CHAPTER III.

VOYAGE TO BURMAH.

1812-1813.

After the shores of America had faded from their eyes, almost four

months elapsed before Mr. Judson and his missionary associates caught

sight of land. They made the long trip around the Cape of Good Hope, and

at last descried the towering mountains of Golconda. Now that the Suez

Canal has been opened, and a railroad track laid across our continent,

the way to India is much shorter. The modern missionary goes either

through the Mediterranean Sea or by the way of San Francisco and

Yokohama, the voyage consuming only about two months.

While taking the long voyage from America to India, Mr. Judson changed

his denominational latitude and longitude as well. He was a

Congregational minister; his parents were Congregationalists; and he had

been sent out by a Congregational Board. All his sympathies and

affections were bound up with the life of that great denominational

body. On his way to Burmah, however, he became a Baptist. His attention

was at this time especially drawn to the distinctive views of the

Baptists by the fact that he was now about to found a new Christian

society among the heathen. When the adult heathen accepted Christ by

faith and love, he should of course be baptized, and thus formally

initiated into the Christian Church. But ought the children also to be

baptized upon the strength of the parent’s faith? This was a practical

question.

Again, Mr. Judson expected to meet in India the eminent English Baptist

missionaries, Carey, Marshman, and Ward. In the immediate neighborhood

of these men, he proposed to institute a Congregational form of church

life, and he would, of course, have to explain to the natives these

denominational differences. His mind was cast in a scholarly and

argumentative mould. Controversy might possibly arise between himself

and the Baptist missionaries. He thought it best, while he was on the

ocean, to arm himself beforehand for the encounter with these formidable

champions, in order successfully to maintain the Pedobaptist position.

In the enforced seclusion of a long sea voyage, he had plenty of time

for thought and study on this important subject. The result of his

searching investigation was the conclusion, reluctantly formed, that he

was wrong and that the Baptists were right. Of course they held many

fundamental doctrines in common with Christians of all other evangelical

denominations; but there were two distinctive tenets, that faith should

always precede baptism, and that baptism is immersion. He was convinced

that in these views they had the Bible on their side.

It was only after a great struggle that he yielded; for he had to break

with all the traditions and associations of his ancestry and childhood.

He pictured to himself the grief and disappointment of his Christian

friends in America, especially of his venerable parents. He saw that he

would be separated from those young students, the boon companions with

whom he had originated this great scheme of American Foreign Missions.

In their discussions, his wife always took the Pedobaptist side. He knew

that he and she might find themselves without bread in a strange heathen

land. For who could expect the American Board to sustain a Baptist

missionary, even if he could, on his part, obey their instructions? He

could have little hope that the Baptists of America, feeble, scattered,

and despised, would be equal to the great undertaking of supporting an

expensive mission in distant India. Ah, what long, anxious conversations

must he and his wife have had together in their little cabin on the brig

_Caravan_!

The question may have arisen in his mind, Are these doctrines so

important after all? Can I not cherish them in secret, and still remain

identified with the religious body that I so much love and honor? No;

because if individual faith is the prerequisite of baptism, what

scriptural authority would he have for baptizing the unconscious infant?

If baptism is a symbol, then of course the form is all-important. If

faith must precede baptism, and if immersion is essential to baptism,

then he had never been baptized at all. He knew that baptism had been

expressly commanded by our blessed Lord, and that alone was sufficient

to necessitate obedience. Prompt and straightforward obedience to Christ

was the keynote of his life. His was too positive a character to try to

effect a compromise between conviction and action. He had one of those

great natures that can not afford to move along with the crowd. Traces

of this intense inward conflict may be seen in the following extracts

from Mrs. Judson’s letters:

_To a Friend._

“_September 7, 1812._

“Can you, my dear Nancy, still love me, still desire to hear from me,

when I tell you I have become a Baptist? If I judge from my own

feelings, I answer you will, and that my differing from you in those

things which do not affect our salvation will not diminish your

affection for me, or make you unconcerned for my welfare. You may,

perhaps, think this change very sudden, as I have said nothing of it

before; but, my dear girl, this alteration hath not been the work of

an hour, a day, or a month. The subject has been maturely, candidly,

and, I hope, prayerfully examined for months.

“An examination of the subject of baptism commenced on board the

_Caravan_. As Mr. Judson was continuing the translation of the New

Testament, which he began in America, he had many doubts respecting

the meaning of the word _baptize_. This, with the idea of meeting the

Baptists at Serampore, when he would wish to defend his own

sentiments, induced a more thorough examination of the foundation of

the Pedobaptist system. The more he examined, the more his doubts

increased; and, unwilling as he was to admit it, he was _afraid_ the

Baptists were right and he wrong. After we arrived at Calcutta, his

attention was turned from this subject to the concerns of the mission,

and the difficulties with Government. But as his mind was still

uneasy, he again renewed the subject. I felt afraid he would become a

Baptist, and frequently urged the unhappy consequences if he should.

But he said his duty compelled him to satisfy his own mind, and

embrace those sentiments which appeared most concordant with

Scripture. I always took the Pedobaptist side in reasoning with him,

even after I was as doubtful of the truth of their system as he. We

left Serampore to reside in Calcutta a week or two, before the arrival

of our brethren; and as we had nothing in particular to occupy our

attention, we confined it exclusively to this subject. We procured the

best authors on both sides, compared them with the Scriptures,

examined and re-examined the sentiments of Baptists and Pedobaptists,

and were finally compelled, from a conviction of truth, to embrace

those of the former. Thus, my dear Nancy, we are confirmed Baptists,

not because we wished to be, but because truth compelled us to be. We

have endeavored to count the cost, and be prepared for the many severe

trials resulting from this change of sentiment. We anticipate the loss

of reputation, and of the affection and esteem of many of our American

friends. But the most trying circumstance attending this change, and

that which has caused most pain, is the separation which must take

place between us and our dear missionary associates. Although we are

attached to each other, and should doubtless live very happily

together, yet the brethren do not think it best we should unite in one

mission. These things, my dear Nancy, have caused us to weep and pour

out our hearts in prayer to Him whose directions we so much wish and

need. We feel that we are alone in the world, with no real friend but

each other, no one on whom we can depend but God.”

_Mrs. Judson to her Parents._

“ISLE OF FRANCE, PORT LOUIS, _February_ 14, 1813.

“I will now, my dear parents and sisters, give you some account of our

change of sentiment, relative to the subject of baptism. Mr. Judson’s

doubts commenced on our passage from America. While translating the

New Testament, in which he was engaged, he used frequently to say that

the Baptists were right in their mode of administering the ordinance.

Knowing he should meet the Baptists at Serampore, he felt it important

to attend to it more closely, to be able to defend his sentiments.

After our arrival at Serampore, his mind for two or three weeks was so

much taken up with missionary inquiries and our difficulties with

Government, as to prevent his attending to the subject of baptism. But

as we were waiting the arrival of our brethren, and having nothing in

particular to attend to, he again took up the subject. I tried to have

him give it up, and rest satisfied in his old sentiments, and

frequently told him, if he became a Baptist, _I would not_. He,

however, said he felt it his duty to examine closely a subject on

which he had so many doubts. After we removed to Calcutta, he found in

the library in our chamber many books on both sides, which he

determined to read candidly and prayerfully, and to hold fast, or

embrace the truth, however mortifying, however great the sacrifice. I

now commenced reading on the subject, with all my prejudices on the

Pedobaptist side. We had with us Dr. Worcester’s, Dr. Austin’s, Peter

Edwards’s, and other Pedobaptist writings. But after closely examining

the subject for several weeks, we were constrained to acknowledge that

the truth appeared to lie on the Baptists’ side. It was extremely

trying to reflect on the consequences of our becoming Baptists. We

knew it would wound and grieve our dear Christian friends in

America—that we should lose their approbation and esteem. We thought

it probable the commissioners would refuse to support us; and, what

was more distressing than anything, we knew we must be separated from

our missionary associates, and go alone to some heathen land. These

things were very trying to us, and caused our hearts to bleed for

anguish. We felt we had no home in this world, and no friend but each

other. Our friends at Serampore were extremely surprised when we wrote

them a letter requesting baptism, as they had known nothing of our

having had any doubts on the subject. We were baptized on the 6th of

September, in the Baptist chapel in Calcutta. Mr. J. preached a sermon

at Calcutta, on this subject, soon after we were baptized, which, in

compliance with the request of a number who heard it, he has been

preparing for the press. Brother Rice was baptized several weeks after

we were. It was a very great relief to our minds to have him join us,

as we expected to be entirely alone in a mission.”

The four missionaries arrived in Calcutta on June 17th, and were warmly

welcomed by Dr. Carey.

They were invited to visit the settlement of English Baptists at

Serampore, a town about twelve miles from Calcutta, up the Hugh River.

Here they awaited the arrival of the other group of American

missionaries, Mr. and Mrs. Nott, and Messrs. Hall and Rice, who had

sailed from Philadelphia in the ship _Harmony_, and who did not arrive

until August 8th. In a note to the Rev. Dr. Baldwin, an influential

Baptist minister, of Boston, Mr. Judson discloses his change of

denominational views:

“CALCUTTA, _August_ 31, 1812.

“REV. AND DEAR SIR: I write you a line to express my grateful

acknowledgments to you for the advantage I have derived from your

publications on baptism; particularly from your ‘Series of Letters’;

also to introduce the following copy of a letter which I forwarded

last week to the Baptist missionaries at Serampore, and which you are

at liberty to use as you think best.

“I am, sir, with much affection and respect,

“Your obliged friend and servant,

“ADONIRAM JUDSON, JR.”

“CALCUTTA, _August_ 27, 1812.

“TO THE REV. MESSRS. CAREY, MARSHMAN, AND WARD.

“As you have been ignorant of the late exercises of my mind on the

subject of baptism, the communication which I am about to make may

occasion you some surprise.

“It is now about four months since I took the subject into serious and

prayerful consideration. My inquiries commenced during my passage from

America, and after much laborious research and painful trial, which I

shall not now detail, have issued in entire conviction, that _the

immersion of a professing believer is the only Christian baptism_.

“In these exercises I have not been alone. Mrs. Judson has been

engaged in a similar examination, and has come to the same conclusion.

Feeling, therefore, that we are in an unbaptized state, we wish to

profess our faith in Christ by being baptized in obedience to His

sacred commands.

“ADONIRAM JUDSON, JR.”

He also sent a letter to the American Board, in which he breaks to them

the startling news that he is to cease to be their missionary:

“REV. AND DEAR SIR: My change of sentiments on the subject of baptism

is considered by my missionary brethren as incompatible with my

continuing their fellow-laborer in the mission which they contemplate

on the Island of Madagascar; and it will, I presume, be considered by

the Board of Commissioners as equally incompatible with my continuing

their missionary. The Board will, undoubtedly, feel as unwilling to

support a Baptist missionary as I feel to comply with their

instructions, which particularly direct us to baptize ‘_credible

believers with their households_.’

“The dissolution of my connection with the Board of Commissioners, and

a separation from my dear missionary brethren, I consider most

distressing consequences of my late change of sentiments, and, indeed,

the most distressing events which have ever befallen me. I have now

the prospect before me of going alone to some distant island,

unconnected with any society at present existing, from which I might

be furnished with assistant laborers or pecuniary support. Whether the

Baptist churches in America will compassionate my situation, I know

not. I hope, therefore, that while my friends condemn what they deem a

departure from the truth, they will at least pity me and pray for me.

“With the same sentiments of affection and respect as ever,

“I am, sir, your friend and servant,

“ADONIRAM JUDSON, JR.

“Rev. Dr. Worcester, Corresponding Secretary of the American Board of

Commissioners for Foreign Missions.”

At the same time he wrote a second letter to Dr. Baldwin, in which he

announced his change of views on the subject of Baptism, and added:

“Should there be formed a Baptist Society for the support of a mission

in these parts, _I shall be ready to consider myself their missionary_!”

A letter written at the same time to Rev. Dr. Bolles, of Salem, Mass.,

points in the same direction:

“CALCUTTA, _September_ 1, 1812.

“REV. SIR: I recollect that, during a short interview I had with you

in Salem, I suggested the formation of a society among the Baptists in

America for the support of foreign missions, in imitation of the

exertions of your English brethren. Little did I then expect to be

personally concerned in such an attempt.

“Within a few months, I have experienced an entire change of

sentiments on the subject of baptism. My doubts concerning the

correctness of my former system of belief commenced during my passage

from America to this country; and after many painful trials, which

none can know but those who are taught to relinquish a system in which

they had been educated, I settled down in the full persuasion that the

immersion of a professing believer in Christ is the only Christian

baptism.

“Mrs. Judson is united with me in this persuasion. We have signified

our views and wishes to the Baptist missionaries at Serampore, and

expect to be baptized in this city next Lord’s day.

“A separation from my missionary brethren, and a dissolution of my

connection with the Board of Commissioners, seem to be necessary

consequences. The missionaries at Serampore are exerted to the utmost

of their ability in managing and supporting their extensive and

complicated mission.

“Under these circumstances I look to you. Alone, in this foreign

heathen land, I make my appeal to those whom, with their permission, I

will call _my Baptist brethren_ in the United States.

“With the advice of the brethren at Serampore, I am contemplating a

mission on one of the eastern islands. They have lately sent their

brother Chater to Ceylon, and their brother Robinson to Java. At

present, Amboyna seems to present the most favorable opening. Fifty

thousand souls are there perishing without the means of life; and the

situation of the island is such that a mission there established

might, with the blessing of God, be extended to the neighboring

islands in those seas.

“But should I go thither, it is a most painful reflection that I must

go alone, and also uncertain of the means of support. But I will trust

in God. He has frequently enabled me to praise His divine goodness,

and will never forsake those who put their trust in Him. I am, dear

sir,

“Yours, in the Lord Jesus,

“ADONIRAM JUDSON, JR.”

On September 6th, Mr. and Mrs. Judson were baptized in Calcutta by the

Rev. Mr. Ward, and, on the first of November, Mr. Rice, one of his

missionary associates, who, though sailing on a different vessel, had

experienced a similar change of sentiment, was also baptized. “Mr. Rice

was thought,” Dr. Carey says, “to be the most obstinate friend of

Pedobaptism of any of the missionaries.”

But becoming a Baptist was only the beginning of troubles for these

missionaries. India was ruled by the East India Company, which was

opposed to the introduction of missionaries, especially of Americans—for

England and America were not at that time on friendly terms. Besides,

the English feared that the natives of India, finding themselves beset

by the missionaries of a foreign religion, and their own sacred

institutions undermined, would rise against the whole English race, and

a war ensue which would be rendered more intense by the spirit of

religious fanaticism. The Oriental meekly submits to oppression, except

when religious questions are involved; it was the greased cartridge

which brought on the Sepoy rebellion. The English authorities feared, as

was once stated in the House of Lords, “that every missionary would have

to be backed by a gun-boat.” There might arise endless complications,

and they determined to nip the danger in the bud.

Mr. and Mrs. Judson and Mr. Rice were peremptorily ordered to repair

from Serampore to Calcutta. When they appeared at the Government House

they were told that they must return at once to America. They asked

leave to settle in some other part of India, but this was refused. They

then asked if they could go to the Isle of France (Mauritius). This

request was granted; but the only ship sailing at that time for that

point could convey but two passengers, and, by common consent, Mr. and

Mrs. Newell embarked. Mr. and Mrs. Judson and Mr. Rice remained behind

for another vessel. After two months, they received an order to go on

board one of the Company’s vessels, bound for England, and their names

were even printed in the official list of passengers. But a vessel,

named the _Creole_, was just about to sail for the Isle of France. They

applied to the Government for a passport. This was refused. Then they

asked the captain if he would take them without a passport. He said,

good-naturedly, “There was his ship; they could go on board if they

pleased.” They immediately embarked under cover of the night. But while

sailing down the Hugli River from Calcutta to the sea, they were

overtaken by a Government dispatch. The pilot was forbidden to go

farther, as there were persons on board who had been ordered to England.

They were put ashore on the bank of the river, and took shelter at a

little tavern, while the vessel continued her course down the river

without them.

After three or four days, however, a letter came from Calcutta,

containing the much-desired passport to sail on the _Creole_. Who

procured the passport, has always remained a mystery. But now they had

every reason to suppose that the vessel had got out to sea. She might,

however, be anchored at Saugur, seventy miles below. With all haste they

put their baggage in a boat, and sped down the river. They had to row

against the tide, but arrived at Saugur before the evening of the next

day, and had the happiness of finding the vessel at anchor. “I never

enjoyed,” says Mrs. Judson, “a sweeter moment in my life, than that when

I was sure we were in sight of the _Creole_!” After a voyage of six

weeks they arrived in Port Louis, on the Isle of France, January 17,

1813.

The Isle of France, or Mauritius,[6] lies in the Indian Ocean, 480 miles

east of Madagascar. It is about 36 miles long and 32 wide. It had, only

a few years before, been wrested from the French by the English. During

the wars between the French and English it had furnished harborage for

the French privateers, which, sallying forth from its ports, attacked

the richly-freighted English merchantmen on their way from India.

The Isle of France, the scene of St. Pierre’s pathetic tale of “Paul and

Virginia,” was to our missionaries also, who took refuge here, a place

of sorrow. They learned of a death which rivals in pathos the fate of

Virginia. Mrs. Harriet Newell, the first American martyr to Foreign

Missions, had only just survived the tempestuous voyage from Calcutta,

and had been laid in the “heathy ground” of Mauritius: one who “for the

love of Christ and immortal souls, left the bosom of her friends, and

found an early grave in a land of strangers.” She never repented leaving

her native country. When informed by her physician of her approaching

death, she lifted up her hands in triumph, and exclaimed: “Oh, glorious

intelligence!”[7]

What a sense of desolation must have crept over the little band of

missionaries, now that death had so early broken into their ranks! On

February 24th Mr. Newell embarked for Ceylon, and on the 15th of March

Mr. Rice sailed for America, in order to preach a missionary crusade

among the Baptist churches there; and thus Mr. and Mrs. Judson were left

alone. They were obliged to remain about four months on the Isle of

France; and while much of their time was spent in self-sacrificing

labors among the English soldiers that formed the garrison of the

island, the missionaries still longed to reach their final destination.

Mrs. Judson writes: “Oh, when will my wanderings terminate? When shall I

find some little spot that I can call my own?” Her mother’s ominous

words, uttered long ago, were coming true. She was, indeed, having her

fill of “rambling.” They had left America nearly fifteen months before,

and yet after all their journeyings they seemed no nearer a field of

labor than when they first set out. Their destination was still a

mirage—an ever-dissolving view.

They decided to make another descent upon the coast of India. On May 7,

1813, they embarked on the ship _Countess of Harcourt_ for Madras,

intending to establish a mission on Pulo Penang, or Prince of Wales

Island, lying in the Straits of Malacca. It was a little island, of

commodious harbors and salubrious climate, which had recently been

purchased by the English, and the small native population of Malays was

being rapidly increased by emigration from Hindostan, Burmah, Siam, and

China.

On June 4th the Judsons arrived in Madras, where they were kindly

received by the English missionaries, Mr. and Mrs. Loveless. But they

knew that they could not remain long, for they were again under the

jurisdiction of the East India Company. Their arrival was at once

reported to the Governor-General, and they feared they would be

immediately transported to England. There was no vessel in the harbor

bound for Pulo Penang, and the only vessel about to sail in that

direction was bound for Rangoon, Burmah. They dreaded to pass from the

protection of the British flag into the power of the Burman despot,

whose tender mercies were cruel. But their only alternative was between

Rangoon and their own dear native land, and they chose the former.

On June 22d they went on board the “crazy old vessel” _Georgianna_.

After a stormy voyage they reached Rangoon July 13th, and took

possession of the English Baptist mission-house, occupied by a son of

Dr. Carey. This young man was temporarily absent, and soon afterward

resigned the mission in their favor, and entered the service of the

Burmese Government.

The horrors of the voyage, and the dreariness of their arrival in this

strange, lawless land, and of their first settlement in the deserted

mission-house at Rangoon, made this the most painful experience through

which they had ever passed. Their only refuge was in Him who has said:

“Although I have cast them far off among the heathen, and although I

have scattered them among the countries, yet will I be to them as a

little sanctuary in the countries where they shall come.” They were

sustained by the same faith which, three years before, found beautiful

expression in the words that Judson wrote to his parents:

“O the pleasure which a lively Christian must enjoy in communion with

God! It is all one whether he is in a city or in a desert, among

relations or among savage foes, in the heat of the Indies or in the

ice of Greenland; his infinite Friend is always at hand. He need not

fear want, or sickness, or pain, for his best Friend does all things

well. He need not fear death, though he come in the most shocking

form, for death is only a withdrawing of the veil which conceals his

dearest Friend.”

It is related that the old English missionary, St. Cuthbert, was driven

by a snow-storm upon the coast of Fife. His companions repined. “The

snow closes the road along the shore; the storm bars our way over the

sea.” “But,” Cuthbert said, “there is still the way of heaven that lies

open.”

But Mr. and Mrs. Judson can best describe their first taste of life in

Burmah.

_Extract from a letter by Mrs. Judson to her parents and sisters._

“RANGOON, _July_ 30, 1813.

“We stayed at Madras only a fortnight, when we embarked on board a

Portuguese vessel for this place. I had procured a European

woman-servant to go with us, as it was not thought prudent to go

without one. She went on board two days before us, and when we went on

board she appeared in perfect health. We had but just entered the ship

when she fell on the floor, apparently in a fit. We made every

possible effort to recover her, but she gasped a few times and died.

The exertion I made to recover her, together with the shock my frame

and feelings received at her sudden decease, brought me also near the

gates of death. I indeed thought the time of my departure was at hand,

and that all my toils and perplexities were ended. I had no physician,

no medicine, no attendant but Mr. Judson. Added to this, we were in a

small, dirty vessel, which was kept in continual motion by the

violence of the wind and sea. Perfect ease and quiet seemed absolutely

necessary for my recovery; but these it appeared impossible to obtain.

But all things are possible with God; and we were never so sensible of

His care and protection as at this time.

“In the midst of our darkness and distress, and when we had given up

all hope of my recovery, our captain informed us that we were close to

the Andaman Islands, and that we could escape being driven on them in

no way but by going through a narrow channel between two of them. We

were in much danger, but the vessel was almost perfectly still, as we

were in smooth water as soon as we entered the channel, the wind being

broken by the islands. Thus I obtained that ease and quiet which a few

moments before seemed impossible to obtain. We were three weeks on our

passage, and when we arrived I was not able to walk, nor had I even

left my bed for half an hour.... We felt very gloomy and dejected the

first night we arrived, in view of our prospects; but we were enabled

to lean on God, and to feel that He was able to support us under the

most discouraging circumstances. The next morning I prepared to go on

shore, but hardly knew how I should get to Mr. Carey’s house, as there

was no method of conveyance except a horse, which I was unable to

ride. It was, however, concluded that I should be carried in an

arm-chair; consequently, when I landed, one was provided, through

which were put two bamboos, and four of the natives took me on their

shoulders. When they had carried me a little way into the town, they

set me down under a shade, when great numbers of the natives gathered

around, as they had seldom seen an English female. Being sick and

weak, I held my head down, which induced many of the native females to

come very near and look under my bonnet. At this I looked up and

smiled, at which they set up a loud laugh. They again took me up to

carry, and the multitude of natives gave a shout, which much diverted

us. They next carried me to a place they call the custom-house. It was

a small open shed, in which were seated on mats several natives, who

were the custom-house officers. After searching Mr. Judson very

closely, they asked liberty for a native female to search me, to which

I readily consented. I was then brought to the mission-house, where I

have entirely recovered my health.... The country presents a rich,

beautiful appearance, everywhere covered with vegetation, and, if

cultivated, would be one of the finest in the world. But the poor

natives have no inducement to labor to raise anything, as it would

probably be taken from them by their oppressive rulers. Many of them

live on leaves and vegetables that grow spontaneously, and some

actually die with hunger. Everything is extremely high, therefore many

are induced to steal whatever comes in their way. There are constant

robberies and murders committed. Scarcely a night passes but houses

are broken open and things stolen. Yet our trust and confidence are in

our heavenly Father, who can easily preserve and protect us though a

host should encamp about us. I think God has taught us by experience

what it is to trust in Him, and find comfort and peace in feeling that

He is everywhere present. O for more ardent, supreme love to Him, and

greater willingness to suffer in His cause!”

_Extract from a letter by Mr. Judson._

“After a mournful separation from brother Rice, at the Isle of France,

in March, 1813, we remained there about two months, waiting for a

passage to some of the eastern islands, not venturing at that time to

think a mission to Burmah practicable. But there being no prospect of

accomplishing our wishes directly, we concluded to take passage to

Madras, and proceed thence as circumstances should direct. We arrived

there in June, and were immediately informed of the renewed

hostilities of the company’s government toward missionaries, exhibited

in their treatment of the brethren both at Serampore and Bombay. We

were, of course, reported to the police, and an account of our arrival

forwarded to the supreme government in Bengal. It became, therefore, a

moral certainty that, as soon as an order could be received at Madras,

we should be again arrested, and ordered to England. Our only safety

appeared to consist in escaping from Madras before such order should

arrive. It may easily be conceived with what feelings I inquired the

destination of vessels in the Madras roads. I found none that would

sail in season, but one bound to Rangoon. A mission to Rangoon we had

been accustomed to regard with feelings of horror. But it was now

brought to a point. We must either venture there or be sent to Europe.

All other paths were shut up; and thus situated, though dissuaded by

all our friends at Madras, we commended ourselves to the care of God,

and embarked on the 22d of June. It was a crazy old vessel. The

captain was the only person on board that could speak our language,

and we had no other apartment than what was made by canvas. Our

passage was very tedious. Mrs. Judson was taken dangerously ill, and

continued so until, at one period, I came to experience the awful

sensation which necessarily resulted from the expectation of an

immediate separation from my beloved wife, the only remaining

companion of my wanderings. About the same time, the captain being

unable to make the Nicobar Island, where it was intended to take in a

cargo of cocoa-nuts, we were driven into a dangerous strait, between

the Little and Great Andamans, two savage coasts, where the captain

had never been before, and where, if we had been cast ashore, we

should, according to all accounts, have been killed and eaten by the

natives. But as one evil is sometimes an antidote to another, so it

happened with us. Our being driven into this dangerous but quiet

channel brought immediate relief to the agitated and exhausted frame

of Mrs. Judson, and conduced essentially to her recovery. And in the

event, we were safely conducted over the black rocks which we

sometimes saw in the gulf below, and on the eastern side of the

islands found favorable winds, which gently wafted us forward to

Rangoon. But on arriving here, other trials awaited us.

“We had never before seen a place where European influence had not

contributed to smooth and soften the rough features of uncultivated

nature. The prospect of Rangoon, as we approached, was quite

disheartening. I went on shore just at night, to take a view of the

place, and the mission-house; but so dark, and cheerless, and

unpromising did all things appear, that the evening of that day, after

my return to the ship, we have marked as the most gloomy and

distressing that we ever passed. Instead of rejoicing, as we ought to

have done, in having found a heathen land from which we were not

immediately driven away, such were our weaknesses that we felt we had

no portion left here below, and found consolation only in looking

beyond our pilgrimage, which we tried to flatter ourselves would be

short, to that peaceful region where the wicked cease from troubling

and the weary are at rest. But if ever we commended ourselves

sincerely, and without reserve, to the disposal of our heavenly

Father, it was on this evening. And after some recollection and

prayer, we experienced something of the presence of Him who cleaveth

closer than a brother; something of that peace which our Saviour

bequeathed to His followers—a legacy which we know from this

experience endures when the fleeting pleasures and unsubstantial

riches of the world are passed away. The next day Mrs. Judson was

carried into the town, being unable to walk; and we found a home at

the mission-house, though Mr. Carey was absent at Ava.”

When the tidings reached America that Mr. and Mrs. Judson and Mr. Rice,

Congregational missionaries, sent out by the American Board, had been

immersed at Calcutta, the Baptists throughout the whole land were

thrilled with a glad surprise. God had suddenly placed at the disposal

of the Baptist denomination three fully-equipped missionaries. They were

already in the field, and action must be prompt. Several influential

ministers in Massachusetts met at the house of Dr. Baldwin, in Boston,

and organized the “Baptist Society for Propagating the Gospel in India

and other Foreign Parts.” They also, as well as the American Board,

first turned instinctively toward England for counsel and help. They

proposed to the Baptist Missionary Society in London that Mr. Judson

should be associated with Messrs. Carey, Marshman, and Ward, at

Serampore, and that the Baptists in England and America should

co-operate in the work of foreign missions. This, however, did not seem

wise to the English brethren, and so America was again thrown back upon

her own resources.

Mr. Rice, upon his return to this country, travelled everywhere, telling

the thrilling story of the experiences of these pioneer missionaries.

The greatest enthusiasm was aroused, and missionary societies similar to

the one in Boston sprang up in the Middle and Southern States. In order

to secure concert of action it seemed best that there should be a

general convention, in which all these societies might be represented.

Accordingly, on the 18th of May, 1814, delegates from Baptist churches

and missionary societies throughout the land convened in the First

Baptist church of Philadelphia. These delegates organized a body which

was styled “The General Missionary Convention of the Baptist

Denomination in the United States of America for Foreign Missions.” The

sum of four thousand dollars was put into the treasury, contributed by

the local societies; and it was thought that possibly an annual income

of five thousand two hundred and eighty dollars might be secured. It was

the day of small things. In 1845 the Southern brethren withdrew to form

a society of their own, called “The Southern Convention.” The Northern

organization adopted a new constitution, and assumed the name of “The

American Baptist Missionary Union.” Its receipts for 1880 were about a

quarter of a million of dollars.

Although Mr. Judson’s change in denominational attitude occasioned

considerable irritation at the time, yet good and wise men of all

religious bodies, viewing his conduct from the stand-point of the

present, are agreed that it proved a blessing to the Christian world at

large. It occasioned the formation of a second Missionary Society. There

came to be two great benevolent forces at work, where there was only one

before. What a history-making epoch that was! The action of those

consecrated students at Andover led to the formation of the American

Board of Commissioners for Foreign Missions, and of the American Baptist

Missionary Union, the one the organ of the Congregationalists, the other

of the Baptists of America. A watershed was upheaved, from which two

beneficent and ever-widening streams flowed forth for the healing of the

nations.

Mr. Judson’s life also marks the beginning of that wonderful growth

which has characterized the Baptist denomination in this country, for in

gathering together and rallying for his support the Baptists awoke to

self-consciousness. They arrived at the epoch, so momentous in the life

either of a society or of an individual, when the infant passes out of a

mere sort of vegetable existence into a consciousness of his being and

power.

“But as he grows he gathers much,

And learns the use of ‘_I_’ and ‘_Me_,’

And finds ‘I am not what I see,

And other than the things I touch.’”

In the history of a social body, as well as of the human infant, the

period of self-consciousness is the beginning of all real power. In 1812

the Baptists of America were a scattered and feeble folk, and lacked

solidarity. There was little or no denominational spirit. The summons to

the foreign field shook them together. A glass of water may be slowly

reduced in temperature even to a point one or two degrees below

freezing, and yet remain uncongealed, provided it be kept perfectly

motionless. If, then, it is slightly jarred it will suddenly turn into

ice. The Baptist denomination of America was in just such a state of

suspense. It needed to be jarred and shaken into solid and enduring

form. Mr. Judson’s words: “_Should there be formed a Baptist society for

the support of a mission in these parts, I should be ready to consider

myself their missionary_,” proved to be the crystallizing touch.

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Footnote 6:

See Map I.

Footnote 7:

For further particulars see “Memoir of Mrs. Harriet Newell,” by Dr.

Leonard Woods.

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