VIII

His enormous difficulty would be to bring Lucy to the understanding

of his new--but it was the old--attitude toward her. If she had never

become completely familiar to him association had made him a solid

recognized part of her existence; if not exactly a father, an uncle at

the very least. Calvin realized that she would be profoundly shocked

by any abrupt revelation of his feeling. Yet he was for the time in no

hurry to bring about the desired change in their relationship. His

life had been so long empty that it was enough to dwell on the great

happiness of his repossession.

This, he knew, could not continue, but at present, today, it was almost

enough. Before he was aware, the summer had gone, the mountains were

sheeted in gold; and he was still dreaming, putting off the actuality

before them.

The logging in Sugarloaf Valley had grown to an operation of importance,

and a great deal of his time was spent watching the spur of railroad

creep forward and the clearing of new sections; sawmills and camps were

in course of erection; and what had been a still green cleft in the

mountains was filled with human activity. He had secured an advantageous

position for a young man from the part of the county inhabited by the

Stammark family, Wilmer Deakon, and consulted with him frequently in

connection with his interests.

Wilmer was to the last degree dependable; a large grave individual who

took a serious interest in the welfare of his fellows and supported

established customs and institutions. He sang in a resounding barytone

with the Methodist Church choir; his dignified bearing gave weight to

the school board; and he accumulated a steadily growing capital at the

Greenstream bank. An admirable individual, Calvin thought, and extended

to him the wide hospitality of his house.

Lucy apparently had little to say to Wilmer Deakon; indeed, when he

was not present, to their great amusement she imitated his deliberate

balanced speech. She said that he was too solemn--an opinion with which

Calvin privately agreed--and made an irreverent play on his name and the

place he should occupy in the church. It seemed that she found a special

pleasure in annoying him; and on an occasion when Calvin had determined

to reprove her for this he was surprised by Winner's request to speak to

him outside.

Wilmer Deakon said abruptly: “Lucy and I are promised to each other.”

Calvin stood gazing at him in a lowering complete surprise, at a loss

for words, when the other continued with an intimation of his peculiar

qualifications for matrimony, the incontrovertible fact that he could

and would take care of Lucy. He stopped at the appropriate moment and

waited confidently for Calvin Stammark's approval.

The latter, out of a gathering immeasurable rage, almost shouted: “You

get to hell off my place!”

Wilmer Deakon was astounded but otherwise unshaken. “That's no way to

answer a decent man and a proper question,” he replied. “Lucy and I want

to be married. There's nothing wrong with that. But you look as if I had

offered to disgrace her. Why, Mr. Stammark, you can't keep her forever.

I reckon it'll be hard on you to have her go, but you must make up your

mind to it some day. She's willing, and you know all about me. Then Lucy

won't be far away from you all. I've cleared the brush up and right now

the bottom of our house is laid in Sugarloaf.”

Calvin's anger sank before a sense of helplessness at this latter fact.

Wilmer was building a house for her just as he had built one for Hannah.

He remembered his delight and pride as it had approached completion; he

remembered the evening, nearly twenty years ago, when he had sat on the

bank across the road and seen it finished. Then he had ridden, without

waiting to fix up, to the Braleys'; Hannah had scolded him as they sat

in the parlor.

“I must talk to Lucy,” he said in a different weary tone. Bareheaded he

walked over into the pasture, now his. The cattle moved vaguely in the

gloom, with softly blowing nostrils, and the streams were like smooth

dark ribbons. When he returned to his house the lights were out, Wilmer

Deakon was gone and Lucy was in bed.

He again examined his countenance in the mirror, but now he was

surprised that it was not haggard with age. It seemed that twenty more

years had been added to him since supper. He wondered whether there had

ever been another man who had lost his love twice and saw that he had

been a blind fool for not speaking in the June dusk when Lucy had come

back from school.

Lucy, it developed, had spoken to Ettie, and there was a general

discussion of her affair at breakfast.

Calvin carried away from it a persistent feeling of dissatisfaction,

but for this he could find no tangible reason. Of course, he silently

argued, the girl could not be expected to show her love for Wilmer

publicly; it was enough that he had been assured of its strength; the

fact of her agreement to marry him was final.

He went about his daily activities with a heavy absent-mindedness, with

a dragging spirit. A man was coming from Washington to see him in the

interest of a new practically permanent fencing, and he met him at

the post-office, listened to a loud cheerful greeting with marked

inattention.

The salesman was named Martin Eckles, and he was fashionably dressed in

a suit of shepherd's check bound with braid, and had a flashing ring--a

broad gold band set with a mystic symbol in rubies and diamonds. After

his supper at the hotel he walked, following Calvin's direction, the

short distance to the latter's house, where Calvin and Ettie Stammark

and Lucy were seated on the porch.

Martin Eckles, it developed, was a fluent and persuasive talker, a man

of the broadest worldly experiences and wit. He was younger than Calvin,

but older than Wilmer Deakon, and a little fat. He had a small mustache

cut above his lip, and closely shaved ruddy cheeks with a tinge of

purple about his ears. Drawing out his monologue entertainingly he gazed

repeatedly at Lucy. Calvin lost the sense of most that the other said;

he was immersed in the past that had been made the present and then

denied to him--it was all before him in the presence of Lucy, of Hannah

come back with the unforgetable and magic danger of her appeal.

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