CHAPTER XXIII.

There was an expression of both sorrow and care on the fine and winning

features of the Princess Joan, Countess of Gloucester, as she sat busied

in embroidery in an apartment of Carlisle Castle, often pausing to rest

her head upon her hand, and glance out of the broad casement near which

she sat, not in admiration of the placid scene which stretched beyond,

but in the mere forgetfulness of uneasy thought. Long the favorite

daughter of King Edward, perchance because her character more resembled

that of her mother, Queen Eleanor, than did either of her sisters, she

had till lately possessed unbounded influence over him. Not only his

affection but his pride was gratified in her, for he saw much of his own

wisdom, penetration, and high sense of honor reflected upon her, far

more forcibly than in his weak and yielding son. But lately, the change

which had so painfully darkened the character and actions of her father

had extended even to her. Her affection for a long time blinded her to

this painful truth, but by slow degrees it became too evident to be

mistaken, and she had wept many bitter tears, less perhaps for herself

than for her father, whom she had almost idolized. His knightly

qualities, his wisdom, the good he had done his country, all were

treasured up by her and rejoiced in with never-failing delight. His

reputation, his popularity, were dear to her, even as her noble

husband's. She had not only loved, she had reverenced him as some

superior being who had come but to do good, to leave behind him through

succeeding ages an untarnished name, enshrined in such love, England

would be long ere she spoke it without tears. And now, alas! she had

outlived such dreams; her reverence, lingering still, had been impaired

by deeds of blood her pride in him crushed; naught but a daughter's love

remaining, which did but more strongly impress upon her heart the fatal

change. And now the last blow was given; he shunned her, scarcely ever

summoned her to his presence, permitted the wife of a day to tend him in

his sufferings, rather than the daughter of his former love, one

hallowed by the memories of her mother, the beloved and faithful partner

of his youth.

It was not, however, these thoughts which entirely engrossed her now

not undivided sorrows. Her sister Elizabeth, the Countess of Hereford,

had just left her, plunged in the deepest distress, from the

extraordinary fact that her husband, summoned seemingly in all amity by

the king, had been arrested by the Lord Marshal of England as an aider

and abettor of treason, and was now in strict confinement within the

castle; not permitted to embrace his wife and children, whom he had not

seen since his arrival from Scotland, where he had so gallantly assisted

the cause of Edward, and whence he had but just returned in triumph. No

other cause was assigned saving having given countenance to treason and

_lèze majesté_, but that the irritation of the king had prohibited all

hope of present pardon;--she, Lady Hereford, though his own daughter,

having been refused admission to his presence. Both the Earl and

Countess of Gloucester had anxiously striven to comfort the anxious

wife, conquering their own fears to assure her that hers were

groundless; that though from some mysterious cause at present irritated,

as they knew too well a trifle made him now, Hereford was too good and

loyal a subject for the king to proceed to extremities, whatever might

have been his fault. Rumors of the confusion at Berwick had indeed

reached Carlisle, and it was to have them confirmed or denied, or

connected with some appearance of veracity, the Earl of Gloucester had

quitted the royal sisters, determining to use his influence with his

sovereign, even to dare his wrath, for the release of Hereford, whose

good services in Scotland deserved a somewhat different recompense. Lady

Hereford, too anxious and dispirited to remain long in one place, soon

departed to seek the youthful Margaret of France, her father's beautiful

wife, and beseech her influence with him, either for the pardon of her

husband, or at least communication with him.

It was these sad thoughts which engrossed the Princess Joan, and they

lingered too on Hereford's prisoner, the brave, and noble Nigel, for

both to her husband and herself he had been in his boyhood an object not

only of interest but of love. His beauty, his extraordinary talents, had

irresistibly attracted them; and yet scarcely could they now believe the

youthful knight, with whose extraordinary valor not only Scotland but

England rung, could be that same enthusiast boy. That he had been taken,

was now a prisoner in Berwick Castle, on whom sentence of death sooner

or later would be passed, brought conviction but too sadly to their

hearts, and made them feel yet more bitterly their influence with Edward

was of no account.

"Hast thou succeeded, Gilbert? Oh, say that poor Elizabeth may at least

be permitted access to her husband," was the countess's eager salutation

to her husband, as he silently approached her. He shook his head

sorrowfully.

"Alas! not even this. Edward is inexorable, possessed by I know not what

spirit of opposition and wrath, furiously angered against Hereford, to

the utter forgetfulness of all his gallant deeds in Scotland."

"But wherefore? What can have chanced in this brief period to occasion

this? but a few days since he spoke of Hereford as most loyal and

deserving."

"Aye, that was on the news of Kildrummie's surrender; now forgotten,

from anger at a deed which but a few years back he would have been the

first to have admired. That rash madman, Nigel Bruce, hath not only

trebly sealed his own fate, but hurled down this mishap on his captor,"

and briefly he narrated all he had learned.

"It was, indeed, a rash action, Gilbert; yet was it altogether

unnatural? Alas, no! the boy had had no spark of chivalry or patriotism

about him, had he stood tamely by; and Gloucester," she added, with

bitter tears, "years back would my father have given cause for

this--would he thus have treated an unhappy woman, thus have added

insult to misery, for an act which, shown to other than his rival, he

would have honored, aye, not alone the deed, but the doer of it? If we,

his own children, feel shamed and indignant at this cruelty, oh, what

must be the feelings of her countrymen, her friends?"

"Then thou believest not the foul slander attached to the Countess of

Buchan, my Joan?"

"Believe it!" she answered, indignantly; "who that has looked on that

noble woman's face can give it the smallest credence? No, Gilbert, no.

'Tis published by those base spirits so utterly incapable of honor,

knighthood, and patriotism themselves, that they cannot conceive these

qualities in others, particularly in a female breast, and therefore

assign it to motives black as the hearts which thought them; and even if

it were true, is a kingly conqueror inflicting justice for treason

against himself, to assign other motives for that justice? Doth he not

lower himself--his own cause?"

"Alas, yes!" replied her husband, sorrowfully; "he hath done his

character more injury by this last act than any which preceded. Though

men might wish less blood were shed, yet still, traitors taken in arms

against his person justice must condemn; but a woman, a sad and grieving

woman--but do not weep thus, my gentle wife," he added, tenderly.

"Can a daughter of Edward do other than weep, my husband? Oh, if I loved

him not, if my very spirit did not cling round him so closely that the

fibres of both seem entwined, and his deeds of wrath, of exacting

justice, fall on me as if I had done them, and overwhelm me with their

shame, their remorse, then indeed I might not weep; but as it is, do not

chide me, Gilbert, for weep I must."

"Thou art too noble-hearted, Joan," he said, kindly, as he circled her

waist with his arm, "only too noble-hearted for these fearful times.

'Tis but too sad a proof of the change in thy royal father, that he

shuns thy presence now even as he once loved it."

A confusion in the passage and ante-room disturbed their converse, and

Gloucester turned towards the door to inquire the cause.

"Tis but a troublesome boy, demanding access to her highness the

countess, my lord," was the reply. "I have asked his name and business,

questions he deigns not, forsooth, to answer, and looks so wild and

distracted, that I scarce think it accords with my duty to afford him

admittance. He is no fit recipient of my lady's bounty, good my lord;

trust me, he will but fright her."

"I have no such fear, my good Baldwin," said the princess, as, on

hearing her name, she came forward to the centre of the chamber; "thou

knowest my presence is granted to all who seek it, an this poor child

seems so wild, he is the fitter object of my care. They are using

violence methinks; give him entrance instantly."

The attendant departed, and returned in a very brief space, followed by

a lad, whose torn and muddy garments, haggard features, and dishevelled

hair indeed verified the description given. He glanced wildly round him

a moment, and then flinging himself at the feet of the princess, clasped

her robe and struggled to say something, of which the words "mercy,

protection," were alone audible.

"Mercy, my poor child! what mercy dost thou crave? Protection I may give

thee, but how may I show thee mercy?"

"Grant me but a few moments, lady, let me but speak with thee alone. I

bear a message which I may not deliver to other ears save thine," said

or rather gasped the boy, for he breathed with difficulty, either from

exhaustion or emotion.

"Alone!" replied the countess, somewhat surprised. "Leave us, Baldwin,"

she added, after a moment's pause. "I am privately engaged for the next

hour, denied to all, save his grace the king." He withdrew, with a

respectful bow. "And now, speak, poor child, what wouldst thou? Nay, I

hear nothing which my husband may not hear," she said, as the eyes of

her visitor gazed fearfully on the earl, who was looking at him with

surprise.

"Thy husband, lady--the Earl of Gloucester? oh, it was to him too I

came; the brother-in-arms of my sovereign, one that showed kindness

to--to Sir Nigel in his youth, ye will not, ye will not forsake him

now?"

Few and well-nigh inarticulate as were those broken words, they betrayed

much which at once excited interest in both the earl and countess, and

told the reason of the lad's earnest entreaty to see them alone.

"Forsake him!" exclaimed the earl, after carefully examining that the

door was closed; "would to heaven I could serve him, free him! that

there was but one slender link to lay hold of, to prove him innocent and

give him life, I would do it, did it put my own head in jeopardy."

"And is there none, none?" burst wildly from the boy's lips, as he

sprung from his knees, and grasped convulsively the earl's arm. "Oh,

what has he done that they should slay him? why do they call him guilty?

He was not Edward's subject, he owed him no homage, no service, he has

but fought to free his country, and is there guilt in this? oh, no, no,

save him, in mercy save him!"

"Thou knowest not what thou askest, boy, how wholly, utterly impossible

it is to save him. He hath hurled down increase of anger on his own head

by his daring insult of King Edward's herald; had there been hope before

there is none now."

A piercing cry escaped the boy, and he would have fallen had he not been

supported by the countess; he looked at her pitying face, and again

threw himself at her feet.

"Canst _thou_ not, wilt _thou_ not save him?" he cried; "art thou not

the daughter of Edward, his favorite, his dearly beloved, and will he

not list to thee--will he not hear thy pleadings? Oh, seek him, kneel to

him as I to thee, implore his mercy--life, life, only the gift of life;

sentence him to exile, perpetual exile, what he will, only let him live:

he is too young, too good, too beautiful to die. Oh! do not look as if

this could not be. He has told me how you both loved him, not that I

should seek ye. It is not at his request I come; no, no, no, he spurns

life, if it be granted on conditions. But they have torn me from him,

they have borne him to the lowest dungeon, they have loaded him with

fetters, put him to the torture. I would have clung to him still, but

they spurned me, trampled on me, cast me forth--to die, if I may not

save him! Wilt thou not have mercy, princess? daughter of Edward, oh,

save him, save him!"

It is impossible in the above incoherent words to convey to the reader

even a faint idea of the agonized wildness with which they were spoken;

the impression of unutterable misery they gave to those who listened to

them, and marked their reflection in the face of the speaker.

"Fetters--the lowest dungeon--torture," repeated Gloucester, pacing up

and down with disordered steps. "Can these things be? merciful heaven,

how low hath England fallen! Boy, boy, can it be thou speakest truth?"

"As there is a God above, it is truth!" he answered, passionately. "Oh,

canst thou not save him from this? is there no justice, no mercy?

Rise--no, no; wherefore should I rise?" he continued, clinging

convulsively to the knees of the princess, as she soothingly sought to

raise him. "I will kneel here till thou hast promised to plead for him

with thy royal father, promised to use thine influence for his life. Oh,

canst thou once have loved him and yet hesitate for this?"

"I do not, I would not hesitate, unhappy boy," replied the princess,

tenderly. "God in heaven knows, were there the slenderest chance of

saving him, I would kneel at my father's feet till pardon was obtained,

but angered as he is now it would irritate him yet more. Alas! alas!

poor child, they told thee wrong who bade thee come to Joan for

influence with Edward; I have none now, less than any of his court," and

the large tears fell from the eyes of the princess on the boy's upturned

face.

"Then let me plead for him; give me access to Edward. Oh, I will so

beseech, conjure him, he cannot, he will not say me nay. Oh, if his

heart be not of steel, he will have mercy on our wretchedness; he will

pardon, he will spare my husband!"

The sob with which that last word was spoken shook that slight frame,

till it bowed to the very ground, and the supporting arm of the countess

alone preserved her from falling.

"Thy husband!--Gracious heaven! who and what art thou?" exclaimed the

earl, springing towards her, at the same instant that his wife raised

her in her arras, and laid her on a couch beside them, watching with the

soothing tenderness of a sister, till voice and strength returned.

"Alas! I feared there was more in this deep agony than we might see,"

she said; "but I imagined not, dared not imagine aught like this. Poor

unhappy sufferer, the saints be praised thou hast come to me! thy

husband's life I may not save, but I can give protection, tenderness to

thee--aye weep, weep, there is life, reason in those tears."

The gentle voice of sympathy, of kindness, had come upon that

overcharged heart, and broke the icy agony which had closed it to the

relief of tears. Mind and frame were utterly exhausted, and Agnes buried

her face in the hands of the princess, which she had clasped

convulsively within both hers, and wept, till the wildness of agony

indeed departed, but not the horrible consciousness of the anguish yet

to come. Gradually her whole tale was imparted: from the resolution to

follow her betrothed even to England, and cling to him to the last; the

fatal conclusion of that rite which had made them one; the anxiety and

suffering which had marked the days spent in effecting a complete

disguise, ere she could venture near him and obtain Hereford's consent

to her attending him as a page; the risks and hardships which had

attended their journey to Berwick, till even a prison seemed a relief

and rest; and then the sudden change, that a few days previous, the Earl

of Berwick had entered Sir Nigel's prison, at the head of five or ten

ruffians, had loaded him with fetters, conveyed him to the lowest and

filthiest dungeon, and there had administered the torture, she knew not

wherefore. Her shriek of agony had betrayed that she had followed them,

and she was rudely and forcibly dragged from him, and thrust from the

fortress. Her brain had reeled, her senses a brief while forsaken her,

and when she recovered, her only distinct thought was to find her way to

Carlisle, and there obtain access to the Earl and Countess of

Gloucester, of whom her husband had spoken much during their journey to

England, not with any wish or hope of obtaining mercy through their

influence, but simply as the friends of former years; he had spoken of

them to while away the tedious hours of their journey, and besought her,

if she should be parted from him on their arrival at Berwick, to seek

them, and implore their protection till her strength was restored. Of

herself, however, in thus seeking them, she had thought not; the only

idea, the only thought clearly connected in her mind was to beseech

their influence with Edward in obtaining her husband's pardon. Misery

and anxiety, in a hundred unlooked-for shapes, had already shown the

fallacy of those dreams which in the hour of peril had strengthened her,

and caused her to fancy that when once his wife she not only might abide

by him, but that she might in some manner obtain his liberation. She did

not, indeed, lament her fate was joined to his--lament! she could not

picture herself other than she was, by her husband's side, but she felt,

how bitterly felt, she had no power to avert his fate. Despair was upon

her, cold, black, clinging despair, and she clung to the vain dream of

imploring Edward's mercy, feeling at the same moment it was but the

_ignis fatui_ to her heart--urging lighting, impelling her on, but to

sink in pitchy darkness when approached.

Gradually and painfully this narrative of anguish was drawn from her

lips, often unconnectedly, often incoherently, but the earl and countess

heard enough, to fill their hearts alike with pity and respect for the

deep, unselfish love unconsciously revealed. She had told, too, her

maiden name, had conjured them to conceal her from the power of her

father, at whose very name she shuddered; and both those noble hearts

shared her anxiety, sympathized in her anguish; and speedily she felt,

if there could be comfort in such deep wretchedness, she had told her

tale to those ready and willing, and able to bestow it.

The following day the barons sat in judgment on Sir Nigel Bruce, and

Gloucester was obliged to join them. It was useless, both he and the

princess felt, to implore the king's mercy till sentence was passed;

alas! it was useless at any time, but it must have been a colder and

harder heart than the Princess Joan's to look upon the face of Agnes,

and yet determine on not even making one effort in his favor. At first

the unhappy girl besought the earl to permit her accompanying him back

to Berwick, to attend her husband on his trial; but on his proving it

would but be uselessly harrowing the feelings of both, for it would not

enable her to go back with him to prison, that it would be better for

her to remain under the protection of the countess, endeavoring to

regain strength for whatever she might have to encounter, either to

accompany him to exile, if grace were indeed granted, or to return to

her friends in Scotland, she yielded mournfully, deriving some faint

degree of comfort in the earl's assurance that she should rejoin her

husband as soon as possible, and the countess's promise that if she

wished it, she should herself be witness of her interview with Edward.

It was indeed poor comfort, but her mind was well-nigh wearied out with

sorrow, as if incapable of bearing more, and she acquiesced from very

exhaustion.

The desire that she herself should conjure the mercy of Edward had been

negatived even to her anxious heart by the assurance of both the earl

and the princess, that instead of doing good to her husband's cause she

would but sign her own doom, perchance be consigned to the power of her

father, and be compelled to relinquish the poor consolation of being

with her husband to the last. It was better she should retain the

disguise she had assumed, adopting merely in addition the dress of one

of the princess's own pages, a measure which would save her from all

observation in the palace, and give her admittance to Sir Nigel,

perchance, when as his own attendant it would be denied.

The idea of rejoining her husband would have reconciled Agnes to any

thing that might have been proposed, and kneeling at the feet of her

protectress, she struggled to speak her willingness and blessing on her

goodness, but her tongue was parched, her lips were mute, and the

princess turned away, for her gentle spirit could not read unmoved the

silent thankfulness of that young and breaking heart.

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