A WAYSIDE BURIAL

The parish priest was in a very great hurry and yet anxious for a talk

on his pet subject. He wanted to speak about the new temperance hall.

Would I mind walking a little way with him while he did so? He had a

great many things to attend to that day.... We made our way along the

street together, left the town behind us, and presently reached that

sinister appendage of all Irish country towns, the workhouse. The priest

turned in the wide gate, and the porter, old, official, spectacled, came

to meet him.

"Has the funeral gone?" asked the priest, a little breathless.

"I'll see, Father." The porter shuffled over the flags, a great door

swung open; there was a vista of whitewashed walls, a chilly, vacant

corridor, and beyond it a hall where old men were seated on forms at a

long, white deal table. They were eating--a silent, grey, bent, beaten

group. Through a glass partition we could see the porter in his office

turning over the leaves of a great register.

"I find," he said, coming out again, speaking as if he were giving

evidence at a sworn inquiry, "that the remains of Martin Quirke,

deceased, were removed at 4.15."

"I am more than half an hour late," said the priest, regarding his watch

with some irritation.

We hurried out and along the road to the country, the priest trailing

his umbrella behind him, speaking of the temperance hall but preoccupied

about the funeral he had missed, my eyes marking the flight of flocks of

starlings making westward.

Less than a mile of ground brought us to the spot where the paupers were

buried. It lay behind a high wall, a narrow strip of ground, cut off

from a great lord's demesne by a wood. The scent of decay was heavy in

the place; it felt as if the spring and the summer had dragged their

steps here, to lie down and die with the paupers. The uncut grass lay

rank and grey and long--Nature's unkempt beard--on the earth. The great

bare chestnuts and oaks threw narrow shadows over the irregular mounds

of earth. Small, rude wooden crosses stood at the heads of some of the

mounds, lopsided, drunken, weather-beaten. No names were inscribed upon

them. All the bones laid down here were anonymous. A robin was singing

at the edge of the wood; overhead the rapid wings of wild pigeons beat

the air.

A stable bell rang impetuously in the distance, dismissing the workmen

on the lord's demesne. By a freshly-made grave two gravediggers were

leaning on their spades. They were paupers, too; men who got some

privilege for their efforts in this dark strip of earth between the wood

and the wall. One of them yawned. A third man stood aloof, a minor

official from the workhouse; he took a pipe from his mouth as the priest

approached.

The three men gave one the feeling that they were rather tired of

waiting, impatient to have their little business through. It was a

weird spot in the gathering gloom of a November evening. The only bright

thing in the place, the only gay spot, the only cheerful patch of

colour, almost exulting in its grim surroundings, was the heap of

freshly thrown up soil from the grave. It was rich in colour as

newly-coined gold. Resting upon it was a clean, white, unpainted coffin.

The only ornament was a tin breastplate on the lid and the inscription

in black letters:

Martin Quirke,

Died November 3, 1900.

R.I.P.

The white coffin on the pile of golden earth was like the altar of some

pagan god. I stood apart as the priest, vesting himself in a black

stole, approached the graveside and began the recital of the burial

service in Latin. The gravediggers, whose own bones would one day be

interred anonymously in the same ground, stood on either side of him

with their spades, two grim acolytes. The minor official from the

workhouse, the symbol of the State, bared a long, narrow head, as white

and as smooth as the coffin on the heap of earth. I stood by a groggy

wooden cross, the eternal observer.

The priest spoke in a low monotone, holding the book close to his eyes

in the uncertain light. And as he read I fell to wondering who our

brother in the white coffin might be. Some merry tramp who knew the pain

and the joy of the road? Some detached soul who had shaken off the

burden of life's conventions, one who loved lightly and took punishment

casually? One who saw crime as a science, or merely a broken reed? Or a

soldier who had carried a knapsack in foreign campaigns? A creature of

empire who had found himself in Africa, or Egypt, or India, or the

Crimea, and come back again to claim his pile of golden earth in the

corner of the lord's demesne? If the men had time, perhaps they would

stick a little wooden cross over the spot where his bones were laid

down....

The priest's voice continued the recitation of the burial service and

the robin sang at the edge of the dim wood. Down the narrow strip of

rank burial ground a low wind cried, and the light, losing its glow in

the western sky, threw a grey pall on the grass. And under the influence

of the moment a little memory of people I had known and forgotten went

across my mind, a memory that seemed to stir in the low wind, a memory

of people who had at the last got their white, clean coffin and their

rest on a pile of golden earth, people who had gone like our brother in

the deal boards.... There was the man, the scholar, who had taught his

school, who had an intelligence, who could talk, who, perhaps, could

have written only--. The wind sobbed down the narrow strip of ground....

He had made his battle, indeed, a long-drawn-out battle, for he had only

given way step by step, gradually but inexorably yielding ground to the

thing that was hunting him out of civilised life. He had gone from his

school, his home, his friends, fleeing from one miserable refuge to

another in the miserable country town. Eventually he had passed in

through the gates of the workhouse. It was all very vivid now--his

attempts to get back to the life he had known, like a man struggling in

the quicksands. There were the little spurts back to the town, the

well-shaped head, the face which still held some remembrance of its

distinction and its manhood erect over the quaking, broken frame; that

splendid head like a noble piece of sculpture on the summit of a

crumbling ruin. Forth he would come, the flicker of resistance, a pallid

battle-light in the eyes, a vessel that had been all but wrecked once

more standing up the harbour to meet the winds that had driven it from

the seas--and after a little battle once more taking in the sheets and

crawling back to the anchorage of the dark workhouse, there to suffer in

the old way, in secret to curse, to pray, to despair, to hope, to

contrive some little repairs to the broken physique in order that there

might be yet another journey into waters that were getting more and more

shadowy. And the day came when the only journey that could be made was a

shuffle to the gate, the haunted eyes staring into a world which was a

nightmare of regrets. How terrible was the pathos of that life, that

struggle, that tragedy, how poignant its memory while the robin sang at

the edge of the dim wood!... And there was that red-haired, defiant

young man with the build of an athlete, the eyes of an animal. How

bravely he could sing up the same road to the dark house! It was to him

as the burrow is to the rabbit. He would come out to nibble at the

regular and lawful intervals, and having nibbled return to sleep and

shout and fight for his "rights" in the dark house. And once, on a

spring day, he had come out with a companion, a pale woman in a thin

shawl and a drab skirt, and they had taken to the roads together,

himself swinging his ashplant, his stride and manner carrying the

illusion of purpose, his eyes on everything and his mind nowhere;

herself trotting over the broken stones in her canvas shoes beside him,

a pale shadow under the fire of his red head. They had gone away into a

road whose milestones were dark houses, himself singing the song of his

own life, a song of mumbled words, without air or music; herself silent,

clutching her thin shawl over her breast, her feet pattering over the

little stones of the road.... The wind whistled down over the graves, by

the wooden crosses.... There was that little woman who at the close of

the day, when the light was charitable in its obscurity, opened her door

and came down from the threshold of her house, painfully as if she were

descending from a great height. Nobody was about. All was quietness in

the quiet street. And she drew the door to, put the key in the lock, her

hand trembled, the lock clicked! The deed was done! Who but herself

could know that the click of the key in the lock was the end, the close,

the dreadful culmination of the best part of a whole century of

struggle, of life? Behind that door she had swept up a bundle of

memories that were now all an agony because the key had clicked in the

lock. Behind the door was the story of her life and the lives of her

children and her children's children. Where was the use, she might have

asked, of blaming any of them now? What was it that they had all gone,

all scattered, leaving her broken there at the last? Had not the key

clicked in the lock? In that click was the end of it all; in the empty

house were the ghosts of her girlhood, her womanhood, her motherhood,

her old age, her struggles, her successes, her skill in running her

little shop, her courage in riding one family squall after another! The

key had clicked in the lock. She moved down the quiet street, sensitive

lest the eye of the neighbours should see her, a tottering, broken thing

going by the vague walls, keeping to the back streets, setting out for

the dark house beyond the town. She had said to them, "I will be no

trouble to you." And, indeed, she was not. They had little more to do

for her than join her hands over her breast.... The wind was plaintive

in the gaunt trees of the dark wood.... Which of us could say he would

never turn a key in the lock of an empty house? How many casual little

twists of the wrist of Fate stand between the best of us and the step

down from the threshold of a broken home? What rags of memories have any

of us to bundle behind the door of the empty house when the hour comes

for us to click the key in the lock?... The wind cried down the narrow

strip of ground where the smell of decay was in the grass.

There was a movement beside the white coffin, the men were lifting it

off the golden pile of earth and lowering it into the dark pit. The

men's feet slipped and shuffled for a foothold in the yielding clay. At

last a low, dull thud sounded up from the mouth of the pit. Our brother

in the white coffin had at last found a lasting tenure in the soil.

The official from the dark house moved over to me. He spoke in whispers,

holding the hat an official inch of respect for the dead above the

narrow white shred of his skull.

"Martin Quirke they are burying," he said.

"Who was he?"

"Didn't you ever hear tell of Martin Quirke?"

"No, never."

"A big man he was one time, with his acres around him and his splendid

place. Very proud people they were--he and his brother--and very hot,

too. The Quirkes of Ballinadee."

"And now--"

I did not finish the sentence. The priest was spraying the coffin in the

grave with the golden earth.

"Ashes to ashes and dust to dust." It fell briskly on the shallow deal

timber.

"'Twas the land agitation, the fight for the land, that brought Martin

Quirke down," said the official as the earth sprayed the pauper's

coffin. "He was one of the first to go out under the Plan of

Campaign--the time of the evictions. They never got back their place.

When the settlement came the Quirkes were broken. Martin lost his spirit

and his heart. Drink it was that got him in the end, and now--"

"Requiem æternam dona eis, Domine: et lux perpetua luceat eis," the

priest's voice said.

"All the same," said the official, "It was men like Martin Quirke who

broke the back of landlordism. He was strong and he was weak. God rest

him!"

I walked away over the uneven ground, the memory of the land agitation,

its bitterness and its passion, oppressing me. Stories of things such as

this stalked the country like ghosts.

The priest overtook me, and we turned to leave. Down the narrow strip of

the lord's demesne were the little pauper mounds, like narrow boxes

wrapped in the long grey grass. Their pathos was almost vibrant in the

dim November light. And away beyond them were a series of great heaps,

looking like broad billows out to sea. The priest stood for a moment.

"You see the great mounds at the end?" he asked. "They are the Famine

Pits."

"The Famine Pits?"

"Yes; the place where the people were buried in heaps and hundreds, in

thousands, during the Famine of '46 and '47. They died like flies by the

roadside. You see such places in almost every part of Ireland. I hope

the people will never again die like that--die gnawing the gravel on the

roadside."

The rusty iron gate in the demesne wall swung open and we passed out.

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