CHAPTER IV

The "Two Eagles" was one of those little cafés which abound in

Vienna; good beer, music, and freedom; the rendezvous of students,

with a fair sprinkling of the military.

To Marie, peeping out from the tiny, none-too-clean room, they had

given her to dress in, it seemed far worse than it really was, for

the girl's eyes had only looked on life at the convent, and from the

windows of her father's house. The clicking of the steins on the

bare tables, the rough voices of the waiters as they hurried back and

forth, the scraping of chairs on the sanded floor, the floating

layers of blue smoke through which the lights blurred, the students

with their wide black ties and unkempt hair, with here and there a

splash of color where some officers sat sprawled about a table. This

was a world of which she had never dreamed, and she shrank

instinctively from its cheap tawdriness. Through it all, breaking

out in shrill peals, or suppressed giggles, came the laughter of

women. Laughter more than anything is indicative of caste, and this

coarse mirth was strange to Marie's ears.

Away at the far end, was the platform on which Herr Schultz was

playing the piano, with a white-faced, wizened young man beside him,

scraping on a violin.

How was she to get there? The time had come. One of the greasy

waiters had just knocked at her door and told her they were ready,

but the route lay in and out among those many tables, those staring

faces. She never knew how she reached the platform. She was keenly

conscious of the scraping of her shoes on the sanded floor, and of

the voices about her.

One woman laughed in a sneering way as she passed her table, and her

companion reached out and tried to grab Marie's hand. In pulling

away, she almost fell over the shining boot of a young, round-faced

officer, a boot which had been thrust in her way purposely, and whose

owner roared with mirth at her terrible confusion. She was vaguely

conscious of an older man at his side, at whose sharp word the

offending boot was withdrawn. As she passed, here and there rough

voices flung appraising phrases at her, that sent the blood flaming

into her cheeks.

But after what seemed an interminable journey, she at last reached

the little platform and the shelter of Herr Schultz's side.

"Never mind, child," whispered the kindly old man, "you'll grow used

to it all. What shall we sing first?"

Marie's heart was in her throat. She felt as though she never should

be able to even speak, to sing was an impossibility. The white-faced

violinist murmured an encouraging word. Herr Schultz patted her arm,

his weak mouth tremulous with reassuring smiles.

She told herself that she was in no way a part of this cheap, vulgar

place. It need not touch her. She was there to sing, to earn her

living. Her cheeks burned, but she swallowed bravely, and as Herr

Schultz struck the opening chords, she turned and faced the room,

which seemed to swim in the blue haze of the tobacco smoke. Before

her eyes was a blur of black and white, with here and there a spot of

color made by some soldier's uniform. Her small, sweet voice

trembled, and she sang the rollicking music-hall ditty, as though it

were a sentimental ballad, but she seemed to have struck the vacuous

fancy of the young officer, over whose foot she had tripped, and

while her voice still clung to the last note, he acclaimed his

approval.

Indeed she seemed to have pleased the majority of her audience, who,

with their characteristic love of music, applauded vociferously,

pounding on the tables with their beer mugs and shouting noisily.

She resumed her seat with the pleasure that appreciation, from no

matter how mean a source, always brings.

As she waited while the old man turned over the music before

beginning another song, her eyes were caught and held by the pale

blue ones of the young officer who had started the applause. She

felt her face grow scarlet under his gaze. Some intangible instinct

warned her of danger, but she was grateful to him for his

demonstration of approval, so she tried to force her trembling lips

to smile her thanks. He was quite young, his pale blond hair worn

stiff in the familiar paint-brush style, was almost white against his

flushed forehead, and his full lips were very red. He was sprawled

in his chair with his thick legs in their tight blue trousers,

straight out before him, his head sunk between his shoulders. The

man at his side touched him quietly on the arm and said a few words

which Marie could not catch. The youth pulled himself together and

turned once more to the table and through all of her next song, which

was the Schubert one, he paid no more heed to her. Even at its

conclusion, he did not vouchsafe the approbation he had given her at

first. But the rest of the room was unanimous in their praise.

She was trembling. She had pleased them, and she was so anxious to

please. Herr Schultz looked at her proudly over his shoulder, as he

struck the opening chords for the white-faced violinist, who smirked

at her.

After a brief rest, she rose at the old man's nod, and sang again,

and again, till her throat felt tight, her voice grew husky and her

eyes smarted with the unaccustomed tobacco fumes. But her audience

was insatiable.

A noisy student rapped loudly on his table and called for yet another

song. His companions echoed the command and leered laughingly into

her face.

From another table in a corner, a fat, oily looking man with diamonds

on his fingers, and a heavy triple chin, beckoned to her with what he

must have thought was an ingratiating smile. But the woman with him,

a slim, dark little creature, with thickly rouged lips and cloudy

black hair, jerked angrily at his arm, and he swung about in his

chair so that Marie saw only his great back.

Brower, the proprietor, came up and patted her roughly on the

shoulder.

"She caught on, Schultz," he wheezed in his heavy voice, that was

habitually hoarse from beer and tobacco smoke. "I think she'll do!"

She had succeeded, objectionable and unpleasant as these surroundings

and the people were. She had conquered, she had overcome the

harrowing embarrassment that had shocked her refined nature. She

felt a certain sense of pride that she had not failed, that she had

not been vanquished by her weaker emotions. It gave her more

confidence in herself. If she could do this, she could do other

things, better, more suited to her temperament and ideals. She would

endure this place only so long as she must, and at the first

opportunity of a better position, leave it. Tired, but glad that for

the immediate future at least she need not worry about the fewness of

the pennies in her savings box, Marie slipped on her coat, and

clinging to old Schultz's arm, trudged happily home.

After a few days, her shyness partly left her, she was more at ease,

more sure of herself and the approval of her personality and singing

was even more marked. The first time, the room had only been a blur.

Her self-consciousness had made it impossible for her to note more

than a vague outline, but now that the tension had relaxed somewhat,

she was able to distinguish the details of her surroundings. She

began to see here and there a beckoning finger that called her

hospitably to share its owner's table. Sometimes she saw the angry

frown and quick proprietory nudge of the woman who accompanied him

and resented his interest in the little singer. She began to hear

her name called in a familiar diminutive, as groups of students would

ask for favorite songs. Secure under the shelter of Herr Schultz's

wing, she smiled her thanks from the platform.

One night, she stood wrapped in her cloak, waiting for her guardian

as he gathered up his music. The last guest was leaving beerily, and

the greasy waiters were going about turning out the lights and

mopping up the splashed tables.

Brower came heavily up to the platform. He looked at Marie with an

unpleasant grin.

"Tired, Fräulein?" he asked, "never mind, you'll be home in a little

while. You've done very well! But to-morrow, I want you to be nice

to my friends."

Herr Schultz, without turning, stopped in his task of gathering the

sheets of music, and the proprietor went on.

"To-morrow I want you to pay a few visits among the tables.

Remember, the more we sell to drink, the more you are worth to me."

Schultz turned quickly, his heavy eyebrows drawn together in a frown,

his weak mouth working tremulously.

"The Fräulein is only here to sing," he said, his voice shaking, "she

does not go down among the tables."

"What have you got to say?" thundered Brower, "If you don't like the

way this place is run, you can go! There are plenty of

piano-players!"

Marie looked on in terror, only half understanding. Her face went

white as she realized what this would mean.

"Oh, no," she begged, "if he goes I must go."

This was not what Brower wanted. The girl had really been a

profitable investment. His clientele was pleased. New people were

beginning to come. More money was being spent. Allowances must be

made.

"Look here, Schultz," he growled, "everything will be all right, she

needn't drink, I only want her to go about and be pleasant. You're

here where you can watch her."

In Schultz's faithful breast, the knowledge of what it would mean at

his age, to lose his position, struggled with his fear for Marie.

Brower was right, there were so many piano-players, but he knew well

what this sort of thing led to. He had seen it so often.

"She can't go down among the tables," he repeated doggedly.

Brower struggled between rage and cupidity. He would gladly have

kicked the old man into the street, but the source of income which

the girl meant, must not be lost.

"All right," he shrugged, and for the time, the matter was dropped.

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