CHAPTER XI

OUT OF DOOR RADIANCIES

I want to radiate a constant, never-failing love for God's great out of

doors at all times, in all seasons, under all conditions, in all moods.

I want to understand Nature, to be one with her, to feel with her,

expand with her, be reserved with her, be exuberant with her. I want to

realize and radiate my kinship with everything that exists in Nature; I

am a part of this great whole, all of which is an expression of a great

thought of the great God. By making myself a part of Nature I am able to

make allies of all the forces of Nature, and this fact I want to radiate

with power and emphasis. I would teach both by word, influence, and

unconscious radiation that we are able to ally ourselves with all the

powers of God as manifested in the world around us. I have learned that,

no matter for whom else the sun may shine, it shines expressly for me. I

would have you learn that it shines expressly for you. Whatever its

power it belongs to you. Claim it! And so with all the forces. The winds

blow for you, the flowers bloom for you, the stars glisten for you, the

fruits grow for you, the trees clothe themselves in beauty for you, the

birds sing for you, the sunsets are glorious for you, and the sunrises

gild the mountain tops with reddish gold for you, the grass grows for

you, the creeks sing, the rivers flow, and the seas roar for you; the

forces of good are all yours, you are allies with them, and what they

are you are, what power they possess, you possess.

What marvelous vivification comes into the body, mind, and soul of man

when he realizes this stupendous fact. He no longer stands alone on the

earth. God, to many men and women, is far away, unseen, unknowable, but

through His world in Nature we can touch Him, realize Him, learn to know

Him, and while we are learning this greatest of great facts we are

becoming stronger, more self-reliant, more full of power, more

optimistic, more sure of our own footing on earth.

A man may not say of a palace, a house, a garden, a yacht, a fortune,

this, these, are mine, but we may each and all--the vilest drunkard, the

most wretched harlot, the near-suicide, and the nigh-insane, as well as

the poverty-stricken and the oppressed--say and know "the sun is mine,

the stars, the rain, the sweetness of the flowers, the blessedness of

God's great gift of life. Therefore, I am not poor, I am not forsaken, I

am not forgotten. I own much. I will take and utilize these for my

eternal blessing."

And as you utilize what you have you become both capable and worthy of

larger things. Only those who use receive more. "To him that hath shall

be given," and these are the things that all may have and that bless

more abundantly than any other things mankind may possess.

Most of us go through life missing what Nature has for us.

In one of Sienkiewicz's books he makes one of his characters say of his

betrothed,

I gaze on Nature, too, and feel it; but she shows me things which I

should not notice myself. A couple of days ago, we all went into the

forest, where she showed me ferns in the sun, for instance. They are

so delicate! She taught me also that the trunks of pine-trees,

especially in the evening light, have a violet tone. She opens my

eyes to colors which I have not seen hitherto, and, like a kind of

enchantress going through the forest, discloses new worlds to me.

Reread these two sentences: "She shows me things which I should not

notice myself," and "She opens my eyes and discloses new worlds to me."

The world's beauty is so common to us that we forget it. Nothing is

commoner than the stars, yet nothing more mysterious, wonderful, and

attractive; the grass is so common that we trample it under foot, yet

its beauty, its varied features will repay long hours of study, and it

is a joy unspeakable to those who have learned to love it. It is in the

common things that we should look for beauty, for lessons in color, in

art, in criticism. One of the great students and teachers of art of our

country once wrote a book entitled _The Gate Beautiful_. It was the

result of a life of concentrated study upon true art. Whence comes true

art? What is it? How shall one know it when he sees it? The result of

all Dr. Stimson's study, placed in that wonderful book, summed up in

short is--study Nature, and you will there learn more than all the books

and teachers of art can tell you in a thousand years. The author shows

by remarkable illustrations spiral vibrations made by the voice, the

natural forms of mineralogy, mechanics, astronomy, seeds, fruit,

vegetables, fish, reptiles, insects, birds, beasts, flowers, and

humanity. He shows the exquisite beauty of snow crystals, and of the

minute forms of earliest life, found in the diatoms. He sets forth the

beauty of leaf and stem in the commonest trees, in shells, etc., until

one wonders where his eyes have been, where his appreciation of beauty,

in all the years that these things have not appealed to him. Nature is

so flooded with beauty that more than one lifetime will be necessary for

any one man to discover the half of it. So because of its beauty I want

the men and women who come in contact with me to feel in me a pulsing,

living, active, irresistible love for Nature which will draw them out

into it; arouse in them an insatiable longing to see and know, to feel

and comprehend more of the rich beauty so freely exposed out of doors.

The out-of-doors, too, is full of beauty of color as well as beauty in

form. Oh, the sunrises and sunsets at sea, and on the desert, and in the

canyons, and on the mountain heights, and on the great plains of Arizona

and New Mexico and Utah. What colorist of earth can ever equal them?

Titian? Tintoretto? Velasquez? Turner? La Farge? Reid? Why waste words

asking the questions? How tame is Titian's greatest color-effects side

by side with a sunrise on the ocean, or a sunset on the desert!

Bostonians are proud of Reid's magnificent paintings in the State House.

I enjoy them myself and do not wonder that visitors are struck by the

powerful color-handling of the interesting historical subjects. But Mr.

Reid himself is not so foolish as to imagine that his greatest paintings

are more than futile attempts to put on canvas the colors his eyes have

seen, his soul has felt, out in the open. So, for color I would radiate

a love for out-of-doors.

And I would radiate a love for all of out-of-doors at all times. Winter,

Summer, Spring, Autumn, in rain and sunshine, in storm and calm, there

is something in every condition, every mood for the men and women who

are receptive. When I see newly born infants shut out from the pure

air, their faces covered, "lest they take cold," I am filled with

amazement at people's fear of out-of-doors. My babies were put to sleep

out-of-doors half an hour after they were born. The latest and most

approved methods of treating tuberculosis is to make those afflicted

with it sleep out of doors. There are camps in Michigan and in the snowy

regions of New York, in the Adirondacks, where, throughout the Winter,

patients sleep out of doors with the best of results. Be not afraid. Go

out of doors as does the Indian. Learn of him and be wise. He is a

believer in the virtue of the outdoor life, not as an occasional thing,

but as his regular, uniform habit. He _lives_ out of doors; and not only

does his body remain in the open, but his mind, his soul, are ever also

there. Except in the very cold weather his house is free to every breeze

that blows. He laughs at "drafts." "Catching cold" is something of which

he knows absolutely nothing. When he learns of white people shutting

themselves up in houses into which the fresh, pure, free air of the

plains and deserts, often laden with the healthful odors of the pines,

firs, and balsams of the forest, cannot come, he shakes his head at the

folly, and feels as one would if he saw a man slamming his door in the

face of his best friend. Virtually he sleeps out of doors, eats out of

doors, works out of doors. When the women make their baskets and

pottery, it is always out of doors, and their best beadwork is always

done in the open. The men make their bows and arrows, dress their

buckskin, make their moccasins and buckskin clothes, and perform nearly

all their ceremonials out-of-doors.

I wish I could radiate to every human soul what I mean by having one's

mind, one's soul, live in the open. Words fail to convey what I mean.

The sense of largeness, of expansion, of breadth, depth, width, and

height are as tangible in soul-results as in those of body. None can

live in the open all the time and become sordid money-grubbers. If they

are to become rich they do it in a large, expansive, virile way that

commands respect. It is only the shut-in man that can add to his

millions by cheese-paring methods, by grinding the face of the poor, by

counting up cents and nickels and dimes wrung from the labor of the

children of the poor.

Read these lines from a wonderful poem of the out-of-doors by Edwin

Markham, and see how much you can make it mean to yourself:

I ride on the mountain tops, I ride;

I have found my life and am satisfied.

* * * * *

I ride on the hills, I forgive, I forget

Life's hoard of regret--

All the terror and pain

Of the chafing chain.

Grind on, O cities, grind;

I leave you a blur behind.

I am lifted elate--the skies expand;

Here the world's heaped gold is a pile of sand.

Let them weary and work in their narrow walls;

I ride with the voices of waterfalls!

* * * * *

I swing on as one in a dream--I swing

Down the airy hollows, I shout, I sing!

The world is gone like an empty word!

My body's a bough in the wind, my heart a bird!

Never in a thousand years can one get such pure, sweet, pulsing, living

and stay-long-with-you delights as these, in a city. Granted there are

pleasures in the ballroom, and they are doubtless great, but can they

begin to compare with the delights of out-of-doors? Languor next day,

ennui, jealousies, heart-burnings, gossiping, cruel slandering,

ruination of health, too often come with these city pleasures. Then,

too, the ballroom in its desirable form is only for the rich, while the

poor may enjoy everything good of the great out-of-doors. The city has

its theaters, operas, concerts, lectures, and the like, but they are

generally at night, compelling people to be out when they should be in

bed, turning day into night, and reversing the natural order of things.

And the artificial is never equal to the real, the unnatural to the

natural.

Then, too, the out-of-doors is such a teacher; and not a teacher of the

arid, formal, dry, embalmed knowledge, but the real living facts. As

Robert Louis, the well-beloved, says:

There is certainly some chill and arid knowledge to be found upon

the summits of formal and laborious science, but it is all round

about you, and for the trouble of looking, that you will acquire the

warm and palpitating facts of life.

Book knowledge can never equal living knowledge. He whose mind is stored

with what he has read too often only thinks he knows, while the one

whose facts are gained at first hand from the real objects themselves

knows that he knows. A man in a factory as a rule, in these days of

specialization, is only a cog in a wheel, a part of a great machine. Be

he a woodworker, he does not make any complete piece of furniture. He

saws on one part; another on another; a third on still another; a

fourth, who knows nothing of shaping the parts, assembles the whole, and

a fifth puts them together; a sixth sandpapers; a seventh stains or

varnishes; and an eighth polishes and finishes. So with watchmaking and

everything used by human hands. Nobody, nowadays, has the joy of "doing

it all."

But in the country a man plows, harrows, sows the seed and cultivates,

and during it all he is in the open, seeing all the wonderful phenomena

of Nature pass before him in everchanging panorama each hour. That is,

of course, providing he has not been ground down by too many hours of

hard physical labor until he has become a mere "brother to the ox," and

the stolid and stunned creature so powerfully described by Edwin Markham

in his _Man with the Hoe_.

Every man needs something both of the city and the country. Rubbing up

against his kind sharpens his wits; often makes him more selfish and

indifferent to the rights and needs of others; and again prepares him

more thoroughly to enjoy what the country offers. So, city man, with all

your senses sharpened by contact with mankind, go out into the country

to get your soul enlarged. For Nature is the great soul expander.

Read John Muir's _Mountains of California_, and see how the

out-door-life enlarged him, made him bigger, grander, nobler than he

could ever have been had he stayed in the narrow confines of a city's

walls. In one chapter he tells of his experience in a storm in a Sierra

forest. Perched high on the mountains a great storm swept over the

range. Most men would have remained indoors, afraid of the fierceness of

the wind and the beating of the rain. Not so he! There were experiences

to be had out there that could come to him in no other way; so out he

went. After scrambling through underbrush, climbing hilly slopes, until

his blood was fairly a-tingle in response to the power of the storm,

watching the swaying of the trees, hearing the crash, every few

moments, of a falling tree, he finally decided to see the whole thing

from the top of a tree. So selecting a suitable tree he climbed to its

topmost branches, and there, swaying to and fro like "a bobolink on a

reed," he watched the wind playing with the gigantic trees and the tiny

leaves, and listened to such an æolian concert as few men have ever

dreamed of.

John Muir's experiences and development are not peculiar to him. Most

men who live the larger out-of-door life, who engage in out-of-door

occupations have a largeness and expansion about them that is

stimulating and inspiring. Read the life of the fishermen--the

Gloucester Folk, and the Folk of all the shores of the sea, who gain

their livelihood by battling with storms and circumventing them. What

brawny arms and shoulders and backs; what tremendous power; what deep

breaths in powerful lungs! See the pilots who come out to meet the

transoceanic steamers; what brave, powerful, massive men they are!

Ordinary men are dwarfed in their presence--not merely physically, but

mentally and spiritually. See the captains of these same great steamers,

and all sea-going vessels, and the very sailors; there is a strength of

body and a largeness, an openness of disposition, that is good to come

in contact with. Who that has climbed the Swiss mountains with an

Alpine guide but has felt the strength and power developed by ages of

conflict with snowstorms, avalanches, and other great Nature forces.

Even the loggers in the forest swing their axes or handle the huge logs

with an ease and power that stagger the ordinary city man. Think how the

old time stage-drivers used to handle their six- and eight-horse teams

with ease and elegance, guiding and directing their movements as

gracefully as a _grande dame_ promenades in her ballroom. Who has not

been thrilled with the doings of the live-saving service, and the

lighthouse keepers? What city girl could have dared do as did Grace

Darling, the lighthouse keeper's daughter, who insisted upon her father

rowing with her to rescue a shipwrecked crew in the face of a howling

storm? What delights I myself have enjoyed out on the plains, prairies,

and foot-hills, riding with the cowboys. Well do I remember several

_rodeos_ I united with in Nevada, where we rode madly after the wild

cattle and horses, over and through the sagebrush at break-neck speed,

now dodging to the right, now to the left, now jumping a piece of brush

that could not be dodged. We went up hill like the wind, and then

started down hill at equal or greater speed, and once, getting into a

grove of trees, I had to learn to bend down flat on the horse's back to

avoid being swept off. "Let your horse go where he will. He understands

his business, and you don't," were the instructions I had received, and

well it was that I was not required to guide my animal. I had enough to

do to keep my seat. Talk about rough-riders! I was soon a rough-rider,

indeed. And how tired out and weary I was that night, but how I slept! I

had been dyspeptic, sleepless, and anæmic. Three weeks of this shook me

up so that my liver worked as it had never worked in my history before.

I got until I could eat and digest anything, and my sleep was sweet,

sound, dreamless, and refreshing. Would that I had had sense enough then

and there to resign the pastorate of my church; quit being an

indifferent and unhealthy parson; become a cowboy and gain health, vim,

vigor, strength, life.

I suppose I had to come to it slowly, but come I did to the most

important facts, viz.: that I could never be healthy indoors, and that I

must live in the open. And as I got out more my intellect and spirit

expanded as my body grew healthier, and I began to learn more from the

objects around me than I had from all my schooling, all my books, and

all my theological training and study.

Nowadays there is no out-of-door occupation that does not appeal to me;

a ditch-digger, a navvy on a railroad, a roustabout on a dock, a

deck-hand on a steamer, a brakeman, a road mender, a plowman, a carter,

a teamster--even these, the lowliest of the out-of-door callings, show

to me men of rugged strength that delight and appeal to me.

How one's very soul thrills in sympathy as he thinks of the marvelous

achievements of the great explorers--all of them men of the

out-of-doors; Columbus, Magellan, Capt. Cook, Kane, Sir John Franklin,

Peary, Sven Hedin, Capt. Burnaby, Burton, Livingstone, Stanley, Major

Powell, and a host of others. How the mere thought of them and their

lives radiates the very spirit of energy, strength, courage, daring,

independence, self-reliance! In their physical or spiritual presence you

feel you are in contact with an entirely different set of earth's

mortals than ordinary men, for they radiate unconsciously the largeness,

the expansiveness, the majesty and strength of the vast out-of-doors.

Rudyard Kipling in his _Captains Courageous_ fully explains what I mean

about this largeness and nobleness of soul that come from the

out-of-door life, in telling of the fishermen of the New England coast.

In his vivid English he pictures their daily life, what their work is,

how they have to brave the perils of the deep, the dangerous fogs, the

uncertain storms, the sudden death that comes when a great vessel looms

through the fog and cuts them down. Yet they go ahead as a matter of

course. Their life enlarges their faith and trust; either it is that or

they become used to looking in the face of danger and death and then

calmly continue in their work. No man does this without deepening and

broadening his life.

When it comes to gardeners I fairly envy them. Think of the wondrous

life that is theirs. To learn and know the life-habits of plants and

flowers, and to see them growing from tiny seeds, or slips, or cuttings

into all their rich and perfect beauty. I never knew a despondent

gardener. His profession forbids it; his experience rebukes it. So of

late years, in my crude way, I have been trying to become a gardener,

when I am at home and have time.

What an unspeakable joy there is in all this work. How it occupies one's

brain and body, and drives away all despondency, care, blue-devils, and

worry. Out in the garden I am a king, a proud monarch, robed in blue

flannel shirt and overalls, my scepter a spade, and my right to rule

demonstrable by my strong muscles, steady nerves, strong lungs, healthy

skin, and clear eyes. Who would not reign in such a realm?

More than all else I feel when living this life that I am lifted above

all the petty meannesses of men and women. I am dealing with creative

forces--things direct from the hands of God--sunshine, air, water, soil,

growth, development, life. And how such feelings expand the soul!

Then I begin to think of the wonderful work in flowers, fruits, and

plants performed by Hugo de Vries and our own Luther Burbank, and as I

recall their achievements I feel the opening up of a new realm before

me. Never can I forget the joy of a couple of days with Burbank at his

home at Santa Rosa, and his "proving grounds," at Sebastopol. I there

saw his winter rhubarb, and as we walked along we came to his cactus

patch. The first section was of the rude, prickly leaves I was so

familiar with on the desert; the next section less prickly and so on,

until at last, with a frolic, Mr. Burbank "dived" into the cactus,

rubbed his face and ears against the great leaves and demonstrated them

free from every vestige of a thorn.

Then we saw flowers that he had completely changed, in size, color,

form, and odor, and when you ask how it was all done he declares that

any man or woman with the necessary patience and skill (and skill comes

with patience) can produce results as apparently marvelous as his own.

For the marvel is apparent and not real; it is nothing but the

understanding and application of natural laws; laws that Darwin and

others have well understood and enunciated.

At Sebastopol I had the joy of seeing him work in the selection of plum

trees. Row after row of young bearing plum trees stood before us. With

two men following him, one with black strings, and the other with white,

he began. Picking a plum from the first tree, he bit into it. I did

likewise. To me it seemed a good plum. He rapidly commented upon: 1, its

appearance, shape, etc.; 2, color; 3, firmness of texture; 4, flavor; 5,

sweetness. Then he did the same with the tree: its extent of foliage,

shapeliness, etc. All these things had to be considered. The first few

trees he took very slowly and deliberately in order that I might clearly

comprehend what he was after. Then, almost as quickly as his eye fell

upon a tree, he had put his teeth into the fruit, his trained intellect

had decided whether the tree was worth keeping or killing, and as he

said "keep" or "kill," the attendants tied on the corresponding white or

black strings. To produce the plum he wanted he assured me he has

destroyed over a million trees.

His apple trees are perfect marvels. Some of them bear upwards of two

hundred different kinds of apples, and he says it is comparatively easy

to produce an apple of any color, texture, size, flavor, and sweetness

desired.

Think what Nature has taught to such a man. He is not what you would

call a supereducated man in books; but he has read Nature as few men in

the history of the world have done, and she has revealed many of her

most intimate secrets to him. And as you talk with him you find in this

quiet, unassuming, sweet-spirited, gentle-hearted man a breadth, a

largeness, a sweep of soul that are rare.

And Nature gives this same largeness to a woman as well as a man. Women

who get into the bigness of the out-of-doors get away from feminine

pettinesses just as surely as men do from their narrownesses and

prejudices. I have two women friends in California (or had, until one

passed on), both of them expert and scientific florists. One lived at

San Buena Ventura, and the other at San Diego. The names of Mrs.

Theodosia Shepard and Miss Kate Sessions are known throughout the world.

Both women determined to devote their lives to a scientific study, _out

in the garden_, of plant life, and each has therefore done things,

achieved results that have made her world-famed. How much better this,

than to live the narrow, contracted life of most women.

Another woman friend, Mrs. Sarah Plummer Lemmon, wife of the well-known

botanist, and herself a botanist known to the whole scientific world,

for years accompanied her husband in his expeditions throughout the

wildest parts of Arizona, New Mexico, California, and Mexico. I doubt

whether there is a person living who has so real and intimate a

knowledge of all this country as has this brave and intrepid woman, who,

when Apaches were on the warpath, calmly and steadfastly sustained her

husband in his scientific work. In storms and perils, in danger from

wild animals and wilder men, away from all luxuries and comforts and

often deprived of what most people call necessities, this woman communed

with Nature and has thereby grown into a large, commanding, powerful,

all-embracing soul, as much above the average woman in intellect as an

athlete is above a baby.

I am no technical botanist, yet I have had pleasure untold when

wandering in canyon, mountain, plain, forest, seaside, and desert in

seeking to learn all I could of the flora of the region. When botanists

said that the _cereus giganteus_--the giant suahuaro--was not to be

found in California and I knew I had seen it growing on the California

side of the Colorado River, there was great pleasure in photographing

the few specimens I knew in this habitat and then in hunting for more.

How well I remember one day climbing up hill and down, over rocky ridges

and dangerous trails and places where there were no trails at all, every

now and again seeing fresh specimens, _in California_, of this cactus

"that did not grow in California." And when, at last, I stood on a

ridge, looking down into a secluded canyon, where there were a dozen or

more (which I photographed), I felt as if, humbly though it was, I were

being used as an instrument for increasing the botanical knowledge of

the world.

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