CHAPTER XXXIV

When Nanine and Paulette came down the great stairway a few minutes

later, the girl was trembling with excitement. She was dressed in

the field uniform of an army nurse. Her cheeks were flushed, her

eyes feverishly bright. The letter telling of her commission had

just reached her that morning and the long-prepared costume was

donned for the first time.

"Are you sure you remember the message, Nanine?" she asked. "Tell me

again what it said."

Patiently the old woman repeated the words.

"I have told you, dearie," she said, "'Sains--to-morrow--at

daybreak!'"

"Sains, that's not far away! But I must be sure, Nanine. I must be

sure! I must see the note. Where is it? Where is it?"

Nanine crossed heavily to the little desk. Not finding what she

sought, she uttered a sharp exclamation. The girl flew to her side.

"What is it, Nanine? What is it?" she cried fearfully.

The old woman looked up at her blankly.

"It's gone!" she gasped.

Paulette echoed her words, her eyes wide and frightened.

"Gone?"

Nanine rummaged frantically.

"Oh, my dearie," she wailed, "I put it here, a bit of paper with

'Sains--to-morrow--at daybreak' written on it. Where can it be?

Where can it be?"

Paulette stood watching her breathlessly.

"Nanine," her voice shook, "there is something wrong!"

The old woman stopped in her search.

"Will harm come to him, dearie?" she quavered.

"Oh, Nanine," cried the girl, terror beating at her heart, "I don't

know--I'm afraid!"

"_Mon petit chou!_" soothed the old woman. "What does the loss of

the paper matter? I remember the words, 'Sains--to-morrow--at

daybreak,'" but her deep breast rose and fell with some of the terror

that was shaking her young mistress.

"Someone has stolen it!" said Paulette miserably. "What good does it

do for you to remember? Maurice will be taken back to prison,

perhaps shot!" The thought sent her hand to her throat in terror.

"Shot!" Nanine stared at her, frightened. "What shall we do?" she

cried.

"We must get word to father."

In all Paulette's short life her father had always been her refuge in

time of trouble. He would know what to do.

"Oh, Nanine, why didn't you bring it to me at once? Why didn't you?"

The old woman shook her head sadly. For the sake of those few last

moments with her boy this new trouble had come upon them.

"Perhaps Madame can help us," she said; "let us ask her!"

"Where is she?" asked Paulette eagerly. "Go find her at once! I'll

go to her room, she may be there!"

The old woman hurried out and Paulette had just crossed the threshold

into the shadows of the outer hall when, through the long window,

came Marie. Paulette turned and watched her curiously as she went

straight to the little desk.

The sunlight of the garden was still in Marie's eyes, and she did not

see the girl standing in the doorway. One glance was enough to show

her that the note was gone. The Fate of France was on the knees of

the gods. She had done her best. Turning, she found herself facing

Paulette, whose eyes blazed with rage and hatred.

"So," she cried, "it's you!"

Marie recoiled. For a moment she failed to recognize the girl in her

nurse's garb. When she did, her face went white.

"I knew I suspected you with reason," went on Paulette furiously, "no

one else could have taken it. No one would be interested. Here, we

are all friends, working for each other, but you----" and at the

scorn in her voice, Marie cowered away from her.

"Don't--please," she breathed.

Paulette shook her roughly by the shoulders.

"Where is it?" she cried, "the paper that was here; where is it?"

Marie's heart stopped beating. What could Paulette know of the paper?

"God!" she gasped.

Her sister-in-law looked at her, sorrow struggling with hate.

"Why did you? Why did you?" she asked. "What have I done? What has

Maurice done?"

Marie leaned away from her in astonishment.

"Maurice?" she asked.

"My sweetheart," went on Paulette, "in a German prison. He was to

escape! You have stolen the note telling where he is to be. What

have you done with it?"

Marie started. In a flash she understood that she and Paulette were

thinking of different things. Von Pfaffen had undoubtedly found her

own note. But if there had been two notes? Would this not create

confusion and suspicion in his mind and so defeat her plan after all?

"Listen," she said hurriedly, "I did not take it! I swear I did not

take it. If someone has it, we must get there before it is too late!

We must save Maurice. Where is he?"

"How can I trust you?" began Paulette bitterly.

For a long moment the two women stared at each other. At last Marie

spoke.

"Tell me--where is he?" she repeated. "Tell me, or you will regret

it all your life!"

There was something so convincing in the tone of her voice that

Paulette found herself believing in spite of herself. Unconsciously

their positions were changed; it was Marie who now stood firm and

sure of herself, Paulette who trembled.

"He will be at Sains--to-morrow--at daybreak," she whispered.

Marie's eyes slowly dilated, her face froze into the expression of an

ancient Greek tragic mask. From the depths of her very soul came a

groan of anguish. Tensely she repeated the words:

"Sains--to-morrow--at daybreak!"

She had thought her plan so sure, so certain to aid her husband's

cause, but whichever way she turned, she seemed doomed to bring

misery to those she loved. She knew that Von Pfaffen was already

well on his way to the enemy. The words she had written were stamped

on her memory. What evil spirit had made her choose Sains? Sains,

where to-morrow at daybreak, Paulette's sweetheart, having risked his

life for liberty, would only be reaching this haven of safety as the

guns of the enemy were turned against its walls.

Paulette looked at her, frightened.

"What is it?" she whispered. At last Marie spoke, the words coming

through her stiff lips in jerking, staccato tones:

"You must go to him," she said; "you must go now, at once."

Go to him herself! The thought staggered her. The difficulty! The

danger! The horrible country she must cross before she should arrive

at Sains, where battles were even now raging!

"Oh, how can I go?" she cried, covering her eyes. "Out there in the

midst of all those horrors! How can I?"

"There is no time to lose," urged Marie, "you are going to the man

you love."

Slowly Paulette lifted her brown head.

"Can I? Dare I?" she murmured.

In the distance she could hear the sound of the guns, which all

morning had been growing louder and louder, sometimes swelling into a

roar which seemed to shake the very earth.

Marie put her hand on her arm, her whole body vibrating with emotion.

"Listen," she said, "the Germans are to make an attack on Sains

to-morrow at daybreak!"

Paulette uttered a cry.

"How do you know this? What are you? Who are you?"

"Don't ask me how I know," went on Marie, "don't ask me anything,

only for God's sake go to Sains! Warn the town! Warn the commanding

General! O hurry, hurry, there is not a moment to lose!"

Paulette stared at her fiercely, her hatred and distrust returning

and blazing from her eyes.

"I knew you were a spy," she cried. "I knew I hated you with reason.

Tell me how you know this, tell me, tell me!"

Into Marie's heart came a great sadness, her punishment was

beginning. How could this girl believe her? Would anyone ever trust

her?

"Your note was stolen," she said. "The one who has it is taking it

to the enemy! I know! I tried to help my husband's cause, but in

doing so I have endangered Maurice's life. Oh, Paulette, I thought

that what I did was for the best. Don't look at me like that. Some

day you will understand!"

Paulette was wild with rage. This woman whom they had made one of

themselves, whom her parents had taken to their hearts and given the

position due the wife of their beloved son, had betrayed them. But

there was a punishment for such as she.

"I'll have you shot," she panted. "I'll have the soldiers drag you

to prison for the spy that you are----" but Marie was at her side.

"Paulette," she said earnestly, "will you allow your hatred and

distrust of me to stand in the way of doing a great service for

France and saving Maurice? There is no doubt that the Germans will

attack Sains to-morrow at dawn. I need not tell you what it would

mean to your countrymen to know this and prepare for their coming.

If you do not heed me, you will never know happiness again! This is

the opportunity of your whole life to serve the cause you love. Do

not cast it aside! Go to Sains! Save the city! Save your love,

then come back and do whatever you will to me, only, for God's sake,

hurry!"

Her voice was so earnest, so vibrant with the desire that prompted

her, that in spite of her suspicion the girl paused and looked into

her eyes.

"If I could only trust you," she said.

Quick to sense the momentary lowering of the barriers, Marie put a

pleading hand on her arm.

"You can," she said, "oh, do believe me. The cause you love is as

dear to me as to you. You must go, there is no other way!" Her eyes

rested on the little insignia on the collar of the girl's costume,

and mentally following her gaze, Paulette became suddenly aware of

her uniform. This would be the means of reaching Maurice. Her hands

would nurse him after all. He would be her first patient.

Her eyes cleared of the vision of blood and terror, the hatred and

distrust died in her heart. Her shoulders squared with the strength

of her father, her chin lifted with her mother's poise.

"I'll go," she said. "I am a soldier's daughter! I am to be a

soldier's bride! I'll go!"

"Go now," urged Marie; "it isn't far. I swear I didn't take it.

Won't you believe me? It isn't your happiness that is threatened.

Oh, believe me! Believe me!"

"If I am only in time," breathed Paulette, as she turned to go.

Marie followed her to the window.

"Little sister," she pleaded, "you at least I would save unhappiness.

God speed!" and suddenly, believing, Paulette turned and flung her

arms about her neck, then with her head held high, she went out

through the garden.

Marie watched her go. How many partings there had been in these

short hours. She watched Nanine close and bar the heavy gates after

the slender figure, drying her eyes with the back of her hand as she

did so.

"'Sains--to-morrow--at dawn!'" the words were burned into her brain.

Her head went down on her arms across the little desk.

From the depths of the garden, Madame saw the girl go through the

gate, and hurried into the salon. Her quick step in the hall roused

Marie. She rose to meet her.

"She has gone, _ma mère_," she told her gently; "she has gone to the

man she loves."

"Gone--my little Paulette, gone? Out there, without a word to me,"

her face was suddenly old, gray, the lines about her mouth seemed

drawn with a shaded pencil.

"A message came this morning," said Marie; "it told of Maurice's

escape. Someone has intercepted it, and Paulette, fearing for his

safety, has gone to him."

"We have been waiting for this message," said Madame, "but Paulette,

alone! Out there!" She looked toward the horizon from whence came

the deep-throated roar of the guns, savage and menacing.

Quite suddenly she broke down. Bowing her proud head in her hands

she wept bitterly.

Marie stood beside her, silent, until just as suddenly she gained

control of herself again. The white head rose proudly, the bright

brown eyes shone bravely through their tears.

"I am glad she has gone," she said. "I would not have it otherwise.

She must go to help the man she loves, if she can! I'm glad she was

brave enough to go."

Marie looked at her wonderingly. How fine she was, how strong and

true. Why could she not have been as brave as this? She saw herself

as she had been, a pitiful, weak creature, almost ready to sell her

soul to tie herself like a millstone about the neck of the man she

loved. She knew that even now she was dreading the scorn she would

see in this kind face when she knew all the truth concerning her.

But she thought of Gerome, with his lofty ideals; she thought of

Paulette forgetting her dread of the horrors "out there," taking her

young life into her hands willingly, eagerly, to serve, if she could,

both France and the man she loved, and she knew that she, too, would

accept her martyrdom gladly for the cause that was theirs.

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