My father’s bed, not being enclosed, made a good lounging place by day,

and here he sat to smoke or chat with his friends. My mothers, too,

used to sit here to peel wild turnips or make ready the daily meals.

Two or three sticks burned in the fireplace, not piled one upon the

other as done by white men, but laid with ends meeting. As the ends

burned away, the sticks were pushed in, keeping alive a small but hot

fire. At night, the last thing my father did was to cover one of these

burning sticks with ashes, that it might keep fire until morning.

Unless he had spent the night with some of his cronies, my father was

the first to rise in the morning. He would go to the fireplace, draw

out a buried coal, lay some dry sticks upon it, and blow with his

breath until the fire caught. Sometimes he fanned the coal with a goose

wing.

Soon a little column of smoke would rise toward the smoke hole, and my

father would call, “Up, little daughter; up, sons! Get up, wives! The

sun is up. To the river for your bath! Hasten!” And he would go up on

the roof to look if enemies were about and if his horses were safe. My

mothers were already up when I crept from my bed still sleepy, but glad

that morning had come.

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But if the weather was cold, we did not go to the river to bathe. An

earthen pot full of water stood by one of the posts near the fire. It

rested in a ring of bark, to keep it from falling. My mothers dipped

each a big horn spoon full of water, filled her mouth, and, blowing the

water over her palms, gave her face a good rubbing. Red Blossom washed

my face in the same way. I did not like it very much, and I would shut

my eyes and pucker my face when I felt the cold water. Red Blossom

would say, “Why do you pucker up your face? You make it look like a

piece of old, dried, buffalo skin.”

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Her face washed, Red Blossom sat on the edge of her bed and finished

her toilet. She had a little fawn-skin bag, worked with red porcupine

quills. From this bag she took her hairbrush, a porcupine tail mounted

on a stick, with the sharp points of the quills cut off. She brushed

her hair smooth, parting it in two braids that fell over each shoulder

nearly hiding her ears. Red Blossom was no longer young, but her black

tresses had not a grey hair in them.

She now opened her paint bag, put a little buffalo grease on her two

fingers, pressed the tips lightly in the dry paint, and rubbed them

over her cheeks and face. She also rubbed a little red into the part of

her hair.

Meanwhile, the pot had been put on the fire. We Indians did not eat

many things at a meal as white men do. Usually, breakfast was of one

thing, often buffalo meat dried, and boiled to soften it. When a

buffalo was killed, the meat was cut into thin slices, and some parts,

into strips. These were dried in the open air over the earth lodge fire

or in the smoke of a small fire out-of-doors. For breakfast, a round

earthen pot was filled with water, dried meat put in, and the water

brought to a boil. Red Blossom used to lift out the hot meat slices on

the point of a stick, laying them on a bit of clean rawhide.

A rough bench stood back of the fireplace, a cottonwood plank, with

ends resting on two blocks chopped from a tree trunk. My grandmother

Turtle sat on this bench to eat her meals. My two mothers sat beside

her, or on the floor near the meat they were serving. My father ate

sitting on the edge of his couch. A wooden bowl, heaped with steaming

meat, was set before each. Our fingers did for forks.

Boiling the meat in water made a thin broth which we used for a hot

drink. It was very good, tasting much like white man’s beef tea. We had

no cups; but we had big spoons made of buffalo horn, and ladles, of

mountain-sheep horn. Either of these did very well for drinking cups.

Sometimes we used mussel shells.

A common breakfast dish was _mapee[5] naka-pah_,[6] or pounded-meal

mush. From her cache pit Red Blossom took a string of dried squash

slices. She cut off a length and tied the ends together, making a

ring four or five inches in width. This ring and a double handful of

beans she dropped in a pot of water, and set on the fire. When boiled,

she lifted the ring out with a stick, with her horn ladle mashed the

softened squash slices in a wooden bowl and put them back in the pot.

[5] mä pēē´

[6] nä kä päh´

Meanwhile Strikes-Many Woman or old Turtle had parched some corn in a

clay pot, and toasted some buffalo fats on a stick, over the coals. Red

Blossom now pounded the parched corn and toasted fats together in the

corn mortar, and stirred the pounded mass into the pot with the squash

and beans. The mess was soon done. Red Blossom dipped it into our bowls

with a horn spoon.

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We ate such messes with horn spoons or with mussel shells; for we

Hidatsas had few metal spoons in those days. There was a shelf, or

bench, at one side of the room, under the sloping roof, where were

stored wooden bowls, uneaten foods, horn spoons, and the mussel shells

that we used for teaspoons. When I was a little girl, nearly every

family owned such shells, worn smooth and shiny from use.

After breakfast, unless it was in the corn season, when they went to

the field, my mothers tidied up the lodge. They had short brooms of

buckbrush. With these they swept the floor, stooping over and drawing

the broom with a sidewise motion. As my father stabled his hunting

ponies in the lodge at night, there was a good deal of litter to be

taken out. Red Blossom used to scrape her sweepings into a skin basket,

which she bore to the river bank and emptied.

Other tasks were then taken up; and there were plenty of them.

Moccasins had to be made or old ones mended. Shirts and other garments

had to be made. Often there were skins to be dressed or scraped.

Leggings and shirts were embroidered usually in winter, when the women

had no corn to hoe.

There was a good deal of visiting in our lodge; for my father was one

of the chiefs of the village, and always kept open house. “If a man

would be chief,” we said, “he should be ready to feed the poor and

strangers.” A pot with buffalo meat or corn and beans cooking was

always on the fire in my father’s lodge. His friends and the other

chief men of the village often came in to talk over affairs. A visitor

came in without knocking, but did not sit down until he was asked.

Friends of my mothers also came in to sit and chat; and they often

joined my mothers at whatever task they might be doing. Red Blossom

would set a bowl of food before each. What she could not eat the guest

took home with her. It was impolite to leave any uneaten food, as that

would mean, “I do not like your cooking; it is unfit to eat.”

My mothers were neat housekeepers and kept the ground about the lodge

entrance swept as clean as the lodge floor; but many families were

careless, and cast ashes, floor sweepings, scraps of broken bones and

other litter on the ground about their lodges. In time this rubbish

made little piles and became a nuisance, so that people could hardly

walk in the paths between the lodges.

The Black Mouths then went through the village and ordered the women to

clean up. The Black Mouths were a society of men of about forty years

of age. They acted as police and punished any one who broke the camp

laws.

These clean-ups were made rather often; in summer, perhaps twice a

month. They were always ordered by the Black Mouths.

[Illustration]

I remember one morning, just after breakfast, I heard singing, as of a

dozen or more men coming toward our lodge. I started to run out to see

what it was, but my mothers cried, “Do not go. It is the Black Mouths.”

My mothers, I thought, looked rather scared. We were still speaking,

when I heard the tramp of feet. The door lifted, and the Black Mouths

came in.

They looked very terrible, all painted with the lower half of the face

black. Many, but not all, had the upper half of the face red. Some had

eagles’ feathers in their hair, and all wore robes or blankets. Some

carried guns. Others had sticks about as long as my arm. With these

sticks they beat any woman who would not help in the clean-up.

I fled to my father, but I dared not cry out, for I, too, was scared.

“One of you women go out and help clean up the village,” said the Black

Mouths. They spoke sternly, and several of them at once.

Like all the other women, my mothers were afraid of the Black Mouths

“We will go,” said both, and Red Blossom caught up broom and skin

basket and went out.

The Black Mouths went also, and I followed to see what they did. They

went into another lodge not far away. I heard voices, then the report

of a gun, and a woman screamed. After a time, the Black Mouths came out

driving before them a woman, very angry, but much frightened. She had

not moved quickly enough to get her basket, and one of the Black Mouths

had fired his gun at her feet to frighten her. The gun was loaded only

with powder.

After they had made the rounds of the village, the Black Mouths

returned to the lodge of their “keeper,” a man named Crow Paunch. Soon

we heard singing and drumming, and knew they were singing some of the

society’s songs.

When they had sung three or four times, there was silence for a while,

as if a pipe were being passed. Then all came out and made the rounds

a second time, to see if the work of cleaning was done and to hurry up

the laggards. The village was all cleaned before noon; but some of the

women got their work done sooner than others.

After the clean-up the village children came out to play in the spaces

between the lodges, now swept clean and smooth. It was in these smooth

spaces that the boys liked to play at throw sticks, light willow rods

which they darted against the ground, whence they bounded to a great

distance.

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SIXTH CHAPTER

CHILDHOOD GAMES AND BELIEFS

White people seem to think that Indian children never have any play

and never laugh. Such ideas seem very funny to me. How can any child

grow up without play? I have seen children at our reservation school

playing white men’s games—baseball, prisoners’ base, marbles. We Indian

children also had games. I think they were better than white children’s

games.

I look back upon my girlhood as the happiest time of my life. How I

should like to see all my little girl playmates again! Some still live,

and when we meet at feasts or at Fourth-of-July camp, we talk of the

good times we had when we were children.

My little half sister was my usual playmate. She was two years younger

than I, and I loved her dearly. She had a pretty name, Cold Medicine.

On our prairies grows a flower with long, yellow root. In old times, if

a warrior was running from enemies and became wearied he chewed a bit

of the root and rubbed it on his eyelids. It made his eyes and tongue

feel cold and kept him awake. The flower for this reason was called

cold medicine. When my father spoke my sister’s name, it made him think

of this flower and of the many times he had bravely gone out with war

parties.

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For playgrounds my little sister and I had the level spaces between

the lodges or the ground under the corn stage, in sunny weather; and

the big, roomy floor of the earth lodge, if it rained or the weather

were chill. We liked, too, to play in the lodge in the hot days of the

Cherry moon; for it was cool inside, never hot and stuffy like a white

man’s house. In the fall, when the air was frosty, the sun often shone,

and we could play in the big yellow sunspot that fell on the floor

through the smoke hole.

We liked to play at housekeeping, especially in the warm spring

days, when we had returned from winter camp and could again play

out-ofdoors. With the help of the neighbors’ children, we fetched long

forked sticks. These we stacked like a tepee frame and covered with

robes that we borrowed. To this play tent we brought foods and had a

feast.

Sometimes little boys joined in our play; and then it was like real

housekeeping. We girls chose each a little boy for husband. To my

little husband I said, “Old man, get your arrows, and go kill some

buffaloes. We are hungry. Go at once!”

My little husband hastened to his mother and told her our needs. She

laughed and gave him a boiled buffalo tongue; or perhaps pemmican,

dried meat pounded fine and mixed with marrow fat. This and the foods

which the other little husbands fetched us, we girls laid on fresh,

clean grass that we pulled. Then we sat down to feast, the little girls

on one side of the fireplace, the little boys on the other, just as we

had seen men and women sit when they feasted. Only there really was no

fireplace. We just made believe there was.

In summer, my little sister and I often went to the river for wet clay,

which we modeled into figures. There is a smooth, blue clay found in

places at the water’s edge, very good for modeling. We liked best to

make human figures, man, woman, or little child. We dried them in the

shade, else the sun cracked them. I fear they were not very beautiful.

When we made a mud man, we had to give him three legs to make him stand

up.

I had a doll, woven of rushes, that Turtle made me. It really was not

a doll, but a cradle, such as Indian women used for carrying a small

child. In winter I had my deer-skin doll, with the beads for eyes.

My grandmother had made me a little bed for my dolls. The frame was

of willows, and it was covered with gopher skins, tanned and sewed

together. In this little bed my sister and I used to put our dollies to

sleep.

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We had a game of ball much like shinny. It was a woman’s game, but we

little girls played it with hooked sticks. We also had a big, soft

ball, stuffed with antelope hair, which we would bounce in the air with

the foot. The game was to see how long a girl could bounce the ball

without letting it touch the ground. Some girls could bounce it more

than a hundred times. It was lots of fun.

We coasted in winter, on small sleds made of buffalo ribs; but coasting

on the snow was rather for boys and older girls. There was another

kind of coaster that we girls liked. A buffalo skin has the hair lying

backwards, towards the flanks. I would borrow a skin of my mothers and

tie a thong through two of the stake holes at the head or neck, to

draw it by. Such a skin made a good coaster even in summer on a steep

hillside; for, laid head forward, it slid smoothly over the soft grass.

[Illustration]

Girls of thirteen or fourteen were fond of playing at “tossing in a

blanket,” or “foot-moving,” as we called it. There were fifteen or

twenty players. A newly dried skin was borrowed, one that was scraped

clean of hair. There were always holes cut in the edges of a hide, to

stake it to the ground while drying. Into each hole a small hard wood

stick was now thrust and twisted around, for a handle.

Along the ditch at the edge of the village grew many tall weeds. The

players pulled armfuls of these and made them into a pile. They laid

the hide on this pile of weeds; and, with a player at every one of the

stick handles, they stretched the hide taut.

A girl now lay downward on the hide. With a quick pull, the others

tossed her into the air, when she was expected to come down on her

feet, to be instantly tossed again. The game was to see how many times

she could be tossed without falling. A player was often tossed ten or

more times before she lost her balance. Each time, as she came down,

she kept turning in one direction, right or left. When at last she

fell, the pile of weeds saved her from any hurt.

We called the game _eetseepadahpakee_,[7] or foot-moving, from the

player’s habit of wriggling her feet when in the air. We thought this

wriggling, or foot moving, a mark of skill.

[7] ēēt sēē pä däh´ pä kēē

But, if my mothers let me play much of the time, they did not forget to

teach me good morals. “We are a family that has not a bad woman in it,”

they used to say. “You must try hard not to be naughty.”

My grandfather Big Cloud often talked to me. “My granddaughter,” he

would say, “try to be good, so that you will grow up to be a good

woman. Do not quarrel nor steal. Do not answer anyone with bad words.

Obey your parents, and remember all that I say.”

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When I was naughty my mothers usually scolded me; for they were kind

women and did not like to have me punished. Sometimes they scared me

into being good, by saying, “The owl will get you.” This saying had to

do with an old custom that I will explain.

Until I was about nine years old, my hair was cut short, with a tuft on

either side of my head, like the horns of an owl. Turtle used to cut my

hair. She used a big, steel knife. In old times, I have heard, a thin

blade of flint was used. I did not like Turtle’s hair cutting a bit,

because she _pulled_.

“Why do you cut my hair, grandmother?” I asked.

“It is our custom,” Turtle answered. “I will tell you the story.”

“Thousands and thousands of years ago, there lived a great owl. He was

strong and had magic power, but he was a bad bird. When the hunters

killed buffaloes, the owl would turn all the meat bitter, so that the

Indians could not eat it, and so they were always hungry.

“On this earth then lived a young man called the Sun’s Child; for the

sun was his father. He heard how the Indians were made hungry, and came

to help them.

“The owl lived in a hollow tree that had a hole high up in its trunk.

The Sun’s Child climbed the tree, and when the owl put his head out of

the hole, he caught the bird by the neck.

“‘Do not let the Sun’s Child kill me!’ the owl cried to the Indians. ‘I

have been a bad bird; now I will be good and I will help your children.

“‘As soon as a child is old enough to understand you when you speak to

him, cut his hair with two tufts like my own. Do this to make him look

like an owl; and I will remember and make the child grow up strong and

healthy. If a child weeps or will not obey, say to him, “The owl will

get you!” This will frighten him, so that he will obey you.’”

[Illustration: Plate I.—Offering food before the shrine of the Big

Birds’ ceremony]

It was thus my mothers frightened me when I was naughty. Red Blossom

would call, “O owl, I have a bad daughter. Come.”

“I will be good, I will be good!” I would cry, as I ran to my father. I

knew he would not let the owl hurt me.

My old grandfather, Missouri River, taught me of the gods. He was a

medicine man and very holy, and I was rather afraid of him. He used

to sit on the bench behind the fire, to smoke. He had a long pipe, of

polished black stone. He liked best to smoke dried tobacco blossoms

which he first oiled with buffalo fat.

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One day, as he sat smoking, I asked him, “Grandfather, who are the

gods?”

Missouri River took a long pull at his pipe, blew the smoke from his

nostrils, and put the stem from his mouth. “Little granddaughter,” he

answered, “this earth is alive and has a soul or spirit, just as you

have a spirit. Other things also have spirits, the sun, clouds, trees,

beasts, birds. These spirits are our gods. We pray to them and offer

them food, that they may help us when we have need.”

“Do the spirits eat the food?” I asked. I had seen my grandfather set

food before the two skulls of the Big Birds’ ceremony.

“No,” said my grandfather, “They eat the food’s spirit; for the food

has a spirit as have all things. When the gods have eaten of its

spirit, we often take back the food to eat ourselves.”

“How do we know there are gods, grandfather?” I asked.

“They appear to us in our dreams. That is why the medicine man fasts

and cuts his flesh with knives. If he fasts long, he will fall in a

vision. In this vision the gods will come and talk with him.”

“What are the gods like?” I asked.

“Like beings that live on this earth. Some are as men. Others are as

birds, or beasts, or even plants and other things. Not all the gods are

good. Some seek to harm us. The good gods send us buffaloes, and rain

to make our corn grow.”

“Do they send us thunder?” I asked. There had been a heavy storm the

day before.

“The thunder bird god sends us thunder,” said my grandfather. “He is

like a great swallow, with wings that spread out like clouds. Lightning

is the flash of his eyes. His scream makes the thunder.

“Once in Five Villages,” my grandfather went on, “there lived a brave

man who owned a gun. One day a storm blew up. As the man sat in his

lodge, there came a clap of thunder and lightning struck his roof,

tearing a great hole.

“This did not frighten the man at all. Indeed, it angered him. He

caught up his gun and fired it through the hole straight into the sky.

‘You thunder bird,’ he shouted, ‘stay away from my lodge. See this gun.

If you come, I will shoot at you again!’”

My grandfather paused to fill his pipe. “That was a brave man,” he said

as he reached for a coal. “Perhaps the thunder bird loves brave men,

and did not harm him. But it is not well to provoke the gods. My little

granddaughter should never laugh at them nor speak of them lightly.”

My grandfather spoke very solemnly.

[Illustration]

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SEVENTH CHAPTER

KINSHIP, CLAN COUSINS

We Hidatsas do not reckon our kin as white men do. If a white man

marries, his wife is called by his name; and his children also, as

Tom Smith, Mary Smith. We Indians had no family names. Every Hidatsa

belonged to a clan; but a child, when he was born, became a member of

his mother’s, not his father’s clan.

An Indian calls all members of his clan his brothers and sisters. The

men of his father’s clan he calls his clan fathers; and the women, his

clan aunts. Thus I was born a member of the _Tsistska_[8], or Prairie

Chicken clan, because my mother was a _Tsistska_. My father was a

member of the _Meedeepahdee_,[9] or Rising Water clan. Members of the

_Tsistska_ clan are my brothers and sisters; but my father’s clan

brothers, men of the _Meedeepahdee_, are my clan fathers, and his clan

sisters are my clan aunts.

[8] Tsïst´ skä

[9] Mēē dēē päh´ dēē

These relations meant much to us Indians. Members of a clan were bound

to help one another in need, and thought the gods would punish them if

they did not. Thus, if my mother was in need, members of the _Tsistska_

clan helped her. If she was hungry, they gave her food. If her child

was naughty, my mother called in a _Meedeepahdee_ to punish him, a clan

father, if the child was a boy; if a girl, a clan aunt; for parents did

not punish their own children. Again, when my father died, his clan

fathers and clan aunts it was, who bore him to the burial scaffold and

prayed his ghost not to come back to trouble the villagers.

Another clan relative is _makutsatee_,[10] or clan cousin. I reckon

as my clan cousins all members of my tribe whose fathers are my

clan fathers. Thus, my mother, I have said, was a Prairie Chicken;

my father, a member of the _Meedeepahdee_, or Rising Water, clan.

Another woman, of what clan does not matter, is also married to a

_Meedeepahdee_; her children will be my clan cousins, because their

father, being a _Meedeepahdee_, is my clan father.

[10] mä kṳt´ sä tēē

Clan cousins had a custom that will seem strange to white people. We

Indians are proud, and it makes our hearts sore if others make mock

of us. In olden times if a man said to his friend, even in jest, “You

are like a dog,” his friend would draw his knife to fight. I think we

Indians are more careful of our words than white men are.

[Illustration]

But it is never good for a man not to know his faults, and so we let

one’s clan cousins tease him for any fault he had. Especially was

this teasing common between young men and young women. Thus a young

man might be unlucky in war. As he passed the fields where the village

women hoed their corn, he would hear some mischievous girl, his clan

cousin, singing a song taunting him for his ill success. Were any one

else to do this, the young man would be ready to fight; but, seeing

that the singer was his clan cousin, he would laugh and call out, “Sing

louder cousin, sing louder, that I may hear you.”

I can best explain this custom by telling you a story:

Story of Snake Head-Ornament

A long time ago, in one of our villages at Knife river, lived a man

named _Mapuksaokihe_,[11] or Snake Head-Ornament. He was a great

medicine man. In a hole in the floor of his earth lodge, there lived a

bull snake. Snake Head-Ornament called the bull snake “father.”

[11] Mä pṳk´ sä ō kēē hĕ

When Snake Head-Ornament was invited to a feast, he would paint his

face, wrap himself in his best robe and say, “Come, father; let us go

and get something to eat.”

The bull snake would creep from his hole, crawl up the man’s body and

coil about his neck, thrusting his head over the man’s forehead; or he

would coil about the man’s head like the headcloth of a hunter, with

his head thrust forward, as I have said.

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