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Shutting his mouth doggedly, Bettesworth went back to his cottage, to

live alone there with his cat. There had been some talk of his going

into lodgings; but after all, this was still his home. Should he once

give it up, he reasoned, and dispose of his furniture, it would be

impossible ever again to form a home of his own, however much he might

desire to do so. To live with neighbours might be very well; yet how

if he and they should disagree? He would have burnt his boats; he

would be unable to resume his independence. Better were it, then, to

keep while he still had it a place where he was his own master, and

take the risk of being lonely.

For some seven weeks after the wife's funeral there is next to nothing

to be told of him. I find that I am unable to remember anything about

him for that period, unless it was then--and it could not have been

much later--that he renewed some of his household goods, and amongst

them his mattress, being visited apparently by a wish to regain the

character for cleanliness which had been lost in his wife's time. It

must have been then also that he first talked of buying muslin for

blinds to his windows. It is further certain that he chatted a great

deal about his next-door neighbours--the Norrises, mother and son,

upon whose society he was now chiefly dependent; but of all this not a

syllable remains, nor is there any dimmest picture in my memory of

what the old man did, or even how he looked, in those seven weeks.

_November 22, 1904._--At the end of them, on a raw morning in

November, amid our struggles to heave out of the ground a huge shrub

we were transplanting, it was remarkable how strong Bettesworth

seemed, because of the cunning use he made of every ounce of force in

his experienced old muscles. How to lift, and how to support a weight,

were things he knew as excellently as some know how to drive a

golf-ball. Nor was my theory quite so good as his experience, for

showing where our skids and levers should be placed. It was

Bettesworth who got them into the serviceable positions.

Something about those skids set us talking of other skidding work, and

especially of the extremely tricky business of loading timber on a

trolly. "I see a carter once," said Bettesworth, "get three big

elm-trees up on to a timber-carriage, with only hisself and the

hosses. He put the runnin' chains on and all hisself."

"And _that_ takes some doing," I said.

"Yes, a man got to understand the way 'tis done.... I never had much

hand in timber-cartin' myself; but this man.... 'Twas over there on

the Hog's Back, not far from Tongham Station. We all went out for to

see 'n do it--'cause 'twas in the dinner-time he come, and we never

believed he'd do it single-handed. The farmer says to 'n, 'You'll

never get they up by yourself.' 'I dessay I shall,' he says; and so he

did, too. Three great elm-trees upon that one carriage.... Well, he

had a four-hoss team, so that'll tell ye what 'twas. They _was_ some

hosses, too. Ordinary farm hosses wouldn't ha' done it. But he only

jest had to speak, and you'd see they watchin' him.... When he went

forward, after he'd got the trees up, to see what sort of a road he'd

got for gettin' out, they stood there with their heads stretched out

and their ears for'ard. 'Come on,' he says, and _away_ they went,

_tearin'_ away. Left great ruts in the road where the wheels went

in--that'll show ye they got something to pull."

We got our shrub a little further, Bettesworth grunting to a heavy

lift; then, in answer to a question:

"No, none o' we helped 'n. We was only gone out to see 'n do it. He

never wanted no help. He didn't say much; only 'Git back,' or 'Git

up,' to the hosses. When it come to gettin' the last tree up, on top

o' t'other two, I never thought he could ha' done it. But he got 'n

up. And he was a oldish man, too: sixty, I dessay he was. But he jest

spoke to the hosses. Never used no whip, 'xcept jest to guide 'em.

Didn't the old farmer go on at his own men, too! 'You dam fellers call

yerselves carters,' he says; 'a man like that's worth a dozen o' you.'

Well, they couldn't ha' done it. A dozen of 'em 'd ha' scrambled

about, an' _then_ not done it! Besides, their _hosses_ wouldn't. But

this feller--the old farmer says to 'n, 'I never believed you'd ha'

done it.' 'I thought mos' likely I should,' he says. But he never had

much to say."

Sleet showers were falling, and a north wind was roaring through the

fir wood on top of the next hill while we worked. Dropping into the

vernacular, "I don't want to see no snow," said I. "No," responded

Bettesworth, "it's too white for me." "January," I went on, "is plenty

soon enough for snow to think about comin'." "April," he urged. "Ah

well, April," I laughed; and he, "Let it wait till there's a warm sun

to get rid of it 's fast as it comes."

Then he continued, "That rain las' night come as a reg'lar su'prise to

me. I was sittin' indoors by my fire smokin'--I 'ave got rid o' some

baccer lately--and old Kid went up the garden. He see my light, and

hollered out, 'It don't half rain!' '_Let_ it rain,' I says. I was in

there as comfortable...."

In the next night but one a little snow fell, enough to justify our

forecast and no more; and then we had frost, and garden work could

hardly go on. I was meaning to lay turf over a plot of ground where

the shrubs had stood; but the work had to wait: the frozen turfs could

not be unrolled.

Bettesworth did not like the weather. I have told of those steps

connecting his cottage with the road. They were slippery now, and the

handrail to them was icy when he clutched it, coming down in the dark

of the mornings. At the bottom of the steps, before the road is

reached, there is a steep path, commonly known as "Granny Fry's." Boys

were sliding there after breakfast, and they called out to

Bettesworth, "Be you roughed, Master Bettesworth?" According to his

tale, he spoke angrily: "''Tis _you_ ought to be roughed,' I says;

'you ought to be roughed over the bank. You be old enough to know

better.' And so they be, too. They be biggish boys; and anybody goin'

there might easy fall down and break their back--'specially after

dark."

When he came back from his dinner, he said, "Somebody 've bin an'

qualified old Granny Fry's." How? "Oh, somebody 've chucked some dirt

over where they boys had made it so slippery."

He was obliged to admit, though, that in his own boyhood he had been

as careless as any of these. And a few minutes later he was confessing

to another boyish fault. In a cottage hard by, little Timothy

Porter--a chubby little chap about five years old--was on very

friendly terms with old Bettesworth. He had but lately started his

schooling, and almost immediately was taken unwell and had to stay at

home a week or two. I happened now to ask Bettesworth how little Tim

was getting on.

"Oh, he's gettin' all right: goin' to school again Monday. He've

kicked up a rare shine, 'cause they wouldn't let 'n go. I likes 'n for

that. I likes to hear of a boy eager for learnin'--not to see 'm make

a shine and their mothers have to take 'em three parts o' the way. Not

but what I wanted makin' when I was a nipper. Many's a time I've

clucked up to a tree jest this side o' Cowley Bridge, and that old

'oman" (I don't know what old woman) "come out an' drive me. There

wa'n't no school then nearer 'n Lyons's--where Smith the wheelwright

lives now. He used to travel with tea, and I dessay half a dozen of us

'd come to his school from Cowley Bridge. We'd start off an' say we

wouldn't go to school; but we _'ad_ to."

The frost, had it continued, would very soon have been calamitous to

the working people. As it was, I saw bricklayers--good men known to

me, and neighbours, too--standing idle in the town, at the street

corners. And Bettesworth said,

"Some o' the shop-keepers down in the town begun to cry out about it.

They missed the Poor Man. And I heared the landlord down 'ere at the

Swan say he was several pounds out o' pocket by it."

_December 2, 1904._--Fortunately it was not to last. The men got to

work again; our gardening tasks could go forward. My notebook has this

entry for the 2nd of December:

"Laying turf this afternoon, in wonderful mild dry weather."

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