "Do you

really think that I can go and present myself for a divorce without

the knowledge of the other person? The proceedings must be very

astounding." His knowledge of America was not equal to my own, much

as I had spoken to him about that country. The proceedings in

divorce courts in some of the United States have long ceased to

astonish anybody. He told me, however, that he had actually heard of

American lawyers advertising for would-be divorcers, and he prayed

devoutly that he could get hold of such a man. I did my best to rake

up for him every possible piece of information on the subject, and no

doubt his friend in Baltimore, of whom I know nothing, on his part

sent him information. It seemed, however, that any proceeding would

involve some difficulties, and on discovering this he instantly

dropped the whole scheme. I find that he wrote to me afterwards,

saying: "It is probable that I leave England at the end of April.

Not one syllable about me to any one, of course. The step is so bold

as to be really impudent, and I often have serious fears, not, of

course, on my own account. You shall hear from abroad.... If some

day one could know tranquillity and all meet together decently."

After many qualms, hot and cold fits, despondency, and inspirations

of courage, he at last took the decisive step. In May he was in

Paris, and I think it was in that month that the "marriage" took

place. I am singularly ignorant of the details, for he seemed to be

somewhat reluctant to speak of them, and I do not even know whether

any actual ceremony took place or not, nor am I much concerned to

know. They were at any rate together, and no doubt tolerably happy.

He wrote me nothing either about this subject or anything else for

some time, and I was content to hear nothing. I do know, however,

that they spent the summer together in Switzerland, moving from

Trient, near the Col de Balme, to Locarno, on Lago Maggiore. He

wrote to me once from the Rhône Valley saying that as a result of his

new domestic peace and comfort, even though it were but the comfort

of Swiss hotels, and owing also to the air of the mountains, which

always suited him very well, he was in much better health than he had

been for years past. His lung, the perpetual subject of his

preoccupation, appears to have given him little trouble, although,

knowing that its state was attributable in some measure to emphysema,

he wrote to me for detailed explanations of that particular

complaint. During the whole of this time, the only honeymoon he had

ever had, he was, however, obliged to work very hard, for he was in

ceaseless trouble about money. In his own words, he had to "publish

furiously" in order to keep pace with his expenses. There was his

wife in England, and there were also his children to be partially

provided for. But for the time all went well with him. There were

fears of all sorts, he told me, but they were to be forgotten as much

as possible. He and Thérèse returned to Paris for the winter.

During this time, or just about this time, which was when the South

African War was raging, I wrote for a weekly journal, which I used to

send regularly to Paris with my own contributions marked in it. This

temporary aberration into journalism so late in my literary life

interested him much. He wrote to me: "In the old garret days who

would have imagined the strange present? I suppose you have now a

very solid footing in journalism as well as in fiction. Of course it

was wise to get it, as it seems more than probable that the novelists

will be starved out very soon. With Europe in a state of war, which

may last for a decennium, there will be little chance for

story-tellers." Then, in spite of his new happiness, his inherited

or acquired pessimism got the worst of him. He adds: "I wish I had

died ten years ago. I should have gone away with some hope for

civilisation, of which I now have none. One's choice seems to be

between death in the workhouse, or by some ruffian's bullet. As for

those who come after one, it is too black to think about."

No doubt this was only his fun, or partly such. There is one phrase

in Boswell's "Johnson" that he always loved amazingly; it is where

Johnson declares that some poor creature had "no skill in

inebriation." Maitland perhaps had no skill in inebriation when he

drank at the fountain of literary pessimism, for indeed when he did

drink there his views were fantastic and preposterous. As a matter

of fact he was doing very well, in spite of the workhouse in

Marylebone Road, from which he was now far enough. There might be

little chance for story-tellers, yet his financial position, for the

first time in his life, was tolerably sound. One publisher even gave

him three hundred pounds on account for a book which I think was "The

Best of all Things." For this book he also received five hundred

dollars from America; so, for him, or indeed for almost any writer,

he was very well paid. Little as the public may believe it, a sum of

three hundred pounds on account of royalties is as much as any

well-known man gets--unless by some chance he happens to be one of

the half-dozen amazingly successful writers in the country, and they

are by no means the best. It has been at my earnest solicitation

that he had at last employed an agent, though, with his peculiar

readiness to receive certain impressions, he had not gone to one I

recommended, but to another, suddenly mentioned to him when he was

just in the mood to act as I suggested. This agent worked for him

very well, and Maitland was now getting five guineas a thousand words

for stories, which is also a very good price for a man who does

really good work. It is true that very bad work is not often well

paid, but the very best work of all is often not to be sold at any

price. About this time I obtained for him a very good offer for a

book, and he wrote to me: "It is good to know that people care to

make offers for my work. What I aim at is to get a couple of

thousand pounds safely invested for my two boys. Probably I shall

not succeed--and if I get the money, what security have I that it

will be safe in a year or two? As likely as not the Bank of England

will lie in ruins." After all, I must confess that he was skilful in

the inebriation of his pessimism, for to me these phrases are

delightful, in spite of the half-belief with which they were uttered.

During the last winter of 1900 he wrote to me from Paris that he

proposed to be in London for a few days in the spring of 1901, but

much depended on the relation, which seemed to him highly

speculative, between the money he received and the money he was

obliged to spend. Apparently he found Paris anything but cheap.

According to his own account, he was therefore in perpetual straits,

in spite of the good prices he now obtained for his work. He added

in this letter: "I hope to speak with you once more, before we are

both shot or starved." This proposal to come across the Channel in

the spring ended in smoke. He was not able to afford it, or was

reluctant to move, or more likely reluctant to expose himself to any

of the troubles still waiting for him in England. So long as his

good friends who were looking after his wife, and more or less

looking after his children, could do their work and save him from

anxiety, he was not likely to wish his peace disturbed by any

discussions on the subject. When he had decided not to come he sent

me a letter in which one of the paragraphs reads: "I am still trying

to believe that there is a King of England, and cannot take to the

idea, any more than to the moral and material ruin which seems to be

coming upon the old country. Isn't it astounding that we have the

courage to write books? We shall do so, I suppose, until the day

when publishers find their business at an end. I fear it may not be

far off." At this moment, being more or less at peace, and working

with no peculiar difficulty, he declared himself in tolerable health,

although he affirmed he coughed a great deal. It seemed to me that

he did not think so much about his health as he had done before and

was to do later, and he displayed something like his old real nature

with regard to literary enterprise. It was just about this time that

he reminded me of his cherished project for a story of the sixth

century A.D. This, of course, was the book published after his

death, "Basil." He had then begun to work upon it, and said he hoped

to finish it that summer. This cheered him up wonderfully, and he

ended one letter to me with: "Well, well, let us be glad that again

we exchange letters with address other than that of workhouse or

hospital. It is a great demand, this, to keep sane and solvent--I

dare hope for nothing more." Occasionally in his letters there

seemed to me to be slight indications that he was perhaps not quite

so happy as he wished to be.

During that summer my wife and I were in Switzerland, and he wrote to

me, while we were on the Lake of Geneva, from Vernet-les-Bains in the

Eastern Pyrenees. By this time Thérèse and I, although we had never

met, were accustomed to send messages to each other. It was a

comfort to me to feel that he was with some one of whom I could think

pleasantly, and whom I much wished to know. We had, indeed, proposed

to meet somewhere on the Continent, but that fell through, partly

because we were obliged to return to England earlier than we had

proposed. Nevertheless, although we did not meet, and though I had

some fears for him, I was tolerably happy about him and his affairs,

and certainly did not anticipate the new crisis which was

approaching, nor the form it would take.

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