CHAPTER XXXVIII

For awhile she lay motionless, half stunned by the force of the

explosion. When full consciousness returned to her the firing had

grown fainter, more infrequent. She rose to her feet and went to the

window. Out in the courtyard a great hole gaped where the shell had

struck. Glass from the windows lay scattered about, a garden bench

was splintered and overturned. Havoc and ruin stared back at her.

Had Madame and the rest escaped? Or had they been killed, and she,

alone, left untouched?

She stood in the center of the room, dazed, her fingers clutching

nervously, her chin quivering. It seemed years ago that she had

arrived here with Gerome to be in the shelter of his home, to be with

his people in her hour of need, and now she was alone.

She seemed to see France, like the bleeding body of a woman, lying

dead at her feet. Her wild eyes visioned Gerome's white, upturned

face, staring vacantly at the sky he loved. She tore at her breast,

panting for breath.

"God! God!" she cried. "What have I left in all the world? Why am

I not lying out there with Gerome? Gerome, I will not go on without

you, I can't!"

She stopped her hysterical crying. Her hands dropped to her sides,

her mouth set. She remembered seeing a pistol in the drawer of the

little desk when the General had opened it searching for some papers.

She walked slowly toward it now as though propelled by some force

outside of herself. With shaking fingers she pulled open the drawer

and for a moment stared down at the weapon. After a hesitating

effort she forced herself to pick it up, but the touch of the steel

set her trembling.

"It's cold," she shuddered. "It's horrible," and then after a moment

she closed her eyes and whispered a prayer for strength.

Her pitiful weakness disgusted her. With nothing left to live for

she was even afraid to die. Slowly she raised the pistol to her

heart, her eyes tightly shut, her lips pressed in a stiff blue line.

Suddenly she stopped, her eyes sprang open. Footsteps were coming up

the path, running, stumbling, heavy footsteps. Marie wheeled, the

hand with the pistol hidden behind her back.

Someone came through the outer door and crossed the hall. She backed

against the wall, her hand still behind her. The door was kicked

open. A man stood on the threshold, dusty, bloody, spent with

running. His face was twisted with hate, his lips drawn back from

his teeth.

"You!" she breathed, for her wide, frightened eyes were staring

straight into the terrible ones of Von Pfaffen.

"You she-devil," his voice was curiously low; "you thought to trick

me, didn't you? You thought by giving me the wrong information you'd

be rid of me! Do you know what you have done? You have killed

hundreds, thousands of your countrymen. You have sent them to their

death in vain!"

She was following his words, shaking, sinking almost to her knees,

cringing before the blow she knew was coming.

The man's fury was blinding him. He took a step toward her. She

must be tortured for what she had done to him.

"You let me take that information to my superiors," he cried

hoarsely; "they acted upon it. You brought ruin to my cause,

disgrace to me. My career is ended. Did you imagine you could

deceive me and no harm come to you?"

In Marie's breast a faint suspicion of what had taken place was

awakening. She scarcely dared voice it, even to herself.

"I gave you information," she panted, but Von Pfaffen burst in upon

her words with a string of vile oaths.

"But wrong! Wrong!" he shouted. "Twenty miles wrong!"

She lifted her head, a breathless, wondering hope in her eyes.

"And the French have won?"

His face was black.

"Yes, damn them and you!" he swore. She still leaned against the

wall, the blood throbbed in her fingers clutching the pistol behind

her back, but through her heart surged a wave of joy, of

thankfulness. Paulette had been in time!

"Everything has gone wrong," he snarled, "even that message I sent

the other night never reached its destination."

"There was no message sent," she said in a clear, distinct voice.

He stopped in the step he was taking toward her. The look of sheer

hatred that burned across his face would have set her cowering with

terror at another time, but now, the knowledge that she had helped

France, and aided her husband's cause, lifted her above the thought

of fear.

"I took that tracing when your back was turned," she went on in the

same clear voice. "I burned it!"

The man made a sound in his throat as though he were choking, his

face turned purple, his brilliant eyes burned with the fury of a

maniac.

"You who did that!" he gasped.

She looked at him defiantly.

"Yes, I did it!" she said, "and I knew the information I gave you

yesterday was wrong. I sent you to a place twenty miles away from

where I knew the attack was to be made. I sent the word after you

that warned Sains, that brought victory to my husband's cause!" And

then something of the look that had been in Madame's eyes when she

had echoed the Marseillaise flashed into her own, and she finished in

a ringing voice, "for my own cause!"

Von Pfaffen was quite close to her now. The veins in his neck were

swollen and throbbing, the whites of his eyes shot with little lines

of red. There were spatters of foam in the corners of his thin lips.

"So that's what you did!" he hissed. "You devil! I'll make you wish

you had never been born! I'll make your husband, if he is still

alive, despise you! I'll make his people turn you out of their

house! I'll make your own people shoot you as a spy if ever you

cross their border."

She was watching him like a cat watches a vicious, brutal dog that

she knows is going to spring as soon as he has finished worrying her.

Her teeth were tearing at her under lip, the fingers of her free hand

picked at her gown. Why didn't he kill her and end it all, she

wondered? His nearness sent a wave of sickening nausea surging over

her. The blood was pounding in her ears. His words came to her

through it all.

"I'll force you into the streets where you belong," he shouted in her

face.

Her eyes narrowed.

"If my husband were here," she said slowly, "he would kill you for

that!"

Von Pfaffen flung a vile oath at her.

"When your husband sees you again," he said, "if he ever does, it

will be to find you dead, and glad of it!"

Marie laughed a clear, ringing laugh, cold and absolutely mirthless.

"Do you think I fear death?" she said. "If my husband comes back I

am going to tell him everything, and when he knows the truth he will

kill you like a rat."

The man stopped and looked at her a moment, insolently, arrogantly.

"Oh, no, he won't," he said, quite calmly; "I've planned differently."

"What do you mean?" she whispered.

"Do you think you are going to leave this room alive?"

"I'm not afraid of death!"

He looked at her venomously.

"You're not afraid," he sneered. "Do you know what I am going to

do?" His eyes were so evil that she cringed back against the

protecting wall. "After I have killed you, I am going to tell your

story in my own way," his meaning was only too plain.

"You devil," she whispered. A wave of red surged up staining her

white throat and pale face.

A horrible smile broadened his wicked mouth. He had touched her.

"There will be more than one man concerned in the story I shall tell."

"You know that's a lie!"

He laughed.

"How do I know? There may have been a dozen before I found you."

So that was what he would tell Gerome, that would be his revenge!

"You coward!" she panted; "you monster! I'm glad you failed! Thank

God your cause has failed; I----"

Beside himself with rage, he sprang toward her, clutching his hands

about her throat.

"You're glad, are you?" he hissed; "you're glad!"

She struggled in his grasp. Suddenly there was a flash, a sharp

report, then breathless silence.

For a moment the man stared horribly into her eyes, his hands at her

throat clutched spasmodically once, twice, almost shutting away her

breath before they loosened. He coughed, a queer, sputtering cough,

straightened his thin shoulders jerkily, and then grotesquely spun

about and fell sprawling to the floor, where he lay quiet.

Marie looked down at the smoking pistol that hung in her limp hand.

She stared at it fascinated as though seeing it for the first time.

He had fallen quite close to the threshold of the door and keeping

her eyes carefully averted from his sprawled body she walked slowly

over to the little desk.

Scarcely realizing what she was doing, she placed the pistol in the

drawer and covered it up with papers; then she shut the drawer and

securely locked it. Her mind was curiously numb, as she turned and

looked down at the dead man.

For a moment she swayed irresolutely, then with a supreme effort went

over to where he lay. Shuddering, her whole soul revolting at her

task, she stooped and dragged the body across the threshold and out

into the hall.

He was a horrible sight. The sneer of hate had frozen on his face.

His eyes stared wide, and his coat hunched about his shoulders where

she had clutched it in dragging him through the door.

With a stifled scream she ran back into the salon, closing and

locking the door; then she turned, leaning against the barrier

between herself and what had been her evil genius.

"Thank God," she cried, "I'm free!"

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