THE SICK CALL

A man wearing the grey frieze coat and the soft black hat of the

peasantry rode up to the Monastery gate on a wiry, long-tailed nag. When

he rang the bell at the hall-door there was a clatter of sandals on a

flagged hall inside.

The door was opened by a lay Brother in a brown habit, a girdle about

the waist from which a great Rosary beads was suspended. The peasant

turned a soft black hat nervously in his hands as he delivered his

message. The Friar who visited ailing people was, he said, wanted. A

young man was lying very ill away up on the hills. Nothing that had been

done for him was of any account. He was now very low, and his people

were troubled. Maybe the Friar would come and raise his holy hands over

Kevin Hooban?

The peasant gave some account of how the place might be reached. Half an

hour later the Spanish Friar was on a side-car on his way to the

mountain. I was on the other side of the car. The Spanish Friar spoke

English badly. The peasantry--most of whom had what they called _Béarla

briste_ (broken English)--could understand only an occasional word of

what he said. At moments of complete deadlock I, a Mass server, acted as

a sort of interpreter. For this, and for whatever poor companionship I

afforded, I found myself on the sick call.

The road brought us by a lake which gave a chilly air to the landscape

in the winter day, then past a strip of country meagrely wooded. We

turned into a narrow road that struck the hills at once, skirting a

sloping place covered with scrub and quite dark, like a black patch on

the landscape. After that it was a barren pasture, prolific only in

bleached boulders of rocks, of bracken that lay wasted, of broom that

was sere. It was a very still afternoon, not a breath of wind stirring.

Sheep looking bulky in their heavy fleeces lay about in the grass, so

motionless that they might be the work of a vigorous sculptor. The

branches of the trees were so still, so delicate in their outlines

against the pale sky, that they made one uneasy; they seemed to have

lost the art of waving, as if leaves should never again flutter upon

them. A net-work of low stone walls put loosely together, marking off

the absurdly small fields, straggled over the face of the landscape,

looking in the curious evening light like a great grey web fantastically

spun by some humorous spider. The brown figure of a shepherd with a

sheep crook in his hand rose up on a distant hill. He might be a sacred

figure in the red chancel of the western sky. In a moment he was gone,

leaving one doubtful if he had not been an illusion. A long army of

starlings trailed rapidly across the horizon, a wriggling motion marking

their course like the motion in the body of a gigantic snake. Everything

on the hills seemed, as the light reddened and failed, to grow vast,

grotesque. The silence which reigned over it all was oppressive.

Stray cabins skirted the roadside. Some people moved about them, leaving

one the impression of a remoteness that was melancholy. The women in

their bare feet made little curtesies to the Friar. Children in long

dresses ran into the cabins at sight of the strangers, like rabbits

scuttling back to their burrows. Having found refuge they looked out

over the half-doors as the car passed, their eyes sparkling, humorous,

full of an alert inquisitiveness, their faces fresh as the wind.

A group of people swung along the road, speaking volubly in Irish,

giving one the impression that they had made a great journey across the

range of hills. They gave us a salutation that was also a blessing. We

pulled up the car and they gathered about the Friar, looking up at him

from under their broad-brimmed black hats, the countenances for the most

part dark and primitive, the type more of Firbolg than Milesian origin.

When the Friar spoke to them they paused, shuffled, looked at each

other, puzzled. Half unconsciously I repeated the priest's words for

them.

"Oh, you are heading for the house where Kevin Hooban is lying sick?"

"Yes."

"The priest is going to read over him?"

"Yes."

"And maybe they are expecting him?"

"Yes."

"We heard it said he is very low, a strangeness coming over him."

"Is the house far?"

"No, not too far when you are once a-past the demesne wall, with the ivy

upon it. Keep on the straight road. You will come to a stream and a

gullet and a road clipping into the hills from it to the right; go past

that road. West of that you will see two poplar trees. Beyond them you

will come to a boreen. Turn down that boreen; it is very narrow, and you

had best turn up one side of the car and both sit together, or maybe the

thorny hedges would be slashing you on the face in the darkness of the

place. At the end of the boreen you will come to a shallow river, and it

having a shingle bottom. Put the mare to it and across with you. Will

you be able to remember all that?"

"Yes, thanks."

"Very well. Listen now. When you are across the river with the shingly

bottom draw up on the back meadow. You will see a light shining to the

north. Let one bawl out of you and Patch Keetly will be at hand to take

the mare by the head. He will bring you to the house where Kevin Hooban

is lying in his trouble. And God grant, Father, that you will be able to

reach out a helping hand to him, and to put your strength in holy words

between him and them that has a hold of him; he is a fine young man

without fault or blemish, and the grandest maker of music that ever put

a lip to the fideóg. Keep an eye out for the poplar trees."

"Very good. God be with you."

"God speed you kindly."

We drove on. As we did so we tried to piece the directions together. The

two poplar trees appeared to touch some curious strain of humour in the

Spanish Friar. But it all came to pass as the prophet had spoken. We

came to the ivy wall, to the stream, the gullet, the road that clipped

into the hills to the right, and a long way beyond it the two poplar

trees, tall, shadowy, great in their loneliness on the hills, sentinels

that appeared to guard some mountain frontier. The light had rapidly

gone. The whole landscape had swooned away into a vague, dark chaos.

Overhead the stars began to show, the air was cutting; it bit with

frost. And then we turned down the dark boreen, the mare venturing into

it with some misgiving. I think the Friar was praying in an undertone in

his native Basque as we passed through the narrow mountain boreen. At

the end of it we came to the shallow river with the shingly bottom.

Again the mare required some persuasion before she ventured in, the

wheels crunching on the gravel, her fetlocks splashing the slow-moving,

chocolate-coloured water. On the opposite bank we reached a sort of

plateau, seen vaguely in the light. I "let a bawl out of me." It was

like the cry of some lonely, lost bird on the wing. The Friar shook with

laughter. I could feel the little rock of his body on the springs of the

car. A figure came suddenly out of the darkness and silently took the

mare by the head. The car moved on across the vague back meadow. Patch

Keetly was piloting us to a light that shone in the north.

People were standing about the front of the long, low-thatched house.

Lights shone in all the windows, the door stood open. The people did

not speak or draw near as we got down from the car. There was a fearful

silence about the place. The grouping of the people expressed mystery.

They eyed us from their curiously aloof angles. They seemed as much a

part of the atmosphere of the hills, as fixed in the landscape as the

little clumps of furze or the two lonely poplars that mounted guard over

the mouth of the boreen.

"Won't the holy Father be going into the house?" Patch Keetly asked. "I

will unyoke the mare and give her a share of oats in the stable."

The Friar spoke to me in an undertone, and we crossed to the open door

of the house.

The door led directly into the kitchen. Two women were standing well

back from the door, something respectful, a little mysterious and a

little fearful in their attitude. Their eyes were upon the Friar, and

from their expressions they might have expected some sort of apparition

to cross the threshold. They made a curtesy to him, dipping their bodies

in a little sudden jerk. Nobody else was in the kitchen, and, despite

the almost oppressive formality of their attitude, they somehow

conveyed a sense of the power of women in the household in time of

crisis. They were in supreme command, the men all outside, when a life

had to be battled for. The elder of the women came forward and spoke to

the priest, bidding him welcome. The reception looked as if it had been

rehearsed, both women painfully anxious to do what was right.

There appeared some little misunderstanding, and I was too dazed with

the cold--which I had only fully felt when I got off the car and found

my legs cramped--to come to the rescue as interpreter. The Spanish Friar

was accustomed to these little embarrassments, and he had a manner of

meeting them with a smile. The misunderstanding and the embarrassment

seemed to thaw the formality of the reception. The women looked

relieved. They were obviously not expected to say anything, and they had

no fear now that they would be put to the ordeal of meeting a possibly

superior person, one who might patronise them, make a flutter in their

home, appal them by expecting a great deal of attention, in short, be

"very Englified." The Spanish Friar had very quick intuitions and some

subtle way of his own for conveying his emotions and his requirements.

He was in spirit nearer to the peasantry than many of the Friars who

themselves came from the flesh of the peasantry. And these two peasant

women, very quick in both their intuitions and their intelligence,

seemed at the very moment of the breakdown of the first attempt at

conversation to understand him and he to understand them. The elder of

the women led the priest into a room off the kitchen where I knew Kevin

Hooban lay ill.

The younger woman put a chair before the fire and invited me to sit

there. While I sat before the fire I could hear the quick but quiet step

of her feet about the kitchen, the little swish of her garments.

Presently she drew near to the fire and held out a glass. It contained

what looked like discoloured water, very like the water in the shallow

river with the shingly bottom. I must have expressed some little

surprise, even doubt, in my face, for she held the glass closer, as if

reassuring me. There was something that inspired confidence in her

manner. I took the glass and sipped the liquid. It left a half-burned,

peaty taste in the mouth, and somehow smacked very native in its

flavour. I thought of the hills, the lonely bushes, the slow movement of

the chocolate-coloured river, the men with the primitive dark faces

under the broad-brimmed hats, their mysterious, even dramatic way of

grouping themselves around the lighted house. The peaty liquid seemed a

brew out of the same atmosphere. I knew it was poteen. And in a moment I

felt it coursing through my body, warming my blood. The young woman

stood by the fire, half in shadow, half in the yellow flame of the turf

fire, her attitude quiet but tense, very alert for any movement in the

sick room.

The door of the room stood slightly open, and the low murmur of the

Friar's voice reciting a prayer in Latin could be heard. The young woman

sighed, her bosom rising and falling in a quick breath of pain. Then she

made the sign of the Cross.

"My brother is very low," she said, sitting down by the fire after a

time. Her eyes were upon the fire. Her face was less hard than the

faces I had seen on the hills. She looked good-natured.

"Is he long ill?"

"This long while. But to look at him you would conceit he was as sound

as a trout. First he was moody, moping about the place, and no way

wishful for company. Hours he would spend below at the butt of the

meadow, nearby the water, sitting under the thorn bush and he playing

upon the fideóg. Then he began to lose the use of his limbs, and crying

he used to be within in the room. Some of the people who have knowledge

say he is lying under a certain influence. He cannot speak now. The holy

Friar will know what is best to be done."

When the Friar came out of the room he was divesting himself of the

embroidered stole he had put over his shoulders.

The white-capped old woman had excitement in her face as she followed

him.

"Kevin spoke," she said to the other. "He looked up at the blessed man

and he made an offer to cross himself. I could not hear the words he

was speaking, that soft they come from his lips."

"Kevin will live," said the younger woman, catching some of the

excitement of her mother. She stood tensely, drawn up near the fire,

gazing vacantly but intently across the kitchen, as if she would will it

so passionately that Kevin should live that he would live. She moved

suddenly, swiftly, noiselessly across the floor and disappeared into the

room.

The priest sat by the fire for some time, the old woman standing by,

respectful, but her eyes riveted upon him as if she would pluck from him

all the secrets of existence. The priest was conscious, a little uneasy,

and a little amused, at this abnormal scrutiny. Some shuffling sounded

outside the house as if a drove of shy animals had come down from the

mountain and approached the dwelling. Presently the door creaked. I

looked at it uneasily. The atmosphere of the place, the fumes of the

poteen in my head, the heat of the fire, had given me a more powerful

impression of the mysterious, the weird. Nothing showed at the door for

some time, but I kept my eye upon it. I was rewarded. A cluster of heads

and shoulders of men, swarthy, gloomy, some awful foreboding in the

expression of their faces, hung round the door and peered silently down

at the Friar seated at the fire. Again I had the sense that they would

not be surprised to see any sort of apparition. The heads disappeared,

and there was more shuffling outside the windows as if shy animals were

hovering around the house. The door creaked again, and another bunch of

heads and shoulders made a cluster about it. They looked, as far as I

could see them, the same group of heads, but I had the feeling that they

were fresh spectators. They were taking their view in turn.

The priest ventured some conversation with the woman of the house.

"Do you think will Kevin live, Father?"

"He should have more courage," the Friar said.

"We will all have more courage now that you have read over him."

"Keep the faith. It is all in the hands of God. It is only what is

pleasing to Him that will come to pass."

"Blessed be His Holy Name." The woman inclined her head as she spoke

the words. The priest rose to go.

The young girl came out of the room. "Kevin will live," she said. "He

spoke to me." Her eyes were shining as she gazed at her mother.

"Could you tell what words he spoke?"

"I could. He said, 'In the month of April, when the water runs clear in

the river, I will be playing the fideóg.' That is what Kevin said."

"When the river is clear--playing the fideóg," the elder woman repeated,

some look of trouble, almost terror, in her face. "The cross of Christ

between him and that fideóg!"

The priest was moving to the door and I followed. As I did so I got a

glimpse, through the partly open room door, of the invalid. I saw the

long, pallid, nervous-looking face of a young man on the pillow. A light

fell on his brow, and I thought it had the height, and the arch, the

good shape sloping backward to the long head, of a musician. The eyes

were shining with an unnatural brightness. It was the face of an artist,

an idealist, intensified, idealised, by illness, by suffering, by

excitement, and I wondered if the vision which Kevin Hooban had of

playing the fideóg by the river, when it ran clear in April, were a

vision of his heaven or his earth.

We left the house. Patch Keetly was taking the loop from a trace as he

harnessed the mare in the yellow light of a stable lantern. We mounted

the car. The groups of men drew about us, their movements again sounding

like the shuffling of shy animals on the sod, and they broke silence for

the first time.

There was more said about Kevin Hooban. From various allusions, vague

and unsubstantial, little touches in the kind, musical voices, I

gathered that they believed him to be under the influence of the Good

People. The sense of mystery and ill-omen came back to me, and I carried

away a memory of the dark figures of the people grouped about the lonely

lighted house, standing there in sorrow for the flute-player, the grass

at their feet sparkling with frost.

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